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all the girls need some PR boosts/propaganda! (I think it's a legit problem in if and fanfiction spaces)
I am always here for more love for the female ROs!! I'm deeply fond of them all and could talk about them for hours tbh. It is an issue in a lot of spaces, I've seen the same, unfortunately. Genuinely I adore Yasmin and Amara, as well as F!Jay and F!Perri; they mean so much to me <3
#asks#i could go on and on about them tbh#and perhaps someday i will 👀#because i have Thoughts#yasmin has Baggage but is so smart and capable and practical bordering on ruthless#when she needs to be#but also she's so compassionate and protective#amara is messy as hell#she's mean and misanthropic and she'll kill you if you cross her#she isn't above doing terrible horrible things#but she's also wicked clever and stubborn as hell#jay#oh my god f!jay....#she's also stubborn and protective#she wants to save the world#she has a lot on her shoulders but she's kind despite it all#but through that kindness is someone who will not rest#until she makes things better#and f!perri#my beloved weird girl (pos)#she's Quirky and sweet as hell and so fully of whimsy#but she has this steely core beneath all that anxiety#she's always been an outsider#so she's made that her armor#okay i said i'd ramble about them someday but i guess i did it tonight#i love them...
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oh. I think my fears about Chiefcake passing from old age were more on point than I realized. she's acting very weak right now.
and it's late on a friday, when all the rabbit-specific vets have closed. I'll call around anyway to see if at home euthanasia is an option tonight.
#I didn't expect it to be this soon#she's been sleeping more and urinating outside of the litter box#so I was planning on getting her on arthritis meds to see if those helped her move around better#but tonight......I know how animals act when they're dying.#something has gone wrong inside her#god these things always happen at night when the vets have closed 💀#all I can do is stay with her and try to make her as comfortable as possible#this sucks#at least she still feels good enough to eat the apple slice I'm offering and tooth-purr while being stroked
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More reluctant king sabo au! I realized recently that this au is an excellent excuse for drawing sabo in pretty outfits that he would be absolutely miserable in :)
#one piece au#sabo#king sabo au#I have a very specific idea of sarie in my head.#in which she is largely a product of her upbringing#entitled but due to being given everything she wanted when she was raised#sheltered and poorly socialized because she was always above those who lived outside the castle#Sarie has the potential to be a good foil to sabo. I think their dynamic would be so interesting#because while I don’t think sabo is interested in love at all#I also don’t think sarie understands what love is outside of the fairytales she is allowed to read#and she must have such a twisted idea of love from growing up in the royal family where I’m sure there must have been fights over heirs#not to mention she must have so many people vying for her attention if whoever marries her is apparently third to the throne#it definitely must have been impressed upon her since she was young that she doesn’t marry for herself#or maybe she realizes this and is waiting for a fairytale knight in shining armor to take her away. idk#I do think that to her sabo is an odd superposition of a prince and a knight#I don’t think she ever really falls in love with him. she’s just so alienated from the concept of love and#someone who actually cares about her as a person that sabo being the first one floors her and convinces her she’s in love
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Whatever you do, don't think about Beverly Jitney-Bush who is the third girl in the soc trio, because there is always a duo in a trio, and she met Marcia and Cherry too late to be a part of it. Don’t think about Bev who knows that her place in the group is dependent on her relationship with Brill because she isn’t THAT close with the girls and as much as they all love her, none of the boys would ever take her side over Brill’s, bro code, is what they call it. She’s not really worried, because she knows Brill and her are getting married someday, she would just like to have something like that for herself. Don’t think about how she longs for sleepovers and doing each other's makeups and hair and talking about boys with the other girls, but ends up spending most of her time with Paul, Bob and the rest of the boys. It’s not like Cherry and Marcia are trying to exclude her, they all hangout and gossip and all that, it’s just glaringly obvious that Bev doesn’t quite fit in the tight-knit sister-like bond the two of them share. And there’s always something inside of her that feels like she’s intruding when the three of them hangout on their own. Don’t think about how when Bob dies she is grief-ridden and out for blood and she needs a culprit, someone to blame, someone to make pay for what’s happened and she got mean and ruthless and so, so angry. Don’t think about how all the resentment she didn’t know she had been harboring for Cherry finally bubbles over because it’s her fault, isn’t it? If she hadn’t talked to that greaser kid, Bob wouldn’t have been so angry and seeking revenge and he would still be here. Don’t think about how a small, terrible part of her hopes that maybe, if Cherry is out of the picture, her and Marcia will have a chance to become the sister-like power duo instead.
#projecting once again if you couldn't tell#i've always been the third person in the trio#thinking about this with purple bev specifically#bc i just watched a slime tutorial with her and milena seemed soo hesitant to approach the other two during justice for tulsa#and then she goes back to the boys so quick#and she's kinda side eyeing marcia and cherry for the entirety of friday at the drive in#and she seems meaner to me than blue bev for some reason#idk i just love milena so much#and bev for that matter#the outsiders musical#the outsiders broadway#the outsiders#beverly jitney bush#marcia the outsiders#cherry valance
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help i cant stop drawing fem neuvillette
#minxie art#neuvifuri#genshin impact#furina#neuvillette#UGHHHHH I LOVE FURI BUT IM GETTING BRAIN DAMAGE FROM MY OWN DRAWING IF NEUVI#I RLY LOVE TALL WOMEN THAT ARE SOFT ON THE INSIDE BUT SERIOUS AND OR POTENTIALLY SCARY ON THE OUTSIDE#also im rly proud of furi here bc she looks so cute im bleating pathetically#my fave thing about drawing them is making them obsessed with each other#and giving neuvi big milkers lol#am i turning neuv into a bimb0........... LOL idc!#ooc? idc!#no ones winning against her in a yearn off#for context on the bottom left#furi dropped her DL and neuv waited the entire day after work to give it in person#also she bought a new dress and got her hair nails and makeup done bc i said so#sorry im annoying but ive always been like this lol#like if u look at my amaya sideblog it gets worse#i have an alt twt as well but its priv and that is 10 times worse too#also listened to golden hour serafina cover for like 7 hours doing this#i said bottom left but i mean right lmao L#actually i had like 2 endings for this#one is that neuv was a demon the entire time#so she remembers#the other is that neuv turns into a demon but has no memories#but i didnt want to be sad so i just made her remember
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If you cannot separate your hate for a character from the actor that plays them, you need help. If you are a grown ass adult and are harassing showrunners/writers because they made a decision you don’t like, you need help. If you feel the need to harass fans of a certain ship or character, you need help. At the end of the day it’s a tv show and those characters aren’t real. It’s never worth it to send actual death threats to people and harass them to the point of deleting social media. The fact that all this behavior is being perpetrated mainly by grown ass adults is even more disgusting.
#also there is this poor woman on instagram who had to change her bio to include thet she isn’t the bridgerton show runner simply because#they share the same name and people were in her comments harassing her#this fandom is insane#like go outside and touch some grass#sorry no sorry your little racist man got changed into a hot black woman go cry about it to yourself#bridgerton#polin#penelope featherington#eloise bridgerton#colin bridgerton#anthony bridgerton#francesca bridgerton#michael stirling#michaela stirling#kate sharma#kate bridgerton#jess brownell#kanthony#franchel#Franchela#Hannah Dodd had to delete her Twitter and limit comments#the actress that plays Michaela has been getting tons of homophobic and racist comments#And the fandom has always been like this!!!!!!
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yes i am the biggest advocate of surrogate father haymitch & adopted daughter katniss but like. they're so Awful. they've not got a mother/daughter relationship, they've got that father/daughter relationship where the dad is both reaching for a connection and rejecting the thing that he made because she's too much like him, too close to what he is and far away from it because of her potential and the daughter rejects because she doesn't understand him. understanding him is understanding herself. caring for him is caring for herself. and then she's awful to him because she doesn't understand and doesn't want to understand. and he's rejectful of her because she's got so many traits that are for the worse and not for the better. their similarities don't hurt nearly as much as what their differencee impale them with. it will always be what katniss could be (haymitch), and what haymitch prevented/could've been (katniss.)
#“haymitch treats katniss a certain way because he sees himself in her”#which is true!#haymitch objectively is tough on her in ways he would've been with himself#and he cares for her because he sees what wounds she has and knows that support and care will slowly patch them#he's dismissive of her often and doubtful and a little cruel tongued when it comes to her#but it always circles back to a fondness and love#katniss constantly rips the patches off. she isn't trying to understand his care or wants it inherently#she treats him surface level. he goes under the iceberg and they both find things they don't like#she's prejudiced to him because of his outside traits. she waits until she's forcefully sucked into his real face to be sympathetic#haymitch knows her real face. which looks an awful lot like his and *feels* like his to the point where he projects onto her#but she's different. and it's again the empathy/lacking empathy conversation and such#i could bring up every moment of their agrees/disagrees and the times where they tear each other down#but the thing is that it's not JUST because they're the same. it's because they're so different and still HAVE similarities#haymitch abernathy#katniss everdeen#the hunger games#thg#catching fire#mockingjay#the hunger games trilogy#thg analysis
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I really, really wish people who don't have the capacity to properly take care of animals would simply accept and acknowledge that about themselves. This isn't even a post of me trying to be mean or judge anyone, I'm sure most people go into getting an animal with good intentions, but intentions and actions are different. If you don't have the time and the space and the care an animal needs, the animal will suffer. The fleeting joy of having a kitten or puppy or anything else doesn't last forever and they aren't toys to be put down and forgotten once you've moved past the inital excitement. If you don't have the ability to properly care for an animal, just accept that and simply admire them from a distance.
#the amount of people i know who flippantly just. buy a random pet with no prior planning or thought#and like its not always outright neglect#you can technically feed and groom a pet get them flee treatments etc but if you lock it outside 24/7 and spend no actual time#like why do you have that animal?#you should not have that aninal#if you have too much in your life to adequately care for one its vetter for YOU and for the animal to not have one#like this little cat is so sweet#actually the sweetest cat ive ever known and my cat tigs has always been a massive sweety already#so its saying something that shes been even sweeter#i mean i brushed her teeth and got matted fur off her and cleaned her eyes and she NEVER bit or scratched me once#shes so quiet and sweet#but the people across the road clearly just left her outside to her own devices her whole life#seemingly no vet checks. didnt feed her properly and i sometimes wonder if at all bc their next door neighbour was feeding her apparently#and he has no pets!! even he knew that shit was wrong#and now shes so sickly and small and malnourished and her teeth are rotting out of her head#and its just like ????#why have her#you could have realized you werent really the type for pets and given her to a shelter#and she would have been adopted 100%#but they kept her all this time but also not really bc its not like she was kept properly at all#its sad she didnt come over here sooner#i wish id had since she was a baby or even a year ago#bc then maybe i could have helped her more#its just so unnecessary. Animals are a privilege not a right.#and again like. go visit your cousin or uncle or sister or friends pet in that case#you might not have the time or ability but you could still enjoy animals wothout directly having one
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all of the polin interactions from episode 1 are colin seeking penelope out to talk to her but the hill that people are dying on is that he might have possibly ignored her while she was hiding in a bush at the very start of the episode?
alright i guess
#polin#bridgerton#bridgerton spoilers#i really don't think they filmed a whole scene of her seeing the two people she lost and hiding just for the takeaway to be that#they ignored her#more like she's alone and watching from the side#like she feels she always has been#but okay#we need to go outside until thursday at this point
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the outsiders as quotes from me and friends
fair warning we are all black girls at an hbcu with no filter
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Bob: she told me to pick a planet, i picked the sun :)
Cherry: and i’m gon’ hold your hand when i say this
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Bob: do you expect your sneaky link to take you out on valentine’s ?
Beverly: no! he’s for the 15th
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Soda during a school project whilst at his wits end: Malcolm X shot MLK
Darry: well no
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Pony and johnny in spanish class
Pony: Solo creer en me
Johnny: …What’s creer i thought that was a gender?
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Steve when he found out Evie’s 25% black: I was expecting like slavery r-worded white like every other black person but consensual white?
#sorry for the last one#i’m definitely projecting onto steve but it’s ok#he’s hilarious to me and me only#like#he’d never dare say anything to ace about not being black enough#but evie ? fair game#every so often just to piss her off#he’ll go ‘‘i can’t believe i’m dating a white girl’’#she gets so mad but she laughs so hard everytime#the outsiders#outsiders musical#<- obvi#but to be fair steve’s always been black to me#ponyboy curtis#sodapop curtis#the outsiders headcanons#johnny cade#cherrybomb#cherry valance#beverly jitney bush#unfortunately not orange bev#next time tho#bob sheldon
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the coolest kids in forgotten valley!!☆
(…it seems there may have been a stretch of time where rock and lumina were the only kids in forgotten valley…🥲)
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#in the remake hugh and the player’s kid are the same number of years apart#so i can see them having very similar conversations n friendship#surely these two kids will grow up well adjusted and they will have no lasting effects from this kind of isolation. they will be fine#i have been thinking a lot about what their childhoods were like. i want to protect both of them#everyone who has anything to say about them as kids says that both of them were not well behaved children at all#tei says rock was rambunctious and energetic and hard to handle. sebastian says lumina was less than amenable#rock says he was bored to death when he first came here and lumina asks you not to tell romana that she’s lonely#lumina also hated wearing dresses so. she is very mad and ready to bite people maybe#sos awl#bokumono#my art#rock tumbling (sos)#harvest moon#story of seasons#story of seasons a wonderful life#bokujou monogatari#i like to imagine a au where pony and cecilia come to visit their family’s respective farms#so these two can have more friends ;w;#i am always thinking about how they were both severed from their families and taken in by someone else at a young age to live in nowhere#and they are both not exactly enthused about following the path laid out for them#headcanon ⚠️ i wonder if rock’s moving out on his own happened when he was a teenager. he was extremely confident everything would work out#anyway he got fired from every job ever and after many years came crawling back. and he came crawling back blond#at the time of chapter 1 lumina is baffled by the state of the guy she grew up with. why is he using dated slang and wearing disco costume#she is also kind of mad at him for having been gone for so long#hc rock probably had more freedom as a kid than lumina did which probably annoyed her#once again takakura retrieves a small rock from the goddess pond and he’s covered in poison ivy bee stings etc. no remorse#lumina from her window on the hill feels somehow jealous of these misadventures#lumina mentions in her heart event that she doesn’t often visit the beach because her skin burns easily#meanwhile rock was probably playing outside always. if his kid is any indication#idk i like thinking about the history of this extremely small village
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“Actually, it says: “Fuck Aabria.’”
-Erica Lindbergh, the bravest player at the table
#I’m just saying#I could not say that to Aabria’s face b/c I think she would smite me on the spot#like outside of the game I fully believe that is just something that she can do#I’d be a fucking smear on this earth before I even finished my sentence#b/c Aabria is and has always been that bitch#critical role#criticalrole#critrole#crit role#cr spoilers#critical role spoilers
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maybe a hot take but please don’t have or stop having children if you have an active eating disorder/body dysmorphia (including binge eating, not just restrictive disorders). seriously
thinking you’ll be the exception (because you’re So self-aware, unlike those Other disordered women) and won’t give your dysmorphia/eating disorder to your child is pride before a very slow and terrible fall
it never ever works. you’re never ever immune. i mean, such a huge reason of why there are so many of us now is bc our moms thought the same thing lmfao. didn’t matter how well-intentioned they were. no matter how much they tried to separate Their Problems from Ours. here we fucking are
i know it’s not women’s fault to begin with, but the reality is that those of us affected do incubate, nurture, and pass on the virus in the Current Way of Things
the buck needs to stop here. this isn’t a game. think of all the things your mother probably thought she was expertly hiding from you that you still picked up on and were profoundly affected by in a terrible and formative way. it will happen to you, too. don’t think it won’t.
if you know that you’re not solidly and confidently recovered, you have a responsibility to stop that buck and not actively attempt to create a child who will observe, mimic, internalize, adopt, and inherit your lifelong life-ruining behavior. the selfishness is breathtaking honestly
#eating disorders are one of the most treatment-resistant behavioral issues out there#once they take firm root#this is not quite the same as ‘don’t have children if you’re even a little bit mentally ill’ btw before anyone thinks it is#this is a very specific problem#and it is LEARNED#you cant always protect your child from the outside world influence but you can do something about what your child starts with at home#i am recovered now but i could’ve saved my whole life if my mom hadn’t been dieting when i was 7#so i started dieting too#bc she was my mom and i did what she did#cuz i was fucking 7#she never told me what a diet was. i just observed her.#and when she binged EYE binged#i blame her always for my food addiction
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tragic actual play siblings…
#d20#fantasy high#a crown of candy#acoc#taz#taz balance#abernant sisters#rocks sisters#taaco twins#d20 spoilers#mine#dont be weird on this post. please. -_-#looking back at acoc for these screenshots... lets just say theres a pair of codependent twins here and it aint taako and lup#but like more on ruby’s side tbh bc jet does have an identity outside of her but ruby kinda doesnt#theres a post abt how jet was the most impactful death possible bc if itd been ruby it wouldve solidified jets arc#but when ruby’s the survivor she’s just left lost and unmoored bc jet really was part of her#ruby & saccharina are especially tragic to me bc if jet hadnt died ruby wouldve loved her!! she couldve had a sister!! 2 sisters!!#but jet dying was necessary for her to enter the story at all bc of the nature of the medium... she was always doomed to be an outsider#the ‘you are my heart’ line is so good so sweet i love it so much#but what lup says immediately afterward… knowing whats coming in the very next ep… one of biggest dramatic irony moments in the show for me#& it will always bother me that taako is green on the taz transcripts HE’S BLUEEE (<- his vibe NOT his skin)
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Enomatsumiki ot3 charts bc them and Chappell Roan is the only thing that has been keeping me stable
#scarposts#not going in ANY major tags#nope#enomatsumiki#that one is ok bc its mostly empty anyway#anyway i have been cooking with my Remnant Matsuda au#you should totally ask me about it btw#but with the actual chart#alot of it is steeped in canon#like matsuda being the first to apologize after a fight#which he does in dr0#and mikan too bc she would apologize before the fight was even over#also the firsts are a bit confusing mainly bc matsushima was together way beforehand so#except the wake up one#thats bc i believe that they would wake up together at the same time bc they commute to work together#if they sleep to begin with#junko however just snoozes away#also not sure with the tropes#childhood freinds are a given#but i did coworkers and classmates for matsumiki bc thats the best i could#and love at first sight and patient nurse for junkan bc i have no fucking clue#pick your poison i suppose#Jealousy is not with each other btw its outsiders#matsuda with two people who thrive off pda when he absolutely does not#its ok they have each other then they can bother him when they are alone#Actually whats with mikan working well with people she absolutely should not?#mikan: i dont like when ppl are mad or bored... i always think its my fault :(#junko and yasuke: 😐😠#mikan: <333333333333333333333333333#she chose the woman who destroyed the world bc of boredom and the guy who is immune to having a good day
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Apologizing to Big Mama (the new very large spider in my bathroom) because my neighbor's car alarm has now gone off for the 4th time tonight. Like bro. Big Mama is trying to chill, and you're keeping her awake!!
#big mama is strange bc she built a very very tiny web in the corner of my window. but she's a pretty big spider#and she also disappears during the day but then i always find her at her web at night#i have no idea where she's been hiding and i don't really care so long as she stays in the bathroom and away from me when i'm sleeping#i want to relocate her outside bc her size actually does intimidate me a bit asldkja#it's just... catching her would be scary bc of how big she is asldkja and i don't have a good angle to work with since she's in a corner
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