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autisticlee · 1 month ago

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don't you love when you dream you were stabbed or shot or fell and broke something or some other thing and wake up to some kind of severe pain that makes you wanna cry but you can't do anything about it to stop it. and bonus points if you also have to pee really bad so have to force yourself to get up 😐

also I accidentally missed my volunteering today because I tried to get up a few times but it hurt and I gave up and fell back asleep and kept getting woke up by those pain dreams fbddsjjsjjs I feel so disoriented and out of it. idk what to do about it. Just ignore it I guess 🥲 have to go back to work in a couple hours and mop up salt for 5 hours again. ugh. can the snow and cold stop existing now?????? it's so painful 🥲😭

also I can't tell if I feel like i'm going to throw up because of stomach issues or because sometimes my chronic pains seem to make me nauseous for some reason in general. or both???? I want to disappear for a while. not go back to work 😭😭😭😭

#chronic pain #lee rants #regular pain meds like ibuprofen dont work on me #once i was in so much pain i took like 10 or 12 (lost count) of them in 3 hours because they woulsnt work and i just threw up lmao #now they make my stomach hurt so i refuse to take them #so i just suffer and accept my pain #never tried stronger stuff but dont want to because reasons. also its so hard to get prescription pain meds here because #i live in an area with high rates of addiction and drug abuse and stuff so pain meds are barely prescribed now. they will deny you #actually i lied i tried some after i had a surgery. surgery area didnt hurt much but my back pain and migraines were AWFUL and #the prescription opioid did nothing for either of them. so i just never took them. i still have them. but dout you can take 5 year old meds #so i probably shouldnt try #afraid to talk to a doctor about my chronic pain since theyre all used to everyone aroujd here only seeking drugs #and heard horror stories from family about doctors and even emergency clinics denying them pain meds becasue #they were accused of faking for drugs. its so bad here. ill be labled as “drug seeker” and get ignored #even tho i dont even want them! i just want some kind of useful help so i can sleep and walk without my joints feeling like HELL.#and my muscles screaming and my nerves electrocuting me every time i move!!#sighs. all i have to do is get used to the growing pain over and over and keep learning how to ignore it

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xxplastic-cubexx · 3 months ago

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How would you redesign Headmaster Magneto? Just out pf curiousity because while he served it didn’t feel like… Erik.

i have to keep it 100 i have no idea without just. rerunning his original design but with a palette swap LOL but we try around here

#xmen #xmen comics #magneto #erik lehnsherr #snap sketches #CAUSE LIIIKEE i want to keep SOMEE elements of the headmaster look obviously #i like its design intent. or how i see its design anyway idfk .... idk what im sayin im sleepy #just gotta. throw a few more things on there .... maybe... again i dont know 😔#the bigass M just makes me think of megaman gigamix i cant even lie #having/wanting to keep this as a one piece/leotard with that big ass m is probablyl whats stumping me if im so tbh #for some reason the lack of 'underwear' and helmet really is doing a lot for it Not feeling like magneto #the helmet i get Thats His Symbol ATP but the underwear ..... girl idk Strong Man or something like that #its just awkward because headmaster magneto is Supposed to be more tame or . 'domesticated' i guess vjALKE #not less powerful but he shouldnt be as intimidating/outwardly powerful if. that makes sense???#the first thought seeing him shouldnt be 'hes going to stomp me to death' it should be. Not That LKVJAEKj #BUT AT LEAAASSST in the back of the mind being likek 'he could probably stomp me to death'#SOME power but not to a threatening degree idfk what im saying my TUMMY IS RUMBLIGN AGAIN #what did i eat todasy. i ate like five hot pockets today thats what i ate. and some grapes #idk im tired. maybe ill try this again down the line #anyway enjoy if you can. saturday is upon us which means i can DOODLE AGAIN

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euri-matsuri · 2 months ago

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cant think of a cute dialog caption . come up with one for me i trust all of your guys' judgment collectively

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solargeist · 10 months ago

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i wanna redesign Watcher Mum chat what do we Think

#BC I DONT KNOW im trying to actually think this time bc the original was random loL #i like the feathers covering most of her face bc it adds the spooky shadow #but grian just sees feathers #and all curent watchers were once players so i wanted her to still look so #seeing her with pupils is so odd. she has eyes adjgkjkadg #i also said awhile back i wanted to do four eyes instead of six bc it adds up with the symbol and wings #probably shouldnt have eyebrows but for drawing sake they're Ther #but thtey would likely be under feathers #my art #sketching #the watchers #i dont like having her skin gray. the original was like. void. with freckles n stuff but. i no longer want this

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artlatrine · 5 months ago

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those tentacles got them good!

#me arty #pregnancy kink #i figured i probably should try to make a different tag for pregnancy stuff bc like i dont want my kink art to end up in places it shouldnt #so it's pregnancy kink now

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frobby · 7 months ago

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I think it would be really funny if rin was the more helpful one around his house. Like u would think rin would be the disrespectful one who always bails on housework or mass but its actually yukio who would always have an excuse not to go or forget about chores to the point that rin just does them instinctively now

#this post lagged my phone so bad i had to save it as a draft and switch it to my computer #god is trying to stop me from spreading my 'yukio is an atheist' ideals #anyway this extends to when they live together and when they are adults to the point that rin comes over and does all the chores for yukio #cuz this created an oroboros since rin always did them as a kid now yukio doesnt have them in his brain #he tries his best tho he would neveradmit (at least in highschool) that hes kind of a boyfailure at housework #rin is a homemaker this is my truth #rin is like kinda resentful but not enough to act on it and its so deep down he doesnt even realize its there #like yeah its kinda fucked up that he would ask yukio for help setting things up for mass or doing the laundry but yukio has a busy scedule #and hes wayy smarter than rin so obviously he shouldnt waste his time on stuff like that but rin would never voice those in a negative way #rin doesnt hate helping his brother tho if yukio asked him to come over and clean his house everyday forever he would probably do it #its just the principal of yukio being a perfect angel and rin not getting any credit cuz hes doing 'thankless jobs'#and yukio kinda feels bad even tho he really did have things to do he just couldnt tell rin cuz it was exorcist work #im just writing fanfiction now #accept my okumura twin fanfiction headcanons #blue exorcist #ao no exorcist #yukio okumura #rin okumura #'blue exorcist' 'ao no exorcist' yukio okumura' 'rin okumura' are my most used tags on tumblr #am i in your hearts yet blue exorcist tumbr?🥺

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backfliips · 3 months ago

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Someone totaled my car today and I do not like being in insurance limbo

#i did all the stuff i was supposed to but im gonna call my insurance again tonorrow just to double check #i had a green light and someone left turned into me like super late #like idk how they thought they could make that turn #but my airbags all went off and my hood was a mess so i think my car is fully toast #siiiigh #:(#i dont want to have to buy a new car......#i just moved out too so dealing with this + rent + living expenses is not ideal #i wish ppl knew how to fucking drive and i still had my car.#im trying to be zen and cool about this and just go well getting mad wont solve the problem but like #if people paid attention while they were driving then i wouldnt be out a car having to use a sick day tomorrow #and i wouldnt have to probably spend more than what i get from insurance on whatever my new car will cost #and i wouldnt be having to deal with insurance and getting rides places and hopefully getting a rental car #so maybe i can be a little mad for a while and get upset for myself for once #i just roll over and accept everything all the time and while intentional apathy has gotten me this far #maybe i shouldnt cling to it forever

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g0blinm0d3 · 6 months ago

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Wisdom saga stole my voice.

#i love this saga so much but im not built for it 😭#legendary is at the very bottom of my natural register #i am not at all professionally trained and probably shouldnt be attenpting Teagan's belts but I literally cant not try.#and dont me get started on Beast Mode!Zeus #or Antonius and the suitors #epic the musical #epic the wisdom saga #the wisdom saga #wisdom saga #jorge rivera herrans #teagan earley #luke holt

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sunbloomdew · 1 year ago

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To The Moon Minisodes Eva's diary entries

In both of the minisodes if you leave out Eva's diary (so when you don't click on it while playing as Eva) you can later read it when the player controls Neil.

Minisode 1 diary entry: