#sickening. im sick
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"I happen to like your yapping. And I think I prefer this topic over... whatever the last one was," he laughs, because evidently the last discussion he sat through with the man (a common thing to get roped into whenever he's just trying to get his medical reports written up in whatever space they happen to be sharing) evaded not only his understanding but also his memory. "Variable geometry pylons, was it?"
Not like it really matters. He doubts Scotty expects him to comprehend a word of any of that, the same way Leonard knows Scotty more than likely has to tune out at the first mention of a broken bone or ruptured appendix. Usually it's more about just being there. He makes a mental note to apologize to Dante for the glass he chipped when he knocked it over just now, and another note to think up a believable reason for how it happened, and straightens his shirt, clearing his throat.
"Yeah, well." His hands flap at his side in a stilted sort of shrug. "Sorry, that was-" not stupid, because he doesn't regret it, but certainly the sort of thing he usually plans out when not overcome with affection-driven aggression. "Impulsive."
" Sometimes my habit of blabbin' does actually get me places, who knew! " Well, if there was anything Scotty was expecting from entering the bar tonight, it absolutely was not this absolute roller coaster of confessions and emotions.
So imagine his shock and startle when he's given less than a second to react to Bones lunging at him before he's being pulled by the collar into a kiss he swore would've knocked them both out.
But it didn't. And thank god for that, because Montgomery would like to actually remember the events that took place here tonight, thank you. They're both stone cold sober this time, and for some ( very obvious ) reason, that makes it so much harder to pull away.
" Well, at least give a lad a warnin' next time ye try ta steal his breath right from under his nose Len- ! "
#teapottroubles ; scotty#i finally got the last word [ + ] banter#my truth (their asses are body doubling to get tasks done it just turns into drunk infodumping in nine out of ten cases)#sickening. im sick
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#marvey#harvey specter#suits#suits usa#mike ross#IM SO SICK#THIS IS SICKENING#WTF#THIS PARALLEL IS KILLING ME#suits x taylor#something something the eyes never lie
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He is so dramatic and I am so over it 😭
#my art#kaku one piece#one piece#kaku#one piece kaku#one piece fanart#op kaku#end of tags#im so sick of him hes my fav#he sickens me
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josh hartnett + his severely long bottom eyelashes.
#josh hartnett#j hartnett#josh#hartnett#cooper abbott#trap#trip fontaine#the virgin suicides#don't you think this is sickening#like what the fuck#THIS ISNT FAIRRR!!!!#hes so gorgeous.#im kinda sick to my stomach#he looks like a girl.
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rewatching days of future past tonight…Charles Heart Eyes Xavier when i catch you….
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never has there ever been a ship that goes through this cycle like asaden does
#IMAGE NOT MINE. ITS FROM THE TWITTER FOLKS#almost fooled myself into thinking that i got over this ship.. i was finally gonna live my best life but this chapter reeled me back in DAMN#like SIKE u thought#theyre so ENDGAME otp it actually hurts#the chokehold asaden has is unmatched#asaden#chainsaw man#csm spoilers#chainsaw man 149#denji#csm#asa mitaka#denji hayakawa#csm denji#mitaka asa#DENJI AND ASA ARE SO STARVED FOR LOVE IM SICK#ASADEN IS LIKE. TWO POOR STRAY PUPPIES LEFT OUT IN THE RAIN TRYNA KEEP EACH OTHER WARM DESPITE THE WHOLE WORLD DROWNING IN A NEVER ENDING#ONSLAUGHT OF MURKY PUDDLE TYPE WATER#SICKENING. I FEEL PHYSICALLY ILL
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day 21 + 22- family
#the first one is old but ermmmm i still like it..#jjba#jojo's bizarre adventure#jolyne kujo#jotaro kujo#jolyne cujoh#<- hate this spelling but whatever#anyway im SICK IM SICK. just wrote a massive wall of tect of my thoughts on them it was originally in dms to my friend until i remembered#they dgaf . notes app save me etc. god its sickening jotaro loves her more than anything in the world he loves her more than anything ever!#and he hurt her so much!!!!!!!#ill kill myself im serious#tia arts#the second one ks messy as hell i didn't wanna render
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just two people who grew way too fast, way too quickly
#moodboard#ranboo#ranboolive#chappell roan#ngl#seeing chappel in sold out stadiums lowkey makes me sick#in a im happy for you way#but its kind of sickening
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Did I ever share this btw? I forgot because EVERYTIME i see this it’s like a self inflicted punch to the gut I’m not finishing this for a long time I wanna paint it on separate canvases
It’s like top left to bottom left to top right to bottom right and it makes me ILL!!!!
Anyways silly sketch I did awhile ago to cope with comms of me and garroth based off the Scott pilgrim thing
#jinks art#mcd#aphblr#minecraft diaries#mcd garroth#minecraftdiaries#sketch#self insert#me and garroth#absolutely sickening#are we soulmates in every universe#are we even soulmates in this one#IT FUCKS ME IP IT FUCKS ME IPPPPP#DO TOU UNDEESTAND ME IM SICK Anywyas Go Look at my oc art while I take a nap
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"Im not even sure anymore if we get to choose who our friends are" There is a part of me that resents you for making me a worse person than i want to be but i am inexplicably uncontrollably drawn to you. You make me a worse person which is the last thing i want yet i want you in every way. If i could leave i would. Maybe i can but i dont want to. I have fun with you. You challenge me and you captivate me and you push me and pull and run circles around me and it makes me feel like a younger man. For the price of being a worse person i get to feel truly, wholly alive. You are the blood that runs through my veins; vital, inseparable. I was reborn when i met you and you are the womb that haunts me. You are the one person on planet earth who knows me. I wish i could leave, move on and be the man im supposed to be but my heart is tied to yours in a gordian knot. There is a part of my soul that rests in yours, magnetic. For as long as i love you i cannot be better than i am. But maybe thats something i can learn to live with. Gregory House-- I think you're worth it.
#house md#james wilson#gregory house#hilson#johan being crazy about yaoi md#johan's mindpalace#Im crazy#like im tearing up#this scene is so romantic it genuinely makes me nauseous#the lowlight setting the lingering stares the soft little smile a dam thats finally broken#I need a 12 gauge bullet in the thigh#Please watch this scene screencaps do not do it near enough justice#do you know whats so genuinely actually sickening#its been months since i finished house md#and i have not watched a single show that has managed to fill even a quarter of the gaping bleeding hilson shaped hole in my heart#shows that have actual gay people actual representation and not a single one has managed to alter my brain chemistry the way hilson has#since day 1 episode 1#Like its actually nauseating a little its so over for me for the rest of my life#Like im actually never recovering#people say “they dont make xyz like they used to haha” But Guys they Genuinely dont#Im going through withdrawls#I need my yaoi cocaine so bad but my plug died 12 years ago and i cant fucking Move#House md capital of fatphobia homophobia transphobia early 2000s edgy humour outshining modern shows with actual rep like im sick#Its not even because i want to like i feel like there are worms in my brain. I feel like ratatoullie if the rat was evil#This is not what the stonewall riots were for#I feel like so nausous why couldnt i be crazy about an actual gay pairing like a normal gay person. Im gonna throwup#Why couldnt i like music and girls#Its not even that house md is objectively logically better than these shows like no. Im just crazy#Im so sick they make me so sick i feel like there are worms in my head. My head#Dont know when i will ever be onorlmal again. Sorr
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hey so any of my friends in the uk or canada or australia or really anywhere that isn’t the us wanna adopt me? i have a lot of thrifted furniture and a big record collection i can bring 🥰
#just watching highlights from this debate is so sickening#like what the fuck 🤭 there’s no right way to go !!! love it#palestine was used as basically a ‘joke’ or something idk but only said like once#sickkkkkkkkk#y’all are sick#talking about fucking golf dude#also the fact they even let a felon on stage when felons can’t even goddamn vote#this might sound ageist but idc really#there should be an age limit on these things#if you have to be a old enough maybe you gotta be young enough too#sorry if there’s a good chance you will die during office no you should not be able to run#maybe the cap should be like 75 or even 70#also should be a cap on other political offices too#ain’t no way someone should be 900 and on the supreme court looking at you rbg#voting cap too#you gotta be 18 to vote okay makes total sense#but when i say maybe we should stop letting people vote when they turn 75 or something im the bad guy ohhhhohhhokay#i think of all the old people i know. that are 75+ and quite honestly i don’t think they should get to decide my future#anyways#this country is a joke#this country is fucked#and i don’t wanna be here
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mr house never being able to replicate his courier six because they never let him scan them, so all he has are a few shoddy recordings he took to recreate the courier from. his replicas of courier six are flawed: none are as perceptive, resourceful and proactive. they aren't good at out-of-the-box thinking or improvising. their problemsolving, diplomacy skills and technological innovation ideas fall short of the original and are just another disappointment every time. they end up hollow shells like jane, marilyn and victor. letting new vegas go, ruin itself in pursuit of recreating his perfect right hand again, hope for another fruitful partnership and bright future of the mojave like they did before is so delicious it makes me sick actually send tweet ✌
#ulysses warned my courier house would sooner or later put her face on a robot servant and he was right!! and she knew he was!!!#but the way house went about it in my headcanon is making me sick in the stomach!!!!!!!!!!!!!#the devnotes?? that allied courier was his first true prodigy/son/daughter IN 200 HUNDRED YEARS??? sickening. i love it#add a fucked up romantic-not-really-only-pining storyline into that already crazy cocktail and im eating it up!!!!!!!!!!! YUM!!!!#my courier is a technophile but she's got a shred of self-respect and wont let (out of pride mostly) house scan her brain#she dies ensuring the continuation of new vegas setting it up to prosper only for house to let it go to shit.... the drama.........#because he cannot imagine a world without his partner who has changed the world around them so much in such a short life....#so he sets out to recreate even a shred of her glory so they may continoue to reign over the mojave but he fails miserably over and over#and his pursuit blins him to the shit stirring on the streets and the area that even his army of securitrons isnt able to stop#either the nv clans successfuly rebel/make the city go to shit while he's too busy working on the courier copies#or some outside party infiltrates and gets his ass while he's not looking. rip#either way my courier is always the death of mr house whether they are allied or not bc i love doomed narratives#personal#delete later#fallout#? technically#till we get season 2 of the tv show im able to brainstorm ideas as to what happened to nv after fnv ended!!!! SOMEBODY STOP ME (dont)#im cutting this extremely short my thought on this are pretty long i couldnt fall asleep on monday bc ulysses' words were haunting me
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if anyone does anything that makes me feel even remotely out of control it changes my brain chemistry about them forever even if I know they mean well and want so badly for things to go back to the way they used to but they can never go back and I hate myself for that
#ill literally ruin every friendship ig#does anyone else experience this bc it’s actually so fucked up I hate it sm#and like im good at pretending it’s ok so even if the other person goes back to normal I never am#it’s like the grudge just stays forever no matter how much forgiveness I logical have#and the association w the person just feels sickening even if they r so full of love#and I think that talking about it will help but it just digs a further hole#like it always get resolved on their end but somehow I feel worse#I’ve lost some of the greatest ppl bc of this :(#like ppl make mistakes#and sometimes it’s not even a mistake or anything wrong im just insane#and then I feel I don’t treat them as well but not in ways they would notice ugh idk im actually fkd#hence I mostly cut them off bc I don’t wanna treat them badly they don’t deserve it#but im also sick of cutting ppl pff who r genuinely so nice and made one off comment#bc I’ve made plenty of off comments im sure bc im human and yet other ppl r ok w it like y can’t I be#anyways usually the whole reason they have even said anything that has put me off them is just their reaction to me being mentally ill#so it kinda all stems from me everytim LOL yay
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I love duvet bc after mouthwashing I can only imagine it's anya directing her feelings to curly and jimmy that she never says out loud. (Mostly towards curly though)
#🍊 musings#mouthwashing#mouthwashing anya#“and you dint seem to understand a shame you seemed an honest man” sickening evil#“and all the fears you hold so dear will turn to whisper in your ear” ohhh im sick
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im going to make this abundantly clear. if you defend the actually immoral and harmful things on ao3, thousands of which include REAL people and children, block the fuck out of me NOW. i also use the site, using it is fine, but if you truly believe people should just “exclude the tag” when some of that shit is real people youre no better than a proshipper and you need to block me. i dont want you here. ive seen hundreds of works of real people, so your argument that its just fiction is absolutely false. some of you think you can put proship dni in your bio and then think this way abt the site. youre a hypocrite.
i dont care if you think im stupid. dont argue with me, just block me. i dont want to talk to you, and you dont want to talk to me.
this goes for all proshippers obviously. fuck off, unkindly!
#im so sick of seeing this double standard#imagine if that was your fucking kid people were writing smut about online. fucking sickening
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when you whenen when you think about how lorelai has the ability to understand jess in a way nobody else really can and has moments of extreme compassion and empathy for him that leak through her general lens of viewing jess as a lost cause/troublemaker/devil incarnate which is borne out of her insecurity around her most valued relationships and the way jess both in-universe and from a meta standpoint exists to not only have incredibly important relationships with rory and luke both but also to cause conflict between lorelai and luke/lorelai and rory because of it. but in these moments she has to instead confront the fact that he is just a kid and he’s having a hard time. he can’t talk because its hard for him to talk bc its hard for HER to talk (i don’t know how to tell you things, mom) he knows bc SHE would have known (i don’t know, kid, but this whole thing reeks of emily). and well, she is very petty and would never say this/defend him to his face bc when she tried to oprah him he immediately lashed out and read her so well that she is never letting that grudge go ever until they actually talk about it and theyre never going to unless you held them at gunpoint and even then they both would probably prefer to die than actually talk about their feelings and why they reacted the way they did. also it is just a natural reaction i think to be faced w your younger self and immediately try to strangle them. like lorelai is not doing that treat yourself w the kindness that u would to ur own child thing no she is biting and scratching and killing immediately. she would SAY she’d love to treat her younger self w the kindness she was never given but honestly after Teen Lorelai gives her one single bitchy knowing comment she would be a hater forever and that is real as hell to me..
#lorelai and jess#gg meta#gilmore girls#lorelai gilmore#jess mariano#sorry i lost my mind over them.#they make me like SICK TO MY STOMACH#SICKNESS#SICKENING#thinking deeply abt my fic where thru a series of situations theyre forced to go on a roadtrip together#ohh its all about……. family trauma……… awkward reconciliation…… tentative budding trust tinged with doubt#well its not written yet but it will be. bc im obsessed w them as a dynamic okay#and i think there should be more gen fic in the world <3
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