#shitty self esteem

[leos-space]

lowkey begging for someone to just come along and end me

yay

not actually going to do it, but the thoughts just keep onnnn coming

oh what fun

[mortysmith]

while we're on the subject of "morty-prime teamup" what if there was another two crows situation

[violetren]

There is something deeply entertaining to me that whenever the FNDM wants to do a fix-it fic or good!character au where one or more of the characters gets plucked out of their doomed backstory and gets a chance at a happy home and future, most of the time they seem to get picked up by Qrow.

Like at some point. Probably around the time we reached Haven but for some maybe before we all went, oh your home life sucks? Your last name is Branwen now.

And it works because despite his luck and his drinking Qrow does present as that kind of sap who would see a child in a particularly bad situation and be like "my nieces and Summer would be mad at me for leaving." Plus he is the only character who could conceivably be anywhere on Remnant pre-canon doing weird Ozpin missions that would both give him the opportunity to cross paths with and the political protection to just adopt a child the same way I adopted my last two cats off the street. By going "is anyone gonna look after that?" and then not waiting for an answer.

Did Monty Miles and Kerry know when they were building Qrows character arc that they were making The Dad That Stepped Up slash Mother Goose fusion?

[respectthepetty]

Whole ass scenes missing from the YouTube version of Be My Favorite's sixth episode.

YouTube is not making Kawi look great, while the unedited version is trying to make us sympathetic to his issues.

Someone at YouTube got beef with Kawi.

Which makes sense why Kawi was saying this while looking at Pisaeng.

[nelkey]

Here are the results of my dkos kdj cosplay!!!

[ghosthere02]

this is a question for the trans men/transmascs (or anyone not cis that this can apply to).

(not a dig at cis allies btw! this is just me going mm society again i promise i appreciate u 😭 feel free to talk about the trans ppl in ur life. and buy us a blåhaj.)

[ari-kari]

more adhd ranting below

I'm starting to come to terms with the fact that I might be on the "severe" side of the ADHD spectrum and tbh that's pretty scary.

obviously there's a lot of stuff in my life that's made setting permanent habits hard. I've been moving jobs and houses virtually nonstop since...age 18? that's kryptonite to a neurodivergent person. not to mention all the rest that's taken place along with it.

but when I look at the course of my life, and compare the effort I expend with my overall ability to function...there's a bit of a canyon there. And that's scary. It's scary for your best to be so far from "good enough" that you question if you're ever going to be able to be a fully-fledged person, even with meds.

anyways I'm not an r/antinatalist edgelord anymore and I swear eugenicism is bad but tbh there's about a hundred reasons my parents should've thought twice about my conception and the fact that they *both* have severe ADHD is one of them.

[clouseplayssims]

Probably one of the worst birthdays in recorded history.

[gareleia]

my turn to jump on that hazbin theory train

I don't know if it's been suggested before - and it probably was, cause it's kinda obvious, so not claiming originality here. but.

what does get a person into heaven/hell? and why the fuck The Ultimate Dick isn't burning like he obviously should be?

I used to binge watch lucifer, and the whole business with self-actualisation that got angels risen/fallen seems like it could totally apply to hazbin universe at large.

there's no council or judge or omnipotent automatic system to decide that a person is worthy of heaven/hell. instead, once they die, humans go where they themselves feel they should go

because, in general? bad people are usually aware on some level that they are bad, or that they at least aren't good people. no sinner in hell (to my knowledge) is in denial about being an asshole, they revel in it, they know they deserve it, and even if they didn't believe in the afterlife when they were alive, they still felt like if hell was real they belonged there. and no one in heaven doubts their placement either, because they're (mostly) the mentally stable ones who knew they did fine in life and felt good about themselves.

why did Adam go to heaven? because he genuinely believed he deserved it. every once in a while there are psychopaths and narcissists that are so beyond the concept of remorse or basic self-awareness that they not just don't care how fucked up they are - they honestly don't even recognize any of their shit behaviors as such, and therefore slip through the cracks. and nobody looks twice, because they not just don't know to do so, they can't fathom that they would need to.

that also explains why people like Angel Dust, who I'd argue was a better person than The Dick Master even before his redemption, went to hell. not just cause Adam had much less opportunities to sin than Anthony, but because the latter was traumatized and convinced that he deserved eternal damnation.

that's how we get enough psychos in heaven to fill up the exorcist ranks and enough broken, desperate victims in hell to fill up the overlord's pockets.

that, or the entire theory is shit, there is an actual metric and Adam was a good person initially but went insane after thousands of years from sheer boredom like many of us probably would. idk, i'm not a lore expert.

[desertsportshipping]

Wes's mindset is that everything that happens around or to him is his fault if its bad, and not his doing if its good.

[loganloggins]

I am a q!Phil defender till I die. Also I would like to add that if Phil gets a message when he isn't looking, chat will have to go “PHIL CHAT LOOK CHAT MESSAGE CHAT YOU GOT A MESSAGE” before he actually checks. So we could have had a convo with q!Tubbo and q!phil but cc!phil doesn't check his messages unless it physically appears in front of him.

[chaos-wanderer]

was just reminded of the fact some parents find out their kid is queer and then stop being queerphobic—the bar is in hell and yet some people (my parents) cannot clear it

[cyb3r-pupp]

Every day for the past week I’ve woken up with random songs I haven’t heard for years in my head I don’t know what this means

[evaiskindaweird]

Second oc apart of the "Feelings" set-a series of drawings dissecting different parts of myself, to try and help how I've been feeling lately

Her name is Julie, she's 21 and she's a star. At least that's what everybody says. Her parents say it. The crowd says it. But some people say the opposite. She listens to the opposite. Sometimes she spirals because she thinks she's not a star. Other stars are starting to shine brighter then her. She doesn't like that. She looks down on them. They don't deserve the love she gets. They aren't worthy of it.

[no1ryomafan]

My life been so fucking hellish and I don’t wanna get personal but I’m praying to god my birthday redeems this month even if it’s not gonna save this year at all I’m just so upset this year has been shit after shit like damn I know this is life but when am I gonna get a fucking break (tags will give some clarification but it’s abuse subject so don’t read if you don’t wanna hear that)

[satanicdollx]

I'm genuinely curious and I'm sorry if this question comes across as rude. What you consider a flop? Your post has 224 notes in a day.

See that's the problem with social media in general, you get so used to "good numbers" that when numbers are slightly under what you're used to you feel like it's flopping when it actually isn't. I know it's not 100% a flop and truth be told I really like these (compared to most of the time where I don't like a gif or a pic that much) but it can be a bit depressing to get "only" (emphasis on only) 200 notes in one day when other people get that same number doubled or even tripled. And since I have a degree in "comparing myself to others" these are the two reasons why I consider it's a flop, kind of 🥲