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im too aftaid to google it but i hope to god the next ffvii game isnt on the ps5
#im living in ignorant bliss#i still need to play remake actually#i didnt get very far#but i know a Lot abt the plot#it makes me upset#vut cloud and his giant ass sword brings me joy#so i meed to play#itonically just like ffxv it was the incomprehensible magic system that made me not play it#kh is just so intuitive and easy to understand i wish all games were like that#i told myself i wouldnt get a pa5 until a kh game gets announced bc thats a lot of momey for a console that i wouldnt even play games on#unless ff7 is available as a computer game?#god i hope so#michi tag#im rambling#honest to god btw i think i really do need to get adhd meds#maybe just to try#im kind of tired of not doimg the things i want/need to do#that sounds like it came out if left field but i prommy its all connected in my head
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"...Walsingham, the monastic author of the St. Albans Chronicle, was by far [Alice Perrers'] harshest contemporary critic, who in his venom has (somewhat ironically) left us with the longest and most detailed account of her background and personality, her influence as Edward’s mistress, and her subsequent trial. He describes Alice as a shameless lowborn meretrix (a word variously translated as mistress, whore, or harlot), who “brought almost universal dishonour upon the king’s reputation […] and defiled virtually the whole kingdom of England with her disgraceful insolence.” Although Walsingham was not always accurate and, specifically in this case, clearly heavily biased against Alice, he nevertheless provides a truly contemporary account, and his importance as a source should not be underestimated. Likewise, the anonymous monk of St. Mary’s York recorded that in the Good Parliament the Commons (represented by their speaker, Sir Peter de la Mare) stated that it “would be of great gain to the kingdom to remove the said dame [Alice] from the presence of the king both as a matter of conscious and of the ill prosecution of the war.” During the same assembly, the bishop of Rochester, Thomas Brinton, preached from St. Paul’s Cross that “it is not fitting nor safe for all the keys of the kingdom to hang from the belt of one wife.” Although the word wife (uxoris) is used, it is widely accepted that this is a reference to Alice.”
-Laura Tompkins, '"Edward III's Gold-Digging Mistress": Alice Perrers, Gender, and Financial Power at the English Royal Court, 1360-1377", "Women and Economic Power in Premodern Courts" (edited by Cathleen Sarti). Italics by me.
#alice perrers#historicwomendaily#my post#edward iii#@ anon who asked me how much faith should we put in Walsingham's account of Alice#Walsingham is undoubtedly vicious and prejudiced (and thus not always accurate - perhaps deliberately so) where Alice is concerned#But he is also a direct contemporary eyewitness and is thus invaluable as a source. His importance can never be emphasized enough.#More importantly however - the image of Alice as a transgressive woman with improper influence who 'hijacked' the kingdom#is not merely painted by Walsingham or limited to his account#It's how these other sources - the monk at St. Mary's and the Bishop of Rochester - depicted her as well#('it is not fitting nor safe for all the keys of the kingdom to hang from the belt of one wife' is pretty telling in more ways than one)#as did contemporary literature of the time like Chaucer's 'Wife of Bath' and William Langland's Lady Meed in 'Piers Plowman'#the whole point of the Good Parliament & the Parliament after Edward III's death was to simultaneously restrict her influence & punish her#So...I'd say Walsingham's image of Alice (unfortunately) tracks with how she was widely perceived at the time#Of course that doesn't mean that this image shouldn't be reassessed and recontextualized#Misogyny and classism very demonstrably played a huge role in how Alice was regarded by contemporaries#Ormrod has also pointed out that no matter the extent of Alice's influence she would ultimately always be limited by the practical#reality of being a woman and a commoner#'Her sex and status simply did not allow her the regular and acknowledged access to power enjoyed by politically ambitious male favourites'#It is not impossible that she was 'a symbol rather than a cause' of the crisis in Edward III's late reign#And of course it's true that WERE people who defended her publicly and privately even after Edward's death as Walsingham himself admits#She can't have been as universally detested as most people think#(we should also consider Walsingham's deriding comment about her 'seductiveness' ie: she was probably very witty and charismatic)#But ofc none of this change the fact that Walsingham's image of Alice's 'impropriety' transgressiveness was a widespread one#Nor does it change the fact that this image was fundamentally rooted in the very real and impressive power she had#Alice WAS proactive and acquisitive and wildly influential (Edward III listened to her over several of his own children ffs)#She DID have more power and visibility than any other royal mistress in medieval England#She DOES seem to have acted in ways that would have been perceived as 'inverting queenship'#*That's okay*. Alice's actions & image should absolutely be recontextualized and given more sympathy than they are#but I have absolutely no intention of diminishing or downplaying them either. That's why I love her so much.
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i really think everyone should have at least one d&d character that they're unhealthily obsessed with, player character or npc. it's good for the soul i think
#I AM DRAWING MY D&D CHARACTER AND I LOVE HERRE she my baby (she is a psycho and cannibal🥰)#d&d#i am so excited to play this friday YAY#i also finally told my party that i only have 3 spell slots as a warlock and i MEED them to start taking short rests.. they are hindering me#SO MAYBE I CAN DO EXTRA GOOD NOW :D#<will face another horde of undead where all my magic is useless
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how I am. feeling at this currenrt momnent
#im so ficking exhausted#i meed to sleep for like 30 hours#and then play. statdevalley#yeah#goodnight everyone love u all
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god drund, got on skyrin and kild a dragon
#khajiit#on a horse#playing skyrim drunk#drunk skyrim#drinkies#boo#boos#mead#meed#honningbroo meederi#yum#i kil dragon#with le crossbow#i got it on sale#bc it was in my xbox#when i got it#im broke#so i got a used xobox#i hope it doent have bedbuisgs#probably npo#just incade#idk#the skyrim screenshot#wtf is wrong w me
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who up thinking about. pakige
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Did nothing all day except idle in my orbiter
#I meed xaku prime soooo bad it’s not even funny#coming back after not playing the game for so long feels odd
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OH NOOO.........OH NOOOOOOOO.............................
#i just found a video showing where five pebbles ia at the end of saint#i........were really not straying from hurt no comfort territory huh.........#i am deadass crying out of fucking grief you guys i dont think you understand#like real actual tears which i cant hold back#I HAVE KNOWN TBIS FUCKER FOR BARELY A WEEK AND A HALF HOW AM I SO INVESTED ALREADY ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ#spoilers here. god t.the obly fucking comfort is the fact that you can choose to finalky truly kill him and free him from this torture but#HOW LONG HAS HE BEEN THERE WITH THAT PEARL#PLAYING ON LOOP UNTIL IT WAS CORRUPTED AS HIS ONLY FUCKING COMFORT#I#I CANNOT DO THIS#WHY IS THIS FANDOM SO SMALL I MEED TO READ COMFORT FICS OH GOD THIS IS GOING TO DESTROY ME#i cannot under any circumstance let myself think about submas when im thinking about him. that. i havent tried and i dont want to.#i already know i will make myself sick with sadness#at least it's... healthier for now. i hope it stays that way.#rainworld: downpour spoilers#rainworld
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I really don't want to have to beg for money again but I'm afraid it might come to that
#I've been trying to pay off the same $500 on my credit card since I registered my car in February#every time I make progress either some unexpected expense comes up#or I just end up doing something stupid#i took a week off work for my mental health#but I used ''vacation'' as an excuse to spend money I had no business spending#I didn't think it was 150 fucking dollars though#but now I feel so disgusting and I hate myself and my mental health is even worse than before#I meeded that time off#and I really needed to have fun#I went out and made a friend and spent the night playing pool with him !!!!!!!!#but I spent 50 fucking dollars at the bar#so I hate myself for it and regret it#but I also hate being alone and lonely all the time and it was the first time I've gone out since February and#I NEED to have experiences and Do Things and talk to people with my mouth and nkt just my fingers#but then I remember that I'm broke and broke people don't deserve to do fun things and I shouldn't have done that#and I hate it#I hate it!!!!!!!#just last year I started Doing Things and going out and having fun and feeling more alive than ever before#and then my fucking car died#and everything has just been truly and honestly awful since the day this year started#and it feels like I'll never get to feel alive again#without literally wanting to kill myself immediately after#I can't take commissions#Ive been trying to finish this one for a month#but I can't afford to live#last night I laid in bed thinking what I can possibly eat thursday besides the spaghetti leftovers in my fridge bc that's only one meal#vent //
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omg i'm curious but what video games do you like to play?? 🤠👉👈
OMG well the last of us is my everything <3 but i also love things like horizon, jedi fallen order, genshin, final fantasy, resident evil etc i love story games sm <3 im super excited for jedi survivor the re4 remake n spiderman 2 this year !!! what games r u into 😳
#ive honestly been slacking n just playing overwatch lately bcus ive been so lazy#i meed to get back into horizon forbidden west bcus i still havent completed it lol#answered#loverjpg
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person: *shows even the slightest hint of interest in music that I enjoy*
me: ah yes a new victim muhahahaha
#this is what listening to the wonder years will do to your personality#it's fun because it's so easy to steer the conversation into that direction#mention hobbies then music then ppl wanna hear it bc they haven't heard of it#then they express even the slightest bit of positive feeling for the music#and it's done#you have been caught in my trap#you will never find peace from me mentioning them every single time i see you for the rest of your life#i can't even think about the lyrics too hard because then I'll start infodumpjng to myself in my head#and then whoops it's been hours and I've just been hyping myself up thinking about how good the music is#i already know this information. i know it's good. i still need to scream ITS SO FUCKING GOOD THO in my head every so often lest i go insane#i haven't generated this much dopamine since I was in middle school and foaming at the mouth over fandoms#anyway if you're wondering what sparked this it's bc i made the mistake of listening to hum again this morning#then you're listening to wyatts song and thinking of screen door and whoops time to go listen to greatest generation in full again i guess#and do not even get me started on cardinals ii#you go from brothers & right into cardinals so it flows perfectly and then into cardinals ii and that is the peak of human emotion#i meed them to play all three in a row live and i need it to be recorded so i can listen to it even though the pure bliss may kill me#it just hits different when it's live bc in the studio version the drums stop when going from brothers & into cardinals#but the drums keep fucking going in the live versions there's an actual climactic peak where it fades right into the next and it is perfect#and they have live recordings going from brothers & to cardinals and cardinals to cardinals ii#but afaik they haven't played all three in a row yet. mayhaps next year......#though experiencing that live would probably permanently alter my brain#yes i am aware that i am very insane about them i cannot stop it and it is incurable#actually literally better than drugs imo#anyway look at me getting sidetracked on what was supposed to be a short tumblr break between studying for exams#i probably shouldn't listen to twy when im trying to focus on something else lol#you get into music bc it's the only hobby where you can enjoy it without dedicating extra time to it#and then it ends up taking over your thoughts and time way more than just doing regular people hobbies would have done#music#mine
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finally trying out the saturn version of sotn bc of that one recent big patch and a general interest in replaying it
its pretty neat so far all the minor changes due to either regional or system differences are really interesting
besides the dxc dub and very minor annoyances with how hacks work (eg how the text scrolls, since they seemingly just replaced the japanese characters into chunks of the english words, making it look really choppy), i really like this version and might try to play it like this more often
#unless i end up liking the xbox 360 version more iirc i haven't gotten further than the alchemy lab last i played that one#hopefully someone will replace the dialogue with the original it shouldn't be the hardest job but for all the people that can do it it woul#probably be a waste and all the people that /really/ want it likely don't have the skills to do so#ngl maybe they should've just left it untranslated maybe except for some menus that meeded it bc then at least it would be a brand new#experience for me with how the voices sound hell the compressed audio is still the japanese audio
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if I had money, I would pay someone to rewrite heaven official's blessing, but lesbian. if I was rich, i'd pay someone to turn it into a whole manga
#lee text#i want strong beautiful hot woman hua cheng. i dont find him *that* interesting now tbh. but if he was hot girl....#im still aroace i promise. i just appreciate pretty girl fhjdjjsksks#in general i find strong cool mysterious etc girl characters more appealing#and the whole story would be fun to see as lesbian. how would that play out hmmmm#imagine men flirt with girl xie lian and girl hua cheng just hot girls his way onto their throats#yeah im aroace but id want woman hua cheng to be my fictional gf. cool strong mysterious woman who can protect you#but is also a bit of a pathetic wet dog sometimes. why is hua cheng kinda boring to me but if you change his gender id love him 🤣#i dont get it. i think its funny. where was i going with this???? i was goijg to say something else and went off track and now i forgot#anyway im still waiting for someone to turn the last book (i think thats all thats left?) into am audiobook#the one i was listening to isnt finished. the person hasnt uploaded any for like 5 months. the only other ones ive found are not finished#or they are read by ai robot goofle translate sounding voice and i cannot stand that shit lmao#its impossible to listen to. why would anyone do that.#i just want to finish it. let me finish it!!!!! i dont have the brain power to read it myself so i meed to listen
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PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE OELASE PELzerPLEADR PLEWSE PLAS PLEASR MORE P LINKS WITH BATFAM😭😭😭😭😭 I ENERRIY YINFN$.,,, I MEED IT I NEED IT
Batfamily | p links part three
(Gotta be logged into Twitter for links to work)
Nsfw 18+, had lots of requests for various members of the batfamily so I’m combining them all, part one and two
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Bruce Wayne:
Says he wants you to be loud when he fucks you in a hotel to keep up his playboy image…but really he just loves to hear you
In his fancy car
He’s huge…but that’s expected
One time when Alfred took a rare day off, you wanted to cook dinner for the both of you…and Bruce loved the image of you more than he should have
When he caught you sunbathing in the garden
Dick Grayson:
Yeah he’s defo the type to play chase atlantic on his speakers while you’re both at it
He offers you a massage…
Blow him when he’s had a bad day
You’re the one who kept making comments about how he’d be ‘such a great dad’…are you surprised this is how you ended up?
When the tabloids took pictures of Bruce Wayne’s eldest buying this in a sex shop, he was trending on Twitter for days
Jason Todd:
Loves fingering you like this, so he has full access to watching your twitching hole
Loves an alt girl
He’s got big hands, and he loves to just see the size difference
This is so him, he takes pleasure in your pleasure
Has you hold your cheeks open so he can see just how big he is compared to you
Tim Drake:
sub tim sub tim sub tim
He just thinks you’re soooo pretty in a skirt!! He can’t help it!!!
Sometimes he’s in a rougher mood
This screams Tim vibes honestly
You film this, and send it to him when you want to tease him while he’s away
#dc#dc smut#p links#bruce wayne x you#bruce wayne x reader#bruce wayne smut#bruce wayne#dick grayson x you#dick grayson x reader#dick grayson smut#dick grayson#jason todd x you#jason todd imagine#jason todd x reader#jason todd smut#jason todd#red hood x reader#red hood smut#red hood#nightwing x reader#nightwing smut#nightwing#tim drake x fem!reader#tim drake x you#tim drake x reader#tim drake smut#tim drake#red robin
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LoboCorp just crashed and I hope we all blow up forever
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ive played minecraft for so long (not rlly) that scrolling through posts feels like climbing up a ladder. to me
#ro rambles#it wasnt ghat long.#few hours#but it was very repetitive so that affed tp it.#playing a mod oack where u r simpaly surrounded by stome just stone. n u mine.#wanted something cute and mice to look at to play but i settled for repetitive and simple#acurrently trying to mine imto amother dimension#dunno what y level i meed to reach.#fuck it we ball n all that#arm hursy#i dont think im gojnb to achool tomorrow and actually anytime i have my period.#which is pretty cool i think. you know. aside from the agonies.#so fun huperfocusing on stuff that havibg brain be stuck in that mode.#once i played plants vz zombies for eight hoyrs or so and i hallucinated the music playing outside the bathroom dopr (i foegor to pee)#when i laid down i could play al the sounds in my head perfectly#i love plants vs zombies (the original)#so fun.....#been on a bit pf a modded minecraft kick lately my computer he worms very hard he pants amd i fee bad but he is doing wel...#proud of it#oh how i love games with dtrong core mechanics pr whatever#minecraft pvz cooking games merging games............ so cool#ok my arm hurts a lot kind oc not really i stop typing now. bye i love u
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