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Home is where I want to be, but I guess I'm already there
I come home, she lifted up her wings. I guess that this must be the place
I can't tell one from another—Did I find you, or you find me?
There was a time before we were born
If someone asks, this where I'll be
Where I'll be
#brokeback mountain#ennis del mar#jack twist#heath ledger#jake gyllenhaal#annie proulx#ang lee#cowboys#gay cowboys#cowboy#gay cowboy#gay#mlm#queer cinema#queer lit#hey...hi...hello...#i actually dont just talk about brokeback mountain all day long contrary to popular belief. sometimes i also make art#i actually started this back in december for bbm's anniversary and in that time i discovered i have a new adversary:#drawing grass#but it's finished... it's finished... i can rest easy now knowing that ive finished this art that has singlehandedly killed my creativity#the art that i have been screaming shitting crying about struggling with for 7 months now#which will only get like 9 notes max#but that's OKAY. i did this for me. i needed to be the change i wanted to see in the world(seeing ennis looking at jack like he's the sun)#my art#still brokeback posting
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By Andy Greene for Rolling Stone, 2025.
#hey is this play about us#also! it’s actually 7 performances of secret garden not 5 andy greene get ur shit together#don’t play about secret garden that’s my girlllll.#wait doesn’t he only have a granddaughter tho#andy greene has many inaccuracies here#anyways#bruce springsteen#tenthsposting#bruce lit
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I keep thinking about Hell's words: "This is the only way it should have ended."
Should. Not could. *Should*.
Like V1 should have been mass produced, obliterated all the Earth Movers, and then the next machine should have come along to counter it in turn and continue the war. Like all that fighting and the cycle of violence should have been perpetuated.
Like Mankind should never have finally gotten their act together, and tried to continue on even in the absence of divinity and in the face of total climate collapse.
There's a notable difference between 'could' and 'should', and the fact that those words are spoken by the only one who would've been *extremely disappointed* by this outcome has me raising eyebrows.
#ULTRAKILL#fuck it I'm putting this in the main tag#something else I don't really see talked about much (or at all really) is all the shit that happened leading up to The Great War#Yeah some guy getting shot in the head was the spark that lit the powder keg#but nobody ever mentions the fact that all that tension coming close to boiling over had been primarily because of /imperialism/#which as we all know--and are seeing LITERALLY IN REAL TIME--profoundly benefits from war and violence#Just like there were “suits” with something to gain from digging into Hell and sending people there#oh I bet it was /delighted/ when that happened#Anyways I refuse to take the words of a superorganism who gets its jollies from the spectacle of cruelty and violence as**#**the end all be all meaning of the game#The themes here might be nihilistic but they're sure as fuck not doomerist#This has been a post
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rereading the idiot for my idiot-based d&d campaign has made me realize and get excited over how fucking batshit it is all over again. like what the fuck. i could write a whole essay about nastasya and how Doomed By The Narrative she is. this is why dostoevsky can bear my children
#the idiot#the idiot dostoevsky#fyodor dostoevsky#ruslit#russian lit#russian classics#classic literature#classic lit#going insane#it’s the party in part 1 man#like when they’re like ROGOZHINS HERE!!!!! i started getting so excited i was like shits about to go DOWNNNN#and just nastasya’s energy too#maybe im too empathetic for my own good#who knows! (suffering because i can’t tell my internet friends about it) (they’re in the campaign itself)
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Books of 2024: THE NIGHT GUEST by Hildur Knútsdóttir.
Sticking with the insomnia-flavored tiny horror theme (and also, apparently, the Deeply Fucked Up Bright Pink Books Published By Tor theme *side eyes JUST LIKE HOME*).
I watched (Zoomed) a conversation between Mary Robinette Kowal and Hildur on the day the book came out, and it was really interesting! Plus I am SO susceptible to Buying Books Impulsively Because I Think The Author Is Neat (*other side eyes unintentional Columbus Book Festival haul*), so I picked up a copy when Bookshop did a coupon for it.
I'm only a few chapters in, but so far I'm very intrigued! It's starting as a tense little mystery about Why Is She Always Exhausted When She Wakes Up and so far medical professionals have Found Nothing Wrong, which she knows is bullshit but can't solve (the exhaustion and the resignation about it are uh. too real. it's a very real book). The suspense and the tension are already ratcheting up, and the chapters are very bite-size and readable! Will report back a final verdict when I'm done!!
(Side note: it comes with apparently a massive content warning re: animal death/harm, which, per the Zoom conversation, does not fuck up Icelandic readers like it tends to fuck up American readers?? Specifics are all over Goodreads, so check there first if that's a heads up you need!)
#books of 2024#book photo#the night guest#hildur knútsdóttir#hildur knutsdottir#idk if tumblr will let me find her without accent marks from mobile#love blogging from the big internet though so she gets her correct orthography here#but yeah the whole conversation was very neat!!#it was cool to hear about the process of translation and how this book got here#(MRK read it in icelandic because they're friends but she can't read icelandic very fast any more so she was translating as she went)#(and she introduced hildur to her agent and her agent sold it to tor UNDER THE CAVEAT that mrk had to finish the translation XD)#this is her first book published in english i think?? she's been published in translation before but not english (so this is the first--#--translation she can read and she's pleased with how it turned out/sounds like her!)#i'm love translation so much it was a VERY cool conversation#and i'm so here for Spec Fic In Translation That I Wouldn't Otherwise Have Access to#like. i read translated lit fic because a lot of times translated lit fic is more accessible than spec fic#BUT I LOVE A GOOD SPEC FIC IN TRANSLATION GIMME THE WEIRD SHIT!!!#the vibes on this one are immaculate so far#ALSO. pyr0clast. thinking of you as i read this one. because iceland.#but. watch out for the medical stuff (which is the beginning) and the animal harm is cats so.......maybe not for u#or robin lol. but it's neat! it's icelandic! thinking of you both!!
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How do I say, without coming across as a jaded miserable little bitch who likes raining on everybody's parade, that the PJO Disney plus adaption is nostalgia bait, in the same way that their live action remakes are
#it'll probably be good#it sounds like its gonna be a pretty faithful adaption#im not denying that#but#20-30 something year old you ARE being pandered to by the Walt Disney Corporation#its fine to be excited for it. just so long as we are all aware of whats happening#also we gotta stop acting like mr riordan is some underdog in this situation#hes written one of the most successful teen lit series of all time#and in disney's current quirky girl phase of grasping hold of anything that already has a following#of COURSE they snatched this shit up#''Percy Jackson. A Disneyplus original.''#do you have any idea just how much theyre salivating to have their name attached to this series?#(tbf the books were owned by disney too. but a streaming service makes their link to the franchise all the more evident)#anyway. maybe i sometimes get a little bitter when i think about all the original projects in production that were abruptly cancelled#usually because of the current fear to take risks and put something new into the world#and then i remember adaptions like are going ahead#there is no risk associated the pjo series. the first few books are relatively squeaky clean for a teenage audience#this is a comfortable direction for them to go in#''but but but theres gay people in it'' hush. disney is not afraid of captilizing on the gay experience#also im pretty sure the gay people dont show up until like. 8 books in#thats 8 seasons#can you imagine#''guys we need to keep giving this show our support so we can eventually get solanjello (or whatever its called)''#ooooh theyre quite evil. very interesting#even tho like. dont worry you'll get your gay people eventually. you'll get all your book adaptions. you'll get all those seasons.#this franchise is disneys new pet#you can smell it#the hype. the cast announcements. the promotion#LIN MANUEL MIRANDA???#theyre going to squeeze every last drop of engagement they can get out of it
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One of the neat things about The Children of Hurin is that after you've read it a couple of times you can claim to have read a handful of different epic poems of historical interest and even people with PhDs in the field can't always call your bluff
#in college my early brit lit iii class had kullervo for a module#which i have since read and it is quite good#but i was in college and it was midterms and a different teacher was trying to get me expelled#so i did not read it#i entered into all classroom discussions and even wrote a brief essay on it#but i was literally just using the children of hurin as my source#and the prof who had his phd in early brit lit and had written his thesis in large part ON kullervo#well he definitely suspected#but either a) he couldnt prove shit#b) it was a refreshing change from sparknotes/people who hadnt read anything at all#or c) he was also wiped from midterms and couldnt be bothered#there were a couple of 'what the fuck are you talking about moments'#primarily from the one student who did do the reading#also coincidentally the most likely person there to have also read the children of hurin#he could probably tell lmfao#this is probably the part where i tell you not to do like me and actually do the reading#but lets be realistic. midterms. college. you are not doing the reading#at least get a little silly with it
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Not going the best (Patreon)
#Doodles#Just Desserts#Villainsona#Cure#Vent#The start of it anyhow#Draw to take the mind off things - or to approach the hurt without touching it directly#Gift-giving season 2024 was just - bad lol#Birthday was sad and Christmas was sad just toss it plsthx#I mean there were good things! I got a couple plushies for Christmas which I like - I got a Bulbasaur ♥#But there were also a lot of bad things......hghh....#If I turn to Bar it's only fair Charm turns to [Coffee] for comfort#He really needs a name maybe this year will finally be the year I buckle down and make a naming convention#Bit of Cure as well - we're both chibi'd the heck out but ehhh approximate size maybe#She's probably a little big here actually but I dunno maybe she kept her proportions lol - maybe I'm just super chibi'd#Normally I wouldn't turn to her but I needed some cutes and she is definitely that#I watched an anime recently that kinda reminded me of her too hmmm - she won't get any signifiers from it I don't think but maybe new toys#She does enjoy things to play with lol (read: mess with other people with)#Napping without glasses is something that pops up a surprising amount for me huh - I mean yeah that's how I sleep but as an art subject hm#Graphite version of TVAU Charm from the silhouette/ink set! With a better grasp on the expression I was going for#I don't think I Quite got it - it's harder with simple dot eyes to imply directionality#Tiny aside into a brief bit of levity - before things broke bad again lol - I tried a little sample size of moonshine eggnog#Shit's lit honestly it was really tasty and decently high proof so even for such a small amount I got a bit dizzy! Nice#I was gifted the same brand's coffee moonshine and it was neither as tasty or effective but I appreciate the gesture all the same#First night my PC was out - obviously I was worried for her :( I'd only backed up a handful of files not including my Ghostkinz stuff#So I was very worried they'd be affected.... They weren't but boy was that a gamble!#The other stuff... I mean first of all thank goodness I /had/ backed up that handful because a few corrupted while she was out#That last scribble in particular was after the confirmation that my diary was lost And she had bluescreened#We were out and about seeing if we could pass the time until her permissions got transferred over and had just called it that No we couldn't#So we called it and went home and I got to start trying to parse those feelings while still trying to Secret Santa hahaa... Hgh just toss it
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The thing about being a fan of classic literature is that it's becoming incredibly hard to find people to share your passion with and I just think that's super sad
#and when I say that I mean there are literally three people I can have a decent conversation with about classic literature (irl not online)#two of them are my partners and that's why we even started interacting in the first place so I'm happy about that but like#still irl that means I know a grand total of three people who have read les mis or the three muskeeters. two who have read war and peace.#and my girlfriend is the only person I know who read the count of monte cristo. and her and max are the only ones for a tale of two cities#and those are only like a few examples but like. I literally live in france and do you guys even know how hard it is#to even find a SINGLE person who has read les mis ??? notre dame de paris ?? 93 ??#and listen I am not saying that to offend people who don't read classic lit because you can do whatever you want but#when the argument is 'it's boring' and it's like. wrong.#edmond dantes spent years killing people under a fake identity to get revenge on the guy who married his childhood sweetheart. try again.#I don't know it just annoys me so much like urgh#this was brought to you by the guy reading dracula yet again and who can't talk to anyone about it right now#leo's shit
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oh this professor gave us no instructions whatsoever for this assignment. we're supposed to draft a demand letter and pretty much all these directions r is two sentences explaining generally what a demand letter is, a few (bad) examples, and then she pretty much just tells us to make us our own facts and details of a torts case from scratch and draft an entire demand letter from that. this is a 2000 level class in a certificate program for people who arent already in the legal field. if i were my classmates i'd be terrified 😭 like i see demand letters everyday and i'm still like ?????? what do you want from me?? a creative writing exercise and a legal writing exercise in one how fun thank u soooooooo much
#like nothing about formatting nothing about professional writing nothing about like. CONTEXT#oh im so glad that i already read demand letters on the daily at work bc oh my godddddd#she seems to forget that we're not all also lawyers with 30 plus years of civil law experience???#like she treats class like we're all her peers having a fun little get together which like on one hand is cool but also#she ends up skipping over stuff that people like. need and not explaining herself at all when she makes these huge leaps#thank god i have already taken a legal writing class and also have worked in a civil lit firm for two and a half yrs bc holy shit#if this was my first exposure to the legal field i would be crying rn#talk#text#mine#ignore.mel#not nct
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We need to stop romance writers from comparing their characters to characters of famous classics unless they pass a test about their classic of choice because the shit I see is getting ridiculous
#jane austen and the brontë sisters are the biggest victims of this#but i am Watching a video about a series of movies where the mcs are compared to dante and beatrice and oh my god#bro is literally a uni professor teaching italian medieval lit and starts saying that they could never have worked as a couple#because beatrice was cold and whatever to dante. like i get you're indirectly talking about your girl but that's ridiculous nonetheless#like beatrice is an idealized version of a woman/muse! their love story isn't real! you learn this shit in middle school come on 😭#personal
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obsessed with my non-rgg friend trying to bribe me into playing imessage 8ball with kiryu boob
#snap chats#she follows this blog but never uses tumblr HAHA#ALSO DISCLAIMER I SENT MY MESSAGE THE EXACT SECOND SHE SENT KIRYULAKEJLKA#ps she doesnt know anything about rgg. aside from osmosis but we get the point#genuinely love my non rgg friends who do send me rgg stuff when they can tho#VERY heart warming... like thank you champs..... im glad im in yalls hearts...#however aint no amount of doki doki kiryu gifs is gonna get me on imessage 8ball#i dont PLAY LIKE THAT. also i never get notifs when its my turn soooo#oh yeah. btw. i havent drawn shit#too busy thinking about Pure and staring at the fire i lit. after my other candle burned out of course#might just give up on it for the night and watch kyouen for the rest of the night <- absolutley will not and will stare at a blank canvas#boooo my moms home tomorrow so that means i have to leave the house at like. 3AM. cause she ALSO gets up really early#laaame. ok bye
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really loving the specific genre of Canadian fiction that is specifically "we went to northern ontario and experienced The Most Heinous Shit and/or had our own trauma reflected back at us through the monstrous"
#there is apparently something about cottage country that just makes people lose their shit huh#me: heh heh gonna read this YA novel about a girl who can see ghosts and another who has a ghosthunting podcast#me once they get to northern ontario and the Uh Oh™ vibes start getting stronger and stonger: 😶#beginning to suspect we're gonna pivot into The House Itself Will Consume You Both Allegorically And Most Likely Literally style#à la haunting of hill house#canlit#can lit#canadian literature#canadia#chatter#delicious monsters#book review
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I'm about to throw all my academic values overboard to get this fucking article done
#linguistics are my enemy#not because I don't like the subject#I'm just........ so much less at ease with this than with literary sciene oh my god#I'm so glad I can mostly focus on lit in the future but let me tell you these few linguistics articles I have/had to do have really brought#me to my limit#and I thought I was already fed up and not giving a shit when I did that one article in summer... oh I had NO IDEA how much less of a shit#was capable of giving!!!#the thing is.... I think objectively I'm still? idk not the worst I could technically be doing#like there ARE people who straight up... idk don't even try to have a research question or who don't read more than a handful or articles b#t ugh#I like academic writing so much and I love putting in the work and I love actually getting into the reseach and finding the most important#texts and writing a balanced and well researched article but ugh..... I just feel like I keep reaching my limits with linguistics#and this time is worse than the others because this topic is SO FAR from being standardized and all I can do is ???? mention that there's#like a hundred different models and then just??? choose one and go with it? which is so fucking unsatisfying#but I swear... everybody in this field is just making up a new model that's just different words for the same thing (and not in the /normal#way that science /always/ is about making up a new model. no. this time they are very unnecessarily making up new models)#ugh. everything about this sucks#I should've chosen a different seminar I should've chose a different topic and I especially should've written more of this in summer when I#technically still had a little more time#sorry for blowing up your dash with complaints this festive season lol. I am just having a time (TM) with the different writing tasks on my#hands and I need a place to vent I guess#simon.out.#sounds so drastic btw I'm not about to cheat or plagiarize or anything but I'm about to do so much less of a proper work than I ever wanted#to allow myself to do. cherrypicking and all.
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also is nursing like. extremely popular at other schools bc im being so serious when i say 80% of the people in my stem classes are going into nursing there is only a variety of majors in my 1 humanities class and it feels insane to me
#im gripping my english class like its a lifeline everyone in that class is so much more on my level#& i hate treating stem & humanities as opposites or fundamentally separate#but the vibe in the classes is So different and its So gross#i say some shit abt bugs in women’s lit and everyone is like yes i totally get it this is so romantic movement of you#and i say the same shit in bio and theyre like wtf are you talking about#it shouldnt BE LIKE THAT#once im taking more specialized classes it’ll probably be different but rn i am clawing at the walls#maybe i need my bio class to read frankenstein maybe that’ll fix things idk man this has been oversharing on tumblr#with glass amphibians
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in ap lit senior year we read a book called the adventures of peregrine pickle in which he has a swordfight and we had to debate whether it was a metaphor for frottage
I love that so much
#asks#I think it was in Ulysses??? we talked about him self pleasuring for a good thirty minutes#love being a lit major tbh some of my lit classes have been so book club djsndndnd just throwing shit out there#but getting to write FUN essays is nice because it’s not always an occurrence😔
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