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I think half of this fandom got wife-beamed by Shen Yuan, any comments on this tumblr user Shizunitis?
i acknowledge no such events, myself. i don’t need some narrative device or convenient trope or genre convention or whatever to fall in love with shizun. i’m sure there are people out there whose affections needed some prompting or a helping had to get going, but. like. couldn’t be me.
it’s not about the wife beam. it’s not even about what i want from shizun, or in what light i see him, or what he’s done for me, or any of that. it’s the very core of him, the tangle of contradictions and avoidant, endearing paths he takes in his navigation of the world around him, how he clings to it and the people around while adamantly claiming he isn’t.
he fucks up, and he’s snarky, and he’s a bit out of pocket at times, and that’s the most endearing part of him. the acting and the self-reprobations and his own wisdom, which he always overlooks or bats away, and the fumbling and the way every one of his action betrays just how easily his mask can crumble the more he’s made to fight for what he cares for, and how at the end of the day between his own pride and the love guiding his every action, it’s always the pride that he discards first.
also, he’s got a case of rejection sensitivity that would, and does, put both binghe’s and mine to shame.
a wife beam is, in itself, a… filter? i’m not sure how to put it, but a wife beam is too… inauthentic. as the reader hitching a ride in shizun’s brain (which thinking about makes me feel faint and like i’m about to burst with joy and entirely not normal about the whole thing) it’s kind of… impossible, i wanna say, to be fooled by its effects in any meaningful way.
it’s like putting on glasses just a bit different from your own prescription (guess who’s sleep deprived and doesn’t know how to put words together again. you get no prize and you have to feel sorry for me)—the shapes are there, but the exact definition of what you see is not right. the “wife beam” is not doing justice to shizun’s true self.
shizun is shizun. shen yuan or shen yuan as shen qingqiu, whichever, it’s the core of him that matters, and the wife beam makes him seem too… ideal. too untouchable. it’s like cling film. bothersome and unhelpful outside very specific circumstances and we all know shizun doesn’t belong in the kitchen. where he belongs is for me to think about while laying on the floor at 10am on a friday.
or, put in another, more obnoxious way:
this here is a naturally occuring phenomenon; every binghe loves every shizun, and i’m not about to betray the cause or turn away from my nature.
rate this for coherence i give it a solid 6.5 right now. i did a great job, considering.
#shen qingqiu#shizun#considering what? you may ask#considering the yearning#this is me being a pick me but extremely serious about it#like im not even joking or laughing or being silly#i’ve left the jester’s hat back home and i come to court bearing only my soul my heart and my sleepiness#shizun is. god i love him dearly and with so much of me. eve ry day i miss him#there is something i always fuck up trying to convey or articulate or whatever the fucking word is#about how endearing he is and how he uses acting and the very concept of the self so. loosely isnt the word#he stretches it also isn’t right. it’s a real fucking bother gang to be so full of ideas and lack the proper vocabulary to put them#together properly#anyway. wife beam is insulting to me#im truthful and honest in my love for shizun being like. the most natural thing#im fucking with the concept of wife beam and i know what it means i just dislike it sometimes AND think its funny to play that straight#and you agree#.q
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for legal reasons caine needs to give pomni her own marketable gummipoo plushie. as a treat.
#tadc#the amazing digital circus#tadc pomni#pomni#gummigoo#tadc gummigoo#gummy#I AM NOT OKAY#I AM SERIOUSLY NOT OKAY#THEY WERE SO SWEET TOGETHER#THIS IS THE CALMEST WE'VE SEEN POMNI#THE FIRST FRIEND SHE CAN PROPERLY RELATE TO#gummy didnt even get any lines when he came to the circus#he came#he got poofed#GONE#CAINE CMON#CMON MAN#POMNI YOU DESERVE BETTER#pear post#scheeze art#the first time i post in ages and im not well IM NOT WELL#Funnygummy
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here's to self indulgence and cosplaying your own bg3 character
#bg3#baldur's gate 3#tav#cosplay#i promise this is the worst this wig is going to look. i haven't styled it properly or blended in the wefts yet#i threw this together in an hour bc i was too excited#i need to master the dorian look of constant terror#also i wish there was better lighting outside my bathroom
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Travelling for Day 4 of SpeSilverWeek! going to Mt. Silver to visit "the extended family"...
#I might just have completely forgotten but we never properly got to see mr silver in the manga right?? a Tragedy it's my fav place#spesilverweek#pokespe#pokespe silver#pokemon#sneasel#my art#I only meant to do that second drawing but then I was feeling the art comfort so much I wanted more...#I wish they looked nicer together as a set but oh well#I might not have time for Day 5 now but I'll see dsfhkud#also everyone's been writing such nice tags the past days and I'm going all ;; over it thank you;;;; like so so much;;;;;;;;#I'm so excited to be back at it hell yeah !!!!
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I came up with Floyd's (other) ex band mates and then I went a little insane about them. . . Anyway they're all alternative trolls who adopted him into their group. They play nu metal at underground gigs but mostly they just go to raves and get stoned out of their gourds.
original photos under the cut
I googled "90s rave photos" and had such a hard time choosing which to draw. i might make more of them in the future...
#exhibit A of why floyd also deserves branch's resentment#my guy was living his best worst life#trolls#dreamworks trolls#trolls 3#trolls band together#trolls floyd#ex bandmates#trolls oc#alternative troll#les#hed#liv#riff#those are their names#if they get some love i will introduce them more properly in a different post#they all live in a van together and travel around. similar to JD's rv but smaller and i imagine it's bug inspired#maybe i should draw it#my art#I am so proud of these fr. some actually feel like old photos#some of these are supposed to be years apart#floyd is definitely the oldest in the second to last one. i imagine he's in his 20s in that one#and he's only around 14/15 in the last one#...yes they are all a terrible influence on him#90s rave#old photos#90s photos
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Bare skin, bare feelings.
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#lan wangji#wei wuxian#blood#Imagine coming off as homophobic to your crush so bad he weaponizes a strip tease against you.#LWJ is just having a storm of bad emotions. His tummy hurt real bad and he was just trying to be brave about it!#WWX is just trying to be a good bro and heal his friendcrush. It worked but not for the reasons he thinks it did.#LWJ's shyness is also hilarious here considering they have bathed together before. Literally nothing there he hasn't seen before.#Granted it was a few years back and before he was left to stew in his feelings.#LWJ is more focused on his pride than being responsible and reasonable (getting is wounds treated).#His arc really is about accepting that he can't be perfect. That there is importance in being honest and vulnerable.#The tragedy is that he realizes this way too late.#Pride is the worst sin because it destroys your ability to protect anything other than the smallest crown in the world.#When everyone is gone and you are left alone - was it worth it to feel safe and protected from showing your flaws?#Control over oneself is in conflict with connection to others. You cannot pick both.#Hanguang-jun appears to us as a 'perfect guy' but the truth is that he is the version of LWJ who is done with *needing* that validation.#And this time - He can properly reach out to those he wants to be close with.
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whatever happens, please don’t break
#god not a fucking DAY goes by where i don’t think of that one interview and this quote#does anybody have it word for word? please? i’ll pay you#literally every single time i think about how kunikida as w character was MADE for dazai. specifically to share his suffering#i actually sob into my hands because that means they were both destined for tragedy together and the long dark road they will walk#will at least not be lonely. because they have each other. they are each other’s light in the darkness.#DO YOU UNDERSTAND#bro the fact that kunikida is painfully aware of the imperfection of the world and how he still continues to fight for his ideals#paralleling dazai who finds humanity beautiful but cannot become attached bc he feels alienated from emotion#THE WAY THEY COULD HELP EACH OTHER????? SICK SICK SICK I AM SICK#i love kunikidazai sm i wish more ppl could see the potential#but some of you aren’t ready for the sheer perfection of their dynamic#also i’ve noticed that i am only capable of drawing dazai properly when it’s with kunikida what’s up with that 💀#and sorreyy i know their height difference isn’t THAT big but i didn’t realize until i was halfway into the coloring 😔💔#osamu dazai#dazai osamu#kunikida doppo#doppo kunikida#kunikidazai#knkdz#kunizai#lotus draws
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luffy sketches
#one piece#monkey d luffy#my art#described in alt text#alone together AU#been trying out a thinner brush size it makes my sketches a lot funnier to draw but also impossible to clean/lineart properly so i'll go ba
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The ONLY times Erik looked at Peter while Peter’s been looking at him ever since—
#someone help me move on from them please#WHY DIDNT FOX CONCLUDE THEIR ARC PROPERLY#I AM DYINGGGGGGG#i read somewhere that these two had 7 minutes of screentime together in the entire movies#and guess what. there are 7 scenes in this gifset#idk what to make of thay but uhm… parallels?#peter maximoff#quicksilver#xmen#xmen movies#dadneto#erik lehnsherr#magneto#quickson#xmen days of future past#xmen apocalypse
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This came to me in a dream??
#that's what your brain does when it mixes two of your hyperfixations together#well at least they're together#exploring the backrooms with your boyfriend for eternity#what a date#I also think it would be really funny if they actually had internet on their phones and the battery never ran out#you can tell that Majima is suffering but he's also enjoying himself#I think he just stopped functioning properly lol#and Kiryu just lost it he can't take it anymore#he misses Haruka; fighting thugs on the street; drinking stamina X; playing Pocket Circuit;...#yakuza#like a dragon#ryu ga gotoku#rgg#龍が如く#真島吾朗#桐生一馬#真桐#桐真#goro majima#kiryu kazuma#majima goro#kazumaji#fanart#my art#gazkerber#gazkamurocho#illustration#games#videogames#the backrooms
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Outro: TEAR
© namuspromised
#I’m rapline enthusiast first and human second#min yoongi#jung hoseok#kim namjoon#bts#btsgif#dailybts#dailybangtan#userbangtan#cyphernet#usersky#annietrack#userdimple#userpat#tuserandi#uservans#useremmeline#*mine#teared paper would probably worked better but i love this shattered glass effect#i'm only midly satisfied with this but here we go#i have to finally let out my new thoughts about this performance!#in every rapline performance rapline always sticks together#I KNOW because i giffed so most of their performances and it's so easy to find moments with at least two of them#BUT TEAR?#i always complained i can't get them in one frame properly and it's like on purpose?!#AND I THOUGHT WELL IT'S LIKE THE LYRICS#im so stupid!#they rap about the tear and going different paths and everything that comes with this song#OF COURSE THEY ARE APART IN THE PERFORMANCE#they come togather only at the same end when hobi finishes
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can’t talk about it
[ID: Black and white comic of Vash and Wolfwood from Trigun Maximum. The comic starts with the sounds "thud, thud, click". Vash, mid-action of peeling an apple, turns to the sound, noticing who it was that entered, and says, "Oh, Wolfwood, you're back." He resumes back to his apple in the next panel as he speaks, "Where'd you go? You snuck out of bed quickly this morning..." Wolfwood's hand then enters the panel, hovering over Vash's cheek and Vash looks up as Wolfwood asks, "Can I?" Vash responds, "Not going to talk about it?" while using a hand to gently hold Wolfwood's hovering hand and presses a kiss to his inner palm.
Vash then gets up fully, setting down the knife down on the table and the apple onto a plate, He leans into Wolfwood as Wolfwood explains, "Had to meet someone. Nothing interesting to talk about." Vash kisses Wolfwood's left cheek and a hand moves to cup his other cheek while muttering, "You're being vague." Wolfwood says neutrally, "If yer really that curious, keep askin'. We can talk about that instead of doing this." Vash leans back and responds, "Let's talk after, since... You look so tired."
The panel pans to a close up of Wolfwood's downcast eyes, bags heavy underneath his eyes. He doesn't allow Vash to sit in that moment for long though, then saying, "Yer not helping, Spikey. Being all slow with it... I could fall asleep right now." He moves his hand to start unclasping Vash's coat, starting from his collar. Vash with red cheeks, responds briskly, "Oh, shut up. I'm worried about you. I can't be worried?"
The final shot shows Wolfwood's back to the viewer while Vash's softened expression can be seen as he holds gently onto the side of Wolfwood's face and a hand firm on his waist. Wolfwood responds, "I'm fine, seriously," pausing for a moment before continuing, "Is it okay to still..?" Vash responds, "Yeah, it's okay."
The next image is a shot from later that night after the previous comic. Vash and Wolfwood are now in bed, half naked. Wolfwood's buries his face into Vash's chest, his arms wrapped around him, while Vash is petting at his hair. Vash reminds him, "Hey. You said we'd talk about it." Wolfwood pauses for a moment before piping up, "In the morning? I'm sleepy." Vash says, "Okay..."
The next two pages start from the morning after. Wolfwood is already fully awake, pulling on his outer jacket as he says to Vash, whos' still bundled in his blankets, "Breakfast is on the table. Make sure to eat it. I'm going to grab some things in town and then we're leavin'. Got it?" Vash says, "Mh." Wolfwood responds, "Good. See ya in a bit." The dialogue starts to shift into Vash's inner thoughts now, as he gets up and eats toast, thinking, "Wait. Weren't we supposed to... talk about it?" The next shot then shows him fully up, meeting Wolfwood in town. He carries a half worried expression with him while Wolfwood slides on his glasses for him. A quick panel shows Wolfwood's tired expression from the night before and quickly juxtaposes with Wolfwood in front of him who's smiling gently, the shades covering his eye bags. Wolfwood asks him, "Still not awake yet?" Vash pauses, his thoughts stirring, thinking, "Oh. I guess I was getting ahead of myself... thinking you owe me that kind of honesty." He smiles at Wolfwood and responds, "I'm awake!" His thoughts continue, "Maybe one day, you'd trust me enough to share your burdens."
The final image shows Wolfwood pulling at Vash's cheek and Vash complains, "Owwwww why..." Wolfwood quickly says, "You were thinking something stupid, right? It's all over yer face." Vash mutters, "Nooo, I wasn't..." END ID]
#vashwood#trigun#trigun maximum#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#Theyre both thoroughly exhausted tired individuals -- vash having to fight this lonely battle for over a hundred years and getting dragged#back into inevitable situation with knives after a 2 years hiatus of being a gunslinger. they both need so much Rest and comfort in this#department... .SIGHS. BUT I JUST THINK ABOUT WOLFWOOD . AND HOW... LITTLE He has existed on no man's land. how majority of his years being#alive is being used as a weapon and to kill when him at his very core is the most giving and selfless individual ever#badlands rumble inspired me a bit but i do think wolfwood gets dragged into occasional tasks from the eye of michael while on his duty of#guiding vash -- or i think that one chapter where we got to see other members of eom -- there's like a clear division within the eom too#i think.... so i figured similarly to vash but not to the same amount -- there are people that look for wolfwood too. but most of the time#it's probably wolfwood that has to look for someone else and take them out. i feel like it happens ever so occasionally.#evidentially these two don't talk enough canonically but they always know how to express things properly to affirm that they're okay#they have the worst time ever sharing burdens - can't willingly burden the other and has neeever asked for help or reprieve in their#desperate situations... vw is a huge case of right person wrong time syndrome so they just. in the time they get to spend together -- even#if romantically - they don't have enough time to heal to get over that kind of hurdle. They've just never asked for help in all the years#they've been alive -- they don't even know how to and its just aughhhsgskg#and well! they don't even need to ask! because they'll be there for each other anyway at the end of the day -- company and presence alone.#ruporas art
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when the hero is more deranged than the loser villain
#shes supposed to be trembling but the gif isnt capturing it properly!!!#Can you tell im going trhough my phase of deranged men and making the same ocs but in a different font#haha yea#thats her little villain disguise#she just put together something in 5 minutes and went with it for months#shes barely a villain to be honest#she just wants to pay her rent and steals#its very unfortunate she caught the eye of the hero#they have no superpowers in this so they're all just nerds#who use a lot of tech#so many nerds in one story what will i ever do!!#oc#oc art
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#i've connected the dots. you didn't connect shit. i've connected them. etc. etc.#don't mind me i'm just still connecting dots that may or may not come to fruition#at minimum the road is a witch trap created by rio (or someone/thing more powerful/above her)#if i have it my way agatha will have also been a work partner to rio and they set traps together#until something happened to nicholas and agatha got the darkhold#i think agatha has been on the road before. i just don't think she's walked it properly#i'm sure the reality of canon will not be all i want from it but until then i remain happily delusional#agatha all along#agatha harkness#rio vidal#agathario
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it strikes me once again in episode 10 when crozier says that he "knows little's nature" and that he would be there with men and guns at day's end, he's absolutely right. he does know edward's nature. it's almost exactly what little said to rally the men, "we have hickey's camp outnumbered and outgunned." edward is ready to march all the men he can gather to rescue crozier, just as francis thought he would. what crozier doesn't know is le vesconte's nature. he doesn't know the nature of the men. he isn't aware that edward himself is being mutinied against because he's once again unable to see the similarities between himself and his second. because, just like in terror camp, he's placed expectations on edward without realising that the context in which edward is operating has very drastically changed. he's thinking of edward's loyalty but not edward's own duty to the men (a duty crozier shares!) and that edward's orders don't exist in a vacuum. it's just the debate about arming the men played out again but with debatably worse consequences
#and edward refuses to see the similarities between him and crozier as well!#he's blind to this mutiny playing out before him until it's far too late#he's failed to properly understand dundy like crozier once misunderstood jfj#and at this point they're both trapped by the men who they're duty-bound to lead#because so much resentment and mistrust has built up between them#and the degree of thawing keeps being frosted over again by more mistrust and failures of disclosure#their personalities are such that together they could lead so well#at the start of the expedition it's clear that they Do work well together!#but as the stakes got higher this trust soured. but it never disappeared.#so edward still dies at crozier's side. both of them having failed in their command#the toxic father-son relationship of my heart and soul#the terror#francis crozier#edward little
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first meeting.
#jjk#jjkedit#jjksource#jjk coloring#jjkdaily#yuji itadori#satoru gojo#nobara kugisaki#megumi fushiguro#hyeahjujutsu#jujutsukaisen-net#alledits#anisource#mentally im still here#im so soft for the early jjk chapters#they are jjk to me#the artsyle too#please bring them all back together :(#blink 182 i miss you starts playing#the 267 leaks got to me#if loving jjk chapter 4: girl of steel is a crime then im a criminal#so many great panels in this chap alone#realized i never properly colored megumi i gotta get on that
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