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chloesimaginationthings · 5 months ago

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FNAF Springtrap's first night in Dead by daylight..

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petrowriting · 7 months ago

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the revelation that claudia’s rebirth was such a twisted and horrible moment, with louis dragging her like she was a thing, a stranger who neither of them knew but he kept saying over and over “our daughter, our beautiful little daughter” to lestat, really solidified the way she was never the main character of her own story. she was always an accessory to some or the other of louis’ whims: his guilt, his loneliness, his conflict of being a killer, his rocky relationship with lestat. there was love there, love from both her fathers, but it was never enough. lestat saw her too much as a wretched mirror held up to his own self, and louis was always too steeped in his own feelings to care enough about hers. claudia’s story truly was the greatest tragedy in this tale, treated horribly by every man around her, even her fathers, relentlessly exploited and brutally ignored, always second and never first. the only one who loved her the way she deserved to be loved was madeleine, and the moment she truly had her, her happiness was torn from her. and just before she died, she got to see someone actually choose her in her entirety, not for what she can be but for who she is, and it still wasn’t enough. she still burned alive in the sunlight. the love was there, but it wasn’t enough to save her.

#i want to scream i am still mourning my girl claudia #SHE DIDN'T DESERVE THIS #and fuckass armand in his silly little playpen “unable” to prevent it like NO. YOU COULD HAVE. YOU JUST DIDN'T CARE.#absolutely stumped as to how on earth louis stayed with him after this #like yea the gaslighting and the lies but king... he froze the whole coven at dinner once and stopped time and shit. he can save claudia.#but he didn't and louis might have forgiven him for it but i never will !!!#that being said i still love armand 😋#this is what makes these characters so gothic and fascinating imo #these terrible things they do contrasted with the intense way they love each other #mmmmm scrumm dilly yum yum a purr purr !!!!#interview with the vampire #claudia #claudia iwtv #louis de pointe du lac #lestat de lioncourt #armand #armand iwtv #iwtv amc #iwtv spoilers

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freitag1607 · 1 year ago

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1.05 / Battle of the Labyrinth

#I FEEL SO NORMAL ABOUT THIS #percy jackson #pjo tv show #percy jackson and the olympians #pjotv #percabeth #pjo #screaming crying #mine #100 #500 #1k #5k #im in the middle of packing and this sent me frantically looking for my copies of pjo #anyway #i feel so insane i feel like im gonna die can anyone hear me. CAN ANYONE HEAR ME #annabeth has been so disconnected from the mortal world and just so fundamentally unable to enjoy her childhood #it makes me want to sob like seriously #i hope her and percy go on so many movie dates. like #not even just her and percy i hope percy tells grover and word spreads around camp and movie nights just become a thing at camp #because all these babies deserve it #god im gonna die. im seriously gonna die #WE KNOW THERE'S AN ORIENTATION VIDEO #SO THEY HAVE A PROJECTOR AND A SCREEN #MOVIE NIGHTS COULD HAPPEN!!!#okay bye. i'm going to go scream about percabeth some more

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fumifooms · 10 months ago

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Omg guys he just genuinely likes bugs and mollusks and critters 😭💘💔 Forced to noble when he just wanna crouch and watch things skitter in the dirt…

#Dungeon meshi #delicious in dungeon #spoilers #dungeon meshi manga spoilers #toshiro nakamoto #shuro #tfw you latch onto the first person you see that shares your interest #I’M SOBBINGGG #Yeah i didn’t know the hag monster tidbit existed so now I’m adding stuff into my masterpost #6 yo toshiro watching a snail and tuning out his nanny calling for him I’m screaming #This post is blowing up so: just for your information I made a masterpost on his whole family situation we do get a lot of info on him #His character goes quite deep it’s just not relevant to the wider story so Kui doesn’t go into details in the plot #So yeah look for that on my blog if you want. Also he likes flowers <3 #Nature lover toshiro

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manicdragondreamgirl · 1 year ago

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Work is destroying my sanity and I’ve barely been here 30 minutes

#everything is on fire 24/7 and it doesn’t have to be #I tell people how to fix things in simple terms and we fuck that up #I get an email w less than 24 hours notice that someone wants to do a cameras-on interview which I distinctly Do Not Like Doing #my office set up is not camera friendly rn and I would rather die #but on top of that it’s just like people complain we don’t have enough people so I modify hiring just enough to get people in the door #but now another team is upset bc somehow it didn’t get to them and they’re worried abt training not being done correctly #so which is it do we need people as desperately as we’re complaining we do or do we need to train people?#people are arguing and being dramatic and the stress is so unnecessary #I have never wanted to just quit more #I had to go home early yesterday bc I had a horrible migraine and now that I’m back at my desk I can already feel another one #this job doesn’t have to be this hard but everyone is making it hard #and third party people aka corporate or literal outside companies keep adding more and more and more to my plate #acknowledging that we’ve got a lot going on but can we do this or can we get this done or can we do xyz #and it’s stuff you can’t say no to #I am losing my mind and I don’t even know how to explain it in a way that would matter to anyone who could make something change #so I just. want to scream #I have to be here every fucking day of the week for so many hours and I only get two shitty days to recover from this place #even tho I got a generous raise I still don’t feel like they pay me enough for what I am dealing with rn

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lotus-pear · 9 days ago

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i love you royal trio (minus akechi)

#i was listening to the world we knew by frank sinatra while drawing this to inflict maximum emotional damage 😔#royal actually shot me fifty times in the chest and slaughtered my entire family #i’m actually inconsolable over the ending what the fuck do you mean akechi chooses to die of his own volition rather than be manipulated #god it’s just. his character actually makes me violent and insane. they’re going to drag me kicking and screaming to the psych ward #he never had an ounce of control over his life. not even once. he was CONSTANTLY being yanked around like a marionette #until he was disposed of as another pawn in shido’s plan #and then out of some cruel irony he was resurrected even though he did not want to be alive #for once in death he would have found peace—only for that to be taken from him too.#and bc he thinks he’s worthless and his life is so easily gambled away he doesn’t view it as a major dealbreaker when maruki brings it up #“do you really think something as trivial as my life should stand in the way of your decision?” yes you fucking asshole #what do you mean he’s literally fated to die in every timeline? definition of doomed by the narrative #there’s not a single version of his story that doesn’t end with him being slaughtered #GODDDDD he makes me violently ill i hate goro akechi so much he’s so fucking selfish HOW CAN YOU NOT SEE THAT THIS DEAL IS TEARING ME APART #i was so tempted to get the bad ending just so that he was alive ☹️#he looked so happy. he was surrounded by people who loved and treasured him.no shido. control over his life. the ability to choose his futu #TEARS IN MY EYES MARUKI WAS THE ONLY VILLAIN WHO WAS LOWKEY MAKING SENSE 😭😭😭😭😭#my toxic trait is that i think maruki was right all along 😔#ALSO SUMIRE AAUUGGHHHH 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#the survivors guilt literally eating her alive until the point where she gaslighted herself into thinking she was her sister. insane.#royal was so good bro i’m so glad i endured 200 hours of hell just to play it #terrible terrible ending with everyone going their separate ways and ren ending up in juvie for months #akechi actually being dead in the good ending is so fucked up 😭😭 i thought there was some way maruki could bring him back regardless #not ren hallucinating him in the last cutscene too 😭😭😭😭 “i still see your shadows in my room” ahh ending #persona 5 royal #persona 5 #ren amamiya #akira kurusu #sumire yoshizawa #goro akechi #lotus draws

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courfee · 11 months ago

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oby jeggy is a different kind of dsfkdsf so here is them from the first fic in that series, i will touch you with my mind by my love @itsjaywalkers

#jegulus #jegulus fanart #marauders fanart #regulus black #james potter #james x regulus #marauders #regulus black fanart #james potter fanart #starchaser #sunseeker #regulus x james #marauders era #hp #mine #my art #i fully ignored how cars work man there is a steering wheel somewhere technically #i looked at so many reference pictures of car interiors and realised #(after already having commited to the angle)#that this is not a view you could get from two people sitting in the front seat of a car. but alas. we ignore cars #less ignorable is the fact that somehow not just the car anatomy but also the people anatomy in this would just not work. how do legs ?????#i tried my best but even 24601 references couldnt help me out here so eh...#but laurie screamed at me about this yesterday so id say i succeded in what i had actually wanted to accomplish :)

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somerandomcockroach · 1 month ago

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#Help. I encourage you to rant if you want. My hobo place is your place #But yes ahhh... Sari is VERY annoying. Spoiled damn kid who SOMETIMES doesn't irritate #It''s an absolute opposite of Miko even if their behaviours are supposed to be similar?#But so far I am not even interested in Sari... just screaming crying being annoying and using her key here and there #And being “strange” in not a funny but more cringy way *sigh*#Her father is also something... I think he doesn't sleep at all and looks like fish with only one working for tech wit #GrrrGRgrgr also please come on it's stupid but I can imagine deadlock biting tasty stuff #deadlock #ratchet #tf mecha universe #cockroachdoodles

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 3 months ago

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Dead beat down

[First] Prev <–-> Next

#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #wei wuxian #wen ning #wen qing #Wen Ning is my beloved boy so hearing him get revived as a murder zombie was devastating.#The fact he will keep having his kind and gentle nature overridden by death and violence makes me want to eat sawdust.#I must say though...as a necromancer lover - boy did this episode deliver.#The sound design was so good. Screams and gore and panic abound!#I personally felt a little mixed on how terrified the guards were of WWX at the start but uh...yeah his reputation was not rumours.#If anything they kind of downplayed how brutal he could be.#Real WWX lovers know he puppets round corpses and kills people in cruel and unusual ways.#He's just got some stuff to work through! This is his enrichment! He's in too small of an enclosure!#Self care can be a bloodbath and reviving the guy who has a crush on you that you'll never recognize! It's fine!

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patolemus · 2 months ago

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merlin magic reveal fic where arthur asks “why didn’t you tell me?” and merlin says, mirthless smile and haunted eyes “all my dreams end in fire. fire and burning and dying”

#I just need a fic where merlin has an actual honest to god fear of fire #and the thought of burning in a pyre haunts him #it’s always a very passing remark in fics so I want to see how it’d be explored #and how horrified arthur would be over it #i'm talking graphic depictions of merlin burning in the middle of the square #i'm talking merlin waking up with a scream lodged in his throat because he can still smell the smoke and his own burning flesh #i'm talking merlin's biggest fear being arthur picking up a torch and lighting his pyre #looking as merlin screams and burns and screams and dies with nothing but hate in his eyes #i'm talking merlin being honestly fucking terrified of dying by fire #anyways #merlin #bbc merlin #merlin angst #arthur pendragon #merthur #merlin x arthur

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hinamie · 5 months ago

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itafushi nation how r we Feeling!!!!!!!!!!!

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #yuji itadori #megumi fushiguro #itafushi #jjk spoilers #jjk manga spoilers #jjk leaks #fanart #jjk fanart #jujutsu kaisen fanart #SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP FOUGHT MY DYING PEN PRESSURE FR THIS #TH MEGUMI DROUGHT. OVER. CROPS WATERED with yuuji's tears #im a wreck im a gd WRECK #megumi nation itfs nation whatever happens from now on know tht tonight was a Victory #god there r more redraws i want 2 do . i need to like. calm down tho #im so emotional im shaking and my pen is on its last legs i dont think more is good for it #or for my hand #i feel her protesting GHGSD i did paint a lot of leaves today #YA SPEAKING OF . WENT FROM LA DI DA RELAXING SUMMER LIGHT ITFS IN2 THE MOST DEVASTATING/pos CH OF MY LIFE #what a day what a time to be alive #times like this make me so grateful i can draw what wld i do except scream otherwise #i have no words and i must Draw #anyway i dont have anything valuable or coherent to add just know that i am the human embodiment of a whole bunch of exclamation points #my brain is like bzzzzt my heart is like wowwww

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vulpixelates · 7 months ago

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i know it will never happen but i so desperately desire an origins-type playable backstory thing in all games but especially veilguard. i feel like it added so much depth to origins and made you feel instantly connected to your character in a way that gets lost in games like inquisition where you fill in the blanks as you go except for the bare basics. like, i do enjoy the freedom to willy nilly decide where a character was before the events of the story from a creative perspective, but the playable origins were just so good! especially when you go back to where your warden is from and can engage differently with the arcs there

#i'm so sorry to anyone who hates da that follows me lmao i will keep stuff tagged #i'm probably going to be so annoying about this new game even if i hate it aofijeoijw which is probably likely #maybe i'll actually get around to replaying the other games now. we'll see #i had started origins but just wasn't feeling it bc tbqh it's just a bit clunky and none of the romance options really speak to me anymore #morrigan is great but i feel like she doesn't fit the character i wanted to play afoweijaoi and leliana scares me in dao lmao #i get such ick from overly religious characters faowiejfao #like i like her and cass in theory but in reality i want to run away screaming #it's different if the fake religion isn't overwhelmingly christianity-based but the da one is #and it makes me feel like there are bees under my flesh #dragon age #*dykeposting

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paperglader · 5 months ago

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i just feel like someone should take one for the team and write the fanfic where miss homotron goes to dragonstone on foot, meets her situationship’s new lover, and immediately goes like blind with jealousy and fury (rhaenyra, as always when alicent’s near, looks and behaves like a very confused kicked puppy)

i just need homotron and saphotron to meet, so the real war can begin

#alicent’s already felt the shift in the winds and she took that shit hard #now that she has touched grass and connected with mother nature she’s ready to get her woman back #but not before she like screams at her for like a week straight #like i want unhinged #like not even mysaria knows how to react cause homotron is so deranged she might self-implode at any moment and take them all with her #in fact it seems like that would be the preferred out come for the woman #and rhaenyra is so pathetic she cannot get a word in (the same woman that walks to the dragon pit and commands the largest dragon to serve #but then Alicent’s there and mysaria is pretty sure that the targaryen queen is a moment’s away from bending the knee #really puts in perspective the green’s previous tactics when they possessed the biggest threat to rhaenyra to date #it doesn’t seem like Alicent wants to destroy rhaenyra though it seems like she just wants to yell at her a bunch #rhaenyra is like ‘she is helping me win this war!’ and alicent’s like OKAY CHEATER #mysaria is not sure if she should bolt or get some popcorn #jace is having an aneurysm #rhaenicent #hotd #house of the dragon #rhaenyra x alicent #rhaenyra targaryen #alicent hightower #mysaria

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regonold · 1 year ago

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I kinda want danny who's been adopted by the wanyes to be schmoozing it up at a gala (because listen nothing is funnier than the image of Gotham elites being like oh whats this one's gimmick cus all the other's have something only for danny to just be a dude) only for like the giw to raid the place to get danny ( cus he's a ghost? Cus he's a Fenton? Who knows)

Only for danny to pick up a bottle chug it smash it and vault out a window shouting you'll never catch me alive

Now this increases his reputation with most Gothamites and rouges and absolutely worries the fuck out of the batfam why is the government chasing you danny and hiw are you so good at running

#dpxdc #dp x dc #dc x dp #dcxdp #dp x dc prompt #listen i just want danny to jump out a window is that so much to ask?#not for bad reasons #just #imagine it danny screaming and leaping pulling all the jack fenton energy he can

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dizzybizz · 11 months ago

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"this is regrettably the best kiss of your life, you understand?"

#that “you understand?” kills me everytime...#i love how high condis voice got during this bit its so fkn funny DHASHGFSFGHASFhg #hi yes have the inevitable ep21 crit kiss piece except i watched ep53 today and am so 😀 im so 😀 damn i m so 😀#i love eps where they just go through so many different gimmick rooms its so fun its so fun when its not so painful 😀#happy valentines too ig #just roll with it #jrwi riptide #gillion tidestrider #jrwi chip #jay ferin #jrwi fish and chips #my art #i had a bit of a meltdown over gill through uhm... 1-3am today and i just hm #sorry to everyone in the mayors QAC uhm im not really sorry but like sorry if you could hear every msg ping uhm yeah #it was like hours of me sobbing to myself in the interests channel and it was really good for my mental health ngl like its really therapeu #-tic to just scream abt a blorbo all night #and i ended up dreaming abt infodumping to one of my brothers friends of all ppl n i got so intense abt how much i love marshall john n my #brother came into the room and dragged his friend out 😭😭😭 i just wanted to ramble abt the himbo pls.....#my walls of tags are so consistent... only consistent thing abt this fkn blog smh.

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lotus-pear · 1 year ago

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god i love skk sm i wish gay ppl were real :(

#LOTUS DRAWING ACTUAL POSES AND NOT JUST BUSTS??? WOAH #i swear i actually know anatomy and stuff i just never draw it bc it's too much effort #going to bed <<<<< staying up until two thirty to draw your otp #ALSO.. for those of you who know i'm rewatching bsd w my friend whose never seen it before.. we finally got to ep9 #and she IMMEDIATELY clocked in on skk's toxic exes energy😭😭#also she calls chuuya childe bc hes a ginger and his first reaction to seeing dazai was “fight me >:)”#she was like “omgg..hes part of the evil organization🤭 and has beef w the protag (he wants to fuck them😏) *giggles* wait. TARTAGLIA😨😨‼️”#I WAS TRYING SO HARD NOT TO SCREAM.. I COULDNT LET HER KNOW HOW DISTRAUGHT I WAS HEARING THAT FOR THE TENTH TIME #anyway we finished s1 and chuuya's her fav character so far let's see if she can learn his actual name and stop calling him childe😭😭#bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #bsd #dazai osamu #osamu dazai #chuuya nakahara #nakahara chuuya #soukoku #skk #lotus draws

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