#shitty self esteem

[leos-space]

lowkey begging for someone to just come along and end me

yay

not actually going to do it, but the thoughts just keep onnnn coming

oh what fun

[mortysmith]

while we're on the subject of "morty-prime teamup" what if there was another two crows situation

[menlove]

actually that's made me incredibly curious & I feel like I'm gonna know the answer

[icarusdiesatdawn]

I shall remain hopeful. That'll put a spoke in their wheel

[respectthepetty]

Whole ass scenes missing from the YouTube version of Be My Favorite's sixth episode.

YouTube is not making Kawi look great, while the unedited version is trying to make us sympathetic to his issues.

Someone at YouTube got beef with Kawi.

Which makes sense why Kawi was saying this while looking at Pisaeng.

[nelkey]

Here are the results of my dkos kdj cosplay!!!

[ghosthere02]

this is a question for the trans men/transmascs (or anyone not cis that this can apply to).

(not a dig at cis allies btw! this is just me going mm society again i promise i appreciate u 😭 feel free to talk about the trans ppl in ur life. and buy us a blåhaj.)

[ari-kari]

more adhd ranting below

I'm starting to come to terms with the fact that I might be on the "severe" side of the ADHD spectrum and tbh that's pretty scary.

obviously there's a lot of stuff in my life that's made setting permanent habits hard. I've been moving jobs and houses virtually nonstop since...age 18? that's kryptonite to a neurodivergent person. not to mention all the rest that's taken place along with it.

but when I look at the course of my life, and compare the effort I expend with my overall ability to function...there's a bit of a canyon there. And that's scary. It's scary for your best to be so far from "good enough" that you question if you're ever going to be able to be a fully-fledged person, even with meds.

anyways I'm not an r/antinatalist edgelord anymore and I swear eugenicism is bad but tbh there's about a hundred reasons my parents should've thought twice about my conception and the fact that they *both* have severe ADHD is one of them.

[clouseplayssims]

Probably one of the worst birthdays in recorded history.

[angryisokay]

A lot of “how to have a happy marriage” advice is to have sex as often as possible, which is stupid as fuck. If you both wanna fuck, good for you, have at it. But also: Find forms of personal intimacy with your spouse that are not sex, not foreplay, not ‘maybe this will lead to sex’, because I guarantee that you and your spouse will have periods in your life where you just don’t want to fuck.

Making sex a vital necessity to be happy together will turn it into an obligation and a chore, which will ruin your relationship. A sex obligation will create needless arguments, allow room for insecurities and resentment to develop and fester, and generally make living together exhausting and miserable.

Find ways to be intimately close without the expectation of sex.

[angorwhosebabyisthis]

honestly it's been really healing being back to actively contributing things and writing out thoughts on tumblr the last week or so, because while twitter tends to be easier for me to write out Thoughts on without getting overwhelmed, the environment in the twitter fandom circles i'm interested in is not only infested with antis but cliqueish in a way that is caustic to the fucking soul if you try to express a thought that's more than three sentences long--a hundred times over if you're autistic in slightly the wrong way--and it's incredibly reassuring to come back to an environment where the very kindest and most inclusive people toward you are not clearly thinking the r-slur the entire time they interact with you lmao

[tabbyrocks]

Old draft i found and wanted to post!!!

monodeku AU fic idea thing where people can fuse (like steven universe gem fusing minus the gems) but ONLY if they have a strong emotional bond.

its their second year of highschool, and the two are friends (monoma swears they arnt). they bonded over their shared appreciation for quirks and such.

At some point they are on patrol and izuku's danger sense goes off for some reason (maybe something falling, maybe a villan idk, haven't thought of the details) so he grabs monoma in a panic to help him avoid the danger.

but instead of moving him they accidentally fuse.

after the initial panic of "oh god what why did we fuse" (mostly from monoma) they have to head back to campus. but the issue is, they don't know how to unfuse.

another thing, i came up with their fusion quirk!!

Its called "copy and paste". basically, it works like copy but the user can give the copies to other people as well as using the copies themselves. the time limit still applies for the copy and the paste.

[gareleia]

my turn to jump on that hazbin theory train

I don't know if it's been suggested before - and it probably was, cause it's kinda obvious, so not claiming originality here. but.

what does get a person into heaven/hell? and why the fuck The Ultimate Dick isn't burning like he obviously should be?

I used to binge watch lucifer, and the whole business with self-actualisation that got angels risen/fallen seems like it could totally apply to hazbin universe at large.

there's no council or judge or omnipotent automatic system to decide that a person is worthy of heaven/hell. instead, once they die, humans go where they themselves feel they should go

because, in general? bad people are usually aware on some level that they are bad, or that they at least aren't good people. no sinner in hell (to my knowledge) is in denial about being an asshole, they revel in it, they know they deserve it, and even if they didn't believe in the afterlife when they were alive, they still felt like if hell was real they belonged there. and no one in heaven doubts their placement either, because they're (mostly) the mentally stable ones who knew they did fine in life and felt good about themselves.

why did Adam go to heaven? because he genuinely believed he deserved it. every once in a while there are psychopaths and narcissists that are so beyond the concept of remorse or basic self-awareness that they not just don't care how fucked up they are - they honestly don't even recognize any of their shit behaviors as such, and therefore slip through the cracks. and nobody looks twice, because they not just don't know to do so, they can't fathom that they would need to.

that also explains why people like Angel Dust, who I'd argue was a better person than The Dick Master even before his redemption, went to hell. not just cause Adam had much less opportunities to sin than Anthony, but because the latter was traumatized and convinced that he deserved eternal damnation.

that's how we get enough psychos in heaven to fill up the exorcist ranks and enough broken, desperate victims in hell to fill up the overlord's pockets.

that, or the entire theory is shit, there is an actual metric and Adam was a good person initially but went insane after thousands of years from sheer boredom like many of us probably would. idk, i'm not a lore expert.

[loganloggins]

I am a q!Phil defender till I die. Also I would like to add that if Phil gets a message when he isn't looking, chat will have to go “PHIL CHAT LOOK CHAT MESSAGE CHAT YOU GOT A MESSAGE” before he actually checks. So we could have had a convo with q!Tubbo and q!phil but cc!phil doesn't check his messages unless it physically appears in front of him.

[chaos-wanderer]

was just reminded of the fact some parents find out their kid is queer and then stop being queerphobic—the bar is in hell and yet some people (my parents) cannot clear it

[cyb3r-mutt]

Every day for the past week I’ve woken up with random songs I haven’t heard for years in my head I don’t know what this means