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Peaceful Property's trailer just dropped (THANK GOD!), and I am here once again asking
If not a BL, why the color exchange?!
Home is red. Peach is blue(green, so turquoise really)
And Peach's sister is pink.
(Kan is neutral)
So why is Home wearing blue if he isn't in love with Peach?!
And why is Kan wearing red?!
I will be perfectly fine if there is no romance in this show, but all I'm screaming is the colors mean things!
And if the BL streets were correct that Force and Book were going to be a cameo based solely on arms appearing in a photo in March,
Then I'm just going to sit here in my truth knowing that red + blue
equals purple.
#peaceful property#are they color coded boys in love?#the trailer says no#but it's canon to me#the colors mean things#so I know the truth in my soul#I'm ready!#I've waited a lifetime!#well just a couple of months but it felt like eternity
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wombo combo'd his ass
#spire of deceit and truth cutscene leaked real not fake#no soul jam no powers no nothing we know who wins#i drew this on my trackpad so its a little rough#(pv squaring up): I'm a healer but...#pure vanilla cookie#shadow milk cookie#vanilla milkshake#shadowvanilla#pureshadow#my art#shitpost#2024
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the key to surviving this like/reblog ratio and content quality drop crisis is to make things you enjoy, right? right????
#life#yes yes i know that the unfortunate truth about the internet is that funny and relatable stuff will always trump artistic things#wrote enough articles and saw the millions of views streaming into 'viral' moments#compared to interviewing artists that would put so much time and skill and frankly their soul into their art#only to be quickly buried underneath more 'marketable' articles#but just because it is what it is doesn't mean it doesn't hurt the soul#it truly hurts the soul scrolling through some of my tracked edit tags#and seeing people who spent days blending and doing font work and making the most beautiful colors and overlays#get a couple of hundred notes#at best#and then someone makes a low quality gif with whatever dimensions the text ain't even centered and it's thousands of notes like#i'm all for people learning and we all start out somewhere (god just look at my own first gifs lmao)#but the ratio just ain't rationing yaknow what i mean
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What the FUCK Furina’s backstory is so fucking sad??? The absolute TORTURE she’s been through. Shit dude,
#Shima speaks#I’M SO UPSET.#THIS IS JUST RUKKHADEVATA ALL OVER AGAIN. GENSHIN STOMPING ON MY FEELINGS AND MAKING ARCHONS CRY#Why is it always the women. Stop doing this to our women.#Genshin Impact#Imagine putting on an act nonstop continuously for hundreds of years and not being able to tell anyone the truth#And dealing with the anxiety of your whole country dying out and it weighs on your shoulders and makes you so stressed#And you cry yourself to sleep every night bc you’re so tired you’re SO tired and it’s been centuries but you have to keep going.#You have to keep up the act you have to keep faking it you have to keep lying#You have to pretend everything is fine when it’s NOT and you don’t know what to do and you still can’t tell a single fucking SOUL#AGHHHH FURINA. MY SWEET GIRL. YOU DIDN’T DESERVE THIS#Genshin Impact spoilers#Furina#Focalors#I just wanna scoop her up into a big hug and tell her it’s okay 😭 Girl you don’t gotta act anymore you can finally FINALLY rest
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I’m literally a destiel survivor that got sucked into the gay firefighter queerbait show and I’m being so brave about it you don’t get it no one gets it I think I’ve seen this film before and I didn’t like the ending
#buddie#destiel#look#listen#basically use all of your senses#I will ship buddie until the day I die#you will never convince me that based on what they showed us on screen#they were not in love#((hooooo boi and I fought this shit so hard I didn’t even LIKE Eddie when I first met him but then you realize he’s a lil jotito#and it just Makes Sense))#like I fully believe in it with all my ass and pussy and heart and soul#I believe in THEM#do I believe in network television?????????#absolutely fucking not#so you understand the predicament I’m in right??#its a tragedy of Shakespearean proportions to know something to be so sure of something’s truth but not its existence ya know????#they fucksksnshsccnfkvkvkfs#okay gn I’m gonna go write some fucking fic I guess
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"This is not your— your fault..."
"I told you, I'm Robin. The Robin that murdered you and became the fell dragon, Grima."
"Promise me you'll escape from this place..."
"Please, return to the Table! It's too dangerous!"
Not only did Chrom's dying wishes not come true, the exact opposite did. Robin blames themself for everything to the point of embracing it, and the site where their heart was shattered becomes their only shelter.
#it's weeping over grima hours again#it's just... the way this is exactly what chrom DIDN'T want for them...#and i'm thinking about some of brave chrom's lines in feh...#“in truth i know that prayer alone cannot prevail against power. but my heart tells me something else.”#"people's wishes. their pleas for help... they are never in vain. i will believe that for as long as i live.”#and the fe universe does appear to suggest a connection between like... magic. wishes. the soul. strength of will. quintessence.#SO SURELY CHROM'S DYING WORDS HAVE TO HAVE SOME POWER#it's not enough for another world's fate to change... i need grima to know peace#i want to believe that the grimas who die get summoned to askr. they have to. they have to know freedom because chrom wants that for them#ughhhh i'm actually literally crying all over my laptop because of this#grima studies#fe13
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a while ago i was talking with @titkos--sideblog about how i was hoping the conflict between lune and white wouldn't be about lune dating star but rather about how lune kept lying to white about it. and i had in mind those two separate times where white actively asks about lune's feelings for star only to be told straight to his face that lune doesn't like her/doesn't have feelings for anyone
and now with white and ivy's blossoming romance from last episode i'm even more sure that the conflict really is going to be about white and lune's friendship. that it's not gonna be about "how could you date star!!" but rather about "how could you betray my kindness like that??"
because if white is now starting to have feelings for ivy then to him it shouldn't really matter anymore if star is in a relationship with someone else. what does matter though is that his friend(s) have been continuously lying to him when he's been nothing but honest with them and has been so caring and welcoming with lune. and to find out that his friend did not pay back the same respect is gonna hurt like hell. and i for one am here for it
#from the preview we know that in today's ep white's gonna find out that star is in a relationship#i wanna see the truth finally come out#but i'm not sure i'm emotionally ready yet#my soul is already hurting for my boy white :((((#airenyah plappert#summer night#summer night the series#whitelune#adrm#smn spec#white has the personality of the type of boys/men that i tend to get a long with best#so i feel the very strong need to protect him at all costs 🥺🥺🥺🥺
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I think half of this fandom got wife-beamed by Shen Yuan, any comments on this tumblr user Shizunitis?
i acknowledge no such events, myself. i don’t need some narrative device or convenient trope or genre convention or whatever to fall in love with shizun. i’m sure there are people out there whose affections needed some prompting or a helping had to get going, but. like. couldn’t be me.
it’s not about the wife beam. it’s not even about what i want from shizun, or in what light i see him, or what he’s done for me, or any of that. it’s the very core of him, the tangle of contradictions and avoidant, endearing paths he takes in his navigation of the world around him, how he clings to it and the people around while adamantly claiming he isn’t.
he fucks up, and he’s snarky, and he’s a bit out of pocket at times, and that’s the most endearing part of him. the acting and the self-reprobations and his own wisdom, which he always overlooks or bats away, and the fumbling and the way every one of his action betrays just how easily his mask can crumble the more he’s made to fight for what he cares for, and how at the end of the day between his own pride and the love guiding his every action, it’s always the pride that he discards first.
also, he’s got a case of rejection sensitivity that would, and does, put both binghe’s and mine to shame.
a wife beam is, in itself, a… filter? i’m not sure how to put it, but a wife beam is too… inauthentic. as the reader hitching a ride in shizun’s brain (which thinking about makes me feel faint and like i’m about to burst with joy and entirely not normal about the whole thing) it’s kind of… impossible, i wanna say, to be fooled by its effects in any meaningful way.
it’s like putting on glasses just a bit different from your own prescription (guess who’s sleep deprived and doesn’t know how to put words together again. you get no prize and you have to feel sorry for me)—the shapes are there, but the exact definition of what you see is not right. the “wife beam” is not doing justice to shizun’s true self.
shizun is shizun. shen yuan or shen yuan as shen qingqiu, whichever, it’s the core of him that matters, and the wife beam makes him seem too… ideal. too untouchable. it’s like cling film. bothersome and unhelpful outside very specific circumstances and we all know shizun doesn’t belong in the kitchen. where he belongs is for me to think about while laying on the floor at 10am on a friday.
or, put in another, more obnoxious way:
this here is a naturally occuring phenomenon; every binghe loves every shizun, and i’m not about to betray the cause or turn away from my nature.
rate this for coherence i give it a solid 6.5 right now. i did a great job, considering.
#shen qingqiu#shizun#considering what? you may ask#considering the yearning#this is me being a pick me but extremely serious about it#like im not even joking or laughing or being silly#i’ve left the jester’s hat back home and i come to court bearing only my soul my heart and my sleepiness#shizun is. god i love him dearly and with so much of me. eve ry day i miss him#there is something i always fuck up trying to convey or articulate or whatever the fucking word is#about how endearing he is and how he uses acting and the very concept of the self so. loosely isnt the word#he stretches it also isn’t right. it’s a real fucking bother gang to be so full of ideas and lack the proper vocabulary to put them#together properly#anyway. wife beam is insulting to me#im truthful and honest in my love for shizun being like. the most natural thing#im fucking with the concept of wife beam and i know what it means i just dislike it sometimes AND think its funny to play that straight#and you agree#.q
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#today i thought about this a lot because#it was a veryyyy bad day noise wise#it goes up and down even if im generally easily disturbed by noise#but sometimes i feel more ok with it and can cope somewhat#but some days it is just extra bad and it is physically painful and im constantly stressed#today was one of those days where i almost just broke down and started screaming and crying#i managed not to. but god my upper body hurts a lot bc i get so tense and i cannot relax#all the CONSTANT noise is so painful lol#so yes i thought about it a lot today bc i was doing bad and i realized.. even if i already know#how like.. amazing it is that i can feel such a way .. and that in this existence a safe space for me does exist#his voice just does smth to me on metaphysical (is that the word?) and undescribable levels. it just /reaches/ me#it's so cool that i have physical reactions to just hearing the sound of his voice? i feel my heartbeat slow and my body relaxes and im like#idk how to explain but i feel soothed to my bones and my soul feels cradled. it's like his voice just erases everything else#i just think that is so amazing? like how can that be? how can i experience all of this inside of my existence?#im just in awe of how that can work. how this person's voice has such effects on my being. how it makes my hyper stressed body just feel#okay and calm and soft when i exist in the space of hearing his voice..#maybe i sound crazy :$ .. but thats just how i feel. like today when i was on a walk..#and omg it was noise overload it was crazy i felt my entire neck and throat and shoulders hurt so bad and i wanted to scream and rip my#hair out. i just kept imagining his voice and wanting to just be in that space and soothed state my body enters his voice alone puts me in#im not sure if thats weird or bad of me.. :c but thats just what happens!!! and selfishly i crave it!! i'd never be demanding or forceful#i have more than i couldve ever dreamed or asked for. i can listen and breathe and be ok. and i can imagine his voice too..#soft fluffy cloud that envelopes me.. maybe i *am* crazy or too intense but its just the truth#and ig what im trying to say it is that im infinitely thankful & grateful for this. that i can have felt this. & know it exists like wow??
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ok the thing about the implication that everything is interconnected (the elven gods are connected to the tevinter old gods/archdemons and also are possibly what humans interpreted as the maker and also they were underground so it’s probably going to be some BiG rEvEaL that they’re behind the dwarves’ connection to lyrium/the stone) is that it just makes the world feel incredibly small. all these different cultures have different mythologies, except it turns out it’s the same. that sucks imo
#most of this is connected to my eternal frustration that fantasy tends to treat religion like a science#a quest to find the objective truth of the world and prove someone was Right and everyone else is Wrong#for example personally i don’t like the hc that andraste was one of mythal’s hosts or an old god soul#i like the debate of whether or not she was a mage as an in-universe schism bc it says a lot about the countries involved#but i don’t think it’s productive outside of canon#idk i think preserving mystery keeps things interesting and it sucks that like#it seems like answering one question causes a chain reaction to neatly tie up every other loose end across the continent#like that’s not how the real world works. there’s plenty of conflicting folklore and TONS of shit where we don’t know how it works#for me the fun is in exploring. not in finding a concrete answer#worldbuilding isn’t about just ‘who can create an interesting and complex lore puzzle’#idk i am ready to be proven wrong but i don’t think i will be#also feel like a little with reappearing characters. i know i just said i want to see merrill but in my defense. varric is still here#there is a connection so it doesn’t feel like it’s just a coincidence that it’s the same person yk#personal.txt
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I live for their dynamic duo
#idk if I just hc but isn't aira like emo or some shit#like he's an emo who loves idols so he's like me when I was teen#so I don't know if I made up in my head that he's a bad student who doesn't care about school stuff#obvi he likes idol classes but I imagine during any business maths science he just powers down and thinks about idols#meanwhile hiiro has learned the joys of going to school#idk what is up w his past tbh I've invented so much bs idk what the truth is#aira has at least one time shouted at Hiiro for having nicer eyelashes than him#bc being emo means u need those thick lashes trust me#hiiro is just so happy to be here guys#aira is like 52 mentally drinking monster in the middle of class bc he's dying every day (but he loves his idol job)#i think I have invented an unreal aira in my head but man I love my kids#these two? so good in my soul they rly hit me where it's right#enstars#ensemble stars#learning to draw the enstars cast so I can scribble them a bit#amagi hiiro#shiratori aira#aira shiratori#hiiro amagi#art#doodle#scribble#fanart#i dyed my hair dark again but I already miss being red and matching bestie hiiro#watch me dye back to red again#i do it every time#i get bored of red and change and then go I'M SAD#red is my colour fr#if u read these tags what are u doing here bestie? ily tho#hiiai
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saw a mutual do an art collab with a transphobic ex-bff - entire day ruined and i am anxiety filled mess
#just seeing her art like literally put me in hell LMAO??#but also now i know the mutual is still in cahoots with her#SAD#but i will talk to her . hopefully she isnt another rotten piece of shit transphobe#and hearing the truth will save her from that freak#but u never know#also this is happening on top of major irl crisis im having WHICH IS SO AWESOME FOR ME YAY#adry.txt#someone pray for my soul i need to decide my life next week and it's scary as shit#and now this is happening too i wanna throw up
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if I had a nickel for every sidequest involving Sophie and the death of a child/childlike humanoid I'd have... wait 5 nickels?? jesus christ Sophie I'm so sorry 😟
#dolphin plays graces again#to list em all first there's Moira the daughter of a rich family in Yu Liberte. Her mother thinks Sophie *is* Moira#...because she's refusing to accept the truth that her daughter died. You have to go find her bones in the desert 😟#Then there's Lara the girl who collects plushies. I never finished that one in my first playthrough so I didnt know the ending#SHE WAS A GHOST THE WHOLE TIME WTF???????#That quest even ends w Sophie apologizing to Asbel for disappearing in front of him 7 years ago bc now she's lost someone that way 💔😭#there's an unnamed ancient Fodran girl who's bratty but gives Sophie a flower brooch to make her feel more human#and then is PROMPTLY killed by a monster 😅 rip#There's Lambda's humanoid body you find at the crash site. After he explodes Sophie wants to bury him 😭#And finally there's the humanoid whose parts wear out while the others are searching for replacements#She says she's jealous of Sophie for being more human-like but she also seems to have a soul. She has a will to live anyway 😭#That's the only one w a happy ending tho! In another quest Pascal can put her memory drive into a new humanoid she made#And that's how you unlock Mecha Sophie :)#But my god why are all of Sophie's quests so fucking sad. This game is usually so silly but they like to make Sophie suffer 😭#But in L&L Sophie gets a sidequest witnessing the birth of a baby!! feels extra poignant now 💜#I mean that quest is meant to go w the themes of that arc. It's called Lineage and Legacies for a reason 😅#But also god the girl really deserves to witness some life after all of this death 😭😭😭
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#the truth is. over the years i really have tried to make the best of this loneliness#i've given into it and tried to extract as much beauty and joy out of it as i could.#and i truly do cherish it and the freedom it has given me to be myself completely#i just wish that i could actually have someone to see me that completely. and choose to love me for it#these days i feel such an aching for it that i might explode#like if i don't fall completely in mind-numbing all-consuming love with someone again i will literally die#the kind of love that takes over my entire soul. like knowing someone and feeling known by someone so completely#that it's like you were invisible before#i think i'm feeling that kind of all-consuming love for the desire to love itself. and i think that's worth treasuing too#but god. i've tried so hard to accept that i may never have it again and i keep failing#i just want someone to see this desperate aching inside me and choose to carry the weight of it with me#choose to build something magical out of it#but i end every night feeling undesired and unloveable and alone always alone
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Random hcs I have because I may be cringe but I'm free part 12 (Ninjago)
This one kinda relates to the other ones I posted before but I just NEED to talk abt it more. I feel like, if Morro somehow came back or whatever, call it an au ig, that he and Kai would start out as ENEMIES. Like, can't even sit in a room together without making death threats, even AFTER everyone else has warmed up to him (he hurt Lloyd, did anybody really think big brother of the century would EVER let that slide?? And Morro isn't going to let anybody talk to him like that, whether Wu wants them to get along or not) but as soon as they start talking to each other, like actually make it through a whole exchange without insults (even better if its against their will) they just hit it off. Like, once they start talking and being open with each other they just can't stop. They click so easily and by the end of the week they're like, Jay and Cole levels of BFF. Its even better when you realize that in the first few days, both of them would just be in constant internal conflict of like "I'm supposed to hate you! I DID hate you! WHY AM I INVITING YOU TO THE NOODLE HOUSE WITH ME?!" and each of them realizing that they maybe don't want the other one dead (again in Morro's case) just destroys their entire world view.
But then they get over it and now they're like, the evil and chaotic duo who can communicate a FOUL joke from across the room with just a look, and will return from blowing up a 7/11 at 3 A.M with slurpees and a new pet komodo dragon and refer to each other exclusively in insults but will murder anybody else who dares to insult their bestie (and if Kai drives them to an abandoned mall so they can scream and cry and break things together while ear-shredding hard rock blasts in the background, nobody needs to know)
#random hcs#Like#I know the Lloyd and Morro headcanons are a lot more popular#and dont get me wrong I love those#but THIS#This hc has my soul in a deathgrip#ninjago#ninjago hc#kai ninjago#morro ninjago#ninjago kai hc#ninjago morro hcs#they have so much in common after all *cough* ISSUES *cough* *cough*#morro hcs#I live and die by this truth
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shoutout to tobirama for being the only hokage to die a virgin. celibacy win!
#naruto#naruto shippuden#senju tobirama#i can make this joke ok i also don't fuck#no one touch me ever thanks#having said that i AM bullying him#it's a nuanced take. you wouldn't get it#if you want to know which hokage fucked the most i'm sorry to tell you that it was hiruzen#i know it's hard to hear. but it's the truth#kakashi also probably hasn't had sex but frankly life fucks him so much he might as well have#i know technically there's no canon evidence for tsunade either way but. i know in my soul that she fucks#i mean. she wasn't with dan for his captivating personality
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