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[shysheeperz]

[gifti3]

[moongothic]

Re reading the manga I have noticed that when the news of the 5th emperor happened Crocodile was drawn in a fancy castle with some guys that are armed (like his own guards?). I wonder where was him and what happened to those dudes? Clearly only Daz followed him to Cross Guild. Did Oda had an idea for Crocodile and then changed it and thought that making Cross Guild would been better?

Which i have another thought like Oda told us about the underworld and show us some characters from there in WCI, i wonder if he is gonna show us more about that place and is that where Crocodile was and how he gained his money, beacuse after going to prison he lost all his money so there must be a way where he got it on the first place to give it to Buggy and also explain what he was doing all these 2 years before wanting to form Cross Guild.

I hope we get some more information about this, Cross Guild going to the underworld would be cool, i personally wanna see what is in there and would give us some funny Buggy interactions there shsh he will probably recruit more ppl with his charm but idk if Oda has that planned.

I have discussed some of this in the past so I wasn't going to reply to this, but after like a month of sitting in my inbox... oh to hell with it, I repeat myself on this blog all the time anyways

One thing we do have to considder is that we don't know what Crocodile was doing during the timeskip. The two times we've seen him before the Final Saga were during Dressrosa (where we saw him at some docks reading the news about Doflamingo) and right after Whole Cake Island (the fancy building with goons), so we can tell has been in like, populated places in the New World post-timeskip, but during? We have no idea

To me, thinking about it, it is more than likely that after Summit War Crocodile and Daz have been on the run from the Marines. Like the WG went immidiately after Mihawk and co after they all lost their Shichibukai rights, so knowing what a threat Crocodile could be, surely he'd become a target for the WG to hunt. And as we've seen with Mihawk losing his Shichibukai status and joining Cross Guild (+the Marines being like "Crocodile's been spotted at Emptee Bluffs!" when he arrived on the island), famous criminals with high bounties don't want to stay stationary by themselves, it makes you an easy target for the Marines. Having equally powerful (if not more powerful) allies will bring safety in numbers (making you a less favorable target for the Marines to deal with, which is why the Yonkou were kind of allowed to do as they pleased (as long as they stayed on their own territories at least)).

All of which to say, to me it'd make sense if Crocodile kept a low profile during the timeskip, just to avoid the Marines coming after him. Now that could mean a number of things; he could've sought shelter from people he MAY have had dealings with in the past when running Baroque Works. He could've been travelling by himself and Daz from island to island, always on the move to avoid detection. He could've done what Luffy did and found some uninhabited island to hide in and have a little training arc with Daz until the time was right to leave for good (only occassionally going out to like get new clothes or whatever). Like we can kind of assume that the reason Crocodile chose to make his move now in the story was because all the pieces for his grand plan had finally lined up and/or it was his last chance to do so (collect the debt from Buggy before he vanished off the face of the earth + recruit Mihawk for safety reasons since he's on the run now too). But what he had been doing until now is unclear, as is when he might've started preparing for making his move. Like had he been hiding on Fuck Off Island for 2 years, went to get some groceries, heard the news from the Reverie and was like "whoops time to go, hurry up Daz"? Or had he been on Fuck Off Island for the past two years and decided to start making his move after the Strawhats' return made the news (for that Crocodad Propaganda)? This is all extremely unclear

Like personally, I would like to believe he and Daz had been hiding on some remote island, going through a training arc and only started hanging out in public again etc after Luffy returned to the spotlight. We know Croc has trust issues so personally I do find it unlikely he would've been hiding out with people from the underworld even if he had any past connections+fame to keep people from trying to mess with him, meaning the two times we've seen him post-timeskip are like outlier moments. But I could be absolutely wrong and maybe it was the opposite, that he had been hanging out with the mafia in some nice manors and just chilling. Who the fuck knows.

As for Crocodile's money... Yes, the underworld is again An Option, but also we just don't know how much dealings he might've had with the underworld beyond from the bounty collecting (which would've been with the Marines really) and obtaining Dance Powder. Like, it's possible he might not have had any dealings with the underworld at all beyond those things. So how else would he then have obtained money to lend to Buggy? I mean there's a few things.

Crocodile could've had like A Secret Stash hidden somewhere in case of emergencies (in Paradise or the New World, Paradise seems more likely to me, he just would've had to have gone and picked it up immidiately after Summit War, before heading to the New World. But hey that's plausible, he would've needed money to get a ship etc anyways if he didn't just steal one). Or, since Crocodile does seem to like gambling, who knows, maybe he hit some casinos in the New World and hit some jackpots. Or maybe he just robbed people. We know Crocodile made a lot of money as a Warlord not just from cashing in bounties but also from stealing the shit pirates had on them; looting other people's loot. Crocodile totally could've been just spawn camping at the entrance of the New World for a little while for newbie pirates, just to beat their asses and rob them blind. (Something he couldn't have continued doing for too long though due to G5 + shit happening on Fishman Island making it nearly impossible for pirates to pass through anyways, but hey all we need to do is assume Croc did the spawn camping for just long enough to have money to lend to Buggy before pissing off to hide somewhere, and yeah that could work)

Personally, I don't think the underworld is going to be a plot relevant thing in the story, not at this stage. Like to me it felt more like a side thing to add to OP's worldbuilding, but I don't really see what it could really contribute to the plot at this point. But I could be wrong, who knows, time will tell

[itsmelloww]

Rambling a bit about Photosfere **minor spoilers

I'm rereading dai dark atm - So the divisions Viper and Theta were working in were actually mentioned, i didnt notice before (mostly Viper's - also didnt care much tbh...).

Viper: Weapon Development Room / or Arms Development Laboratory as per VIZ (VIZ sounds cooler tbh)

Theta: Zora/Zolar Research Division of the Ritual Room

So the structure is made up of different 'rooms' (i.e Weapon Dev, research) which then have different 'divisions' - Zora being one of them. Now I wonder what else 'Ritual' would involve. Zora research division is frowned upon apparently, which I wonder if it's because the Lighthead Order/Cult was very invested in that. Could imagine the corporation trying to diverse itself from the activities of its cult as a means of hiding bad press/hiding its cultish past, lol, and this would naturally mean that any interest in Zora would be frowned upon.

I can also imagine the corporation being more interesting in expanding and gaining more influence and money(?), so that took precedent over anything 'cult-ish'. Photosfere does act afterall very much like your typical corporation.

THat being said, given they do have a whole Zora divisions and they were still on Sanko's tracks, i have no doubt they were still very much interested in Zora, it was just viewed as 'lesser than' due to the reasons above perhaps.

But let me just say this --

How is Zora research being 'frowned upon' but you got one of your 'genius scientists' that you are 'proud of' working on it???? Theta get on Linkedin and find a better job bae

But alas, they now got Sanko's bone, so things have changed lol.

Honestly, thank god Viper and Theta came to the story cause frankly the Photosfere and the Lighthead Order were so bland to me - i never really paid attention to them as i read through the story. But now that we got some actual characters i feel a bit more inclined to pay attention;will probably go back to earlier volumes and take a better look at some point (could change my above opinions as well).

Anyways, Viper is focused apparently making weapons it seems which is kinda cool; He is so icky but I like him, he looks very interesting and want to see more of him, plus his dynamic with Damemaru is very promising.

I also like that i know this now because it makes me realise Viper probably worked close with Damemaru on making weapons and things like that which is really cool - Now i just need to see MORE of Damemaru's actual creationssss (we havent seen Damemaru fight much tbh which i rl crave for)

Also, in the VIZ translation (i got the physical copies so I am more familiar with that), Viper's and Theta's roles are translated to as 'Director' and 'General Manager', which feels very grande shshs. Photosfere is definitely corporate vibes (giving me the chills)(the bad ones) ; you can tell they're v serious about their titles and structures

Anyways, their whole trigger towards the LightHead Order is kinda funny ngl

[https-furina]

archon, venti, vision, freedom, delusion, adventurers guild, guizhong, rex lapis, barbara, sakura blooms, lantern rite, ganyu and dainsleaf <3

aaaa love of my lifeee<3

archon; "which nation's known 'ideal do you like the most: freedom, contracts, eternity, wisdom, justice, or war?" this isn't fontaine bias at all but !! justice !! but if you know me well enough, you know that i have a degree in criminology (and explains it) but it's just coincidence that justice happens to be fontaine shshs

venti; "which character(s) do you think you'd get actually get along with if you were to meet in person and who do you think you'd actually dislike interacting with?" on the list of people i'd get along with: zhongli, childe, hu tao, beidou, kaveh, nilou, candace, kaeya & venti (together, pls take me drinking /hj), amber, heizou, ayaka, yoimiya, itto and thoma!! on the dislike list, i actually don't think i'd get along too well with bennett? (cries), ningguang (intimidating) and miko (also intimidating, i'd be very much like gorou)

vision; "if you were visionless, how would you compensate for the lack of elemental boost? pure skill and wit or would you invest in some premium fatui-made delusions..." i highkey think i'd pull a diluc with a delusion, go on a 4 year murder spree and become banned in snezhnaya and act like it never happened /j. but i think i'd genuinely be like heizou with wit and intuition? instead of martial arts (although i did karate shshsh) i'd make up for it with archery though <3

freedom; "if you were blessed with a vision, which one would you want to have (and which one do you think you'd actually get?)" i'd want a hydro vision !! but i'm fairly certain i'd end up with an anemo vision oopsie...

delusion; "what are your genshin unpopular opinions?" following metas is boring ): if you wanna focus on builds and teams that make sense and have good compositions, fair enough!! but also you don't have to do that, you can make teams out of whatever the hell you want. don't want to put an artifact set everyone recommends onto someone? don't! want to make someone a main dps who isn't typically one? do it! i'm a mix of both but like it's so annoying when people comment on others' teams. if it works for someone and they enjoy it, why the hell not <3 another one (which is gonna be controversial i apologise) but the community leans heavily towards mlm ships and seem to dislike wlw ships more and more. lyney x scaramouche is currently a ship but i saw people shunning clorinde x navia ???

adventurer's guild; "which genshin group would you align yourself with?" okay so i'm not 100% on the groups but perhaps 4ggravate? (i'm like someone put all four of them in an afab body) and also the losers who like books (alhaitham, xingqiu, lisa)

guizhong; "which characters have your favourite aesthetic and/or design?" alhaitham (aesthetic, if you've seen my bedroom + phone it's literally his colours), lyney (aesthetic + design), kirara (design), kokomi (design + aesthetic) <3

rex lapis; "what's your favourite cultural aspect of each of the released nations?" hmm okay, does windblume count for mondstadt? because i hecking adore windblume so badly - liyue would be the architecture !! inazuma is the shrines and their torii gates, sumeru is their attire and fontaine is food <3 if they all count shshshsh

barbara; "you're a tourist traveling teyvat, which locations in the game would you want to visit in person?" windrise, guyun stone forest, wuwang hill, dragonspine !! the grand narukami shrine + tenshukaku, serpent's head, watatsumi (all of it hehe), pardis dhyai, devantaka mountain, mawtiyima forest, opera epiclese and elynas !!

sakura blooms; "what is/are your favourite world quest(s) you've done?" the heckin melusines !!! and also neko at the asase shrine <3

lantern rite; "what is your favourite cutscene in the game so far?" i have too many favourites aaaa !! possibly the parade of providence event cutscene though <3

ganyu; "which character's rerun are you waiting for desperately?" albedo. hoyo. hand him over. (:

dainsleif; "what theory do you have about the lore and the archon's involvement with the destruction of khaenri'ah?" my current fave theory is celestia clearly destroyed khaenri'ah because khaenri'ah didn't believe in them? and i believe that khaenri'ah was possibly a very technologically advanced country - maybe so advanced that it scared celestia into using the archons to do their bidding. obviously we may not know because of his contract but i like to theorise that zhongli doesn't like khaenri'ah's blood on his hands but he made a contract with celestia to not tell the truth as to what happened.

[m1ckeyb3rry]

Wait when you say it that way that’s too real LMAOO fr only a small handful of people to choose from in the first several eps but TWO DAYS…GUYS…….

SHSHS I hadn’t fully thought of it that way but stop that’s fr making me sad yukis pokemon being super strong and tough looking because he was training for battling…Lowk makes me want to think of his dynamics with his pokemon too I bet they’re all really protective of him because of it all too

Otoya doing the office stare is too funny imagine mini cuts to office interviews too LMAOO at some point he and Karasu keep doing it and readers like “what, did aegislash get you guys too”

SO REAL no because pikachu but big and gigantamax has gotta be the goofiest shit I’ve ever seen like HUHH also z moves….idk they just didn’t hit the same for me like the aura almost felt a little tacky BRING THE MEGAS BACK I fr would’ve wanted to see a lot more pokemon get megas ugh

HAHAH wait you should give him the mega Altaria im crying itd be funny if he occasionally like hides himself in the fluff and says some stupid ninja art phrase LMAO I’m loving the vibes though otoya entering battle with his giant fluffy cloud in tow

Omg I almost forgot about depressed Barou scene but yeah it’s just different on aiku ig??? I remember seeing that Barou scene and briefly being like ayo idk why it looks sm worse on Aiku LMAOOOO wait actually imagine if depressed Barou is actually what Barou’s dad kinda looks like

FR!! They definitely used to post a little more often I think they mentioned getting swamped by school the memes are always so funny though LOL TOO AGREEABLE wait like they’re working too well with the fic premise or is it something else sorry im being slow today LMAO but omg semi conversion?? Yes that easily rules out Karasu LMAO and Barou id assume…and Reo…? Starting to wonder if this is an explicitly opp fic I’ll wait for the grand reveal though LOLL

Humane euthanasia is sending me the otoya Tullia beef goes crazyyy but also OOO okok I kinda had a feeling it was a scenario specific thing LOL

As long as you’re having fun the fic will fs cook it’s the law of nature trust!!! LMAOOO a classic Mira piece 2k words in and we don’t even have the love interest yet that’s when you know it’s good fr and SAMEEEEEEE it’s actually so insane we’re finally here I’m soooo excited

PLEASEEE ITS THAT DUDE??? I’m crying the interactions you run into are like ACTUALLY insane I guess I shouldn’t be too surprised that it’s the same dude??? Pause the Latina assumption is actually crazy in the way that they try to accuse/make fun of you not speaking Spanish?? I bet you had them gagged by saying “yeah well maybe because I’m not Latina” you just had a stacked night LMAOOO

- Karasu anon

SDKLFHSD yeah the choices were fr limited so i had to break my anti ginger streak but trust nagi appeared to save the day 😩 so no more kunigami stanning from me ever since then (i was lowkey thinking when i rewatched in dub that i might convert to kunigami again but ngl i didn’t really see the appeal for him the third time around i was just waiting for nagi and the karasu cameos HAHAH) but OMG i can’t believe it’s literally tomorrow??? actually insane i’m so hype (i’ve been seeing previews and stuff for it and it looks like it’ll be fun!! if anything the edits will be good)

no because since 99% of the time we’re joking about pursuit crack or talking about barou-related angst i feel like i forget that pretty much everyone else also has a really sad backstory SDKLJFHKSD like poor yukimiya (and in a similar vein chigiri) his entire career was actually destroyed because of something out of his control 😓 honestly out of everyone only tullia doesn’t really have a sad backstory…like otoya seems funny and silly but then you remember that he’s only even on a journey because his family is so reviled by society that that’s the only method he has to clear their name 😯 and of course the karasu/yayoi angst + pressure that he’s under, nagi’s LITERAL HOUSE AND PARENTS BURNING DOWN??? bro is straight up homeless which sounds quite goofy and silly but then you think about it more and it’s like hold on that’s heartbreaking lowkey…i think out of everyone yuki’s pokémon are def the most protective of him but in a way of respect?? like hiori’s pokémon treat him the way one would treat a child meanwhile to yuki’s team he is their idol and they’re super quick to defend him (hence when karasu and otoya are shit talking him his pokémon do not mess around and absolutely slam some sense into them)

HELP the way aegislash is just the narrator atp like he is the fourth wall 😭 can you imagine office style interviews just mixed into the drama of pursuit…like we have this intense gym battle going on and then it cuts to otoya being like “yeah i think tullia’s clothes are really fucking ugly and i wish she would change because it’s burning my eyes more than y/n’s houndoom’s inferno” or in the middle of one of reader’s near-death experiences it cuts to karasu explaining smth like “i always have a eulogy ready for y/n because i’m never sure when i’ll have to give it — the only thing i’ll have to change is the cause of death but otherwise it’s good!!”

from what i’ve heard they’re going to bring megas back for the next games (legends z-a) ngl i’m not planning to play but it IS set in kalos which is really cool i hope the game storyline and lore is fun!! and if they do bring megas back that they come up with cool and innovative designs and give them to pokémon that actually deserve or need them (i would kill for a mega flygon i think that would be fire)

i always forget technically otoya has a dragon too 😭 it’s just the prettiest fluffiest dragon imaginable so nothing like garchomp and hydreigon SDKJHFDK ykw would be funny is if hydreigon LOVES otoya’s altaria (they’re in the same egg group so it is possible) and just follows it around everywhere because it’s so obsessed meanwhile altaria wants nothing to do with it…mega altaria is actually really pretty though i think it would be even funnier if he only focuses on getting altaria to mega evolve because he doesn’t know that he has any other pokémon capable of it but then one day aiku offhandedly mentions that ampharos can mega evolve too and he’s like WHAT because this is a whole new world of opportunities (and bullying karasu) that have opened up for him

i think part of why it looks better on barou is because barou is giving that whole depressed dilf vibe that it just kinda works with?? like it fits the aesthetic of the moment whereas on aiku it’s just incongruous because he’s meant to be young and an active soccer player as well as super flirty and outgoing so the stubble isn’t serving the same purpose and just takes away from his character a bit

honestly getting swamped is too real i can’t blame them KFLHSLKJD i’ve not had my full fall disappearance yet (i doubt i will this year ngl) but i def do slow down in the fall so that’s super understandable…trust once december roll as around i will be so productive again most likely LMAOAOA but yeah the character is just fitting the premise of the fic super well!! it’s like hard to describe to other people but when i’m writing there’s some characters that are easy to adapt to any plot or situation (i think i’ve mentioned this before but karasu is one) and others that are a lot more rigid and don’t fit into a lot of different scenarios (such as nagi) and i really like when characters are more versatile because it means i can have more fun with writing them and playing around with what i want them to do for me at any given moment!! sadly this character (you’re right it’s not karasu or barou hehe) is proving himself to be quite amicable to whatever au i place him in which means i SHOULD like him unfortunately for the stans i don’t think it’s enough for me to convert but i do see why so many people write for him now

the otoya tullia beef is my favorite thing ever because unlike most beef i write (karasu vs yukimiya for example) it is very much so two sided SLKDJHFSD like they both mess with each other constantly but ngl i feel like they’re also the first to be on each other’s side too if that makes sense?? one of those “nobody’s allowed to fuck with them but me” relationships where they are each other’s BIGGEST opps but if a random tries to get involved they’re suddenly an iconic duo that won’t take shit from anyone 😭

AHAH I HOPE SO it’s taking me a bit to write but hopefully it won’t be tooooo much longer so i can fully focus on season 2 coming out!! LMAO yeah like usual it’s ending up longer than anticipated and i wasn’t even anticipating anything so that’s how yk this is just a me problem 😩 i can’t wait to watch the new ep though hehe trust i will be seated and ready for it with a bowl of popcorn come tomorrow TRUST i can’t wait to see karasu on the big screen (by which i mean my ipad ofc) as well as nagi ofc!! and the others too but those two specifically for obvious reasons

you know what the insane thing is it’s actually not the same dude LSKDJFHSK there were three guys that night contributing to the lore: coke guy who screamed at us and kicked us out of the party, spicy white guy who asked for my instagram and wanted to take me to dinner but never actually asked me out the next day like i told him to (i was just trying to reject him by saying i was too drunk to answer ngl so he told me he’d dm me the next day and then never did), and the linkedin guy LMAOAOAOA so yeah truly an insane night and all of these events happened within the span of three or so hours i think so like you said…crazy interactions all around…but yeah people are either shocked or embarrassed when i correct their assumptions about my ethnicity HAHAH i never really thought i looked like anything but indian so i used to be really confused when people didn’t realize i was??? but considering how literally nobody realizes i am i guess it’s not that obvious…one time an acquaintance of mine was telling me about some event she was going to and i was like “oh that sounds fun what is it for” and she was like “oh it’s just some indian thing” i was like ??? i AM indian bro that’s why i want to know what the event is 😭 and then when i showed up she was shocked i was there and understood what was going on so atp i’ve just given up 😩

[lettyfanfics]

Inseguranças

Imagine: Imagina estares insegura sobre o teu corpo e o Isaac mostra-te como és linda de diferentes maneiras. 

Avisos: Nudez, Oral, Sexo. 

Teen Wolf Masterlist

Estou em frente do espelho admirando o meu corpo apenas em roupa interior e ao observar as cicatrizes que tenho as lágrimas vêm-me à cara...Eu odeio o meu corpo. Sou de corpo médio, nem muito magra nem muito gorda, e as minhas curvas são aceitavelmente acentuadas, mas mesmo assim eu odeio-me. 

- Porque estás a chorar? - Eu sobressalto-me com a voz, pois não ouvi a porta a se abrir.  

- Isaac! N-não é nada. - Eu vou ao meu armário e tiro uma T-shirt de um tamanho grande para vestir. 

- N-não a ponhas! - Oiço o Isaac a dizer nas minhas costas virando-me para encará-lo com um olhar confuso. 

- E porquê?! 

- Porque és a pessoa mais linda que já vi no mundo inteiro. - Antes que eu possa dizer mais alguma coisa os seus lábios cobrem os meus num calmo e apaixonado beijo, mas delicadamente ponho as minhas mãos no seu peito e afasto-o, deixando-o confuso. 

- D-desculpa. - Ele diz nervoso. 

- Não precisas de pedir desculpa, não és tu sou eu! - Digo olhando para o chão. - Quem pode me amar quando nem eu própria consigo?!.- Isaac parece perceber de que se trata todo aquele drama, pois os seus braços estão em volta da minha cintura e os seus lábios passeiam no meu pescoço. 

- (T/N). Tu. És. Linda. Nunca. Duvides. Disso. - Ele diz entre beijos e chupões enquanto me encaminha para a cama. 

Isaac começa a distribuir beijos por todo o meu corpo deixando marcas que mais tarde me viriam a lembrar do sucedido enquanto eu gemo e me contorço por baixo. Ele beija cada cicatriz trazendo um novo significado para cada uma delas. 

As minhas mãos começam a vaguear pelo seu corpo tirando qualquer peça de roupa que impeça o contacto de pele. As suas mãos também removem o pouco tecido que tenho no meu corpo, descendo até estar encarando o meu centro. 

- Isaac... 

- Shsh! 

Em poucos segundos sinto a sua língua trabalhar no meu centro deliciosamente fazendo-me gemer alto e dar graças por estar sozinha em casa. Ele continua no mesmo sítio e os meus gemidos parecem incentivá-lo a inserir um dedo dentro de mim enquanto a sua língua continua a trabalhar. 

A minha respiração está ficando cada vez mais pesada, o prazer da sua boca é a única coisa presente para mim e os meus gemidos são tudo o que se ouve no meu quarto. Alguns minutos mais desta deliciosa tortura e sinto o meu estômago aquecer e um formigueiro percorre o meu corpo quando o meu orgasmo me atinge. Isaac limpa-me com a sua língua até ao fim e depois volta a erguer-se para plantar um beijo nos meus lábios 

- Tu és deliciosa! - Os seus olhos azuis escureceram com o desejo, e os meus músculos já me imploram por ele. 

- Isaac! - Gemo. 

- Tens a certeza que é isto que queres?!- Eu concordo com a cabeça e ele posiciona-se melhor na minha entrada antes de me penetrar devagar. 

Ele começa com um ritmo lento e cuidadoso, mas logo aumenta enquanto me beija o pescoço fazendo-me gemer ainda mais. As minhas unhas estão cravadas nas suas costas, os seus gemidos misturam-se com os meus e novamente o formigueiro volta, desta vez rebentando num orgasmo muito mais poderoso. 

Segundos depois Isaac segue-me e consegue a sua própria libertação saindo de mim com a respiração pesada. 

- Espero que tenha tirado todas as dúvidas que possas ter! - Isaac diz com um sorriso. 

- Acho que ainda tenho algumas. - Respondo rindo. 

- Acho quer teremos que resolver isso. - Ele diz rindo também, mas fica série logo em seguida. - Eu amo-te (T/N)! - Ele mostra-me um daqueles sorrisos sinceros que só o Isaac consegue dar. 

- Eu também te amo! - Digo com um sorriso, ambos derivando para o sono nos braços um do outro. 

[solardick]

I don’t take care of mysekf anymore. I stoped. Back to veingbuncertain if i survive the 40th tear of veing fuckedcaround. Soend all day being fucke with by these asshole s nothing new been theough 39 of them already.

For my entire life purpose for being born is to have an entire fucken comunity of cunttards fucken with my existance. 39 years and counting and they only grow and multiply. Like rucken cockroaches.

There is ni reason why. Ist always been that way. Theres nothign to learn from it. Nothign to take abeay from it. Just to survive in a hostile worl of mind and sex raping funkinc twats.

Im fucken dome beeing supportive and helpful. It doesnt matter. My response to everyone noe is fuck off. All they domis talk about prejudice bs. Stabbing pleopl in the neck. Throwing shit at people. Sayign nothign hut derogatory bs. Joke about suicide. Bash blackpeople. Criminal empire bs. Sexual derogitories. Bashing stupid people. Riding in being assholes. Drug dealers. Queers.lowlife cocksuvkery. Every fuckeing day.

And every kindness has an ulterior motive. The day i meet a fag or another persom that doesnt fuck with me or whom isn’t a hedonist. That be the day. Im just waiting in the grand fucken finaly again. Maybe it’ll kill

This time. I expect the crows will let me know just before it happens. They always do. It’s never a full impact it gets cushioned alitle.

Time to go “hang” out woth degenerate motivationlists. Raised by them fucked by them. Thats life. Thats all ive ever known. Look at the outcome. They jsut breed and multiply. Go russia.

Biden gives the ok to hit russia with us missiles. Ou my god. Im excited. Is theres a war coming? No, limit tarde with china. China creating stringers ties eith russia. Qomde rif any of thisnis true.

Like how my name means friend in russian with an added KG. And incan pronounce properly with a ruasian accent. Isnt stead

Of a past tense verb of an indefinite article.

… uhm. Well thats what happens. Rewarded today with good things. Must be saying something right.

Some changes need to be made, to the qwerty tarot deck. Namely. Switching in Waite’s strength as harmony card in position to the lovers card. nd in its place i was thinking my Гv card. I doubt i am capable of recreating an entirely new tarot based of the jcuzen type. But things are coming to mind. And having two system aids greatly. My comparison and feed back looping. Why oh why have Waite’s strenght as harmony card on letter N. N is for negation. It would work though if the moon card, as it is, was brought into the picture. Because nobody likes the moon card. And one of the things that came to mind were letters Ч, Ш & Щ. In relation to the star, the moon and, the sun. Doesn’t that flow nicely together? Ch, Sh, and Shsh.

If princess yokaterina comes in from the petulant fool carrying a crown to the hierophant and it leads to strength as harmony. That well thats fantastic. The negative feminine gets killed and she embraces the king. Victory for

The chariot. Though i also found it curios how her family seal has a black horse on one side and a white horse on the other. In between is the classical medieval shield emblem. Victory.

Wonder if thats true. For it obviously resembles the russian emblem as if, it were derived from it. The two little dots ontop of the E. Being a crown. And one gets a sense of the motivations. Add the fleur de lys at its center. Save that if it’s not been meticulously fabricated. Though with the russian emblem by comparison and saint George well then it speaks of a highly depicted respectful view of the feminine and support for them. Compared to the western bs of feminist activists proves that point valid even if its only conjectural. Save that the colour of the horses aren’t the same in every coat of arms. Where both are white.

Now comes a correction of the petulant E card coming from the empress. Again waite’s fool card is traveling in the wrong direction. Moving west instead of east. In this regard his fool should be the petulant one. Walking off the edge of existence. The one commonly adopted by women. I get the pun. But it just evokes that sly cockskrs crooked smile of superiority over others. Not very enlightening. Considering theres a sun there that he’s staring at. Like fallowing the sun is a bad thing. While giving N to justice. And having the dog being interpreted as his little helper. And not trying to stop him. 🙄 that deserves the emoticon. But having a petulant fool walkign away from the empress just shows incompetent womanhood at raising their child to be man handled by the emperor. Get rid of the cliff and flip the fool to the other direction and interpreted the dog as a helper. And there you go. The proper fool. As he’s supposed to be depicted.

How else does the lover(s) card make any sense in its position. Marriage happens by the hand of the church. Both oath and loyalty. Why is there nothing in between of the empress and the emperor? 5 would be a suitable place for the lovers card too. But here is found the petulant fool. Being number as the start of the emperor. While the princess card being numbered at the start of the hierophant. It gets all muddled and confusing here. And numbers fuck everything up.

Perhaps the E fool should be the only numbered card here while Ë remains unnumbered. But symbolized by letters instead. It flows nicely with the high-priestess holding the law of the alphabets. And promotes, subconsciously or by will for the feminine to use her wits to reach the high rulership of the hierophant. Just to muse and the issues of the deck.

For if she were to be numbered she would be walking west and E would be walking east. She’s a dishelved mess he’s a dishelved mess they meet and the summof the numbers equals the tower. Being on opposite sides of the same card gives choice to the querent. This way they are both found in between the empress and the emperor. Amd on the far side theres the “magician” and the lovers. This way it works using linearly and … crap… Centripetally.

In the 1984 film gremlins starts of the protagonist scene of a “boy” running past a movie theater with a dog fallowing closely behind him. Heading “west”. On the sign of the movie theatre, theres a large red letter E. In the words “A boys life Watch thE skies.

This gives another argument worth typing about. And when on his journey it opens the scene of the coming protagonist lady. In which case is introduced a antagonist head of bank. A miserable wretched woman walking up with a head with burger king written behind her.

But on current script theme of film. Was I.S.S. Being fallowed by civil war. Which means im tight on script too. Fun fun.

A fun channel. https://youtu.be/RAbVqKSRNSM?si=A5WCFuEGzwJ4V9Sd

😂🫰🏼

But, im just here born for no other purpose than being fucked. With this as my mentality. True disposition as it always, and always tried to be. Manipulated and beaten into a delinquent wreck for purposes of “teaching” me a lesson or, the fuck if i know. Did i already say that i didnt want to be alive anymore.?

And look this film was completely absent in any dissemination to me. Went into production at the same time i started casually looking at the cards in 2022 and only reached me now. https://youtu.be/bvDArsKoTOE?si=tOuvaRuOIWzrFpOY

The horrorscope. Don’t want to watch. Dont like horror movies. But, yup. Its great living in perfect conjunction to media. If you didnt pick up the sarcasm. Atleast it doesnt have my adress and innitials in it though like other films.

Use my cards instead. They’re better. Maybe they’ll become the script to neo mainstream bs. Im already popular. And always had a vague big dream of immortality. Porbably brainwashed dream. But such is life as ita always been. Everything revolves around me. Becaus ethis isnt reality its a torture chamber for sadists. Too old for a family now anyway. Ill be retiring and still have some little assholes running around fucken my peace. Not that inknow what peace and secirity are in the pressence of other people. Wonder what thats like. Nwver experiences it before. Always gotten punished way over the top from what i actually deserved.

Well that re-watch in the background of gremlins is over. Queer 80’s bs. Take the moon card and put gizmo and mohack in it. With the little drop of water falling from the moon. The gremlins remind sme of most of the people i grew up around. Hedonists, drunks, druggies, crossdressers, pinks and mischievous freaks. All wispering bs in my ear. And all written from the tarot script. In conjunction to neptune on christmass sextĩling pluto. Because sextiling isnt a verb word, have to make up a punctuation mark. And now it can be pronounced properly.

So as it is the 6 and 7th letters of the russian alphabet. The E and Ë together. Becomes. 13. The death card by tarot. Or the Wheel card by english. The crap about. Though it had it all backyards. As w stands for the moon. And m stands for thee wheel. The wheel being a solar thing. And the moon being a moon thing. Asides the fact that W starts the woman and M starts the man. Theres a reversal that plays it bs. Tarots sucks. the english E is number 5 and the russian E ia number 6 add them together. And we have the justice card. Or the lovers card. Number 11. Or imaginary card EE. Being combined with the infinity symbol of intertwining. The russian E is on the emperor and the Ë is on the hierophant which ranks above the emperor. Though by comparison the russian letter Л (L) for love as written as Lyubo(v’f’) is the 13th letter of that cyrilic alphabet. Curious no? As sex is also called the petit-mort in french french. But not so much in degerenate french of local Quebecers which seems to be a hall mark of the english speaking world.

Though for russian looking at english. Its different. Letter Ë isn’t a diaeresis. It’s a separate letter not to be mistaken, they wouldn’t pronounce the diphthong, prolonged E. Or E\E. Though the homoglyphic nature of it’s form. Shows a strong similarity between two objects. While still showing obvious separation. The same applies for man and woman. To “wo” or the russian yo. Shows that gender clash isn’t as relevant to the everyday after this letter was formally instituted in the alphabet. Considering it’s take extra steps thus becoming a hassle to type this letter shows that with the ease function, it is learned that its importance is not too significant. And life can be understood without capitalizing the differentiation.

That said. There are still strong gramatical gender differention throughout the rest of the language. Where the sex is signified. Just not in the single lettered alphabet type set.

Of course most peoples opinions aren’t even their own. But socially engineered for political goals and civiland national ambitions.

For example for the tarot alphabet system which isn’t taught. At least not to me. Is the letters NHИ. Where the negation of letter N. is placed over the H of the lovers card and the propaganda that Russians are villains, aggressive and spies. Isn’t very well questioned. As they have always been depicted in media. And taken at face value to those whom have no association to them. There are steps taken to limits these associations at moment in the face of this so called foreign war. Which is none of our proper business and doesn’t affect the state to any staggering degree. That people are just people. And one individual isn’t to be blamed for the actions of another. Yet at the same time glorifies single individuals out. As a scapegoat. Hitler, bin laden, trump, &. That fact remains its still a collective effort. And a time posted stamp of a historical prelude.

The same applies to jesus. The minor differentiation between jesus being god and jesus being the son of god makes for a big deference. As people need some thing more tangible and recognizable to give “personal”’significance to. Which is why jesus is a person. And not an unfathomable….. thing? This is a teaching from the hindu gurus. And i will not pray to a personable jesus. As a middle man to god. Nor blame a single person for the actions of a nation.

It would be best to recreate an entirely new tarot based of the old system to an entirely new alphabet. And the russian system devoid of any pictograms is more accurate than english.

Considering i grew out of an prejudiced, sexist, racist psychotic family structure and have to pay as their scapegoat. On the larger picture of things. Is my motivation. I suppose. Though with a learning disability form 30 uears of pot smoking only to quit and have it legalized two-years later. Doesnt sit well for me. The degeneration of mankind is only growing stronger and things need to change. Ans so far russia is the only one making a name for themselves on this regard.

Ive met trudo’s wife. Shook her i hand, i think. Nice lady at dame value.

The problematical flip side of all positive attempts of growth being sabotaged.

[gadgetsforusesblog]

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[bruciemilf]

Beat me over the head with Thomas and Martha being bad ass bitches any day all day. Seriously, the kids just finding mugshots, framed mugshots because they weren’t ashamed of them, files upon files of their “illegal” vigilante activities and Bruce having had absolutely no knowledge about it at all.

“So you never thought to mention this, Alfred.”

“It honestly never came up and you neglected to ask, Master Bruce.”

Meanwhile the kids find it all in the ancient attic and are not only floored but mesmerized by their grandparents.

“I fucking knew it!” Jason shouts gleefully once he discovers just who was responsible for the grand in mass kidnapping and incarceration of a literal trafficking group in the 70’s. There were over 50 members and Martha and a few gals from her dorm wrecked havoc upon their shit.

All of the kids are mesmerized.

“Look at her, look! She’s like this,” Dick holds hand up to near his elbow. “-big and she did that-wait, is that a burnt bra in that box?”

“Oh yes, though I do believe that belonged to a Master Thomas.”

“I have so many questions.”

YES!!! YOU GET ME!!! YOU UNDERSTAND!!!!!!!

Give me Jason " Nothing but a street rat who got lucky" Todd stanning the fuck out of Martha " Queen of the Gutter" Wayne. Love me some ex hoodlum Martha shsh

Also you have no idea how hard that last part hits, but I fully believe Thomas and Bruce were the only Wayne men who drank respect women juice (before Bruce became a proud father of 100 ofc)

[faith--in-the-future]

Oh come ti capisco, al mio concerto a Roma tre giorni fa una ragazza mi ha detto “eh io sono un po’ grande per la media d’età qui dentro, ho 26 anni”… quando le ho risposto che poteva stare tranquilla visto che probabilmente portavo io la corona con i miei 37 anni e senza scusa di accompagnare figli c’è stato un momento di silenzio.. 😂😂 Al diavolo l’età, è stata una bellissima esperienza lo stesso!! E ora si aspetta il prossimo 👍

shshs assolutamente al diavolo l età!! tutti si meritano di divertirsi e tbh prenderei fans piu grandi invece che bimbe minchia (scusa il francesismo sjsj) tutti I giorni!!!

[shysheeperz]

[artistkoo]

My top 10 recent fave songs! ❤️

i was tagged by @therealredraven a fine lass 💜❤️💜

1. Decalcomania preview by JK my luv n only shsh 😜💜💜

2. Sanctuary - Joji baby ♥️

3. Slow Dancing in the Dark - Joji (still)

4. Test Drive - Joji feverrrr

5. Can't get over you - Joji my manS

6. I don't wanna waste my time - still joji f miller

7. Zebbiana - Skusta Clee (a filo song shsh)

8. Sa susunod nalang - "

9. Spring Day - BTS (an all time fave!)

10. Boyfriend - Ariana grande (currenr fave owo)

these songs are on repeat in my dumb head so yeaaa 😝 im tagging @ange1ique @tintaptintaptap @yoonquk @lofihope @taemuji @justoneday-namjoonii @pureevilforkookie @cakebite and anyone who wants to do this! if u havent been tagged by anyone then u can do this owo. also for my fave hoes if u already did this u dun hv to do this anymore or if u dun wanna! 😘

[killersoul]

Voglio scrivere di te e questa volta lo faccio in penna, deve essere incancellabile come è la tua persona nel mio cuore, nella mia anima.

Voglio renderti indimenticabile, anche se già lo sei.

Devo farlo perché non ti posso sentire, al solo suono della tua voce divento così fragile.

Il mio egoismo mi permette comunque di desiderare che tutti possano assaporare almeno un ricordo che ho con te, o di te, per sorridere e credimi che sorriderebbero.

Se solo ti conoscessi appieno ti renderei onore davvero.

Sasha, Alexandru Nedelciu.

Uno dei più grandi violinisti.

Se solo avessi continuato, ma tranquillo perché il tuo talento è rimasto, più di tutti, nel ricordo di chi ha il vanto di essere sangue del tuo sangue.

Sembrerebbe che ti glorifico troppo, come direbbe tu sai chi ancora è geloso della gioia che hai impresso in me, ed io te lo devo.

Nenea, che parola.

Pochi chiamano così il proprio nonno ma tu vuoi sempre distinguerti.

E ci sei sempre riuscito.

Ti confesso che se non fossi parte di me forse un po’ saresti antipatico ai miei occhi, così pieno di te e mai a darla vinta, ma sarà la tua bontà che ha la meglio su di me.

Te ne rendi conto mai di cone tutti ti portano rispetto?

Chi per un po’ di paura e chi perché ti conosce bene.

Non è però buffo che un piccolo grande uomo incuta paura?

Ti ricordi di quando giocavo fuori, davanti la *rapa*, e all’ora di cena le vie si riempivano col suono del tuo fischio e scappavamo tutti a casa?

Se mi concentro ti sento ancora e magari poi prendo anche coraggio e ti chiamo per raccontartelo.

Sono qui sul treno e penso che non ti piacerebbe molto, perché a guidarlo non saresti tu.

Però mi piacerebbe che fossi qui a leggere uno dei tuoi libri sulla religione o la bibbia tanto complicata, che solo i pastori hanno e ovviamente anche tu.

Ogni volta che mi aspettavi in macchina, giustamente non entravi mai a casa degli altri perché non te ne frega nulla delle convenzioni sociali, e al ritorno ti trovavo a leggere e sentire la radio *micul samaritean* era bellissimo:”shhh, shsh, vieni qui e senti”, c’era la solita storia di un pentito per dimostrare la grandezza di Dio, alle h. 14.00 e 18.00 più o meno.

O in macchina o in cucina.

In cucina era bello siccome tu eri seduto nel tuo angolino tutto stretto a bere mezzo bicchiere di vino, mangiando dei cetrioli con pane Philadelphia e delle olive, ed io seduta sulle scale che ascoltavo, con le solite pause:” mimita di nenea vieni a bere un goccino”

[vivaafrica]

As duas irmãs

Há muito tempo, duas irmãs, Omelumma e Omeluka, adoravam brincar ao ar livre, rir e correr para todo lado. Certo dia, seus pais saíram para a feira que era um pouco longe de casa, e recomendaram:

– Cuidado com os animais da terra e do mar, porque muitas pessoas já foram levadas pelos monstros. Fiquem dentro de casa e não façam muito barulho. Quando fizerem comida, acendam um fogo pequeno, para que a fumaça não atraia os animais. E, quando secarem os grãos, façam em silêncio, para que os monstros não ouçam.Porém – disse o pai – o mais importante, é que não saiam para brincar com outras crianças. Fiquem dentro de casa.

As duas concordaram com tudo. Acenaram em despedida quando os pais se afastaram.

Ficaram dentro de casa a manhã inteira, mas conforme as horas iam passando, aumentava a sensação de fome. Então, começaram a socar os grãos para fazer uma papa, e aquilo virou logo uma brincadeira. Elas riam e faziam muito barulho. Aí acenderam um grande fogo para que a comida ficasse pronta mais depressa, esquecendo-se da advertência dos pais.

Após comer até se fartar, as duas viram os amigos brincando no campo e foram correndo brincar com eles.

Enquanto brincavam, um rugido imenso saiu de dentro da mata e outro veio do mar, aparecendo muitos monstros que cercaram as crianças. Aterrorizadas, as duas correram, mas foram separadas. Os monstros do mar carregaram Omelumma e os da terra Omeluka.

As duas pensaram> “ se tivéssemos ouvido nossos pais. Agora seremos devoradas pelos monstros.”

Porém, eles não as devoraram, mas as venderam como escravas em lugares muito distantes de sua terra. Omelumma foi escolhida por um homem, que comprou-a e casou-se com ela. Omeluka, mais jovem, não teve a mesma sorte. Foi escolhida por um homem cruel, que a comprou, mas a fez de escrava, dando-lhe muitas tarefas dia e noite.

Passado um tempo ele vendeu-a para um outro homem ainda pior do que ele que a maltratava ainda mais. Assim, passaram-se muitos anos.

Enquanto isso, Omelumma vivia confortavelmente com o marido e deu à luz seu primeiro filho, um menino. O marido foi ao mercado para encontrar uma escrava que pudesse ajudá-la nas tarefas com o bebê e a irmã, Omeluka, estava lá, para ser vendida.

Assim, ele trouxe Omeluka para ser escrava da irmã, mas ela estava muito mudada, devido aos maus tratos que sofrera e Omelumma não reconheceu-a.

Todas as manhãs, Omelumma ia para o mercado e entregava o bebê aos cuidados da irmã, deixando também, muitas tarefas para serem realizadas. Omeluka se desdobrava, mas era muito serviço. Quando ia buscar água ou lenha, o bebê ficava em casa, todavia seu choro a trazia rapidamente de volta, e assim não trazia a lenha suficiente. A irmã quando chegava a surrava por não ter cumprido suas ordens, mas se ela deixava o bebê chorando, os vizinhos contavam e ela apanhava do mesmo jeito.

Ela tentou levar o bebê quando ia pegar lenha, mas não deu certo, porque não conseguia fazer o serviço com ele no colo.

Certa tarde, o bebê só interrompeu o choro, quando ela o colocou no colo e o embalou suavemente. Uma vizinha aproximou-se perguntando por que ela não fazia suas tarefas. Ela ficou com medo de ser denunciada e voltou ao trabalho. Mas o bebê começou a chorar e ela não teve saída senão se sentar e começar a embalá-lo de novo. Não sabendo mais o que fazer, finalmente entoou uma canção:

Shsh, shsh, bebezinho, não chore mais Nossa mãe nos disse para não fazer fogo grande, Mas nós fizemos Nossa mãe nos disse para não fazer barulho, Mas nós fizemos. Nosso pai nos disse para não brincar lá fora, Mas nós brincamos. Então os monstros do mato e do mar nos levaram embora, Para muito longe, muito longe! E onde pode a minha irmã estar? Muito longe, muito longe! Shsh, shsh, bebezinho não chore mais.

Uma velha que ouviu aquela cantiga, lembrou-se da história que Omelumma lhe contara, há muito tempo, sobre terem sido levadas pelos monstros do mar e da terra. Ela percebeu que a escrava devia ser a irmã de Omelumma, há tanto tempo sumida. Correu até o mercado para contar a novidade à Omelumma.

No dia seguinte, ela deu várias tarefas à irmã e em seguida saiu, para o mercado. Mas voltou em segredo e viu como a irmã corria de um lado para o outro tentando impedir o bebê de chorar enquanto fazia seu serviço. Finalmente a irmã sentou-se e começou a cantar a canção que a velha escutara.

Assim que Omelumma ouviu a canção, reconheceu que era sua irmã e, chorando de dor e remorso, chegou perto dela para pedir perdão.

As duas se abraçaram e choraram juntas. Em seguida Omelumma libertou a irmã, jurou nunca mais maltratar nenhum servo e quando o marido chegou também ficou muito feliz ao saber da novidade. Viveram depois disso, muito felizes.

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O conto fala sobre monstros, esses na verdade eram escravizadores, que sequestravam crianças e pessoas de suas casas/territórios para ganhar dinheiro as vendendo.

Assim como fala sobre obedecer seus pais, o conto também fala sobre como as pessoas que sofreram podem virar pessoas que fazem os outros sofrer também sem nem ter consciência do que realmente esta fazendo. A garota que foi vendida, devido a sua sorte de ter tido uma vida boa, virou uma dona de pessoas escravizadas que assim como ela também tinham sido capturados e vendidos.

Mas essa é somente uma versão da história, outra versão conta que e irmã reconheceu a outra no mercado mesmo quando estava sendo vendida.

Referências:

www.educlub.com.br/as-duas-irmas-conto-de-origem-africano/

www.historiasqueminhaavocontava.com/2022/03/04/as-duas-irmas/

[venusianvirgo]

10-12 💕

10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?

my sister shshs

11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?

“But yeah..”

12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?

* god is a woman by ariana grande* EVERY SINGLE SONG FROM THE GREATEST SHOWMAN!!* boy by charlie puth* dancing’s not a crime by p!atd* sing to me by jhene aiko

thank u