#sleepless nights because of them
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rockingtheorange · 11 months ago
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If Taylor went to the Indie Spirit Awards and met Havana Rose Liu that played as Jeff's girlfriend in Bottom, which was played by Nicholas...
Did they talk smack about Nick???
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Taylor on ig
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xxplastic-cubexx · 3 months ago
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you open my Super Important Documents and its just pictures of charles xavier
#xmen#mcu#xmen movies#xmen first class#charles xavier#professor x#snap sketches#todays schedule has been ruined by my ever occurring need to practice drawing movie charles its horrendous#i started this sheet last night but then i kept adding to it and i keep wanting to add to it but i MUST stop myself#in an ideal world i get paid to draw charles xavier and erik lehnsherr but no i live in this baka society#sleepless charles WAS inspired by me starting this at 1AM and forcing myself to sleep at 4AM#and then here i am picking i up still later .... i need professional help i fear but i aint got time for that#NEVERTHELESS I THINK IT GOT IT NOW. I THINK IM OK. i think i know how i wanna go bout drawing him now ...#chat can i confess that like. .5% of the reason i barely draw FC charles i because of his hair#for some reason some demonic entity prevents me from drawing it easily i am in STRUGGLE CITY#the only thing that gets me is that whenever i draw him i can only think of the likes of a disney prince but man thems the strokes ig#i also drew a quick dark phoenix charles but i figured id just keep this first class oriented#anything else i want to say ? uh. hm. its funny i never do any of these sheets for erik#genuinely On My Life made One (1) sheet and was like 'no yeah i got it. i got it down'#literally not my fault his head is So Shaped and defined but anyways. this aint about him.#i mean it could be. i still wanna do a doodle page concentrated on drawing how his powers show#more specifically how do i wanna draw the glow cause i cant decide on it ... also i wanna draw the 'levels' ...#but thats for another time. for right now i should probably eat i havent eaten all day#bye bye !!!!!! here's to hoping i draw something thats not a doodle sheet one of these days
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0m3n-0f-d3ath · 3 months ago
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Otto in a pink sweater
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100% doesn’t correlate to what I wore a couple of days ago
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itz-pandora · 2 months ago
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There's only one person I truly hate with all my being
#and its some random bitch from the internet#fuck you jackal#talking about how I started hating him would require TRIGGER WARNINGS.#he almost made me fail my freshman ELA class because I had to spend all hour comforting my friends who he hurt#then all was forgiven because “he's a kid! he can change!” i never forgave him and he never truly changed#he tried to tell lies about me to my friends#and. for context. this was on discord#it was a community where I was one of the 3 pillars of it. and I'm close with the other 2.#me C and H were the people people wanted to be friends with. or wanted to *be*. we were the top 3 of everyone! and im not being conceded.#twas a small community#I was known for being skilled! but also. people thought I was kind. (some people thought I was bossy because I was kinda strict)#< (strict being I don't tolerate bullying or slurs at any capacity.#but so. when Jackal lied to H. H knew it was bullshit.#anyways Jackal stuck around somehow even tho everyone KNEW. The Jackal Situation was an ARC in that server.#anyways C made Jackal a mod over a year later bc la-de-da-de-da people can change~ and he wasn't a dick. for about 5 minutes.#he got fired today and i was fucking ECSTATIC#I hate him#he thinks hes hot shit. he's hot garbage is what he is#he's so tone deaf and abused power constantly#i never stepped in because I have such a strong hatred that i can never be fair to him again#im permanently against him. he'll never ever gain any respect from me.#he lied. he baited us. he made my friends spend so many sleepless nights crying. he tried to make them die by saying theyd go together.#i saw through it.#anyways I like to believe I have a good judge of character bc he always made me uneasy#he gifted me nitro and was polite before baiting us. but i was like. ehhhh. what's wrong w him?#anyways he's a pissed off bastard now#anyways heres some previous life drama hooray
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szaryherbatnik · 25 days ago
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The devil couldnt reach me so he made me a legends of avantris fan and i lost the ability to go to sleep before 4am
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anpiels · 2 months ago
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Kazuma Asogay and Ryunosugay Naruhomo.........
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(guy who never finishes art) hey guys check out this new sketch that i definitely didn't forget to put Karuma on at first
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mariusroyale · 2 years ago
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a list of things Donnie does after the movie
- hes putting extra shit on their panic buttons and fuck it extra watches too. he’s monitoring your goddamn vitals, heart rate and whatever the fuck else he can
- extra protocols
- extra escape pods (because he threw up after hearing what raph did)
- additional trackers
- he doesn’t sleep bc of this because. fuck that, if he is able he is helping his goddamn family.
- he can’t wear his battleshells but that’s okay his spider arms has a protocol called ‘potential amputation/temporary immobilisation support’ or PATIS for short
- he doesn’t have to wear it for it to function like normal arms hA
- it’s later dubbed the soy sauce protocol because i said so
- he once just passes out at his desk and gets moved to his bed
- later on stocks up on energy drinks in the mini fridge he installed for the sake of convenience (and not letting the others know how often he’s getting them)
- definitely doesn’t think about the tendrils
- nope
- not thinking about them
- on an unrelated note hes asking mikey to attach himself on him like a brother battleshell
- and in a separate note hes asking raph for hugs
- lingers around Leo bc 1. u think u get to be alone after that stunt you pulled?? nOPE 2. it’s comforting even though he’s just recovering and watching tiktoks 3. mikey’s there too, so it’s nice
- he knows why raph hasn’t even looked at him
- doesn’t make it easier considering the comfort of their big brother went a long way when they were kids
- now raph just hangs in his room and only comes out when he eats or needs another check up- where he only talks and looks at the genius when he asks him questions ://
- he also checks with Casey to see what kind of advancements he made to his tech that he could use to ward off potential threats in this future
- and definitely doesn’t think about how he dies in the other one
- definitely doesn’t think about how his role as the protector with his tech is sullied when he’s dead
- definitely doesn’t think about forming a replacement for himself in the event of that bad future ever coming to fruition
- he sleeps next to Leo when mikey’s busy
- “aw you love me that much?” “yes, because all of you almost died” “i-“
- only gets a good night’s sleep like maybe once
- the only reason Leo’s able to pass out easier despite being their other resident insomniac is bc he’s under meds that make him all drowsy
- he tries not to think about the damage all his brothers have: raph’s shell and eye, leo’s body, mikey’s hands
- April once catches him falling apart at his desk and they have a talk
- he gets another good night’s rest there
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tvntheatre · 1 year ago
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To both HLVRV fans and Fallen London fans, I am so, so sorry for what I've drawn completely unrelated correlations to. (I'm lying I regret nothing.)
#So#99% of The Merry Gentleman's design here is absolutely noncanon.#But I realized while drawing them that the “making them taller than my literal tallest character—#that ISN'T a sort of eldritch entity from space that I associate with cyan/blue#(Not G-Bitch)#—and giving them weird ominous fog that ever constantly follows them#and the fact that I gave these idiots heels#[This is where headcanon starts kicking in‚ bewarned]#aaand the fact that they would chase you across an entire city if only for dream related reasons#(Thanks Chnle for the senario of Sleepless chasing Hypnos across several streets because I stayed up late and refused to go back to sleep)#(Several crimes and annoyed shouts of grievances that the other was being stubborn had dawned that night.)#And about the first point:#I once misread a post Mothr o made for SL being taller than literally everyone(including other G-Man) but G-Bitch/GVRV at some point.#I thought it was too funny to take back—#Have I mentioned that I loved both(ish) while they were shadow-y then disliked them slightly after they reveal themselves?#Have I mentioned that I still fucking despise May?#But he's fun to draw like this unfortunately.#Have I mentioned I have several scenarios I could've drawn to correlate these two more obviously but I feel asleep before it?#HLVRV#Fallen London#HLVRV Dr Sleepless#The Merry Gentleman#The Manager of the Royal Bethlehem Hotel#I think.#I have more doodles I've forgotten to post but I thought this one most urgent. Especially since HLVRAI has my mind at gunpoint now.#Most are FL OC posting. And approximately ONE doodle of HLVRV Doc (It may increase in amount.)
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lovinglin · 1 year ago
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My best bet in lore posting is if I just don't think abt it too much
#aka lemme just ramble without thought. don't mind how messy my thoughts might get here#♥️ we're going overdrive!#< it's abt them. anyway#do u think he'd feel guilty the first few months of them being together?#bc there's a part of him that's happy and thankful for being with someone so wonderful yet he can't help but feel guilt over subjecting her#-into his problems? like the restless/sleepless nights and the nightmares and the breakdowns and the accidents where he hurts her?#he knows he's not perfect. not every relationship is perfect at all. but sometimes he feels like he's too far gone to be “fixed” anymore#that this is how he's grown to survive and it'll always stay that way. there's so much learning and unlearning to do#he's probably really thankful she's so patient though. even through everything. she always keeps saying they'll make things work#his tendencies and problems are a lot more visible- they show more easily through his actions and his words. and she works and adjust to-#-that in whatever way she can. but then what about her? when you turn to her- it almost looks like she doesn't have problems at all#but she does. and maybe her silence in itself is a problem#maybe her hurt is more quiet. more discreet. more subtle and less obvious. but that doesn't mean it's not there#maybe it's the distant stares or her lack of input. or the inconsistent meals or how tired she can get#she does get nightmares too. but maybe it's more of how she's already crying and hesitating to wake him up because she knows he doesn't get#-enough sleep as it is and she doesn't wanna pile onto him with her problems#maybe it's the self-isolation of locking herself in the bathroom and wanting to claw at her skin because of how uncomfortable she feels#the phantom pains on her back and the times she doesn't want to be touched because it's a level of discomfort that she can't describe#and it hurts just as badly for him because he Doesn't Know what to do. other than stay at a distance and use his words#hm. I dunno. these two just has me thinking a lot
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pixelpaladin24 · 1 year ago
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|| The feeling of being able to post 💙Connor💙 and not feeling guilty about it oh my fucking gods I'll only look at the bright side of this situation like thank fuck i am allowed to feel happy
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HHHHIIIIIIIMMMMM 💙💙💙
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harmonizewithechoes · 1 year ago
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It’s my middle child’s 3rd birthday today 🥺
3 years ago my partner was deployed overseas and couldn’t come home for the birth because the military didn’t want to spend so much time quarantining their soldiers. Fortunately I had help as my parents were watching my son (at the time just a month shy of 2) for a few days before my due date and we had moved across the street from my partner’s parents when we found out about the deployment. So I had his mom with me at the hospital holding up her phone while we got to have a rare video call with my partner as we welcomed our daughter into the world after a very quick labor. I then had two months with our two very little kids by myself before he came home. It was an incredibly hectic time and I’m still not quite sure how I was able to get through all of that but here we are with the sweetest little 3 year old (let’s call her C) we could have asked for 🥰
C loves to play dress up and she has specific characters she’ll play as where you can’t refer to her as her name or she’ll get mad. She’s not C she’s Dr C or Baby or Baby Kitty or Princess Bucket (this was her first character and yes she does put a bucket on her head as a crown). Her favorite game to play is hide and seek and she loves dance parties and drawing and she’s obsessed with her 1 year old sister. We love C so much and I’m so excited to see how she grows and changes and learns over this next year ❤️
#personal#tonight her and her little sister are sleeping in their beds in their very own room for the first time#they’ve had their beds in my bedroom since we moved in and very often just ended up in our bed#but I’ve spent the past few days getting the room we’ve used for storage ready for them#and they’re doing really well so far#I’m sure they’ll end up in my bed again at some point but this is at least a step in the right direction#our crib that we’ve used for all 3 babies turns into a toddler bed and as I was taking it apart and putting it back together in the new room#my son started crying because he didn’t want his sisters to be big girls in their own room#he wanted me to put everything back and make the 1 year old 0 again so she could keep being a baby#I should point out that he is also obsessed with his baby sister#I told him that’s not quite how it works and kids are meant to grow up#and then he asked yet again for a baby brother because he loves babies so much and then he’d have a brother just like him 😅#he’s very sweet but also…. that’s not happening lol#I’m slowly becoming a person again and being able to focus more time on hobbies#and my partner and I now have our room back#all of that would be reset again with another baby not to mention another year of nursing and diapers and sleepless nights…. pass lol#I’m emotional about my babies growing up but I’m also so excited to learn who they’ll become as time goes on#sorry for rambling I get sappy on their birthdays
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aspenshadow · 1 year ago
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the way that stress and trauma fucks with your body is nuts to me. Like your brain decides “wow do you know what else we can do besides cover ourselves in the Mental Gunk(tm)? Give you heart palpitations and chronic migraines”
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accelerandy15 · 2 years ago
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Was supposed to make an animatic for LipxLip for their bday but for some reason I'm not satisfied with it. (I'm still like in the middle part)
So screw it I'm making another short Hitsuyo Fukaketsu mv
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gigglemite · 2 years ago
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Komahina
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confinesofmy · 2 years ago
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oh! none of them will ever prioritise me the way i prioritise them! uh oh.
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lear-dot-rpy · 19 days ago
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me: thank you for everything sir
my prof: you shouldn't be taking me, you should be annoyed at me.
me, incapable of anger and on the verge of tears: no, still, thank you. even though I failed, you still gave me the opportunity to try and achieve my dreams by helping me shift courses. you still gave a shot to study here in this state university. i still get to live on with no regrets that i didnt try
my prof: ... Ms. Lear, no matter where you may go, I hope you [something I didn't hear]
me: what?
my prof: just looking at you stresses me out. everytime i look at you i feel stressed out. just take a break and do what you want to do in life
me, emotional whiplash: wait what, what do you mean-
#I'm simultaneously both incredibly depressed and ridiculously free#i can now say in full confidence that i have tried my maximum effort my 200% best yet my dreams have all failed#i truly am the type of person who you could shit on so bad but if thank you holy sht i just realized while typing the tags HAHAHAHHA#what do you do when you're dreams fail and your most important promise is broken despite you grasping that sand so tightly#and it still spills between your fingers?#and you don't have any money at all like na dah and you only cling unto government paid therapy that's hard to schedule#and everything in your life is fall apart at the seems- the unending loneliness the uneding sleepless nights the grief the heavy chest the#world? what do you do?#that's right baby#you listen to the album Graduation and feel like you can take on the world even though you feel like absolute SHIT hAHAHAHAHHA#don't have a single friend to talk to about your problems because you know you are a broken human being#that would only hurt them if you reach out because you are not human just a monster with#flesh that resembles one? a monster who when poked to spill their innermost thoughts get shunned instead?#(don't tell me I'm overdramatic. this has happened a bunch of times. I'm not a human being.)#THATS RIGHT BABY. LISTEN TO GRADUATION- TWENTYONEPILOTS VESSEL OR SELF TITLED? NAH#YOU'D ONKY SINK DEEPER IN DEPRESSION- FUCK IY#PLAY SOULJA BOY SO FRESH CMON BRYNN LIFE IS A CIRCUS AND YOU ARE THE MOST UNLIVELY MONKEY GO OUT AND START GROOVING-#/silly#is there even a tag called /copium?#there's something so fire about now being able to say i followed my dreams I've done literally all that i can I've took on a course i didnt#like for a year and I'm a recon and I got the highest gwa in my block so i can shift and when i got there i couldn't do it despite every#hour I've wasted like i don't know why i feel proud that i still tried. like i could've let depression won- i mean it's winning rn but HAHA#i still tried. i still did my best to uphold my promise in that last conversation right grandpa? i did my best#i still want to. if I'm given the opportunity I'll still force myself to.#I'll make you proud. even if you're gone. just. I'll find a way. I'm broke. I have nothing. but I'll do it. cause#my life has no meaning otherwise. i want to honor you because none of my cousins did#god I've done everything. god I've been missing sleep missing social interactions missing life#this shit is some special layer of hell. I've only failed ONE. ONE SUBJECT IN MY THREE YEARS OF COLLEGE. yet I'm out of the uni cause I'm a#shifter HAHAHAHAH#engineering sucks do not dream of engineering if you're a broke mfer like me /silly
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