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tawnysoup Ā· 1 month ago
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Finally now that the comic is fully public on comicfury, I get to share it with all of you here, too <3
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ardri-na-bpiteog Ā· 11 months ago
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Also increasingly aware that a LOT of people "manage" getting through the 40+ hour work week by sleeping less than is healthy and relying on stimulants like coffee and energy drinks to keep them going.
For people who are unwilling or unable to do this...work really does just dominate your life. Like we really should not have to rely on unhealthy practices just to have a social life or keep on top of housework or whatever.
I know I post about this a lot but I'm so TIRED all the time and it's just so depressing that this is how we're expected to spend the one life we have.
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lynxgriffin Ā· 2 months ago
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Mightier Than The Sword
Gerson had one regret, but now Alvin has many. A fancomic about my thoughts and theories and who -and what- the Knight is!
While not directly connected, I'd say this one is in the same vein as the Deal With The Devil series! Hope you enjoy!
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Page 1
Panel 1 - Wide shot of the interior of the Boom household. Several monsters are gathered in a clean-looking hall, dressed in somber clothing and talking quietly in small groups. The monsters include QC, Cat Mom, Toriel, Asgore and Mayor Holiday. Father Alvin stands waiting at a door in the hall as his sister, a red-headed turtle monster in a pink dress, exits through the door and speaks to him. ā€œAlvinā€¦heā€™s ready for you.ā€
Panel 2 - Mid shot as Alvin prepares to enter the room. Ms. Boom steps out of the way, and puts a reassuring hand on his shoulder. Both of them look somber.Ā 
Panel 3 - Alvin enters the room, mostly dark and lit by a few candles on a nearby desk. Gerson Boom is lying on a bed ahead of him, watching him enter. Alvin closes the door behind him and says, ā€œFather, Iā€™m here.ā€
Panel 4 - Alvin approaches his father, lying in bed. The bedroom has a few amenities, including a footstool set off to the side, a large rug bearing the delta rune, and a massive bookcase filling the entire back wall. A few books and papers litter the ground. Alvin bows his head, and says, ā€œThe hammer is ready forā€¦for afterwards.ā€
Gerson just smiles, and responds, ā€œWa ha, is it? Well, itā€™ll do fine, I suppose.ā€
Panel 5 - Closer shot of Gerson extending his right hand towards Alvin. Heā€™s smiling still, content with where he is. ā€œCome here, son.ā€
Page 2
Panel 1 - Closeup as Alvin takes his fatherā€™s hand in his own, and clasps it tight. ā€œWhatever you needā€¦Iā€™m here,ļæ½ļæ½ he says from offscreen.
Panel 2 - Alvin kneels by his fatherā€™s bedside, still clasping his hands. Gerson says, ā€œOf course you are. Wa haā€¦youā€™re such a good and kind man, Alvin.ā€
Panel 3 - Closeup on Alvin as he just holds on to his fatherā€™s hand. Tears prick at the corners of his eyes.Ā 
Panel 4 - Focus on Gerson as he holds up a hand to conspiratorially whisper to Alvin. ā€œAnd I know I can trust you with a secret, right?ā€
Panel 5 - Closeup on Alvin as he looks back up, face earnest. ā€œ...Of course.ā€
Panel 6 - Gerson holds up one finger as he speaks to Alvin. ā€œI told your sister I had no regrets, but that was a BIT of a fib! Iā€™m afraid I have one regretā€¦ā€
Panel 7 - Side view of Alvin as he learns closer, his face now worried. ā€œFather?...ā€
Page 3
Panel 1 - Focus on Gerson as he leans back on his pillow, looking up at the ceiling. ā€œI wish I had started earlier. Writing stories, I mean. Seeinā€™ you anā€™ your sisterā€™s eyes light up whenever I read you a new chapterā€¦and then seeing all that joy from so many young folks after those stories were published!ā€ he says, looking wistful.
Panel 2 - Alvin watches on sadly as Gerson continues, ā€œIt was the greatest feeling in the world, Alvin. Itā€™s what lifeā€™s all about, yā€™know. Helping the young folks grow.ā€
Panel 3 - Gerson closes his eyes and looks back towards the ceiling again, still wistful. ā€œSo, I wish Iā€™d started writing stories sooner.ā€
Panel 4 - Closeup on Alvin as he bows his head, still holding Gersonā€™s hand. ā€œI truly do cherish those times you read to us, fatherā€¦ā€ he says.
Panel 5 - Closeup on Gerson as he closes his mind with happy memories. ā€œMe too, Alvin. Itā€™s a shameā€¦Iā€™ve still got so many tales to tell! Butā€“ā€
Panel 6 - Gerson is interrupted by a round of hacking coughs. His time is fast approaching.
Panel 7 - Gerson settles back in to his bed and says, ā€œThe Angelā€™s given me SO many good, happy years. Doesnā€™t seem fair to ask for more.ā€
Panel 8 - Closeup on Alvin as he continues to hold his fatherā€™s hand tight. ā€œThis doesnā€™t seem fair, eitherā€¦ā€ he says, tears still pricking at his eyes.
Page 4
Panel 1 -Ā  Insert closeup of Gerson as he smiles at his son. ā€œThatā€™s life, Alvin!ā€ He doesnā€™t seem bothered by his imminent passing.
Panel 2 - Side view as Gerson leans in closer to Alvin again, hand raised, back to sharing his secrets. ā€œBut, knowinā€™ my secretā€¦thereā€™s something Iā€™d like to ask of you.ā€
Alvin faces his father with seriousness. ā€œAnything,ā€ he replies.
Panel 3 - Closeup on Gerson, as he looks hopefully at Alvin. ā€œYou have a good heart, Alvin. I want you to know this joy, too.ā€
Panel 4 - Gerson continues in the next panel: ā€œPlease try writinā€™ stories of your own, alright?ā€ Closeup on Alvin as he looks shocked and a bit worried by the request.
Panel 5 - Mid shot as Alvin holds up a hand to Gerson in protest. He says, ā€œFather, Iā€¦I have no talent for writing fiction. Not like YOU.ā€
Panel 6 - Closeup on Gerson as he refutes his son: ā€œHogwash! I know you can.ā€
Panel 7 - Wide shot as Alvin stands up, and looks around the room. ā€œNo, Iā€¦ā€
In the foreground, thereā€™s Gersonā€™s desk, currently showing some lit candles, some paper, an inkwell, a notebook, and his favorite fountain pen.
Page 5
Panel 1 - Closeup as Alvin grabs two objects off of the desk: the small notebook and the fountain pen. Offscreen, he says, ā€œIf you justā€¦ā€
Panel 2 - Back at Gersonā€™s bedside, Alvin pulls up the footstool and puts the pen and notebook in front of him, intending to use it. He faces his father, and says, ā€œTell me your ideas, I could write them down, andā€“ā€
Gerson interrupts him: ā€œā€˜Fraid it doesnā€™t work that way, Alvin!ā€
Panel 3 - Gerson holds up both of his hands and smiles as he explains: ā€œMy tales are between my soul and the pen. Youā€™ll need to make your own.ā€
Panel 4 - Gerson watches as Alvin, tears in his eyes, looks down at the notebook and pen in hand. ā€œIā€“I cannotā€¦ā€ Alvin starts, looking despondent.
Panel 5 - Side view of Alvin as tears continue to stream from his eyes. He says, ā€œNot without you!ā€ In the background, in grayscale, there is a scene from Alvinā€™s memory: Gerson reading a book to his two children by the fire. Gerson looks happy, and both kids are enraptured, with Alvin clinging to a cat doll that looks like Seam.
Panel 6 - Closeup on Gerson, his face now more worried and pleading towards Alvin. Gerson says, ā€œY-you canā€¦ Itā€™s all I askā€¦ā€
Panel 7 - Gerson turns away as heā€™s again interrupted by a round of terrible sounding coughs. Alvin stands holding the notebook and pen in the foreground.
Page 6
Panel 1 - Horror comes over Alvinā€™s face as his father continues to cough loudly, clutching his chest. He realizes that his father might be close to death now.
Panel 2 - Wider overhead shot as Alvin turns away from Gerson, looking frantically around the room. ā€œNo! Not yet!--ā€ he says desperately. Gerson is still racked with coughs.
Panel 3 - Closeup as Alvin grabs the candles from the deskā€“
Panel 4 - And then pulls a book from the bookshelf, with the delta rune on the front ā€“
Panel 5 - And then finally pulls out what appears to be a beaded rosary, with the delta rune made of beads at the end of it.
Panel 6 - Wider shot as Alvin places the objects in front of him, candles to the side, holy book in front of him. Gerson can only lay there as he does so, trying to catch his breath.
Panel 7 - Front view of Alvin as he clasps his hands together in front of his face, the rosary threaded between his fingers. He closes his eyes and bows his head in prayer. ā€œAngelā€¦Angel above! Please, heed your servantā€™s prayer!ā€
Page 7
Panel 1 - Closeup on Alvin as he continues to pray, the candles glowing around him. He keeps his eyes shut even as tears well in them. ā€œI know you call back my fatherā€™s soul, but please! Please refrain!ā€
Panel 2 - Gerson desperately reaches a hand out towards his son, shaking, but unable to reach him. In the foreground, the fountain pen sits on the footstool between them. ā€œA-Alvinā€¦ā€ Gersonā€™s voice is shaky now.
Panel 3 - Aerial shot as Alvin prays over the book, and Gerson is still confined to the bed, only able to watch. ā€œThis world still NEEDS his gifts!ā€ Alvin says. ā€œI pray to you, donā€™t take them from us now!ā€ The shadows around Alvin start to grow strange, not matching the candlelight.
Panel 4 - Gerson continues to hold out a hand, now not looking well. ā€œNoā€¦ā€
Panel 5 - Closeup on the candles as they spark to life, now glowing stronger.
Panel 6 - A strange bright glow begins to emanate from Gerson. Behind him, the books in the bookcase all rattle and shift as if in a localized earthquake. The colors of the room grow brighter and stranger.
Panel 7 - Still reaching out a desperate hand, Gerson lets out a soft breath. His soul, an upside-down white heart, comes up from his body. On the footstool in the foreground, the fountain pen also begins to levitate, as if by magic.
Page 8
Panel 1 - Front shot of Alvin as he continues to pray desperately, his head bowed and hands together. ā€œGrant us the love shown between his soul and the pen!ā€ Behind him, the colors have grown stark and bright, and a shadow resembling the angel looms behind Alvin.
Panel 2 - Alvin looks up to discover something amazing and terrible: Gersonā€™s soul has been drawn to the fountain pen, and begins to flow down into it.
Panel 3 - Closeup as Gersonā€™s soul is completely absorbed into the pen, hovering high over the bed.
Panel 4 - The candles turn strange blue and pink colors, and the books in the bookcase shake and rattle relentlessly.
Panel 5 - Extreme closeup on Alvinā€™s eyes as he sees this miracle; the light of his fatherā€™s soul reflected in his eyes.
Panel 6 - Closeup as the pen suddenly drops, and clatters back on to the footstool.
Panel 7 - Wide aerial shot as the room very suddenly goes completely dark and silent, the bright colors and lights now gone. Alvin stands up and backs away from the bed, still clutching the rosary, his face filled with horror. Gerson now lies unmoving in his bed, having passed away.
Page 9
Panel 1 - The same shot as the first panel of the first page, with the other monsters waiting in the hallway. No one says anything as Alvin emerges from the bedroom, leaning on the door for support, his head bowed. Everyone in the room knows that Gerson has just passed, although they donā€™t know the rest.
Panel 2 - An establishing shot of the forest and mountains surrounding Hometownā€¦the skies are a dark, gloomy gray.
Panel 3 - Above shot of Gersonā€™s newly dug grave. At the bottom of a small pit lies Gersonā€™s hammer, covered in his dust. Politics Bear stands over the grave, holding a shovel.Ā 
Panel 4 - Closeup as the shovel begins to dump dirt over the fresh grave.
Panel 5 - Another closeup of Gersonā€™s headstone, with bundles of fresh funerary flowers laid in front of it.
Panel 6 - Wide shot of Gersonā€™s funeral. Alvin stands over his fatherā€™s grave, reading last rites from one of his books. Lots of monsters are in attendance, including Alphys and Undyne, Napstablook, the Holiday and Dreemurr families, and more. A very young Kris, Noelle and Asriel are present, but Dess is not. Everyone is dressed in dark mourning attire.
Panel 7 - After the funeral, Toriel approaches Alvin and puts a hand on his shoulder. She says, ā€œBeautifully said, Alvin. I know your father is watching proudly by the side of the Angel.ā€ Alvin looks distant and mournful.
Panel 8 - A closeup of the fountain pen laying forgotten on the desk in Gersonā€™s room. Gerson is, perhaps, not actually with the Angel right now.
Panel 9 - Back at the funeral, Alvin bows his head, eyes closed. ā€œYou are too kind, Toriel,ā€ he says.
Page 10
Panels 1-3 - We see the seasons pass through the changing of the treesā€¦from the barren white trees of winter, to colorful pink blooms for spring, to the bright oranges and reds of fall.
Panel 4 - Sometime much later, Alvin again enters his fatherā€™s old room, alone.
Panel 5 - Much of Gersonā€™s room has remained untouched. The fountain pen still sits on his old writing desk in the foreground. Alvin steps inside, and carefully turns on the overhead light. ā€œItā€™s been years,ā€ he says.
Panel 6 - Alvin cautiously approaches the pen, which seems to loom large ahead of him. He hesitantly picks it up.
Panel 7 - Alvin places some blank pages on the writing desk. ā€œSurelyā€¦ā€
Panel 8 - Alvin sits in front of the blank pages, still holding the pen cautiously. ā€œSurely by now, I can do it.ā€ Heā€™s going to try writing.
Panel 9 - Closeup as Alvin dips the pen in the inkwell, and it comes away full of ink.
Panel 10 - Closeup as Alvin holds the pen over the blank page. The pen trembles slightly in his grip.
Panel 11 - Alvin tries to put pen to paper, but heā€™s still trembling. He looks down with great anxiety. ā€œIā€¦Iā€¦ā€
Panel 12 - Closeup on Alvinā€™s face as he looks more panicked, shaking and sweating. In the background, his memory of his fatherā€™s soul being absorbed into the pen plays back at him. This is still his fault.
Panel 13 - Closeup again as Alvinā€™s hand shakes uncontrollably, and the pen with it. Ink spots begin to dapple the blank pageā€“
Page 11
Panel 1 - Alvinā€™s shaking hand accidentally knocks over the inkwell, and it spills black ink all over the blank page.
Panel 2 - Alvin picks up the ruined paper and folds it in half to try and stem the ink spillage. He quietly curses to himself.Ā 
Panel 3 - Closeup as Alvin holds his head in his hand. Itā€™s clear that this isnā€™t going to work. ā€œI canā€™tā€¦ā€Ā 
Panel 4 - Closeup as Alvin puts the ink-stained paper back on the desk, and quickly grabs up the pen and inkwell.
Panel 5 - Taking the pen and inkwell, Alvin exits his fatherā€™s room again, head bowed and expression sad.
Panel 6 - Left behind, the folded paper slowly peels apart and unfoldsā€¦
Panel 7 - To reveal that the spilled ink has created a rorschach ink blot image of a titan.Ā 
Page 12
Panel 1 - Wide shot as Alvin trudges down the streets of Hometown, alone. His head his bowed, and heā€™s still clutching the articles he took with him. Itā€™s almost nighttime, and the sky is dark. ā€œI cannot bear this kind of burden,ā€ he says to himself.
Panel 2 - Shot from behind Alvin as he approaches the school building. Itā€™s dark, and no students or teachers should be there. ā€œMaybe you belong where you always haveā€¦ā€
Panel 3 - Now indoors, Alvin continues down the empty hallway towards a particular destination. ā€œWith the youth.ā€
Panel 4 - Alvin opens the door to the storage closet at the end of the hall. It opens with a soft creak. ā€œTeaching. Telling stories,ā€ Alvin continues to say to himself.
Panel 5 - Alvin places the fountain pen and inkwell on a small shelf in the storage closet. The closet is almost completely black.Ā 
Panel 6 - The inkwell and pen are left on the shelf as Alvin closes the door behind him. His expression is mournful as he locks these reminders of his father away. ā€œInspiring someone better suited,ā€ he says, hoping this is a suitable escape of his responsibility.
Page 13
Panel 1 - But in the storage closet, the objects are subject to something else already there: the grand Dark Fountain. The pen, ink and papers all fall into the darkness of the fountainā€“
Panel 2 - And start to change, the pen seemingly turning into liquid itselfā€“
Panel 3 - As the pen falls deeper and deeper into the dark, the liquid begins to reshape into something new, something resembling a personā€“
Panel 4 - Until it lands on empty ground, now a person in knightā€™s armor, knelt over and holding his head in his hands.
Panel 5 - The Knight comes to, and starts to become more aware. Heā€™s dressed in armor resembling the dark metallic sheen of the fountain pen, his mask resembling the pen tip. A bright deep red cape flows from his shoulders, and a single red-orange feather tops the helmet. ā€œWhereā€¦am I?ā€
Panel 6 - The Knight again touches his helmet with both hands, as if not sure exactly what he is.
Panel 7 - Interior shot of the helmet, which reveals a figure much like Gersonā€¦but much younger, more idealized-looking, with colors not matching his actual self. A Dark World interpretation. ā€œWHY am Iā€¦?ā€
Panel 8 - A closeup of the Knightā€™s hand, slightly trembling.
Panel 9 - The Knight stares down at his own hands as realization begins to flood him, or at least something that looks like realization. ā€œWait. I see why. I KNOW.ā€ he says.
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Panel 1 - The Knight holds up his hand, and a sword appears in it in a flash of lights. The sword resembles the tip of a fountain pen, almost split neatly in two. ā€œI serve the Lightners! That is my purpose!ā€ Says the Knight.Ā 
Panel 2 - The Knight draws the sword back with great fervor and determination. His thoughts echo around him in strong letters: ā€œA purpose so bright, so clearā€¦ā€
Panel 3 - In the final panel, the Knight drives the sword into the ground, causing an eruption of black ink-like material to spew from the groundā€¦the creation of a new Dark Fountain. In the fountain itself, words reflect his purpose: ā€œI EXIST TO GIVE THEM STORIES FOREVER.ā€
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tornado1992 Ā· 6 months ago
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A lot of Tailsā€™ stuff being blue, most of Sonicā€™s belongings having a hint of yellow.
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poorly-drawn-mdzs Ā· 15 hours ago
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Learning to celebrate the little wins!
#fersona#While I don't have the capacity to do Hourly Comics Day#I did journal my day hour-by-hour and the sheer difference in my self-care and routines is *staggering*.#Honestly both Feb 1 2024 and 2025 were rough days...but this year I had a far better outlook on it all.#The funny part is that when I drew this a few days ago I actually *was* celebrating not crying.#Might have still cried on Feb 1st. A meagre 4 times. But I also had lot of good moments!#January is a very hard month for me and frankly I've been in a fugue state for most of it.#Drawing helped me pull through these last 2 years but this year I've been finding myself so upset at how I can't seem to focus anymore.#So updates and posts have been slow. I'm just slow. I'm tired and burnt out from work and grieving.#But you know what? The days I do manage to post; I'm never shamed for how long it took. You're all just as excited and kind.#I'm coming home and eating better and sleeping more and spending time with loved ones.#This is all to say; you can be a lot happier when you realize that life can be taken a little slower.#I'm more grateful that words can possibly convey.#If you related to the mindset of constantly feeling like you've 'failed' the day; please know you have done more than you realize.#I'm struggling with it everyday! I'm in the trenches with you!#Life is too short and painful to not celebrate what you *do* accomplish! It's hard work but it is worth it!#Bit by bit...we will learn to live. *Really* live. And enjoy it!
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elsecrytt Ā· 5 months ago
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okay but jjk somnophilia is like
gojo "please please pleaaaaase let me put it in while you're sleeping PLEASE i swear i'll make you cum i proooomise please let's try it once pleeaaase. YOU can put it in ME whenever you want!!! any time any place anything you want in any of my holes!! wake me up with it!! it'll be soooo hot" satoru
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nanami "i have kink charts for both of us and they have sliding scales and notes section for each one. we can mark hard boundaries for what state of consciousness we want for ourselves or our partners, giving or receiving, what sex acts, etc. we'll set up a safe word and a safe gesture and then we can start trying things out" kento
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geto "sorry i fell asleep while eating you out, it will happen again. no, i won't stop eating you out when i fall unconscious. just tear me off your pussy if you don't like it" suguru
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theokusgallery Ā· 18 days ago
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Why, hello there, Virgil. Long time no see!
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xxplastic-cubexx Ā· 3 months ago
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the way u tuck charles hair behind his ear like a dainty elf princess whenever u draw him sends me every time, i know erik would agree šŸ™šŸ»
i fear im adopting 'dainty elf princess' into my vocabulary here on out thank you for this wonderful gift anon
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might you accept my small gift in turn ... i was inspired ...
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raplinenthusiasts Ā· 11 months ago
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purple never looked so good šŸ’œ
cr. namuspromised
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stormsthatrage Ā· 10 months ago
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Have a Bleach extended-winter-war time-travel-fix-it idea. In this AU Kaien's death happened before the whole turn-back-the-pendulum arc. (Yes, another Bleach time-travel AU, I know, shut up.)
As Ichigo and Kisuke are planning to go back to the past, Kisuke makes sure to emphasize to Ichigo that they have to protect Shiba Kaien. Apparently, it's of the utmost importance.
Ichigo doesn't know exactly how Kaien's continued well-being plays into saving the future. Kisuke never really explains it, or gives him a straight answer when he asks. But Ichigo knows that the Shiba Clan-Head carried a great deal of political power, and Ichigo also knows that Kaien -- according to Kukaku and Rukia -- was highly competent, incredibly noble, and fundamentally kind. It's not exactly unintuitive that a person like that could be important to bringing down Aizen.
So Ichigo listens, when Kisuke tells him to protect Shiba Kaien. He memorizes how Kaien died in the original timeline. He's attentive as Kisuke reiterates for the thousandth time that Aizen will keep trying to assassinate Kaien until he succeeds. He takes notes when Kisuke hypothesizes about what Aizen's various assassination attempts might look like -- poison during a meal, hired assassins at night, an ambush during a mission.
Ichigo ingrains the assignment into his core: protect Shiba Kaien, because if Kaien falls, the mission fails.
So when Kisuke slips a paralytic into Ichigo's tea and places Ichigo in the middle of the time-travel kido array and drains the entirety of his own spiritual energy to activate the array, a sacrifice that Ichigo never would have agreed to--
Well. The first thing Ichigo does when he arrives back in the past, numb and alone and only able to function by focusing on the duty that is his purpose -- is track down Shiba Kaien.
After all, if Ichigo is going to kill Aizen -- and he is, no matter what it takes -- he needs to keep Kaien alive.
Ichigo goes straight to the Shiba family grounds. In true Shiba fashion, they accept him immediately as family. They tend to his wounds and give him a meal and welcome him home. They let him get away with his weak excuses and explanations, and they defend his presence to the rest of Soul Society.
Kaien, in accordance with everything Ichigo has heard about the man, personally takes the newest addition to the family under his wing.
Ichigo's plans to deal with Aizen take shape around his need to keep an eye on Kaien.
Ichigo, instead of running as far and fast as he can from the Shiba clan, accepts the offer to live in the Shiba compound. He gets to know every clan member and retainer, subtly vetting for traitors. He sleeps in a room near Kaien's, allowing him to both guard against assassins at night and place warding runes around Kaien's door without having to worry about being caught somewhere he has no business being.
He joins the Court Guard in the 13th division instead of the 5th, because the only real way to protect Kaien on a mission is to be there with him. Ichigo knows that if there's an ambush, or if the mission details have been tampered with, he'll be more than enough fire power to get Kaien out of it. And it's easy to always get paired with Kaien; Kaien -- reliably taking every opportunity to hover around Ichigo that he's offered -- does most of the work, leveraging his status as lieutenant and Ichigo's combat ability to keep them together.
Ichigo finds himself frequently taking meals with Kaien and Kaien's friends. Kaien always invites Ichigo, and Ichigo accepts so he can subtly check the food for poison.
(Ichigo does not tell Kaien about Aizen. Ichigo is still unsure what Kaien's role is in the whole fight, and in the meantime, telling him about Aizen is a sure way to get him killed.)
Things heat up. Ichigo prevents both Miyako and Kaien's death, killing Metastacia before it can hurt anyone. Ichigo's shadow war against Aizen gets more intense. Ichigo sneaks out regularly to dismantle Aizen's illusions, destroy his labs, and attack his network of power, slowly weakening him.
Ichigo waits for the assassination attempts against Kaien, but they don't come, even several weeks after Metastacia fails. Ichigo takes it as a sign that he's got Aizen distracted.
Things continue for a while. Ichigo falls into a strange routine.
(And Ichigo tries not to break, seeing so many of his loved ones alive and unknowing of him. It is agony, to be around Shunsui, who is not his mentor, and the Visored, who are neither visored nor pack.
But the worst is when Captains Urahara and Shihouin catch on to his war against Aizen. He finds himself working with them as allies.
Allies. Mere allies, instead of --
Well. Not that it matters anymore.
All that matters is his duty.)
Time passes. Aizen weakens. There are no attempts on Kaien's life yet.
And then Aizen's web has unraveled enough for Ichigo to attack.
It's a long battle. It's a bloody battle. It's a very public battle.
Ichigo wins.
And it's only after it's all over -- after Aizen's crimes are revealed and Soul Society is at peace and the future is saved; after Ichigo finds himself still alive and adrift, with nothing left obligating him to keep going and everything telling him to give up; as Kaien refuses to leave Ichigo alone and escorts him to regular appointments with Unohana and forces him to talk about the truth of his past --
It's only then that it clicks.
Ichigo is whispering secrets about the future into Kaien's chest, Kaien's arms wrapped tight around him, when Ichigo confesses that he messed up, that he put the Shiba clan in unnecessary danger. Ichigo tells Kaien about his death in the original timeline. He talks about how Kisuke told him that in this timeline, Aizen would try and kill Kaien again if the first attempt failed. Ichigo promises desperately that he never would have sought out the family -- would have kept the danger far, far away from them -- if he hadn't thought he had to watch Kaien's movements so closely.
And Ichigo admits that Aizen never actually tried again. Ichigo admits that he and Kisuke miscalculated, that Ichigo brought danger to the Shiba's doorstep for nothing.
It happens like this:
First, the words leave his lips, "Kisuke" and "miscalculated" in the same sentence. Hearing himself say it lays bare the absurdity of its premise.
Then, Kaien draws away slightly, to look Ichigo in the eyes. Ichigo sees, plain on Kaien's face, a terrible, damning gratefulness.
Then, Kaien says -- fierce and defiant in the face of what could have been -- "I am so glad you came home."
And it clicks. At last, Kisuke's final manipulation reveals itself to Ichigo's eyes.
The emotions flash through him: the sting of betrayal; a flavor of love that bursts across his tastebuds as hurt; a familiar brand of exasperation that, a split second later, has his knees giving out under the weight of old pain made fresh.
Kaien catches Ichigo before he hits the ground and holds him as he shatters. And Ichigo can barely breathe through the knowledge that Kisuke would have been so smug to see them.
A sob rips itself from Ichigo's chest, and it's followed by another, and another.
Ichigo's older cousin holds him, in the home of their family, through it all.
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THE END except not really.
This must immediately be followed by a whole arc where Kaien, much to his own dismay, finds himself trying to hook Urahara up with his little cousin.
After all, Future-Urahara sent Ichigo to the Shiba clan. Future-Urahara tricked his little cousin into bypassing his own self-destructive tendencies to seek out family and love and support. Clearly, Urahara would actually be good for Ichigo.
And, you know, Ichigo clearly loves Younger-Urahara, judging by Ichigo's whole... well, everything, whenever the two interact.
(This whole matchmaking endeavor is made easier by the fact that 1) Kisuke is already infatuated, fascinated, and not a tiny-bit madly in love, and 2) Yoruichi is also, from the other end, trying to set Kisuke up with Ichigo.
This whole endeavor is made more difficult by the fact that 1) Ichigo is in denial that he loves this younger Kisuke since he never thought this younger Kisuke could also fall in love with him, 2) Kisuke is in denial that he loves Ichigo because that is a Shiba and he himself is a creepy low-born ex-assassin mad-scientist, and 3) neither Ichigo nor Kisuke know what it looks like when someone is interested in them.)
Poor Kaien. He succeeds eventually, but not before witnessing truly legendary social ineptitude.
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wasyago Ā· 1 year ago
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i imagine it's quite chilly in the black sea (for the lack of sun and color), so they're wearing slightly warmer clothes now uwu
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otaku553 Ā· 1 year ago
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Quite frankly still obsessed with the three of them
A little procrastination doodle
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clone-futon Ā· 2 months ago
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He looks so damn gyaru here
Up pull pull
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on-leatheredwings Ā· 10 months ago
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Intro Post: PARIS ā™” the femboy! yandere (pinboard) tw: dark themes, somno mention
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Written Content: (coming soon)
Intensity: 4/10. MILD. As a yandere at all, he is of course enamored with you. He gets easily riled about you, but unlikely to injure, heavily drug, or be violent with you. He would get violent with others if needed, but prefers to publicly humiliate his rivals. His obsession mainly presents through excessive quality time, manipulation and mildly assaulting you in your sleep. Age: mid or late 20s. He's a Libra. Gender: Cisgender male. Pronouns are he/him, though he will answer to she/her (and later correct that individual). He enjoys when you call him princess, though. And only you. Sexuality: There's a lot of speculation on the internet, but he seems to prefer women. Occupation: Paris is an American Olympic-level figure skater, and will likely retire after the next Olympic Games. He's not quite an internet personality, but his online popularity gets him a lot of brand deals.
General appearance: Paris is of Russian descent. He is relatively pale, with straight, mousy brown hair that reaches just above the waist. His eyes are brown. His lips are small, heart shaped and usually glossed. He is lean, but due to his sport, he does have a level of muscle tone greater than the average person. Paris is 180 centimeters tall (~5ā€™10) with model-like proportions. His ears are pierced. Fashion sense: See board. Fond of hyper-feminine clothing, Parisā€™s wardrobe is an eclectic blend of coquette, gyaru, and figure skater fashion. Often wears pink, white, pastel blue or black. His clothes arenā€™t very revealing ā€“ he is quite fond of layering shirts and cardigans. He actually doesnā€™t wear skirts that often, opting more often for leggings. Paris wears false lashes often, and wears light, feminine makeup. Paris does wear masculine clothing, though only when he isnā€™t expecting to be photographed or seen in public.Ā  As a male figure skater, on the rink, he is expected to ā€˜tone it downā€™ with the makeup and keep his hair tied back. During competitions and photoshoots, he presents more masculine, though still quite androgynous. His skating outfits possess a feminine flair.
Personality: Paris is fun-loving, boisterous, and goes through life like nothing phases him. (A facade, to be sure.) Paris strikes others as easy-going and snarky, but is pretty observant and manipulative. He definitely plays into his 'feminine wiles' schtick to get what he wants. However friendly he appears, Paris doesn't tolerate disrespect, and enjoys fighting fire with fire. He definitely enjoys humiliating people who cross him, and especially when they cross you. Paris is no stranger to off-color and lewd jokes, but would stop if you disapproved. Paris is notably much sweeter when talking to you. Romantically, Paris had a bit of a rotating door until you caught his eye. Within celebrity circles, he's kind of regarded as a player. He wasn't unkind to women... he just moved on fast, often bored. Which is something that does not seem to be happening with you. ā™”
Bonus: Paris is really popular online! He's witty and pretty tuned into current social media trends. He's streamed on Twitch multiple times just for fun, and is always bombarded with gifts. None of his fans' love matters as much as you do, though. He appeals to younger, queer people especially.
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icewindandboringhorror Ā· 6 months ago
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I made a few new wax seal stamps out of clay (like the ones I did for my worldbuilding stuff forever ago), this time just of random symbols that I thought might look good done in the style of painting over the raised part of the wax or etc. :0c Some of them aren't carved deep enough to really show up that well, but overall they worked okay for being clay lol
#wax seal#crafts#wax stamp#stationery#Window one is kind of stinky.. I was imagining like a swirly night sky sort of looking thing so it would be a surreal contrast of a night#sky with a window in the middle that shows a daytime sky - but the silver and purple wax kind of mixed too much together#with the black and it just looks very plain black and not all that starry or anything hjbhj.. Of course the eye is probably my favorite#since all I ever do is draw eyes and still like eye imagery for some reason. The four leaf clover is very lumpy and skrunkty but also it wa#the smallest in size out of all of them so was easier to do multiple stamps of just to try it out.#The heart with eyes wax is actually more swirly in person. I wanted it to be a mix of light pink and red and white. and the wax#did kind of all blend together but in person you can definitely see MORE of the intentional swirlyness. in this it just looks plain pink.#I was going to do one eye in the heart but it looked weird. but now two seems too plain. i could have done 3?? in a pattern.. hmm#alas. I wish I could make actual metal ones. With the clay i have to paint them in a thin layer of olive oil before stamping because#otherwise the wax just kind of gets stuck in the grooves of the clay and then you can't pull it up. Very wacky ''unprofessional'' looking#set up where I'm hot gluing circles of sculpey clay to short stumps of a wooden dowel that I sawed apart with a serrated bread knife#and then using an old paintbrush to put olive oil on them whilst holding a spoon over a yankee candle flame hjbjh#ANYWAY.. I think if I were middle class/rich/etc. this would be one of the main things in my crafting room is like.. SO many colors#of wax. and all different custom made stamps designed by me. which could be much more elaborate in actual metal.. muahaha.... >:)c#RHGghhh... I actually don't want to talk much about it since (this is probably just my Obsessed With My Own World Artist Delusions) I#think I have a really cool idea for a game that could genuinely be successful if i ever get to make it and I don't want to give#everything away and spoil the whole plot/concept in hopes that one day I can actually do it - BUT - a game that I'd like to make after the#visual novel I'm making now has partially to do with the main character working as a sort of writer/scribe/artist assistant in an elven#city (set in my world/with my worldbuilding species and versions of elves and etc) and I was thinking of maybe incorporating#somehow being able to collect little writing type items like these like.. you can get different wax seal patterns or pens or etc. when I do#stuff like this in Real Life it always makes me think of that like.. ouh... this is good research.. what it shall be like to be a littol#elf collecting wax seals and such.. indeed... GRR i need to be finished with my current game NOWWW... i MUST work on other#thingss... aughh... ANYWAY.. yay. accomplishment to do One Single Thing other than Sit In The Summer Heat And Rot#though also hilarious as this was the first cool-ish day that was below 80F in a while hgvh#waking up like 'wow.. i actually feel okay today?? like I could do things?? how mysterious.. I wonder why..?? :0'' Its The Weather You Fool#Tis Always The Weather
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linipik Ā· 3 months ago
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Jason Grace from the old sketchbook for @somewhereincairparavel. Thank you, really.
I always thought he was one of the fandom sweethearts bc he has always been one of my faves.
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