#sickening. im sick

[bcnes]

"I happen to like your yapping. And I think I prefer this topic over... whatever the last one was," he laughs, because evidently the last discussion he sat through with the man (a common thing to get roped into whenever he's just trying to get his medical reports written up in whatever space they happen to be sharing) evaded not only his understanding but also his memory. "Variable geometry pylons, was it?"

Not like it really matters. He doubts Scotty expects him to comprehend a word of any of that, the same way Leonard knows Scotty more than likely has to tune out at the first mention of a broken bone or ruptured appendix. Usually it's more about just being there. He makes a mental note to apologize to Dante for the glass he chipped when he knocked it over just now, and another note to think up a believable reason for how it happened, and straightens his shirt, clearing his throat.

"Yeah, well." His hands flap at his side in a stilted sort of shrug. "Sorry, that was-" not stupid, because he doesn't regret it, but certainly the sort of thing he usually plans out when not overcome with affection-driven aggression. "Impulsive."

" Sometimes my habit of blabbin' does actually get me places, who knew! " Well, if there was anything Scotty was expecting from entering the bar tonight, it absolutely was not this absolute roller coaster of confessions and emotions.

So imagine his shock and startle when he's given less than a second to react to Bones lunging at him before he's being pulled by the collar into a kiss he swore would've knocked them both out.

But it didn't. And thank god for that, because Montgomery would like to actually remember the events that took place here tonight, thank you. They're both stone cold sober this time, and for some ( very obvious ) reason, that makes it so much harder to pull away.

" Well, at least give a lad a warnin' next time ye try ta steal his breath right from under his nose Len- ! "

[fleetingwitch]

[hani-hidaya]

never has there ever been a ship that goes through this cycle like asaden does

[heatwa-ves]

day 21 + 22- family

[ranboard]

just two people who grew way too fast, way too quickly

[jinkiesmariz]

Did I ever share this btw? I forgot because EVERYTIME i see this it’s like a self inflicted punch to the gut I’m not finishing this for a long time I wanna paint it on separate canvases

It’s like top left to bottom left to top right to bottom right and it makes me ILL!!!!

Anyways silly sketch I did awhile ago to cope with comms of me and garroth based off the Scott pilgrim thing

[starjunkyard]

"Im not even sure anymore if we get to choose who our friends are" There is a part of me that resents you for making me a worse person than i want to be but i am inexplicably uncontrollably drawn to you. You make me a worse person which is the last thing i want yet i want you in every way. If i could leave i would. Maybe i can but i dont want to. I have fun with you. You challenge me and you captivate me and you push me and pull and run circles around me and it makes me feel like a younger man. For the price of being a worse person i get to feel truly, wholly alive. You are the blood that runs through my veins; vital, inseparable. I was reborn when i met you and you are the womb that haunts me. You are the one person on planet earth who knows me. I wish i could leave, move on and be the man im supposed to be but my heart is tied to yours in a gordian knot. There is a part of my soul that rests in yours, magnetic. For as long as i love you i cannot be better than i am. But maybe thats something i can learn to live with. Gregory House-- I think you're worth it.

[etherealhoneypie]

hey so any of my friends in the uk or canada or australia or really anywhere that isn’t the us wanna adopt me? i have a lot of thrifted furniture and a big record collection i can bring 🥰

[bao-dur]

mr house never being able to replicate his courier six because they never let him scan them, so all he has are a few shoddy recordings he took to recreate the courier from. his replicas of courier six are flawed: none are as perceptive, resourceful and proactive. they aren't good at out-of-the-box thinking or improvising. their problemsolving, diplomacy skills and technological innovation ideas fall short of the original and are just another disappointment every time. they end up hollow shells like jane, marilyn and victor. letting new vegas go, ruin itself in pursuit of recreating his perfect right hand again, hope for another fruitful partnership and bright future of the mojave like they did before is so delicious it makes me sick actually send tweet ✌

[yakultii]

if anyone does anything that makes me feel even remotely out of control it changes my brain chemistry about them forever even if I know they mean well and want so badly for things to go back to the way they used to but they can never go back and I hate myself for that

[butchdykekondraki]

do you think kondraki purposely doesn’t try them on again, purposely doesn’t even think about them again, but every time he sees them, in the back of his closet, he feels a little bit of hope and then guilt-dread for hoping (for what? why would he hope anything?) and then the remembered joy in the back of his head, and he takes just a second too long forcing his eyes away, just a second, and no one else would know, but he knows, even if he doesn’t name it or face it or put it into words he still knows,

[butchjess]

when you whenen when you think about how lorelai has the ability to understand jess in a way nobody else really can and has moments of extreme compassion and empathy for him that leak through her general lens of viewing jess as a lost cause/troublemaker/devil incarnate which is borne out of her insecurity around her most valued relationships and the way jess both in-universe and from a meta standpoint exists to not only have incredibly important relationships with rory and luke both but also to cause conflict between lorelai and luke/lorelai and rory because of it. but in these moments she has to instead confront the fact that he is just a kid and he’s having a hard time. he can’t talk because its hard for him to talk bc its hard for HER to talk (i don’t know how to tell you things, mom) he knows bc SHE would have known (i don’t know, kid, but this whole thing reeks of emily). and well, she is very petty and would never say this/defend him to his face bc when she tried to oprah him he immediately lashed out and read her so well that she is never letting that grudge go ever until they actually talk about it and theyre never going to unless you held them at gunpoint and even then they both would probably prefer to die than actually talk about their feelings and why they reacted the way they did. also it is just a natural reaction i think to be faced w your younger self and immediately try to strangle them. like lorelai is not doing that treat yourself w the kindness that u would to ur own child thing no she is biting and scratching and killing immediately. she would SAY she’d love to treat her younger self w the kindness she was never given but honestly after Teen Lorelai gives her one single bitchy knowing comment she would be a hater forever and that is real as hell to me..

[baeshijima]

rewatching the road not taken animated short on the train was a bad idea

[uglyduckling339]

i don't have "comfort" movies. i have movies that stab me in the gut, drag me onto the streets, and run me off a bridge.

[cis-chan]

In November, I lost my cat in a tragic accident that was completely out of my hands.

My father's cat just got attacked by a dog and killed this past week

And now tomorrow we will have to put my teenage sister's cat down due to a fatal blood clot.

I am not exaggerating when I say I am done with having pets after my remaining cat passes. This has been the most heartbreaking thing to have to go through over and over again. Absolutely horrible. I am devastated.

[nebulaedaniel]

( this is all /lh)i hate tiktok edits of dnp i hate the early tweets matched with clips of them now i hate 2009 pictures with soft lyrics wHY DO YOU ALL WANT ME TO CRY