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Ok not cool why am I hearing voices
#i need to go to the doctor 🧍🏼♂️#somethings wrong because usually they're not this clear#its weird and i dont like it#they sound like people i know and its too much right now#little vent sorry but i think im actually struggling#im so confused#aurhhg#ren won't shut up#mental illness#idk sometimes they get really clear and it freaks me out#other times it sounds like a bunch of voices talking over each other and it drives me crazy#most of the time when they're clear they just have very boring conversations#wow i didn't realize how much this was affecting me huh#most of the time its right as im trying to fall asleep. i can't tell if its just my dreams?? idk#but sometimes ill hear very loud words that are super clear#aa its scary sometimes grrr but normally it doesn't mess me up#but i heard a loved one say “help me” and now im freaking out aaaaurgggg#gonna text them because i also have paranoia really bad#tw mental illness#idk just in case i guess#im fine just a little spooked jdkxjsjxj#anyways sorry for the vent/ramble i just really needed to type it all out#might delete later idk
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the event has me in tears kaveh i love you
#please ur just#aurhhg#he's such a.. relatable character yet he's sitll unique#i just. cant word it ot#misha.rambbles
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kingdom hearts 358/2 days
#every so often i remember like ‘ohhhhh oh yeah that’s right i’m obsessed with days’ and then die for a couple of hours#aurhhg. what were they smoking and can i have some#how did they cook up something that emotionally hard-hitting and existentially dreadful#no guys it’s ok mickey mouse is on the box#kingdom hearts#khposting
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steam wishlist looking sad as hell time to.replay blasphemous 1
#2 games not out (Silksong. hades2) 2 games expensive (inscryption. chants of sennaar). sniffles#aurhhg pixel animations in blasphemous here we go i missed you
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why do i have to have original ideas cant i just illustrate someone elses original ideas why do i have to be passionate about my own story
#<- its mad about the idea of writing its story again.#txt#well mostly im mad about not being able to write so not being able to practice sequential art . aurhhg. i almost went to college for the#shit.
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freaking terrified to interact with others on Tumblr or anywhere rlly after my last experience with it
#being ostracized for making silly [and conflicting] jokes is insane btw#also I got told they don't like my typing style#and either that me liking Scotland is bad. me not liking America is bad. or that me finding the SCOTLAND FOREVER meme annoying is bad#and it's like#dude I'm allowed to have an opinion >_< I hate meeting people and saying I'm Scottish and them immediately being like AURHHG OMG SCOTLAND#SCOTLAND FOREVARRRVSRVDD#I'm allowed to find the [presumed] ignorance annoying so does like every other Scot#we have our own culture and shit and nobody cares about that outside of kilts and haggis and it's insensitive#being pissed off by ignorance to my fucking culture does not make me a bad person#anybody would be upset
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suddenly want to viscerally bite something 🙏🙏
#hound.txt#its been a teeth day ngl#i NEED fangs aurhhg ohgg how do i get them fr ??#is there a way i can get actual fangs. just like bigger canines. if there is i am going to be thrilled
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Aurhhg
despite everything, it's still you
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Characters who manage to stay kind despite it all
#warmth….. and love… and peace on plant earth#aurhhg#delete later#IQJWJWBWQBWJWBWJQJWJQJAAK#IM HAVING A MOMENT…..#obligatory I love characters who are angry and bitter also. of course but argh…#kindness…#idk I’m trying to be more optimistic and it’s soo embarrassing but characters like that really help fuel that mindset#this is SILLAY#optimism and kindness are skills very much worth investing in#mine#ram rambles
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i love this aurhhg
— never-ending lucky charms — neteyam sully x reader
setting: awa'atlu, pandora
pairing: neteyam x fem!omaticaya/metkayina!reader
warnings: nothing it's just cute fluff with ya boy neteyam
word count: 1.1k
summary: you struggle to show your affection for your lover through words, so you do it in a way that not only lets him know about your love, but others, too.
a/n: based on this request! thank so much kay for requesting this :) sorry that's it's so late! and short. idk why I couldn't write more lmao
it has been a few moons after you and neteyam had come clear. the feelings that lingered under the surface were revealed and shared one fateful night, so unforgetful that you both added a bead to your songcords'.
it was no doubt that you were the more bashful one in this relationship — though everyone could tell of your feelings for neteyam, it was hard for you to actually mention it out loud, even to neteyam himself. so recently, you've been weaving necklaces, anklets and more — just for him.
you couldn't think of any other way to show him just how much you love him other than giving him things. you gave him a lot of random stuff, but nothing was ever as fun as making those glittering woven pieces for him.
"collecting shells, are you?" tsireya comes around from behind the corals, swimming up to your side as you roamed your eyes across the seafloor just inches below you.
you dropped a shimmering blue seashell into your palm, gripping it tightly after so it won't float away. you nodded your head to tsireya with a shy smile, not signing back since your hands were busy.
"is it for neteyam?" you saw her sign in your peripheral vision. you were going to affirm it, but she beat you to it. "who am i kidding, of course you are."
you both exchanged smiles. you took a look to the pearls and shells you had found, some which could glow and twinkle beautifully in the dark. you nodded to yourself as you found it to be just enough for the waist chain you wanted to make for him.
you stuffed it into a pouch by your hip, joining your collection with the rest of the bunch you had found earlier. you tightly tied it shut so it wouldn't fall away.
you turned to tsireya and pointed to the surface, marking the end of your little search.
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"oh, finally!" after tying the last knot, you held up the chain in the sunlight, watching how the light makes it sparkle and shine so prettily.
you didn't exactly know the size of his waist, but after hugging him countless of times, you had a guess. you were still a teeny bit nervous about whether it'll fit comfortably or not.
it was perfect timing. neteyam and his other friends had returned from hunting, and you could tell by the crowd of squeaks and croaks of the ilu.
you sat in your marui patiently, waiting for him to walk in so you could gift him your latest piece.
just a few minutes after, he comes into the marui, patting himself dry with a cloth. you ran up to him, and he welcomed your embrace with open arms.
after you both pulled away from the hug, he began, "i'm guessing you made something again?" he smiled warmly at you, making those timid feelings rise again — so you casted your eyes down.
you fiddled with the beads and shells you weaved on the chain, glancing at the other pieces of your work that he's wearing.
"yes, they are. but this isn't like the other ones I've made! um, it's a waist chain. I just thought you would look really, really good in it."
your heart burst into butterflies when he grabbed your hands that held the piece, bringing it closer to him to take a closer look at it. you felt giddy like the first time you confessed to him.
his smile grew wider as he beamed, meeting your eyes. "it's beautiful, my love. how long did this take you?"
he felt his poor heart flip when he saw your face light up. "just 2 days! i had fun while I made it. so um, — may I put it on for you?"
you noticed how his posture went from relaxed to slightly rigid. "y-yes, of course." he responded.
he could feel how his heartbeat sped up when you walked behind him, positioning the chain just below his battle band. you felt how his breath hitched when your hands made even the softest contact with his skin.
as you clasped the chain into place, he grew flushed under your hold. well, technically you weren't holding him, but you were so close to him and he was powerless. you felt shameful to say — your confidence rised a little because of it.
"there. it suits you perfectly, ma' teyam."
as you went to stand back in front of him, your eyes lingered on the handiwork of yours that adorned his body. how it fit so nicely, drawing attention in all the right places.
neteyam felt himself getting flustered under your stare. he was a head taller than you, yet in this moment, he felt like you're the one towering over him, all under your control.
a smile crept up his face when your eyes finally drifted to meet his. "you wanna know why I always wear these?" he said, referring to the other pieces that he wore.
you shook your head, deciding to focus on a blue and white shelled bracelet resting on his wrist. but the hands moved, and it came up to hold your face, forcing your eyes to look up at him.
"it's like— everytime I think about you, everything somehow turns out well and fine. and all this? these bracelets, these arm cuffs and chains, they're all a reminder of you. any day, becomes a perfect day if I get to think about you."
you, you, you. he speaks of you as if you were art, as if you were any more perfect than the moon and the stars.
his words were sweet and simple, however with such aching slowness, emphasizing on every single word. and you felt like you'd explode if you dared to say anything.
you managed to ease out though. "hm. well, don't your friends find it weird? you wear a lot of it, teyam."
he scoffed, tipping your chin up with his hand. "weird? never. if anything, they're jealous about it. the love you show me through these beautiful small pieces are unmatched. nothing else tops it. nothing will ever replace it."
gosh. where'd all these words come from?
your face displayed a light tint of pink, as you shyly brought your hands up to your face to cover them. that's something. "seems like I'll have to make more of these for you if I get to hear that everytime."
you placed your arms around his waist, colliding with the chain you had made. you leaned his head on his chest and his head rested on yours. you didn't see it, but you knew he was probably grinning ear to ear.
"I'll start doing it all the time then, my love. in exchange for more of these never-ending lucky charms. you can do that for me, right?"
you hummed softly in reply, closing your eyes within the embrace of your lover.
© ronalsgirl
tagging my all time supporters: @neteyamslovrr @saturnheartz @panickedpeepee @gamerxpfighter
thank u for reading!
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