#slept and just woke up at 11

[rugretti]

Rawr

[giddlygoat]

my brother can make me laugh without moving at all. he can make me laugh on command, just by existing, and there is no physical tell or indication that it is about to happen. it’s like he can will me to laugh and i will. of course we’re not telepathic, but we do speak in unison sometimes. we improvise like no one’s business. we could fool anyone into believing we are psychically linked. when i try to explain it, i sound silly saying it out loud, but i really CAN tell what he’s thinking. we exchange so much information just with a look. he can make me cry laughing and he doesn’t even have to move

[cxpperhead]

Off topic but I'm strongly considering retconning Copperhead's type of venom? In Suicide: Path to Hell, it was shown to be acidic but it wasn't natural venom, rather being a part of Sameer's body modification. In the comics, Copperhead's venom was a powerful neurotoxin capable of paralyzing victims and causing death within 30 minutes of envenomation but again, it wasn't natural because the venom was part of the suit so I'm thinking that as his venom is natural, it shouldn't be acidic but WILL fuck you up and very quickly if left untreated?

[kingtankgirl]

this is officially worse than when i had e.coli i can definitely say that now

[trapper-faggot]

God I love my partner so much

I've been laid up with a multi day headache today, been barely eating, just sleeping

So like 2 hours ago I texted like "hey I feel awful would asking you to come over for cuddles be too much" (I've been doing similar for them a lot with a bad injury)

I fell back asleep and woke up to them calling me an hour and a half later asking if it was too late and if I still needed them

And now my lovely partner will be here in 15 minutes and I won't feel so bad 💚

[floral-hex]

Two hours. I got two hours of sleep. I’m so frustrated with myself.

Went to the ER. Everyone was very nice. They gave me an IV bag of fluids (I was dehydrated! Sad cactus!) and a little ativan (teeny dose), which was nice at the time! Just a little amount, but the (mostly) quiet room, fluids, and meds managed to relax me a lot. Could have fallen asleep if the bed was actually comfortable. Then they packed me up, gave me another little Ativan to take home for tonight, and said they’d contact my primary. Cool cool. Got some much needed food on the way home, then took the pill and got comfy. Again, smallest dosage they make, so no feeling too good. Managed to muscle past my anxiety to fall asleep, and… 2 hours. Woke up. Tried to go back to sleep. Too frustrated and anxious and I feel like crap. What should I do? Just eat a whole gummy and hope that knocks me out? For me, that feels like playing roulette. Could work, yeah. Could make me sleepy and pliable. Could also backfire and make me feel sick and extra anxious for another 5 or 6 hours. What do I do? Roll back up to the ER? “Hewwo, I woke up and I need more benzos 👉👈🥺” haha funny, but I’ve seriously been thinking about it 😑

God, I’m miserable. Been sitting outside on the porch for a bit. Not quite an hour. Needed to get out of the apartment, but tbh, nearly 4am outside isn’t doing much for me. I just feel alone. It wouldn’t help with sleeping, per se, but just someone, I dunno, hugging or holding me for a few minutes would honestly save me a little. What a mess. Oh yeah, and apparently my kidneys are going 👎👎👎 down. Bad meat. Not great test results. Not what I’m focusing on tonight. I’m a mess. Anyway, this was my update. Sorry for all the walls of text. Suppose this is mainly for me to look back on in the future, but can’t pretend it’s not at least a little validating to put this all out into the world and knowing that maybe one or two people read this and I didn’t suffer completely without recognition. Yeah…

[sprinklethetangerine]

I think this is a pretty reasonable situation to cry in, right?

[cheekblush]

unfortunately it's still so fucking over 😔

[dottores]

good morning

[inutaffy]

backtracking a little bit. lemme say this. if i ever come up to u talking abt investigating some woods + abandoned building in the middle of the fucking night, i give u full permission block my number delete my contact the whole nine yards or whatever

i wasnt aware this was a jjk fic :l

[theliteralmoon]

Feeling endlessly exhausted

[hella1975]

wdym i had a nap yesterday and then slept nine hours last night and have done nothing but feel sorry for myself in bed today and im STILL TIRED?????

[army-of-bee-assassins]

also even tho it's spring break i still have to work two days in the clinic office and one of my supervisors emailed this morning to ask if i could come in monday instead of friday bc of scheduling issues with someone else and i said yes. and like. i think this is a good decision bc then after wednesday (the other day i work) i can just enjoy the rest of my spring break instead of enjoying my spring break early and then having to like go back to work. but it means i have to wake up early tomorrow when i originally thought i wouldn't have to and that does make me sad

[allthebestcowgirls]

laying in bed after a shower is so nice i feel like i could stay here all day

[princemick]

gmornin y'all

[hotfuss]

i’m once again falling into another cycle of horrifying sleep schedule and work that is leaving me a shadow of a person and i want to cry so badly