#small rant(?) or just ramble..

[azems-familiar]

you know what? like, no, actually, i don't want to see endless reblogs of gifs of people punching nazis with trite comments underneath like "likes charge reblogs cast" or "here's some positive cleansing energy for your blog". actually i want to know what concrete steps you're going to take to support the vulnerable people in your life, because personally, just a hot take here, but i actually believe that it's more important to care for people and act out of love and compassion than it is to act out of hatred and idolize violence. not that anyone would care about this. i swear it's all just some fantasy where people are so excited they finally get to be violent because they actually only care about getting to be the oppressors and have their turn as the boot on someone's neck.

they've been doing this to jews for over a year now, after all.

[holocene-sims]

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september 25, 2021 6:50 p.m. myshuno restaurant

[nots0nu]

Posted very sad (aka lazy) traditional art like. two days ago..have this to make up for that well I work on animations..

[supercorp-land]

It physically pains me to watch the “office overflowing with flowers” scene. like what in the gay shenanigans simpest simp was that?

Sighhh

[risetherivermoon]

i think about the oak twins a lot..especially considering the whole twins ending the world together thing, i just think that its such an interesting concept and i love to play with that, twins and siblings in media are so fun

the fact they're considered "the same person twice" constantly, and the way that they put each other over themselves and others, the codependency and different ways they mirror and reflect each other in different ways...the fact that sparrow was able to argue with henry as lark in such a convincing way that no one suspected it could've been the other twin, how lark is convincing enough as sparrow that it takes noticing the tattoos for sparrows own son to realize he was talking to lark instead-

they're both the lord of chaos, we rarely get a scene where the other twin isn't at least present in the room, and if we do its because they've been forcibly separated from each other- they share initiatives, they're together when we see them in Neverwinter, the school dance, and Papa John's, they share a wife-

like they're so different in ways but also the same, and they know each other as well as they know themselves, and when there was no one else there for either twin they still had each other, they both now how fucked up and shitty they are, yet they stick together and work as one, they both take the blame constantly for each others actions, like how sparrow talks about how he released the doodler as well, even though that was lark, and lark takes responsibility for code purple as well,

i just love them a lot and they're such interesting characters with a cool ass dynamic,

[iamespecter]

I feel like the reason why I'm usually not a fan of my own works and constantly needing to improve is because I naturally thrive off of messy, chaotic scribbly lines in my paintings but there's an annoyingly irritating paint bug in my head that insists that I need to "clean it up" to make my art look more "presentable".

Despite the cozy vibes, the dynamic light and atmosphere of the first painting, I prefer the methods I used for the second one. Yet I go for the first one's process, as it is the most effective way to render.

Truth be told, I don't like how smooth and clean these final products are, and every time, it feels like an obligation I have to maintain, and it is because I use this methods most while doing commissions. But the question is; how would I stop when it's been my method to use for years?

[chewysgummies]

I like how Meeple is classified to be a controller, but I'm planning on playing as them as a sniper

[shirleyjacksonism]

"student life" this "student life" that. girl I haven't been to a club in a year. haven't spoken to another student for longer than 10 minutes since the beginning of uni. haven't made plans with ABSOLUTELY ANYONE. everyone seems to get on well with each other and hang out together and everything and I have only spoken to 3 of my classmates in total. I'm living in my childhood home with my mom. thank you but I think I'll skip this "student life"

[sugarsweetvirgo]

Eve: Bottling up negative emotions is bad for your health, so you shouldn't do it.

Seto: I know, that's why I bottle up all my emotions, both positive and negative, so it cancels out.

Eve: Th-that's not how that works-

Actually, the two are pretty open with each other.

[pain-is-too-tired]

percy and annabeth should've moved to Alaska send tweet

Other than the whole out of the gods focus thing, I honestly don't see them having a reason they'd want to?

Its too far from anything familiar. I don't see Percy wanting to be too far from his mom and Estelle(i mean, California is already pretty far. Of course he can use Mrs.O'Leary, but still. Long distances still effect her.)

And, why he definitely wants to stop getting drag into things by the gods, camp half blood still holds importance to him. I'd think he'd want to at least stay somewhat in the loop with other demigods and there if something really bad happens.

We see in Tlo that New York/Manhattan is pretty special to him to. Of course he's going to school on California for New Rome, but I see him moving back to New York after. I mean the guy literally shoved Michael out of the way than got actually angry seeing Manhattan put to sleep. I actually don't think it's talked about how Percy's loyalty also kinda includes Manhattan. Like that's his home. Where he was raised, where Camp is close by. He feels comfortable in Manhattan. I just don't see him really wanting to move. I mean, again yeah New Rome exists. But i think that mainly would be the exception because of the safety of it being for demigods and legacies. Even then I see him feeling wierd there considering what we do know about how they are with elite and old money family that lives there.

Alaska is also more dangerous because of it being out of relm of the gods. Percy wants a peaceful life, I don't think he'd want to risk living where he knows monster can still get to them and be more comfortable doing so. Especially if they plan to start a family at some point.

Its fun thought, but definitely don't think it work out well ^^'

[enchantedsword]

the frustration of trying to find wukong centered fic without it inevitably turning into a macaque fic that also solely blames wukong for all their issues(like yeah i know he kills him and they need to work through that and he should have listened when macaque voiced concerns about the rebellion) and acts like macaque is some innocent bystander who doesnt know how to fight(this is what it feel like to me anyway) and also turning him into some one shy and gentle and better at taking care of people and being the more maternal one. like i dont know maybe its just me but this man screams loner that at one point really only got along with wukong and the non demon monkeys. i dont know i just so tired of macaque always getting portrayed this way and also getting a lot of wukongs traits in the process and wukong basically gets boiled down to impulsive barely there for mk/the crew doesnt regret his actions and the harm done because of them jerk. im also not really a fan of him being sworn siblings with PIF and changè like it just doesnt fit or vibe for me but i cant escape the damn thing. i know macaque is the fan favorite and i have to get used to that but doenst make it any less frustrating when it basically cuts my options down to lesss then half it feels like.

[chibifox2002]

Okay, so not to randomly get upsetting or whatever, but I just wanna admit something because I wanna know if I'm the only one with this situation(?) I got going on...

(warning: this kinda gets a bit deep & personal, so I might not even keep this up for long)

This has been happening for about maybe six years now, and I've just realized this sometime yesterday, but ever since I left my previous relationship I've been... like... kinda sad every Valentine's Day?

I left that relationship, again, six years ago because it was toxic as hell, but I still catch myself being super bummed out every February...

I guess a tiny part of me misses being spoiled, which is weird because at the same time I feel like a massive bitch when someone gifts me something that's pretty spendy.

I'm probably just a small hypocrite in that department tho...

Like, my ex spoiled me to the point where I had a nightmare of being held at gunpoint until I picked out something expensive that the one with the gun could get for me.

I literally woke up crying. Which sounds so stupid now that I'm writing it out, but it's the truth...

I think I feel like this because my ex basically used gifts as a way to emotionally control me, since he A: had his own share of emotional and mental baggage he had to deal with (but wasn't) and B: was actually cheating on me for god knows how long, and it always worked since I'm a very emotional person.

I won't keep going into detail about how he'd do it, since that isn't the main focus of this post. But like...

It sucks man...

It sucks being sad on what used to be one of my FAVORITE holidays!

I used to love this day so much that I'd literally try to wake up early enough before elementary school and make/hide valentines all around my house just for my family to find. I'd even try to make some for my close friends and even my teachers! I just LOVED TO CELEBRATE LOVE!

But nowadays? I barely know how to show MYSELF love.

It's just... I don't know... This type of stuff is just so exhaustingly confusing to me now...

[tigers1o1]

Hot take but i don’t feel like rich people who are “bored” should get blue-collar jobs. Like- go find a fucking hobby. People need those hours to survive, they shouldn’t have to fight some old guy that has nothing better to do for it

[quadrantadvisor]

I'm trying so hard not to be a hater but the more I learn about other ttrpgs the more the way that people talk about dnd annoys me

[barrel-of-bones-and-brain-worms]

Why do people follow me? I'm grateful for everyone who has followed me and all, but like why? I'm curious to know why but I'm not gonna pressure any answers out of anyone

[colourfulmes]

Me yapping about my OCS moment ‼️

I think,,, there’s something great about making original characters and making worlds or doing stuff like that,,,

I’ve been doing this stuff as a kid and it had brought me such immense comfort and pleasure to create these characters and pretend they exist in their own world doing god knows what

Kinda kind of crazy to realise that some of my first OCS are nearing their 10th anniversary the closer 2025 and 2026 comes, and it’s also the fact I’ve still clung into these characters I’ve had since I was a kid

Of course their cringey asses have changed but I genuinely love them nonetheless

I’ve been drawing a lot of Tarabell/C lately, from a self insert that I could escape reality from to becoming a symbol of empowerment for myself is kind of wild

Especially when I originally made her OC world as a form of escapism, something I could drag my friends into and imagine anything to their hearts desire. In a way it is still kind of like that but very much different DHDHDHS

My OCS share reflections of a lot of influences in my life and my experiences

Tarabell’s world, the MixScape is this fantasy getaway of all these characters exploring a land full of history and culture, in which any character from any fandom can exist in their wild ass fantasy AU

Isabelle’s backstory and her entire world is dark as hell because at the time my own life felt pretty shitty and I wanted someone to relate ((then she became my comfort OC DGDGSH))

Marks dystopian future kind of represents the possible future of what the world might look like, that’s a whole ramble onto itself tbh

And I have so much more but just thinking about the things I make, I kinda put my heart and soul into it, sharing it to some friends who like my work and it makes me really happy,,,even if I talk about it all the time and I am SURE they are sick of me for that SHDHSHSH

Really tempted to do the “despite everything, it’s still you” with maybe one of my now 10 year old OCS or even with myself and my art journey,,,

Idk,,, I just needed to get that off my chest -3-