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more people need to talk abt how cute her vtuber is...
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#hypercookieposting#cookie swirl c#youtuber#vtuber#youtuber fanart#vtuber fanart#fanart#cookie fans#shes the reason im here today#LOVE HER
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photocard i drew for the kohane bday cupsleeve event by kimjucupsleeves!! 🐹🍑
#forgot to post it here during her actual birthday im sorry hammy.#project sekai#pjsk#prsk#proseka#kohane azusawa#i want that peach cheesecake in her card SO BAD. its half the reason i chose this iutfit to draw. the haf is bc shes cutie#orbit can you draw the same way for any art ever No i can't.#kimjus cupsleeve events r so cuteeee snd they helped out so much with planning my own in toronto so if ur in new york or san diego area#u should take a look at their events!! ^_^#i have doodles to post from when i was tabling at my college earlier today LOL brb#TUMBLR KEEPS KILLING THE COLORS EVERYTIME I UPLOAD THE PICTURE STOOOOP
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thinking this labor day about all the athletes in women's sports who didn't have a stable league, who were only making decent money from a spot on their national team, who had to fight to get even a fraction of what they deserve. who spent their prime without a club league or the infrastructure to propel the sport. who came of age after title 9 in the usa [forcing schools to fund women/girls’ sports], the ones who fought for cbas and are only seeing big change at the end of their careers or after their careers concluded. who didn't have the media attention before, but are now showing just how much they can sell out stadiums and arenas. the players who played year round because overseas teams paid athletes what they were worth. athletes who endured and reported harassment but the league never took appropriate action. athletes who never had the media attention or ability to monetize their talent but who had careers that were just as impressive as the stars of today. who did it without the help of the science, technology, and medicine we have today. who set records with less support and fewer games in a season, which will be broken by kids who have had personal trainers since high school. athletes who played great games that are no long available to view, their talent no longer archived and accessible for young or new fans. athletes who still don't have a league or are just getting one in 2024. athletes who took it upon themselves to create change for which they will never reap the full rewards.
#this is across the board stuff#it's about the wnba the nwsl the pwhl and all the preceding leagues across the sports#im not athletic or good at sports but i do love the social sciences#it is the natural evolution of sport but there are lost generations#like in soccer abby wambach marta christine sinclair none of them had a club league in their prime#like cynthia cooper is the only other true guard that won mvp and she won it twice but you can't watch games from back then#women's hockey in north america is a newer story and perhaps more complex but still the stories of going from chartered planes in college#to not that in what is supposed to be a professional league#this is one of the reasons why i think we need more athlete's memoirs#like of course i want the juicy off court stuff i'm human but the amount of organizing and advocacy that athletes have had to do#nwsl#wbna#pwhl#and i want to be clear i'm not subtweeting specific players here in a mean way it's just facts#that if you are playing more games per year in your prime and you have more advanced knowledge#about recovery and training you have more opportunities to raise the bar#i actually get emo about this stuff all the time but i figured it's topical today
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wild how misako is always made out to be the awful partner, for 'cheating' (not even explicit cheating. apparently the way she talked to her decades-old friend is 'flirting'.)
but no one ever says shit about her husband lying to her to get her to like him, keeping up the lie for forty bloody years. (In fact, many people apparently like to think that it never happened. Or they make it so that rather than steal his closed-off brother's words, his brother helped him.) Or for seemingly never contacting her after he tried to take over the world. or the things she has said about him. being worried about the ninja being with him. "i was married to him once, i'm up for anything" when about to fight him. Ma'am what does that mean.
#im sorry but i hate the way this fandom treats them#oh misako is sooo awful because she CHEATED on her husband by saying WORDS to her FRIEND#even though she hasnt seen her husband in like a decade. and who knows what happened before he fell to the underworld.#lloyd says in s4 'walking out on us again'. what if misako felt like that too.#and does she not say 'there was a time i loved him very much'#i dont think you guys understand that marriage dorsnt always mean#together.#i think my parents are still technically married? i know my stepmums ex husband wont sign divorce papers#at least thats what i was told a few years ago. i dont know if its changed since#and like. hes the one who went off. who didnt try and find his family when he was out of the underworld.#i hate the way the fandom treats this man and babies him.#people get too wrapped up in their pookiefication of him they forget that he was a man people were seemingly terrified of#remember how the villagers were scared when they thought lloyd was him#or the reaction when he came back to ninjago.#and lloyd himself saying he was one of ninjagos greatest villains#do people just. forget that stuff#like. there is a reason he sacrificed himself in s4. he knew he could never make up for all he'd done.#but here. today. he can do something good. something big. and good.#and protect peiple.#do people just. forget that too.#but no his wife of several decades is the awful one. yep. okay.#not taggijg this i dont want Those types of that man fans to find this#if you like him for who he is and acknowledge his bad actions. i like you.#but i dont want to attract the kinds of fans who act like he was baby who wu misako and the fsm were ALL so horrendously awful to#like hes a victim of them#its really. wild.#as far as we know. his brother has never left him to die. or straight up tried to kill him.#anyway this isnt about the brother#its about my wife and her evil husband
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How do I explain to all the women at the gym that I'm not staring at them because I'm jealous of them or anything im staring at them cause I'm a gay piece of shit
#mona's sessions#yes something happened today#i was at the gym#and for some reason my brain went into freeze mode and i kept staring at this hot ass girl like mf she was so hawt#and she must have noticed (well duh mona youre not that smooth) and she came over#and she was like “i can teach you how to do thaf if you want to learn'#and i was like “oh shit does she think i was staring because i wanted to do what she was doing”#so i quickly apologised and was like “oh im so sorry its just that youre really hot”#and she just laughed and said “no problem” and went awau#AND IM JUST STUCK HERE WITH SHAME#S H A M E#@ hot gym lady i love you
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honestly I totally understand now how men grow up to be total trashbags
#my brother is going to fit right in lmao#he didn't do two important chores i told him to do today and instead of apologizing for it or even saying that#okay I'll do it tomorrow he's getting irritated by me he's like why are you whining what's done is done let's end this topic#reminded me right of the shitty guys i met on bumble lol#he has the audacity to say that do you like creating problems for yourself and taking stress now that dad isn't here like just#enjoy the freedom and im like um excuse me?? it might be freedom for you but it's not for me because im doing all the housework#and he was just like yeah yeah and rolled his eyes#i give up on him honestly go and continue the cycle be even worse of a man than our dad and his dad and the whole bloodline#die and rot in hell see if i care#guys get so good at this so early on calling women emotional and crazy when literally they're the reason#and being the most ungrateful disgusting ppl on the planet like he really thinks clothes are being magically washed and trash is#being taken out magically and groceries appear in the fridge magically and dinner is made magically#freeloading piece of shit#i hope a thousand women leave him and maybe then he'll finally realise what a yucky man he is#till then im not going to care anymore im not going to raise my parents third child that they're too tired and negligent to raise#my sister is definitely not denying herself any enjoyment she doesn't even feel guilty for how he is so why should i
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as of ten minutes ago we are officially Jobless™️. my sign to retire early and devote the remainder of my existence to writing toxic old man yaoi
#pennforyourthoughts#personal#someone rb this with silly tags i feel it deserves some levity#warning: novel-length tags lmfao#THEY TOLD ME TODAY MY LAST DAY IS FRIDAY? that's only two whole workdays for me HELLO??#knew it was coming bc they let my friend go two weeks ago and he had more seniority than me but jfc#at least let me ride out the contract till november. WHY. i JUST went back to uni i need money goddamn it#full disclosure tho i haven't been able to stop laughing bc so much of the surrounding circumstances are insanely funny to me#1) i was LITERALLY at a job fair yesterday and I almost considered not going bc I was so damn tired#surprisingly made some really great connections so ty universe now i have people to poke in the coming months#2) i switched from part time to ft course load at the last second and have been regretting it ever since but if im to be unemployed then#MAYBE now I can actually handle the uni workload :D#3) when my boss called me she asked how ive been and i told her i was sooo sick last week and got into a car accident#that same day omw back from uni (universal karma for skipping class for my health ig)#THE WAY SHE PAUSED ON CALL IS SO FUNNY IN RETROSPECT. was prolly thinking fuck. now i have to add to this#she literally went “omg im so sorry...anyways i have bad news”#im not even lying when i say i was GIGGLING through that whole call she was so concerned#love her bc she genuinely tried to fight for me and is the reason i wasn't let go two weeks ago but man. the timing is impeccable#also don't think i get any unemployment benefits bc i was temp contract and my situation as a whole is a bit complicated so YAY :DDD#the way i ran to my bestie to spill the tea & we're over here like 🤝 fired buddies 🤝 time to speed run job interviews while juggling uni
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after finally playing scarlet witch long enough to get this icon ive decided that you really have to love wanda to get this icon
anyway Bonus cause Heh....... Fam.....
#marvel rivals#snap chats#UGH FINALLY#got everything i needed to get done today Done so of course that meant it was finally time to grind out the rest of wanda's proficiency#and yeah no there's a reason she's ranked the lowest dps on a lot of tier lists i think im so sorry wanda#she's not UNUSABLE she absolutely has her uses and it's not automatically game-losing if you pick her but Man...#i think her biggest draw back's her ult you have to use it so carefully and it has so many counters#you're really more safe not using it unless you have the most optimal set up or you can sneak it in an get maybe a pick or two#idk. i have a vid bookmarked on how the number one wanda player plays so i might watch that later just to see what i could do better#but for now.. Im Done... i prob wont play wanda again unless we need a dps and we have a mags or i feel silly.. or she gets a new skin..#but how rare of circumstances are those am i right.. lol ..#i could prob sit here and do an actual long and fair analysis of her playstyle like i did with mags but unless someone asks i prob wont#me usually play mags/tank definitely factors a bit into my struggling tho i do want to be fair and say that LOL#im far too used to being able to front line without any concern about dying easily and having a lot of defensive options#as i began to play more SW it became easier for me to know when to pull back as well as recognize i cant always engage by myself#so i def appreciate what i was able to learn while playing SW .. gotta remember i am made of glass and not steel anymore#cant wait to do all of this if charles gets added to the game ajVLKEJAELKJ if he's support i think ill have an easier time#i find support to be a lot more suitable for me as a role than dps- love that for me i love the two roles no one likes playing jVLKAEJ#its not that dps isnt fun or i dont find dps valuable as a role.. just aint for me... and thats ok..#anyways.... im gonna have dinner lol...
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god bless sleeping 12hrs nightly
#stream#i hate it so much#like get up & do what ? CLEAN ? AGAIN ? be a PERSON ? AGAIN ?#i was so annoyed yesterday ppl were pissing me off so much then i called my mother & it was lovely & i told her how i scammed a vacuum from#amazon last semester by reporting it stolen bc dpd refused to deliver it TO ME & sent it to a language centre so then i reported it as a#dispute on my credit card got my money back then picked up the vacuum ALSKALSKLKSLAKSLA she said ‘u are ur fathers child’ & honestly ? real#cheap as FUCK like i GET IT FROM SOMEWHERE#but she’s also HER fathers child so i don’t wanna hear it 🙄#by that it’s ‘u gotta make it really reasonable if u want anything w my money’#i’m literally going to try to scam an electric drill or just use & return to make a fucking big room divider to THE HEIGHT I NEED bc it need#to be literally like 150cm even to go w the height of the tv bc that’s mounted & it came w the place so i can’t move it & also it doesn’t#even work ALSKALSKALKSLKSLA HATE KY LANDLORD !!!!! i mean love em they don’t do anything it’s full shithead hours 24/7 here & i love that#but GIRL ….#DID YALL RLY HVE TO PAINT OVER THE BITCHES HAIR ?#WOULD A BROOM HAVE KILLED YALL ? anyway ALSO IT DOESNT EVEN HAVE A CABLE#& U HAVE TO HAVE A TV LICENSE HERE FOR THE FUCKING TV 😭😭😭😭#like ALSKALKSLAKSLSLKSLAK literally … decoration#that’s ugly as fuck and annoying as shit like why is it THERRREEEEEEEE#i’m having my mother bring an amazon fire stick when i meet in north carolina like next week so i can maybe hopefully use it somehow like#just as a SPEAKER EVEN#that would be GREAT bc i’m not paying for cable i don’t even watch netflix as is#like let me get this podcast on the tele ‼️‼️‼️#determined to get dishes done today#running low on weed BUT that 1 drug dealer w cancer & w/o a bladder im talking to he’s so fucking hot hopefully he actually has a connect#for me to get smack ALSKALKSLKSLKSLKSLKALAK
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currently repeating "you are under no obligation to be good at the things you do for fun" to myself over and over
#this is in relation to dnd lol#i was trying out a new group and the dm seemed nice enough#and ive been interested in playing bards for a while so i said i might play one#and he went hard on ''oh you're the face you're the face'' and im like what if i just like the concept and don't want to be the face#is that ok my guy#and then i got scared out of playing a bard because im like oh well sometimes i just dont know what to say in a situation#and i just listen to other people talk so clearly i cant play a bard#but i was watching a dnd youtuber and she was talking about shy roleplayers and she gave some good advice but also ultimately said#you're under no obligation to be good at what you do for fun#and honestly? so true#anyway im not playing in that campaign because i think that while the guy was nice#his expectations were like. critical role levels and its like buddy im just here for a good time im not entertaining the masses lol#im having a hard enough time not beating myself up over my regular campaign all the time for no good reason lol lets not add onto it#lol anyway today i made myself a little eladrin bard who loves painting with her magic paint brush#and she sits next to my changeling warlock as characters i will play eventually#personal
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anyways. my very first attempt at malenia
#elden ring#my post#this starts late (?) bc i didnt want to get the cutscene in the clip but fumbled to start the recording bc she does kinda rush you#and i was not at all prepared#anyways im genuinely tempted to just write a long post dumping my thoughts on malenia and her fight and how im puzzling through it#ive reached peak intrinsic motivation elden ring#the only reason why i probably should wait to make the post is bc ive only gotten as far as first phase half health#i have another recording thats abt a minute and a half long attempt and i gave it a few tries today#its worth mentioning that the night before i decided to finally start fighting malenia i told my friend (who managed to beat her) that bc#a lot of the last few endgame bosses didnt take me too long to beat i was worried that malenia wouldnt take me very long#and he just told me she would throw me into a meat grinder. and i lasted 12 seconds against her after that intro cutscene#anyways the fact that she's a very straightforward and easy to see boss makes it very easy to break her down and figure out how she#works n why she's hard and figure out a plan and everything i really like it. no particle effects just some sparks and sword trail lines#i keep getting caught by her flurry attack n today my plan (while talking to my friend) was to figure out why i kept getting caught by#it despite it being very obviously telegraphed n then putting together why i struggle with it. its REALLY fun to think technically abt her#anyways. fun part abt me getting killed by the grab + impale is that i honestly wasnt sure if that was actually implemented in the game#bc id never seen it in gameplay and. here we go. ten seconds in there it is
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does anyone know how to make an invisible potion no glue no borax under 3 minutes
#I thought my ma was in a good mood today but she’s threatening to whip me and my sis again what did I do 😭#She was giving me kisses two days ago wtf man I thought she was getting nicer this year#Idk y im yapping ab this#Actually no. I do. This is my little diary. I do whatever I want here. I write down my thoughts.#I feel like doodling…….. but ik I won’t like my doodles rn bc I just know……….#Actually I should be taking this seriously#I feel a bit lightheaded rn for some reason idk if that’s the term brain isn’t made for this#I wanna speedrun pvz actually. Illegal modded pvz come here
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my boss is abusive like straight up <3 <3 <3 not even in a "donate to my gofundme to help me escape an abusive living situation and by that i mean my roommate asked me to do the dishes" type of way. like i am literally trapped in the cycle of build up explosive incident honeymoon phase
#WOMEN IN MALE DOMINATED FIELDS!!!!!#she spent literally all day yesterday (which is 12 hours btw bc there are no boundaries in this industry) berating me and making me feel#like i couldn't do anything right and i cried like four times and called my dad (lol) and was genuinely shaking like a chihuahua by the end#of it#and then today she's acting like my best friend and giving me cigarettes and i cried on a call in front of everyone and told her i felt lik#she was hostile to me and she apologized and was like yeah im fighting with my husband so that's why i was feeling hostile#which is like okay but not an excuse to terrorize me like that lol#ugh. i had this moment of perverse relief yesterday when i thought she was basically just looking for reasons to fire me and i was like oka#well at least this might be over soon even though that means i have to start the job hunt again#but now the horror is dawning on me that she wants to keep me here and It's Never Over#like this is insane i need to leave i need a new job
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#can my family lay off for one year#just 1 thats all i fucking ask#so I got a text message from an unsaved number today#it's clearly from my grandmother#who i haven't spoken more than 2 words to in almost 8 years#i thought i had her number blocked tbh#so i ignore this obviously#then dad shows up while im outside doing yard work which was expected#and as hes leaving asked me to talk to her and that “shes trying and wants to see me”#every year he asks me to “give her a chance”#and im sorry but while she might have forgotten the years of abuse and the fact that she verbally disowned me at 15 i very much have not#i have no desire to see this woman ever again actually#a boundary she herself put up#i don't care how much she wants to see me now i haven't gotten so much as an apology#every time she texts it starts with “I don't know what i did”#when the list of reasons is a mile long and spans my whole childhood. and thats just the stuff i remember#and im seen as the bad guy here because I'm the only one of my siblings that still refuses to see ger#and it'd be one thing if it aas just some random day they chose to run through this on but no#its always on my fucking birthday#i already hate celebrating it irl because of how much they've tainted it#but do they really have to keep twisting it so i cant even have a good day without having this argument#im just so tired of it
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watching your older family members forget about you, forget your name, forget the things you did with them but in a way where they remember it all only happening with your sibling who they see as an upstanding member of society while you arent kind of makes you bitter in a really sad way like of course you knew youd be forgotten eventually but you didnt expect it to feel like getting erased from their memory cus youre a fag they dont culturally and religiously approve of
#my moms family is very tough to ne around i keep feeling guilty i didnt form as close bonds w them as my dads family but. theres a reason#my dads mom didnt care i was trans cus she loved me. my moms mom doesnt care cus she has another grandchild and can ignore me#but also my moms family is extremely judgemental and food shames at the table and talks over anyone they dont respect(me)#it feels very obvious that im not welcome here. its a shame cus balkan pomak culture is what im tied to the most. maybe out of nostalgia#deeply sad today i cant wait until i pack up and fly home alone. i want to hear my name again
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