#so I guess that's something
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!!! i'm so glad i remembered to check, because today marks 1,000 days of writing in a row!
i had never written anything before starting my first fic on nov 11, and just kept writing every day, trying to improve and find my "voice." the only days i skipped were the three days during the winter storm when the entire state of texas lost power, but other than that i've kept the routine. even if i only added 40 words, or focused on editing, or daydreamed scenes for an outline for 15 hours, i've done something for my fics every day.
there's really no profound thoughts or lessons to share to wrap this up, just thought it was neat.
#maybe the profound thought is that i'm that classic adhd person that hyperfixates on a hobby for two weeks and then gives up on it#so i guess that's something
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I need more time to process my thoughts, but I absolutely loved every moment until the last ~10 minutes. The ending didn't land for me.
I feel like I spent 8 3/4 episodes being edged and expecting a huge emotional payoff and it just... fizzling out. That's the best way I can explain it at this point.
#my thoughts aren't coherent enough yet to engage in any sort of conversation about it#so I'm not going into more detail on why it didn't land yet#I did come out of this a jayvik shipper though#so I guess that's something#arcane#arcane season two#arcane spoilers#arcane s2 spoilers
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School art project pt 2
So here is the finished version of the charcoal drawing I made in school. It didn't really turn out how I wanted it to but still pretty good.
I didn't draw any background, I just did whatever that is. The shadow is kinda weird but I'm still learning how to do shadowing at all.
(And like I said before, this is not an art blog)
#Charcoal#Charcoal drawing#Drawing#School#School project#Art#It's so unsymmetrical I can't#And I don't know what happened to that nose#But it is probably my best art project this term#So I guess that's something
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hi it is me and my horse mumbolio
today i was very unproductive, but there’s a lot of lore to show for it
first of all, our world is alive, and it switched loyalties for its overlord. but somehow, the overlord isn’t very powerful at all, and can’t help sway the world’s stubborn opinions
one of which is apparently that it hates me <3
but hey. flowercrowns.
#ange plays#crackers play minecraft#honestly this was so unlucky#i made extensive strip mines and delved into maddness and glitches and misery#and somehow fell into the void for a bit#we also made sacrifices#for sculk and corruption#and while wren found netherite i found a bastion#so i guess that's something#that's gotta count
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What happened that Europe is feeling so low? I'm out of the loop!
Far-right and right leaning as far as eye can see winning Europe Parliament positions, to my knowledge. Germany, France, Austria, so forth.
#sent on a cloud#lovely people#the fraction i voted for got one seat from my country out of nine#so i guess that's something
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I officially applied to write my masters thesis. I have to hand it in 4 months. I'll have a masters degree in 5 months. WHEN DID I EVEN DECIDE TO DO AN MA?
#how am I at this point of my academic career?#I think I lost the plot at some point#I feel like I just started uni but it's been 6 years?#I have no money#no prospects#but I will have an MA#so I guess that's something
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nobody talk to me i'm in a deep depression. mods plus patch 3 absolutely fucked up my savefile where i just started by dark urge act 3 run. it just Will Not Start
#ive reinstalled everything like three times by now. sigh#on the other hand i've acutally sat down and written like 2.5k (of.... more bg3 fic)#so i guess that's something#but ughghhgfhf i really dont wanna do act 1 for the fifth time. i dont. i need my bg fix but i dont wanna make a new guyyyyyyyyy#rip minerva you made so many bad choices#majs plays bg3
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Vent Post, I suppose
I don't even know how to express how exausted I am. Mostly physically, but I'm not doing great psychologically either. I've been struggling so much at just about everything for years now, and it's tiring. I want to do something great, to be creative and too learn and grow, but I can't do that when it's a struggle to even make a meal or leave my apartment. I've been trying things to help with adhd for years and I've even been transitioning for one, but nothing has been enough and things just keep stagnating and falling apart. I know things will eventually be ok as long as I keep going but when I'm laying on my couch struggling to move it's really hard to internalize that. I just want to be ok
#I feel weird posting something like this#but I've seen other people do it#and maybe it'll help#it's worth a shot#just writing it did help a little#so I guess that's something
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Well. Guess I'm rooting for Prince Lehmann or Cecil, then.
#rip duncan#you said you didn't wanna play any more and you didn't have to#so I guess that's something#ic
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Unfortunately I’m physically unable to touch any of my WIP’s even though I am brimming with creativity (don’t worry I can access them just fine) so I’m just gonna amoeba over here and if anyone wants me to write something specific (send me an ask I beg you) I’ll write it I promise
#ameoba#that’s me#I got ghosted by an Applebees today#I haven’t emotionally recovered#my car might break down again#and it just got fixed a week ago#rip my car#his name is Lucifer#so i guess that's something#screaming crying throwing up#I got all A’s btw#so maybe the people who told me to stop stressing had some merit#my leg still hurts (from the wave)
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Ha, so this is going to be a lot longer than I thought it was going to be.... Turns out writing a time loop where someone is killed by their future self over and over again takes more than one take. Gosh, why can't I write something the length I want it?
#cloud speaks#seriously though#this is ridiculous#we're only on the second cycle#and yet#I feel like maybe this is just how I work#like sometimes I can write short htings#and sometimes it's supposed to be long and it's like 500 words#this is so dumb#but I have the motivation to write today#so I guess that's something
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I was at a bookstore looking through the art section and I saw a spine that said The Camden Town Nudes which was interesting because this didn’t seem like the bookstore where I would ever find something like that and I wanted to have a casual look but like. This also wasn’t exactly the bookstore where you felt like you could look at naked pictures let alone just suggestive paintings of them, it’s a really small shop as well, so I was like right I’ll just take a quick peek, I’m an art student, I love history, maybe I’ll buy it. I looked both ways and saw the shopkeep had left momentarily and no one was about, so I opened it and found it was an entire book featuring nude Edwardian women all painted by Walter Sickert between 1905-1912 and it was actually quite a revolutionary set of paintings for its time given that it featured very raw depictions of working class nude women in dark London instead of the elegant, white bedsheet clad, Demure middle and upper class women usually depicted.
And of course RIGHT as I flip to this lady’s boobs practically taking up an entire double page spread, every customer in a 5 mile radius appeared from around the corners of the shelf including the shopkeep and immediately regressing to a wet, pathetic Edwardian man from 1908, startled, I dropped the large book which caused a giant SLAP on the floor in this already silent store thus causing all patrons to look down at me scrambling on my knees to close a giant book of Edwardian boobs and let me tell you it would not have been nearly as funny had I not immediately felt like some Edwardian local pervert who just tried to sneak a cheeky peek at the erotic book in the bookstore only to drop it dramatically causing a scene, red up to his ears trying to shove it back on the shelf. Like such a casual and normal thing in modern day but looking at Edwardian women suddenly turned it into this egregious act as I apparently became possessed by the spirit of a moustached man in a bowler hat and morning coat going Good Heavens I mustn’t gaze upon these images in public lest the constable haul me away!
#Like it was the fact that if it had been any other book on the same subject I would not have batted an eye#Suddenly it was 1912 and I was doing something scandalous#And I’m sad because I wanted it but obviously I didn’t buy it because how could you at that point#The still deeply traumatised soul of an Edwardian man prohibited it I guess#So instead I walked away with books on caring for antiques and WWI unironically#I need to draw this#me#laugh tag#edwardian era
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couldnt draw my thang for mid-autumn so treated myself to a calne redesign instead
#calne ca#hatsune miku#VOCALOID#cw: body horror#<- And I Fucking Mean That We Are Not Fucking Around Today#well we are. as in I drew this as a fuckaround treat for myself#but the body horror tag is the most warranted its ever been on this blog#ask to tag#I am as ever on my journey to make calne ca Worse. her OG version is too cool. even the crab ver is too cool#I need her to be worse to look at. I am also getting myself into to mood to test my hand at boarding a pmv for my friend's cover#I think my thought for this was ''I should try and give her a more insectoid bodyplan''#which in this mostly means gently three-part body and six limbs (my favourite amount of limbs to draw rn)#actually almost gave her eight but didnt like how that silhouette came out so I mermaided her uh. abdomen I guess#though maybe next time I do this I should push that idea more. the head and torso are still very distinct for one unified part#I feel like one of my old attempts was onto something with like. a more horizontal body plan... well! live and learn etc#happy late mid autumn I guess. I should play with touys about it... I miss model kits. mayhaps...
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ugh i just have to wait and see if it gets better on its own
#why's that always the fucking answer#they're doing bloodwork at least#so i guess that's something#he told me i either need to follow up w primary care or go to the er#ugh#i shouldn't even have bothered to come but it was at a point where i was unable to ignore it
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just had SO much fun with the fallout tv show... i love you missus okey dokey
#fallout#fallout tv show#my art#lucy maclean#i was not expecting it to be so good but it was!! delightful#i think i like video game adaptations better when they do their own thing with it lol#such a relief to instead of seeing something regurgitated mindlessly for profit#its actually just a completely fresh story but in a familiar setting. cool balm on my skin#i guess that's where i'm at in the remake hell we all live in rn#ella purnell has the sweetest biggest eyes i've ever god damn seen
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Day 12: Core
#art#my art#artists on tumblr#jorm scribs#inktober#wei wuxian#wwx#wen ning#wen qing#mo dao zu shi#mdzs#mdzs fanart#I know the butterflies are vibes from a different book but it felt empty without something#This is supposed to be when they excise his golden core to give to Jiang Cheng#wen ning and wen qing just kinda like. You good buddy. Do you need some water#I imagine the process wasn't clean. Post-op care I guess.#didn't get to finish this yesterday so it's a day late#grandmaster of demonic cultivation
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