#my moms family is very tough to ne around i keep feeling guilty i didnt form as close bonds w them as my dads family but. theres a reason

[vaingod]

watching your older family members forget about you, forget your name, forget the things you did with them but in a way where they remember it all only happening with your sibling who they see as an upstanding member of society while you arent kind of makes you bitter in a really sad way like of course you knew youd be forgotten eventually but you didnt expect it to feel like getting erased from their memory cus youre a fag they dont culturally and religiously approve of