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HERE'S TO JERKING OFF, CRANKING IT, AND VAGINAL FINGERING!!!!!
#WOOO!!!!#mdni#so glad to be alive#<- i was initially typing so glad to have evolved with fingers that allow this to happen but SURE YEAH HELL YEAH MAN#SO GLAD TO BE ALIVE AND GOING HOG WILD ON THAT THANG
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things i did today:
busk for half an hour and make $30
go to the local flower festival and use money from busking to get tickets for the ferris wheel
use the last of our silver coins to buy a snackpack
fuck in an alleyway
bump into my ex housemate in the city and bum cigs off him, get invited to join him for drinks and cones with mates
say no and bus home in time for dinner
pat my dog
hug my mum
sum photos from today + the songs we busked
#upl#txt#journals#it was my first time ever busking#so many kids loved us one even asked to take a photo with us it made my heart warm#so glad to be alive#even tho october is the worst month for me#actually all the end of year months suck but sh#im an eternally grateful person
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lead balloon (the tumblr post that saved me)
if this comic resonated with you, it would mean the world to me if you donated to this palestinian family's escape fund.
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no creative notes because this isn't that kind of comic.
I know I don’t owe any of you anything but I still felt compelled to write about my long term absence. And I feel far enough away from the dangerous spot I was in to be able to make this comic. I have a therapist now, and she agreed that making this could be a very cathartic gesture, and the start of properly leaving these thoughts behind me. I am still, at seemingly random times, blindsided by fleeting desires to kill myself. They’re always passing urges, but it’s disarming, and uncomfortable. I worry sometimes that my brain’s spent so long thinking only about suicide that it’s forgotten how to think about anything else. Like, now that I've opened that door for myself, I'll never be able to fully shut it again. But I’m trying my best to encourage my mind in other directions. We'll see how that goes.
I am still donating all proceeds from my store to Palestinian causes. So far, I've donated over $15K, not including donations coming from my own pocket or the fundraising streams which jointly raised around $10K. In the time since I made my initial post about where this money would be going, the focus has shifted from aid organisations to directly donating to escape funds.
If you'd like to do the same, you can look at Operation Olive Branch, which hosts hundreds of Palestinian escape funds or donate to Safebow, which has helped facilitate the safe crossing and securing of important medical procedures for over 150 at-risk palestinians since the beginning of the genocide.
#cw: suicidal ideation#cw: suicide#cw: self harm#cw: mental health#cw: depression#i made the balloon the main representation of my self destructive urges for a reason but im not going to explain it#i tried to keep a lot of the details in this vague#it would be my worst nightmare if this comic encouraged someone to hurt themselves#so. please dont#for a long time even the thought of making this comic felt so insipid and narcissistic#with the state of the world as it is#having the only threat to your life be yourself felt so privileged and trite and shameful#but doing this comic made me sit down and process things in full#and im just. very grateful i didn't give in to my thoughts back when i sincerely felt i'd be more useful to the world dead#i also feel the need to say that this wont represent everyone's battle with mental illness. its unfortunately different for all of us#there is no fix-all#and im afraid this might be one of those comics that either resonates a lot or misses the target by a mile#i made it for myself foremost. and now that its done im glad i did it#thank you for reading#and please stay alive#stillindigo art#stillindigo comics
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I just wanna say bc I KNOW you're somewhere on tumblr, to the teenage girl who attended Take Your Kid To Work Day at an office building in Ontario, Canada circa 2013 and had a conversation with a middle aged woman in which you showed her your Black Veil Brides fanart and fanfics and ship content and told her about different fanfic tropes including a/b/o verse bc she happened to know who Panic! at The Disco and Fallout Boy were and thus you felt the need to show her your bandblr ship art, that was my fucking mother and I had to clarify all that to her including looking my mother in the eye and trying to explain a/b/o verse without sounding like a lunatic.
It's been 10 years and I still regularly sent evil energies in your direction. Since you'd be probably two years younger than me and thus legally an adult now, please know if this post reaches you it's on sight.
#she cornered me in the car and asked what shipping was and i almost had a fucking heart attack#imagine being like 16 years old and habing to explain knotting to your mother#random emo music girl I'm glad you had fun talking about your Band Guys to my mother#bc i also attended take your kid to work day at that office and i know how boring it was#but christ alive why did you have to fuck me like that?#anyways i hope this post reaches you so at the very least you know i think about you at least once a week#this has been weighing on me for ten years#im almost tempted to blaze this post
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Then let me ask you this, Daniel Molloy. What's the next thing you remember? You eviscerating Lestat.
INTERVIEW WITH THE VAMPIRE | 2.05
#iwtv#interview with the vampire#iwtv amc#louis de pointe du lac#daniel molloy#iwtvedit#tvedit#dailyflicks#*#i love this little exchange for some reason#im so glad theyre doing tons of cocaine and keeping each other alive forever
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[Day 341] Despite everything
#dddaily4sherin#desert duo#grian#goodtimeswithscar#double life#double life smp#trafficblr#traffic smp#isdoodles#(I'm glad youre here with me)#(I'm glad you're still alive)#time set at when they just escaped from the tower thingy and got to the cave#sorry this is SO MESSY BUT I FELT LIKE LEAVING IT MESSY LOL
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HANDS UP!!! YOURE UNDER ARREST!!!!
#a Little furfur doodle#to prove I’m still alive#im done with commas for now so I’ll have more time to draw go stuff!!#Orange you glad#anyway#furfur#good omens furfur#demon furfur#good omens 2#good omens fanart#good omens#good omens season 2#doodle#art#artwork#my art#fanart#digital art#drawing#comic#fan comic
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YOOHANKIM RAAAGHH I LOVE THEM SO MUCHHH UGRHGRHGR I ughh i just ugh i love them so MUCH i love them i want them to be happy so bad
#not to be dramatic but im so glad i am alive at this point in time so i could read their story#i used to think id be so much happier if i was living in the world of pokemon but if the pokemon world didnt have orv novel then i wouldnt#wanna go anymore#orv#omniscient readers viewpoint#omniscient reader#omniscient reader fanart#orv fanart#kim dokja#kdj#han sooyoung#yoo joonghyuk#yhk#yoohankim#joongdok#yoohan#doksoo#crit's art: orv
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you guys you guys you GUYS!!!! these are the same person
they are the same person!!!!
and this may seem like a shitpost but i'm actually feeling quite emotional about it
#he has come so far!!!!!!!!!! his growth arc is so SPECIAL#I’m so lame about this and sorry to be dramatic but like FUCK I’m so glad he’s alive and made it to today#and gets to be this goofy cunty playful self whenever he wants to be#dan howell#dan and phil
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I’M LEGIT TEARING UP RIGHT NOW 🥹🥹🥹😭😭😭
MY BOIS ARE BACK THE MARIO AND LUIGI RPGS ARE BACK OMG I CAN’T BELIEVE THIS RN 😭😭😭
#AFTER ALL THESE YEARS OF WORRYING THE RPG DIED WITH ALPHADREAM#IT’S BACK#AND IT’S A NEW GAME TOO 😭😭#ALL THE BELOVED RPGS ARE MAKING A RETURN#WE HAD SUPER MARIO RPG#WE HAD PAPER MARIO TTYD#NOW WE HAVE THIS#CAN SOMEBODY PINCH ME#I NEED TO MAKE SURE I’M NOT DREAMING#WHAT A FREAKING TIME TO BE A MARIO FAN#…*whew*#now I have extra motivation to finish replaying Bowser’s Inside Story and finally play Dream Team and Paper Jam#I am SO glad releases like this are gonna help keep my Mario hyperfixation alive as we wait for the movie sequel#mario and luigi#mario#luigi#nintendo direct
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my piece for @thecodywanzine! thanks to the mods who let me go completely ham and cheese on this bad boy. this one's about living longer than you ever expected and not knowing what to do with it
#they're having a leftover sale with free shipping if you want a ridiculous amount of art and merch for an insanely low price#codywan#commander cody#obi-wan kenobi#star wars#comics#codywan zine#i went kinda nuts with the sun symbolism on this one. even i feel like its hamfisted but like listen am i not going to self-indulge#if not in a shipping zine piece then where#hope and love and the sun and etc can be an. omelette. spanish omelette specifically. that you share with your fambly#food cw#its also about looking at your best friend over a table and going. i lvoe you. i love you. i want to spend the rest of my life with you#i want to see the future with you. im so glad we're both alive even though i thought we'd both be dead by now#bytebun draws#lets not talk about the way there is zero consistency in my art style. <3
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cheering the other 8 gin enjoyers out there (him meeting sanji again to eat his fried ricee orz)
#one piece#one piece fanart#gin one piece#blackleg sanji#vinsmoke sanji#ough i love him orz im glad he's alive and kicking#even if he's still with krieg and pearl LMAO idk it's funny#before zosan there was the og gin and sanji lmao even the first time watching it when i was young i was like damn these two are so tragic
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I am so happy right now the world is so cool and full of love everyone have a great tuesday holy shit
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lighthearted.
if this comic resonated with you, please consider donating to this palestinian escape fund (vetted by @/nabulsi and @/el-shab-hussein) as it is less than $7,000 away from it's goal.
i turn 24 today. To celebrate, I made this comic to be a spiritual successor to lead balloon, a comic in which I talked about the darkest period of my life so far.
A lot has changed since my 23rd birthday and this one. My priorities have shifted a lot, in ways that I think are mostly good. But i think the best part about today is that suicide has gone back to being a far away notion. I'm really lucky, and I'm grateful for that.
#yet another largely personal comic that kind of only has real impact to maybe four people#it's crazy what a difference a few months makes#and a trip to the beach that makes you glad you're still alive.#the last page is just me drawing my friends and I as our respective art sonas#credit to my best friend for inventing the designs#i keep copying their shit but its their fault for always having good ideas#ugghhh i love the people in my life so much and im so thankful for them#one of my friends gave me a vintage camera for my birthday#im going to take so many photos i could paper my walls with them#thank you for reading#stillindigo art#stillindigo comics
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genuinely would love for some of the "both parties are the same" people to name me a single election in the entirety of the twenty first century where the outcome for the country wouldn't have been better if a democrat had won
#personal#like come on we all know shit would have been amazingly better if the supreme court hadn't couped al gore#kerry would have also been infinitely better than bush too#i'm very glad we got two years of obama rather than a mccain presidency or a romney presidency#and honestly if you think hillary would have been worse than trump or that biden has been worse than trump#or that kamala will somehow be worse than trump 2.0 as he attempts to install himself as fascist dictator for life#you're not a serious person and shouldn't be allowed outside without an adult and also should probably get smacked in the head#with a cast iron pan#every american presidential election for my entire life has very obviously been 'the democrat is infinitely better than the republican'#and has only gotten moreso as i've grown up#hell every election in general is still showing that dems are better than republicans#democrats control the house? they get stuff down#republicans control the house? they go to recess early and are legit gearing up to shut down the government in october#(of an ELECTION YEAR god please let republicans singlehandedly shut down the government a month before election day)#(as a republican tries to take back the white house please god it would be so fucking funny to watch them deal with that)#but like yeah literally vote blue no matter who because i've been alive for twenty five whole years#and in those twenty five years never once has the republican been remotely the better option or even the 'lesser of two evils' option
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