#so it's rlly rlly good to chew on
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once more, with feeling.
(fanart for @kristalliankka’s fantastic fic, an iterative approach! go check out the whole trilogy of works, they’re so incredibly good)
#pathologic#daniil dankovsky#oof my art i guess#the marble nest#burakhovsky (implied)#SO SORRY THIS TOOK ME 15 BILLION YEARS I COULD NOT FIGURE OUT FOR THE LIFE OF ME HOW TO COLOR THE GLASS#fic absolutely Bangs I needed to do it justice#I love a time loop so so much#the marble nest as a whole just makes me want to chew drywall the futility of daniils endeavors is so compelling#and I love the idea that he would choose to repeat it anyways#as that in itself is a way of defeating death#he makes me crazy#as does this fic#I hope you like the art I hope it captures the vibes properly#I did lean more into the general marble nest vibes with it but the repeated destruction of the panacea rlly stuck in my brain it’s So Good
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you said to send songs that remind you of ships so. hotel california is the most everyone/bruce song to me EVER whether it’s platonic or romantic i feel like it perfectly encapsulates how many of them feel about him.
especially with what i understand of the way jason’s currently being written, with him coming back to bruce no matter how badly he hurts him.
some of the Most bat lines to me are
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this song has been Haunting me. they are all willingly trapped with each other forever no matter what. even when bruce was presumed DEAD their lives STILL orbited around his.
i want to live in your brain so badly. you get it. you REALLY get it oh my god. Bruce is the addiction that none of the Batfam can seem to let go of. all of them *could* leave, especially as they've gotten older. but i've thought a lot about how Jason forgives Bruce again and again in the current run. because it does sort of feel in character for the character Jason is in Rebirth, constantly compromising his morals to work with Bruce or the other Batfam. he will discard everything he is to try to get back in with the family and try to change, always failing inevitably but trying again anyway.
the song is so good at just. describing how it's a toxic and unhealthy, bordering on abusive relationship and yet one they're choosing to be in. i especially like the line "we are programmed to receive, you can check out any time you like, but you can never leave" because it REALLY gets it. Bruce made them this well. he designed every Robin to be dependent on him for their identity and guidance through the world and it led each of them to hate him. yet they won't leave and it's by their own choice, to some degree. all for different reasons, but all attached to Bruce. i really like it as a BruJay song, but i think it also works so well for BruDick or BruTim. Dick, who can't seem to keep crawling back to Bruce and said he would die for Bruce even when they were at their worst. and Tim who has just *always* orbited Batman in some way and can't seem to find an identity outside to orbiting Batman, hence not being able to move on from Robin. it's why so many recent Detective Comics arc have had Tim as the dutiful soldier, finding Bruce during Failsafe, loyal to trying to save Bruce form himself during Gotham War, telling Bruce not to take him to a hospital when he was shot in the neck because he'd rather die than compromise Bruce's mission. and that's his *choice*, he let himself get this tangled with Bruce, knowing what it would become.
all of them hate Bruce in some way and don't want to become him but also can't seem to stop getting pulled in. always craving something they don't have with Bruce anymore, too. they all want to relive those Glory Days. i think that reflects well in the song lyric about wanting a wine that hasn't been around since 1969, craving something that's been gone for years yet they can't stop reaching out for that perfect relationship they all once had with Bruce. because at some point all of them had *all* of Bruce's attention, his love and approval. and then it somehow got ripped away. for Dick, for Jason, for Steph, for Cass, for Tim, it comes for them all eventually. he will never be satisfied and will move on. and they know that but they still choose to stay for the glimpse of heaven.
i like the line of killing the beast too, bc i see it both as wanting to kill the want inside of them for Bruce, and just wanting to kill Bruce in general. (for Jason and/or Steph specifically) how do they kill these feelings they keep coming back to. you've given me endless brainrot i'm never going to forget about. i'm unwell.
#necrotic answerings#brujay#brudick#brutim#brusteph#brucass#batcest#dead dove do not eat#i've been considering making playlists for every batcest ship#and this is just encouraging me to do so bc this song is so good#i have some ideas for songs for other ships too#but god. this one i am chewing on glass.#(also yes ik jason keeps coming back to the bats bc of poor writing on behalf of dc not knowing what to do with him)#(but that's meta i don't think needed to be explained yk. you just accept it after a while.)#i had to stop myself from talking more bc i was just inheriently rambling in circles absolutely unhinged over this#bruce rlly is the bad habit none of the batfam can drop.#screaming about it
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suddenly wanted to make a little character profile for my dnd character yesterday... then i remembered im horrible at graphic design and everyone should shield their eyes 🙃
#my art#dnd character#dnd#dnd oc#oc art#ive drawn this character.... so much#you can rlly tell how much im enjoying the campaign by how much i itch to draw my little blorbos#dont think ive drawn a lil guy this much since eira 😳#hmmmm dont think im very good at graphic design tho its kinda not at all like how i do my art process#which is funny cause ive literally taken... a graphic design class.... :/#learned nothing i see#anyway i love my little liar. my little half-n-half hippie sword wizard fey elf.#i need to chew on them like taffy#he gets more femboy wizard with each redesign its very funny... call that character growth
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Ok so far the summer Hikaru died is like if the last unicorn was kinda gay and in the horror genre
#with more penetration#at least one that I've seen but I've been promised more#anyway yea it's rlly good#I'm binging it rn I feel like I wanna chew on everyone here#yoshiki is such a good character like his struggle with his feelings and his grief and projecting all of that onto someone#that frankly isn't very much a someone at all more of a concept or a god#and these very raw human emotions 'corrupting' the divine (both in good and bad ways) and dragging them down to be humans with us it's just#it's just so... ugh I love it#we drag beings above us to our level the same way you lovingly kneel down to kiss your dog's forehead#except you're both sentient and weird about it and repressed as hell#this story's going in my heavy re-read rotation ngl
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There’s a kid who recently started working at the charity store I work at and we’re usually working at the same time
And he’s a sweet kid but.
He stims all the time and in such a way that it triggers my misophonia and I feel SICK and there’s ✨sweet fuck all✨ I can do about it
#it’s the noise he’s making and the frequency of it that’s just enough that it flips the switch in my head that causes my misophonia to go#absolutely fucking haywire#I can’t ask him to stop because he doesn’t realise he’s doing it and I’m pulling my hair out#when ‘tismns collide I guess#we did have some fun conversations about sonic though#he’s very convinced that the mario vs sonic game was real#i thought he meant mario & sonic at the olympic games#but apparently he just meant the thing where?? I think sonic ends up using a fire flower#and they use the sprites from another official game so it looks rlly good#he was talking about that but the name escapes me lol#anyway I’m hiding in the bathroom listening to bugsnax ost to calm down for a bit#the last thing I want is to be snappy with the kid it’s not his fault#his noises vs my brain that fucking hates noise#i go feral when I hear a ticking clock or hear people chewing#if that’s any indication of how sensitive my misophonia is#if you breathe too loud I will kill you <3333#i’ll delete this later I just needed to talk into the void for a minute
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I've been drinking homemade milktea for two days now, with today being the 2nd day and both days, I'd accidentally swallowed 1 whole tapioca ball and I think my stomach Does Not Like That cuz I have heart burn again. It's the 2nd day. Mmmy esophagus...
#aria rants#i feel like my esophagus is so badly injured at this point with the frequency of me getting heartburn#not my fault the boba is so slippery-- id be drinkin in peace and chewing some but then one would just slip past my tongue#and straight into the throat it goes. it aint big tbh but goodness my stomach... like cmon-- work with me here#cant you melt a singular small ball??? srsly??? orz... the heartburn aint that bad thankfully so i dont rlly consider it a torment#enough to reset my day counter but still-- i worry for my poor esophagus. two days heartburn in a row is def not good for it
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i have never shared my animatic wips here before but that can be changed ig. (this is an earthspark bumblebee moment btw if it wasn't clear)
#im willing to post the wip as long as the rbs are off <3#i rlly should share my animatic wips more bc i often dont finish them so they never get seen by anybody here#mainly bc im not an animator so#1) im not good at making animatics and 2) cant justify spending time to work on them when i dont major in animation </3#this is just a hobby for me ig#anywho 30 tfe bumblbee was been in my mind for so long and i was like. fuck it I'll try to make it real#love this guy. love his midlife crisis#idk im just so obsessed bc ive been waiting FOREVER for a tf continuity that would take bee seriously and not infantilize him#and now that i have it im like an excited dog that got a new chew toy#im thrashing tfe bee in my mouth and tearing him to shreds#wipz#<- making that my wip tag if i post more things like this#transformers#earthspark spoilers
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ppl dislike the movie ground control (1998) for real and valid reasons and have actual criticism of it but the only reason i don't like it is bc every fucking time robert sean leonard is in my screen i hear him chewing his gum and it makes me want to claw out of my fucking skin. otherwise i enjoyed it actually
#i watch movies in school most of the time so i was also wearing my earbuds#chewing. directly into my ear.#i nearly threw my phone against the wall#i normallu have no issue with chewing but FUCKING GUM CHEWING.#i like bad movies tho so yk#u get what u get sometimes#it is what it is#tbh i don't even consider it a bad movie but my taste is very. uh. nonexistent rlly#i'm just going off of opinions i've seen online#one thing abt me is i genuinely don't care abt the quality of movies. if i'm having a good time then it's a good movie!!!#movie critics can suck balls :D
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I'M FREE
#ramblings#there was no comment abt me needing to brush/ floss more ??? i was really anticipating one ???????#the hygienist DID suggest i spend more time brushing my front teeth but thats not like. a blunt `brush more`. LOL#my mom ended up coming back with me (didnt expect her to offer i just wanted someone to be there for the check-in b4 going back)#so that was nice :) didnt feel as awkward since shed join in on conversation with the hygienist#also yet another appt where they tell me i should consider getting my wisdom teeth pulled bc they might present issues in the future#`if/when your bottom ones come in they might start pinching your cheeks` i already have a problem where if i chew without thinking#i will fucking gash the insides of my cheeks on accident. this is not a new issue for me /silly#theres trouble with the insurance LOL so if we do decide to get them pulled itll be a while longer#idek if my bottom wisdom teeth r gonna come in atp im gonna be so real. i mean theres still the chance they could but like#theyve been so slow. these fuckers started coming in when i was 17 surely they arent gonna take like. 3 years to erupt fully.#like this has to be it. ig i might be proven wrong idfk. i dont rlly wanna get them removed LOL#i like to think im good at being able to brsh them. i keep on top of the two crooked teeth i have pretty well in spite of the. forgetting#to brush my teeth at all sometimes#ok sorry for the notes ramble i just want this all out in one go. the rambling abt going to the dentist ends here
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Oh No
#I WAS EATING APPLE SLICES#AND I RLLY LIKE THEM#THEN I WAS WONDERING WHY I WAS GETTING THIS AWFUL FEELING IN MY CHEST#THE TEXTURE#I CANT#THE FUCIINNG TEXTIRE IS SO DIFFICULT TO EAT#I CANT RAT APPLES WITHOUT CRINGING#NOOOOOOOOO J LOVE APPLES I LOVE APPLES#I HAVENT BEEN ABLE TO BECAUSE I GOT BRACES BYT MY MOM CUT THEM UO INTO LITTLE SLICES AND ADDEDLEMON JUICE!!!!#AND THEYRE REALLY GOOD BUT I CANT PUT MY TEETH INTO IT I CANT CHEW IT WITHOUT#NOOOOOOOOOOO
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napoleon movie was not good tbh
#script was not good didn't make a good use of history & didn't really justify being 2hr40min long imo#it had some nice cinematography in parts but.#idk maybe I'm just being mean but even as a long historical movie enjoyer i wasn't a fan#thoughts#i felt like sometimes also it was trying to do that sort of modern humor slant to history thing which Can work (eg the favourite) but didn'#also it was weird abt the french revolution in a way I didn't rlly enjoy but I'd have to chew that one over before making any serious crit#& my knowledge of napoleon is v patchy so I can't really say anything there except it didn't really feel like it developed him much at all#which. idk how. it feels like it should have done#overall an extremely meh altho sometimes pretty film tbh. idk#<- i did smile seeing the rain at waterloo though thank you victor hugo she is like a celebrity to me#sorry adding more as I wait for the bus but. how do cut the entire peninsular war & invasion of italy etc etc & still have it drag#also again i felt like the dialogue was quite bad but maybe I'm being too mean#esp bc the other people in the theater did seem to enjoy it ajskdjkgky. so who knows#wait i Will say that I did quite like the mysuc though. that was good.#*music#also we got a ship interior w middies at the end#the french revolution bit really did leave a bad taste in my mouth though
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guys do you think Agent Bubbles/Operative 7 finds Gavin and ends up just walking away after they both nearly kill each other because he's tired of putting his own down, tired of the cycle of violence, and can see Gavin as the reflection of himself that he is and that they're both victims of the bullshit political and warfare machine and killing Gavin would be pointless and needless at that point or like do you think he just puts him down quick and feels incredibly empty afterwards???
#do you think gavin would feel relieved to survive the encounter#or REALLY fucked up that his old team member he literally tried to get killed didn't even think he was worth the effort???#feral over gavin/bubbles lore tbh. i know i know I KNOW i took gavin with the intent to shove him into COD lore to be rlly self indulgent#and silly hee hee. BUT!!! the fact this is all going on in the background?? ooOoh i love a good The Past Comes Back to Haunt You plot trope#imagine friends/allies to enemies except half of the dynamic doesnt even see you worth it to consider an enemy YEOUCH#love the second in command for shadow co trope every one does. it's a good plot ok. there's a reason like eVERY one does it for their#shadow co oc's. but honestly chewing on gavin's non canon related lore like a chew toy lmaooo. he's so sad and pathetic kjdhgdfg.#guys would you.........................what if i added Bubbles here what if I---#it wouldnt be until this like sunday tbh jfdgdfg#🦈 (gavin); shitpost
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i’ll be good by jaymes young
you know i am out here writing 5 different iterations of tender loving Lilith & this is what i'm saying!!
"grace is just weakness/ or so i've been told/ i've been cold"
"the blood on my hands scares me to death"
"i'll be good, i'll be good/ and i'll love the world like i should/ i'll be good, i'll be good/ for all the times i never could"
GIVE LILITH PERMISSION TO BE SOFT IN THE YEAR OF OUR LORD 2023
for any who desire soft!Lilith. anyone who wants to see her get the bestest the most beautiful post s2 arc
-> check out my bestie's fic To Bleed
you will thank me
#i actually rlly like this song & have it on a couple playlists#so good instincts anon#to bleed is so! damn! good!#honestly it will make you want to chew drywall. i love it very#thanks anon!#casper song recs
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listening to 5sos like PREACH i know my mood has been swinging all day !! without you I don’t even know myself etc etc
#lee’s bullshit#I rlly stand by the fact that 5sos5 is criminally underrated like hello what the fuck.#genuinely the moodswings/bleach/you don’t go to parties trio is in itself so good I can’t even let myself listen to it that often#bc I’ll literally start banging on the pipes like that scene in the goonies#however tho.#idk. it’s bad looking back and realizing I haven’t been responding but also that the few times I have the conversation plummets right away#rlly trying to convince myself that you can’t expect ppl to respond to you bc they have their own lives but as usual having a hard time w i#just pisses me off sometimes idk. if it was a couple times fine but it’s just such a common thing now it drives me into the wall#literally going to chew drywall. my throat hurts (good reason was singing a lot today not sick) so I’m going to bed now <3
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idk i kmow i care a little too much im not avoiding yhat anymore (as muxu. it took me an gour to figure out why i gave so much of a shit)
like . the other two pool tables were free, u were jus playing over there. why are u now infiltrating rgis area. and ik its not that deep but csn i add they literally spent the entire night on the other two tables. the knly time we played pool was the only time i saw them at the tsble near us .
there was no need to come over and talk to my coworker either <3 i will cut u ? what the fuck?
#it literally is not that fucking deep n yet my brain is chewing onvit like it matters .#oh i know he heard my quipt abt his actions n had a laufh upon recievinf my mssg actually. like ironic a little#anyway. this sickens me a lot and im sick of it and i cant escape it . vut a small minor part of me is getting a thrill from it#bc like . i knoe what i know . or at least what i think i know .#and unless im being fucked with (like severrly over a Long time)#idk am a lil paranpid all of rbis jus points to a rlly ling pyschosis episode (which is worrisome bc it means ive truly lost it)#lile my pyschosis lasts dor 2months MAX . im p good at catxhing jt (its pulling myself out of it i struggle with. not noticing it)#but this does have me wkrried i am going Insane fr <3#but . too much lines up for me to be Incorrect n Wrong or Insane rlly.#anyway . whatever im not drinking again#i got permission to drink n i thi k it was jus to show me why its not a good jdea. not that im chaotix#but . hmmm yea so much of it isnt fun anymore
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new chew toy acquired in an event no one anticipated. sir this is the wrong house you are not from my shows
#having a bit of a strange one mood wise so finished batman caped crusader with my roommate . and#grabbing mr dent and running off into the night#i rlly like this take on him overall despite the mixed reception i think its fun even though i agree with most of the critique ive seen#however. i am entranced#me when a guy tries so hard to be a good person but in his pursuit of altruistic goals he makes compromises he shouldnt and bad decisions#it does a lot more harm than good and fucks him over bc of the one time he actually stuck to his principles but it was too late#chewing gnawing#cannot state enough how much i do not rlly go here this is maybe my 2nd exposure to this guy as a concept in my life#but this specific iteration i am stealing him he is getting oc-ified
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