#but its kind of sickening
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just two people who grew way too fast, way too quickly
#moodboard#ranboo#ranboolive#chappell roan#ngl#seeing chappel in sold out stadiums lowkey makes me sick#in a im happy for you way#but its kind of sickening
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when your main characters start dating after years of writing so they finally get to be like this
#rare WIP preview from me#this is in like. 10 episodes. lmfao#its been really hard working this far ahead#my editor isnt giving me any feedback and my friends are very busy so it's felt quite lonely#which is fine! for my friends I mean. but its my editors job to give me feedback...#but the webtoon editors are extremely extremely extremely overworked and my series is set to end so I understand its low priority#its not her fault its webtoons fault. however. its still demotivating...#oh well l m a o#I should be much further ahead ngl LMFAO I want like 12 done but I come back in 2 weeks.#we'll see#when I get really stressed out I go full gamer mode#and usually I'll sink like 60 hours (like 5 days) into a game and then I'm good and move on#but this recent game that grabbed me is. its too much actually#bit uncontrollable ngl I think its an ADHD thing I mostly have just quit playing videogames at all#cause its like yeah being stressed cause theres too much work to do is not going to be helped by losing a week and a half to a game...#and yet.#anyways the game is satisfactory#my friend bought it for me and we've been playing together#and our shared file has. 100 hours on it. and we still havent beaten the game#we're close to beating it and it's not like we're rushing or anything#cause its fun to fuck around and zap eachother or whatever#but it's got me doing math. the exact kind of math I love to do. optimization#and its reminding me yeah in another life id have been an engineer#I'm glad I'm an artist but its always weird like yeah this is easily a path I could have gone down#'artists hate math' speak for yourself doing math calms me down! I love math!#I love math and I love business. I'm almost the perfect artist but I hate advertising so. we can't have it all#anyways theyre so fucking cute its sickening. I love them so much. I could cry#WIP#lineart#time and time again
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#anyways it kind of always sickenings me a bit everytime i see someone do it in the pan#its just soooo undermixed it kills me . but its ok i understand the desire to do it that way...much as it pains me#blabs#*sickens.
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Can I share a fear rq? can I share a fear with y'all? Can I tell you what I witness and what it manifests in to? Will it manifest the entity looming in the darkest parts of my head? Will you blame me for going insane or will you find some sort of sick, disorienting beauty in my destruction, in my fusing with said entity? Will I still be alone then? Will I be known, then? Will it sicken you to see how full of love I am and how colored by distrust it is? Will you look away when the hand you reach for turns to a blade and cuts yours off, or will you pull back too? Did you already have that prosthetic, there? Is that what you call self preservation?
#this turned in to the magnus archive theme real fast so#tma podcast#tma#the magnus archives#fear entities#is this the lonely?#lonely is probs in there#jon sims#its also kinda giving#martin blackwood#I was going to genuinely rant but this ended up being more cathartic#lean in to the drama#I think this might also be about being aroace and That kind of loneliness#bc my identity is fused w trauma#it probably always will be#radical self love#I'm not fully even sure what I'm saying here so if u know lmk#the curtains are blue#Lo uses imagery to process emotions#I'm screaming in to the void#with a sickening#growing#feeling that the void would like to scream back
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they never really did leave that fucking desert did they
#serena.txt#grian#goodtimeswithscar#desert duo#secret life smp#slsmp spoilers#secret life spoilers#i like cant even express how crazy this has made me. im so serious this is going in my top desertduo moments of all time#this is like even more insane than them finding that tiny patch of desert in double life#can we talk about the desert keeps PHYSICALLY SHOWING UP when they're together. its actually sickening#a desert appearing right as they're laughing and getting along like old times is literally the kind of intentional symbolic imagery someone#would put in HOW IS THIS FUCKING COINCIDENTAL ITS INSANE
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my god, he was GONE
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Can we please stop reblogging that ai generated Jon fanart? I can't believe tma is trending and THAT is one of the top posts-
Please, we have so many fanartists who's work is actaully worth promoting
#tma#the magnus archives#Also I realize 90% of people are probaby reblogging while not realizing its ai because op didn't tag it as such#but there's just something kind of sickening about an ai image getting to be the top trending 'fanart'#fuck ai
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I realised last night not a single woman has ever written an Avengers or Fantastic Four ongoing and this is obviously tragic and horrible for a lot of reasons but my first thought genuinely was "Oh no..... I have to hand this W to the X-Men...."
#brieuc.txt#The FF is kind of whatever I mean in 60 years a Single Fucking Woman should have written the team but not one on AVENGERS???#its sickening.#Like genuinely I am really horried about it beyond the meme. Jfc.#But also the meme. We can't let them get away with this.......
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will forever be a ruikasa fan because what theyve got going on is so beautiful to me. freak4freak perfectly aligned energies match each others with complimentary colors and aesthetics... sun to their moons and moons to their suns. rui bringing up tsukasa every second he gets to mention how this boy he disliked once for being inconsiderately abrasive is the person who understands him best in the world and pulled him out of this loneliness. like thats BEAUTIFUL. that both of them found each other not only as jigsaws that connect because of their passions but outside of it. like they were made to fit together and i have never gotten over that fact ever. can we rename coincidence as fate. YES!!!! YES WE CAN BECAUSE THAT IS EXACTLY WHAT HAPPENED!!!!!!!!!!
#ruikasa#i never got over filament fever mv where tsukasa and rui sing that ONE line. and i never got over any event#its been two sickening years i love u my loneliness fulfilment fantasy... the world is kind and beautiful
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idk how in 2024 ppl still playing vanilla awakening like i gotta make these bitches gay. im pairing the second gen girlies and by god. none of them should be paired with a man. these ladies are GAY and good for them. not my fault intsys couldnt see that in 2012 but i can now and i WILL do them justice
#ann plays awakening#anyways im trying to pick a girlfriend for noire 🤩#she has so many good options tho… its kind of sickening but in a good way#also like. kinda gigglingn. bc if it was vanilla game awakening most of my top picks for any of them if they MUST be in a het relationship#is inigo. aside from like luci and nah#hes getting screwed over bc i legalized gay marriage in ylisse… sorry bud#but also weve seen the second gen guys. lets be real would YOU settle for any of them. no#ok brady maybe actually but aside from that. you shouldnt.
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#☹️☹️☹️#kit posts#max verstappen#its kind of extremely sickening#that im starting to recognize jimmy just because he resembles max the most
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If you could get rid of one of us, who would you kill?
Would it be the ones who trigger you? Who poke, and prod, and make now seem like then. Those who can't get enough of your suffering, taking your energy and joy and making it into their own, the ones who make you their feast.
Would it be the spam? Us who commercialize your mind, using you as clout, such is your purpose? Just a pretty face to put on a package, to advertise a glorious nation and a glamorous life.
Or maybe the poets- capturing your attention with their paragraph and metaphors, taking your time, taking you away from the world and deep into your own mind. Comparing you and your actions to all of what you hate, and what you hate to be. Reminding you of what you've become.
But maybe it's the ones who care. The soft ones, the ones who could so easily trick and manipulate you. It's so familiar, and yet not. Because you've done this before, long enough to be paranoid of it. But still new- the names they call you, their encouragement, it's not something you've heard all that often. They make you seem childish, soft. Not even just that, they make you feel things you haven't in a long time. You can handle abuse, ridicule, objectification- but this is new. Can you handle new?
What'll it be?
. . i think you're all out to get me in some way or another. it's not about the killing— i've always been better at building something you can't take down easily.
i don't know, okay? fuck, man. quit acting as if any of you even fucking know me.
trust me, you don't.
#quackitychirps#ask blog#ooc: me when anons Get it. UGRHRGRHHR#no because ramble time#ur Right. q is like. fucking media trained in deflection and avoidance and denial and people who point out the harsh dirty painful shit#but he falters when people care abt him. because hes so wrapped in this worldview of. i protect myself against meaningful connection#because it always ends up in betrayal or psychological damage or its a trap and i cant trust anyone#with my heart ever again. theres no point!#so when people sneak by that and show him genuine kindness its like WHHOA OK ENOUGH STOP. no nonono go back to the things i know best#go back to being cruel and petty and snarky i can play that game#then again he uses kindness as a manipulation tactic and hence he knows its always false#tbh cquackity is. completely shut off from so many emotional avenues its sickening#ANYWAY hi nonny heres ur reply :3
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42 / lost brilliance, rita dove
#okay you'd think this one would be human nature but like. listen#thats not the kind of wounding/serving im about#THIS is . the wound of ten going up against a sun being so incredibly reckless because he will Not lose martha#he Loves her he will not fail her like this and he succeeds in saving her like she believed all along !!#and there's the wound cause how can u see the man you love do smth madly impossible for ur sake and not fall in love further#while he still wont even use the word friend to describe the two of you to your face. how long can u live in his forced ambiguity#sorry just . the insanity of ten TAKING A SUN INSIDE OF HIM BEING BURNT UP BY IT all because he would stop at nothing to save martha#because he would Not accept a goodbye like this. and then the serving is . martha having to freeze it out#martha having to deal him excruciating pain by his own demand so that he can't hurt her .#she does it to save him he's doing it for her sake (and everyone elses) he's sure theres even a chance he might die but she wont accept that#she loves him he saved her she'll do anything to save him including this . the look of calm and resignation on her face as she#pulls the lever oh its sickening its so painful for her too#even here ten is taking something from her . and framing it as her giving it up of her own accord#sorry for the tangent i am . normal about 42#also i wasnt originally going to post this but then i ended up talking at poppy abt their dependence again so#dw#tenmartha#tenth doctor#martha jones#faera's
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No thoughts just Floyd being the biggest simp EVER.
Rambling about Floyra under the cut, though its mostly just about Floyd being down bad.
Just, the thought of Floyd being so head over heels he’d drop everything and come rushing to Kyra’s side whenever she needs him. Floyd who does things even he never even imagined he’d do for someone else, atleast not until he met Kyra. Now, he can’t imagine anything he wouldn’t do.
Floyd whos actually a HUGE hopeless romantic. You’d think it would be Kyra whos the hopeless romantic, but no. Its Floyd. This may also tie in with my personal hc that merfolk choose only one partner for life.
Floyd who, once he realized and accepted his feelings, knew that Kyra would be that “one” for life. Floyd whos so ridiculously, embarassing soft for Kyra. He melts in her arms and under her kisses and goes limp at her warmth. Floyd who acts like a big puppy when it comes to Kyra, lighting up and rushing her into a tight squeeze whenever he sees her, as if they didn’t just see eachother just earlier that day.
Floyd who has trouble sleeping without Kyra in his arms, who tosses and turns more than usual trying to sleep, but cant seem to fall asleep and gets all grumpy. Floyd who ends up sneaking into Ramshackle instead in the middle of the night.
Floyd who starts calling Kyra “Sea angel” instead of “Shrimpy” one day because he decided it didn’t fit her as much as he thought it did. Of course it didn’t, not when she glowed so much. He wonders why no one else can see it whenever he mentions it, she glows brighter every single day. How could they not see it?
Floyd who plays along with whatever shennanigans Kyra is up to whenever hes in the mood, who dances in the rain with her and breaks open claw machines to take all the plushies for themselves. Floyd who gets kicked out of class with her whenever they laugh too hard, Floyd who helps her pet a random cat in a tree by carrying her on his shoulders.
Floyd who goes ice skating with Kyra— but its both their first time in a skating rink, and theyre both stumbling and holding onto eachother and falling onto the ice together the entire time, and theyre on the ground more than they are skating but he still enjoys every moment because hes with her.
Floyd who worries. Who carries Kyra whenever she gets an injury or gets into another accident, who stays right by her side whenever she isn’t well until she feels better. Who insists he’ll “take care of her” but then brushes it off as nothing. Floyd who scolds her whenever she gets into a fight, who defends her when someone tries to mess with her and drops everything to do so.
Floyd who gets bored so easily, but Kyra is the most interesting thing to him. Floyd who can listen to her talk for ages and not get bored. Sometimes he stops listening by accident, because he gets distracted with how pretty she is. How pretty she sounds. How much he loves her. Floyd who follows her around like a lost puppy and sits so close to her during class they’re basically sharing a seat.
Floyd isn’t clingy, he doesn’t need to be near her every waking moment. At the end of the day he’s still Floyd, his own person with his own desires and sometimes he needs some alone time, too. But even then, he’ll always come right back into her arms when hes done.
And Kyra, who is just as head over heels for Floyd just as he is for her <3
#🎀! yap#🎀🦈! floyra#oc x canon#yumeship#twst#twisted wonderland#twst oc#Kyra is also a hopeless romantic actually but shes not as bad as Floyd LMAOO#I HATE THEM SO MUCH THEY NEED TO BURN /j /aff#AUSUAGGRURYGSGAHAA SCREAMS#this is kind of cringey but this is tumblr I CAM FREE!!#I AM CRINGE BUT I AM FREE!!!!!!#LET ME SPEAK MY FLOYRA TRUTH!!!! RAAAAHHHH#they r so in love its sickening#me when soulmates me when WHEN#AAAAAAHH💥💥💥💥
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one thing about lorillee and her taste in media She loves messy family drama where everybody kind of sucks more than life itself
#^finished rewatching gf. good show#honestly top ten most fun things about going back to rewatch shows you havent seen in forever is like#having bits and pieces of things you remember but because i watched shows on cable it was like Well you catch whatever episode is playing#anyways pretty predictably my favorite character is stan#but i would say my other two favorites are mabel and ford#actually sickening how many people hated mabel like we actually need to blow up the whole stupid internet#its truly incredible the absolutely vile amount of hatred levied at teenage girls like i say god forbid women do anything#relatively frequently as like a joke but seriously with teenage girls its like actually serious#BUT WHATEVER.............. NOT LIKE I CARE. OR ANYTHING#also its actually sooooooo so important to me how much ford actually kind of deeply sucks#like i wont give my whole spiel in the tags but YOU HAVE PROBLEMS ........ love you forever though old man hashtag <3
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#only good moment of this show#kind of vibing with it though im gonna continue watching#the weekend is SO ugly tho lmaoooooo#its kind of the point but also like....couldnt they have cast someone HANDSOME?????#he sickens me to gaze upon#the idol#lily rose depp#hari nef#also ending of the episode was pretty good...loved the knife scene
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