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bold what applies to your muse, italicize if there's potential / it depends, strikethrough what does not / will never apply
what he would do:
holding door open ¡ tying shoe laces ¡ sharing a milkshake with two straws ¡ offering their jacket when it's cold ¡ kissing in the rain ¡ publicly confessing love ¡ long walks at the beach ¡ doing the titanic pose on a boat ¡ taking cute pictures in a photobooth ¡ sharing a taxi / uber ¡ kissing the back of their hand ¡ slow dancing ¡ getting tickets of their favourite artist / sports team / other ¡ introducing them to their parents ¡ lighting candles ¡ flower petals on bed ¡ love letters ¡ star gazing ¡ brushing / doing their hair ¡ picnics ¡ teaching them to play an instrument / sport / how to use a dagger while gently guiding their hands ¡ compliments ¡ late night drives ¡ taking selfies together ¡ drawing them ¡ self-made gifts ¡ massages ¡ proposing with a family heirloom ring ¡ lending them their favourite book to read ¡ paying for dinner / coffee ¡ mixtapes / playlists ¡ surprise birthday parties ¡ feeding them ¡ handing them keys to their apartment ¡ making space in drawer for their clothes when they stay over ¡ sharing a blanket ¡ couple costumes ¡ tucking a hair strand behind their ear ¡ running after them at the airport / keeping them from leaving ¡ moving cities to be together ¡ blowing a kiss ¡ breakfast in bed ¡ defending them in a fight (verbally / physically) ¡ joint bubble baths ¡ dropping the L-bomb ("I love you") ¡ dedicating a song at the karaoke bar to them ¡ wearing their clothes ¡ yawning before putting an arm around them while watching a movie ¡ feed them the last bite from a meal
what he would like:
holding door open ¡ tying shoe laces ¡ sharing a milkshake with two straws ¡ offering their jacket when it's cold ¡ kissing in the rain ¡ publicly confessing love ¡ long walks at the beach ¡ doing the titanic pose on a boat ¡ taking cute pictures in a photobooth ¡ sharing a taxi / uber ¡ kissing the back of their hand ¡ slow dancing ¡ getting tickets of their favourite artist / sports team / other ¡ introducing them to their parents ¡ lighting candles ¡ flower petals on bed ¡ love letters ¡ star gazing ¡ brushing / doing their hair ¡ picnics ¡ teaching them to play an instrument / sport / how to use a dagger while gently guiding their hands ¡ compliments ¡ late night drives ¡ taking selfies together ¡ drawing them ¡ self-made gifts ¡ massages ¡ proposing with a family heirloom ring ¡ lending them their favourite book to read ¡ paying for dinner / coffee ¡ mixtapes / playlists ¡ surprise birthday parties ¡ feeding them ¡ handing them keys to their apartment ¡ making space in drawer for their clothes when they stay over ¡ sharing a blanket ¡ couple costumes ¡ tucking a hair strand behind their ear ¡ running after them at the airport / keeping them from leaving ¡ moving cities to be together ¡ blowing a kiss ¡ breakfast in bed ¡ defending them in a fight (verbally / physically) ¡ joint bubble baths ¡ dropping the L-bomb ("I love you") ¡ dedicating a song at the karaoke bar to them ¡ wearing their clothes ¡ yawning before putting an arm around them while watching a movie ¡ feed them the last bite from a meal
stole it from: @accultant tagging: @bloodyarn , @silvertiefling , @alurlssrinbled , @bolyde ( hallow :3c )
#couldnt tell if the og meme was meant to be what ur muse would Do or what they'd Want from a partner#so i simply did both#which was hard bc puck is the giving giver who has no idea how to Receive Love#GREAT! :)#&&. PLAYING FETCH ⌠ďźâ đđđđđă
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sometimes after a long day of being molested by the whole town all you need is to soak in the bath with your bestie (ËśËáËËľ)âĄ
with @wreckowafer 's yunie <3
#what better way to cheer up your bestie than spilling tea as you sit in the bath together and ignore the sting of your bruises <3#yunie and damsel are both severely emotionally stunted but they enjoy each other's presence. cuties âĄ#wafer and i did not coordinate bathroom posts btw we literally just have the same braincell đ#dol pc#damsel the starlet#i wanted to draw the girlies a bit bruised up since i havenât drawn Damsel with bruises#which simply would not do#damsel doesn't get harassed as much but she still gets harassed#she's small and not very strong so she relies on her reputation mostly to send people away#and if they won't leave she gives them mind melting head and contemplates killing them off later <3#anyways...on to the other drawings i have in mind đđ˝#no nippies so hopefully tumblr wonât snipe me đđ˝#forgot Damsel's industrial in that second pic....oh well#ignore how small my handwriting is I'm trying to curb that but i'm failing đ#tw bruising#tw implied assault#damsel draws sometimes
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Hi @yknow-fuck itâs Me Again :)
Back to feed you Thrice :)

Also a free Bay Oppy and G1 Oppy phone doodle bc Iâve been hit Hard with the âbasic protagâ liker curse đ (it is. Chronic.)
#my art#transformers#bayverse transformers#transformers bayverse#optimus prime#megatron#g1 transformers#starscream#ngl tho. I Desperately want all Megs other than Bay Meg to want Bay Oppy on their side#they see the (1) Oppy thatâs willing to murder and maim and get a lil nuts about him#unfortunately tho they are Very brother-zoned#and also potentially murdered too. depends on how Oppys doing that day#also Ngl. kinda obsessed with how I drew bay megs#I think I saw a ref photo of him Months back and I did Not check again for this doodle#so color me surprised that he looks Good. the vibes Righr#also big fan of both bay Oppy and Megâs being Ultra tired of the war. both look like theyâre 5 months behind on sleep Always#also sorry about oppys SchrĂśdinger eyes in the comic#didnât realize theyâd look like that after being scanned lol#dw I Will draw u more Bay screamer in future#/threat#he simply is just not whatâs being rotated at Mach 5 in my brain rn unfortunately#also gotta love my inconsistent sizing â¤ď¸ entirely depends on vibe and room!#oh damn I can move tags on mobile? with my finger? wow#game changer right there#the urge to write like Iâm texting is Strong. and I must Not Do That
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Party banter with Rook!Blackwall
(but it's just the part where he falls in love)
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Thom: I have to say, Emmrich, youâre not what I expected. Thought necromancers would be all about commanding corpse armies and the like.
Emmrich: (sighs) Whatever depictions of our practice gave you such impressions, I assure you they are inaccurate.
Thom: So there arenât corpse armies?
Emmrich: The Mortalitasi have not the least interest in conquest. We comfort the bereaved. We speak with our beloved dead, passing on their final messages, ensuring any last requests are met. We soothe the frightened spirit and calm the watchful.
Emmrich: Love is our business, Warden Rainier. How could we possibly be uncaring?
Thom: ⌠Right. Well, thatâs me put in my place.
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Thom: Sorry about what I said earlier. Shouldâve known better than to run my mouth about something I donât know a thing about.
Emmrich: I appreciate that, master Warden. And I apologise if I was oversensitive. I think I was unprepared for how many⌠opinions everyone outside Nevarra would have about my art.
Thom: Well, Iâll keep mine to myself from now on.
Emmrich: Oh, you neednât. I would much rather you be honest than continue to carry unspoken doubts that I cannot put to rest.
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Thom: You said I could talk to you about the whole death ma â necromancy. Thing.
Emmrich: Iâm entirely at your service. I hope I can set your mind at ease, even a little.
Thom: Look â thereâs no question your heartâs in the right place. I donât doubt your intentions. But all those skeletons walking... all those corpses speakingâŚ. Itâs not natural.
Emmrich: Magic is a part of our world, master Warden. A smith forged your sword into metal, giving raw metals a shape. Likewise, necromancers merely take a form of magic present around us, and give it shape.
Thom: But itâs not right. Moving a body around. Waking up bits of their memories. The dead should stay at peace.
Emmrich: I promise, every soul laid to rest in the Necropolis does so with the express hope that a spirit might inhabit their remains someday. The few who request to remain untouched⌠well, we simply donât put hinges on their sarcophagi.
Thom: But how can anyone be at peace with that? How do they know itâs going to be a good spirit who finds their body? What if⌠because of who they are, they draw something⌠twisted? Wrong?
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Emmrich: I know you find necromancy unsettling, master Rainier, but I hope our visit to the Memorial Gardens was able to provide you a deeper understanding of it.
Thom: It made some things make sense, certainly. I wasnât expecting a necropolis to feel comforting. Suppose Iâve always thought of the dead as distant and haunting. Cold.
Emmrich: Whyever would they be? The dead are still people, as full of feeling and as fond of connection as ourselves. And what are the people we mourn, but repositories of our boundless love?
Thom: And what if the dead have reason to hate you?
Emmrich: Ah. Master Rainier⌠do you have someone to fear among the dead?
Thom: ⌠Find me later. Iâll give you the full sorry story. And drinks for both of us.
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Emmrich: If I may⌠I wanted to express my thanks for trusting me with your story.
Thom: I should be thanking you. For not turning your back on me.
Emmrich: Perish the thought! Youâve shown me no reason to look at you with anyone other than the deepest respect.
Thom: Well, now you know why I wouldnât expect the dead to have any good feelings toward me. Callier and his family⌠theyâd never love me. They shouldnât. If anything of themâs out there, they deserve to not think about me at all.
Emmrich: But you love them. You have let them change you. Their memories guide your decisions. In every innocent you protect, every moment of compassion, you honour them.
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Thom: What you said, about me honouring Callierâs family. Feels like a twisted legacy, to live on through your murderer. I doubt theyâd find much comfort in it.
Emmrich: Perhaps not. But what of your comfort?
Thom: Itâs not about me.
Emmrich: I beg to differ. That poor family is gone; you are alive. The living deserve peace as much as the dead.
Emmrich: If you ever wished⌠I could perform a memorial ritual. Some candles lit, a few prayers uttered. A simple tribute to them.
Thom: It wouldnât help them.
Emmrich: My dear Thom, mourning rituals are not really about those lost to us. A memorial would not help them, no â but it may help you.
Thom: ⌠I might need a stiff drink afterward.
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Harding: You seem different, lately.
Thom: Different? Different how?
Harding: I donât know. Youâre talking a bit more. Smiling. Like someone took a weight off you.
Thom: I suppose going to the Memorial Gardens helped. All these years, pretending to be a Warden, then actually being one⌠Iâve been trying to make up for what I did. Even if it never feels like enough.
Thom: I suppose I never took a moment to think about⌠doing something for me. To help me live with it. Not âtil Emmrich suggested it.
Harding: Hard to be kind to yourself âtil someone else shows you some kindness, huh?
Thom: (chuckles) Well. Guess itâs a good thing for me that heâs not in short supply of that.
Harding: Look⌠maybe if thereâs anything of that family out there, they do hate you. But I donât think you need to hate you anymore.
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Thom: Neve, you know you said you were going to check in on Dock Town? Could you take a note to Dorian for me?
Neve: Sure. But you could just come talk to him yourself. Heâd actually be glad to see you.
Thom: And thatâs how I know the worldâs ending. (sighs) Look, itâs just⌠itâs one of those talks thatâs easier to do by paper.
Neve: Hm. Youâre nervous. Everything all right?
Thom: I think so. I just think⌠I need to ask his advice on⌠something personal.
Neve: If itâs that personal, isnât it better you do it face-to-face?
Thom: Probably. And itâll be fucking awkward.
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Emmrich: Do you mind if I ask â are you still unsettled by necromancy? I hate the thought that I might be making you uncomfortable.
Thom: I think Iâm getting used to it. When I heard about your mages, I thought it was some⌠obsession with death. Disturbing bodies that should be at peace.
Thom: But itâs not about that, isnât it? Youâre talking to your dead, all the time. Letting them help you. Care for you.
Emmrich: Exactly so! We maintain a dialogue with the dead, and in doing so, try to find peace with death itself. (sighs) Even if some of us still struggle with a certain cowardice.
Thom: Youâre no coward. Cowards run from what they fear. I know; I was one. You look it in the face, work with it, even when it frightens you.
Emmrich: I⌠thank you. (clears throat) So are content with my art, then?
Thom: I think itâs admirable.
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Thom: Lace, those flowers in your room. Are they real plants, orâŚ. Fade plants?
Harding: Theyâre Fade plants! But Emmrich says theyâre sort of⌠becoming real? Because I believe in them, or something.
Thom: So if you picked them, they wouldnât, I donât know⌠disappear, or something?
Harding: Havenât so far! Why? Wait, are you giving someone flowers? âCause I bet Emmrich could tell you which ones have meaning. You should ask him!
Thom: No, Iâll just⌠get some that look⌠nice.
Harding: Why not? Heâll be happy to talk about it, he loves flowers â oh!
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Davrin: So, Rainier. Emmrich came by to ask if I knew who left flowers on his desk. I told him he should keep asking around.
Thom: You â what? No! Davrin â stay out of it!
Davrin: Whatâs the point of getting a guy flowers if he never knows? Can you face an ogre but not an old necromancer?
Thom: Look, itâs⌠itâs easy for all of you. You already know who you are, and what you like, and I⌠didnât think I⌠(groans) Never mind.
Davrin: Oh. I see.
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Taash: So, you talk with Dorian?
Thom: I did. Itâs up there with most awkward experiences of my life.
Taash: So whatâd he say? Did he help you figure shit out?
Thom: Well⌠I asked him how you know if you like men, and he asked me some questions about what was going on, and I told him. And then I said, âDoesnât every man look at other men like that sometimes?â
Taash: And?
Thom: And he laughed at me for ten seconds straight, then said, âOh, big man, no.â
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Bellara: So, um⌠I know this is kind of nosy, but... what made you realise? About the professor, I mean?
Thom: No keeping secrets in this fucking Fade house, is there?
Bellara: I⌠sort of guessed a little while ago. You kept being protective of him in fights. I mean, even more than you usually are with everyone else. And you were helping him climb up things, and giving him little looks, and asking about what he likedâŚ
Bellara: And I⌠maybe also saw you sneaking into his room with a load of flowers.
Thom: (sighs) I⌠look, heâs a gentleman. Treats everyone with respect and kindness, even when theyâre dead. I like listening to how he talks. And⌠watching how he moves. Heâs graceful.
Thom: Someone like that deserves to be courted. Honoured. Someone to make him feel as important as he makes everyone else feel. And I realised⌠I wanted to be the someone.
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Taash: Hey. You know itâs okay to still be figuring yourself out, right?
Thom: (chuckles) When'd you get so wise?
Taash: I dunno. It's what Mae and Tarquin keep telling me.
Thom: Look, youâre young. Itâs only to be expected that youâd be working this shit out at your age. But me⌠Iâm getting toward sixty. Shouldnât I have figured this all out by now?
Taash: Thatâs vashedan. You already proved itâs never too late to find out who you are.
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Harding: You know, Thom, Iâve been thinking. Emmrichâs graceful, and good with words, and heâs kind to everyone. He even wears gold.
Thom: Uh⌠whatâs your point?
Harding: The point is that I remember Josephine. You have a type, Warden Rainier.
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Davrin: So, are you ready? Trimmed your beard? Found a shirt with no bloodstains? Had a bath for once?
Thom: Look, itâs just a visit to the Necropolis. For all I know, he just wants my help killing a demon of⌠mild disgruntlement or something.
Davrin: Hey, battleâs a good opportunity for this kind of thing. Just make sure after you kill it, you turn to him, wipe the blood from your mouth, and put our your hand to pull him upâŚ
Thom: Heâs the healer. You donât think he might be the one helping me up?
Davrin: Good point. All right, after the fightâs done, you slump down, wincing bravely. Make eye contact as he treats your wounds.
Davrin: Better yet, take your shirt off so he can give you a proper look over. Heâll get in real close to do the healing magic. Play your cards right, and⌠well, thereâs no one down there to see how far things go.
Thom: Keep on like that, and Iâm going to put all my wood shavings in your bed.
Davrin: Sure, old man. I saw your eyes go all distant there.
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Emmrich: Thom, my dear. Would I be right to assume that you were behind those flowers that kept appearing on my desk?
Thom: Sorry to keep you guessing. I was⌠figuring some things out.
Emmrich: Well, I did have my suspicions about who my secret admirer might be. I only hesitated to talk to you about it because I feared I might simply be⌠seeing what I wanted to see.
Thom: ⌠Oh. Well, then.
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Neve: So, Emmrichâs wearing a new bracelet, youâre bathing twice as often, and both of you keep smiling at nothing. Any chance thatâs connected?
Thom: It⌠might be.
Neve: Good. You two fit well.
Thom: Glad you think so, 'cause I worry about that. A necromancer and a Warden? Sounds like the start of one of Seraâs jokes.
Neve: Well, letâs see. Emmrich reads romance novels in our book club as if heâs aching to have them become real for him. And you act like youâre ready to swear deathless devotion at the drop of a hat.
Thom: That a bad thing?
Neve: (laughs) No. I mean that neither of you do half-measures when it comes to feelings. Like I said: you fit.
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Davrin: So, you and Emmrich took your time showing up to breakfast. Guess you showed him some swordplay last night? Or did he show you his favourite bone?
Thom: Davrin. Don't. Start.
Davrin: (chuckles) Seriously, though... glad you two are making it work. Not every Warden's brave enough to risk something, with the Calling hanging over them.
Thom: I've been a soldier and a Warden. That's a lot of death for one life. Being around him, it's... like taking a breath.
Davrin: Take your comfort where you find it, old man. Even Wardens deserve to get some. (pause) And to get some.
Thom: Maker help me, I will shove a chisel somewhere chisels where not meant to go.
#dragon age#rookwall au#datv#da:tv#emmrook#I did think very hard about if rookwall should romance someone and whom if so#and I did consider neve! but I decided they both have too much jaded cynicism#I simply think thom deserves some gentleness and to get uno-reversed by someone courting *him* with reverence#emmrich volkarin
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Jumping back onto my random rants again, i need to discuss the colours ninjago writers use on characters once more, specifically with Frak and Lloyd, and their counterparts Arin and Morro.
Arin, at first, is a very dedicated and hopeful kid who is unbelievably excited to become a ninja and meet his idols. Yet as time moves forward he becomes restless and his methods to get what he wants twists into the more desperate and darker side. He becomes a lot more resentful, and thats shown in his colours. Itâs as if the orange he wore got duller, and now in his new design in season 3 heâs wearing more colours like purple with his palette, showing his change more as a person as he gets influenced by those around him to take what he wants.
Frak, on the other hand, has a bright orange colour literally all over him. This, straight from the beginning, hints at how he is similar and connected to Arin and his story. However, he also has a mix of green with it.
That kinda slaps you in the face more when you realise his gi in the season 3 trailer has green on it too, and with the history that colour has it very obviously hinting at how Frak is what Arin couldâve been. Like how Lloyd was what Morro couldâve been. Not in power or as ninja, but as people.
It kinda also shows how Frak is like âthe chosen oneâ in this situation, the one with the bright colours and hopes and determination and strength that the other only had a fraction of. Yet, Arinâs determination and stubbornness is much larger than Frakâs, and those emotions can very easily corrupt your view and your actions, as shown with Morro. So, in Arinâs colour palette, it changes and is viewed as darker with the extra colours mixed in, hiding what colour he once was.
And itâs just a repeat of Morro.
Morroâs main colours was once bright green, with maybe black. After he turned evil he became a green leaning more yellow than Lloydâs, a lime green and blacks and emeralds than the once brighter colour he proudly represented. The colour he wore was just slightly off to Lloydâs.
But thats also the difference between Arin and Morroâs situations. Whilst Morro became a green that wasnât just right, Arinâs orange is hidden behind darker colours instead. This could imply that Arin has a bigger chance of redemption sooner rather then later, and reminds us of the fact that Arin isnât ACTUALLY evil, heâs doing this to find his parents, so his heart is still in the right place. But it can also imply how he is shoving down some of the thoughts he is having that is making him regret all of this, that heâs hiding away parts of himself just to get what he wants.
Arin is hiding himself to get what he wants. Morro changed himself to get what he wanted.
Frak and Lloyd are what Arin and Morro couldâve been but canât be. Itâs strange how different circumstances couldâve changed people.
Yeah this js a lot of yap sorry guys its like 5am i havent done one of these late night ones in ages. This was supposed be a whole lot more about frak but the morro in my head took over this is so badly written can any of you even understand what im ranting about
#lego ninjago#dragons rising season 3#dragons rising#arin ninjago#frak ninjago#lloyd ninjago#morro ninjago#oh oh also no lloyd is definitely not playing favourites for giving frak a green accented gi#itâs definitely just coincidence it haooened that way and the writers did it#and in no way am i trying to say frak and lloyd have it better#it just means they faced different circumstances#like dont forget both frak and lloyd were on. the side if evil first#and the switched to a stronger hold on goid once given a guiding habd#but ti put it very simply#morro and arin are selfish#and thats nit a bad thing#but it can lead ti bad choices#like cussing out your sensei and running away ti either die or work with a manipulative furry#again being selfish is not a bad thing people#being too selfless can be bad too#yiu need ti be open minded and understand how to communicate and hiw to understand others so your selfishness and your selflessness can#bakancr out#sorry what am i yapping aboyt not#its always in the tags#do any of you even read these#morro wu#lloyd garmadon#colours
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Commenting on the fact that Nathaniel had added a significant role for Mrs. Underwood in his fake version of the story, Bartimaeus said something like, I hope this has lessened your inner guilt and grief, and then added that he, of course, knew nothing about it.
The most ironic thing? He DOES know, and he literally does the same thing - he selects for us, the readers, only the best moments and facts from Ptolemy's life to give us the same hope for the world of his dreams, to make him the same sacred figure he sees.
Nathaniel knew very well that the most Mrs. Underwood did was to make tea and biscuits and then die. Bartimaeus knows that Ptolemy was a human being, with his own strengths and weaknesses. But when they have to tell their stories to the public, they deliberately put the people they love in the best possible light, so that others can see, hear, and feel what they loved and cherish about them.
And then Bartimaeus says he knows nothing about it. Liar.
#that's why I LOVE unreliable narrators and I LOVE the way Bart presents as himself as someone who's hardly understands human grief#he doesn't want to align himself with their nature and yet he still DOES sometimes because grief IS a thing#it is a thing for anyone who has ever felt loss human and jinni alike#but that would set him apart from other spirits in the biggest part because of the âno friends with human AND other spiritsâ rule he lists#AND breaks on multiple occasions#which is not something usual to do for spirits (at least he firmly believes so) and yet that's what he did and that's what he feels#and he has no choice but project some human coping mechanisms onto himself#even shrugging and looking at his nails OR painting the beloved one in more positive significant light#he griefs very differently AND he griefs just the same#bet he understands what Nat went through better that any other spirit would â simply because pain is the same#time is different species are different reasons are different stories are different but intial pain is the same#grief is something they both have never been to ran away from#Bart might feel it sharper it might just not go away for him because again the perception of time is different but for God he understands i#more that anyone would#so like. liar#bartimaeus#nad rereads bartimaeus#bartimaeus sequence#bartimaeustrilogy#bartseq
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so... very important question. In Better Halves, are Danny and Tim kisses going to become a lot more common now that they've had their first real one? Please, for the love of god, don't make them wait 10 more chapters.
lovingly, an anon that needs to see them fuck nasty
Okay fair question! Yes, kisses will be (relatively) more common now, but I don't count this as their first 'real' kiss- although arguably it should be- the first real kiss is somewhere in chapter 34? Ish. More or less around there.
Look. I said slow burn and I goddamn MEANT it. it's gonna be nearly 200k before they Approach the idea of it not being fake anymore (despite the fact that it never really was to begin with). they're. complete unmitigated disasters.
and as for them fucking nasty (with understanding that was likely meant to be somewhat sarcastic). Currently the plan is to keep it at a teen rating. But. obviously aspects of this have gotten away from me in the past. Keep an eye on the rating because. Idk there are gonna be moments and that's all I'll say. (if i write them, i'll change the rating as I do, so hopefully with a good few chapters before hand. or maybe I'll post an alt version with the ma content? idk we shall cross the bridge when we arrive to it)
For your reference though, here's how many kisses are in each chapter i have completely written (this may depress you) (also below a read more for the spoilers aspect of it all.)
chapter 20- 1 kiss (on cheek)
21- 0 kisses
22- 0 kisses
23- 0 kisses
24- 0 kisses (somehow oh my GOD)
25- 1 kiss (on lips)
26- 1 kiss (on lips) (also the first Proper kiss since chapter 19. imo)
27- 2 kisses (1 on forehead, 1 on lips)
28- 0 kisses
29- 0 kisses
30- 0 kisses
do not let the amount of 0's grieve you, for most of those the boys aren't even in the same state (or country) so. not chapter 24 tho that's fucking miserable yearning i won't lie
#aster spreekt#better halves (and other such falsehoods)#answered#anonymous#dead tired ship#dp x dc#i'll probably post a poll about what you guys want if i do end up writing some. spicy scenes#just cause i did intend for it to be teen initially? but bros there is simply so much tension#also the potential for character exploration? delicious#idk it deffo wouldn't be till later chapter just because. idk rn they're both in high school it feels weird to me#better halves spoilers#i really think some smut in later chapters would pack some gut punch angst potential no i will NOT elaborate#:)#ily guys
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Callum has asked Rayla twice now to kill him if he's ever corrupted again. This time as like a barter. And this time, despite looking devastated, she finally (begrudgingly) agrees. And later this season, Callum is cleared of his dark magic corruption, but it also warned that if he does dark magic again it'll overwhelm him.
Man my dreams have already been haunted enough by death foreshadowing I can't take much more of it for these two.
#listen i know many many fans adore the angst of one or both of them dying. especially if its the other that caused the killing blow#i get that. i do#but i just wouldnt be able to take that kind of heartache.#if any of the main characters die by the end of the show - ESPECIALLY rayla callum or ez - i will lose my mind. especially if they do it to#each other. either intentionally or not. simply wouldnt be able to take it im too emotional and attached to them to be able to take that#i like angst. but not death angst. i cant take that. especially not for characters i adore so much#they better NOT have either of them kill each other by the end of the show i will not be able to handle it#this better just be some foreshadowing of it 'they said over and over that theyll do it for each other but in the end they love each other#too much to do it and love fixes it' or some sappy bullshit like that. anything but killing each other please i cant handle that#fuck. shits gonna haunt my dreams even more now than before#they wouldnt kill off their main characters that are the faces of their show right? ....right?? please??? i beg?????#please think if the children#me im the children#tdp#tdp s6#tdp s6 spoilers#that scene where they argue about callum doing dark magic again was so very needed but still oof. and the way callum is so much more firm#this time and rayla looks so devastated but knows he means it even more now. god. end me. i just finished that episode on my rewatch btw#also like. can we talk about how she loudly slapped her hands together right in their faces to get her point across. damn id have jumped#back too. she uh. really wanted to get her point across huh. shes never done that before.#oh oof man this episode has no many emotions. giggles and funnies and sadness and sweetness and heartache and fear and worry#thats probably not even all of em#rayla#callum#rayllum#also they really choose random times to use that slightly different animation style huh. that makes their faces look more loose and the#expressions sit differently. looks a little more animated. and like. goofy but not in a bad way? i noticed it blatantly in s5 in at least#one scene (while in the market in 506) and maybe even other spots in s5. and some less obvious spots in s4 too. now here during their#argument and when callum asks rayla to promise again. its not bad its just starkly different and throws me off. wonder if like. a different#person animated those parts and they somehow did it differently. idk it hardcore sticks out to me every time now when i see it.
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Wait did both Alice and Zane record Alan when he was at his lowest point? Didn't Alice make her exhibition to show the world what she sees? To show Alan the truth about himself? That it never was Scratch visiting and terrorizing her, but Alan himself? Did she depict his "self" and Zane depicted his "persona"? The two sides of him that he wishes he can eliminate bc they brought him into trouble (Scratch representing anger and the fallouts with paparazzi and stuff, Zane representing his self-destructive behavior with alcohol and drugs and the party nights)? The both sides that caused his marriage to start falling apart? Was that the reason Zane made that video of Alan when they were on that booze and drug-fueled bender while working on the Return manuscript? Is this party video the companion piece?? Alan's downward spiral, same as Alice's photos? Do they fucking work together aasdffjfjfkfk
#Can this game please stop messing with my head??#I mean we don't know how many years passed since Alice went to the dark place#She could have met Zane long ago. Over Zane's similar appearance to Alan they both have a connection to him#So they talk about him. They understand that they must help Alan to ascend the spiral bc he's too far gone to do it himself#Or Alan wrote them in their story as a plot decide bc he understood at one point that he must confront his lesser pleasant parts#In order to become âwholeâ#And he seems to deliberately ignore how close his marriage is to fail. Her POV is so different from his. Of course she mourns him#Bc she never stopped loving him. Although he did the things he did. That's simply not how love works.#Alan is a good man although he makes selfish and terrible decisions and has a questionable morale at times. Bc he thinks he can do it right.#Bc he thinks he can correct his mistakes later. That's how he's always been. He thinks a flower bouquet and chocolate and a bottle of wine#Is all he needs to give to Alice and she will forgive him. He was incapable to acknowledge his shortcomings but he tries!! In his own way!#And alice sees it. And she has accepted it's for the longest time. Alan is emotionally constipated except for his anger.#Guy needs to do some serious self reflection#alan wake 2#Alan wake theory#Alan wake 2 theory#Alan wake 2 meta#Alan Wake#Alice Wake#Thomas Zane#Tom Zane#Sorry for the endless fucking notes đ
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Genealogy of the Condemned/Convicted novel manga first chapter is done and ready to go!
You can read it here and here (second link is recommended for the notes page specifically).
Things to be aware of with this manga:
This is a short manga of six chapters. It doesn't cover even the entire childhood arc, let alone the whole novel.
Some lines are taken directly from the novel, while others were similar but not identical, and others were changed to fit manga style dialogue bubbles.
Not everything in the manga is 1:1 with the novel, but it's all pretty close.
I hope you enjoy!
Translation by me.
Scans by @suguelya.
Cleaning by Jenners and myself.
Typesetting by me.
#Tales of Vesperia#Yuri Lowell#Flynn Scifo#Genealogy of the Condemned#Genealogy of the Convicted#Danzaisha no Keifu#GTF Translations#edit: jenners told me i didn't need to tag her but then reblogged it saying it was her anyway JENNERS I COULD'VE JUST TAGGED YOU LMAOOOOO#Note that I may make some minor tweaks here and there later on#Normally I have a proofreader for my stuff for extra assurance before I release things but they've been very busy#and I already have a huge backlog of work done that I'm waiting for them to look at#However I /will/ add them to the credits once they look it over and I'll#make a post stating any updates made if any major sentence changing things happen. I simply don't want to credit them in advance bc#if I do make any changes I don't want to be unintentionally claiming credit for their eventual contribution#Even if nothing changes I'll still credit them once they look over it#That will be done both here as a post edit and on the credits page#anyway have fun with yuri's gay awakening manga version chapter 1#edit: did some minor punctuation changes to reflect the original text#sometimes I don't notice the exact punctuation in the middle of typing out a translation#so there were a few I just wrote it for and didn't register the punctuation. so I've fixed that now!#note: proofreader's working on this in and out so some stuff is subject to change even just simple wording!
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me, the jester, asked the court if yaoi could bloom even on a battlefield. the court was so kind as to even help me care for the fields for it to sprout and then bloom â is it my fault?
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#trigger warning honkai impact 3rd yaoi#honkai impact 3rd#hi3rd#otto apocalypse#kevin kaslana#ottokevin#âwhat the fuck is thisâ my visions#this has canon foundation i simply took it further than any manwoman wouldâve ever dared to#i unfortunately do not choose what to fixate on#did you know they both have religious references#that easily intertwine with each other#because kevin is compared to satan but he is also compared to god himself#the rains of hell upon sodom and gomorrah were the cleaver of shamash#im not making that up#*slaps otto apocalypse* this white boy can fit so much religious trauma#i mean imagine being raised in the church itself when you donât believe#id be religiously traumatized too#if you want to know more about them ch17 is where you want to go#stage 1#they talk for like 10 minutes#they also meet in the church in kolosten months later#they have a diplomatic partnership most people donât know about#senti even warns kevin to stay clear of otto#even mei warns him#but kevin doesnât give a fuck#he says that if otto brings the world down with him#it will be beneficial#LMAO#partners in crime#tbh
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Just posting this for the ppl who LOVE to push the FANON narrative that Jason and Percy aren't close friends as CANON. Grover is listed as Percy's main best friend (along with Annabeth ofc but she remains in the girlfriend category) and Jason comes literally SECOND in the Official Riordan wiki fanpage, and he's even labelled as "one of percy's best friends" not just "friend" or "close friend" like the others.
I don't get why people deny this SO bad like- pls let the almost nonexistent rivalry they both had (which is mostly between Jason and Percy fans) stay fanon.
"Jason and Percy are just co workers, barely even friends" Yup. Sure. I was so mislead by this narrative before I picked up HOO and was pleasantly surprised by how genuine percy and jason's friendship was in the books.. I half expected them both to ignore eachother or something throughout the scenes with how much the fandom exaggerated their rivalry/coldness with eachother.
Fanon is awesome. But it's not when you push it as canon. Let them be two seperate things please.
#Also with the whole âLeo and Percy are much closer than Jason and Percyâ narrative is pretty popular aswell simply bc they're both goofy.#Leo and Percy are GOOD friends but claiming that they were closer than Jason/Percy is just wishful thinking at best imo.#Leo had resented percy up until boo (which is neither of their faults. Mind you)#They made up. But it wasn't enough for them to become like best buddy buddies. Leo went missing before that.#So they didn't have the opportunity to bond as well.#And that's OKAY. We always have fanon to enjoy.#I just wish people stop mixing fanon and canon together and claim it as fully canon.#It could be a tad misleading. And ppl would be disappointed that the same fanon isnt incorporated into the books.#I was subjected to so much fanon influence before I picked up hoo. The leo/percy 'best friend' agenda was one of them.#the best friend agenda in the books was not matching the same energy as it did when pjo fans described it. So It was heavily underwhelming.#I honestly hope these tags don't offend anyone (esp Leo/Percy best friend enthusiasts)#Im merely pointing out what I observed from the books vs the fandom's exaggeration#but they were not as cln#pjo#pjo fandom#percy jackson#pjo hoo#jason grace#pjo series#annabeth chase#pjo hoo toa#leo valdez#piper mclean#frank zhang#hazel levesque#nico di angelo
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Not a "Dean Winchester talking about roofies" compilation on my dash a few days after Bison said that he'd definitely know if he was roofied. I've already made my one (1) alloted Supernatural joke about THK, I cannot seriously go down that road, I musn't.
#anyway both Bison&Fadel would love Supernatural actually#Dean would watch THK and see a little brother be uncomplicatedly physically affectionate with his older brother#and be so overcome by nostalgia he'd consider jumping off a cliff#Sam would simply not watch and not give any fuck if he did#and i will not think about any of this any further#the heart killers#supernatural
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hi for the love of god hello
#the feminist hatred for oda's art style draining from my body: đ¤Ą#im sorry im a dyke im simply not immune to fem law#where did his internal organs go though#okay but if i was an artist i would make him a wooden plank of a woman.#fuck the hourglass standard. you would be able to land a plane on the degree of curvature of both sides of fem law. imo.#i didnt watch that flat ragdoll get hauled around dressrosa for 50 episodes to naturally take on this body type. get real.#+ i do wish they didnt go so hard on the 'fem presenting' eyes. like why does being a woman make your eyes 10x wider but whatever.#let fem law maintain his eye shape#one piece#op#trafalgar law#fem law#dyking
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thinking about making a pack au where they actually stick closer to hyenas than whatever the fuck they did in that episode
bc uh he-LLO? hyenas are like... one of the BIG popular matriarchal animals and we just acted like xander was all scary now? pshh. I mean he was hyenas are scary but buffy is absolutely highest rank top dog here no wayyy he'd be all scary to her since they're already y'know a "pack" of sorts. like I'm pretty sure he'd still defer to her. plus willow! her making friends with buffy first and just generally being a girl he'd rank below her as well (though I do wonder where his stance with giles would be)
and I get that xander already sorta had a new clan with the other possessed kids but even then why was HE at the top of that hierarchy?? in fact it was so barely structured at all I'm only assuming xander was a high rank bc he's just one of our mains. and the shot of them all walking ofc where he was front and center I can read basic filmmaking choices lol
but also hyenas have FRIENDS! they have cliques and groups within their own clan. isn't that so cool? why did they just disregard xander's friendship with the scoobies? I think the fact xander had friends and quite loyal ones is like important? I mean okay I suppose it's all he's in this clan now he's cut ties with the scoobies, but to me at least I think that's kinda boring haha. though actually even if xander had the support of the scoobies, with how that clan were already a group before xander and not with xander at all, he'd actually probably be like real goddamn low anyways instead of more equal like it was shown
look I really have no idea about any of this I've just been looking up hyena facts for the past hour bc I thought it was neat. I simply think they should've done more with this instead of oo look xander's all feral and evil when they literally chose hyena to be their animal. like ooookay then whateverrrr lame
#they should've just done wolves or smth why the hell did they pick hyenas if they weren't even gonna play with their more unique structure#btw PACK? not CLAN? guys seriously re see above they just wanted to be different while still riding off of wolf girls#buffy IS the leader. highest of the high. top rank here. she's the alpha female since that is apparently what they're called lol#I just don't see why xander would Act like he did in that episode if we we're going off of hyenas and not some other predator#even if we go off the idea he broke ties with the scoobs as outsider females I think both wils and buff r still doing better than him#ANYWAYS. that's my two cents this episode was silly and I wish they'd had more fun playing with the animal they chose#someone with more spotted hyena knowledge should talk to me I'd LOVE to learn more I think these animals are so fucking cool#xander harris#btvs#buffy the vampire slayer#alright I did a little more googling and interesting! xander and wil might outdo buffy in the whole friendship department#so I THINK their clan WOULD have a far more level playing field simply because of how close everyone is. neat neat neat!#but buffy could still kick their asses be fr
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SUPER DARK TIMES [THE FROST â MITSKI]
this movie's had my brain in a vice grip all week
#super dark times#sdt#josh templeton#zach taylor#daryl and charlie are also there but this aint about them#well it is about daryl. itâs *all* about daryl at the end of the day. but ykwim#im simply a sucker for stories about best friends where everything gets sosososo fucked up đ¤ˇââď¸#sam draws shit#sam edits#<- yeah it gets both tags i opened after effects for this#this movie fell into tht sweet spot for me where it was the right combo of compelling characters who felt Real with great visuals but also#with enough moments i was like âwhat. why?â about that it keeps me thinking trying to decide how i feel about/interpret elements of it#like. i enjoyed it but it's flawed in the exact ways a piece of media needs to be for it to rotate around in my brain for a while#also i truly did NOT have the time to draw this i have so much other shit to get done but i couldnât focus until#i got this idea out of my head so. here we are
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