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terminal.find(HIP 74890) terminal established connection.find(omni_net) connection established omni.id.vericode(Y/N) (Y) {vericode entered} connection verified - lancer 910372
[Coryander can be heard, she takes a shaky breath in]
fuck.
{audio recording pauses} {audio recording resumes}
[Cory takes a steadying and begins to speak in a detached monotone]
uh okay.
this is lancer 910371, callsign Ouroboros, of the Cypriot, Dido’s Divers Free Company.
[another slow breath in and out]
uh mission report regarding.. recovery from WASP-132c.
so not sure who i'm going to send this to and i don't care what the client said about confidentiality.. i just need to talk..
so we were sent to WASP-132c to recover some damaged tech from FirstCom era, old hard-suit models, not sure why the client wanted them. none of my business. i wish they’d- [she sighs]
whatever.
okay so we go down to WASP-132c, make landfall, fine. everything looks good, just like the Cypriot’s scanners said, some local fauna and flora but no sign of anything hostile.
….
got to the facility. everything is fine. buncha old FirstCom stuff there, nothing too weird. old research base i think? not sure, it doesn’t.. it doesn’t really matter. uh so we get the fucking. sorry. [her voice raises] no. no i’m not i don’t give a-
{audio recording pauses} {audio recording resumes}
[Cory resumes, voice back to flat neutral]
apologies. so we secured the payload, that was fine, base was so old we just walked in and out. walking back to the landing craft,
and then..
[she curses under her breath, voice muffled takes a few deliberate but shaky deep breaths, it doesn’t ease the strain in her voice]
then the hard-suits start leaking nanites
[her pace picks up, so does her breathing]
and-and suddenly there’s greywash everywhere and then out of the facility come people. like humans. actual humans. we-we knew there was organic life but not- but not humans. and they’re angry, i-i don’t know but they’re angry. they’re speaking in a dialect i don’t understand but they’re pissed, and they have guns and then fuck greywash was everywhere, and it’s- it’s eating through Liza’s fucking-
[her breathing is shallow and fast]
and then one of the humans got on her cockpit a-and i-i-i
i-i h-had to
[she sniffles]
i-i j-just didn’t know what to do and they were on top of her a-and
[Coryander breaks down, racking sobs can be heard for a minute or two]
[there is the sound of a door sliding open and rushed footsteps before Thebe’s voice can be heard, deep and soft, a clear note of worry tinged with weariness of its own]
heeey heey c’mere
[the sound of someone sitting down, bodies shifting closer]
i know ma belle.. i know
[Coryander’s voice is muffled by fabric as she’s racked by deep choking sobs]
i-i-i w-wanna g-go h-home
okay.. we can do that, i just need you to breathe right now okay?
[Thebe breathes deeply in. and out. and Cory does her best to match it]
great job, just like that, in… and out.
[the sobs slow after a few shaky breaths from Cory]
hey hey its okay alright, she’s okay, you’re okay…..
it’ll be okay..
[Coryander’s breathing begins to slow]
what were you doing Cory? you know you should be resting too..
u-uh
[Coryander sniffles]
i-i was tryna record a briefing, we gotta tell someone…
okay.. here let’s get that turne-
{audio recording pauses} {audio recording resumes}
[Coryander’s voice can be heard again, still raw but more composed, she sounds tired]
okay..
[she takes a deep breath]
okay uh sorry about that,
uh okay, okay.
things didn’t go to plan… the hard-suits are un-salvageable… in short they had some sort of HORUS tech i think? greywash. lots of it. the suits kinda disintegrated.. and anything left we coulda gotten…. there was an un-documented human presence on the planet the client didn't tell us about.. they got the rest..
[a pause then she takes a steadying breath]
Lancer Liza- uh callsign Sour Patch was hurt in the process, she’s recovering in the ships’s med bay, damage was sustained to the mechs of all lancers, uh.. next stop is a repair shop i guess… it’s gonna cost..
[there’s a deep sigh]
uh Lancer Ouroboros signing off..
{audio recording ends}
#ooc: pfffff wow okay#she’s going through it right now#turns out killing someone has a bit of an effect…#she’d been in combat before.. but killing someone is different#there’s a difference between winning a battle by disabling someone’s mech versus seeing bullets you fired go through someone’s body#and she loves Thebe. love thebe but girl you are not helping her emotional state by calling her “ma belle” while she’s having a breakdown#anyways this is the start of some good character development and the start of a little fun arc and then probably gonna open it up and see#i've actually been waiting for so long to post this#yall have no idea#i got to ramble about this and about them to the lights of my lives the other day :DD so that helped#anyways girl is going through it... it's gonna be a bit rough for a sec but she'll get through#im so excited about this#lancer#lancer pilot#lancer ttrpg#lancerrpg#lancer oc#lancer rp#lancer rpg#forgot to put the proper tags :(
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I wonder if she takes cash or credit.
FIRST - PREVIOUS - NEXT
MASTERPOST (for the full series / FAQ / reference sheets)
#undertale#deltarune#utdr#crossover#crossover comic#undertale fanart#deltarune fanart#twin runes#twin runes au#twin runes comic#my art#kris dreemurr#frisk#chara#ralsei#susie deltarune#asgore#look at how concerned chara is about their brother being here#the things that must be going through their head right now...#also god dammit asgore#the warnings told you to sell the flowers instead of giving them away#and you didn't listen#now see where this got you?#but i guess she is still giving you a chance in the trial#much like the person writing the warning did#i knew from the start i wanted the eviction letter to be the main ruler of this dark world#since the whole eviction IS looming over asgore's store and the people are suffering from asgore not getting in any money#the glitches and the world falling apart are just an extra punch in the gut
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My Great Grandma who loved her babies very much
Reference that I used for the face!


#I was scrolling through pinterest and saw this woman and I was like: She looks EXACTLY like how I imagine Stan and Ford's mother to look#my art#gravity falls#mabel pines#dipper pines#ig??#caryn romanoff pines#caryn pines#mabel voice: she must have been one hell of a mother to have had to deal with Grunkle Stan and Grunkle Ford when they were kids!#DO YOU EVER THINK ABOUT HOW SHE MIGHT HAVE DIED THINKING STANFORD AND STANLEY NEVER GOT THE CHANCE TO RECONCILE#DO U EVER THINK ABOUT HOW SHE MUST HAVE BEEN PLAGUED WITH REGRETS AND WHAT-IFS OVER STAN BEING KICKED OUT- WISHING SHE COULD HAVE DONE MORE#DOES THE THOUGHT THAT STANFORD MIGHT HAVE NEVER GOTTEN THE CHANCE TO VISIT HER AT HER DEATHBED OR HER FUNERAL SINCE HE WAS STUCK ELSEWHERE??#EVER HAUNT YOU AT NIGHT???#DOES IT EVER OCCUR TO YOU THAT SHE MIGHT HAVE KNOWN ALL ALONG ABOUT STANLEY- SINCE SHE'S THEIR MOTHER AND “WHAT KIND OF MOTHER CAN'T#RECOGNISE HER OWN CHILDREN APART“#THEY MEET AT STAN'S FUNERAL LIKE: “STANLEY I DON'T KNOW WHAT HAPPENED- NOR WHY THAT CASKET AT THE FRONT IS EMPTY RIGHT NOW AND WHY WE'RE#CURRENTLY ATTENDING YOUR FUNERAL- OR WHY YOU'RE EVEN DRESSED UP AS FORD RIGHT NOW.“#“I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON STANLEY- BUT I DO KNOW THAT ONE OF MY SONS DIDN'T DIE IN A DITCH SOMWHERE IN THE FLAMING WRECK OF A CAR CRASH-#AND THAT'S ENOUGH FOR ME.“#SHE GOT THAT MOTHER'S INSTINCT#stan twins parents
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i'm ready to try
#This drawing is kind of personal to me#I recently graduated (CUM LAUDE WOOOO!!!!) and its like. not to get depressing#but when i was younger i was never sure whether i would make it to this point#When i was going through what i consider to still be like. the worst time of my entire life#This fictional character was there for me and she was something for me to latch onto and cope with#eGem helped me a lot with being able to process my emotions at the time but also helped me to reflect on myself#which i think is a big reason as to why I'm really happy with where i am with myself right now#I'm going off to uni next school year to study astronomy!!! which!!!#Im also doing because of eGem!!! She ignited this kind of childlike wonder for space for me#I love doing math and physics and whilst Im still a bit scared because. honestly i don't know whether this is what i want to do with my lif#I think i'll be okay either way#either way i wanted to draw egem again even if i haven't done so in a while because its like#i think i wouldnt be who i am without her. i think i'd be a lot worse off#so like. thank you empires smp thank you geminitay thank you egem This drawing is me expressing my gratitude#AND THANK YOU AUTISM!#empires smp#empires smp s1#empiresblr#esmp#geminitay#art#fanart#alice.art#mcyt#mcytblr#song is andromeda by weyes blood... obv.. you guys know me by now :oP
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Homer!Odysseus and Epic!Odysseus would try to kill each other if they ever met
#Homer!Odysseus: you sacrificed your men to save yourself? Detestable coward! How I wish I was never born if it would ensure you had not the#Epic!Odysseus: you’d understand if you *loved your wife.* But I guess a guy who stayed with Circe for a year wouldn’t know that!#H!Odysseus: do not speak of things you know nothing about! I long for my return to sweet Penelope but I have a duty to my men#E!Odysseus: A YEAR. A WHOLE YEAR. I WOULD KILL ANYTHING AND ANYONE TO GET A HOME A YEAR FASTER#H!Odysseus: that was clear when you served Scylla six men like they were cattle!#E!Odysseus: it was them or me! And don’t keep talking about my friends like you did any better. you’ll go home alone too#H!Odysseus: they doomed themselves when they ate Hyperion’s golden cattle. I am not responsible for their suffering. But you could have ens#H!Odysseus: Now Eurylochus’s body lies at the bottom of the sea where there can be no burial and no honour#E!Odysseus: AND I’LL GO HOME TO MY WIFE. MY BEAUTIFUL PERFECT LOVELY LOYAL WIFE WHO’S BEEN WAITING FOR ME FOR TWENTY YEARS.#E!Odysseus: and when I go home and she asks if I came back as fast as I could I’ll be able to answer honestly#H!Odysseus: WE HAD BEEN THROUGH MANY TRIALS. THE MEN NEEDED TO REST#E!Odysseus: FOR A YEAR???? DID THEY NEED TO REST FOR A YEAR??? AND DID THEY NEED THAT REST RIGHT AFTER A MONTH’S LONG REST WITH AEOLUS??? S#H!Odysseus: IF YOU WISHED FOR ITHACA SO DESPERATELY WHY DIDN’T YOU OBEY PALLAS ATHENA AND KILL THE CYCLOPS#E!Odysseus: *drawing sword* I WAS HAVING A ROUGH DAY#Epic the musical#Epic odysseus#The odyssey#odysseus#Homer#Greek mythology#Jorge rivera-herrans#nuclear war speaks
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my fanart of sephiroth riding the cta red line
#she is taking public transportation because she got her license revoked for hitting cloud strife with her car 🖤#also sorry everyone who i owe art or who wants to see my ocs. im going through some things right now#doodles#2025#digital art#ffvii#sephiroth
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My go at an alternate post-TLJ outfit design for Rey.
I wanted something really feminine, more "grown up" but still "Rey", dark colors to reflect her current state of mind / place she's at in her character arc, but not totally colorless...
#subject to change cuz I'm NEVER HAPPY#Rey#Reylo#she'll wear more color later ok?#but right now she is going THROUGH it#Rey's theme is suns#Kylo's is stars & moons#costume design#hey remember the theory that she'd try to fix the legacy saber#and end up with something very familiar?#that was a good theory huh#alt ix
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Oh oof I slipped and hit them with dark and serious beam. 😣
#connverse#Connie Maheswaran#Steven Quartz Universe#Steven Universe#This had been WIP for almost a year and has been edited a bit some days ago#I did not pick up on it now to see if I can edit further though. I'm just going to leave this at that#This was inspired by a dream I had about watching a post-apocalyptic(?) anime movie about two survivors going through their lives#Apologies if that one was yapped before in this blog. Trying to keep repeating statements already mentioned before is a habit I hope to avo#Anyway. It was almost a dialogue-less movie. actually not sure if the characters did say anything#The movie doesn't explain stuff to you. You just got dropped in a world and experience with the main characters for a few days#In the dream after watching that movie I went to Tumblr (naturally. Lol) and theories about it popped out#And there was a connverse cross-over fanart of it. Lmao#One of the main characters was EXTREMELY calm and stoic. And the connverse AU version of it was that's because Steven is in a comma and his#Pink mode activated as a defense mechanism against the creatures around while in such a state. 😭 So Pink Steven from Change Your Mind#And like. Oh? What if he's conscious? He's just watching his body have a mind of it's own and he can't control it? That's kinda terrifying#And of course like most of my dreams about shows I enjoy. I woke up before I could dream more about it. 😵#my shiz#skedoobles#SU#SU AU#also implied Pink Steven I guess#pink Steven#I rage-stopped drawing this because I know what needed to be fixing but the fixing I've been doing isn't fixing it. Lol#I'm specially frustrated with Connie's bangs and eyes. And like. Man. I'm just going to stop it right there before I make it worse.#It does make sense she has a bad haircut given the dream's setting. But it was not decided that was exactly what this drawing is about.#Also I'd imagine Steven to be having a full beard if that was the case.#Anyway enough yapping I have to get some sleep. Lol#Ohmygod just realizeddd. the in-dream movie sounded like I was describing 'Angel's Egg' jshsjajdbdjfbskkd Haven't seen that film in a while#My dream's movie had a Studio Ghibli artstyle and pretty colorful. But I would actually really like the somber vibes in Angel's Egg#for this AU though. 🤔🤩🤩
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Okay so with the line "the olive tree where we first met" we have two equal hilarious options.
When penelope was sassily like oh I'll marry you if you make a living bed out of this tree right here! Cue penelope stumbling over odysseus very very carefully digging up the tree "because how else is he going to get it to itacha we can't have a wedding bed out in the open in sparta duh"
Or
2. Penelope, knowing that Helen's suitors would soon be arriving to take over her home for a while. Snuck out and went on her own wacky shenanigan filled journey where she scoped out all the major players. Odysseus caught her spying in an olive tree. And when she got back she told Helen she had dibs on the cutie from itacha.
#epic the musical#epic spoilers#Itacha saga#penelope#Odysseus#Odypen#odysseus x penelope#Young odypen courting was filled with wacky nonsense basically canon confrimed#The line “....where we first met” implying that they first met under that specific olive tree#Which has to have some absolutely insane logistics that only odypen (and maybe Athena) could pull off#Odypen being 🥰 🤝 rat bastards in love#Option one odysseus Athena please please please helpppp me pen said she'd only marry me if I made a wedding bed out of this tree#Athena: once again I think you are praying to the wrong person but fuck it how do you think you're going to keep that tree alive#Odysseus: ....a large bucket?#Athena gimme a sec okay I need to go have ares bash my skull in before I watch something this stupid#Athena: checking in on penelope her chosen weaver only for her to be pulling her hair out#Penelope (to her cousins): why did I fucking say that! Beating fathers already an impossible challenge why did I say that#He's going to think I was making fun of him! He's not going to want to marry me now!#Helen: weren't you? Making fun of him?#Penelope: That's not the point!#clytemnestra: Hey he's digging the tree up and has the biggest bucket I've ever seen#Penelope: what?! Trips over every item in the room and gets tangled in her curtains blushing like crazy#Athena: ....it's been a while since I checked up on diomedes training. He'd never put me through this nonsense#Option 2#Helen's maybe a little nervous and wants to know more about who she has to potentially marry and penelope promises her she'll get rundown#Helen did not expect penelope to disappear but she probably should have....it'll probably be fine. Right?#Some kings penlope just straight up greets some she stays hidden and spies#Odysseus is the only one who catches her (he trains woth Athena in the olive Grove#She was not happy when odysseus nearly tripped onto her spear point face first when he saw the strange pretty girl)#And odysseus who's been king for a few years now knows every lady's face because he'll probably have to marry one of them someday
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Do yoy like their silly little dance
the inside of my brain at any given moment:
#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#stage in playful land#stage in playfulland#gif warning#gifs that bop along to your music warning#gidel is SO little#look at him compared to everyone else!#three apples tall!#i could put him in my pocket and still have space to pack him a lunch#this rhythmic is so silly. i love when we get a cutesy upbeat rhythmic right before everything goes straight to shit.#fellow and gidel: (dance around all cutely and throw confetti)#fellow and gidel: anyway now it's time to sell you#just the most adorable little kidnappers 🩷#so glad they made an official gidel chibi because otherwise i would have tried to and it would not have ended well#i'm trying to do a meleanor right now and she is giving me enough trouble. she doesn't even have any STRIPES.#do you think the riggers got handed the designs for this event with all the stripes and swirlies and patches and patterns#and just had to go stare at a wall for an hour or two#'okay look people are going to see this on a small screen with a rhythm game going on in the foreground'#'nobody is going to take a high-res screen recording and then go through it frame-by-frame to scrutinize our rigging breakdowns'#'what kind of HUGE NERD do you think plays this stupid game'#(shifty eyes)
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Hfjone au where instead of kidnapping people for his reality show he accidentally discovers twitch and starts a stream and becomes the most popular twitch streamer ever. People love tuning in to watch forest man and his wacky antics. They love the “larp.” Twitch keeps trying to get him to come to cons he can never attend. People make wildly popular edits and gifs of him to share on stan twitter.
Instead of getting people to entertain him, he works to entertain people.
#hfjone#hfjone airy#airy hfjone#airy#one airy#airy one#one object show#osc#object show community#yappingdogg#this way he gets a purpose and socialization#maybe one day one of his biggest fans makes a superchat saying something like#wish i was there with you right now! id pay anything to be there#and oblivious airy beams her up to the forest#people go insane because Holy shit! new character in the airyverse!#and then it turns serious as her family sends out a missing persons report#people start tuning into the stream from all over the world#New Character is frazzled and doesnt know where they are#they talk to the police through the stream#and drag airy into it who tells his story#police dreg up records of a death dating back to the 70s#this random truck driver#anyways the hfjoneverse finds out about the afterlife and paralell universes through TWITCH#they eventually coach airy into getting both of them to earth safe#airy gets put into custody but#she did ask to go there?#its a weird situation#court has no laws about spacetime#anyways airy gets therapy#integrated into society through twitch and he lives in a house with his fellow streamers and joins an smp or something HAPPY ENDING AIRY PLE
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i find it so so interesting the things that you can learn about a parent/caregiver just by knowing their kid...
when siffrin doesn't flinch away from bonnie's touch, bonnie says "good kid, good kid. you didn't even jump that time! good job, you did such a good job.” now we know what kind of langauge nille uses to praise bonnie!
bonnie doesn't actually argue all that much about not being allowed to fight - they make their opinion known, but then focus on being a good snack leader. i think they are used to having their point of view taken into consideration! a kid who doesn't dare complain at all might have very strict and stubborn caregivers, while a kid who throws a fit might have caregivers who pay more attention to emotions than logic, or care less about their child's feelings and more about how those feelings affect them. but bonnie trusts that the adults around them will listen to them, and then make a reasonable decision, even if it's not the one they wanted.
bonnie's fairly level-headed in general, actually. they get really upset sometimes, obviously, but it's about things that are really upsetting? otherwise.. if they're not confronted about the death convo, they're able to set it aside and focus on cheering everyone up with snacks. even though they're mad at siffrin, they have some chill convos with him. pretty good emotional regulation skills all things considered! they're often able to choose to be calm and cheerful, but they feel safe expressing sadness and anger, too, so they're not just sitting there repressing everything either!
i just get really emo about what a good job nille must have done raising them 😭
#esp considering the two of them likely ran away when bonnie was a toddler or preschooler#which are the years of basic social-emotional skill-building#she would've had to work so hard to overcome whatever shit baby bonnie learned from their parents#not to mention the running away itself is traumatic#what a hard situation to be in#and she did it!! she raised bonnie into a well-adjusted pre-teen!#obviously bonnie is going through some shit right now#but the fact that they're doing so well anyway??#they have a SOLID foundation#they grew up being listened to and helped and taught#☺️#isat#bonnie#nille#silver's greatest hits#s.isat#s.bonnie#s.nille
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Who is going to tell Kana that girls can indeed kiss other girls
#I CAN'T FUCKING BELIEVE THEY ARE DOING THIS TO ME#oh lord don't let any of them end up with aqua when they can be together#i can't believe they're pulling the 'i wish you were a boy' shit right now#the way i am not making this up i swear#kana you have more chemistry with ruby and akane than with any man#she's going through a phase (heterosexuality) it's called comphet#oshi no ko#kana arima#akane kurokawa#kana x akane#idk the shipname ngl#kanakane
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Thinking about Sammy being so messed up about Brooklynn's death that she literally hallucinates seeing Brooklynn in her house.
Didn't blame her before, but especially with this, absolutely cannot fault her at all for the way she responds after going through that and then not only learning that she grieved for nothing, but the person she misses so much rejected her help, won't come home, and won't apologize. Like what do you mean I missed you so bad I HALLUCINATED YOU and you won't come home???? Or talk to me????? Or give me any sign that you give a singular fuck about what I'm going through because of you????? And now all my issues with my girlfriend are coming back to the surface and she's putting YOU first and now we can't talk to each other??????? And now I've got one solid friend and one practically stranger on my side because everyone else is going after you and leaving me behind AGAIN????????
Like obviously I think she'll forgive Brooklynn in the end, and she'll probably come to understand to a degree that Brooklynn was trying to keep the others safe by keeping them at a distance, but right now? From her perspective? Completely justified in her anger.
#jurassic world chaos theory#sammy gutierrez#brooklynn jwct#jwct#yasammy#more than anything I need to see Sammy happy again#she's been through so much and right now she feels like a shell of herself#all her joy and positivity and light are gone right now because she's just so tired#she needs her girl and friends back and they need to help her#she needs to hear apologies and see consideration#she needs to work through whatever issues or trauma she has with/because of her family#she needs SUPPORT from those around her#kenji cannot do it alone he's going through it too!#now that brooklynn is safe these guys need to start giving some support to sammy and kenji#I understand why one thing took priority but she's out of any extra danger CHECK ON YOUR FRIENDS GUYS#also if yaz doesn't move back in with sammy in the end istg#SHE CAN'T GO BACK TO LIVING ALONE#ITS SO BAD FOR HER#AT THE VERY LEAST IF YAZ NEEDS TO FINISH THERAPY ON HER OWN SAMMY NEEDS A ROOMMATE AND FREQUENT CALLS FROM HER GF
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Here's the most current map (which will inevitably subject to change within a month or two), one showing elevation, one showing territorial divisions, and one showing major cultural groups.
Notes for the territorial map
'province' refers to directly ruled land beholden to Imperial Wardi laws and protections, divided into provinces. Most of these territories were established during the formation of the state, while some are under recent and direct occupation (most significantly the two off-shore islands and the western Cholemdinae lands that hold most of the Yellowtail trade route).
'tributary' refers to lands whose societies have been subjugated (by military force or intimidation) into agreement to economic tribute, and retain full self-governance and non-occupation in return for annual payments of goods, precious materials, crafts, and crops.
'functionally independent' refers to territories that are deemed Imperial Wardi land under vague ideals that all lands south of the Viper and west of the Sons of Creation are God's sacred soil for Its first people, but aren't actually under any form of occupation or tributary status whatsoever.
'treaty-independence' is the 1 nation in this claimed territory that is recognized specifically as sovereign and not subject to encroachment or tribute pay (by Ephenni provincial doctrine rather than law)
'disputed borderlands' are the edges of the provincial land borders, which are not well established or protected.
Almost all borders depicted are heavily approximate, both in the context of this map being very rough and also just in-universe.
EXTENSIVE NOTES FOR THE CULTURAL MAP UNDER THE CUT
Note that most of this map does not indicate literal boundaries or borders, and rather serves as approximation of dominant (sub)cultures throughout this region.
So anyway here's an overview of most of the peoples native to this region.
WARDI:
Wardi as an ethnonym is complicated, as it does not refer to people with recent common heritage but rather a collection of peoples who assimilated/were assimilated into a shared cultural identity, language, and religion. Almost all groups (not necessarily individuals) considered Wardi have predominantly proto-Wardi ancestry, though the majority also have at least Some proto-Finnic ancestry (stemming from a major migration event 1500 years BP).
Proto-Wardi is a broad descriptor of the peoples who had ancestry in this land stemming from the very initial human settlements in the late paleolithic, and by 1500 years BP shared a language family/some very basic cultural elements. They derive predominantly from waves of land migrants from the northeast who dispersed around the 'tail' of the Viper seaway, though their genetic makeup likely stems from at least a few distinct prehistoric human movements into the region. 'Proto-Wardi' does not exclusively describe ancestors of the contemporary Wardi groups, and includes other ethnic groups with ancestry here prior to proto-Finnic migration (Cholemdinae and the North Wardi peoples).
Most contemporary Wardi groups derive from societies along the western-southern coasts and river systems that agriculturalized and at least partially urbanized within the past two millennia. These were characterized by mixed subsistence systems- settled agriculture along the riverways and nomadic pastoralism of cattle and horses in the grasslands and scrub, with one supporting the other. Most eventually organized into structures of hereditary monarchy at the societal level, while others formed smaller chiefdoms (monarchies usually retained characteristics of the latter, with a monarch supported by localized chiefdoms whose members formed an aristocratic class).
Assimilation into a singular identity was originally external under two periods of Imperial Burri occupation, most significantly the first (in which basically the entire region save for much of the Highlands and the innermost grasslands was directly occupied). The word 'Wardi' itself was a Burri exonym first externally applied to the western-southern peoples who were organized into monarchies and practiced settled agriculture. The name was taken from the Wardinae people, who at the time were allied with the Ephenni and ruled much of the south. (The term 'Wardi' would have originally translated to 'good land' in reference to rivers, 'Wardinae' would have meant something along the lines of 'people of the river land' to distinguish from Cholemdinae 'people of the wide land').
No two nations at this time would have considered themselves the Same people, and some labeled 'Wardi' could not even be classed as 'proto-Wardi' in origin (the population of present-day Erub stems predominantly from proto-Finnic migrants who adopted settled agriculture and urbanization; Lobera was an entire Wogan kingdom). But with endemic monarchies toppled and the land being restructured into one province under which native inhabitants all occupied a sub-citizen class, many cultural distinctions were partially reduced over about 400 cumulative years of direct occupation.
This period also marked the beginning and spread of the Faith of the Seven Faced God, which originated as syncretic semi-adoption of Imperial Burri state religion mixed with older practices, and would develop on its own until it became a unifying element associated with the applied 'Wardi' identity.
The completion of this identity unification came in the birth of Imperial Wardin ~270-230 years ago, stemming from another alliance between the then-kingdoms Ephennos and Wardinnos that enveloped their neighbors during a period of post-occupation upheaval. With most already sharing (variants of) the same religion and having Some sense of shared identity, 'Wardi' as a self-applied name for the people of this state came to completion in the years that followed.
Cultural divisions don't disappear overnight (or even over centuries), and Wardi identity is heavily multipolar in ways that roughly resemble ethnic/state boundaries prior to Imperial Wardin existing as an entity. There are also notable subcultural divides between 'urban' and 'rural' Wardi populations, given the significant distances between the heavily populated coastal/river areas where most urbanization/agriculture happens, and the more sparsely inhabited plains that surround them. (It gets said that if you ride a day straight out into the grassland, the people you find don't know who the current Usoma is. You ride another day out, and the people there don't even know there IS an Usoma. (This is an exaggeration, but the spirit of things has truth to it)).
The map indicates VERY rough divisions of the most significant Wardi subcultures (not counting rural/urban divides).
CHOLEMDINAE
This refers to a group with predominantly proto-Wardi ancestry that did not practice settled agriculture and never assimilated into Wardi identity at a cultural (rather than individual/community) level. This group has broadly retained individual identity and practices a religion that branched off before the progenitors of the Faith of the Seven Faced God, which venerates God who is the sun and a myriad of spirits of animals, plants, crops, land, waterways, and weather). The Cholemdinae spoken language is very closely related to Wardi and is mostly mutually comprehensible.
Cholemdinae society is organized into houses, which are networks of allied clans governed by the patriarch of a leading clan. Housefathers are hereditary, though the status of the leading clan depends on wealth in livestock and the faith and support of their dependents, so may shift with time. Marriage usually only occurs within a single house, and is the bedrock for maintaining lasting clan ties.
Their ancestral land is wide swaths of grassland and scrub surrounding the major Yellowtail and Brilla river systems, where they subsist primarily as nomadic pastoralists of cattle, horses, and khait, supplementing intake with hunting and foraging. In the contemporary, they are split into two major groups, one that is seasonally settled (migrating between permanent settlements along rivers and in deep grassland on a seasonal basis) and one that is khait-nomadic and forms no permanent settlements (instead following annual migratory routes). These two divisions of subsistence are not quite separate cultures, and both would acknowledge one another as a brother people.
Most do not practice intensive agriculture due to their movement patterns, and instead otherwise modify the land (particularly maintaining savanna along riverways via controlled burns, and damming/diverting rivers to create wetlands) to cluster reliable sources of edible plants/crops and habitat for game animals.
This map does not convey the scope of khait-nomadic Cholemdinae lands and only shows areas in which they are the majority ethnicity, as annual migratory routes take many clans well into Wardi provincial territory or North Wardi land, if not further east past the map's borders.
[The Wardinae tribe that is ancestral to most of the South Wardi demographic were originally Cholemdinae that split in establishing permanent settlements along the Brilla river and practicing intensive agriculture.]
CHENAHYEIGI
This population does not have a collective endonym, with the most common exonyms being 'Hill Tribes' and 'Highlanders'. Chenahyeigi instead describes a spoken language that is shared by most inhabitants of the Highlands region in the northwest, who comprise related peoples with shared cultural elements distinct from their neighbors.
The majority of Chenahyeigi peoples descend from proto-Finnic migrants who originally inhabited the (once larger) island chains to the southeast of mainland Finnerich. Their dispersal occurred as a wholesale movement of peoples over a period of about two centuries, fleeing to rising sea levels, conflict with mainland proto-Finns, plague, and famine. Upon arrival, some settled the offshore islands, some moved along the coasts to the northeast and ultimately merged with proto-Wardi populations they encountered, some moved to the southeast and were driven into the western Highlands in conflict with powerful agriculturalist proto-Wardi nations, and some dispersed into and through the Highlands directly and ultimately displaced or absorbed the sparse populations of proto-Wardi pastoralists who lived there.
The initial migrants were already comprised of at least a few separate peoples, the stark geographical divides of their land further fragmented this population into discrete groups seen today.
Each group represented on the map represents the largest form of cultural division, the word for which translates to 'People' as a proper noun. These are allied collections of tribes who share the same dialects, close cultural identity, and regular trade connection, and usually occupy contiguous lands, but do not have centralized leadership (each being separately governed by their own current ruling clan's patriarch). Peoples are prone to fragmenting and shifting membership over the centuries. Tribes represent networks of clans that are closely affiliated via marriage and kinship, are based upon discrete cultural identity, and have strong territorial aspects to their identity (though territory shifts with time). Personal identity is based around the ancestral line, then the clan, then the tribe, and only extends to the People at most. Separate Peoples usually are not allied and are often in territorial conflict.
All groups share the language (though not all dialects are mutually intelligible) and baseline cultural practices, and most share very similar societal organizations and subsistence methods. They are at least seasonally settled (most form permanent villages at low elevation), practice low-mid intensity agriculture, and are heavily reliant on seasonal transhumance of cattle and horses. Very little of their lands can be considered 'urbanized' outside of villages large enough to be labeled a town (with the chief exception of the heavily populated and low elevation Yellowtail River valley, which hosts a small city).
Most Chenahyeigi speaking groups retain a significant degree of separate cultural identity and language from surrounding groups in large part due to geographic isolation. They have not been altogether unimpacted, having adopted many minor cultural practices from their neighbors and some major ones (the biggest and most obvious is in a cattle-associated agricultural deity being named Od and having dredged up fertile earth from the sea during creation, as well as animistic facets of the worldview (to an even greater extent than any recent proto-Wardi groups, ascribing discrete spirits to even manmade objects). The core religious practices of most Chenahyeigi peoples differ otherwise, acknowledging a small pantheon of creator gods and being entirely centered upon ancestor veneration.
The islander Chenahyeigi groups are notable as an exception to much of this description, as many of them have existed in complete geographic isolation from their mainland cousins (much less Wardi groups) and have developed independently in the millennia since their settlement. Their languages are in the same family but not mutually comprehensible with mainland dialects, and islander Peoples largely have different religious practices, with most lacking both ancestor worship and animistic elements (except where they have emerged independently) and instead centering on veneration of pantheons. Their subsistence methods also differ depending on conditions, ranging from similar patterns of mixed agriculture-pastoralism, to pure settled agriculture, to predominantly hunting/fishing and foraging.
These represent the biggest swaths of land and peoples that are neither directly occupied by Imperial Wardin nor subjugated as tributaries to it (with a big exception being the Yellowtail River Valley People being a major tributary, and the Lleniwir island being under direct occupation as a fortified base). This is in large part due to the upland geography being too hostile and the potential yield of favored tributary goods being too low to be deemed worthy of the effort and maintenance of attempted subjugation.
Notably, the West Rivers People and the province of Ephennos have an explicit border treaty that has been upheld for two centuries, owing to their moment of cultural brotherhood while under Imperial Burri occupation and their joint efforts in restoring sovereignty. The two regions still maintain amicable trade connections. On the cynical end, the respected boundaries still mostly come down to the land and its resources not being deemed 'worth it', the West Rivers peoples having a very developed and well-known warrior culture, and Imperial Wardin having recently failed miserably in a war of subjugation against mounted archers utilizing guerilla tactics on difficult terrain.
NORTH WARDI
This is, again, an exonym that refers to multiple peoples who have no collective endonym, and exist in distinctly separate societies. These groups descend from a complete cultural merger of proto-Finnic and proto-Wardi populations, and have developed relatively discretely from most of the contemporary Wardi population since then. Most speak dialects of Hnaimale as a first language, which derives from both of their ancestral language families but shows more Wardi influence.
Most 'north Wardi' groups are have a historical practice of clan-based Houses somewhat similar to that of the Cholemdinae, but have very different political organizations and subsistence methods. Most practice a mixture of settled agriculture and pastoralism, and the Llema depend heavily upon fishing. The Atig Weryanni, Hundinae, and Wermani peoples are organized into monarchist states, the Llema and Brunai are organized in smaller House chiefdoms.
Most Atig Weryanni have adopted variants of the Faith of the Seven Faced God, while (outside of individual/house-level conversions) the Hundinae, Llema, Brunai, and Wermani mostly practice related monotheist-animist faiths centered around a deified sky (with the latter of the four also having core practices of ancestor veneration).
This group includes the only current tributaries to Imperial Wardin that are monarchist states. The tributary dynamic allows for retained self-governance and no direct occupation in return for supplying annual tribute (mostly crops and livestock, along with precious materials, clothing, pelts, etc). Surrender to this tributary status is generally submitted to as a better option than full conquering and occupation (if not outright destruction), but this condition is still an act of subjugation that creates profound social and economic hardship. Among the monarchists, this has been seen in deepened social stratification and upheaval, and all groups are in intensified resource conflicts with their (mostly also tributary) neighbors. The Llema are the only one of the five that are not a tributary, but have still been victimized by this system via the Brunai and Wermani increasingly encroaching on their lands in response to their own economic hardships.
The Sons of Creation crater lake that was historically sacred to many Wardi peoples and is currently sacred to the Faith of the Seven Faced God is Also sacred to the Atig Weryanni and Hundinae peoples (and Cholemdinae, AND some Wogan peoples to the east), and is currently under the direct provincial control of Imperial Wardin, with a temple and shrine built along its shores. This site has been a center of conflict for centuries, and has been particularly potent in the Imperial Wardi era. This came to a head recently (13 years ago) in an event where a party of Hundinae warriors raided the temple, killed its guards, priests, and pilgrims, threw the sacred meteor-iron icon of God into the lake to be consumed, and set up positions in the highly defensible geography. The men put up a considerable fight in the following two day standoff against Wardi forces but were vastly outnumbered, and those that were not killed in combat were captured for ritual execution. The reprisal was exceptionally brutal. A small army led by three of the elite Wardi warrior orders was dispatched into Hundinae land to siege the capital hillfort unless the king Asawani (deemed responsible, whether this is true or not is unknown) surrendered himself, and to raze and slaughter any villages along the way. Asawani ultimately gave himself up rather than face a sacking, and was brought back to the crater lake to be executed in retribution and the re-consecrating of the shrine. His body was never returned to his people. The consequences of this massacre are still unfolding.
JAZAIT
This refers to the elowey inhabitants of the Elumuqi island chain. They descend from a settlement event that occurred ~3000-2500 years ago, during which a wave of seafaring elowey groups spread across the White Sea. Other related groups from this settlement event are known to have reached parts of the Wardi mainland's coast during this period, but were ultimately driven out or eradicated in resource conflict with the proto-Wardi over the next several centuries.
Jazait themselves likely replaced one of the relicts from the Cairn-Builder proto-Wardi culture (a widespread and ancient group whose very last remnants went extinct in the Highlands about 1600 years BP). This would have been in the form of conflict, as both groups had similar subsistence methods and would be in very intense competition for resources. The Jazaiti migrants ultimately won out and have remained the sole inhabitants of these islands since that time.
Jazait society is deeply decentralized and built upon clan systems with strong territorial boundaries. Some of the smaller islands are entirely inhabited by a singular clan. Clans are very large networks of affiliated families that are maintained by marriage-based matrilineal kinship, and most marriages only occur within the same clan. Each clan is led by a singular clanmother, but ultimately governed by all the mothers (sole reproductive female per family unit) of each family in cooperation.
Jazaiti religion centers around two deities, a solar/sky Mother and a lunar/sea/land Father (the latter being her husbands, as a three-as-one deity). The Jazait are their firstborn children, and the Mother is a collective clanmother to all their people. The mothers in a clan are responsible for spiritual leadership and direct intercession with the gods, while other members of the community maintain household shrines and perform crepuscular prayers with prayer beads. Jazaiti religion does not share historical tendencies for animal worship or animism with their mainland neighbors, but recognizes the existence of ghosts and sea demons, and honors certain animals (particularly the tuna) as special gifts from the gods.
The Jazaiti people recognize their collective as a single people, but the de-centralized makeup of their society lends towards strong cultural and linguistic differences between (and sometimes within) each island. Separate clans are not necessarily in allegiance and often compete for resources. Jazait society does not have a distinct warrior culture, but violent conflicts are not uncommon due to limited land area and variability of good fishing grounds. This has been further exacerbated by subsistence issues derived from conflicts with Imperial Wardi groups over fishing territory, two of the Elumuqi islands being placed under direct occupation for their strategic position near the coast, and many clans being placed into tributary status in return for being 'allowed' to fish in their waters.
Jazait society has developed in isolation from nearby Wardi groups for the majority of their history, with both mostly avoiding each other save for small scale conflicts at sea (which would have been occasional, as few proto-Wardi groups were seafaring save for near-shore fishing stints). Most close interaction has been in very recent history (past 400ish years), with a clanless Jazaiti diaspora growing on the mainland (in large part as a matter of searching for work in response to aforementioned subsistence pressures). Many of these communities have developed a distinct syncretic partial adoption of the Faith of the Seven Faced God wherein the Wardi god Od is recognized as the Mother and Father in full interplay as one, some individuals have fully converted, and many retain their own practices.
#The size estimate has definitely gotten bigger. Not going to make an estimate right now but bigger than my last guess of#'approximately the land area of contemporary Spain????'#But remember. WAYYY THE FUCK smaller than you're thinking if you have like. Rome in mind (also at this point in its history it#would be EXTREMELY debatable as to whether it qualifies as an actual 'empire' by many definitions). But pretty big in the context#of the setting where most state societies exist on fairly small scales.#Faiza was present at the standoff at the Sons of Creation and the march through Hundinae lands btw she's a fucking war criminal
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Ranting in DMs with friends about Eddie Diaz, as one does, and honestly the last couple episodes also so deeply reframe all of Helena's past attempts to prevent Eddie from moving to Los Angeles and then trying to get him to move back after Shannon's death. That woman does not love her son. She doesn't want him near her. She wants Christopher. It was always about Chris. It's not even the bare minimum "I want you back home near us so I can control you and give you advice and tell you what to do and you should be Home with your Family." If Eddie had left for LA on his own without Chris all those years ago she would've been happy. It was Eddie taking Chris with him that was upsetting.
That woman does not fucking love her son.
#911 spoilers#eddie diaz#911 meta#like... just holy fuck#Eddie failed her#extasiswings and I were speculating#that Eddie was probably the golden child until he knocked Shannon up#like Eddie's sisters are NOWHERE to be seen and that's LOUD#and Eddie's anger at his childhood of not being able to do anything right#was all directed at Ramon#signing up for the army was explicitly the one time he made his father proud#but his mother hated it and mocks him as a 'big hero' with his 'shiny medal' in Eddie Begins#Eddie fucked up and got his high school girlfriend pregnant#and once he failed he was cast aside#there was never any way he could ever reclaim her affection or support#because she didn't love him she loved what he could be to her#and now she's doing the same damn thing with Chris#instead of loving your child through their mistakes and hardships#you throw that child aside and start over with a new one#it's despicable and I'm going to kill her with an axe
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