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Feel good occupies the same niche in my brain as this is going to hurt which is "semi-autobiographical show by a queer comedian following a relationship they had at a complicated time in their life that makes me laugh and cry in equal measures" and basically what I'm saying is I need one thousand more right now
#shows i will never stop thinking about#man i should rewatch tigth#also both their soundtracks are just like incredible#GOD these shows man. my shows.#its cause they're both so silly and extra but also so fucking genuine and they cover really dark subjects but with so much love#and like the best thing about the bejng semi-autobiographical is that all of the people are so imperfect#and they make mistakes and theyre selfish and theyre honestly complete assholes sometimes but its all so fucking human#and it's human in a way most entirely fictional shows just cant quite manage and i love it so SO much#its cause your main characters and your love interests and your beloved side characters they all do and say shitty stuff#and your asshole side characters your mates posh girlfriend your unsympathetic bosses they all do and say really kind lovely things#theres not characters they want you to like or dislike theres just PEOPLE yknow like it really feels like every character has a full life#OUGH they make me fucking lose my mind im obsessed#feel good#this is going to hurt
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you open my Super Important Documents and its just pictures of charles xavier
#xmen#mcu#xmen movies#xmen first class#charles xavier#professor x#snap sketches#todays schedule has been ruined by my ever occurring need to practice drawing movie charles its horrendous#i started this sheet last night but then i kept adding to it and i keep wanting to add to it but i MUST stop myself#in an ideal world i get paid to draw charles xavier and erik lehnsherr but no i live in this baka society#sleepless charles WAS inspired by me starting this at 1AM and forcing myself to sleep at 4AM#and then here i am picking i up still later .... i need professional help i fear but i aint got time for that#NEVERTHELESS I THINK IT GOT IT NOW. I THINK IM OK. i think i know how i wanna go bout drawing him now ...#chat can i confess that like. .5% of the reason i barely draw FC charles i because of his hair#for some reason some demonic entity prevents me from drawing it easily i am in STRUGGLE CITY#the only thing that gets me is that whenever i draw him i can only think of the likes of a disney prince but man thems the strokes ig#i also drew a quick dark phoenix charles but i figured id just keep this first class oriented#anything else i want to say ? uh. hm. its funny i never do any of these sheets for erik#genuinely On My Life made One (1) sheet and was like 'no yeah i got it. i got it down'#literally not my fault his head is So Shaped and defined but anyways. this aint about him.#i mean it could be. i still wanna do a doodle page concentrated on drawing how his powers show#more specifically how do i wanna draw the glow cause i cant decide on it ... also i wanna draw the 'levels' ...#but thats for another time. for right now i should probably eat i havent eaten all day#bye bye !!!!!! here's to hoping i draw something thats not a doodle sheet one of these days
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I died for a bit there but here is healthy old man yoai or whatever the kids are saying.
#gravity falls#digital art#art#doodles#artists on tumblr#stanley pines#gravity falls stanley#stanford pines#fiddleford mcgucket#fiddlestan#fiddleford x stanley#I never see them draw as old men in love. I understand that but I donno I wanna see it#I thought about posting this on main but I was too ashamed#then I remembered I made an account for that!#yippee!#I need to stop being so embarrassed by some of my art but#I haven’t rewatched the show recently and I don’t feel like I’ll get them in character enough#uhhh I don’t think I have anymore tags byyye
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I cannot express enough that if your reaction, as a hobby artist, to not getting that many notes on your art is to say "maybe I should just stop doing art altogether" you need to stop posting art to tumblr
not necessarily forever, not even for long, but just stop putting your art on here and start doing it for you again, remember why you enjoyed doing art in the first place and stop relying on the attention of faceless people on the internet for your enjoyment of your hard work
believe me, I get it, nothing crushes the artistic soul quite like labouring for hours on a piece only for it to get like 10 notes, so you need to find your own source of joy in the act of creation and a lot of the time that means making art and not showing it to anybody
#not art#listen#for real#this is not about any one person because i've seen posts about it from a bunch of people#you think i post everything here? buddy i dont even post half my stuff here#every drawing you see is preceded by five more just like it#that never see my cursor close to the save button#i have a sketchbook i draw in regularly that i do'nt show to a single goddam person#i make cutout art from gels i steal from work and stick them to my windows and do paintings in my living room just for me#because that it the only way you are ever going to be able to retain your original love of art#is by doing it for the sake of doing it#not for the sake of seeing how many people stop and stare#anyways i'm sorry if this sounds terse#but i'm so sick of seeing artists put all their self-esteem and happiness in the hands of a blogging website#stop selling yourself short by measuring your self worth by how many reblogs you get and what people say in the tags#your artistry and your happiness are worth more than that#if you're an artist for a living that's another story#but even then#even then#anyways sorry i'm done ranting
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Side A
#an awful lot of checking each other out going on in this show. that’s all I’m saying.#crystal thinking 'hmm. hit that??' @ every attractive person she sees never stops being funny#yeah girl go getem. let that guy have his situationship back there#kassius does the Niko-specific heart eyes SO well though#and Niko getting appreciated in this outfit makes me unreasonably happy. a field mouse!#also for some reason. this scene reminds me very strongly of laiqualaurelote's band au#was making the set when I realised. woah. same vibes.#dead boy detectives#dbda#crystal palace#niko sasaki#charles rowland#edwin payne#kassius nelson#yuyu kitamura#fuck tagging j&g this ain’t about them#my gifs#think I’m getting the hang of gifmaking?? only my second set and I’ve figured out a full workflow :D#bit addictive once you get started
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Yall i dont think im gonna be able to stop thinking about usha and g13, actually.
Ushas an old old woman, clueless with tech. Lived long enough to develop various bonds with a LOT of people and relies on them a lot for help. In turn, shes VERY loyal to her close conpanions (a great example would be how she tends to back paula up a LOT, the way she sets up russel and paula to 'fake date' wink and all). She's very warm and very emotionally intelligent even if she's a bit clueless sometimes. Her logic is borderline incomprehensible, but it has heart.
G13 on the other hand, is a hacking prodigy. Hes young, hes sought after for his skills for better and for worse. But in turn, he's essentially lost himself in the process. He may be able to scrape nuke codes, but he'll never make a friend. He lacks any loyalty for anyone and anything except for himself and his interests, and if they dont satisfy those two points, then its worth nothing to him. His logic may be sound, but its cold.
#val rambles#nsbu spoilers#never stop blowing up#dimension 20#usha rao#g13#okay ill black out and maybe think more about it again oops#anyway the conclution is that HE will be learning about the importance of la familia (threat)#i could make an addition to this. something about how despite these differences both of them have a level of percived lonliness.#something g13 is. VERY slowly starting to realize when he first sees doug#anyway following the idea that the cards favorite movies signify a degree of. what character arc ends up being#i genuinely think they WILL show him the power of la familia he isnout here trying ti takenover and suddenly BOOM familia beam (threat)#i love adding to the tags and NOT rebloging but. something something about how they push others away#where for usha it comes off as not wanting to burden others she trusts while for g13 its bc he flat out trusts no one#also episode 2 notes that usha also has a set of trust issues due to her reliance on people she DOES trust.
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The Rebirth B-Team that we deserved...
#i'll never stop being mad about what they did to my boy wedge............... >:(((#AHEM anyway. little minor redesigns to fit with rebirth biggs!#it's the subtle things that count. like letting zack show off those sexy sexy shoulders.#wedge took one of his pauldrons off because that's what cloud did and he thinks that cloud is cool and awesome and amazing and badass#idea: cloud gets shot in the jenova injection site in his arm and it destroys the parasite before it can spread.........#still dealing with the mako poisoning though. plus relearning how to do literally anything after being in a coma for a couple of years#gave him a rifle bc he's a good shot!! and also because i think the rocking chair grandma with a shotgun vibe is SUPER important for him#it's about that country boy thang.#ffvii#cloud strife#zack fair#wedge ff7#wedge#biggs ff7#jessie rasberry#my art <3#not pictured yet: kunsel and cissnei dlc where they team up to rescue sonon from deepground 🤔
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I think one of the most realistic parts about Baby Reindeer (2024) is how much Donny downplays the abuse he faces
I know everyone wants to hate on him for being “stupid” and blame him for everything that happened because yes from an outsiders perspective he made questionable choices but isn’t that what HUNDREDS OF PEOPLE DO?
I know so many people who’ve “played nice” or tried to downplay abusive behavior. You try and tell yourself “It wasn’t that bad”, or that it was just some crazy experience that should be forgotten. It seems so much easier to stay silent and just try to move on.
You don’t wanna start problems
You don’t wanna be mean
You don’t wanna be the bad guy
#they blame him for not just telling her to fuck off every chance#I’ve seen people say he shouldn’t have kept giving her free drinks#or even he should’ve never given her tea#AS IF SHOWING BASIC KINDNESS WAS THE PROBLEM#people forget that he was still a victim#Donny’s character admits that he messed up in his interactions with Martha but people need to stop and think about the situation#the fear the anxiety everything that comes with being stalked#I know I’ve dealt with creepy guys at work or at school and I didn’t say anything#and so many other people have had the same experiences#it’s easy to say oh I’d do this or I’d do that#when it’s not happening to you it’s easy to assume you’d be better and smarter than them#baby reindeer
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she literally means the whole world to me
#rose tyler you mean EVERYTHING to me#insert image of ten with a speech bubble superimposed on top of it#anyways doctor who is the best show ive ever seen i think#i have never been so entranced by anything ever in my life i dont think i have stopped thinking about it since i started watching it#completely and utterly obsessed#rose tyler#doctor who#fanart#billie piper#my art#dw
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Hootsie post
Idk why but i kinda struggle to draw her but i did it anyway. She's also a confirmed iPad kid so there she is playing colour by number.
Am also in love with how Mace made Gideon so readily take on the uncle role. Both him and Gricko are probably very protective of her precious young ears.
Again I'm going back and forth on pens.
Also did anyone else realise Mikey and Ritchie are twins or did my dumbass have to find out from a tumblr post.
#i love this goddamn dnd show so much its concerning#tryna do college work and then i found out about the twin thing and couldnt stop thinking about it#makes sense cuz when they both talk out of character i can never tell which is talking#also i never noticed they have the same fking surname in the credits#anyway#legends of avantris#legends of avantris fanart#once upon a witchlight#gideon coal#hootsie grimgrin#ouaw fanart#ouaw gideon#dnd art#dnd#cheesus whichlight#cheesus avantris
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In which Ford struggles so badly to relate to other people that he wonders if he’s really human at all. The more isolated he becomes, the harder it is to reconcile with his own humanity.
#my art#gravity falls#Stanford pines#ford pines#bill cipher#comic#eye strain#TIME TO DUMP EVERY ONE OF THE 27483949 THOUGHTS IVE HAD INTO THE TAGS BABY#OK!! SO!!!!#I feel like Ford would wonder why he and Stan (being identical twins) aren’t. yk. identical. shouldn’t Stan have polydactyly too?#as a kid he would dream about secretly being nonhuman and being whisked away to a fantastical world full of people like him#finally free of new jersey‚ finally somewhere he belongs#a lot of this disconnect from humanity came from utterly failing at social interactions while others (including stan) navigated them easily#the feeling waned after Stan was kicked out and he didn't have that direct comparison but it never left#then out in the wilderness of gravity falls‚ his isolation and immersion in Weirdness dragged it back up to the forefront#he deserves to have a breakdown over questioning his own nature. as a treat <3#color symbolism time bc I have a problem and use it at every available moment!!! blue and yellow get more vivid#the further from humanity the subject is#bill is entirely made w pure rgb blue and yellow (+ approximately 2674835 textures/layers/blending modes. I reached 150+ layers. help)#I like the idea that he would appear to ford like pure math considering hes a geometrical motherfucker and how the rest of the mindscape wa#I tried to mostly use trigonometry and related stuff for the Math Greebling. as well as fractals i love you forever fractals#MORE SYMBOLISM:#the grid-ish diamond pattern in all of the mindscape bgs (and elsewhere) is a penrose diagram of spacetime#which shows other universes on the other sides of black holes#SOMEONE ASK ME ABOUT MY EUCLYDIA HEADCANON LATER. IVE DUMPED ENOUGH DUMB HCS IN THESE TAGS ALREADY#BUT I THINK ITS VERY FUN#anyways. fuckt up guys n their egos influencing how they view humanity. bill tells ford hes as human as they come bc he was so easily foole#ford cant reconcile with his humanity bc of a failure to perform in one area#and then the immense guilt and shame over what hes done <3#I have So many ford characterization thoughts. no man nor god can stop me
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you can really tell the different audience demographics of Lifesteal vs Hermitcraft by the comment sections because the average spokeishere or whatever comment is like “LIKE THIS if you are a real Spoke fan!!! ❤️👊😎 if this comment gets 100 LIKES ill tell my mom to subscribe 🤪 who else is watching in 2028❓❓😂” whilst the average ethoslab comment is like “my wife is giving birth but this is more important”
#this is no hate to either lifesteal or hermitcraft im a fan of both. i just find the contrast between comment sections funny#its kinda wild being in both communities as an older teenager#like sometimes ill watch a lifesteal video and then glance at the comments and its like. woah. you guys are so young#especially squiddo videos…#like woah you are all children. im glad 12 year olds are watching squiddo though shes so fucking funny they got good taste#watching squiddo videos the same way adults were watching horrible histories because its funnier than any comedy show aimed at adults#<- fun fact for you. they started broadcasting horrible histories in the evenings because it had so many adult fans because its so funny#like sorry but squiddo is consistently the funniest content creator i watch beyond even mcyt like. actually nobody doing it like them#sorry to tommy or any other mcyt tryna get into comedy your bits will never come close to squiddo#also the ethoslab one isnt ironic i very much imagine one of those 30yo software developers in love with etho to have typed that#hermitcraft#lifesteal smp#mcyt#locus fandom time#this one may flop but i cant stop thinking about this
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I see so so many videos and comments and discussion from people including artists expressing grievance and cringing in one way or another at modern and performance art, and all I can think is damn. That sort of art is really goddamn effective when it gets this much publicity and attention from people trying to cope because it gets under their skin so easily and not realizing the irony
At this point there's no modern or performance art I don't respect (other than ones that cause harm to animals 😐) just for being able to so effortlessly get reactions out of people. Like the "who's afraid of yellow, red and blue" paintings that to most people look like solid boring colors, 'how in the world is that art?' and all that, and yet, fittingly for its name, it gets vandalized (and is also impossible to restore because no one can replicate the intricate technique of the author). Some things never change. Godspeed modern and performance artists
#I used to not get much of modern or performance art and there's still a lot I dont but with each video I see dissing it I love it more#I never stop thinking about this one yt short of some guy going “this is art?? wouldnt you want some REAL art?”#and then they show off their dem0n slayer standees or something lmao. girl. honestly effective advertising though but makes me laugh#There is so much fucking awesome and interesting modern and performance art out there that really does commentate on the world effectively#when this is how people react by default then of COURSE it does. It's so easy to get a strong reaction#like the one performance art piece of the woman who just stood there and laid out a bunch of tools for people to use with no instruction#and gradually people got more brave and abused the hell out of her. only a few used the tools to do anything nice but still she stood there#the only performance art that everyone should disapprove of is the one that harms animals#two women I think made this piece that was a curtain made out of small live animals and crustaceans. that shit can go#and yet every video trying to disapprove of modern art showcases pieces that look interesting to me and not that#like its so easy to point at that and go “guys this is not art!” like yeah. it isnt. but only that#blabber
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thinking about apple white's childhood genuinely makes me sad sometimes because I think about this little girl who grew up with her mother telling her about how she's going to be snow white one day, she's going to be queen one day, and how she's going to make them all proud and like this little girl means the world to her mom and dad and she's sweet and happy and nice and everyone adores her and she can't wait to fulfil her story.
but this is also the same little girl who was born with blonde hair instead of the expected "hair black as ebony" and this little girl has grown up with people scrutinizing her every move and assessing her at all times, scanning for any forms of weakness because she's already (in their eyes) compromised the position of being the next snow white by having blonde hair and by needing glasses.
and her mother, who loves her so much, who only wants the best for her, but who is misguided and blinded by the fuckass 'destiny' system tells the little girl to keep her chin up and to keep smiling and to always, always be perfect because if you're perfect then there's nothing for others to criticize anymore.
and like this little girl fell down a well and she almost drowned when she was 6 and from that point on she was terrified of doing remotely anything that would take her away from her destiny because her destiny ensured a happily ever after and anything other than that ensured her ruin and it's so tragic that this little girl grew up so so paranoid and afraid and she began hurting so many other people around her just because of all these little things that built up while she growing up.
idk it's just that apple white had a really, really weird childhood and it's really sad to witness because at the end of the day, apple is still that little girl who's afraid to be looked down upon for having blonde hair and needing glasses, and who can't stand to be anything other than perfect, and she's still 6 years old, stuck in that well, thinking she's going to die because she didn't follow the rules.
just apple's childhood trauma ig like.
#ever after high#eah#apple white#once again obsessing over apple white#yk that chowder meme#i feel like that#CHOWDA THINKING ABOUT APPLE WHITE'S CHILDHOOD IS MAKING ME FEEL UNWISE#10/10 thanks for everything shannon hale#now ill never stop thinking about this fictional 15 year old from a disney show about fairytales
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Once upon a time
#I want them to lose focus and have a consensual workplace relationship 🥺🥺#ALSO WHAT?. SEASON 4 DROP OUT OF NOWHERE WHAT? AND WE GET SHADOWPEACH BACKSTORY CRUNBS???#can’t get over macaque’s face in That photo. I know what you are#I HAVE SO MANY IDEAS FOR THEM THOUGH UGHHHGFDO#like I have the model sheet for macaque and it shows him with his six ears and it says only to draw the six ears if extreme closeup but i#can’t find a single screen cap in the show with his six ears#I’d like to think wukong would have been one of the first ppl he’d show them to if he always has his glamor on them. PLS IT WOULD BE SO CUTE#like the glamor comes off his scar and someone pointed out his tail switching between black and white and a theory he’s using glamor on his#fur too. but he never ever takes the glamor off his ears which I want to believe is more than just the crew not drawing ‘em#I’m gonna be honest I’m only gonna watch season 4 when dub comes out but. that’s not gonna stop me from peeping the tags since I don’t under#understand the subs anyway.#first shadowpeach art too let’s gooooo. im so normal about them (lying)#my art#myart#Lego monkie kid#lmk#monkie kid#lmk sun wukong#lmk macaque#six eared macaque#sun wukong#shadowpeach#lmk fanart#lmk wukong#lmk monkey king#lmk six eared macaque#lmk season 4 spoilers#lmk season 4#lmk spoilers
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au where fiddleford ends up coming back after stan loses ford and they work together to fix the portal
(and also they fall in love)
#fidd has a type#that type is the stans#😭😭#man i’ve been meaning to draw fiddauthor but. i clearly got sidetracked and focused on the other twin#fiddlestan#fiddleford mcgucket#stanley pines#gravity falls#gravity falls fanart#i’ve been so unmotivated to draw so this is the best ur getting lollll#anyway#i got caught up thinking about ford² and didn’t stop to think about the possibilities#i am opening my eyes rn#ford² failed because of billford which then leads to fiddlestan amen#i’m still an old men ford² endgame truther but#in this au… maybe old men fiddlestan is endgame#a world where fidd never abuses the memory gun….. where he doesn’t lose himself in his 30s or whatever……..#god think of the possibilities actually.#stan runs the mystery shack but instead of stupid shit he shows off inventions and stuff fidd makes
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