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And if I wanna eat chametz dinner in my car/garage BEFORE sunset on Monday (and take the trash straight to the dumpster far away) mind your business! G-d and I already talked about it and they said itās fine
whatever I eat the week before pesach is between me and g-d
#listenā¦#not everyone can handle the Seder#i just donāt wanna jump straight in like that#itās a mental health thing lol#itāll be my first Seder#and im nervy#i dont possess the ability to function that way#so im putting it off a day lol#give me a break#Seder will be Tuesday#pls dont judge me#jewish#jumblr
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''''''shadow'''''''' ''''''''game'''''''''''''
#yugioh#ygo dm#yugi mutou#katsuya jonouchi#joey wheeler#wishshipping#well. this one has valentines chocolate so its advanced Sorta-Im-Not-Sure#yuugi gets to fuck with his tall ass friends a little bit once in a while. its his rights#after this jou puts his lunch on a tall shelf every day for a week#idk why but this is slightly inspired by that video of bob the drag queen fucking with his bf lol#the one with the cup/bowl and the broom#tbh I straight up forgot valentines was a thing lmao I was 1/sick off my gourds and 2/aroace#drew this like. today. about to crash Wow am I sleepy#(fully off the deep end) I think jou enjoys cooking eventually. once he has his own place turns out he likes that kinda work#and its one of the easiest ways to ground himself and remind himself that hes not under his dads thumb anymore#conveniently yuugi will eat about anything and is abysmal at feeding himself#isnt it the dream....
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Hello, Spamton!
How's life? Also, do you have any opinions on the Addisons? (Pink, blue, orange, and yellow)
If so, what do you think of them?
#raaughhh ruhhh i am immediately going tyo bed ive been working on it. almost all day so if you see mistakes NO YOU DONT#[you've got mail!]#spamton#spamton g spamton#deltarune#deltarune spamton#deltarune chapter 2#still frame asks on regular in exchange for animated ones is a pretty good deal i think#rruuhahahah#Now this is the point where id say why you pissed him off but id be lying becaus he isnt#And i like the asks about the addisons despite people forgetting that they are indeed a topic lol#i would just say that askihin him on HIS opinions on them will get you a slew of censored brackets and a largely irritated guy#Im sure eventually youll figure out a good question that will get him talking in a way you want but for now its either : youre flatout#ignored or insulted..... or he only answers whatever else you put in there. which counts as being ignored. mu ha ha#at least for the āyour opinionā ones but i do like this ask#as per usual the tag paragraph#eat well my disgusting bug horde im going to bed even though i had other plans
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a trailer i did earlier this year bc im still proud of it ā
#animation#trailer#it had voices instead of the subs but they were so bad they were pissing me off#so i put subs instead :") for the bad parts lol#i need to practice my lip sync <3#oh i also need to edit the book bc i skimmed the other day and found a bunch of typos and grammar errors whoops#but im too broke to hire an editor#im just a girl š#artists on tumblr#animators on tumblr
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been thinking about gabbro a lot today and have concluded they are just like me fr. am I projecting? probably. but who's gonna stop me
#this isn't exclusively because they play the clarinet but that is a contributing factor#nothing against the popular headcanon of them being a stoner but personally i have had multiple ppl mistakenly think im high#when im actually just accessing another plane of existence through the powers of adhd#so that is now my headcanon for gabbro lol#also i am. the type of person who can sleep like a baby while wearing jeans and a belt and crammed into a bed with two other people#and will put on platform heels when i get dressed in the morning regardless of whether or not im going to be leaving the house#and not take them off until like 11pm. even if i have been at home literally the entire day#so in other words i think we would get along#outer wilds#outer wilds spoilers#outer wilds gabbro#personal#frostgnaw talks
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Killer stare.
#dmc#devil may cry#vergil#devil may cry 5#dmc5#hi#this is actually from one of my aus#and a redraw of something i tried to do in 2021 but failed miserably so i never posted it so lol#anyway one day i'll give more context about my Murder Husbands Vergil and he wont just be a regular vergil in a black turtleneck#but until then i hope you enjoy he#if this flops im jumping down a bridge etc etc#(kidding)#but i did hold off on posting this for a week+ bc i was posting too much around xmas so HFJDHG i unintentionally put Expectations on it#my art
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entering @bumblebeeenby 's DTIYS AAAH i wanted to make a lloyd plushie for a while and this was the perfect excuse fr
and of course i drew something too cuz why wouldnt i this guy is just so silly
#starsfanarts#starsfanarts: ninjago#Bee300DTIYS#ninjago#lloyd ninjago#lloyd garmadon#aahh that little dude took DAYS to make my wrist is dead and my arm is falling off but its fine#hes tiny but god it was a painful process#at least i had an excuse to buy candy lol#hes so silly looking i hope you guys like him#also this is the first time i actually put some kind of effort into photographing something i made#so im sorry if the pics have weird lighting or something like that lol
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Do You Speak Chinese . I Am Looking To Learn Chinese . Thank You .
Yes! I speak Chinese. It's my major alongside Japanese. If you're asking whether I speak it natively though, my only native language is English!
#I'm actually going to China in two days by total coincidence#My flight to and from Vienna pass thru lol#So I get a day there on the way in and on the way home#Have not been thinking about it because Im putting off thinking about Vienna#Q gives As
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the culmination of 10~ hours of work. a GUY
also the failures
#heart art!#adventure forward#af2#cyalm#im so sad that roblox doesnt like transparent textures. i liked how those feathers came out#maybe i'll add them back later. but i've been working on this for like 3 days and i just wanna show it off at this point#also maybe put more details in the textures.#i learned a valuable lesson: block benchhhh Bad with Textures#i think making the og textures was like 3ish hours. and then i had to remake them in blender bc the Texture Bleed.#anyways. i think this turned out good for my first time doin smthin like this. learned somethings. and i would def like to make. More.#esp since this model doesnt work the best lol#(he tried usingit as a starter character and he was only legs)#anyways. yay !!! bye
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a friend who'd wait :)
#im posting this very late because i was sort of weary of how it came out and ended up messing w it until it was like 4am oops.#and i have plans tmrw so... oh well! i did my best and ill put it out while i can!#and i tried to make the scene match barnard's colors lol#finn's ocs#finn's art#i know i said id do more sillay stuff with the simpler screentone only style but i had a couple more of these in me#and this is the first piece im making thats like an actual part of the story too rather than just setting stuff for fun#i wanna write something to go with it too but for now ill just sort of briefly explain the context in the tags here:#barnard has a pretty bad case of OCD and his compulsions have made it difficult to make friends in the past#he was never outright bullied or anything but people just didnt really have the patience to deal with it#he has compulsions that include stuff like walking through doors until it feels right and needing things to be perfectly aligned#which in group settings has lead to people having to wait for him to finish his rituals and join them#they might find it tolerable at first but eventually they grow impatient and hes just... not invited to stuff anymore#but juno is a newer member of the guild who ends up frequenting the same library. hes also kinda a little weird#and they dont become fast friends or anything but just sort of naturally spend time in the same place#though they never plan meetups they eventually fall into a routine. around the same time theyd just both be at the library#and read next to each other. and maybe talk a bit. and eventually they end up walking back to the guildhall together#since theyre going to the same place after all. and juno always waits for barnard outside the door#eventually barnard asks if this bothers him. juno kinda just tells him 'of course it does' without any malice or anything. just a statement#barnard is surprised and apologizes and juno says not to. but the next day juno doesnt show up at the usual time.#barnard assumes hes committed somekinda more by bringing it up. he ends up staying there late reading to get his mind off it & not ruminate#but when he leaves juno is in fact still waiting for him down the hall (see pic) having collected a bunch of books literally abt ocd#he fell asleep bc barnard stayed later than expected. and hes an eepy guy generally. and also one very bad at expressing himself#but now barnard gets that juno's 'of course it [bothers me]' had the implication of 'but its worth it' which no friend has previously done.#and from the interaction juno was also able to understand that this isn't something barnard just does for the hell of it so. he studies.#and checks a bunch of stuff out because he thinks it could help his friend too (theres ocd workbooks and such- i remember working w them)#and thats the point where they became more ''friends'' than ''pleasant library acquaintances''#from there on they also do get into juno's problems. whole other bag of worms. but this specific scene is more about bernard from his pov#sorry about when i said briefly explain. i lied </3#but compared to the whole sequence im picturing its brief so shhh
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good morning and happy thursday friendz!! i hope today is kind to you and that you treat yourself to something extra sweet ! (ć
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#dropped luffy off for his procedure and i just wanna wait here until itās done but sigh !!! work#i know heāll be fineeee but ugh iām worried about obi being alone too#not much to yap about today i just wanted to say hi this morning & wish you all good vibes#might post a lil poll later#and i finished virgin kuroo fic LOL i had to put the zoro one away for a bit so im sorry :(((#okieee have a great day ily ily ily !!!#i shall answer asks + catch up on dash once iām freeee !#āĖā¹ į° xoxo aims#ć¾( Ėį“Ė )ā ā ā© daily yap.
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Alright, I'm still conflicted about this, help me out y'all
#mononoke#mononoke karakasa#mononoke oni#fan translating#even if i do grab karakasa there's no guarantee im not going to feel too guilty and go back to oni anyway lol#but if i say im sticking with oni while longing for karakasa it makes me want to work on oni less#but im used to how hideyuki writes these spin-off novels by now so idk if a different author for karakasa is going to throw me off#due to different writing styles (maybe it wont be a big enough difference to matter but idk)#working on both at the same time could either be great because when i get to a point where its hard to work on one i can just#jump to the other for a bit#or it could be bad because now i have two staring me in the face and putting twice the pressure on myself to make progress#so that option's a gamble#anyway i can overthink myself into circles all day long#take the decision away from me lol
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EEE hello friends & happy friday !! Ł©(^į^ )Ł soso sorry about my random inactivity, itās been busy but i have some fun life updates šāāļø i hope you all have a wonderful day & remember to keep smiling !! <3

#soooo life updatesā¦ mwuehe :3#i finally got my braces off yesterday after two long years š„¹#itās not all perfect but iāll take it !! having braces at my big age was no fun </3#also iām FINALLY getting a car !! how exciting !!#itās my sister in lawās old subaru that she gave me a good deal on <3#with that i have my behind the wheel test on tuesdayā¦ after years of procrastinatingā¦#my dear friend is taking me & letting me use her car so that should be fun !!#i know how to drive very well just not erm with the correct certifications LMAO but !! letās hope i pass :3#using the power of my selfshippies to get a good scoreā¦ armin arlert lend me your handā¦ š#work has been so bleh lately (my managers have decided to hate me again after being favorited </3) but thatās okay !!#hopefully they will come around soon i hope T^T#also added some new things to my room to amp it up a bit but im still so conflicted on what else to put in here :<#and last but not least i finally packaged my best friends package !! will do a haul of whatās in it soon :3#now i need to get back into my tumblr groove sniff :( i missed all of you !!#wrapping up this yap now lol >.<#have the best day + smoochies from me !! <3#leneās latest (Ā“ą¼„`)Ö¹ ā
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Gotta scream abt smth that happened this weekend and I do not think the tags will have enough space for this particular rant. I am yelling at myself here please just disregard.
I worked a play this weekend and while driving to the theater with my colleague and one of the actors we passed some kind of sign that had some art on it that I guessed was AI generated. May not have been but it had that look so I just made a passing comment abt it. It sparked a conversation about generative AI with the actor that has left such a bad taste in my mouth since then so we're just getting it out so I can stop stewing on it.
I expressed my dislike for generative AI and how harmful it is and how distasteful I find it and I said the classic, why should I bother to read something you couldn't be bothered to write as a way to summarize my feelings and the actor we were driving seemed to take offense to that.
He started this whole thing about what if he had this dream to make a cartoon or animation or whatever but he can't draw and it's late in his life, he's almost 40, he's not gonna take the 20yrs to learn to draw and animate especially because he can't just put his life on hold for it like he has to work and make money to survive he has no time, why do that when he could just have the ai generate it? So I explained that as a visual artist (drawing/painting) the act of creation is what makes art so wonderful and is the most enjoyable part of the process etc. We went back and forth like this a bit and I'm pretty bad with words when speaking or put on the spot so I wound up saying something that wasn't like 100% the most accurate way to express the sentiment - i said if you're not willing to put in the time and practice and effort necessary to learn a skill like art, you should just give up, why bother pursuing it at all?
Naturally that didn't go down too well, and I get it cause again that's not really the best wording for what I wanted to express. But he and my colleague went into this whole thing about like what an awful thing to say and would I say that to a child, how demoralizing and demotivating and crushing for that child and whatnot and i was like ok let me try that again. The sentiment here is that these things do take work and you've got to be willing to put that work in. If you're not, generative AI is not your only option. Why not make a collaborative project then, find artists and animators and whatnot and work together?
He made examples about music too and how he tried for years to learn guitar and just wasn't any good, couldn't do it etc and why not just use generative AI to create the music he hears in his head. To that I was like well for one we already have digital music programs that are not generative AI so just use those, you'll get a better result. And again, if not, just make it a collaborative effort?? Find some actual musicians and work with them??
At the end of the day the view I hold and tried to express in a few different ways is that art is about creation. And for some people yes the end result is the more important part to them as compared to someone like me, for whom the result is secondary to the joy of the process. But even then, maybe I'm wrong but I'm willing to bet part of what makes that end result so satisfying/important is the fact that they made it, themselves, with their own two hands - there's the pride of that end result being their work, their effort. His heels were pretty firmly dug in the soil of "if I don't have the time/desire/motivation/etc to pursue learning the thing by hand what's wrong with getting it done via generative AI, you're just gatekeeping at that point."
My friend tonight said that at that point you're just looking to make content without putting any real effort/work into it and I think that sums it up pretty well. The thing is while generative AI has other issues that make me dislike it such as environmental factors, etc, I also think it has its role as a tool to add to art - I can compare it to the idea of using practical effects on TV and film that are touched up with minimal CGI as opposed to doing the whole effect with CGI.
Maybe it is kinda gatekeeping art or whatever but like. To go back to a previous statement, not to be too harsh but: if you're not willing to put even a small amount of effort to learn an art, then as far as I'm concerned, you're not actually interested in pursuing the art. You just want to make content, quickly and easily, with no active role in the creation. Even commissioning an artist to work with you to create your vision is more effort than typing a prompt into the mediocrity machine. Commissioned work is more your work than anything you rip out of generative AI. And, as an artist, it just does not seem worth it. What is the point of art - any art - if not to be the one to create it, whether the process or the end result is more important to you?
We cut the convo off because we got a bit heated abt it, and my colleague was getting anxious. The funny thing is I didn't feel like I was arguing so much as passionately debating but there's something about that actor and how he carries himself and whatnot that just made it not sit well with me and now that my weekend is done and I can relax after the chaos it's coming back like fucking acid reflux. Sorry for this ridiculous long post that's just word-vomit on your feed.
#tried to hide this post under a read more but idk if it worked so i apologize if it did not#im not this guys biggest fan for sure like#i was already mildly put off by him for various reasons but even then im quite empathetic to him as well#like the main thing is his complaints about needing makeup for the play (i and my colleague are makeup artists)#and complaints about us fucking with his eyes when all that happened was he flooded his eyes with makeup remover after a show#and the next day his eyes were producing more discharge than usual and were kind of fuzzy as a result#but like im empathetic to that bc if you dont know why your eyes are suddenly goopy and blurry thats scary!! totally understandable that he#was upset and spooked and put off by that. and after the next day when his eyes went back to normal like we said they would he was#apologetic about his attitude and all was well. but like. yeah.#idk now ive kinda lost my train of thought lol#this is why my blog title is dont read my diary lmao this is the most diary entry post of all time
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JanuaryĀ OTP Prompts
Fun fact! I live in a place that is not cold. However, it has been absolutely freezing the last week to the point where I am currently looking at a North Face puffer coat on the internet and trying to figure out if I order it, if I will still be cold in the 3-5 business days it says it will take to arrive. I have decided to inflict this misery upon Fictional!Matty, however, he at least has a warm coat. I have a denim jacket and a Noah Kahan hoodie.
10. Bundled up
Matty shivered, and wrapped his arms tighter around himself, as he trailed after George. He sniffled and reached up to wipe his runny nose with the sleeve of his parka. He adjusted his scarf to cover more of his face, his fingers feeling clumsy in his mittens. He was bundled up in a long sleeve tee shirt, a heavy sweater, the parka, a heavy knit scarf, and a beanie and he was still freezing. He halted, wincing as a gust of wind tore down the street, sending another shiver up his spine. He didnāt even remember what being warm felt like as they made their way through the snow covered street.Ā
Jamie had bought him the warmest winter parka he could find in apology when he realized the tour schedule was going to take them to Canada during the winter. Matty was very adamant that he did not do weather colder than London. Even London was too cold for him in the winter. Despite wearing multiple pairs of socks and an extremely unstylish pair of Sorel boots, Matty still couldnāt feel his toes. He would have started crying ages ago if he wasnāt worried that his tears would literally freeze to his face and cause some kind of permanent damage. The strip of skin around his eyes was stinging from the wind and he wondered if it was possible to have already developed frostbite. He wasnāt sure how anyone even lived here, people werenāt meant to be out in these kinds of conditions! He was glad that even their most loyal fans had realized that camping for the concert in this weather was a bad fucking idea. He didnāt even want to be walking down the street, their destination hopefully ahead, he couldnāt imagine them sleeping in tents to see his sniffly ass up close.Ā
Yet, George was happily plowing ahead, looking at directions on his phone, dragging Matty to some underground used record shop he had seen on instagram that was supposed to be the place to find obscure vinyl. If Matty had realized that around the corner from their hotel meant, around the corner and then straight on a mile and a half he would have insisted on Ubering, or staying behind in the warmth of the hotel room, wearing the complementary slippers and a bathrobe as he made use of the steam shower to try and loosen some of the mucus in his chest.Ā
āYou coming?ā George called over his shoulder, his warm breath visible in the cold air. Matty wanted a cigarette but there was absolutely no way he could light it, let alone hold it with how bundled up he was, and he was not sacrificing wearing a mitten even for a fag. Heād also have to pull down his scarf, exposing his face to the elements which was another nope.Ā
āI think Iāve frozen to the sidewalk,ā Matty complained which just made George grin wider, amused by his misery.Ā
āThat just means you need to walk faster,ā he teased, picking up his pace as Matty groaned.Ā
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#allylikethecat#January OTP Prompts#Prompt Fills#Prompt Fill#Matty fic#Gatty#fanfic#fanfiction#woot woot day 10 here we go#i also got my nails done today#and am feeling a lot more motivated to write now that i no longer have the ridiculous talon claws i had for the holidays#my nails kept slipping off the keys!!#they are a normal length now#i can do things again like pick up pieces of paper and put my contact lenses in lol#thank you for reading and everyone who has been so supportive of these~#even though they are sometimes hard to finish#its been a lot of fun and im so happy ive been able to sick to the goal!
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both of the new cookie recipes i tried out to bring for christmas turned out really crunchy whoops
#guess i should have gone with fan favorite red velvet again but i wanted something newwwww#the taste is fine it's just. pretty crisp lmao#my family are all soft cookie people. except for me i actually love crunchy cookies lol#but the riot if i didnt bring ANY cookies this year.....#maybe i should keep these for me and bring my double choco newman-o's instead lol#but i want to keep those for myself too :((((#i got up early to bake this chocolate cookie toooo life is so unfair. why didnt i take them out like a few minutes earlier.#either that i put in too much flour.... but i dont think i did. [deep sigh]#i like baking but just like cooking it is eternally frustrating to me that i can put effort into something and it still turns out bad#i mean theyre NOT bad. they taste just fine. good even. but the texture is uh. not the best#liveblogging life#anyway merry christmas to those that celebrate im off to decide if my reputation with my nephews as a good cookie baker is in danger#reminder to self not to wait to do the new recipes literally the day of. at least make a test batch first you absolute madman
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