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livsspecialinterests · 1 year ago

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said goodbye to my therapist and cancelled my membership to the therapy site

looking back on the past 2 years of chat logs of conversations we had between sessions like strange little snapshots of a really weird time in my life

feeling hopeful and happy that i genuinely don't feel like i need therapy at the moment (i won't say i'll never need it again because you never know), but also feeling a little cut loose? even though the decision was purely mine to leave therapy, idk

#like looking back i had so many stressful things going on #as well as getting over having to be a doctor through covid #and trying to muddle through life as unrecognised AuDHD #THEN the enlightening but also horrifying experience of figuring out that its always been autism #bitterness #upset #etc #im at the point where basically all my family knows im autistic and theyre all cool with it and accommodating as well as they can?#like my mum will just openly talk about it which is more than i ever thought id get #i just feel? at peace right now??#maybe thats why i feel so weird because this is really unfamiliar for me #like i wont pretend ive been in crisis or dire straits my whole life #but ive always felt slightly off kilter #so finally knowing what it is #having everyone in my life know what it is #and finally have a support system that i can be honest with after almost 30 years of bottling it up #idk it just feels nice #oops getting too personal in the tags

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tawnysoup · 1 month ago

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Found my fav Slay the Princess route recently. Dragon my beloved. Your horrifying beak mouth was an impossible-to-refuse lip syncing challenge 💖

Shoutouts to @blacktabbygames for making such a cool game!

#stp spoilers #slay the princess spoilers #stp dragon #stp the princess and the dragon #I FINISHED THIS LIKE 2 WEEKS AGO AND CONSISTENTLY FORGOT TO POST IT UNTIL I REMEMBERED JUST NOW LMAO FUCK #i made it for my showreel when i realised stp is full of good lines to lip sync to and ooohhhh what a fun challenge it was #and such a fun sketchy art style to emulate too. i dont think i quite nailed it but you have to take liberties when it's animation dont you #anyway this route makes me insane. getting to finally see ourself and finding out we're a SICK ASS GIANT DESTRUCTIVE CREATURE?!!!#the princess is so good at making me feel feeble and pathetic in this game. i had no idea. i am so so happy. this is gender euphoria #thank u my friend @rune-chaser for introducing me to this game bc it's so cool!!! and has made me cry more than once! yayyy!!!#stp #slay the princess #stp princess #stp the long quiet #my animations #my art #EDIT: changed the name in the desc from stp to slay the princess bc i want non stp players to know what the game is. shoulda done it sooner

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mochasucculent · 2 months ago

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The gang all together 👍

Sketch v final + refs below!

First pic was reffed from My Own Private Idaho, which ended up being a really bad idea because this focal length was ridiculous to try and flatten out and match with the others lol

Second pic was obvi The Pieta by Michelangelo, but shoutout to my partner for suggesting the role reversal cause I was initially gonna draw Viktor in Jayce's arms again, but having it the other way around gave me the idea for the last piece where they're mutually in each other's arms and on equal ground in the composition

Third pic was reffed from The Blossoming Of Love by Miquel Blay! Had to move Jayce's hand to Viktor's shoulder because he was too yolked for his arm to fit between them lmao

#GOD i don't like looking at the first one loooool. did not know what i was trying to do yet #en ee way. i like seeing other artists post sketch v finals so here ya go. but again ignore that first one <3 #arcane #jayvik #arcane spoilers #jayce talis #viktor #fanart #ill be normal now i hopefully have freed my brain from this chokehold now that ive finished these

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chloesimaginationthings · 5 months ago

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Everyone loves FNAF music man.. even Michael

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hinamie · 6 months ago

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mentor

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #jjk fanart #jujutsu kaisen fanart #gojo satoru #megumi fushiguro #jjk art #jjk spoilers #jjk manga spoilers #jjk leaks #pulled another allnighter fr Angst's sake cries i havent slept.......but i couldnt help myself i was out all DAY i hadnt drawn all DAY #do u know what that does to a mf i felt all antsy and Wrong #so i cracked an energy drink i think i may have a problem honestly but hey at least u get ur daily dose of megumi angst #remember how i said i considered including gojo in the yuuji/tsumiki/megu squared train piece #well this is me making up fr Not including him there #i ws right his and megumi's relationship deserves its own homage smile :)#anyway @ anon who wanted a gojo/megumi hug.....ik it's not exactly a hug but you can forgive me im sure <3 #dare i say it's better than hugs jeremy.....#honestly fr all my gripes w gojo i Did get kind of emo abt this?? but i feel like. the majority of my emotions r on megumi's behalf #also might have been the mukashi mukashi no kyou no boku on repeat that'll also do it #seriously debated putting translated lyrics as the caption but it feels like a copout doing 2 lyric-captions in a row #also i do have some shame. miku lyrics r a bit.#anyway art notes uhhhhh finally got gojo's hair to not look Yuuji #who knew the trick was to make it longer smh maybe sleep deprivation n 10 hours of staring at a screen Does make simple problems hard #oh file name 'proud of you' btw

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gammija · 7 months ago

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nothing personal but this kind of comment rlly exemplifies to me a disconnect between canon and popular fanon jmart characterization because they almost literally had this conversation in canon - except, their lines are swapped!

jon, for all his scared grouchiness, is a secret romantic, while martin, for all his forced optimism, is at his core a pragmatist

#and it's not like it's a throw away line either #its the penultimate episode and leads directly into the 'Where you go I go - that's the deal' convo #and this isnt the first time I've seen people swap them #otherwise i wouldn'tve made a whole post #tma #tma s5 #tma finale #jonmartin #tma meta #stole the screenshot from another post because i didnt want to derail what people are mostly reblogging for a cute moment #and y know. it IS cute. that's why it's so weird that people seem to forget how it's nearly literally canon #EDIT: added that tag to the body of the post cause its rlly the conclusion

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egophiliac · 8 days ago

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once again, don't think I'm not still obsessing over 7-12

(eventually I will get back to being less scribbly, whoops)

#art #twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland spoilers #twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers #twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers #twisted wonderland episode 7 part 12 spoilers #twisted wonderland book 7 part 12 spoilers #oh cater. cater cater cater.#i'm so sorry but riddle is the absolute funniest person to look at and be like #'actually yeah i think this is good. let's stick with this one.'#no it's great it's amazing cater is amazing actually #guy who has never had a long-term friendship in his life 🤝 other guy who has never had a long-term friendship in his life #those two guys 🤝 third guy who sees the hollow voids inside them and immediately goes 'i need to fill that with food'#in this house we heart the heart senpais #fucking love how freaked out cater was by punk riddle #who is this. this is not his jousama. :(#(i do think one of the things cater likes about riddle is that he looks like he should act really cute but he is in fact A Bastard)#(a riddle who enthusiastically calls him caykun and is just kinda adorable is wrong on an intrinsic level)#cater once they hit the second level of dreaming: okay he's actively trying to kill us but at least i know how to deal with this #god. the hug. i'm not okay #that said i can't wait until after episode 7 when it finally occurs to riddle to ask what their dreams were #cater: oh uh...you know. :) stuff :)#trey: oh mine was actually -- cater what are you doing. put the teapot down.#(the rest of this scene has been redacted for everyone's benefit)

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corrodedparadox · 1 month ago

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No clue who’s all migrating here from TikTok so woe art be upon ye

#postings #art dump #looks at my like ten mutuals from TikTok hey guys what’s up #the way I finally started getting traction there before the ban #I still feel like it’ll be back tomorrow but you never know lmao #so hi everypony

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lokutofu · 29 days ago

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Lovestruck 💘

I wanted to draw Jason and this drawing has been in my drafts for a hot minute!

#jason todd #red hood #batman #dc comics #my art #this wasn’t supposed to end up so pink and cute but I didn’t know what do to with the background so here we are!!#finally free from the confines of this drawing #love at first punch?

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night-orchids · 3 months ago

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the fact that you can see the exact moment tears appear in his eyes

#dragon age #dragon age the veilguard #solas #solavellan #datv spoilers #veilguard spoilers #i'm not okay #look i'm not very good with words #but like #this is his last attempt to turn lavellan down but he sounds so tired and almost resigned here #like he knows the answer already #but still can't believe that she wants to leave the world behind just to be with him #but he also does want to be with her. so much. and now he's finally free to do so #so maybe that's not even an attempt but just a warning #there's hope in those eyes too #behind his warning is a question “are you sure that's what you want?”#and the answer is yes. because there's no fate but the love they share

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k0nstanta · 6 months ago

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>MEOW

Play as a robot catgirl named K0tya who is trying to help her Master locate the missing lab rats (ignore the fact that said Master's forgetfulness is the reason they are missing in the first place).

Explore the research facility that you live in and find those missing critters before the morning shift starts, or your Master gets in trouble.

Contains swearing and suggestive language.

Made in RPG Maker 2003.

>>> DOWNLOAD HERE <<<

#um. hi everyone. i finally finished my game. i hope you all enjoy #i didnt know what to write in the post so i just copied what i wrote on itch.io #indie games #rpg maker #robot girl #setting: robot #artist: cbge

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lotus-pear · 4 months ago

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do you finally see me?

#LOTUS ALIEN STAGE ART FINALLY WHO CHEERED ⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️#i cried so hard coloring this im never doing cool colors again this hurt me more than round 6 #i listened to cure and i want you on like a six hour loop while drawing this i fear i'm not ok #oh also i have no idea what till's supposed to look like bc i couldn't be bothered to pull up a ref so if that doesn't look like him my b #all i know is his hair is gray and that's about it 💀💀💀💀💀#anyway mmm doomed by the narrative unrequited yaoi you KNOW i'm devouring that up #so glad they're reunited in heaven finally ♥️#luka next!! (i want his ass DEAD.)#alien stage #alnst #alnst ivan #alnst till #ivantill #round 6 #vivinos #lotus draws

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clownowo · 2 years ago

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been replaying the Portal series I think this is where its heading

#i haven't drawn in like. half a month. which listen i know i don't post much here but i do draw a lot #i have another blog. but also sometimes i just don't post things. i draw for myself #just got burnt out from working on an animation final 😔#so anyway. eased myself back in with a silly comic about portal #my irl saw my shitty sketch and thought glados was painting chell which is very funny to me.#chelldos #but like. unrequited. glados is obsessed with chell. chell is not having a good time #portal #chell #GlaDOS #GlaD0S #my art #og post #1k #5k #10k #20k #30k #yuri #shipping #edit: i made this post almost a year ago and it haunts me. theres a typo. chell is out of character.#because i couldn't come up with a good reason for her to be there in the first place #and this was a shitty ms paint replicating drawing that i did just to get back into drawing #i didn't think it would gain much attention #i was Wrong #anyway someone in the comments said this is what happens when you speedrun thats an infintely better setup for the punchline #EDIT 2: ok i fixed it fuck you

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sadagios · 2 months ago

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double victory, was it? (it doesn't feel like one)

i saw a post about 3L!Grian meeting SL!Scar, but since SL!scar never died i figured he can't see any of the winners nor join them before the next session, and they appear before him as shadows. also, i thought 3L!Grian would be really happy to see a scenario where scar didnt die by his hand and actually won.

❀ bonus sketch ☘

#someone has probably done this before but i. dont. care. i wanted to draw scarian angst anyway #i dont do well with lore but my braincells are trying their best #trafficshipping #scarian #desertduo #trafficblr #life series #grian #goodtimeswithscar #gtws #3rd life smp #third life #secret life #watcher grian #grian fanart #goodtimeswithscar fanart #mcyt #my art #also sorry. i rewatched grians finale ep and howd he go from TRAITOR! to oh no i cant kill you :(#how could you FOLD that QUICKLY . im baffled lol #also i just had to say secret life red life scar skin. so beautiful #and lilacs and poppies? i know theyre scarian flowers at this point but to me its very grian #like wearing that on your outfit... sir sl!scar do you even remember what those flowers mean. are you yearning for something u dont remembe #im going insane #and here I THOUGHT im not going to get into any ships. im a clown #AU - Shadow Winners

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chloesimaginationthings · 8 months ago

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FNAF movie Mike and Michael meet their younger selves..

#myart #chloesimagination #comic #fnaf #five nights at freddy's #michael afton #mike schmidt #fnaf movie #fnaf 4 #fnaf fanart #I get asked q now and again how Michael would react to his younger self #so finally made it into a full comic + added Mike to it too #Mike would definitely be comforting towards his younger self #I think Mike knows he just needed some validation and good support at that age #his parents seemingly let him believe everything was his fault #so Mike would want to be that parental figure he didn’t have #WHILE MICHAEL #listen Michael wouldn’t be mean to his younger self #he knows he was a problem child BECAUSE his home life sucked #BUT HE WILL be blunt with his lil self BAHAH #just telling young Michael outright if he keep being a jerk he’ll turn purple #idk if lil Michael is understanding what he’s saying but it’ll definitely leave an impression PFF #Michael truly keeps being top tier at talking to the youth BAHAH

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hinamie · 5 months ago

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in spite of everything, I had fun <3

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #jjk fanart #jjk spoilers #jjk manga spoilers #jjk leaks #yuji itadori #fushiguro megumi #nobara kugisaki #itafushikugi #jjk 271 #well we made it :'>#im kind of ignoring a lot of the tag rn ghsdff ik people are upset #if u follow me u know th full extent of my thoughts on the wrapping up of the series but tl;dr the caption says it all #this series meant a lot to me and im working on a bigger tribute to fully express that love and gratitude #but take a redraw 2 tide u over for now #im just so happy. its bittersweet but those r my kids n theyre tgt and theyre okay #i think the return to normalcy is good fr them. i say let them rest n b together n process everything in time #/i'm/ satisfied with what i got out of jjk as a whole and that's all that matters to me #however ik that not everyone shares tht sentiment n thats valid!#regardless of how u feel abt the finale i hope that u at least take time to remember things abt the series that brought u joy #thats all i can say #oh yeah anyway i lightened up megumi's expression his face is so funny in that panel i can't believe he really said -_- until the very end #still tho i think megu deserves a content lil smile

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