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calmlb Ā· 5 days ago
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what if Kouyou was the old Bossā€™s daughter & thatā€™s why he killed the man she loved when she tried to run away, & why she was involved w the port mafia from such a young age?
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(ā€‹brb adding this hc to my fics)
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luxaofhesperides Ā· 1 year ago
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Soulmark AU + Sleeping Beauty ; requested by @candeartist422!
For the last few years, Dukeā€™s been waiting for his soulmate to die.
It sounds cruel to say it that way. But the waiting is more painful, he thinks, than just mourning a lost love. Itā€™s not like most people ever meet their soulmates anyways; his parents werenā€™t meant to be, but they still loved each other and had a life together. He wishes he could turn his focus away from his soulmate, but Duke is a romantic at heart and has always wanted to find the other half of his soul.
But since he was fourteen, his soulmark has dulled, fading in and out of color. What was once a vibrant blue crystal star, with eight points and a swirl of watercolor hues around it, dimmed more and more until Duke was sure he was watching his soulmate die slowly.Ā 
His soulmate didnā€™t die then. Whoever they are got better, his soulmark gaining color, but it never went back to the way it was. For years after, Duke would check at the beginning and end of each day, keeping track of when it faded and when it regained its color.Ā 
He thought his soulmate was sick. In and out of hospitals, fighting to stay alive.
And then it went nearly colorless.Ā 
Duke doesnā€™t remember much about that day. He knows he woke up, brushed his teeth, the lifted up his shirt to check his soulmark in the mirror. The blue was almost completely gone, the star on his left hipbone nearly gray with how colorless it was. He started at it for a moment, shocked, and reality slid away from him as he retreated into the safety of his mind, fully dissociating.Ā 
Bruce had found him when Duke didnā€™t show up for breakfast. He held him and offered quiet words of comfort that Duke couldnā€™t understand, but just having someone with him lessened the hurt of losing his soulmate.Ā 
Seeing the color come back the next day, faint as it was, hurt even more.
A year later, Duke still canā€™t break the habit of checking his soulmark twice a day. It hasnā€™t changed at all, still faint and dim, but carrying just enough color to show that his soulmate was still alive. At the very least, they were still breathing, but his chance of ever meeting them is basically zero. Still, he canā€™t help but hope, wishing that he could meet them even once before they die and leave him forever.Ā 
ā€œSame as ever,ā€ he murmurs to himself as he brushes his thumb against his soulmark. Heā€™s terrified that heā€™s forgotten how beautiful the blue of it was when his soulmate was healthy.Ā 
Duke doesnā€™t let himself think on it too much anymore. Though his thoughts often turn to his soulmate during quiet moments like these, the busy nature of Gotham is usually more than enough to pull his attention back to the here and now. Thereā€™s no use in obsessing over his soulmate anyways; theyā€™re just going to die, sooner or later, and Duke knows heā€™ll never get to meet them. Theyā€™ll just be another empty space in his life, right next to his parents.Ā 
ā€œCome on, Thomas, focus,ā€ he tells himself firmly, then gets dressed and heads down to the kitchen for breakfast.
The manor is quiet. It usually is in the mornings, with everyone from the night shift dead asleep and trying to get as much rest as they can before they have to start their day. Not that many of them stay in the manor these days; Duke and Damian are the only permanent residents at the moment, but Steph usually stays half with her mom and half in the manor during the summers when sheā€™s home from college, and the others drop in whenever they feel like it.Ā 
Bruce lives more in the Batcave than the manor, so he doesnā€™t really count. Itā€™s also why Duke is surprised to see Bruce awake and dressed like a normal person, drinking coffee in the kitchen as if this is a normal occurrence.Ā 
ā€œMorning,ā€ Duke offers.
ā€œGood morning, Duke,ā€ Bruce replies. ā€œSleep well?ā€
ā€œWell enough. Alfred out or something?ā€
ā€œHe may have kicked me out of the Batcave to clean it up a bit,ā€ Bruce answers tiredly. ā€œWant me to make breakfast?ā€
Duke has heard the horror stories of Bruceā€™s attempts to make edible food in a kitchen. In the interest of not dealing with food poisoning, Duke shakes his head quickly and says, ā€œNah, itā€™s fine. I was kinda wanting to eat out for breakfast. Get out there as me, and not a mask, you know?ā€
ā€œMind if I join you? Alfred may forgive me for not sleeping if I willingly go outside.ā€
Duke laughs. ā€œSure man, as long as you pay.ā€
ā€œIā€™ll drive, too.ā€
ā€œWhat, donā€™t trust me behind a wheel?ā€
Bruce gives him a tired look, eyes dead and dull. ā€œI have taught all my children how to drive. The day I willingly let them take the wheel when I am not actively dying is the day Iā€™ve been replaced by a robot clone of myself who doesnā€™t know better yet.ā€
ā€œThat isā€¦ very specific. Is that a thing you usually worry about?ā€
ā€œIā€™m Batman. I have to worry about everything.ā€
Yeah, that tracks. Duke wouldnā€™t be surprised if he has at least five contingency plans for that scenario, should it ever happen. ā€œWell,ā€ he says, ā€œRight now, all you need to worry about is having your wallet and driving us down to The Foodie Nook. Iā€™ve been craving their breakfast plates for ages.ā€
Bruce doesnā€™t object to his choice of restaurant and follows Duke down to the garage, grabbing a random set of keys and pointing it out to the many cars he owns. One near the front blinks its lights as it unlocks and Duke cheerfully tosses himself into the passenger seat as Bruce opens the garage door.Ā 
The drive into Gotham is smooth. They donā€™t hit traffic until they reach the bridge that leads into the city proper, taking them away from the quiet of Bristol. The morning is busy, but not enough that Duke worries about being out as the Signal to help keep the peace. Itā€™s a normal type of busy, one borne from people going about their lives, feeling safe enough to go out.Ā 
The Foodie Nook is entirely local and very popular, so the parking lot is nearly full. But they expanded their space last year, which means he and Bruce donā€™t have to sit outside while they wait to grab a table. Bruce keeps conversation light and casual, well aware of the many listening ears around them, and itā€™s nice, feeling normal for once.Ā 
Well, as normal as life can be with Bruce Wayneā„¢. The server who comes to lead them to a table realizes who sheā€™s talking to after she gets a proper look at them while holding open the door and promptly stutters over her words.Ā 
ā€œNo need for any special treatment,ā€ Bruce laughs lightly, ā€œWeā€™re just here for breakfast. Nothing special.ā€
ā€œOf course,ā€ she replies, cheeks red. ā€œUm, right this way! Weā€™ve got a table by the windows for you. Just two, yeah?ā€
ā€œYup! Just two. Thought this was a good day to spend some time with Duke. Heā€™s a great kid, you know, Iā€™m glad I was given the opportunity to foster him.ā€
The sunny, cheerful Bruce Wayne persona is so different from the usual Bruce he works with that it feels like heā€™s standing next to a stranger. But his words are sincere and warm his heart, filling up the gaps that his soulmate has left.Ā 
ā€œHere you are!ā€ their server announces, showing them to their table. ā€œIā€™ll be right back with some menus.ā€ Sheā€™s gone in a rush, and other customers glance over before quickly averting their gaze.Ā 
Itā€™s one of the unspoken rules of Gotham: give the Waynes their privacy while theyā€™re out in public. Questions and conversation are for public events only, but if they see a Wayne out and about during a normal day, everyone leaves them be unless spoken to first. Duke used to follow those rules as well when he was just another Gothamite. Itā€™s strange being on the other side of that now that heā€™s in with the Waynes.
Duke barely has to look through the menu when itā€™s handed to him. The breakfast plates are his favorites and he gets one every single time he comes to The Foodie Nook; stacked full with breakfast foods from around the world. As a kid, he loved the Mexico Plate, but these days heā€™s craving either the Brazilian Plate or the Vietnamese Plate.Ā Ā 
He canā€™t decide on which one and thinks about tossing a coin to decide, but seeing how thatā€™s Two Faceā€™s whole thing, he decides to hold off and settle the matter with eenie-meenie-minnie-mo.Ā 
He gets the Vietnamese Plate.
Bruce, on the other hand, reads through the entire menu like itā€™s a novel, then leans over and says rather loudly, ā€œDuke, whatā€™s a tort-illa.ā€Ā 
The pain he feels hearing that is only worsened by the amusement in Bruceā€™s eyes. Heā€™s doing it on purpose, playing up the Brucie act for the public so he can psychologically torment Duke. A few nearby customers choke back laughter, turning away to hide their smiles.Ā 
Duke shakes his head and says, ā€œDonā€™t worry about it. Itā€™s just food. Donā€™t ask any more questions, I just want a peaceful breakfast.ā€
ā€œWell then,ā€ Bruce replies, ā€œI suppose I know what to order now.ā€
As if she was summoned, their server reappears before them, cheeks still looking a little flushed. ā€œHi! Ready to order?ā€
She writes down their orders quickly, valiantly keeping a straight face at Bruceā€™s mispronunciation of tortilla, then heads off to deliver their orders to the kitchen.Ā 
Rather than draw out a conversation with Brucie Wayne, Duke settles for playing a few idle games on his phone; his current favorite is one quiet cat cafe game where he directs cats into fulfilling cafe orders.Ā 
Bruce, despite being out in his civilian identity, is working. Heā€™s on his Batman phone, which looks the same as his other cell phones except this one has a bat symbol sticker just barely hiding a Superman sticker on the phone case. His brow is slightly furrowed as he reads whatever file heā€™s accessing from the Batcomputer. Itā€™s a little worrying but it could be anything. Bruce makes the same expression when he reads one of Timā€™s snarky comments getting quoted in the news.
But thatā€™s not Dukeā€™s problem! Heā€™s here to enjoy his breakfast and it will take the end of the world itself to remove him from his seat before heā€™s done eating.
The game takes most of his attention until their food comes out, and by then Bruce has tucked away the smallest of his Batman mannerisms. They enjoy a normal, peaceful breakfast. Bruce ends it by asking their server if she has any debt thatā€™s weighing her down, then giving her a tip thatā€™s at least five thousand dollars above that.Ā 
She does cry and Bruce hugs her. Itā€™s very sweet.Ā 
As soon as they get back into the car, his easy going smile drops and Duke knows some superhero nonsense is about to take over his day.Ā 
ā€œDuke,ā€ Bruce starts, seriously, ā€œI received a message from Zatanna.ā€
ā€œDonā€™t drag this out,ā€ Duke says, ā€œJust give it to me straight. What terrible thing is about to happen to us?ā€
ā€œItā€™s nothing too big. They just recently defeated a magical being who had been tearing apart secret government facilities in Illinois. He had both magic and a high tech weapon, which they confiscated and are delivering to me. The government agency he was fighting was suspiciously interested in the weapon, and based on their behaviors and newly revealed work, Zatanna made the decision to turn the weapon over to us so it doesnā€™t fall into the wrong hands.ā€
Bruce smoothly merges into traffic as he speaks, getting them onto the road back to the manor. Thereā€™s a look in his eyes that means heā€™s keeping a lot unsaid, and Duke knows without a doubt that whatever this government agency was doing is bad if Zatanna needs Batman to act as extra security.Ā 
Heā€™s not sure about her decision to trust the weapon to be safe in Gotham, either. Sure, Batman will keep it as safe as he can, but with their luck, itā€™ll end up in the hands of a Rogue and lead to a lot of death and destruction.Ā 
As soon as they cross the bridge and return to Bristol, Bruce steps on the gas and the car tears down the road. Without any other cars to worry about (or traffic laws), it takes barely two minutes to reach the manor, when the gates open for them and let them into the garage.Ā 
Alfred waits for them by the door, looking them over with a critical eye. ā€œI see you have managed to go outside, Master Bruce. Whatā€™s the special occasion?ā€
ā€œJust breakfast,ā€ Bruce answers. ā€œIā€™m heading back down to the Batcave. Zatanna will be here soon to deliver a weapon.ā€ Heā€™s gone before Alfred can say anything more, hurrying down the hall and turning the corner, disappearing from sight as he heads towards his office.Ā 
ā€œI see we have yet to break that bad habit of his. Did you enjoy your morning out, Master Duke?ā€
ā€œSure did, Alfred. Iā€™m, uh, also going down to the Batcave. Heā€™s definitely not telling me a lot about whatā€™s going on, so Iā€™m just going to read about it over his shoulder. Iā€™ll be back up for lunch, though!ā€
ā€œAnd perhaps youā€™ll be able to drag Master Bruce away from that cave of his,ā€ Alfred comments wryly as he walks with Duke towards the office. He gives Duke a nod, then splits away from him, returning to the kitchen where Duke can hear Damian speaking to someone, probably Tim by the annoyed tone of his voice, and mentally wishes Alfred luck in handling them.
Duke sets the correct time on the clock in Bruceā€™s office and heads down to the Batcave, taking the steps two at a time.Ā 
Bruce is already at the Batcomputer, shoulders tensed, when he arrives.Ā 
ā€œMore bad news?ā€ he asks as he makes his way over.
Bruce doesnā€™t bother looking away from the screen as he says, ā€œMore details about the fight. It seems the magical being called himself a ghost and was going on a rampage due to a betrayal. He says they nearly killed his son.ā€
ā€œOh, yikes.ā€
ā€œAnd two of the scientists working with the government agency said that he stole their son and is keeping them from saving him.ā€
ā€œYikes,ā€ Duke says with more feeling.
He doesnā€™t get to hear anymore details about JLDā€™s fight with this ghost when he catches a flicker in the corner of his eye. Duke turns and stares at the empty space in the Batcave near the medbay and watches as colorful magic gathers and swirls in dizzing circles. The portal opens a moment later and Zatanna steps out, looking exhausted and lightly singed.Ā 
ā€œBatman,ā€ she greets, holding a white gun that looks like it belongs in an early sci-fi movie from the 60s. ā€œThe GIW is trying to arrest us. Constantine keeps burning their badges and documents so it shouldnā€™t be a problem, but they are determined to get this back. I wouldnā€™t be surprised if they came after you next. Theyā€™ve got some way of tracking things, but I didnā€™t have time to get any details before I had to leave.ā€
Bruce takes the gun from her hands carefully, looking it over with a sharp gaze. ā€œWhy would a ghost want to use a gun?ā€
ā€œI donā€™t know. He had a variety of powers, too.ā€
ā€œWhat does this do?ā€
ā€œShoots ice. He never let it go and nearly burned me alive for taking it before we subdued him.ā€
ā€œWeā€™ll keep it locked up,ā€ Bruce promises.Ā 
Zatanna sighs. It looks as though a physical weight fell off her shoulders. ā€œThanks. Iā€™m going to head back to stop Constantine from getting into a fistfight with the GIW agents.ā€
She opens another portal with a waved hand and a muttered spell. Bruce is already walking away to set the gun down on a work station, so Duke is the one to wave Zatanna goodbye.Ā 
By the time he reaches Bruceā€™s side, the gun is already dismantled, all pieces neatly set aside. Sticky notes denote which pieces go together and in what order. It looks the same as most guns, save for the aesthetic, but the heart of it is a glowing blue orb, large enough to cover the entirety of Bruceā€™s palm, and it brings a chill to the air.
Duke stares at it and feels his soulmark burn ice cold.
ā€œDuke?ā€
Itā€™s in his hands. He doesnā€™t remember reaching out to take it, but itā€™s in his hands. He canā€™t take his eyes off of it, cradling it gently and bringing it closer to his chest.Ā 
Itā€™s the same blue his soulmark once was. Before his soulmate began to fade, before every day became a waiting game to see how long his soulmate will last before they die.Ā 
This has something to do with his soulmate. Heā€™s sure of it.Ā 
He wonā€™t let anyone take it from him.Ā 
ā€œDuke. Give that to me.ā€
He doesnā€™t feel like heā€™s in his body. Heā€™s detached, floating somewhere outside his body, puppeteering his limbs, making them move without feeling the motion. Shadows condense around his feet and Bruce takes a step back, wary.Ā 
ā€œDuke,ā€ he says again, but Duke canā€™t find any words, canā€™t draw on his voice, canā€™t even look away from the bright, bright blue of the orb. It pulses lightly in his hand like a heartbeat.Ā 
Bruce reaches a hand out.Ā 
Heā€™s pulled back by shadows before he can get close, and Duke holds the orb against his chest, right against his heart, and feels the cold seep into him.Ā 
ā€œDuke. I need you to look at me.ā€ This time, Bruceā€™s voice has Batmanā€™s growl in it, a heavy command that he canā€™t help but instinctively follow. He looks up and meets Bruceā€™s eyes, but he canā€™t focus. All his awareness is in his hands and the heartbeat of the glowing orb.
ā€œI have to protect this,ā€ Duke manages to whisper. ā€œIā€¦ I think itā€™s alive.ā€
ā€œOkay. Letā€™s get you to the medbay so you can sit down. Weā€™ll figure this out, Duke.ā€
Bruce slowly, carefully, sets his hand on Dukeā€™s shoulder. He keeps his attention away from the orb, so Duke allows it and lets Bruce guide him to the medbay and onto one of the medical cots. Bruce leaves him after a minute of quiet fussing, muttering about calling Zatanna.
Whatever. None of that matters when the heartbeat of the orb grows stronger, steadier, and Duke feels it match the beat of his own heart.
Time slips away from him. Distantly, he hears people move around the cave, speaking in low tones. A hand presses against his shoulder, warm, then moves away.Ā 
The orb in his hand moves.Ā 
Duke blinks slowly, then claws his way back to awareness, pushing past the haze thatā€™s fallen over his mind. The orb turns over in his hand, then cracks right down the middle. The glow grows stronger, washing the medbay in blue light and a symbol appears on the orb.
Itā€™s his soulmark.Ā 
Later, he wonā€™t be able to say why he did it. There were no thoughts, no reasonings, no explanations. Duke simply moved on instinct and lifted the orb up to his face and pressed a soft kiss against it.Ā 
One moment, the orb was still.
The next, it had burst in a flash of light that blinded everyone in the Batcave, and then a thin, injured teenager had fallen into Dukeā€™s lap.Ā 
Hands immediately grab him, pulling him away from Duke. The teenager puts up no fight, eyes barely open, but he reaches for Duke weakly. On his wrist is the bright blue snowflake, the color strong and vivid.Ā 
ā€œThatā€™s me soulmate,ā€ Duke whispers as he watches Bruce and Tim set the boy down on another medical cot.Ā 
ā€œWhat?ā€ Tim says, turning to face Duke, concern clear on his face.Ā 
ā€œThatā€™s my soulmate,ā€ he repeats, louder. Then, panicked, he pulls up his shirt enough to see his own soulmark; the color is still dull, weak, barely there, but itā€™s more blue that it has been in a while. He doesnā€™t need to say anything. Tim sees the dullness of his soulmark, looks at the boy, and puts the pieces together on his own.
ā€œIā€™ll call Doc Thompkins,ā€ he says, already moving to fix everything. Bruce remains where he is, making sure the boy is tucked in and breathing steadily before he returns to Duke.Ā 
ā€œAre you alright?ā€
Duke swallows roughly, unable to tear his eyes away from the boy. Heā€™s pale and thin, as if heā€™d been starved, and thereā€™s frost beginning to spread on the bedsheet from his fingers. ā€œHeā€™s my soulmate,ā€ Duke manages to say. ā€œHeā€™s been dying for two years.ā€
Bruceā€™s eyes a hard, a determined light in them. ā€œWeā€™ll save him,ā€ he promises.Ā 
If anyone can, itā€™s Batman.Ā 
If anyone can, itā€™s them, Batman and the Signal, and their entire network of family and friends.Ā 
Dukeā€™s been waiting for his soulmate to die all this time. Now, heā€™s going to save him.
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necrotic-nephilim Ā· 5 months ago
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Roytim is such a fun crack rarepair for me! Dickā€™s best friend sleeping with/dating Dickā€™s baby brother Timmy is 10/10 drama on a more personal note than Iā€™d picture it with Jason. Absolutely no shade I just have always read Dick as being more protective of Tim and Damian.
Do you have any Roytim headcanons to share? <3
oh i LOVE RoyTim on it's own! likely bc i'm just a Tim multishipper and if it fits i ship, but Roy is especially fun via the Dick connection. and i 1000% agree, *especially* pre-Flashpoint, would even argue it's outright canon that Dick is far more protective of Tim and Damian than he ever was with Jason (not out of dislike, but simply bc Dick and Jason were never all that close and the tragedy of losing Jason was losing what could've been, not what he already had) and especially with Jason as Red Hood, Dick holds no particular protective brotherly feelings toward him. it's all Tim and Damian. so you're so right, the drama of RoyTim is just a smidge more upped than of JayRoy and i'd love to share headcanons-
i think it makes for a fun "crush on your older brother's friend" situation. where like. Tim knows it's unrealistic and he has no *actual* intentions to chase it when he's just 15/16 and Roy and Dick are in their twenties, often hanging out around Tim. and Roy is handsome, he's funny, he's similar in personality to ppl Tim has dated (Steph, Kon) so, it's a crush. one that he hides *well* and never makes it Dick or Roy's problem, and one Tim never expects to pan out. he just fantasizes about Roy a little bit and mostly grows out of it by the time he's an adult.
i think more fics need Lian, so i like the idea of them co-parenting Lian. especially if they're both. sort of bad at it. like Roy loves her and he's trying, but he's doing this basically alone and it's not like he has experience. Tim also has no experience. neither of them know what on earth to do. it's a very cute idea that just relies on the two of them being terrible at parenting and Roy getting so mad that the first time Lian says "dada" she says it to Tim that he considers breaking up for a good five minutes.
how they get together can happen in a lot of ways, but i'm interested in the idea of Dick asking Roy to talk to Tim during Tim's Red Robin arc. Roy has experience helping kids through his work helping young addicts and nothing else has worked, so he offers to at least try with Tim. and Roy, who also doesn't handle grief well, understands at least some of what Tim is going through. especially since Roy dealt with Oliver dying and then suddenly coming back, he's at least open to the idea Bruce could be alive. he's just around to try and help Tim keep some emotional stability, but it ends up with Roy helping with the search and somehow, falling for Tim along the way
they go to sitcom levels of chaos trying to keep the relationship hidden from Dick. they *both* know Dick is far too protective of Tim to react well to it. but also, i think Roy would get *just* a bit of an ego about sleeping with Tim under Dick's nose. he makes a point of strutting around when Dick invites him over, finding reasons to be shirtless just to make Tim squirm a little bit. it's that sort of kink where you're excited about the risk of being caught. that fits these two so well and i can't explain it.
because Roy is used to mentoring younger heroes, i think he would have a bigger than normal moral panic about dating Tim. he fights his feelings for a *while*, to the point Tim can tell Roy is fighting his feelings and he's trying to convince Roy he's fine with this. Tim telling Roy about his childhood crush does not help. it makes Roy feel *worse*. it makes them take things very slowly, and i could see Roy being the type to never fully touch Tim until Tim is 18, no matter how much Tim insists it's okay.
i do think they have unhinged sex when they actually get into it though. no matter how sure Roy is that he'll be gentle the first time, the minute he gets his hands on Tim, it is feral. there is blood and foul dirty talk and Tim cannot walk the next day. i think Roy makes for a very mean dom, the type who will make fun of you for being a mess in bed. he just has those vibes, and it works great for getting Tim to just. turn his brain off.
i think Roy, who's struggled with picking hero names before, would be someone to try to force Tim to let go of Red Robin once the whole Bruce thing is over. it's not Tim's name and Tim doesn't need to keep punishing himself with it. Roy is nice about it at first, but then i do think he threatens to set that damn suit on fire if Tim keeps wearing it and doesn't come up with a new hero name. and the worst part is, Tim does know he's serious.
when Dick does find out, chaos. an absolute shitshow. when Roy tells him, Dick punches Roy in the face before he even finishes explaining himself. it's a pure gut reaction. even Bruce isn't as protective over Tim as Dick is. it takes a *lot* of convincing from Tim that it's okay and he wanted this before Dick calms down, and he still doesn't talk to Roy for like a month until the rest of the Titans are forced to hold an intervention reminding Dick of his own dating history with age gaps, like Babs. Dick does cool down, but he is not afraid to stoop to "you're fucking my brother" in an argument bc he wins everytime when he brings it up.
i think Tim is the protective partner. everyone *expects* it to be Roy, he's older and more experienced, but it's Tim who will absolutely lose it if someone threatens Roy's or Lian's life. like not fanonish "committing murder" Tim, but more so canonish "i have a contingency plan for everything" Tim. Roy has had to hold him back a couple times. honestly i think the moral conversations Roy and Tim have are so interesting. because Roy will cross the line for those he loves, so bc of that, Tim is careful to make sure Roy is never in a position where he has to protect Tim bc he knows it would turn lethal quickly. it's a very "i know what you're capable of and you don't scare me but i won't let you become a worse version of yourself bc of me" sort of self preservation vibe. i think it'd be very neat. Tim fights like hell when he's close to death bc his thought is always "i refuse to let Roy feel like he has to avenge me" which i find very crunchy.
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souenkun Ā· 2 months ago
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Judging from these panels, would it mean that there's no other yorishima exorcist that's still alive (since natori said that the yorishima family "was once" a big name, past tense) in the canon timeline, and that the yorishima we know probably ended his family's exorcism business for good by retiring himself? If so, was the reason tied to the youkai living in his left arm, or is there another cause? And when exactly did he retireā€” was it before or during seiji and shuuichi's high school days, which was why his left arm appeared with the thick bandages when he gave them the loquats in the anime, but he still lived in the estate during that time, or was it after the two became legal adults, which lined up somewhat with him moving into his forest home, abandoning his family estate in favor of living in isolation?
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And, speaking of retirement, I wonder if we'll ever know why midorikawa told us that the takis were "famous" (which presumedly meant they were strong enough to be well-known) as occult diviners, since tooru herself only ever mentioned what their previous family business entails, and never about their status in the exorcism community? We don't really need this extra bit if she wanted to further establish how tooru has an aptitude for spell-casting, either. Again, there's another "strong" family (whose members are still alive in canon) that went into retirement, but did the taki family lost their power because the ability to see (if they were needed for diviners) disappeared for at least the last three generations (if we assumed that tooru and isamu's parents couldn't see youkai too), or was it due to another reason? How close was shinichiro (tooru and isamu's grandpa) to the matobas that even the current clan head came to pay his respects during his sixth death anniversary; was his relationship with seiji's father strictly resolved around exorcism business, or was anything else involved? Does tooru herself doesn't fully understand the prowess her family once had, hence why seiji was the one who told takashi (and us readers) about it? What would this tiny bit of lore mean for tooru with it revealed this late into the manga, when tooru herself only talked sparsely about her ancestors in previous chapters?
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that-autistic-lesbian Ā· 2 months ago
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The time loop confuses me a bit. (Please keep in mind that I havenā€™t watched the show in about 3 years so if any of this is explained in the show/manga please tell me kindly as I have forgotten most of it)
Do years continue like normal? Like if the first time loop year was in 2012 and it turned to 2013 and then Saiki turned back time on the world in April, is it still 2013 or is it now 2012 again?
If it stays 2013, then wouldnā€™t people get suspicious when they break out of the time loop and they look back at yearbooks and they entered high school in 2012 and then graduated in like 2018? Especially in America where the year you graduate is like. A huge deal. Like, does the Class of 2013-2017 just not exist anymore bc they were stuck in the time loop?
While I do think itā€™d be easier to make people think the school year of 2012-2013 was just one extremely long year rather than the years of 2012-2017 being all one year, wouldnā€™t the future kids of people question why they have so many ā€œSummer break of 2013ā€ and ā€œChristmas of 2012ā€ photos that detail them doing different things that arenā€™t possible to do in One break?
I know this is supposed to be a comedy and I shouldnā€™t think too hard about it (as Iā€™m sure the author didnā€™t) but Iā€™m just extremely curious how people think of it in the future.
Is Saiki just going to have to constantly brainwash the world into thinking that whole time loop period was normal? That sounds exhausting.
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ganondoodle Ā· 8 months ago
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okay, bc i have seen this argument alot now (and it also seems to be the view point of aonuma himself..) is that "zelda cant do everything link does bc whats the point then"
and i take personal offense on that bc its a stupid argument (in. my. very. personal. opinion.- not judging people for liking it. its a ME thing)
whats the point? its that its her. its still a different character, different in story, background, personality, but i WANT to play zelda and she can do everything link does, why does she have to be so restricted and be bend over backwards to find some new way to make her 'useful' when link gets to do basically everything no questions asked (the only thing thats hers is like .. sealing power and sacrificial maiden, which i find a little underwhelming to say the least), if theres no point to it why are there always modders that model swap link with someone else, and in that case it has even less impact bc its an artificial model swap with no changes to the story (which can and should still be different when its the vanilla game with a different protagonist... its still a different character), clearly theres joy in just the model being a different one- and that isnt even to mention the story possibilities, since, again, its stil a different character
if we ever (never ... i know who we are talking about here) get to play as ganondorf i want to him to be just as versatile and active as link is, if we got a point and click adventure game for him instead bc 'whats the point' id be disappointed too- you can find any sort of excuse/explanation for zelda to be singled out but the fact remains it tracks with how female characters are often treated, and that hits a very sore spot for me
i guess i am unfortunately one of those annoying people that want to see female characters be treated exactly the same as male characters, possibly bc i am myself afab but identify as agender and have a deeply personal dislike for anything 'traditional' feminine bc i cannot and never will be able to truly live as myself in real life, it influences all of my work, my work is as just as much as my opinion on this, very personal
and in line with my point about modding, i see theres joy in just beign able to play as her even if its like this, i get that, i also get it for the creative aspect (though that mechanic worries me even more for the future bc it really seems to be the path now that -freedom = good, linear anything = bad-) it is a different idea and its not like i cant see that value- im not trying be "right" either, just bc i have that opinion doesnt mean i need everyone to agree, its a very personal thing, if you like it good for you! not for me though, and i think both of that is equally valid
i just personally wish she was allowed to be just like link, fight just like him but be different bc its still her and not him in the end- to be physically/playstyle like jsut like him, but you know ... as her, i dont think shed stop being zelda if she could wield a sword just like him
i dont really know how to get my point/feelings across, i dont want to step too much into personal stuff nor spam people with something that ultimately doesnt interest me alot, im just saddened by it really
(EDIT: bc i forgot to add this on here again; this isnt as much of a problem as it might sound like here, just the main topic i wanted to talk about; why im so uninterested in it is MAINLY bc i dont trust them to write anything interesting/care about lore anymore after totk, im always on the more pessimistic side that thinks its most likely worse than id hope and i know even the past games arent perfect or super interestingly written, but now its much more just a general distrust, together with everything like the price ... im just much less hopeful and cant get excited until i see more of it, like im waiting for the game to get out and reveal that its just as much of a mess and money i regret spending- kind of fear)
#ganondoodles talks#zelda#person that send an ask about this in just as i was writing this- this isnt about you- i promise you#its soemthing thats been stirring in my mind since yesterday#and seeing so many of those comments- and even aonuma himself say it#just strikes a very very personal sore spot#also to that one commenter on a different post-#no- wanting female characters being allowed to wield a sword is not ā€œbadass female character mysogyniā€ (idk how to spell that rn)#the hollywood badass female character thing is annoying but thats bc-#its a super model woman (bc shes ALLOWED TO BE FEMININE you KNOW) fight people in high heels- bc you can be feminie AND badass-#and then does a cringy one liner 'what you thoguht a FEMALE couldnt kick your teeth in'#which comes with alot more baggage of tropes and hollywood etc etc#i long for the 'women are jsut as capable as men' in a very agender way#why do you think i intentionally design alot of female characters non tradtionally feminie or masculine#again this is a very pseronal thing to me#BUT i do think it IS questionable that its her that isnt allowed to fight with a sword#like i dont think thats much of my personal dislike there- but a valid thing to point out no matter the explanations you can come up with#anyway- i dont hate it- but its not for me- i dont want to talk much about it#i hope you can excuse me not answering the asks i got related to this- id just repeat myself#(i guess i should be glad that its the top down one that gets her as the protagonist-)#(i dont think i want to live through seeing her be animated like the typically girly feminine butt wiggle in your face tehehe)#(the botw/totk cutscnes were enough of that for me PERSONALLY)#i dont know how many times i have to say its my very biased personally personal opinion and no a judging of others#to make it clear that no one has to agree with me and i dont want to be convinced of the other opinions of this
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oldkamelle Ā· 2 years ago
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Still accepting Ideas? If so, Spy asking advice on Sniper on how to tell Scout that he is his dad.
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daisymintt Ā· 11 months ago
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Thereā€™s still so much I want to know about the Bad Batch that the show hasnā€™t told us like what was it like on Kamino when they were cadets? What was their first mission? How did Hunter become the leader? How did Wrecker get his scar? How old was Wrecker when he got his scar? How did Hunter and Crosshair get their tattoos? Do Hunters tattoos actually continue on his left side with the rib cage, etc. or is that a fanon thing? Are Hunters enhanced skills just limited to seeing the electromagnetic currents of things? How does that affect him? Thereā€™s just still so much I want to know!!!
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laurrelise Ā· 4 months ago
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another day has passed and iā€™m still fucking wondering why the hell jennifer was found in a goddamn squid
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unriding Ā· 3 months ago
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hi evie !! how have you been ? :33 i hope you dont mind me borrowing you and moze for something ehehe <3
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#šŸ¦ā€ā¬›šŸ• .#å½” nick!#å½” inbox.#evie.ss#omg good morning nick! my stomach literally twisted and flipped seeing this /pos /POS /the most positive gut wrenching feeling in existence#NICK AND THE REASON WAS ? WHY DO U NOT HAVE A KOFI LINK WHERE IS IT ā€¦. THIS ISNT OK I NEED TO FIND IT???? U CANNOT BE ā€¦ BE ā€¦. BE UM ā€¦ YOU K#I NEED TO šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­ I NEED ā€¦.. IS IT OBVIOUSLY IM CRYING WRITING THINSSJSJSN /pos /ULTRA POS THIS IS SO CUTE UR ART IS SOOOO AWESME IM SO IN AWEšŸ˜­#typos: obvious* <- & barrier* -> amazing work evie#i broke the sound banner with the screech i made seeing this ā€¦. YOU ā€¦ YOU DREW ME ā€¦ THE EXACT WAY ā€¦.. I .. ITS SO SPOT ON I ????? I ā€¦ IM#FLABBERGASTED . SHELL SHOCKED . GOBSMACKED IM SO OBSESSED WITH HOW U DID MY HAIR ā€¦. THIS IS EXACTLY HOW I DO MY HAID ā€¦ AND THE CURLS ARE LI#LIKE THATā€¦ IM SO OBSESSED WITH UR STYLE JSJSJJD HOW MANY TIMES HAVE I SAID IT???? UR STYLE IS MMMMMMM!!!!!!!!!!!! 1000/1000!!!!!! in specif#the colors ā€¦ the colors are gorgeous and sooo nice to gaze at ā€¦ the little wings ā€¦ HOW DID YOU KNOW I LIKE- IM SO . (hugs knees and cries#YOU DREW THAT DRESS AWESOME-LY ā€¦. IM GENUINELY LOSING MY MIND AND I HAVENG EVEN .. looked at *him* ā€¦.. nick ā€¦. im complimenting it and i#canā€™t even see rn HEJSJCKCNITS BLURRY šŸ˜­šŸ˜­ my head hurts so bad from sobbing but ive never been happier /pos IM SO ???? I LOVE HOW U DREW ME#i went to go triple check for the kofilink and found myself browsing through puppetgear tag once again u^u JENDNDKXJ oh my god . PLEASEEEEE#okā€¦. moze ā€¦ heā€™s ā€¦ so tiny .. heā€™s so cute ā€¦ he looks so grumpy :ā€™) /pos AND YOU .. u captured his squishable look omgā€¦.. heā€™s so teeny heā€™#literally as big as a fingernail on my phone im :ā€™) HES POCKET SIZED I CANT BELIEVE U DID THIS /pos /ETERNALLY GRATEFUL#WHY šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­ YOURE SO KIND IM SO . IM SITTING ON THE FLOOR OF MY ROOM SNIFFLING AND HICCUPING AHENDNJXKC AND STARING AT THIS OF COUESE#i just saw the ask šŸ˜­ i definitely donā€™t mind im literally on my hands and knees to thank you and itā€™s still not enough JSNSNDNMC i have to#dig a dent in the hole and bow inside the hole ā€¦ā€¦ itā€™s not enough ā€¦ i genuinely love every square inch of this JSNDNXN i just adore ā€¦ how u#did me ā€¦ how u did moze (soā€” everything) even the circle in the background is a color that i adore šŸ˜žšŸ˜ž sniffle ā€¦..#what a treat to see moze in ur style šŸ˜­šŸ˜­ what a HUGE . Nice . AMAZING. TREAT . he looks so good in ur style UGH I WANNA FLOAT AWAY#the physical reaction i had in my stomach & head is unmatched /pos ā€¦. itā€™s vaguely similar to when u get called on in class while nervous .#and ur stomach flips .. but in a positive / EVSTATIC / insanely happy way ā€¦ thank you so much omfg (link?) (please?) you are so kind ā€¦.#i donā€™t even know how to convey my gratefulness so im resorting to crying-staring-crying-staring-crying#(cries)#oh i never answered ur question haha :ā€™) yea im great! :ā€™) and you? :ā€™)#im gonna put this in queue >/////< URK IM SO ā€¦. THANK U NICK ))))))):::: (link perhap?)#edit: OHHHH I SEE HOW U DID MY HAIR COLOR!!!!! that is so cool hello? itā€™s black- but not? and it fits so perfectly!!!! THAT IS SOO COOL WJ#NO WONDER I WAS ADMIRING THE COLORS EARLIER THIS IS SUCH A COOL THING (nonartist tries to explain how neat something is) NSNDNXKK
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flying-cat Ā· 4 months ago
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Someone explain to me why people are so disappointed about Deku being quirkless at the end bc I genuinely don't get it
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triptychofvoids Ā· 3 months ago
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are u a medic fictionkin? /gq sorry im just really confused
there are some questions that science just cant answer-
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lightasthesun Ā· 3 months ago
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you know what I think would be really funny?
Truth or dare or something similar with pre-relationship codywan.
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tiredgeekgirl Ā· 2 months ago
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fellas it has been three months since the beach episode and thinking about neil and eva in any capacity still makes me ILL
#the beach episode came out right after i lost someone very dear to me so it hit extra hard#every line of dialogue in that final scene cut to my core#it's not even just neil's death for me#it's the way he pushed away his father and his friends and his literal soulmate in both a platonic and a romantic sense all his life#in order to avoid hurting them when he passed and in the process ended up hurting them way more bc if they'd been close#they'd at least have memories with him to look back on when they missed him and could find comfort in said memories#but bc he never let people get close to him he left his loved ones with nothing to remember him by except for the way he distanced himself#HE AND EVA COULD'VE LIVED A HAPPY LIFE TOGETHER#EVEN IF THEY DIDN'T END UP DATING THEY COULD'VE MADE BEAUTIFUL MEMORIES TOGETHER AND BEEN EVEN CLOSER IF HE HADN'T BEEN AN IDIOT#THEY. COULD'VE. HAD. THEIR. GARDEN.#and sure there's many messages meant to be taken away from their story and it was always meant to end tragically#but that doesn't mean i have to be content about it#PRESS ESC TO LEAVE???? WE DON'T TALK ABOUT THAT ENOUGH#idk man. would this have emotionally scarred me this much if i hadn't been (and still am ofc) grieving irl? maybe not.#but i was and we'll never know the answer to that question#what hurts more is i played all the other ttm games before my loved one died#and you know what one of my very last memories of him was?#him hanging out with our family in our living room while i showed my sister the first ttm game#so yeah i think these games are gonna haunt me forever. fun.#i mean i think they would've anyway#you can't play a game series with an overarching storyline this intricately woven and music this good and characters this complex#and then NOT think about it forever#anyway i like these games a lot#they impacted me more than any piece of fiction ever has and as someone whose whole personality revolves around stories that's saying A LOT#to the moon#ttm beach episode#rosawatts
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mossterunderthebed Ā· 2 months ago
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i think there is a part of me that died at seventeen. of course, this also means there is a part of me that will live forever at seventeen.
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boasamishipper Ā· 2 years ago
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i think the biggest problem of season 3 (of which there are Several) is the shift away from football being the crux of the story, which has undoubtedly resulted in the aimless, overstuffed, unfocused narrative we've been seeing for the last eight episodes. season one was as excellent as it was because whether richmond won or lost a match actually mattered; if they lost too many matches, they'd be relegated, and relegation was always treated as a distinct, tangible threat. there were stakes. and while season two had its issues with pacing and unnecessary subplots, no one would call it aimless. the characters had a goal (pun intended): to get promoted back to the premier league. if they lost too many matches, they would stay in the championship league. we as the audience were invested in whether or not richmond won or lost, and the narrative was all the stronger and more coherent for it.
season one asked us, can afc richmond avoid relegation? and we were invested in the answer. season two asked us, can afc richmond be promoted? and we were invested in the answer. now we're eight episodes into season three, and the overarching goal of the season, the question it is asking its audience to remain invested in, is...what? what are we building towards? is afc richmond's goal to win the whole damn thing? to beat west ham? to beat man city? to do just enough to avoid relegation again?
and because we can't answer this question, the narrative has suffered greatly. how are we supposed to believe beard when he says man city is the team's white whale if we haven't even seen them play each other yet this season? if ted's total football epiphany was so life-changing for richmond, why did we speed past all the matches this episode where the team won using that strategy? if this is all leading to a final nate-ted west ham-richmond match, why haven't we spent any time with nate at west ham? why haven't we gotten to see him grow and develop as a coach? at one point, the team was doing so badly that higgins suggested firing ted, who has been visibly struggling on and off the pitch - and the narrative did not give that suggestion the weight it might have had in season one or two. we spent an entire episode watching rupert, rebecca, and chelsea fight over zava - and then two episodes later he was gone, and we haven't so much as mentioned him since. just last season, sam was being heralded as the star of afc richmond, highly sought after by other club owners - but we haven't gotten to see any of his alleged brilliance on the pitch this season at all. i have to kick a little ball around, which those same people love me for, sam said in 3.07, that is, until i fuck up or miss a penalty, or i decide to fight back - a speech that was excellently delivered by toheeb, but loses some of its weight because we haven't actually gotten to see any negative reaction to sam missing a penalty or fucking up or deciding to fight back (not even in season 2 after the dubai air boycott).
(all this to say: i do enjoy the show. i love the characters, i've been enjoying the episodes as individual units, and i'll continue to tune in week after week. but for a show that once boasted football was life, it's sure been suffering since it decided to stop focusing on that.)
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