#so idk. im just thinking out loud

[square-enix]

weighing the pros/cons of listing a job that i intend to quit after ~2 months on my resume because it would allow me to list incredibly difficult senior responsibilities that would elevate my resume from like a solid B to an A but idk how many employers just write you off if you have experience that short in your most recent job. anyway i hate you resumes i hate you indeed i hate you linkedin i hate you soulless HR reps i hate you rejection emails i hate you 5-step interview processes ending in ghosting

[chronicpaingirlie]

becoming disabled has forced me to become really good at asking for help. i kind of hate it but at the same time, im grateful for it. it’s just really frustrating to need so much, especially little things.

can you cut these vegetables for me? my hands aren’t working right today. can you grab me a drink from the kitchen? it would hurt a lot to get up and walk over there. can you drive me to my appointment? my hips will ache for days if i have to drive for more than a few minutes.

so much need. so much gratitude. so much reluctance and shame and big big feelings about it all. i hate it, but i have to practice kindness and gentleness to myself by allowing others to do what i can’t or shouldn’t do.

[raziiyah]

i liked how this scene explicitly acknowledged how tiny randall really is

[todayisafridaynight]

can’t put into words how much i like comparing masato and daigo so i made a chart to help

[rockoblanco]

been sober for 4 days so far & it’s been hard but slowly falling in love w/ my sober mind and excited to see how far i can go ❤️

[whiskey-tango-matcha]

not to brag, but my therapist told me today that i did incredible during our emdr session, which means i get an A for the day in therapy, something that is both normal to want and possible to achieve 🙂‍↕️😌

[13eyond13]

I feel like one of the big differences between an okay monster movie and a banger of a monster movie is that the monster has to be JUST as interesting as the human characters. Half of the audience should probably end up rooting for the monster as much as the other half is rooting for the people, do you know what I'm sayin...

[bunabi]

the only issue I have with Anders aside from the obvious is that putting an explosive in the chantry instead of the gallows was goofy

the toxic fumes from diy dyeing his coat vantablack soft-locked his neurons I fear

[faaun]

pls i need to provide updates

[all-too-unwell-13]

fighting demons to not go into the longest reading slump ever rn

[maudiemoods]

Ok not cool why am I hearing voices

[mysicksecrets]

also, on another note (forgive me for being a hater), i made friends with this girl and i hangout with her nearly every day and i really like her and we get along so well, but oh my god guys i cannot STAND her friends. i literally do not know what to do bc i want to be close with her, but those r also her close friends. they drive me genuinely insane and she is so different than them and it confuses the hell out of me bc HOW R U FRIENDS WITH THESE POL

[yourlocalmissingtexture]

They should invent a machine that you walk into and it tells you What’s Wrong with you and also it’s free

[many-gay-magpies]

i am becoming increasingly sure as time goes on that my gender is Not Cis but its like. not enough for me to do anything like god forbid tell my parents. not bc they wouldn't be ACCEPTING but because i don't feel like they'd UNDERSTAND and trying to explain it to them would be too much work when i A) barely even know how to describe it to MYSELF and B) feel comfortable enough being described as a woman/girl/female/whatever. like if im fine enough being called a girl and im comfortable in my body and don't yet feel a need to use pronouns other than she/her then what's the point of trying to explain to my mom that i find the concept of gender pretty much inapplicable to myself/kind of confining and i feel more like an amorphous forest creature than a Girl and i wouldnt mind being perceived more masculine sometimes by society at large and gender questions on forms make me uncomfortable because i'm never totally sure what to answer.

[br1-ballin]

So I was thinking, Tom Kenny said the last two episodes were going to be sad, and I feel like there's been a lot of emphasis on Betty missing her bus ride to be with Simon. This might be a stretch, but there's no way Betty is going to let Simon become Ice King again after all she's done for him. So unless she dies somehow (the lich is back so who knows), I feel like Betty might have to change the date on her ticket so she doesn't miss her bus like they teased in Temple of Mars (S10 Ep11).

[angelpuns]

Having one of those weeks where I'm so busy/so consumed by so many things I'm having trouble remembering to talk to people/remembering WHEN I talked to people so posting is gonna be way way way slowed down ( other than Kid Leo update today I mean )