#but . hmmm yea so much of it isnt fun anymore

[29121996]

idk i kmow i care a little too much im not avoiding yhat anymore (as muxu. it took me an gour to figure out why i gave so much of a shit)

like . the other two pool tables were free, u were jus playing over there. why are u now infiltrating rgis area. and ik its not that deep but csn i add they literally spent the entire night on the other two tables. the knly time we played pool was the only time i saw them at the tsble near us .

there was no need to come over and talk to my coworker either <3 i will cut u ? what the fuck?

[loutatouille]

rules: once you have been tagged you are supposed to write 92 truths about yourself. at the end, choose however many people you want to tag!

tagged by: @softggogh (thank u u angel)

LAST… [1] drink: some russian virgin soda mojito thing.... it’s mojito soda basically [2] phone call: mah madre [3] text message: “I’m gonna cook an egg on the sidewalk tomorrow” [4] song you listened to: “happy” by Marina and the Diamonds [5] time you cried: i mean technically this morning from stubbing my toe but the *actual* time is prolly yesterday

HAVE YOU EVER… [6] dated someone twice: hell no [7] been cheated on: no [8] kissed someone and regretted it: no [9] lost someone special: noooo [10] been depressed: honestly? idfk [11] gotten drunk and thrown up: haha yeah too many times

LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLOURS: [12] red [13] gold [14] purple (you may call me your highness)

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU… [15] made new friends: yes [16] fallen out of love: no [17] laughed until you cried: def yeah [18] found out someone was talking about you: noooo but now i am Le Paranoid(TM) [19] met someone who changed you: yea and its been pretty fun so far [20] found out who your true friends are: what does this even mean but yes i think? [21] kissed someone on your facebook list: no, i literally only use fb for the messenger thing and havent updated in months

GENERAL… [22] how many of your tumblr friends do you know in real life: one (1) [23] do you have any pets: yes! a cat, two betta fish, and six mice that i’m caring for over the summer  [24] do you want to change your name: nah [25] what did you do for your last birthday: went to sunsplash for the first time in my life. twas great! [26] what time did you wake up: time isnt real (..12 pm) [27] what were you doing at midnight last night: watching nature documentaries [28] name something you cannot wait for: to get my own apartment tbh. i want my freedom damnit  [29] when was the last time you saw your mother: literally just now [30] what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: not much. maybe more adventure?  [31] what are you listening to right now: astrology livestream! [32] have you ever talked to a person named tom: nah [33] something that is getting on your nerves: idk? flighty people, talking during movies, people hurting animals [35] elementary: the happiest years of my life. (let me go back dammit) [36] high school: no. [37] college: (dont remind me of my upcoming torture) [38] hair colour: dark brown. i have some light streaks from when i bleached my entire head, dyed it, and some of it washed off [39] long or short hair: kinda long but its summer in california rn so im looking forward to chopping it all off (long hair= insulation= back/neck sweat :P) [40] do you have a crush on someone: lmaaaoo nooooo [41] what do you like about yourself?: im flawless, next question [42] piercings: one on each ear, waiting for mine to heal so i can get them redone (they were crooked) [43] blood type: ??????????? tomato soup  [44] nickname: louie bc louisa sounds so... full and weird and “adult” [45] relationship status: single hmu to change that  [46] zodiac sign: leo :) [47] pronouns: she/her but i really do not care [48] fav tv show: ATLA, B99, there’s more but I cant remember them [49] tattoos: id get one as soon as i can but im all fleshy and unscarred rn 
[50] right or left handed: left

FIRST… [51] surgery: actually, none [52] piercing: ears [53] best friend: first bestfriend was actually 2 girls from elementary. we really fuckin loved horses  [54] sport: soccer. loved it. [55] vacation: to florida. it used to be a yearly thing to go there but now we’re lazy [56] pair of trainers: flip flops fuk u

RIGHT NOW… [57] eating: nothing [58] drinking: nothing [59] i’m about to: go shoppin [60] listening to: astrology livestream [61] waiting for: the day to end. its hot in cali :( [62] want: idefk  [63] get married: its not really something i crave but i wouldnt mind it?? [64] career: animator

WHICH IS BETTER… [65] hugs or kisses: hugs, unless you know how to french well [66] lips or eyes: eyes [67] shorter or taller: taller [68] older or younger: a little older… [69] romantic or spontaneous: why not both?  [70] nice arms or nice stomach: hmmm i dont really care either way [71] sensitive or loud: once again, dont care [72] hook up or relationship: give me a nice long-term relationship plz [73] troublemaker or hesitant: troublemakers: hot, hesitant: cute, i love em both

HAVE YOU EVER… [74] kissed a stranger? well they aint a stranger anymore [75] drank hard liquor? ya [76] lost glasses/contact lenses? my glasses are in the void honestly  [77] turned someone down: :( yeah  [78] sex on first date? its hot on paper but no thanks [79] broken someone’s heart? nah. or at least no one ever told me [80] had your own heart broken? too many times to count but im hopeful things get better my man [81] been arrested? nah [82] cried when someone died? in movies yes. not in real life [83] fallen for a friend: ehhhh yeah but i also fallen out of it

DO YOU BELIEVE IN… [84] yourself? AYE [85] miracles? nah [86] love at first sight? noooo [87] santa claus? no [88] kiss on the first date? perghaps [89] angels? nah

OTHER… [90] current best friend’s name: its a fucking fite b/w two people [91] eye colour: deep dark brown [92] favorite movie: alien

tagging @smolbeanlovemachine!!!!

[kisekimegami]

YOU'LL NEVER WANT TO REBLOG AN ASK MEME EVER AGAIN LOL i'm so sorry. 4, 6, 10, 11, 14, 23, 29, 35, 36, 41, 51 (this is very important what are you talking about), 61 (lmao), 71, 73 (to me, platonically, as sisters, forever), 76, 78, 79, 80, 82, 88, 94, 95, 96, 97.

hmpoMGG SO MANY N U M B E R S

4. i used to hate my last name bc it sounded weird, but i like my name!! its uncommon but sadly it doesn’t really sound right with any other last name than my current one lol i guess im not getting married ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

6. chill but wild

10. it ranges from “i just woke up and i didn’t feel like it” to “hey thats trendy and casual wow ur so hip 2k17″ like i really like chokers and oversized sweaters and all that trending stuff. it’s usually just really cozy though, like sweaters are my FAVORITE THING EVER :D

11. TUMBLR OR YOUTUBE or snapchat i have no idea i live my life through a scREEN

14. CANADA HANDS DOWN CANADA, VANCOUVER OR TORONTO EITHER OR TBH london is nice too i have lots of family there and it’s a chill city but omg CANADA UGHHH I LOVE IT

23. holy shit where do i begin hMMMMM um amusement park would be AWESOME i would love to ride rollercoasters all day and take aesthetic ferris wheel pictures and then after we can come home and cuddle and watch movies and eat popcorn OOOOH ALSO BAKING I LOVE BAKING WHA T A CUTE DATE THAT WOULD BE

29. i dont have one bc im perfect hHAAHA jk um hmm the worst thing… i accidentally stepped on my cats tail once and he ran away from me and i cried. oh also i shoplifted a webkinz once whoops

35. OOOOH THATS A TOUGHIE if we’re including youtubers THE DOLAN TWINS UGH THEY’RE ACTUALLY SO COOL i would love to be friends with them at least, like even just being their friend would make me very honored, umm i have a bunch of celebrities i look up to (mostly youtubers again whoop) but uhh lets see… i like all of the Chris’s (Evans, Pine, Pratt, Hemsworth, etcetcetec) also Ryan Gosling ugh what a cutie anD YOUNG LEONARDO DICAPRIO JEEZ IF HE STILL LOOKED LIKE THAT HIS FACE WOULD BE ALL OVER MY WALLS what sucks is that there’s really no celebrities my age so i mostly look up to them as friends or for lack of a better word “senpai’s” //cringes

36. Ferris Beuller’s Day Off has become a really big favorite w me recently, Guardians of the Galaxy, HTTYD 2, Summer Wars, Kimi no Na Wa, Aladdin, Zootopia, and The Boy And The Beast. I like movies a lot sorry :’)

41. OOHHH HOW CAN I PICK JUST 10 GAH GIMME A SEC 

“Hurts Like Heaven” and “Strawberry Swing” by Coldplay

“Say It, Just Say It” and “Clean Light” by The Mowgli’s

“Happy” and “Ghosting” by Mother Mother

“All I Wanna Do” by Jay Park

“We Don’t Talk Anymore” QUEEN SELENA and Charlie Puth

all of the undertale ost just all of it

“I’m Still Here” John Rzeznik

theyre all really good song s you should listen :33

51. i think 10? i didn’t get anything under our “tree”(i dont celebrate and our tree at the time was just a fake decorative plant w christmas lights) and i was like to my dad “santa isnt real isnt he” and he was like “lol yup he fake”

61. YES AHAHAHAHAH ok so I was 4 and our car broke down and i really needed to pee so i got out of the car and did what needed to be done :’)

71. TEA 10000000000% YOU DONT EVEN UNDERSTAND I LOVE TEA

73. i would love to someday :DD

76. black ahahaha um also red, maroon, yknow fall colors, olive green, etc etc. i have warm toned skin so i tend to gravitate to warmer colors

78. closed who sleeps w their door open wtf

79. hmMMM maybe idk i don’t doubt they’re real but idk for sure

80. people who talk about themselves too much omg that grinds my gears, like when someone goes on and on about themselves like “ok you need to get your head out of your ass pls” and also people who brag about themselves?? like just stop.. theres this guy ik and he thinks he’s the literal best at musical theatre but lowkey he’s garbage and no one likes him hhhHAH @stressedtrashcan knows who i’m talking about

82. cotton candy or mint!! or plain old vanilla but i looove cotton candy flavor

88. yea sure its relaxing

94. “I GOT GREENS BEANS POTATOES TOMATOES LAMBS YAMS MMM YOU NAAAME IT ” lolol jk uhh “If it's God who made us, why're we so damn cruel?” from Start Over by Abandoned Pools

95. WINTER WINTER WINTER

96. hmmm day i like the sun

97. milk is my favorite :)

omfg that took me like 2 minutes just to type up the numBERS and NOW IM FINISHED AND JEEEEEZ THAT TOOK SO LONG BUT AHAHAHAH I HAD A LOT OF FUN!!

[isaacathom]

ooh ooh!!! an idea. if Rhia and Elliot are tied together through their use of the sinnoh starters (and with either the Professor or the Champion or a different Elite Member having the 3rd one), other trios should ALSO be tied!

for instance, the tourists! the three of them should have a starter set. but which region? alola, kalos, or hoenn? idk. maybe it should be the Researchers set, which means the alola starters. that’d make sense, since They’d be the character most capable of wiggling strings and getting that to happen. admittedly T coooouuulld probably convince her native professor (that is, fucking.... oh god. Sycamore, thats it, jesus christ) to hand some over, considering Sycamore is clearly Loaded when it comes to starters. he gives you like, three????? three???? he gives a least two but im positive he gives you another. that or it was Shauna? idk. you get a lot of pokemon handed to you in xy. but, given that T is a strong trainer, it stands to reason she COULD do that. could. would she? idk. and then theres no real way that V could get a set for his friends. loves them dearly, but he has very little connection to breeders and the professors, etc, so he can’t really make that happen. if anything, he’d have this really random collection of pokemon eggs that he’d give to his friends (and especially to R) that he might get from people who are really grateful for his help. thatd be it. starters specifically? probably not. V has Popplio. Not sure which of R and T has Rowlet or Litten. lemme check. well.... hmm. T’s personality means it makes sense for her to have Litten? id be ok with that. means R has Rowlet, and i think thats the more..... interesting pokemon anyway. good for fun tidbits, yknow, like ‘did you know this is the only starter pokemon that starts with a dual typing???? and changes its secondary type in its final evo??? isnt that cool??????’ they’d think it was very cool and they would love their hoodie archer child.

though if the tourists are a three set..... who is YOUR third member. you and your rival are two of them, with your rival definitely being the type advantage sort (so not shauna or Hau or Bianca). but then who is that, for you? eeelliot??? seems weird to give him two starters, even if both starters make sense for him to have. plus the issue is that if you picked the grass starter, he’d have two water starters??? empoleon and the one that relies on you. so id rather separate that. who can serve as a third? the professor could, which removes her from the Rhia/Elliot set (meaning the Infernape goes to either the Champion or an elite 4 member). which is fine, i suppose, but im not sure when youd actually FIGHT the professor to make that set have any meaning. it COULD be the other player character, the one who didnt pick? but where would THEY slot in????

ACTUALLY. ooh this would be kinda neat too. Maaaaayybe. the other player character is a gym leader??????? or an elite??? having multiple change-y elites seems like overkill (even if the character doesnt actually change, just their gender and sprite. they’d have a neutral name, like Alex, to minimise effort). but i think that’d be kinda cool! issue with that is that having them have the third starter would mess with typing, and i dont want two elite 4s with mixed teams (as Rhia/Elliot have mixed teams). and a gym leader with a mixed team??? eh. unless they would sorta like, uh, Striaton City gym (spelt it right for once). where like, its the first gym, and they change types. but then why would they pick the type youre STRONG against??? unless it was more in depth than that. like ‘oh, you picked fire? well, here’s my grass type. neat, yea? oh, you knocked it. well, heres my grass/water pokemon! haha!’ or something? eh. not sure i dig that. mostly because striaton gym was kinda lame. i mean, they only used it once, for fucks sake. uh.... hmm... it doesnt really work that great if they have the weaker one..... or... maaybbee.... uh....... Small Fry??? the original idea for SF is that they were a weak trainer, a naive soul, who was manipulated by Dante into taking the fall for him, by putting him at the head of the Team. and while parts of that aren’t true anymore.... it could be interesting??? to play up that angle. even if that would substantially lessen the potential impact of your Rival being in the Team if you fuck w/ him. hmmm................ god, idk. maybe not??? maybe they should be for some other optional content? like how the other player in bw1/2 is for battle subway only? seems kinda boring and would wholly depend on which side activity is present. given this is Victoria (or Urica lol), pokeathlon would make more sense. yknow, the hardest fucking optional game to implement. lol, fuck. fUUUCK. i dont know where the other player character goes. unless they also accompany you, either in an Ethan/Lyra way or in a Brendan/May way??? i.... dooont see why not? would require their character having a distinct rival arc. like, the routes for the Actual Rival is to either fight by your side, live his own way, or actively antagonise you. to be a good guy, to be neutral, or to be a villain, essentially. but you cant just copy the same thing for the other player character. that’d just be poor form. gotta be unique. but similar. they dont join the evil team though...... THOUUUUUGGGH.... now i say that, having the other player join the evil team is some actually kick ass shit nd i love it. echoes that idea of players actually wanting to be in those teams. thatd be actually fucking radical. so should the rivals trajectory be changed??? AAAAAAAAA fuck. hhhhhhhhhhh. what would their routes BE, then. uhh.......... fuuuuck. maybe, instead of joining the Team, they join the Org??? which, while the same entity, have vastly different repurcussions. after all, the Org is ‘good’, and a lot of people are in it to do good, as opposed to the Team which are bad boys all day. with the alterations being that if you treat them WELL they join the org, rather than the other way around??? which could actually be kinda neat. like, you treat them nicely, so they decide to be like, helpful in general, and join the group making this possible. whereas if you treat them like shit... they just sorta..... exist. you stunt their growth. you hold them back from their potential. whereas if youre neutral, theyre generally proactive but not really doing much. they dont really NEED to, but, yknow.

thoughhhh. idk. maybe they should join regardless? and your actions influence which group they join? there are three, after all - security, safety, and healing. or whatever. police, fire fighters, ambulance. which doesnt aaaactually change much? mostly just like, ooutfits? or some lines. their general presence would still be similar, surely?

ok honestly this has gone on long enough im gonna take this issue to another post