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Beanie Babies.
#detroit become human#north wr400#connor rk800#kara ax400#since the girls get to be deviant in beanies they get to smile and connor is like. incognito still not quite deviant#so he doesnt know how to respond appropriately but he's trying#i really like kara shes so cute thats my girl .....#once connor does deviate though he would probably be more willing to pose with them but for now#hes just undercover and very alarmed at being found out if they find out#i know kara doesnt have the laundromat beanie on when they would all be in the church please ignore that#she still has a beanie outfit AND shes a baby so i love her and its important to have her there
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oh my god everyone is immediately on sparkpelts ass for “not caring about her kits” when she is SICK AND UNCONSCIOUS??? and also grieving???
guys get off her dick!!!! its been ONE NIGHT!!!!!!
#they literally day shes only woken up once and was delirious and fell back asleep and theyre clutching their pearls#they even say ‘’yeah it makes sense to keep her away for now bc shes POISONED btw’’ and theyre still like ‘’ohhh shes not with her kits???’’#LEAVE MY GIRL ALONEEEEEE SHE IS GOING THROUGH IT!!!!#sqh liveread#‘’ough she didnt respond to her kit dying though’’ SHES SICK AND DELIRIOUS#‘’oh the writers arent weird abt motherhood and female characters wdym’’
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I love Aedion and think his anger was justified, I will die on this hill.
#aedion ashryver#aedion x lysandra#lysaedion#lysandra ennar#throne of glass#spoilers#kinda#if my cousin and crush set me up to be breeding stock I would be just as pissed#I still like Lysandra though#even if I think it was brutal that she responded to his feelings of betrayal by saying she wasn't sorry
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I'm not ready to shut up about Aveline and Carver--so, when you go see Aveline in Act 1, you can catch up with her a little bit and that's where this conversation can happen:
Aveline: "It's just one more change, though. The real end for me was Ostagar. What about you, Carver? You were there. Do you feel something similar?" Carver: No. Aveline: All right, then. Bit of a tit, your brother.
I wanted to see what she would say if Carver isn't in the party. Instead, she says this:
Aveline: Carver was there. I imagine he feels something similar. If he allows it.
......well, at least she didn't call him a tit?
#dragon age 2#da2#carver hawke#aveline vallen#she's slightly nicer to him when he's not there but she's still like 'maybe he feels something similar but probably pretends not to'#like i'm not gonna pretend that carver doesn't bottle any feelings--he doesn't openly talk about bethany a lot for a reason#but to suggest he pretends to be unfeeling about things like ostagar is incorrect like he CLEARLY feels a lot about it#because he associates the battle at ostagar with losing his home and sister to the darkspawn#after playing as a warrior hawke who is best friends with aveline i do have a little more insight into why she might think this about carve#when hawke is a warrior they were at ostagar. they share that traumatic experience with aveline and if they're friends#they discuss it in a way that i think aveline *wants* y'know? but with carver he doesn't respond the way she wants him to#so she gets frustrated since even if she tried to talk to hawke about it... hawke wasn't there. hawke doesnt KNOW what ostagar#was like but carver does... but it's like aveline is ready to assume the worst of carver a lot of the time?#like 'carver doesn't talk about it because he's a tit who pretends not to feel' is the vibe i get from this but aveline...#that's like calling you a tit because you don't want to openly discuss all your feelings about your dead husband#listen aveline and carver are so similar but they have such key differences like they both survived the horror of ostagar#and lost a loved one to darkspawn while fleeing lothering AND they both blame hawke for it to a degree#even though they both know that's not right and that it wasn't really hawke's fault#they're both stubborn warriors with daddy issues looking to find their place#and when it comes to flirting? well i don't think carver's as bad as aveline#but i played MotA i know all about 'you could tame its wild heart'#but the key differences come in how they the end the game y'know? especially if carver's on the friendship path as a warden#i still haven't made him a templar but something tells me he ends up more on the same road as aveline#vs when he's a grey warden and able to be away from kirkwall and find a place on his own#y'all i could write a whole essay on aveline and carver but i paused my game to write this so i should go back to that sksksk
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don’t tell you you love me and then choose cheap gas prices and “better economy” over my right to live freely.
#us politics#no i’m not over this#im still mad and i have a right to be#i will apologize for being repetitive though#my family is dead to me#i don’t fucking care#they’re fucking dead to me#i’m so pissed at them#more so my extended family than my parents (they voted harris thank fuck)#but my extended family is all maga#i confronted my cousin over text and she didn’t reply (she saw me but just didn’t respond)#if you can’t back yourself up then reconsider your fucking opinion#fuck trump#fuck donald trump
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Wang LingJiao used the chance to scramble out. She took out a cylinder of fire-light from her lapels and shook it a few times. A light shot out of the cylinder. Along with a sharp whistle, it rushed out of the wooden window and exploded in the sky outside. Then, she fumbled out a second one, a third one. Hair tangled, she mumbled, “Come… Come… Come here… Everyone, come here!” Through the pain, Wei WuXian pushed Jiang Cheng, “Stop her from sending any more signals!” Jiang Cheng let go of Wei WuXian and lunged in the direction of Wang LingJiao. Yet, at the same time, Wen ZhuLiu was closing in on Madam Yu. He looked as if he was about to knock her down. Jiang Cheng hurried, “Mom!” He immediately gave up on Wang LingJiao and threw himself over. Wen ZhuLiu didn’t even turn his head as he struck, “Not even close!” Jiang Cheng’s shoulder suffered the attack. Blood immediately burst from his mouth. Wang LingJiao had already let out all of the signal fire-lights. Sharp whistles and bright sparks filled the entire grey-blue sky. - Chapter 58, EXR
It's quite interesting how, in this moment, Jiang Cheng does exactly what he's always criticised Wei Wuxian of doing: endangering the Yunmeng Jiang sect by 'playing the hero'. That's not what either of them are doing, of course – it isn't a motivation for Jiang Cheng here, it's not a motivation for Wei Wuxian anytime else, and the motivations they have definitely make sense – but it's exactly the sort of behaviour Jiang Cheng would criticise Wei Wuxian for, with those exact words.
Yet, no character ever criticises him for this – Wei Wuxian doesn't, even when it was his (necessary) advice that was disregarded; Madam Yu doesn't, even when her sect suffered as a consequence. Even when it very likely played a role in Lotus Pier's downfall (at least in getting a lot of Wen sect cultivators to get there very fast), it's never brought up by any character ever again... whereas Wei Wuxian's action of saving Lan Wangji, Jin Zixuan and Mianmian in the Xuanwu cave constantly is, even when the Wen sect was pretty certainly going to attack Lotus Pier anyway*. That's not to say Jiang Cheng should be blamed for the fall of Lotus Pier, either – that's on the Wen sect, and regardless of both of their actions, the attack was probably going to be a success. And can we blame someone for making a panicked decision protect his mother? – but one's action is definitely more direct than the other, and it's not the one that's constantly blamed.
The aim, though, isn't to compare the actions so much as the attitudes of the people involved, and this is another little detail that shows the imbalance in Wei Wuxian and Jiang Cheng's dynamic. Again, Wei Wuxian doesn't say anything about this afterwards, and doesn't seem to blame him, even when it's his words that were disregarded, and when the Jiang sect and Lotus Pier were undoubtedly very important to him as well. Which is good! That's a good thing and definitely the healthier option for both of them! If the roles were flipped, and Wei Wuxian saved a(n admittedly non-Yu Ziyuan) person, disregarding Jiang Cheng's orders while leading to more danger falling on Lotus Pier? Jiang Cheng would never stop blaming him or bringing it up. Even after the many years that passed between then and Wei Wuxian's resurrection, he still blames Wei Wuxian for the fall of Lotus Pier due to his actions in the Xuanwu cave** – once again, a much less direct scenario.
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*Very strategic location (trade hub etc), they attacked the Cloud Recesses already, Jiang Cheng's internal narration literally admits this:
In his heart, Jiang Cheng knew clearly that back in the cave of the Xuanwu of Slaughter at Dusk-Creek Mountain, even if Wei WuXian hadn’t saved Lan WangJi, the Wen Sect would have found some reason to come over sooner or later. But he had always felt that, if the whole thing with Wei WuXian didn’t happen, maybe it wouldn’t have been so soon, maybe there would’ve been some way to turn things around - Chapter 59, EXR
Yet there was some time between the end of the Wen indoctrination and the Fall of Lotus Pier, and we never even saw attempts at security adjustments!
**As we see in the Ancestral Hall:
Jiang Cheng mocked, “Look how forgetful you are. What does unwelcome people mean? Then let me remind you. It was because you played the hero and saved Second Young Master Lan, who’s standing beside you right now, that the entire Lotus Pier and my parents went down with you." - Chapter 87, EXR
#also when i do the chapter-by-chapter analysis reread i do want to count how many times jc responds to wlj vs how many times wwx responds#because from not counting it seems jc might have done it more? and that obviously would serve to anger her as well#(and yet she only glares at wwx when he says something – in her case probably more due to her grudge bc of xuanwu cave?#-as although she DOES talk about the place of servants etc i'm pretty sure the wen sect views *everyone* as below them#and they have the power to kill the jiang clan and get away with it - there isn't fear due to power/status there#plus it's not like she cares about/is very informed about talking derogatorily to/about members of the non-wen gentry (or even wzl)#(see: how she talks to Madam Yu)#BUT that being said she still is very classist (despite her position – both things can be true) and wwx's background probably played-#a role in how bad the grudge was? bc someone so low (non-wen and not even part of the gentry) did that to her... though it *definitely*-#would've existed regardless and i don't think it would've changed anything on her end had it been someone else/had wwx BEEN part of it)#(also yzy did play a major role in this as well but that's not the point of discussion in this post)#mdzs#mdzs meta#my meta#mo dao zu shi#魔道祖师#grandmaster of demonic cultivation#gdc#jiang cheng#wei wuxian#poisons 3#i guess this is jiang cheng critical even though my intention really isn't to bash him#just... power imbalance class imbalance and insecurities fun times
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Song of Frosted Light ❄️🕊️
#oc#original character#oc illustration#digital art#blue hair#singing#dancing#winter theme#Another npc from my ttrpg campaign!#Her name is Amelie Felicienne Honorius#Incoming OC lore drop#fancy soft noblewoman who is very sheltered and polite but also aloof in a way where she prefers to keep to herself#she has a voice that can crystalize the air into ice and it responds to her singing#she performs for the noble court and is amazing at it especially with the ice magic she brings with her performances#she didn't have good control over her voice magic at first and her father is also overprotective so she doesn't have much life experience#she does her best to understand others even though she still is figuring out herself#many people see her as the superstar singer of a prestigious holy knight family so she works hard to keep that image up#hoping she would eventually become that image completely#she's actually quite rebellious too beneath that elegance in public and shyness at gatherings#so she knows trying to become this image will be very difficult#not that it's best for her but that's all she knows thanks to her protective dad#she is unfortunately very trusting of her dad even though he's got a lot of issues and would not approve of rebellious behavior#Amelie is good and one of my many daughters I love her
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SHUT THE FUCK UP MUSIC PLEASE. I DO NOT NEED TO THINK ABOUT THAT. PLEASE. NOT RIGHT NOW
#cat's rambles#neptune is complaining again#hey chat did she use me. she said she was planning to. but im not sure if she did#and we were equally bad for each other anyway so i shouldnt be too affected by this right.#i knew she was planning on using me i knew she would because i knew she was that type of person#well not at the start i dont think . i loved her at the start and maybe that was fucked of me idk#i do tend to like people who are bad for me (which i havent done in a while hip hip hooray)#but augh . was i using her. i mightve been i dont remember that time well#sighh i hate her i miss her i hate her i miss her i hate her i miss her i hate her i miss her#every time she texts me my heart shatters btw.#every time she texts me i respond as fast as i can because im still letting myself be at her every beck n call#chat i miss her so much i miss what we had. chat i hate her though i hate what we were#chat i miss her chat i dnt even care if she got worse. chat i dont care#id prefer her being worse than her being better because i want her to be bad for me so i can be bad for her#wow thats . a lil fucked up anyways#if you read all of this have a cookie ig
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I wish Owl House had been given more time to address the ways that the Human Realm treated Luz poorly and having time to have her friends in the Demon Realm hear about it and address it as a non-issue for them. Like, Luz was so scared of being labeled cheesy when they went through the Tunnel of Love Hooty set up, but it's not like she really addresses that as the reason all that happened with Amity, and it would have been nice if they had more time to do that kind of stuff because it truly would have shown how much more Luz fit in, in the Demon Realm and made it even more devastating that Camilla tried to get her to promise to leave it forever and how important it is that Camilla eventually changed her mind on that, because this is where Luz is safe and accepted for who she really is, and that is fine
#owl house#the owl house#luz noceda#camilla noceda#amity blight#luz x amity#hooty#I get that sometimes these things were addressed or whatever but often not from Luz actually talking about it with others#and she should have had that#i also get though that these things did sometimes happen 'off screen' because of the lack of time Disney gave them#but still#Luz should have been able to talk about these things and been comforted by her new friends about them#Instead she really tried to talk only in positives about the human realm#excepting times when others didn't really have time to respond to these things
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#fuck I can’t sleep with the lingering anxiety about my dumbass mistake#this morning I sent my mom camping pics and included one that had a shot of my engagement ring#I never told her about getting engaged because I couldn’t stand the thought of my parents’ reactions#whether they were shocked and then forcefully cheerful#or outwardly disturbed#I just didn’t want it to spoil how I felt#honestly there’s every chance they won’t notice the ring#though my hands are prominent in the picture#but I sent them this morning and she responded that she’d look at the pics later#still no response at the end of the day#again every possibility that she just forgot/didn’t get around to it#but it’s eating away at me to think of her feeling betrayed because I kept it from her#it hurts because I want to trust her with everything and some part of me does trust her with everything#but then I get reminded of why I shouldn’t and it hurts#and I can’t figure out how bad of a person it makes me for keeping them in the dark#ugh#pay no attention to the blogger behind the screen
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first thing my housemate does when she gets back is literally scream at me because i didn't get any of her calls -- because i don't have an activated phone --- while i was driving back from putting my mouse to sleep.
and then continue to slam doors
#mind you she had a perfectly fine ride at work.#the same ride she ended up getting#but she thought i would go out of my way with my mice in the car and my dead mouse in my lap to pcik her up.#again. when i do not have data.#and again.#when i literally just got back from putting my mouse down.#im not surprised though because the day after my 13yo cat died suddenly she screamed at me and had a bipolar fit#about a table i had that she NEEDED right that moment#literally screaming at me every five minutes about the table and even trying to bang my door down#mind you#it was my fucking table.#there was no reason she needed it#because all she did with it qwas put it down in the basemnet#and throw a fit because all i did was push it outside my door and leave it right at the top of the stairs#you want and need this table oh so badly when my cat literally just died?#do all the work. and maybe trip down the stairs and die while youre at it.#i fucling HATE this woman unironically#oh and btw she asked completely last second for a ride#i was in the shower when she first texted me#and it was literally at 5pm. when work ends.#instead of asking me before i fucking left?#or god forbid sending a text earlier ((i still wouldnt have gotten or saw it becaue. again. NO FUCKING DATA))#because i work with her too. i know shes on her phone 90% of the time#and she isnt even pretending to pay attention just fully absorbed in her phone#have to say her name multiple times LOUDLY for her to respond#she'll do it next to the kids and they'll be killing ea cother and she doesnt even notice. becaus shes too busy shopping on temu.
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me when im begging the rest of my study group to come and join me at the library
#one of them left campus even though i asked if we could get together and she said ok#and the other one isnt responding#i think i figured it all out#but i have no one to check my answers with 😭#and its sunday so theres no way my prof is going to look at it now#and nobody else in my life is either available to look at it or understands even a little bit of what any of this means#anyway#rant over i think im ok now#im still mad at my study group but like#it is what it is
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i have my first infusion tomorrow and the Anxiety is kicking in and i am trying so so hard to keep it calm
#marzi speaks#marzivents#EASY boy down boy it’s okay#i’m stressed bc i don’t know if i should bring any paperwork. or medication#(i’m gonna bring some of my meds in a purse just in case)#i don’t know what questions my rheum’s gonna ask#i don’t know what i’m going to do in terms of getting food#will the hospital provide a meal or will i have to request it from outside#i don’t know if my mom will be with me the whole time or just drop me off or if she’ll stay for some of it and then leave#i don’t even know what the infusion center looks like#all i know is that i’m gonna sit with a needle in my arm for 4-6 hours and that i should respond well to it#and my anxiety stems from Not Knowing i HATEEEE not knowing things#uuuuggghhhh it’ll be fine. it’ll be fine. the staff at that hospital are lovely and used to helping stressed kids#so they can help if i have an anxiety attack#and it wouldn’t be embarrassing bc i went through a traumatic experience and these people help people for a living#so it’s gonna be fine. but i hate that i don’t know how it works#will i be in my own little room for a little bit? i imagine not. is there any privacy?#or am i just going to be sitting with a bunch of other people getting chemo?#i don’t KNOW. i don’t know and i really don’t like it#but i need to go to sleep soon. but i still have this stupid insomnia even though i’m tired#probs gonna have to warn my mom that i’m gonna be a little neurotic tomorrow. bc i hate this anticipation actually it makes me feel awful#and like with the follow-up with my rheumatologist that’s also gonna be happening#what kind of questions will she ask? what kind of things will i need to know? ohhh god#ok deep breaths. relax. it is late and i am tired and therefore more prone to catastrophizing#i do know this doctor. i know she is kind and patient. this is not a test. it’s going to be okay#gotta remind myself that it’s gonna be okay. do my cyclical breathing and try to relax physically#the mental will follow as the fatigue sets in#okay. okay. we’re a little calmer. still not Plussed but we’re okay#gonna try to get sleepy now
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#((hi guys i just want to clarify#if i respond in a dry/aggressive/etc way it's nothing against you 😭#in the show janes pretty short w jesse when she doesnt know him well which is how i interpret her to act around others#she still is w jesse when theyre together at times though its less since she knows him better#nd obviously she isnt always but personally i see her having a rougher exterior to kind of like. protect how she actually feels from others#which again is just my interpretation!!!!#i js wanted to clarify so people dont think my ass is actually pissed off at em or anything#i have autism nd i have a rough time figuring that out myself as well so 😭))
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are you as analytical/thorough about all your interests and hobbies as you are about motogp? kind of blown away by the breadth and depth of your knowledge
:( this is so nice... and I guess it depends! obviously there's stuff I'm way more casually invested in, including with sports... I'd like to think my actual field of research is something I am similar levels of knowledgeable about lol, and there's probably a few other things... a lot of the stuff I enjoy really comes back to about four core themes in my head, which helps. mostly I'm just really into note-taking and overthinking things that weren't designed to be overthought
#i mean with sports it's really only tennis. which i understand FAR far far far better than i do motogp#but i don't really do psychological deep dives in the same way!! not on individual players anyway. they're really not interesting enough#in terms of The Actual Sport though i've analysed that in way more depth. it's different#i do also love my rivalries but really only historical ones that quite literally nobody gives a shit about#so it languishes in my notes!! like *gestures* all this stuff did until i stumbled across motogp posting on tumblr#and then somebody sent me a casey stoner ask in response to some tags i'd added to a post and it kinda spiralled from there#also my fave tennis rivalry is kinda about the soul of a player who is still widely despised today by tennis fans#like when she's brought up it's generally attached to a line about what a dirty cheat she was. so y'know#funnily enough sports fandom isn't really built for 'yeah i know they're a deeply flawed person but that's what draws me to their story'#sometimes you don't need a 'fandom' as much as you need a google doc to make your soul happy#//#batsplat responds#curious what post prompted this ask. i like to think it's the casey/utena one
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the nickname thing Is real though because Jiji officially adopted us like, a month ago, and since then the list of things we address her by has grown to include:
jijicat
the jeej
miss jee jee
little missy
missy miss
miss kittle / miss kitty
kittle diddle
spooky cat
#she answers to exactly zero (0) of them#she does seem to Recognize “jiji” but she still won't respond to it lol. i think that's just a cat thing though#this has been a post#chi's adventures in pet ownership#🐈⬛
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