#so I’m starting from the beginning
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imogen’s development from “i’m not like homophobic 😃 i’m an ally 😌💅” to “i don’t think i’ve ever liked a boy” is absolutely 10/10 no notes, exactly where i was hoping her character would go
#you can rip comphet femme lesbian imogen from my cold dead hands#THATS MY LESBIAN I LOVE HER SO MUCH#finally starting to figure herself out i’m so proud of her#sahar realized she was bi because of imogen and imogen starting to realize she’s a lesbian because of sahar I AM CLAWING AT THEIR DYNAMIC#I WISH WE SAW MORE OF THEM#i’m all for a healthy ‘we’re better off as friends’ trope#however#these two are soulmates and they’re in love sorry i don’t make the rules#imogen x sahar#CALLED THAT SINCE THE BEGINNING#i was an imogen/sahar shipper before sahar was even introduced in the show 😌#heartstopper#heartstopper spoilers#heartstopper season 3#heartstopper season 3 spoilers#spoilers
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Okay so! This one was originally gonna be a one shot just on the final scene (Enemies to Lovers who got caught!) but then I wanted to see the development of how they got there so
Prince Arthur and Prince Merlin are from two rival kingdoms who always seem to be fighting or warring in some capacity, but having very few moments of peace between them, so the princes have seen each other briefly at a Royal event before but the first time they actually meet is when Arthur almost dies sneaking out to the battle his father warns him against (because sorcerers are dangerous!) and Merlin saves his life!
Merlin’s father, King Balinor, runs a kingdom based around magic and he himself trains and rides dragons and has warned Merlin to stay away from the Pendragons his entire life, as Uther warned Arthur in return. They realize that they’re actually not so bad and become friends, secretly working together to convince their fathers to sign a treaty.
They go from enemies to friends to lovers but are eventually caught and have to figure out how to completely stop the war their families are about to engage in during what was supposed to be the peace talks.
The other characters like knights and servants and such are split between the kingdoms in this au though I’m having a difficult time deciding who gets who in some spots lol
I’m super excited to work on it more, I think it’s gonna be a long one! :)
WIP Ask Game
I've seen a few posts like this and wanted to give it a try!
Here's are the titles/brief ideas for my current wip Merlin fics. If you're interested, feel free to ask about the one that intrigues you the most and I'll post a snippet or say something about it!
The Wedding Knight (Merwaine, Explicit)
secret relationship rumors (Merthur)
pwp, Your Eyes Glow Ch 2 (Merthur, Mature/Explicit)
carving wooden dragons as gifts (Mercelot)
arthur returns after five years (Merwenthur)
whump, love triangle, Waiting on You Ch 6 (Merthur)
Rival Princes AU (Merthur)
Cowboy Gang AU (Merwaine)
pwp in the rain/temple, Eye of the Storm (Merthur)
Artist/Secret Wealthy Patron AU (Merthur, Explicit)
ygraine is summoned
searching for Emerys (Merthur)
#bbc merlin#bbc merthur#merthur#rosewrites#rosewip#merlin#arthur pendragon#wip#I was 3k words into it as a one shot when I went#“wait I want more”#so I’m starting from the beginning#I think I got the idea originally because I saw a comment saying there weren’t enough Prince!Merlin stories#I went#y’know what you’re right
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Her kisses were all-consuming and he felt his heart surrendering to her with every gentle nip, losing himself in the feeling of her. Her soft body pressing tightly against him, her breathy moans, the soft hair at the nape of her neck, her taste.
When Eloise finally pulled away from him, breathing heavily as their foreheads pressed together and their eyes locked, Sebastian was dazed and content and...happy. Merlin, he was so happy. Her cheeks were bright pink, and her lips were swollen and red and smiling up at him. His breath caught in his throat - he didn't think he had ever seen anything so beautiful as Eloise in that moment. Sebastian knew that he was grinning like a fool but he didn't care.
Happiness was bubbling up in his body and he was leaning down to kiss her again because it would never be enough and -
She started coughing.
Eloise abruptly pulled away from him, covering her mouth with her sleeve as she doubled over. A terrible, horrible, familiar wracking cough that Sebastian never thought he would hear again.
When she pulled her sleeve away from her mouth, there were little flecks of blood.
They both looked at each other in horror.
"Eloise..." he started, his voice cracking. The balloon of happiness that had filled him burst and he felt himself crashing back to the grim reality that had been his life for too long. Arms hanging limply at his sides. When his voice came out again, it was a whisper. He could barely choke the words out.
"...what did you do?"
their first kiss😇😇😇
#sorry guys I can’t help but be an evil gremlin🫡😔🙏#idk if I’ve drawn them kissing before but this was fun!!!!🥹 so I’ll do it again💓💓💓#do you like when I add these little excerpts from my writing??#also😫#I was thinking of rewriting my fic from the beginning is that like…okay? normal? something people do????#it was the first thing I’ve ever written and I’m just pantsing the whole thing#I like the plot and basically all of it SO MUCH😫#but I feel like my writing’s improved since I started and I have a better idea of who Eloise is#so I want to rewrite and tweak things a bit so it’s BETTER#idk😫😫 maybe I’ll just keep going forward with my disaster😇#anyways hope you enjoyed this KISS😙😙😙💓💓💓🥹🥹🥹#😇😇#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hphl#hogwarts legacy mc#hogwarts legacy oc#sebastian sallow#eloise babbit#sebastian sallow x mc#sebastian sallow fanart
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Agrippa, Antony, Actium
I cleaned up an old sketch I did of Antony and Agrippa when I was doing some reading about Actium: it was one of those ideas that I thought would make a cool painting until I realized I’d have to render the ocean and blood diffusing through the water 🫠
something something rival dogs of war. Antony and Agrippa actually ended up being the least interesting thing about Actium imo, when you realize the ocean became a tomb of the unburied. imperialist violence and and dynastic rivalries infecting the water. etc and so forth.
⭐ I have a tip jar (ko-fi)!
⭐ and other places I’m at! bsky / pixiv / pillowfort /cohost / cara.app
#so so so many bodies in the water. christ. and for what#Roman Empire tag#alright! that’s it. sometimes I have thoughts for the tags but what else is there to say#(inhales) actually I have a lot to say. SO ABOUT THE FAILURE OF LEADERSHIP—#(I’m forcibly removed from the venue because I stop talking about Antony half way through and start yelling about Tirad Pass)#that’s 80% of why I won’t do a dynast rivals comic I got so mad thinking about other stuff while writing it last year that I binned the#whole thing like (screams for three hours straight and immediately begins to summon up ghosts to yell at them directly)#marcus vipsanius agrippa#mark antony
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why did isayama put his whole pussy into yumihisu after saying he can’t write romance. and then fumble when it came to the straights.
#yumihisu#how and why did he manage to make them so perfect. written so beautifully. built up so expertly#eremika#aruani#y’all were done so dirty#I’m sorry he put all his time into developing eremin instead of giving an ounce of romance between their canonical couples#aruani could have been so great if he just. if he planned it from the start. AND BRO PLANS A LOT#same with eremika#eremika could have been the most beautiful ship if he didn’t dedicate all of eren’s character development to armin and actually intended#from the beginning to make them lovers instead of pushing a strange sibling relationship where eren did not show ANY reciprocation of love#yet he managed to write the most heartwrenching soul crushing queer relationship with more time dedicated to their romance than the romance#the main two couples combined (at least romantically)#isayama can only write romance if it’s gay and i stand by that#like#kenuri#he also put his whole ussy into this and we legit only knew them for a few chapters#how does he accidentally give the most romantic and intimate moments and dynamics to the gays#eremin#why did he give the most romantic dialogue to these two#like why did eremin parallel yumihisu and reibert. while eremika was CANONICALLY framed as a parallel to the most toxic horrific relationshi#reibert#he accidentally made the most tragic devoted caring couple. and then dropped in bertholdt liking annie out of nowhere 💀#he can write such good dynamics between complex characters and then when it comes to the straights he’s just like 🤷 they kiss or sumn#aot#snk#attack on titan#shingeki no kyojin#txt#sorry I’m going crazy in the tags#this started as just a funny realization that yumihisu is so amazingly written and then he can’t write romance when it comes to the straight
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oliver stark has done nothing but advocate for bi buck every step of the way and now that he’s expressing excitement for the next half of buck’s storyline—which was always going to turn out this way, because tommy was always a plot device and they made that clear from the very beginning—you’re calling him biphobic and saying he’s a horrible person for letting y’all down easily. i wish i could say i was surprised.
#911 abc#911 spoilers#oliver stark#evan buckley#911 discourse#and i’m saying this as a bisexual man before anybody starts claiming i don’t understand the bi or mlm struggle for representation#tim said from the very beginning that a no wedding bells were being rang and that b this was a starter relationship#i’m very sorry it took you guys so long to realize this but that is simply not oliver’s fault
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OKAY! Chatot rant in tags below! Read at your own discretion.
#okay starting from the beginning of where ppl usually dislike him. apple woods chapter.#he doesn’t give hero/partner the CHANCE to explain themselves despite them being relatively good recruits up until that point.#and that legit might be my only gripe with that chapter bc!!! stories need conflict! I LIKE the conflict in apple woods!!!#hero and partner being punished so something they didn’t do!#the misunderstanding! how team skull (Skuntank) actually outplays the main duo with a clever yet rotten trick. I LOVE that it segways into-#one of the more sweeter scenes of guild members looking out for eachother. I LIKE APPLE WOODS CONFLICT.#but chatot just. not giving them a chance. is so dumb.#I’d personally fix this by having a lil montage of hero/partner fucking up on jobs. A LOT. and chatot giving them a pass every time.#and let the perfect apple incident BE the one where he puts his foot down and doesn’t listen to them. bc he’d given them loads of chances.#and doesn’t want to hear any excuse.#but yeah. I legit dont mind him during that chapter except for that really stupid and frustrating moment.#NOW. CHAPTER 17.#UGGGGHHH WHERE DO I BEGIN#Him not believing hero and Partner about Grovyle and the future being in ruin? FINE. ACTUALLY GOOD. BC CHATOT WOULD BE SKEPTIC.#IT FITS HIS CHARACTER!!#BUT WHAT DOES SUCK. IS HIM GOING ‘Dusknoir isn’t the bad guy. he didn’t do anything wrong’#WHEN HE LITERALLY KIDNAPPED HERO AND PARTNER RIGHT I N F R O N T OF HIM.#(NO LITERALLY. HIS CHARACTER IS IN THE FRONT ROW WHEN IT HAPPENED.)#and him. having the GALL to tell hero and partner they must’ve been ‘seeing things’ and downplaying the HELL they went through.#despite them being missing for hours/days. his own guild recruits. and his angry sprite showing up.#like. I think that’s when I genuinely despised him.#that and him going ‘OH I BELIEVED YOU THE WHOLE TIME HEEHOO :)’ shit was so fucking annoying.#just playing it off as a joke the second the guild started to believe hero and partner.#IMAGINE IF HE W A S ACTUALLY TESTING THE GUILD’S TRUST. SHOWCASING HIM AS THE MORE RESPONSIBLE AND RESPECTFUL RIGHT HAND OF THE GUILD.#and yes. Brine cave he saves hero and partner. but at that point I just didn’t care anymore.#he fucked those two over so much. that I didn’t care what ‘valiant’ sacrifice he had.#and he grills Team Skull for what they did OFF SCREEN. they couldn’t even give us THAT.#<<< THAT or him outright saying sorry would’ve been nice. IKIK his ‘actions’ or whatever but.#eughh again this is all imo. I’m not trying to make people hate him or change their mind.#I’ll get into positives in the second post cause I’m running out of tags
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Arranged marriage AU with Barbarian Bakugou who is so daunting to be around at first. He’s all gruff curses and broad shoulders and scarred cheeks and neck and jaw. He scowls constantly, stares at you while your parents auction you off like some show pig, but doesn’t say much to you besides a grunt of his name. You’re terrified, thinking that he’ll be cruel to you, that you’re being set up for a life full of unhappiness and terror and regret.
But he’s the exact opposite. Bakugou is gentle in ways a man of his size typically wouldn’t be, but he shrinks himself for you. Not in a way that diminishes his status as the newly appointed king, but to respect you, show you that you’re beside him instead of behind him.
He picks you berries on his hunts because he knows the smell of a fresh kill brings nausea to your stomach. You find him along with the other maidens and helpers around his village, sitting beside them, big fingers holding tiny little flowers that he weaves into a crown for you. When he sets it on your head, he purses his lips, mutters something under his breath in his language that you’re still not too familiar with, but sure it means something along the lines of pretty and soft.
And when he finds you bathing in the river only few have access to, he’s sweet the whole time. Doesn’t make a spectacle of you being naked, and is relieved when you don’t instantly cower when he wades his way over to you. You try not to stare at the clawed scars that decorate his pec and jaw when he stands above you, and it helps when he suddenly dumps water all over your head. He shushes you when you splutter, continues on with cupping his hands and letting the water run off of your hair and down your shoulders, scrubbing at your skin until your flesh squeaks. He doesn’t expect you to do the same for him, but he hums in satisfaction when you push him down a little lower so you can wash the crown of his head.
#I don’t think I’ve ever actually written a full blown barbarian bkg fic which should be a crime#bc there are so many good ideas for it#but I’ve been struggling with writing creatively so I will put this idea as a full fic on the back burner for now lol#in the drafts for another 8 months! ☝🏻#sorry I’m lying I’m about to write it rn aidsjdhdjf#anyway interaction has been so low and that doesn’t help with the low energy level when it comes to writing#I do it for myself but it’s a little sad when it feels like I’m talking to myself since I do that enough already lmfao#it’s the beginning of the semester tho so I GET IT bc I’m struggling to read too#this semester isn’t even all that hard but I’m so mentally checked out from school that everything is so much more complicated than need be#I just need a really long break to find myself#feels like I’ve been on go for a few months straight now#okay bye my stomach started cramping really bad which is a single to take my ass to bed lmfao#—new treat in the streets! 🍫#bakugou treats! 🍬
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It’s so crazy that tptm is entering its endgame, as someone who’s been around since the very beginning, it feels like yesterday Disposable Girl came out ;_;
#sys.txt#tptm#the post traumatic manifesto#ohhhh my god I was 17 when it started now I’m 20 TAKE ME BACK >:( TAKE ME BACK TAKE ME B#in all seriousness I’m gonna be sad when it ends but I’m so proud of weevildoing for seeing this project to the very end…#it means so much to me. I’m happy to have watched it grow from the very beginning
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Question for all the lokius veterans— how did it feel, what was it like online when the track list for Loki S1E4-6 came out and you realized that the track that played in the “welcome home cheater” lovers quarrel scene was called “Lokius” and it wasn’t a S*yki song as originally thought (assuming people thought that song was for Loki mourning Slyvie and realizing he was in love w/ her)
#not trying to start anything#but lol I HAD to ask#I watched Loki from the very beginning when it was airing but I never had a tumblr account so I’m just curious#j can imagine the chaos that ensued LMAO#lokius#mobius#loki season 2#loki show#loki x mobius#loki spoilers#mobius m mobius#mcu loki#loki laufeyson#loki#mobius and loki#loki series#owen wilson#tom hiddleston#marvel#loki odinson#wowki#loki season two#mcu#loki s2#loki season one#loki s1#lokius nation#loki and mobius#lokiedit#loki marvel
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imagine not liking tom paris he’s so ride or die that he was like i’m fully risking my life for this dude i just met yesterday and interacted with maybe for a total of like ten minutes . in the first episode
#yes i know there’s a time gap when they first meet and then he goes to get harry like three days later but they were asleep for said three#days so#yeah i’m starting voyager from the beginning bc i would watch it sporadically on cable#when i was younger#and i really liked it so#but i forgot that tom was like this . he’s genuinely so funny#star trek voyager#st voyager#star trek#tom paris#harry kim#voyager
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Reblog and put in the tags what your current career/degree is* vs the career/degree that, in retrospect, you should have gone into, knowing what you now know about yourself.
(This is NOT your dream job (who dreams of labor lol), but rather the career that your 18yo self didn’t know to explore/wasn’t encouraged to choose)
* please be as vague as needed so as not to doxx yourself 🙏 internet safety first always
#I’m in law and I absolutely love every single day of my life and my job#but if I was to start everything over from the beginning - I probably should have gone into computer science and programming#the thing I love to do most in my free time is code and learn about computer engineering#but I was labeled “bad at math” so I didn’t try for a STEM degree ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#alternatively: seminary/theology#shut up e#I’m actually curious in the responses and will probably be reading all the tags lol
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everyone say happy birthday shen qiao
[ID: fanart of shen qiao from thousand autumns, smiling at the viewer. his eyes are dark gray. half of his hair is pulled back into a bun, held by a teal ribbon tied into a loose bow. loose pieces frame his face. end ID]
#i started thousand autumns but i decided to start from the beginning so just give me like 2 months y’all and i’ll make art#anyway this is like a basic design. expect it to change as i go along#i’ve been getting into bloodborne lately bc i’m gay for lady maria so expect that also xoxo#danmei#meng xi shi#qian qiu#qianqiu#qian qiu fanart#thousand autumns#thousand autumns fanart#shen qiao#digital art#decaysart
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I have such a bone to pick with you, tumblr!!!
Why, in all the times that I’ve seen this shot used as a meme
have I never seen anyone post the actual context, which is funnier than any fucking possible meme format?!?!!!
#🤣🤣🤣#fucking hell#!!!#omfg#fucking incredible#also yes idk if I mentioned this before but for the past several months I have picked up the x files again starting from the beginning#this is s2ep20#I’m so obsessed with this#funniest fucking thing possible#Fox Mulder#x files
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The sillies<3
#ocs#it’s funny bc valen is the one wearing the cat ears lmaoo#my ocs as children is the thing I’m sensitive about#they stay silly over the years#gideon’s jigsaw icon gets me every time I look at it 😭#not even a name on this profile or anything#you’re sooo edgy 😂#he’s like 17 here#that was also around the age his vitiligo started showing but he’d just keep dyeing it back#it’s also when he cut his beautiful long hair 😔❤️🩹#hair holds memories and all that#it was the beginning of his villain arc kskskdj#the remaining 4 comments are just valen and thora laughing back and forth#<< I need to draw these blorbos I gotta complete the friend group#so far you only know thora from scattered tags that make no sense lol#I think about her a lot 💆♀️#i love their high school era so much that was when the majority of the drama was happening lmaoo#🥰#my ocs#my art#valen x gideon
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That fight had no right to make this emotional on a saturday evening (Whole Cake Island arc)
It’s the fact that, in many ways, it directly contrasted the Usopp-Luffy fight.
Usopp voluntarily left the crew and then challenged Luffy. He was completely and abundantly clear and honest about his intentions. So Luffy had no choice but to meet that determination with a true fight. He didn’t hesitate. He fought him, without regard to their difference in ability or friendship. Or more he fought him BECAUSE of their friendship.
But Sanji came to the fight hiding the truth.
He came to the fight with the intention of deceiving Luffy about his true feelings, his true motivations, and his reasons for fighting.
And Luffy knew that. Sanji was challenging him, and he would never backdown from that. But he wasn’t about to fight his friend knowing he didn’t actually want to fight.
So he can’t fight and he can’t leave. More to the point, leaving would mean he was taking Sanji’s word and abandoning him, when he KNOWS Sanji isn’t telling the truth.
So he stands his ground. He shows Sanji that he’s going to stay there until Sanji tells him the truth. It doesn’t matter how many times he kicks him. He says as much “I know it hurts you more”. He knows that Sanji is in pain with every kick and every blow.
Which is why Sanji is practically begging him to leave. Telling him over and over to go away. So that he can stop hurting his captain, the man who reinvigorated his dream, and the friend (or nakama may have the deeper nuance) whom he believes in absolutely. So he knows at least his crew and captain would be safe from the mess he has to deal with due to his biological family and the threat of a Yonko on his tail.
But he also knows how stubborn Luffy is. If Sanji can’t make him go, then knocking him out so he can leave him behind is the only option left. So he does. He pulls out one of, if not the strongest move in his arsenal and knocks him out.
Add insult to injury, Nami slaps him before he leaves. He couldn’t say a single harsh word to her. Could barely limit his interaction with her to a glare (which I posted about). She slaps him and lays down the only blow dealt in that whole duel, which adds extra impact to his betrayal. He couldn’t say a word in fear of her never ever forgiving him.
But with Luffy, he could get away with it. Putting aside his whole notion of chivalry, on a deeper level, he can say these things with a tiny kernel of subconscious hope within him.
It’s the fact that part of him knows Luffy can sense everything he’s feeling, even if he doesn’t know why, and feels safe enough to say those harsh words to Luffy. His overwhelming trust of Luffy stays strong somewhere deep in his subconscious, so even as he tries desperately to sever ties, he knows Luffy may one day forgive him.
And to confirm that. Luffy calls after him.
“I know you’re lying. I know you didn’t want to do that. I know you’re hurting more than I am. I still need you. You’re my cook. I can’t become Pirate King without you. I won’t leave without you. I won’t eat unless it’s your food! So make sure to come back!”
So, like me, Sanji can’t do anything but cry as they leave Luffy and Nami behind. Even as his conscious brain despairs at having betrayed his captain and crew, it’s extra bitter knowing Luffy still believes in him after all that.
#i’m emotional#how did y’all deal with this#I’ve finally reached the part of the story that was airing when I first started watching one piece from the beginning#like I’d seen the 4kids dub but 2013-2016 was my great anime era and so I started the OP journey around when Whole Cake first dropped#or midway through.#bc all the amvs we’re about Sanji vs Luffy and the shot of Sanji crying was in all of them#it’s confused me this whole time timeline wise#bc I knew about Luffy withering away to nothingness but I was also trying to figure how he defeats big mom#while staying in the spot he swore he would stay in#but apparently the fight is coming to him!#one piece#manga#anime#whole cake island#monkey d luffy#Sanji vs Luffy#Sanji
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