#shifting trials

[the-blog-on-saturns-rings]

Shifting Trials Week 1

So! I need to shift, BUT due to my procrastination, I haven't really.... y'know... tried. Oops.

And yet, that changes now! One of the goals I have for myself is for this week, to try a new method every day, and see the results, and everything....

This week will be a varied array of methods; meditative, asleep, awake, etc...

MONDAY- Cinns Method

TUESDAY- Julia Method

WEDNESDAY- Break (start to reprogram mind)

THURSDAY- Shifting hypnosis

FRIDAY- The Void State

SATURDAY- More of journaling stuff, like reflections, script, etc

SUNDAY- Reflect and analyze

[chestnutroan]

still included

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Heh...Literally nothing personal, kid.

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[abbysmultiverse]

I am going to shift tonight. And that’s not just me saying that to try and motivate myself. No. I am going to shift tonight.

My stomach is literally in knots with excitement and anxiousness about what I know I’m going to do. There’s no room for debate here. This isn’t “if I shift, I shift. If I don’t, I don’t.” No besties. I am going to shift.

Remember when Elle Woods said “I don’t need backups. I’m going to Harvard.” ? I don’t need doubts. I’m going to shift.

I’m going to shift. No matter what my mind tries to tell me. Nothing else matters except the fact that I am going to leave this reality.

I’m not tied down to any reality, especially not this one. I can go anywhere I want.

See you tonight, camp half-blood <3

[phoenixcatch7]

Man, I want shapeshifter cap SO BAD.

I want to see a Billy that really leans into the wonder of the world, the million paths a child could take in their life.

I want to see a Billy that wants to try everything, at least once.

A Billy that looks at all the people who spit at him, deride him, pity him, dismiss him, ignore him, because he has no future, no prospects, a child in the gutter and say no. I'm going to grow up to be whoever I want to be.

And a captain marvel that says you're going to be amazing.

Billy taking the premise of captain marvels form - his ideal self, a blank slate for Billy to paint his bright colours, the person he wants to be deep inside - and dialling that freedom up to eleven.

A dancer, a dinosaur, a train conductor, a tiger, an ice cream maker, a butterfly, an astronaut, a shark, a college student, a Tamaranean, a mouse, a scuba diver, an elephant, a doctor, a moose, a race car driver, a dog.

A child wanting to see the world.

If you want to find captain marvel, well first you've got to try his comm, probably a couple times.

Then you've got to go to fawcett, hope he's there and not saving the yetis from a salamander invasion in a different dimension.

You've got to ask around, because it often goes by word of mouth here, no matter what technology you bring. Don't worry, it'll spread very quickly, but if you're in a hurry you can find his commemorative statue and leave an offering. No one knows if it really works, but it's a good way to pass the time and feel productive.

Soon, a face will peel out of the crowd. It's always familiar, but it's never the same one.

Wait for the flash of lightning in a cloudless sky.

And then you will find captain marvel.

[camaelczarka]

I can’t wait to see like, the relationship dynamic shifts between Louis and Lestat as the show goes on. Season 1 just had so much energy between them and they play off each other so well, but season 2 kind of throws a little curveball in there and we start to see something even more nuanced and tender. Louis’ breakdown of his recollections reveal a lot and their reunion reveals even more. AND. They’ve both been changed by experiences and time. How will they be with each other going forward? What is new and what is old? I don’t think they’ll ever seem quite the same again. I think they’ll seem much more balanced, much more equal in their approach to each other. I want to see Louis actively pursue Lestat a little. I want to see vulnerable and guarded and humbled Lestat not really knowing what to do with that. I want to see Lestat’s perspective on their relationship and how he views Louis. Mostly I want to see the real Lestat interacting with Louis and Louis fully settled with himself. I can’t wait

[colorful-horses]

Your webtoon is super cute!! I love it and wanna read more

Thank you ......... Motley has been my life blood for like 5 years and I'm happy the comic has been well received :,)

It's been on hiatus since I'm putting all my time working on an episode 1 pilot for it. I really hope people like it when it comes out!!!! Heres a little bit of motley bible art for you:

[stardoopy]

Hollow Knight fans convincing themselves that Tiso is a worse character than he actually is will forever piss me off

[chiropteracupola]

I remember, I swear - I was eighteen at the time / Time to spare - far from the wind and rain / And blueness reaching into every corner...

[a perceval for @mortiscausa's 'march to camelot,' for the prompt 'fool']

[pynkhues]

https://www.tumblr.com/nalyra-dreaming/762934616351031296/theres-something-ive-struggled-to-understand

I always wondered about what the anon asked as well. Care to share your reading?

I more or less agree with the OP's answer that it's about Louis not wanting to be connected to Madeleine, but I think the motivation is probably different?

My read is that episode is really about Louis trying to let Claudia go, and that he's acknowledging the complete dissolution of the family unit. After all, if Lestat and Louis' turning was a wedding, and Lestat turning Claudia was Lestat giving Louis a daughter, Louis knowing that Madeleine and Claudia are a love match in a lot of ways turns him into the father giving his daughter away on her wedding day. Turning Madeleine isn't about love for him, nor about having a child, it's about seeing his daughter as a grown woman ready to start her own family without him.

The acknowledgement of Claudia as an adult is not one he's ever genuinely made before - something s2 makes very clear with Claudia having to pose as his daughter again in wartorn Europe, Baby Lulu being the female diminutive of Louis, and then, even more tellingly, with Dreamstat explicitly referring to her as such - and while she's been pulling away all season and trying to force Louis into independence, it's been something he's pretty clearly very resentful of.

Madeleine though forces his hand, because Claudia finally choosing a companion splinters the last leg of their family unit for good. Madeleine is a stranger to him in the way many children's spouses are strangers to their in-laws, and Louis doesn't have Lestat to share the weight of that with anymore (and he doesn't have Lestat because of Claudia, which deepens the resentment). All he knows - which he discovers through turning her - is that she loves his daughter, and I take Louis trying to get the blood out of himself as a bitter and wounded sort of wedding gift.

He wants to give them their freedom, but at the same time the depression he experienced as an empty nester in New Orleans has already set in, he has to live with the fact that his attempt at a family has ended, and Armand's never been as satisfying to take things out on as Lestat was, to say nothing of the fact that he - as Assad put it - doesn't give a fuck about Claudia. At least Lestat gave a fuck, even if he usually gave the wrong sort of fucks, haha.

So yeah, I think it's a sort of attempt at a resentful wedding present, in a lot of ways, to try and give her this thing without being a part of it, and a real attempt to let Claudia go as his daughter.

Little does Louis know though, Claudia's the gothic heroine of this story, and she's not ever going to get out of her father's (or step-father's) house.

[nyaa]

You think I would want to lie about something like that? I’ve been deliberating making the post about it since 2021. Not because it does sound like a ego lie sorta thing but because im genuinely afraid it might’ve been true

[deus-ex-mona]

well. this is embarrassing.

[sugarsnappeases]

they didn’t have the incredibly specific children’s book that i’ve been thinking about for the last two months in the library :((((

[gideonisms]

can I ask what your dumb menial job is and how can i get in on that shit please lord in heaven

Mail sorting second shift 👌 I found it through a temp agency in my area and it's the first job I've ever had that has not required me to speak to people all day, has paid me enough to live on, and has given me a regular schedule

[abbysmultiverse]

Y’all they were playing riptide in the restaurant I’m at while I’m drinking a blue drink. If that’s not a sign from my pjo/toa dr idk what is

[la-galaxie-langblr]

job rant incoming