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hiya z, i was wondering. you bring out such amazing fics and they always seem so well thought out, especially your longer ones, so i just wanted to ask how much time does it take you to finish them?
thank you for the question bb, i'm always here to answer them hehehe
it probably depends on two things.
how much inspiration do i have
how much time do i have
obviously, the writing process will be faster if i have more ideas, otherwise I'll just sit in front of my computer and do nothing, or get constantly distracted. but then i also actually have to have the time to do that :)
when both variants are on my side, then i can definitely whip out a few thousand words a day, so then i can write a fic in like 3-4 days, and that would be then around 15k? maybe?? maybe a bit longer, but it depends. I've had times where it took me weeks to write one page, but i've also once written 16k in less than 24 hours.
today i've written 3k, but i also had to do a bunch of homework and i kept getting distracted. last week i wrote my escort au fic (13k) in around 3 days. it all depends
#now that my classes are back on#but my inspiration is flowing#im basically using up every single free moment to write#so i can finish this shit for yall#thanks for the question again#uglypastels answers#anon
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"You better leave your hopes behind,
No one's gonna stop him"
This WIP is no longer a WIP lol, this thing has been unfinished for 2 months and i finally got to continue it :DD!
anyways this is basically me being inspired by my classmate drawing a frame from the musical so i thought "Hey! that would be fun to do", it was not fun to do when you have multiple art deadlines y'all
Left is rendered with background, right is the initial base colors (didnt like the color of pete's pants lol)
#yes i know richie's hair is kinda bluish green but hfvhadjhavd it worked out#i still dont know how to fucking do background and i dont give a rat's ass abt it#i am very proud of myself for finishing this actually#starkid#starkid npmd#hatchetfield#hatchetverse#team starkid#starkid nerdy prudes must die#nerdy prudes must die#npmd#hatchetfield universe#nerdy prudes fanart#nerdy prudes must die fanart#ruth fleming#richie lipschitz#peter spankoffski#npmd ruth#npmd peter#npmd pete#pete spankoffski#npmd richie#UAUGH im so tired yall#its finally over i can finally draw more silly goofy shit
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I was born knowing you
For as long as he could remember, Jon has always been his god.
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Elias reminisces about his childhood, and considers his first meeting with the eye.
(Also on ao3)
For as long as he could remember, Jon has always been his god.
The memories should be hazy, centuries old now. But that day, in early autumn, when the air was just cooling down, he remembers.
Jonah was eight years old. He sat alone at the edge of the schoolyard, drawing patterns in the mud with a stick. A thick oak tree and a set of buss hid him from view. But still, he liked to be alone. It was easier that way. Kids couldn't hurt him if he was alone. It made it easier to watch, too.
The other kids fascinated him. Even when they shoved him and pulled at his hair. he didn't know why. Maybe it was the way they looked back when they chased each other, or the way they would whisper gossip, checking if anyone was listening. He usually was. But they never noticed him. Mostly. He knew a lot, from simply being invisible.
It was when they noticed him that was dangerous. Its why he's hiding right now. after being shoved into the mud and having pebbles thrown at him from one of his many bullies, he ran here. They haven found him yet.
He wipes away a tear with his muddy sleeve, then the blood on his forehead with the inside of it. He sniffles, drawing flowers and cats and eyes into the dirt, crouched away from the chaos.
He always preferred to watch.
He isn't sure how long it had been there, how long he hadn't noticed it, but he remembers feeling a gust of wind being blocked by something to his side, and when he looked up, there was a man crouching next to him. Looking at him.
A man with black clothes and an eye floating just above where his head should be.
It stared at him, unblinking. A green iris scanning. Then it looked over to the other children playing, and the group of boys that hurt him. It stared back at Jonah, and a deep humming rang around him, then it pointed at the boys.
Jonah nodded. Yes. He thought, They are the ones who hurt me.
He didn't know how he understood the man. He just did. An unexplainable knowing in his mind.
And this man was angry.
The man with eye for a head looked back at the boys, staring hard as they swung high in their swing, standing and yelling. Bragging more likely.
The instigator, the one who pushed Jonah and threw the first rock, he was the highest. And the loudest.
The man stared. And stared. And stared. Until the boy was as high as he could go.
Then the chain snapped, and even Jonah, far as he was, could hear the crack of his his head as he landed.
Then the screaming started, and Jonah stood from his hiding spot and watched in morbid fascination.
Its odd, because the man beside him could not speak, had no mouth to do so. And yet, Jonah heard him gasp. A brief, quick little sound. Like he was surprised with himself, With his actions. But when Jonah tore his eyes away from the gory scene in front of him to look, the man was gone.
It was his first meeting with his god. And with Jon. Jon who had saved him from this boy. It would be centuries before he knew what that name would mean to him.
But it was also the first time he had watched someone die. Watched them bleed. Heard the crunch and the screams. The first time he felt satiated in watching.
And something in him just Knew there would be much more of it in his future.
#jonah magnus#elias bouchard#jon sims#the magnus archives#tma podcast#tma#hi so remember how i wanted more fics about jonahs childhood#well i wrote one#be the change you want to see in the world yall#anyway its also uhhh#jonelias#not explicitly just implied via obsession#I COULDN'T HELP IT OK#can you belive im posting another fic#after literal MONTHS#i literally have a descendants fic finished and ready for posting and i post this shit instead#I WROTE THIS IN A DAY#SIGH why am i like this
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Listen to the Audio Previous Chapter | Next Chapter
Read the Story Index | First Chapter | Current Chapter
OMG THIS FREAKING CHAPTER AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! *Deep Breaths* I have been trying to upload this particular chapter for nearly a month JESUS CHRIST IT'S OVER ITS DONE ITS UPLOADED I NEVER NEED TO TOUCH THIS FILE EVER AGAIN! *Falls flat on face*
The Art of Love and War is written by @fireflywritesgt and the audio reading is recorded and posted with permission.
#good lord on high give me mercy#I recorded chapter three forever ago#then went on vacation before i can finish editing it#i come back#then i realize#oh shit#the quality sounds terrible#i need to rerecord the whole thing#THEN WHAT HAPPENS??????#I CATCH A COLD#IM NASALY AND COUGHING AND CONGESTED FOR OVER TWO WEEKS#I"M STILL COUGHING#You will hear said coughing in this chapter's blooper reel#g/t#giant/tiny#gt#giant tiny#borrowers#mighty records#the art of love and war#taolaw#TAoLaW audio#anyways four is already recorded#recorded it at the same time as three and the quality is perfect#just need to edit it now so it should be up sooner rather than later#thanks yall for ur patience#also sorry to o grady#totally gave up on the irish accent#We are going the Conan O’Brien route#just trust me on this one
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so in the past month-ish there have been two separate instances where a friend of mine has had reason to show me that the fandoms I enjoy (namely star trek and a niche book series I'm obsessed with) have thriving fanfiction communities (context: While I did already know this about Star Trek, I have never read fanfiction or dove into that corner of the internet b/c I find it a little intimidating lol)
Anyways I've been thinking about Star Trek Voyager a little too much, specifically the ending and how unsatisfying it is.
There's a little voice in the back of my head telling me to spend what little free time I have writing something from the perspective of various crewmembers like a month after the Voyager gets back to Earth. It would inevitably be bad and I know this but like what iffffff?????????
#Like I could have all these scenes where the crew deals with the little shit of normal life after literally 7 years of being on high alert#Especially Janeway#And obviously I'd throw in some Janeway/Chakotay fluff because cannon can go jump in a lake#And OOOUUUGHHH!!! 7 of 9 dealing with being in a fucking society all of a suddennnnnnnn#But like beyond that. I feel like there was so much story to tell about these people that the show just didn't address#They get back to Earth and it just fades to black. That's lame#I'm just such a perfectionist when it comes to my own writing so IDK if working with pre-existing characters would help or make it worse#Who knows. If in a month I come back to this post and say something like “lol guess what I just finished writing” yall can make fun of me#fanfiction#star trek#star trek voyager#star trek: voyager#kathryn janeway#captain janeway#7 of 9#seven of nine#voyager#st voyager
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I love making JD ocs, cause they could be anything and anyone you want them to be! It's doesn't matter what (Just Dance can be so random sometimes so yeah-)
For example (bad drawings ahead cause i can't draw):
#after finishing this i can't stop laughing#this is some of their lore-#theres more where that came from-#i cant draw for shit so this is the best i got-#idk if i'll post about them after this#but if yall like you can ask questions about them#i'll try my best to answer them#just dance#just dance 2023#just dance 2024#jd wanderlust#just dance oc#idk if i'll delate this later#i really gotta stop feeling bad about these kinds of posts lol
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one piece is crazy fr like what do you mean you’re following up Everyone’s Dead™️ with Objectifying Women: The Arc™️
#bruh :/#im bout to vent cause im mad about it rn sorry#op fans there are many good elements to your series outside of this and i love u sorry im about to talk shit about it#pls abandon ship now and stop reading my tags to avoid if you want#anyway#once i put a certain amount of time into something i usually commit to finishing it#but this arc is like 👌 this close to making me abandon the whole series like wtf is this#i know i KNOW sexist shit is like practically unavoidable in anime but this is a LOT jesus christ#i want to punch a WALL#like wtf do you think women ARE#i want to attack and kill#everyone who has ever told me that naruto is worse than one piece about women owes me 500 dollars rn#like it’s BAD and i would have been mad about this either way#but i think im extra salty because ive had SO many people praise one piece women at me#and i was like doubtful cause ya know LOOK at them#but i LISTENED because everyone was so insistent the women are good and it’s not bad with that kinda thing#which was a BETRAYAL because seriously wtf is this😤#ughhhhh i CANT watch this HOW am i supposed to watch this#why do i have to watch the creepy island of women cluelessly mess with unconscious mans dick trope i canttttttttt#the answer is i DONT have to watch it and i want to STOP#how are yall watching this i still havent even forgiven thriller barks invisible man nami bath scene#like yall i canttttttttt#my ‘fiction that treats women like shit’ tolerance is too low for this#ughhh really at a loss here because so much time already committed and i was enjoying it aside from this#but i really CANNOT keep watching if the bar gets any lower and idk if it even CAN get lower#sorry sorry okay vent over this just#REALLY pissed me off#cause it kinda blindsided me i think
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i think the people complaining about wonderful precure not having combat are kinda funny cuz ive literally only seen futari wa and wonderful and im currently watching wonderful precure and futari wa max heart at the same time and enjoying both of them
#Idk why yall want these girls to beat the shit out of animals so much#They have combat capabilities they just arent using them cuz like...theyre fighting animals who remember being beat up#The moral is dont beat up animals#Also wonderful precure is a little girls show on a clear small budget#I get its not as exciting as soaring sky but sometimes its okay to be a little girls show for little girls#It can still be fun#If anyone remembers my last pretty cure post yes im still on futari wa max heart#Im bad at watching anime and i took like a year break after finishing futari wa cuz i didnt really like the second half#I mean i did it was just kinda boring cuz it got extended u know what i mean?#The vaild complaint is that satoru isnt a precure im part of the justice for satoru campaign him and daifuku need to be midseason cures#I mentioned satoru to my friend and she thought i was talking about gojo and i was like no the yuri guy from wonpre#Anyways#wonderful precure#pretty cure#futari wa precure
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i swear to god the next time i think "oh i feel and function much better now, maybe i dont need my meds anymore" i NEED to remember that that is the DEVIL SPEAKING and that the REASON i feel and function better is BECAUSE the meds are IN my system and that the NEXT COURSE OF ACTION is NOT to REMOVE the from my system but to KEEP THEM THERE good god
#I AM SO SHARP AND PRODUCTIVE THESE DAYS IT IS INSANE I#I FEEL LIKE HOW I FELT WHEN I FIRST GOT INTO TOT SO SHARP AND CREATIVE AND WRITING AND ONLY NOW DO I RMEMBER THAT#THAT WAS ALSO WHEN I STARTED MY MEDS#THEN I WENT OFF THEM IN FEB-MARCH 2022#IMMEDIATE DIP IN PRODUCTIVITY AND MOOD. AS IF. MAYHAPS. THE MEDS BEING IN ME H E L P E D#AND THEM NOT BEING IN ME DID NOT HELP#I CRACKED THE CODE. THE ANSWER IS THAT I WAS AN IDIOT#dootdootdoot#sorry for the capitalized yelling but this felt like the expanding brain meme for me. guys. guys ive Written#i /wrote and finished a fic/#it's for a zine so i cant post it yet yall have to get the tot olympians zine (@olympianszine) to read this one#and then i sTARTED A NEW FIC AND I HAVE 1.5K WORDS oN THAT#and thats on top of everythng ive been working on for the nxx comp vol 2 and work and life#damn. what a good set of meds can do to a mfer. why was i so angsty about going on meds again i need this shit tf
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i am slow cooking the most delicious of concoctions in the kitchen rn
(my tags are so long lol whole half ass recipe down there)
#idk its some bastardized recipe for something called mongolian beef#well can it really be called bastardized when i actually fuckin improved it#like all there was originally was fucking soy sauce garlic brown sugar and onion#LITERALLY NO SEASONING#so i took my earned skills and actuallly made it good#the sauce is now flavorful and doesnt taste like garlic soywater#(the meat gets slow cooked in the sauce thats how i know how the sauce tastes)#added a teeny bit of mustard powder and cumin(half TBsp) added some ginger and onion powder(TBsp) and upgraded garlic to black garlic(TB)#it contained 1/2 cup of soy and 1/3 cup of Brown sugar#also replaced the water with beef broth(half cup)#theres also some oil(i did reg Veggie oil cause i dont like Sesame/ 1TB)#you serve ontop some seasoned/fried rice and mixed peppers/veggies thatve been lightly seasoned and fried in a skillet#the meat(1 1/4 Lb.) gets cleaned and sliced into strips#you leave the strips in a heavy salt solution to leach it/tenderize it(you can use other methods but this was what i had on hand) then rins#(you leave it in the solution for ATLEAST 30 minutes)#pat the strips down dry and using a 1/4 cup of Corn starch you coat the strips entirely#you then put the meat into your sauce and stir it around until the meat is entirely covered in it#then slow cook for however long you want(im doing 8 hours for some REAL tender shit)#alot of these measurements were eyed balled (except starch and liquids)[im skilled at this]#i will update yall once ive tasted the finished product#i went a little light on the seasoning but i dont have certain ingredients i want/can obtain so i had to make do(plus my parents cant shiit#DO NOT ADD EXTRA SALT TO THE DISH#leaching the meat and the soy sauce already has enough salt content#THE STARCH IS NECESSARY PART OF THE DISH#you can achieve black garlic by slow cooking regular garlic FOR WEEKS#longer = better#also i recommend using minced Ginger instead of powder for better flavour
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Can you draw Taesoo?
here you go!! thank u for requesting <3 i didnt read the fic but i did see the main ship and description :]
uh... i was going to try to illustrate this into a comic but it turned out rlly ugly and my cutesy artstyle really can't do sexual tension stuff LMAO so i just leaned really heavily into the cuteness
(also i thought it would be funny to have a contrast of a serious drawing next to a cute drawing)
#lookism#taesoo ma#hudson ahn x daniel park#daniel park#hudson ahn#henriettamiss#requests#can i be honest. i finished the taesoo ma drawing like a week or sumn after i got the request (so like a month ago...)--#but i didnt want to post it on its own bc i wanted to post it next to the daniel x hudson drawing for what i said; a funny contrast lol#also bc theyre requests from the same person so i just wanted em both out at the same time u_u''#alas.... my time was taken up by personal projects and school shit but now im gonna try to finish up my requests!!!#again much apologies for taking so long to reply 😭😭😭😭#on that same note i thank yall for the patience <33
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so
i'm officially into alan wake now
#alan wake#been very very curious about AW2 but wanted to play the other games first to see what i thought#(and to get caught up on the lore bc remedy seem like they really care and put a lot of effort into it)#and HOLY GOD YALL I AM IN THIS SHIT#combat? not my favourite. kinda got bored of it by the end of the dlc#i didn't even finish the signal because of how bs it was i will not lie#(american nightmare fixed a lot of my problems with it though so that was nice)#but the story. the plot. i am SAT.#starting control tomorrow and cannot fucking WAIT to see where it leads lets fucking gooooooooo#once i finally play 2 i am going to be insufferable i can just tell#i don't want to start my dark urge bg3 playthrough until patch 7 comes out so this is tiding me over 😈#also: im playing a shooter?? for real???? who am i
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oh when did that happen...
#THANKS GANG! i dont know when or why this happened but im glad u like my silly once in a blue moon art posts#i need to completely redo my personal tags Ugh my blog is a mess#um I want to post more art eventually but A) i havent made a solid drawing in a month and B) ivr finished writing 2 fanfics in my life Total#and they were oneshots.... For Sam & Max. looks away#executive dysfunction sux Boo i wld lovr to be able to finish writing smth else literally Ever. i have so many cool fic and au ideas#and i get so embarrassed or straight up forget abt stuff i do finish. like... shivers. Freakyverse#aka an abandoned utmv project between a friend group that kinda fell apart but Hey what can u do#namedropping varyswap simply bc i want to have it somewhere public that it does exist and im not crazy when i inevitably lose the google doc#sighs wistfully at the dozens to hundreds of google doc wips i have#i have so much i want to share but i dont even have enough written down for a full chapter of smth...#i would be fine posting abandoned wips if there was Enough for me to be satisfied with#its all messy drafts and half finished plot lines and i barely ever end up completing an entire scene#and. i dont like posting unorganized ideas in public spaces. i guess. idk#screams into a pillow#edit i have 3 finished fanfics total. wrote that 3rd one when i was 9-10. it was a utmv s/i fic abt her and her friends dying. head in hands#shoves my su fic ideas doc behind my back#so like... kicks the floor. anyone else insanely attached to concepts where characters are split into Pieces of themselves etc because#yeah im that person and i also like time travel and undead characters so you can imagine what my su ideas doc looks like rn#sorry i forgot this was a post abt how i have 150 followers#I WLD DO SOMETHING SPECIAL BUT ALAS#yall arent getting shit. Sorry. havent even gotten to the simple doodle requests in my inbox yet#love u xo#rabbit squeaks
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What the fuck was I on when I wrote this "That he's not just a planet destined to forever orbit the sun, but doomed to never get close without catastrophic consequences." And how can I get more of it?????
#im reading back to keep writing#i was on some shit#theres a lot of physics references for some reason#but dude i wanna finish this just so yall can read it lol#put them in the pressure cooker fic#thoughts thoughts thoughts
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good morning team nina! i’m sorry for being a little here nor there, I WANT TO BE HERE REALLY BAD! but my laptop actually finally stopped turning on, which thanks a lot, rest in pieces ( oF SHIT, i Hated that thing! i will say its v hard to answer my asks without a laptop…smh)
but more importantly and the shit Cherry on top of Shit Mountain rn is, i’m currently pretty fkn sick bc one of the kids got me which already sucked…then halfway through yesterday i…completely??
Lost My Voice???
LIKE ITS GONE!!!???
tldr: i sound like an insane v foul demonic cross between roz from monsters inc and a cursed squeaky toy getting run over by a million cars on the highway and i can’t hit any notes higher than like a Bass in choir??? horrifying
but yeah my chest feels like a trash compactor or is that just my cold dead heart beatin idk what’s that like i'm evil n i made jk in my image
i lied im very rs-coded
#nina speaks#me: yapping and complaining#me: LITERALLY HAS NO VOICE???#yesterday while i waited to take my hoevid test#i covered Earth Wind and Fire for the rant girls IT WAS SO FUNNY#I LITERALLY LIKE CANT SPEAK ABOVE A HOARSE WHISPER#i didn’t even notice until my kinders were like#uh miss nina u sound weird#and i was im baby that’s a little mean#not all of us can be raven or crimson dawn#AND THEN I REALIZED ITS GONE ITS ACTUALLY GONE#HOLY FUCK#they are dunking on me LIKE YALL DID THIS#but yeah working on asks on my phone#i want to do the whump sick fic one while im ill#pls note i had a dream last night#and i know it was a dream bc ravenstan was doing toolshed boy stuff#hot boy shit#and fixing something in the cd house#and jerseys nose started bleeding like an anime character#blessed i love toolshed raven he’s so handy#have u seen jersey with a wrench? no? there’s a reason#he’s useless it’s a weapon it cannot be used to make ikea furniture he will start yelling and rage quit#and rs finish it in…five seconds and it’ll be light work#jersey fully willing to submit his work late to pull up a chair and watch#he is insane anyways it was a really good dream#please pray i get better lmaO i feel horrible
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You ever find an old WIP you hadn’t quite forgotten about but you didn’t fully remember the details and just get sucker punched from sentence to sentence?
#this is awful why did I write this#its 14k of unrelenting angst holy shit and Im only about halfway done#I am in pain#I'm half tempted to finish so i can inflict this suffering on yall
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