#so I opted not to make a post

[imekitty]

Today I worked on:

Disillusioned: 495 words

Last sentences written:

The sound of his door closing. Danny fell over on his bed, holding his arms and curling in on himself.

[doctorsiren]

I loved your headcannons about inukawa, reigen and reigens sister and I would really like to see what you think would happen if mob and reigens sister met and I was wondering if you could possibly draw them :D

hello yes I accidentally made a comic after seeing this ask yesterday 😁 bro psychoanalyzed her 😨

[made-my-peace-with-all-the-bad]

Ponyboy didn’t cry at Johnny’s funeral. He wanted to, he really did, but he couldn’t make the tears come. He couldn’t feel anything, so he just looked at the grave in silence. He didn’t cry when he got home either. He just sat down in front of the shitty TV and watched whatever cartoon was on. He wanted to feel so badly. He wanted to be mad. He wanted to scream or sob but nothing would come. He was numb.

He went on like that for two weeks. He went on like that until Darrel pushed too hard and then he yelled. He yelled but he still barely felt. He didn’t truly feel until Johnny’s clothes were in his arms. He didn’t feel until he could still smell the smoke and grease and dirt that was so distinctly Johnny still clinging to the fabric. And the minute he felt, he wished it would go away. Because the grief and despair came over him like a tidal wave. He thought he couldn’t possibly still feel his heart break after his parents died, but smelling Johnny and holding his rough jacket, his heart shattered. Suddenly he was burying his face in Johnny’s stuff and gasping for air as sobs wracked his entire body.

It got a little better when he read Johnny’s letter. It got a little better when he started opening up to his brothers. It started getting better when he started feeling a little more ok. But then the one year anniversary came around and suddenly he was plunged back into his pure and unfiltered grief.

He spent the entire morning sitting on his couch, the rest of the gang, or what was left of it, there too. He thought he’d be ok, maybe he’d visit Johnny’s grave and talk to him, or read the letter again. But when he read the letter, the blood drained from his face as he realized that he no longer perfectly remembered Johnny’s voice. He sucked in air when he realized before immediately curling into Darrel and clasping a hand over his mouth to stop the loud sob from escaping. He spent the rest of the day like that, held by his brothers, Soda rubbing his back and Darrel quietly whispering out “I know, baby, I’m so sorry”. He could barely feel Soda’s touch or hear Darrel’s comfort over the ringing in his ears as he kept his eyes squeezed shut, trying to remember every mark on Johnny’s body and the way his laugh sounded and the way his hand felt, his cries getting more intense whenever he couldn’t recall the details. Because his best friend was fading away and there was nothing he could do to stop it.

[couch-house]

chip so cuuute waaaa little baby baby boy i feed him lots of food so he grows up big and strong

[lemongogo]

viktor prev 🤖

[chiropteracupola]

The wanderer on his way.

[australianklaviergavin]

My mom used to know a guy who would greet people he knew by licking their eyeball. I think Sholmes might do this. The lickerrrrr

[transusopp]

lets be friends just a little longer this time..

song: sand planet ☆ hachi

[ohnoitsnuance]

It’s been really weird to see this website go from “trigger warnings are important to avoid mental health attacks from those with PTSD or OCD” to “trigger warnings are just an excuse to avoid the horrors of reality by the well off.”

I understand entirely what the second argument is getting at, because people absolutely use the phrase incorrectly to block out ideas or events that might upset them just a little (and should upset them!) but at the same time, now when I use this site, not only can I not brace myself for content that triggers my OCD but I also get double triggered by being told my want of triggers is a moral failing.

[taxi-boi]

free my man! he did all that shit but he was [stigmatized disorder] coded and all of his actions were the result of ableist/sanist writing decisions made by the author.

[gamergirl929]

I know that many of us are upset with Ashlyn Harris at the moment, but I do NOT in ANYWAY condone threats of violence, or violence towards her in general.

[weaselishmcdiesel]

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[chiropteracupola]

The People Have Requested A Granby, and By Golly, A Granby They Shall Have!

[pseudophan]

NORA MY AUTOGRAPHED YWGTTN ARRIVED I CANT BELIEVE HIS SIGNATURE ITS ILLEGIBLE I LOVE IT

i adore how he manages to make a three letter name illegible he is so talented and special to me <3

[shararan]

I can't wait until I fix a better desktop because I swear it's so hard when things look completely different (worse) on my phone screen and the colors looks completely off and then a couple days later I realize it did NOT look that bad I just had no way of comprehending that when the better screen didnt match what I thought I was doing on my bad one <333

Which is also why I dread colors and lighting since I can't tell what I'm doing, but then I realize it did turn out fine actually help--

[dire-vulture]

Florabrisa Top 10 Hottest Dragons based on my own taste for bears/charismatic bad boys......