#she makes me so sad

[rosa-maltz]

to ashes and blood

[mayaskribbles]

i still come to this place to find peace (thats enough, lets get you home)

[dazednstoned]

I love that canonically Abigail was head over heels for John when she first joined the gang. She, who's so tough and sharp-tongued, being so hopelessly in love with John. After being taken advantage of for so long, she finally got to experience that teenage crush-type feeling.

I think people tend to forget she was only 17 when she joined the gang. She was literally still a kid.

[thewebiweaveforyou]

the guide & the vamps

wwdits \\ being unwanted is a love language, fatima aamar bilal \\ unknown \\ tell the wolves i'm home, carol rifka brunt \\ wwdits \\ the surrender theory, caitlin conlon \\ wwdits \\ unknown \\ wikipedia \\ wwdits

[rainpelt25]

She went to the future and they care for her and love her and give her so many treats

Alt. Without text !!

If you guys don't know the dogs name is Laika, and she was the first earth being to go into space, from what I remember she looped the earth 4 times and then passed away from stress and dehydration. Hoping some faraway aliens found and her and give her lots of pets

[kadextra]

stuff Empanada has said during q!Bad’s sick and dying arc that makes me want to eat drywall and violently sob on the floor

she’s just a little baby girl who loves her uncle so much :(((((((((((

[carrion-corvus]

Fear is the only reliable way

[chetzcall]

It’s been a while, anyways- Nobara if nothing bad ever happened and she could be a normal 15 year old

[stormsandskies]

I’m thinking about Jay Ferin once again

I’m thinking about the amount of guilt she carries over the black sea and her choices and how both Chip and Gill carry such prominent scars from her choices even if they really aren’t something she could have ever seen coming.

She can’t look at Chip every time she sees him she sees the moment his heart was ripped from him, the moment he fell as blood and a thick black ichor dripped from his mouth. It doesn’t matter that he disguises himself she can still see the grey skin, the blood, the lifelessness behind his eyes. She can’t look at Gill, all she sees is the patches of missing skin, the blood gushing from the holes in his hands, the sight of him dying only for the magic to bring him back, the fake Gillion who scares her more then anything. All Jay Ferin can see is the pain she has caused her co-captains, because of her decisions. She feels so responsible for such unseen events. I am even willing to bet she feels responsible for Ava’s death, for her father growing distant. Jay Ferin is going to drown in her guilt before the sea can ever wrap its angry hands around her and drag her into its depths.

[good-beans]

thinking about amane’s cult and how they likely don’t hate healthcare but they don’t partake in it gave me this messed up thought that in Amane’s cult if a kid, baby, elderly or any person had gotten a life threatening injury or illness no one would take them to the hospital because it goes against their trial and natural order, and that person dies.

Yeah :(((((((( It's not that they hate it, it's just that it's not in god's plan, which gradually twists it into a scary, sinful thing. It scares Amane, especially after this knowledge is quite literally beaten into her, and makes sense why she'd lash out at Shidou for being such a beacon of healthcare. It makes me wonder about her mindset when she was helping the cat -- for her to offer aid after everything, it means she was tired of watching things die. How many friends and family did she know that got hurt and got worse? How many died while she was told it was meant to be? How much pain was she in to risk her own safety over a wild animal if it meant not losing anything else dear to her? (And then she lost it anyway!!!!) Her life has just been full of so much unnecessary pain and death.

A slightly different topic, but it also tears me apart thinking about her visiting Mahiru’s cell when she's being treated for her injuries, since Amane’s never had experience seeing people in hospitals before. She must have been at such a loss -- she doesn't know the right thing to say in that situation. Trying to say the only thing she knows gets her scolded and maybe even removed from the room. Most of all, she has no experience handling the emotions that come with it. She knows how to encourage someone's spiritual journey, she knows how to hold hope in those situations, but how does she process the grief of slowly losing someone she cares about, while also hearing them willingly choose Hell over Heaven?

[spilling-my-guts-to-you-guyss]

Broooo i js watched the mouthwashing gameplay

I see why yall going crazy

Oh my Lord i did not see any of that coming

I'm literally Anya, when she killed herself i mentally broke down on my God-

Fuck Jimmy

Please excuse my while i cry my fucking eyeballs out

[esmeamesart]

‘Bet they never spared a prayer for my soul’

- Cassandra , Taylor Swift

Cassandra from fantasy high. Her relationship with Kristen makes me oughhhahhhhggbhh

[mercurydusttt]

anya💔

[quixtrix]

i remembered she existed bc shes apart of my finals. shes separated from her sisters :( give her back :(((

[peeptheaesthetic]

She was just 15.

[illusory-scripted]

whats horrible about saw 2 that makes the needle pit so much sadder is that it wasnt even amandas trap. she was never supposed to go into the pit. the point of the pit was to make a dealer understand the cycle of addiction he was putting his customers in, and instead, it was used to force an addict to relive her darkest days. god