#since you've been gone

[ftpistrippy]

[denimnan]

sitting here thinking of you

wishing you were here with me

i know you are not coming back

but i still wish you were

have so many things i want to tell you

feeling alone and sinking in my misery

screaming my heart out

hoping you can hear me

- N.R.K.

[ashlee-rae]

One day you will want to know how my hair looks

And if I still smell the same

You'll miss the crease of my smile

And the way my nose scrunches when I laugh

When you close your eyes and look into hers

You'll wish you were looking in mine

You'll miss the things I would say

And you'll tell old jokes I would tell

It stings your tongue because it doesn't feel the same

And those words you speak to her

Don't feel right when they're not for me

And so you'll try to talk to me

Because you didn't know you could miss me so much

You never thought there would be a day id walk

For good

And you wish upon a star

Just to hear my voice one last time

To feel my skin

And to remember what it was like to be young

And in love; together

But that will be the day

You finally don't get a reaction

Because I have already moved on

[letteraddressedtothefire]

Empyrean (Love and Deepspace Xavier fanfic)

Xavier’s lightblade flickers weakly in his hand. "Asteria, there's something I need to do," he says, his voice strained and barely above a whisper. "But it will drain me completely."

She spins to face him, her eyes wide with desperation. "No, Xavier. There has to be another way. Use my Evol. We can combine our Evols and obliterate them."

He shakes his head, his expression resolute. "If I use your Evol, it will drain you as well. I can’t let that happen."

Asteria grabs his arm, her grip fierce despite her exhaustion. "I don’t care about the consequences. We do this together, or not at all."

He closes his eyes, savoring the brief moment of her warmth against him. Then, with a heavy heart, he gently pulls her behind him protectively.

“Xavier, no, you can’t—” she begs, but he is already channeling his remaining Evol into a dazzling dance of light engulfing the shadows. The world erupts in a blinding, all-consuming flash. The Luminivores scream as they disintegrate in the pure, radiant light. The Tezcatlipoca roars, its monstrous form being obliterated by the onslaught.

The intensity of the blast forces Asteria to shield her eyes. She feels the immense power washing over her, but instead of pain, she is enveloped in a cocoon of warmth. The light, so searing and destructive to the Wanderers, wraps around her like a safe haven, tender and protective. It is as if the very essence of Xavier's soul is cradling her, reassuring her amidst the chaos. When the light finally fades, she opens her eyes to see the battlefield cleared of Wanderers, the aftermath only the faint glow of the Protocores on the ground.

Asteria turns frantically, searching for Xavier. Her heart plummets when she sees him collapsed on the ground, completely still. "Xavier!" she screams, rushing to his side. She drops to her knees, cradling his head in her lap.

"Xavier, wake up! Please, wake up," she pleads, her voice breaking. She touches his face, his skin unnaturally cold. Panic grips her as she shakes him gently, then more forcefully. "No, I'm not going to lose you. Not today, not ever," she mutters fiercely, her tears mingling with the dirt and blood on her face.

Her eyes catch the red collar glinting ominously around his neck. The sight fills her with dread, but she refuses to give in to despair. In a desperate attempt, she places her hand on his chest, feeling the faint pulse of his heart, the slight remnants of his light Evol still flickering.

Summoning her remaining strength, she activates her own Evol, Resonance. Warmth spreads from her hand, intertwining with the faint glimmers of Xavier's light. "Come back to me," she whispers, her voice trembling. "Please, Xavier, come back to me."

As the Resonance flows between them, Asteria feels a connection spark to life. Memories flood her mind— Xavier’s memories.

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[randoombitch]

Βραδυ Οκτωβρίου

Με θελεις ναι η οχι; 

Μια μονο λεξη

Κρυφα βλεμματα

Δυο ανθρωποι καθρέφτης

Τι υποκρίνεσαι, τι υποκρίνομαι

Βραδυ Οκτωμβριου

Δεν αντεχω αλλο

Ισως τελικα να εκανα και λαθος

Βραδυ Οκτωμβριου

Σε θελω ακομα και εαν δεν με θελεις αλλο.

[mirrorworld12]

Here , you go again

Falling and never hitting the ground

Waiting for the hands or perhaps,

the wind to carry you to a better place.

Do you hear the voices again?

I wish this time, the voices sing

the never ending song

made of heartbeats you loved so deeply.

I hope all the hurt you carry

becomes the wings

and rather than fall you land

softly

like a dream .

[daily-sue-miley]

The miley behind the slaughter

day 22: the miley behind the slaughterrrrr

it's been so looongg

[cotecoyotegrrrl]

Here's a little something wrote a while ago to celebrate Pride Month. Happy Pride!

[julia-not-roberts]

the other woman

haven’t been able to eat since you left

[dwaynelamar]

My first night out in a longgggg time.

[ftpistrippy]

[margojacksonpotter]

Since You’ve Been Gone by Morgan Matson book to movie casting

In a well-ordered universe, this is who I would cast to play a movie adaptation of my favorite book

Kaitlyn Dever as Emily ( I love Kaitlyn, honestly she could play anyone)

Will Poulter as Frank ( smart, funny, charming, sounds good to me)

Haley Lu Richardson as Salone( love her too, seems like a really cool person which is perfect for the character , even has the red sunglasses!)

Walker Scobell as Beckett ( menacing, total ball of energy, I understand he’s too old to play the role now but come on!)

Stefanie Scott as Dawn ( did you see her in Girl in the Basement?! She needs to be in more stuff)

Cameron Bright as Collins ( didn’t like Collins in the book, don’t like this actor in movies. Makes sense to me)

That’s all. Let me know your ideas!

[ilitchpeters]

Cross Examination.

(Midtown Manhattan 2015)

[letteraddressedtothefire]

in every life i live, in every time i breathe, i find you.

fate may shift its stars, but my heart remains true.

in all worlds, all dreams, all whispers of time, it's you i choose,

over and over, until the end, my soul finds its way back to you.

— penned by yours truly ✍🏻💗

Day 21 before his star lands. ✨

#Xavier1016HappyBirthday

[randoombitch]

Εχεις αναρωτηθεί ποτε τι υπαρχει μετα τον θανατο;

Εγώ δεν πιστεύω ότι υπάρχει κατι

Μεν συνεχιζω να αναρωτιεμαι

Τι, γιατί και πως

Ερωτήσεις που με κυνηγάνε.

Αλλα ακρη δεν βγαζω

Ακρη δεν πρόκειται να βγαλω

Ομως μου ψυθιριζει στο αυτι και αναρωτιεμαι

Και δεν μπορω να σταματησω να αναρωτιεμαι

Αγγιζει τα αδύναμα μου σημεια

Φέρνει φως στα μεγαλύτερα μου μυστικά

Ψιθυρίζω με τον θάνατο

Με εκβιάζει

Αναρωτιέμαι όλο και παραπάνω

Δεν μπορώ να βάλω στοπ στον εαυτό μου

Πρεπει να βάλω στοπ στον εαυτό μου

Χορεύω με τον θάνατο

Ή μήπως τελικά χορεύω μόνη;

Παλεύω με το μυαλό μου

Μια μάχη που δεν μπορώ να νικήσω

Μια μαχη που ίσως να μην θέλω να νικήσω

Μια αιώνια ιστορία

Εγώ εναντίον του μυαλού μου

[swagrum76]

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