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holidaywishes · 1 month

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masterlist part ii

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Auston Matthews & Freddie Andersen

I Can’t Love You smut/trigger warning

Behind Closed Doors requested

Freddie Andersen & Jacob Markström

Play with Fire smut

Mitch Marner & John Tavares

You Could Stand to Learn a Thing or Two… smut/requested

#I apparently had too many links in my first masterlist #so I’ve started a second one #plus my non hockey masterlist #so yay #nhl #hockey #frederik andersen #freddie andersen #masterlist #montreal canadiens #brendan gallagher #Auston Matthews #Tyler Seguin #imagine #hockey imagine #hockey smut #smut

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rottengurlz · 3 months

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toxic yuri vampires you will always be famous to me

#mysims #simblr #ts4 #ts4 edit #the sims community #oc: naomi #oc: nadia #lethal devotion #I was gonna post these some other time but nie’s little smirk I’m entranced sorry #I need them both immediately. oh my god #AND NADIA 🧎🏻‍♀️#no greater joy in life than making oc’s with ur friends #there’s this one specific scene I’ve been thinking about between nadia and nie #okay back story nie was assigned to kill nadia her client paid top dollar to see her killed #they know nadia is powerful but not much else about her is known #nie's snuck into her kingdom by being gifted to her as a lowly maid #one of the first things nadia says to nie is she’s too pretty to be doing her laundry and she’d look better on her knees #THAT SHOULD BE MEEEE 🫵🏼#nie’s first attempt at nadia life is by poison #but as soon as nadia bites into her food she’d slowly look up at her and begin laughing in her face #she’d grab her by the throat until they’re face to face and say something like #'you think ive never been poisoned before my dearest punishment?' and kiss her with the poision still on her lips #DONT even get my started on their nicknames #nadia calling nie her sweet creature my little sacrifice my darling monster #nie would call nadia my darling god with so much disdain and hate in her voice #as if she doesn’t dream of begging at her feet every second of the day #whatever 😒

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dykesevika · 5 months

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wip !! :3

Men dni

#cutely starts a new drawing of her instead of finishing one of the 20+ other ones that I’ve had in progress for months #debating on if i should add her scars #Ilove drawing em because the blue looks so pretty on her skin #I have no reason not to #but a second opinion would be appreciated :3 #i think about that one edited image of her with glasses so often . so SO often.#sevika #arcane #arcane league of lesbians #my art

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0m3n-0f-d3ath · 3 months

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🍓Artfight

Bean by tism on artfight 🍓

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gio-cosmo · 4 months

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He has NO reason to be looking this joyful here 😭

#like why is he joyful and whimsical #wipe that smile off your face and get back in your jail cell king! you’re locked up indefinitely!#bros acting like he’s seeing a long lost friend as if he’s not walking up to a teenager he tried to kill #his intro was so dramatic in p4au lmfaooo him striding down the corridor like heyyyy 😜😜#actually so funny #also omfg the way he brings up Dojima like every five seconds in his internal monologue 😭😭#like when I played the Adachi section of p4au I remember being like DAMN he talks about Dojima a lot #and him getting all annoyed when that one guy started shit talking him in the beginning #the Adachi section of p4au was made for the adajima truthers and I stand by that 🙏🙏#it’s been a while since I’ve played p4au so if any of this is completely wrong then my bad I probs made it up #LMFAOO #IM KIDDINGGGG #SOMETIMES MY MEMORY JUST GETS A LITTLE JUMBLED ALR ☺️☺️☺️ WE ALL HAVE OUR WEAKNESSES #tohru adachi #persona 4 #p4 #persona #p4au #persona 4 arena ultimax #persona 4 spoilers

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mars-ipan · 5 months

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happy birthday you weird little freak. it's finals season so i can't afford to make a full drawing for u rn but i can at least give you your favorite thing in the world

bonus drawing + og imgs under the cut

cannot believe that crucified!komaeda is the cuntiest i've ever drawn him. call it divine inspiration

#martzipan #nagito komaeda #hajime hinata #komahina #komaeda doesn't like sweets. so i gave him something savory in place of a cake <3 #the first time i tried to draw these i started giggling too hard to actually get anything done #the second time i tried to draw these i had a realization mid-drawing that i'm getting an art degree #i'm gonna be a professional artist. i'm gonna make art for a living #and i'm using it for this. <3 #also crucified!komaeda happened bc my friends and i were talking abt mbti types #and i found out komaeda's. and i learned he shares a personality type with some WILD figures. you should look it up he's an infj #jesus is one of them #and immediately they were like 'you should draw komaeda on the cross'#and i was like 'i've thought about it and you just made it necessary'#and then i made it. and it was beautiful #maybe i'll give komaeda an actual birthday drawing sometime after finals are over. but for now this is what he gets #i'm finally hyperfixed on dr in time for a kmda birthday and then bam. finals week. girl ur luck cycle is affecting ME too #anyways. these are the bestworst things i’ve ever drawn and maybe ever will draw #hinata ended up darker than how i actually headcanon him but it’s ok. i’d rather him be darker than lighter

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seagull-scribbles · 1 year

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I want you to tell ‘em that you love the way that they don’t stick out like sore middle fingers

[Continuation of this]

#TMNT 2012 #casey jones 2012 #raphael hamato #rasey #this is platonic again but I’m not against romantic subtext or whatever #when I was in school being able to do this with your hand was super cool and I often still do it with both #but I’ve met both adults and kids who’ve never seen it before and it freaks them out ahaha #anyway I was jus thinking of hands again and this is a warm up sketch #but i do think thee two would have heart to hearts on rooftops sometimes and really open up #maybe theyre sat next to eachother and raph looks at his thigh next to Casey’s and gets self conscious #maybe one of them was hurt in a fight (probably Casey) and theyre patching eachother up and they just start exploring their differences #or maybe its something as simple as raph asking casey if he was Tarzan and the scene with the hands and Casey’s like yo we can do that #or even more childish theyre just doing it to see who’s hands bigger because Casey’s sister has been doing it a lot and its fun #because let me tell you it doesnt matter how old the kids i work with are they all love comparing my hand with theirs #but i imagine Raphs eyes for a second would give away hes upset a little cause he’s definitely the most self conscience about being a mutant #so Casey would do this and be like ahh look see we arent that different really #raph could bend his fingers to emphasise how much shorter Casey’s are #and cause would say something like these digits might be small but theyre mighty #leading to a shove or even a thumb war or something #anyway ill stop gushing i have a comission to do xxx #OH OH OH THE BITE MARK ON CASEY IS BECAUSE A MUTUAL COMMENTS ABOUT EATING MY RASEY ART SO THATS THEIR TEETH but im not naming names....

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rystiel · 4 months

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wow. y’all really weren’t lying about sam and frodo

#started watching the lord of the rings movies for the first time ever #gay little hobbits #lmfao #i’ve only finished the first one & i’m only like an hour into the second one #so i’m assuming it gets gayer #now that it’s just them #(and gollum)#lord of the rings #lotr #frodo baggins #samwise gamgee #frowise #??!!#is that their ship name

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crossbackpoke-check · 4 months

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the deweys photos are from this video: https://youtu.be/5xTwJho44ao?si=bPw8MZZ327lCogVZ aren’t they just everything

kissing you and the minnesota wild official media team (with consent) full on the mouth, THANK YOU THIS VIDEO IS EVERYTHING 🥰🥰 i have seen pieces of it before i think (connor petting a shark 🥹) but the entire video start to finish is such a delight, 10/10 would recommend

#i’m so glad i saw this now and not when i was deranged at 2AM last night (i say as if i am not currently deranged)#like i had to physically pause. stop watching the video. to take notes to tell you guys about it i hope you know #holyjost thank u i love u i appreciate u & how u always have the sources 😭#i send out a prayer to the universe (put shit in the tags) & u provide #liv in the replies #holyjost #i love this reaction image btw it is one of my FAVORITES #anyway i was just chilling and then lost it at the ‘brandon just says shit’ part and had to start writing down notes (as follows)#there is SO much. the lore. the fact that brandon lasts two seconds before his shirt comes off everyone else is so bundled #dewey2 immediate “sharks” girl help the two of them on the bean bag together #the boat competition BOLDY’S CONTRACT??? yeah i AM thinking about that in a weird way what kind of contract brandon #also boldy motion sickness girlie he’s so real for that one 😭😭#and brandon talking a big game and then like fuckin. curled into a ball on the beanbag passed out bro i cannot.#LD BONITA? LD BONITA FISH??? So excitedly???? my GOD.#LEAVE THAT POOR FISH ALONE!!!!#oh the shark lore 🥺 dewey baby let me take you to this fantastic thing called an aquarium.#you can pet sharks there!!! i can’t even. i know i’ve seen it and had a breakdown about it before but connor’s hand when he pets the shark #the absolute joy oh my god. connor PLEASE ik u want to touch all the fish… we have sturgeon & sting rays & jellies #brandon praising connor’s attitude 🫡 he is so goal oriented they said the goal is a vibe check and connor studied.#also. save me hot brothers save me #what the fuck is this yeti cup ritual give me a cult au NOW wkdndiwkdi they’re such freaks. i love it. also just drink it bro #VLADDY MENTION THAT’S MY BOY HI BEAUTIFULLLLL #OH THIS WAS THE MIDDSY FIGHT???#awww Freddy (who i never think is a forward??)#connor dewar #brandon duhaime #minnesota wild #for reference!

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fakeoutbf · 4 months

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five stages of grief but it’s five stages of social anxiety

#walk with me #this morning i got a bouquet delivered to me at work randomly out of nowhere #the note basically said that i could count of the person even if for just some words of advice or a gesture that could make me laugh or mad #count on the person**#i immediately knew it’s from one of my coworkers and ngl i have a very charged?? relationship with them #in the sense that it’s very intense and we can be laughing joking and teasing or we can be really angry and pissed with each other #it can have very extreme emotions even if we just chill most of the time #idk why i think this whole year i’ve been leaning on them more?? and we started texting more often too #so we’ve been more properly friends lately #and for one i was SO EMBARRASSED for getting flowers bc my coworkers tease the shit out of everyone myself included and i’m not used to #gestures like that so obviously they were on my ass all day about it #and everyone asked about them and it’s EMBARRASSING to get that much attention #(me: i wanna be a singer / also me: can’t stand to be the center of attention)#anyway the person that sent them avoided me yesterday out of nowhere??? idk if they thought i was mad bc i didn’t reply to their texts all #weekend but i literally never reply to anyone and pms was a bitch and i just wanted to be alone #so they didn’t talk to me on monday i was mostly just working listening to music bc i was still emotional whatever #and today i did talk to my other coworkers bc it’s the day when my favorite coworker comes in and i talk to them a lot so i engaged more #and they were still ignoring me and then the flowers came in and we didn’t say a single word to each other today we just texted #they told me they sent them and that ‘they forgot’ what they sent and that it was just meant to be a nice gesture #and that bc they wanted to ‘surprise’ me and make me feel better bc i said i was sad at one point?? idek #i literally just want to tell them I HAD PMS ITS FINE I FEEL SUICIDAL ALL THE TIME and move on #bc now i’m second guessing everything they’re saying bc i thought we were friends and there’s no reason why friends can’t send each other #flowers or whatever but they’ve been avoiding me and then they keep answering my texts really weirdly and i always misinterpret flirting bc #i’m never outright romantic with anyone?? plus we’re FRIENDS i should have no reason to think that’s changed #but they’re being so weird and why get me FLOWERS??? idk get me a chocolate or a coffee i don’t NEED flowers #and then i said it was random to give me flowers out of nowhere and they’re like no it’s serious bro what’s serious??????#your feelings towards me?? or just your will to cheer me up???#if they don’t reply straight up in their next texts i’m gonna flat out say but it was a platonic gesture right???#so yeah i’m overthink getting flowers bc what’s the social code for that and what is one supposed to do when they get flowers from a friend #delivered to their joint workplace where everyone can see them and think they’re from a partner or something

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buddiesmutslut · 5 months

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I’m being so ffr rn, if the show runners definitively show that Buddie is not going to happen?

I’m probably not going to be watching anymore.

I mean it when I say that they’re literally the sole reason I watched this show in the first place. I saw a billion TikTok edits of them & was like “Idek these characters I need to watch this show and see what’s going on over there.”

And like, it’s a fun show, I’m not saying it isn’t, but first responder shows are a dime a dozen. There are other shows that have queer characters and found family and wild adventures. Granted, they don’t have Buck & his bi arc, but I’d still read fanfics to get my Evan Buckley fix lol.

I don’t need them right now, I’m so down for the slow burn, will-they-won’t-they & the pining & the yearning & the build up and the GOOD foundation. I want to see Eddie figuring himself out and dealing with his repression and figuring out he’s queer (& Demi, pls God. I hope if I just say it enough, I can will it into existence somehow) before anything happens with the two of them, but if they take definitive steps to have one of them like, marry someone else or something, I think I’m gonna head out. Find me on ao3 for the rest of my days lol.

#911 abc #buddie #demisexual eddie diaz #also pls don’t come at me with “you don’t care about bi representation”. he’s already bi #he’s always been bi & I’ve loved watching him on this journey #but his & Eddie’s relationship is literally the only reason I started this show in the first place #and again if they find good LI’s & bring them more into focus #the time spent on the Buddie relationship will decrease. that’s just how tv & time limits work #and if my favorite relationship on the show goes away then why would I continue watching it religiously?#also I know I’m a bitch & would therefore hate any person they brought in to be the HEA for them & that’s not fun for anyone #not that I would bully the actor/actress bc im not an ASSHOLE #eddie diaz #evan buckley #I literally watched Booth & Bones take like 9 seasons to get together I am IN IT with a slow burn #unless they do what they did last season & shoehorn 2 LI’s in at the last second on the last episode then I guess I wouldn’t have a choice #Tim would’ve pulled a fast one on me #also I will watch literally anything else Oliver Stark is in SNOOKUMS I love you so much. come home the kids miss you 😂#& probably Lou also bc he’s so freaking cute irl I wanna die #with his curly hair and his silly faces and his muscles and his wanting to be held in the dark #LOU BABY ILL HOLD YOU IF THE POWER GOES OUT #I have spent too much of my life & time & energy to get 0 payout and it’s honestly unsustainable but that’s a whole different problem

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koifrog · 17 days

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I’m approaching 27 which means that we are now in this unexpected period of life where we need to replace all of our “good enough for now” things that we got super cheap (or free from family) when we first started living on our own. I am realizing that it is VERY difficult to get rid of things, not just from an emotional attachment standpoint but also:

“Well it technically DOES still work even if it’s unpleasant and falling apart” (especially applicable to ugly/uncomfortable furniture)

“We don’t have to get rid of it, we can always repair it” (it is literally broken and falling apart)

“Wouldn’t it be Bad and Consumeristic to just throw something away that isn’t actually broken just because I want a new one?” (this one plagues me)

“Getting a New Thing would be way too expensive” (hasn’t even checked the price of a replacement, I absolutely can afford it but it would cost more than $50)

Even when I’ve fought through those arguments (which is very hard to do considering these are things I learned while growing up during the 2008 recession and struggling financially due to severe illness and death in the family when I was young) and come out the other side determined to actually replace something, a new issue arises. “How am I going to get rid of the old thing?”

“I can’t donate this because it’s broken or stained”

“I want to sell this but this requires a lot of energy that I don’t have (photographing the item, pricing the item, posting an ad for the item, sorting through offers for the item, arranging pickup for the item, possibly even shipping the item)”

“I want to throw this away but it’s too large to put in the garbage so it must go on the curb and I don’t know the protocol for that”

“I want to throw this away but it’s too large to put in the garbage and too broken to give away so it must go to the dump and I don’t have a vehicle I can use to take this there so I will need to reach out to family for help”

“I want to throw this away but I’m not sure how to do so in an Environmentally Friendly way”

This sort of situation is a nightmare for my mentally ill mind, and it results in me simply giving up and putting up with keeping the shitty item I know I want to replace and repeating the same excuses to myself to justify it enough that I don’t break down in frustrated tears every time I look at the thing I’ve been wanting to get rid of for months.

I’m sick of it though. I am tired of having to put up with being stuck with something I don’t like just because it’s not “bad enough” to justify going through the stress of removing from my life. I am tired of living with these things that I want to get rid of taking up the space I want to give to something new that I do love that I picked out myself on purpose. I am tired of my own happiness not being a good enough reason to justify doing something difficult or inconvenient. I am approaching 30. I don’t want to live the next decade of my life like I’ve lived the first two, just dealing with what’s been given to me and not saying no, incapable of removing things I don’t like to make space for things I do.

#talk #this started as a vent about my couch and my lawnmower and my deck furniture and my car #ended a lot more metaphorical and emotional than expected #but. yeah.#I want my life to be something I chose on purpose #not just whatever I’ve been given #I think I deserve better than that #but also for real why is it so fucking hard to just throw something away!!!#IMO this is partly an infrastructure issue specifically when it comes to things I don’t know HOW to throw away #also there should be more trash categories #I’m sick of things I can’t recycle being tossed in a landfill when they could be composted #but I live in a second story apartment so I can’t compost it myself #also there are many things that I can’t recycle but also SHOULD NOT go in a landfill #that’s one of those things that stresses me out a lot #environmentalism is important to me #wish it was more accessible #ALSO!!!!#what do I do with old potting soil that’s lost nutrients? do I just fertilize the soil in a pot if a plant is doing poorly because it’s been #in the same pot for 4 years #??#do I just NOT replace the soil?#I think i do need to replace the soil but what do I do with the old stuff????#again. second story apartment. so I can’t just put it in the yard.#also even if I could I don’t know if I should!! what if I spread diseases or bacteria or invasive plants!!!#do I toss it in the woods nearby? same issue as before!!!!#do I! once again!! just put up with keeping this old dirt!!!!!!!!!#I don’t want to be burdened by a giant tub of old fucking dirt of all things!!!!!!!#WHY IS IT SO HAAAARD #I DONT WANNA BE A HOARDERRRR

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a-sketchy · 8 months

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#okay.#always interesting to hear characters’ interpretation of the protagonist. yknow. considering the degree of malleability and such #rambles #p4g posting #i’ve just started talking to party members more often and swapping costumes #so fun #i love the funny weapons also it almost makes me sad when i have to swap to better ones #i’ll keep chie in the inline skates until the last possible second i love inline skates

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calciferstims · 3 months

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tiktokers be like “I am going to create the most beautiful, relaxing, aesthetically pleasing video ever, with gorgeous lighting, and deeply satisfying content”. …….. “and then I’m going to cut the video fifty thousand times in thirty seconds-”

#chatting tag #WHY. WHY. PLEASE.#I swear like every gifset I ever see that comes from tiktok is like the most gorgeous shit I’ve ever seen in my life #(specifically those videos of food that have really sunny lighting. OUGH that’s my SHIT)#but then EVERY TIME there’s like 5 cuts in every single individual gif. and it drives me crazy #don’t get me wrong they are good gifsets and it is not the gif makers fault. and obviously I know why the tiktok makers do that #bc there’s such a short time limit on the videos and they want to keep their attention and what not #but I swear to god they will make cuts that are SO FUCKING UNNECESSARY like just cutting literal milliseconds out of a satisfying shot.#which makes it no longer as satisfying. why. why do you do this to me.#listen I just have this secret rule that I never use gifs that have any cuts in them at all in my boards #unless they’re like really really nice. but even then like only two cuts max or I go crazy. I don’t like how weird and choppy it looks!!!!#so then like all of the prettiest gifs ever. I can’t use. BC THERES SO MANY GIDDAMN CUTS #like there’s so many videos I’d want to make gifs of but you can’t even get like a millisecond long gif out of it without including cuts 😭😭#ugh. anyways. that was my unnecessarily petty and extensive rant that I’ve just been holding in for a while. sorry.#also sorry but the other thing that bothers me is that stupid logo taking up half the gif.#one of my othe hyper specific secret rules is that I cannot use any gif that has a visible logo or watermark on it bc it drives me nuts #and like. not to rag on gif makers. bc gif makers are the most wondrous thing in the entire world and everything they do is great.#but I DO know a REALLLYYY easy way to download TikTok’s without the watermark it’s so simple it would take like two seconds. please. for me #just look up tiktok video downloader there’s like four good functional websites immediately. it’s so easy #let’s all start doing this pls we could make the most perfect gifsets ever without that ugly ass logo #(again not mad at gifmakers. I love u gifmakers. muah.)

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edwinisms · 1 month

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literally I have not written this much in the span of a couple weeks since like. mid high school. so around 7-8 years ago. what has this show done to me

#it’s not like I haven’t been super into other stuff over the course of that time yet nothing spurred me to write like This #I used to in late middle school / early high school for a fandom I will not mention except. way way more. like I had an unfinished fic over #100k words. and that was just one fic #but. anyway SINCE then nothing’s motivated me to write this much except. well. you know #I think part of it has something to do with the fanbase being so new and active #I rarely get into things that are new enough or popular enough to have much of a fanbase to encourage me to write more / post more #so this is nice #anywayyyy yeah I just finished the second chapter of don’t you want me and both chapters combined are 10k. I am not even halfway done #I’m worried I’m dragging it out way too much and people are gonna get bored #cause the Fun Stuff will really start to go down in chapter 4 #I guess we’ll see. it’s not as popular as my first (oneshot) fic which is a bit disappointing but I suppose inevitable #I’m not feeling that confident about my writing/plot on this piece honestly but. we keep truckin #rambling #oh yeah and for reference. I’ve probably written like 30Kish words worth of stuff in the past two weeks or so

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moonfurthetemmie · 5 months

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That moment you realize the weird gritty dark Pinocchio game you got an ad for on YouTube isn’t a casual rpg but a goddam Soulslike and you’re bad at fighting in casual-er games already. But you already paid for it and your gamer mom wants to see what it’s deal is so she’s watching you play

#Lies of P #I’ve at least reached the first boss.#I have Bloodborne. I’m…not that far. in that one.#so. um.#I got the parade master down a little past half health too!! I reached the second phase!!!!#that’s not too bad!#also tbf the problem I’m having in Bloodborne is the huge crowd around the bonfire in the start. it’s. yikes #if the doll would wake the fuck up and let me level we’d probably get somewhere but noooooo #This happened last night btw. I’m doing other shit today #I mean I wanna go back. but Busy

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