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Can I share a fear rq? can I share a fear with y'all? Can I tell you what I witness and what it manifests in to? Will it manifest the entity looming in the darkest parts of my head? Will you blame me for going insane or will you find some sort of sick, disorienting beauty in my destruction, in my fusing with said entity? Will I still be alone then? Will I be known, then? Will it sicken you to see how full of love I am and how colored by distrust it is? Will you look away when the hand you reach for turns to a blade and cuts yours off, or will you pull back too? Did you already have that prosthetic, there? Is that what you call self preservation?
#this turned in to the magnus archive theme real fast so#tma podcast#tma#the magnus archives#fear entities#is this the lonely?#lonely is probs in there#jon sims#its also kinda giving#martin blackwood#I was going to genuinely rant but this ended up being more cathartic#lean in to the drama#I think this might also be about being aroace and That kind of loneliness#bc my identity is fused w trauma#it probably always will be#radical self love#I'm not fully even sure what I'm saying here so if u know lmk#the curtains are blue#Lo uses imagery to process emotions#I'm screaming in to the void#with a sickening#growing#feeling that the void would like to scream back
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I watched Starship Troopers tonight.
#personal#dumb#my art#immediately after finishing i was pumped to watch some analysis vids on it#cuz i heard a lot of the drama about the original author being a pro military fascist and the director going “fuck that” and making a satir#scrolling through youtube search results was not promising. lots of male film buffs i would Not trust even on a first glance.#“The Critical Drinker” (pfp of a bearded man drinking alcohol) lol.#and then I saw cinemawins did a video on it and was like oh nice i haven't seen his stuff in a while but he's a pretty leftist creator#scrolled through the comments#second panel face#this sucks i'm outta here.#just leagues and leagues and leagues of anime pfps and right leaning people dogpiling on him for “not understanding what fascism is”#idk it's pretty alien and weird to me watching this movie and going “wow yeah that was pretty obvious huh” like literally the from opening#to the teacher preaching militance and only giving voting rights to “those who serve their nation first and earn it”#and then seeing droves of people online going#WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT? It's not anti-fascist and even if it was it's#the director's fault for desecrating heinlein's incredible sci-fi epic vision. ermm media literacy is dead.
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They say a cold goes away if you pass it on to someone else.
MISEINEN | Our Youth Episode 4
#miseinen#our youth#miseinen mijukuna oretachi wa bukiyo ni shinkochu#未成年~未熟な俺たちは不器用に進行中~#japanese bl#bl drama#rosygifs#rosygifsjbl#rosygifsmiseinen#this has got to be my new favourite excuse to kiss someone#well done#also did we all see how Minase lingered and leaned in a tiny bit after that last kiss????#it was so brief#but he was not done#and that last gif#I can't with his looks
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MDZS x ISAT part 2: Grandmaster of Time.
(Part 1)
#in stars and time#ISAT#Siffrin#Loop#digital art#I was going to wait a bit longer to post the other side of the swap#but we are coming up to the 'come back to gusu' moment in the audio drama so it has been on my mind.#Yes. That is indeed a screenshot of the demon baby blood cave from The Untamed.#It is so over the top edgy. I love how far WWX leans into his Evil Yiling Laozu role in this arc.#Better yet he invites LWJ over and is so unapologetic about it. It really does feel like a 'damn you live like this?" moment.#I think there are two kinds of friends in this world;#those that see your blood pit cave and say nothing and those that tell you they'll come by tomorrow to help you clean up.#ISAT thought time: I know Loop hangs out under a nice big tree 99% of the time but lets be honest;#If there was a evil bloody cave in the vicinity - that is 100% where they would ask Siffrin to meet them in.#Loop sends texts to their stardust with Ominous black images and says 'Go here. Into the dark.'#That or highly specific IP addresses that are right over sinkholes. Or in graveyards.#Point is; I think Loop and the Yiling Laozu would thrive in each other's aesthetics.
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Hey, hi, I hope this isn't overstepping, if it is you can let me know and I can hold on to my personal thoughts/keep them separate from you, but it is also my hope to provide some solace, or merely a perspective, If I can. I feel like a guardian gently opening a door that was perhaps left cracked purposefully, a bartender with a similar experience, a classmate answering a discussion post - a stranger in most ways but coming as a friend in another. I'm sitting on a park bench across from you, the realization dawning on my face that we have the same coffee order in our hands. My account is mostly marauders, but it is also a litany against shame.
I clicked on your account bc of your ask for recommendations for another life ruining jegulus fic to follow up choices (my rec is only the brave by solmussa bc thats the only other one I've read rn that is A Full Story lol, also it's a happy ending ;) ), and I noticed the breakup you're going through, the dates of your posts almost exactly lining up with my breakup, and the similar feelings I experience, the ethel cain and the marauders escapism.
the tldr in advance is, let yourself be angry. (in a way that is safe/controlled/expressive, etc) (i.e angry tumblr posting, I have a few lol)
I don't know the context of your relationship, or how it ended, what you said or the mess that was made so I suppose this is the part where I talk about me and hope it reads like sitting in the mud with you;
My partner and I got in constant fights about what it means to radically accept yourself, what it means to let others show up for you, what it means to hold multitudes at once. In fact, most of our relationship was that conversation at its core, or rather, what felt like them resisting that conversation (yeah, I know, ironic). They ended the relationship, but with such haste and disregard to me as a person that I had this gross epiphany just recently that the person who wasn't being accepted for their multitudes, was me. As I hope you might imagine, there is rage, there is regret*, there was what I consider disgusting amounts of resentment from both sides, and as a result of their dropped bomb there is now a 13 page google doc of my flowery language and emotional processing in its multitudes. And I felt anger, along with its siblings, at myself just as much as I felt it towards them for the way they treated me. And that's because I chose to. I let it in to let it go. If you want what I think is a funny camp example it's like when vampires on the vampire diaries would turn their humanity back on.
*this emotion in particular, is a hard one for me to process. but we can expand on that another time.
And I'm not going to tell you the bullshit about beautiful art coming from hardship because I think people use that too much as a dismissal of the hardship, but I am here to offer that perhaps that anger, that cruelty, what sounds like a moment of lashing out is coming up for you so it can be on its way out, just like your ex. I believe that is one of the best perspectives to hold if you want to ensure an emotion doesn't 'consume' you or 'become' you. I'm here to tell you your anger is just as human as you are, that humans feel cruel sometimes, make mistakes in giving that cruelty a face. I'm here to remind you that you can hold any emotion you feel in full, and choose your response, your perspective of the world that follows suit (with practice ofc, perhaps therapy, if desired/necessary).
I hope you can find an outlet for release, and I hope your pain eases soon.
- a stranger on the internet, who believes that even with cruelty present in your multitudes, I highly doubt it is the only facet of your core.
How will you choose to act next?
Guys I fear I said something really fucked up and I messed things up even more
I didn’t want to let this make me cruel and mean and that’s exactly what I did
I don’t know how to not be angry about this
#breakup#advice??? i guess???#lean in to the drama#sometimes for balance#call me sirius black the way I wax poetic to an audience#jk idk if hed do that#he'd def make the joke about it though#radical acceptance#i contain multitudes
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I love how much Lucullus can't stand Pompey, and also this
Pompey the Great: A Political Biography, Robin Seager
with something from this thrown in for extra flavor
Crassus and Pompey, on the other hand, ridiculed Lucullus for giving himself up to pleasure and extravagance, as if a luxurious life were not even more unsuitable to men of his years than political and military activities.
Plutarch, Lucullus
⭐ places I’m at! bsky / pixiv / pillowfort /cohost / cara.app / tip jar!
#there were going to be more citations for fun and whimsy but the laptop im borrowing can't handle running any kind of applications#right now and ctrl+f searching in a browser/webpage is also taking quite literally forever so I'm DONE for tonight. i need#to lay face down on the floor and scream for a minute#whining aside. i was watching etiquette for mistresses because i thought it was going to be something else than what it ended up being#but the title slaps and im thinking. hmmmm. thoughts. sulla's nightmare collection of fucked up guys. as a kabitserye type thing#which i will be fully honest. kind of doing that anyway. but i mean REALLY lean into it. embrace it.#they would all be SO awful it would be SO good. 200 episode drama material#komiks tag#lucius licinius lucullus#marcus licinius crassus#gnaeus pompeius magnus#roman republic tag#drawing tag#tris homines#ACTUALLY ANOTHER UNRELATED THING. pompey's whole thing about trying to get the upperhand over crassus#but when milo kills clodius he throws out milo. which honestly. that's about other things. but still! symbolically! it's something!#i'll unravel that thought later
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“What?”
“I hope one day when you fall in love & encounter difficulties you’ll remember saying “there are plenty of fish in the sea.” to comfort yourself.” - Deep Lurk Episode 12
#I beg your most humble pardon#did he have to lean into him as he was against the desk did he have to#deep lurk#dmbj cast#stand by for the queue#my gifs#cheng yi#zhang tianyang#yun hongshen#yun hongqi#i already asked this question but WHY ARE THEY SO INTENSE#I said aloud 干吗!? at the same time Yun Hongshen did like what the what the what#my dmbj brain is a corrupt mess istg#the lost tomb 2#I came here for spy shenanigans and gorgeous fashion with an intriguing plot not BL subtext xD#cdrama#what in the zhang buxun x zhang gaoyuan is going on#this drama is literally airing on cctv 8
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On the topic of wrinkles, I wish more Total Drama characters had "imperfections" in their appearences.
Owen's crows feet? Iconic. Dawn's eyebags? Stunning.
Eva's unibrow and body hair is so refreshing to see on a show from 2007. Especially since it's never used to fuel any jokes!
Cody, Mike (and his system), Rodney and Mickey have tooth gaps. Leshawna, Beth and Amy have moles. Courtney and Harold have freckles. Kelsey the Trent superfan has acne! Give me more of this!!
Give me characters with skin conditions like rosacea and vitiligo! Give me characters with scars!
#Anyone who comes in with “Mal has eyebags too” no he doesn't he paints those on with eyeshadow.#That's why no one else in the system has eyebags. They're fake. Mal's just emo like that.#If we're heading into headcanon territory... Heather has poliosis and the lighter streaks in her hair turn white.#And Dawn has albisnism. Though that's a pretty common headcanon that leans more into fanon.#total drama#silly thoughts#ophe's hot takes
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give me some encouragement?
BED FRIEND | EP. 9 [2023]
#bed friend#bed friend the series#bed friend ep9#bed friend series#kinguea#it was how uea leaned in for me#net siraphop#james supamongkon#tonanons#userlotad#mjtag#hipranparakul#usernuria#userbillkin#userpharawee#bl drama#asiandramanet#asiandramasource#asianlgbtqdramas#mor gifs bed friend
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"actually I prepared something too."
#cherry magic#cherry magic th#taynew#karanachi#karan x achi#cherry magic th ep12#tay tawan#new thitipoom#gmmtv#thai bl#bl drama#karan leaning on achis shoulder saying will you marry me in the softest voice might be my favorite moment from the entire show tbh#so much in that little moment#im so emotional#theyre getting married and what about me??????#zero respect to the singles among us#singlephobia at its finest#im fuming#(jk pls never stop my heart is so full today)#🥺🧡😭
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JACOB ELORDI as ELVIS PRESLEY 'Priscilla' (2023) wrt./dir. Sofia Coppola
#we don't talk enough about his lean prefect bottom#jacob elordi#filmedit#priscilla#priscilla 2023#perioddramaedit#elvis presley#sofia coppola#filmgifs#cinema#film#movies#biography#drama#music#gif
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offgun's characters + flirting in front of friends
#cooking crush#theory of love#not me#tenprem#seanwhite#khaithird#cooking the series#theory of love the series#not me the series#offgun#off jumpol#gun atthaphan#thai drama#parallels#my gifs#bypiningbisexuals#SAME ENERGY#these are just offgun lol not their characters#I love how all 3 scenes are off leaning towards a shy gun HAHAHA
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Anyway maybe I should download hinge again this luteal phase b wild and I suppose my current relationship is open for a reason
In my loneliest moments I don’t reach out, perhaps because my truest isolation comes from feeling rejected and rejected and rejected until I snap and tell you to cower behind the cringe shivering down your spine at the thought of me confronting my darkness
#hinge#luteal phase#dramatic wording#lean in to the drama#it really helps#people do not have to be accessible 24/7 pls don’t take that as my message here#or do I can’t stop you from interpreting it that way maybe I am ‘needy’ and that is also okay and allowed and will align w someone
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Holly & Macy and Everyone Else
Chapter 4: Page 47
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#webcomic artist#werewolf#webcomic update#comic pages#narrative comic#storytelling#drama webcomic#original characters#original character art#oc artist#oc story#fantasy comic#it leans heavily into low fantasy or magical realism. but that's technically still true.#also the definition of low fantasy is so split between ppl who consider it 2 mean “high fantasy with gore and grit” vs ppl who#use the term to mean “a world where fantasy elements are so down to earth that they're almost unnoticeable amongst the realism��� that idk if#calling something low fantasy is helpful anymore. I am in that second camp btw. and then I feel magical realism might b too esoteric. idk.#and urban fantasy isn't quite there either because. well. they're very much in the suburbs lol.
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David Lean's "Lawrence of Arabia" December 10, 1962.
#David Lean#Lawrence of Arabia#1962#Sixties#Drama#Action & Adventure#Biopic#Political Drama#War Drama#Peter O’Toole#Omar Sharif#Anthony Quinn#Stills
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Should I stay and take care of you? Don't be stupid, go to where you're supposed to be.
#unknown bl#unknown the series#taiwanese bl#taiwan bl#unknown series#yuan x qian#qian x yuan#unknown#taiwanese series#taiwanese drama#asianlgbtqdramas#asian lgbtq dramas#bl drama#bl series#wei zhiyuan x wei qian#zhiyuan x qian#it was the lean for me
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