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It's so funny looking on my patient portal for my doctors and seeing "patient looks well nourished" on all my visit summaries when it is documented by my blood work that I am, in fact, very much NOT well nourished and have been prescribed multiple high dose supplements now to make up for how malnourished I actually am.
#its pretty clear that what they actually want to say is that they think i could lose some weight#but trying not to use ED triggering or fatphobic language lol#im within the healthy weight range for my height too im just on the higher end of it#my weight is actually not a problem (to me mentally or physical health-wise)#the bigger issue is being deconditioned as FUCK from basically a year of being partially bedbound#thanks to covid kicking my (suspected) POTS into high gear#actually seeing my cardiologist today for a follow up on my exercise stress test and cardio ultrasound and week long heart monitor results#my chart right now says 'unspecified heart condition' but she said if all those tests came back showing nothing then it's most likely POTS#also have a rheumatologist appt next month to attempt to start figuring out what autoimmune condition I have#cuz clearly going based off my chronic pain and positive antinuclear antibody test there's SOMETHING#but all the lupus tests came back negative#which apparently doesn't mean much because they're very unreliable#rambling in the tags again#basically a whole 'nother separate post down here#whoops#ndr#not dog related#health stuff
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#was out with dad for a bit today when he got a text that mom tested positive for covid. so shes coming home from seeing grandma tomorrow#i feel o fuckingbad for her jeez#but dad tested. positive too so now im a close contact. im sosad upset scared mad i dont even know#i guessfour years with only a couple close calls and one maybe case is good#but. gods. i just.#maybe ill move up my therapy appt#aur rambles#original posts#covid 19#coronavirus#medical cw#illness cw#i mean iam recently vaxed and i had my mask on for 99% of the time and the car windows down for most of it#but i hugged him and i just im so upset. im gonna go play minecraft or gotham knights or something
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Friend i saw and talked to on saturday has covid :((
#3615 my life#i had my mask (just took it for a few seconds for a picture) and we didn't talk for hours but still :/#her s.o was sick but had a covid test earlier in the day and it was negative#and she tester herself today after feeling bad#and i've been feeling there-not there today and a bit woozy but it may also be the little hours of sleep and the constant hot and colds#i did on saturday when i was outside for a few hours#i'll auto test today and we'll see#but no matter the result i may not go to dance class just in case... (i mean of course if i'm positive i'm not gonna go)#and it's the last class of the year :(#did a bit of freaking out here and there in the afternoon#feeling a bit better now that i thought my woozyness is consistant with 'got wind in my face' and my body otherwise feels normal#(compared to the early symptoms i had when i got covid in 2021)#so now i'm like ok let's just eat well and drink warm and go to bed early... and we'll see how to deal with it after the test result#everytime i think 'maybe i could stop wearing a mask' the jaws theme appears back in my life'#another friend (other circle) had a covid scare one week ago#seems like there's a surge :/
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Today I worked on:
Buried: 527 words -- forced myself to finish the chapter.
Ghost on the Couch: 227 words -- I need to push myself to finish this too because I'm literally on the last chapter and I'm SO CLOSE.
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I very suddenly have to move so I've been busy packing and also my cats just keep getting sick with this weird virus that just keeps coming back and ugh. But I really really do want to get back to writing regularly someday.
#today I worked on#10/22/2023#I think it's the herpesvirus but I'm not entirely sure#plus it responds to antibiotics which makes me think maybe it's not a virus?#or they just keep getting infections as a result of the virus#idk but I've been dealing with this for months now and I'm sick of it#and it costs 220 bucks for the blood panel that tests for herpesvirus#because I wanted to try famciclovir but the vet said she wouldn't prescribe it without knowing for sure it's viral#I guess I'll just keep throwing antibiotics at it and hope it eventually just stays gone one of these times#but at least they tested negative for FELV I was a little worried about that#I've had two cats test positive for FELV in the past two weeks and one had to be euthanized#there is so much disease out there for cats
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GETS FUCKING SCARED. i get to work three six hour shifts with my coworker who tested positive for covid like. a week ago.
#odhran.txt#like. ok she tested positive a week ago today which means when we next work together she’ll be on day nine. we all wear masks and we have#hvac at work but also i can’t BELIEVE upper management would force her to come in while she’s sick. they’re literally putting all#of us in danger.
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I just received the official grades and they went as expected except for English, but oh well! Now I'll have the rest of the week and the following free before the training begins ♥︎
#a classmate told me something about the grade of another one#and jfc#sometimes teachers really do acrobatics#you tell me how from scoring 1 in the exam she went to get a 6#and this other classmate who scored a 6 in the test#got a 7#it's like putting both almost in the same position#hopefully that doesn't happen to me in the future#or I'll snap#anyway! I think that today I'll get some things done here#yesterday was spent re-arranging my icons#to accommodate them to the new style#and I like them a lot
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I went the whole pandemic NEVER ONCE catching covid. And so many people being like "ugh it's my third time" and I felt like the only person I knew who was able to say I had it 0 times in the past four years. But uhhhh my mother MIGHT have given me covid :WUH:
#txt#My mother is positive and I am waiting to take a test. She took the last one and my step-dad has to go get another one.#She has been sick for a few days and I started feeling really shit out of nowhere today. Like being hit by a truck#So it's. Very. Possible. And I'm so mad.#UPDATE: do not have covid#thank goodness
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me when the bacteria c o l o n i s e s
#m a n. i thought that the sample would turn out negative for bacteria (like the rest have been for the past. what. year and a quarter(?))#esp since the agar testing stick things used were freshly expired (thanks for the expired reagents workplace; cost cutting ftw!!!!)#but. ewwwwwwwwwwww it actually grewwwwwwwwwwww#and the small stick thing was covered from like top to bottom in countless dark red colonies. ewwwwwwwwww#all the other agar stick things were completely clean though so it was def a problem with the sample and not with my handling of the agar#in any case!!!!!!! it was the first time i saw a positive for bacteria growth on a sample and!!!!#it was also my first time reporting the results for this test!!!! without any of the test-familiar staff around!!! so!!!!! not fun!!!!!!!!#i didn’t even k n o w what they meant when they asked to ‘describe the colour/appearance of the colonies’ bc the managers’ expectations are.#just. *weird*. sometimes. ughhhhhh im ready for the inevitable groupchat callout on tuesday with ‘who taught you to report like this????’s#well e x c u s e me for not knowing sir you never taught me how to report colony growths or anything auauaaaaaaaaaa#but is ok!!!!!! i’m taking tuesday off anyway!!!! it’ll be the tuesday workers’ problem now!!!!!!!! good luck guys!!!!!!!#at least there was no fungi either… now *that* would’ve been extra gross#the bio class flashbacks were r e a l today… thank god i don’t ever have to open that stupid pharmacopoeia ever again#also reminds me of (one of) my stupidest moments in a bio class though…#back in the days of yore (read: anatomy class in the year of ‘17) i was an absolutely horrible student who’d never fail to nap in class#so when my lecturer asked connecting questions down the class register…#yk stuff like asking student 1 to ‘name a type of cell’ and then asking student 2 to ‘name an organelle that a [student 1’s cell] contains’#he asked the girl before me to name a hormone. she answered ‘growth hormone’. and i was like. dammit. idk where it’s found. lolhelp.#(bc i never read ahead either + the growth hormone didn’t even show up in lessons during that school term)#so when he inevitably asked me to ‘name the organ that produces the growth hormone’ i answered (exact quote) ‘i don’t know; the ovaries????’#the class laughed. sad. the lecturer retorted with sth like ‘then are you saying that boys can’t grow?’ and i just shrugged#the girl after me (who incidentally has the same first+last name as me phonetically speaking) gave him the right answer thoughhhh#i hope i managed to buy my name twin enough time to look up the correct answer (if she didn’t already know it) with my stupid guess#yeahhhhhh i do n o t miss bio class. at all. giggity#anyways that’s enough flashback sequences for one year. can’t believe the next year’s less than 10 days away tbh. can’t wait!!!!!!!!
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I’ve had covid for the last week and I’ve gotta go back to work tomorrow. At the start I joked that I would get so much drawing done, and all I’ve done is this Jasper doing an incorrectly drawn navy salute
#baby’s first covid#the rest of these tags are just gonna be me venting#y’all would not believe how much of a fuck around it was to get my 5 days of isolation#I’ve said this a lot over the last 6 days but you’d think they wouldn’t want someone with covid cleaning an eating area. which is my job#and guess who covered half my shifts? the other worker who tested positive the same day I did#I have such an issue with my new supervisor and how my workplace is run. I’m 🤏 close to quitting (alas#the plan is to get top surgery and then dip)#but yeah. anyway. wish me luck and let’s hope I’m not still contagious (I always wear a mask and sanitise anyway)#if any of the customers or workers ask where I’ve been or why I’m working slow. I’ll be 100% honest and say I’m recovering from covid#‘’yeah I may still be infectious I don’t know‘’#I tried to get Monday/tuesday off on Saturday and was ignored for 27 hours and the answer was ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ ill give you a call at 8#didn’t get the call so I called at 8:20 and was like ‘I’m not feeling great’ and the supervisor said she would cover my shift but didn’t#I never got told if I had Monday off. so I assumed I did. then today (Tuesday) got laughed at when I said if no one can cover I’ll go#so I got today off too. but I was asked if I could work Thursday which was the day after I tested positive.#I had Thursday off for my top surgery consultation. which had to get rescheduled. I didn’t even think I had covid 😭 I just wanted to be#responsible and test myself before an appointment. then I had a fever that afternoon. wild ride#anyways. I’m gonna try sleep.
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ooooh its looking like Covid 2 !
#fae speaks#wife travels for work and ppl at her last thing r testing positive + shes starting to feel sick today#my dads wedding is this weekend come ONNNNN man
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This semester's summary: existential crisis, existential crisis, existential crisis
#ah and 💸💸💸#so im always good in words compared to action so theory is not bad but my skills is lacking#im aware of it but im always a bit slow to catch up and all and that's one of my biggest insecurity#anyway today we had our last review skills session and i was unfortunately standing nearest to the trolley#so i was selected to do the tracheostomy suctioning and boy thats one of the skills that im really bad in#and i was struggling so bad and im shaking and my group has the top students and while i give no fuck you can see how they judge me#and the person in charge for that section is a master student who is having her assessment and i really dont want her to get bad results#so more panic and insecurity#but throughout the session she still guide me patiently and even say like its okay youre doing great and all#and by the end of it i got the grip of it but i was so upset with myself and regret everything#but then she lightly touch my arm and said its okay youre doing really well when i obviously fucked up#and then i just.. cried#what a good thing i wear a mask because two of my course mates are tested positive today because damn#and i keep on pretending to wipe my glasses when i was actually hiding my tears like damn this is embarrassing#but... i really want to thank her personally but i cant even talk just now and i dont even know if i will meet her again#because i really am doubting myself lately and that word is really comforting and i really needed to hear it#god 2nd year sucks i didnt even cry throughout my first year even when i did the worst presentation of my life and look like a dumbass#i always rant here you guys must be sick of me lol#personal.txt
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I absolutely adore how tall Stelle is compared to many of the characters lmao. She makes Fu Xuan look so tiny it's freaking hilarious. Genshin made me so use to a short MC that I was even surprised how Stelle looked standing next to Jing Yuan like 💀. I kinda expected him to tower over them
#hsr#stelle my beloved#she looks like a washed up puppy#i also wasn't expecting for Fu Xuan to grow on me so hard today#she's so pretty and her dynamic with Jing Yuan is hilarious#if covid existed there i bet she would be manifesting a positive test for him LMAOOO
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“perfume” by yubin is the most intensely lesbian-sounding kpop song i have ever heard.
#this shit sounds gay as fuck---its amazing#i genuinely feel like going out tonight and stealing **your** girlfriend#and breaking her heart#yubin makes it look so easy#wonder girls#yubin#shut up kaily#back in high school when i was a big wonder girls fan i said lim was my bias but i really liked them all about the same#post wg i honestly think i like yubin's work the best#hers probably sounds the most like wg which is funny bc she's the one i would have least expected that from#she always seemed the most different from the other members#but shes great i love yubin#also every non me person in my house tested positive for covid today#suck for me hehe
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If someone could just like…. Stab me through the eye that would be great idk
#idk what it is about today but I feel… terrible#not physically just mentally#and not even in a way that’s easy to place I just want to lay in the floor and melt into it#tbh I think it is premature exhaustion and anxiety ABOUT the exhaustion#because tomorrow we have two new apartment tours#and then Thursday (which is my other day off this week) I have that first therapy appointment#so my brain is not classifying either of those days as actual ‘days off’#(and I mean they’re not they will both be extremely draining)#AND THEN one of the store’s big managers insisted on doing the schedule instead of letting our department manager do it#so it’s sooooo fucked up and I won’t have a day off until NEXT Thursday and he scheduled me a bunch of inconsistent morning/evening shifts#so…. I am…. going to have literally no free time for like two weeks straight#no time to decompress no time to do things I think are fun no time to catch up on sleep#and my mom keeps messaging me about getting a new car which yes I need a new car and I WANT a new car and I’m finally in a position to GET#a new car#but she’s like ‘you have to go test drive a bunch of cars to find the one you REALLY want and then we’ll negotiate for it with you’#but I cannot stress enough that I would genuinely rather kill myself than go to a dealer ship and test drive cars by myself#I also just do not give a shit about cars there is never going to be one I ‘love’ because cars are cars I just want one that functions#I don’t CARE which one it is or how it drives or what the fuck ever I will NEVER care#but she keeps insisting I do it and I know they won’t help me go negotiate if I don’t do this first 😭#and I have a dentist appointment for the first time in like three years in a couple weeks and I know I probably have so many cavities#from when I got super depressed for like four months and didn’t brush my teeth at all#and I am just so overwhelmed#new apartment hunting new car shopping new therapist dentist appointment AAAGGGHHHH#I thought it might be a good idea to do it all at once so it’s all over with and I don’t have to have like four month period where it’s just#hopping from one thing to the other#except now I am just exhausted and overwhelmed and grumpy and feel like I can’t handle ANY of it let alone all of it#maybe one of the new apartments will go well tomorrow so at least I can cross that off and budget new rent prices….#ugh#kaz rambles
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yknow i was expecting to feel really behind on everything after coming back to school n missing 2 days, but then it turns out the previous math class was an absolute disaster and noone learned anything, and the teacher ended up being really damn pleased w my dumbass for catching up (and surpassing?? somehow??) to classmates based on like. vibes alone
#i havent gotten a positive teachers note in MATH for AGES#i love my math teacher im sorry for ever doubting you queen#also apparently i no longer look like im an adult#because in a different class i absolutely flabberghasted a classmate (whos still a minor)#by saying that yep. im adult. because numbers and ages were the topic of today#chess shh#idk. today has been a VERY good day!!!!!!#i ate lunch with the new girl and shes so lovely#and we had like a literal government mandated test today which fucked up everything and anything and instead of 4pm my classes ended at 1#the yapperrrrrrr#augh. idk. im really really giddy :)
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I have the tiniest shard of glass in the ball of my foot from when I dropped a drinking glass a week ago. I can’t tell exactly where it is because ✨poor interoception✨ and I can’t feel it with my finger either when I try running it along my foot. But it hurts like hell to walk, which is a problem, because I’m trying to walk more to try and help my shitty mental and physical health.
I don’t have a bathtub so I guess I need to use a baking pan or something to try and coax it out with warm water? I’m not sure how that’s gonna work if it’s so small I can’t see or feel it, I’ve only ever done this with visible but buried splinters that I could then grip with tweezers. But I don’t know what else to do and walking with a shitty gait is why I have such huge problems to begin with. I need the ball of my foot back.
#the lidocaine infusion today doesn’t seem to have done anything for my pain and I’m sad#I can’t get in for a massage til the end of the month#I have fucked up whatever muscles run horizontal across my shoulder blades#the pain doctor was able to follow it along and find the trigger point. it feels like neck pain but it’s not#she tried injecting a little bit of lidocaine on each side but more so as a test I think than pain relief#because needles in my shoulders have been triggering visceral responses of nausea and faintness. so we had to stop those#it didn’t happen with those two shots so it might be safe to do#but this particular muscle only ever specifically hurts from video gaming#never working. like. I spent 9-5 at the same desk in the same position for years and never developed this pain#but a few nights of video gaming after work? horrible neck pain. don’t know what the difference is.#except that one brings me joy and one does not lol. but actually. idk why the fuck gaming hurts when work doesn’t#so now I’m stuck with crippling neck and shoulder pain bc the game was interesting and I have no self control#it’s been a month 😐#mb
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