#she makes me SO SAD

[rosa-maltz]

to ashes and blood

[mayaskribbles]

i still come to this place to find peace (thats enough, lets get you home)

[dazednstoned]

I love that canonically Abigail was head over heels for John when she first joined the gang. She, who's so tough and sharp-tongued, being so hopelessly in love with John. After being taken advantage of for so long, she finally got to experience that teenage crush-type feeling.

I think people tend to forget she was only 17 when she joined the gang. She was literally still a kid.

[rainpelt25]

She went to the future and they care for her and love her and give her so many treats

Alt. Without text !!

If you guys don't know the dogs name is Laika, and she was the first earth being to go into space, from what I remember she looped the earth 4 times and then passed away from stress and dehydration. Hoping some faraway aliens found and her and give her lots of pets

[thewebiweaveforyou]

the guide & the vamps

wwdits \\ being unwanted is a love language, fatima aamar bilal \\ unknown \\ tell the wolves i'm home, carol rifka brunt \\ wwdits \\ the surrender theory, caitlin conlon \\ wwdits \\ unknown \\ wikipedia \\ wwdits

[kadextra]

stuff Empanada has said during q!Bad’s sick and dying arc that makes me want to eat drywall and violently sob on the floor

she’s just a little baby girl who loves her uncle so much :(((((((((((

[carrion-corvus]

Fear is the only reliable way

[chetzcall]

It’s been a while, anyways- Nobara if nothing bad ever happened and she could be a normal 15 year old

[stormsandskies]

I’m thinking about Jay Ferin once again

I’m thinking about the amount of guilt she carries over the black sea and her choices and how both Chip and Gill carry such prominent scars from her choices even if they really aren’t something she could have ever seen coming.

She can’t look at Chip every time she sees him she sees the moment his heart was ripped from him, the moment he fell as blood and a thick black ichor dripped from his mouth. It doesn’t matter that he disguises himself she can still see the grey skin, the blood, the lifelessness behind his eyes. She can’t look at Gill, all she sees is the patches of missing skin, the blood gushing from the holes in his hands, the sight of him dying only for the magic to bring him back, the fake Gillion who scares her more then anything. All Jay Ferin can see is the pain she has caused her co-captains, because of her decisions. She feels so responsible for such unseen events. I am even willing to bet she feels responsible for Ava’s death, for her father growing distant. Jay Ferin is going to drown in her guilt before the sea can ever wrap its angry hands around her and drag her into its depths.

[esmeamesart]

‘Bet they never spared a prayer for my soul’

- Cassandra , Taylor Swift

Cassandra from fantasy high. Her relationship with Kristen makes me oughhhahhhhggbhh

[mercurydusttt]

anya💔

[peeptheaesthetic]

She was just 15.

[illusory-scripted]

whats horrible about saw 2 that makes the needle pit so much sadder is that it wasnt even amandas trap. she was never supposed to go into the pit. the point of the pit was to make a dealer understand the cycle of addiction he was putting his customers in, and instead, it was used to force an addict to relive her darkest days. god

[sirstrawberryhead]

CARNELIAN MY GIRLLLLLL (I MISS HER)

(Small rant below)

I normally don’t “hate” things about media but Carnelians character and how little we saw her before she died ENRAGED ME.

She could have been so interesting as a character even if we barely see her and just think of the character interactions w/ the rest of the Jade Winglet (AAAAAAAAAA)

Tui why.

I would love to see her interacting with like, Qibli, or something, or see how she’d react to Moon’s mind reading. Watching her start to trust dragons from other tribes after fighting them her entire life???? I feel robbed and betrayed/hj

We still could have had Peril’s book with Carnelian still alive imo, and that slightly pisses me off

She was a kid :(

[quixtrix]

god save our women; a ramble of an analysis

or, captain laserhawk REALLY shot jade in the face and im still upset about it because oh my GOD they really made her be thrown into a role that is not HER and in death she's still a Figure. yknow, i personally don't have a problem with sarah x jade, but over the past few months occasionally i'd think about it. yeah, it's funny to call sarah gay as hell for putting jade in a femme fatale outfit, but. should that truly be our basis for the ship? or should we think a bit deeper on why exactly sarah would put the sole woman in her lil tool set into such a position? i wonder why it wouldn't hurt to think about why jade would be forced into a role where one has to be sexual.

sarah is an extent of eden and eden is society and society will occasionally harp an odd sort of something masquerading as feminism to you that being sexual gives you power! but really it only serves to loop back into being for the man's enjoyment.

now i have to say that being sexual can be empowering! it really is! we just also have to acknowledge that in the eyes of society, sex is an exchange where it serves the man more than it does the woman. it still feels good to be sexual though, and being sexual can be used right for what you want.

but when it comes to jade, jade is forced to fall into this femme fatale role, this role that demands one to be a maneater, when she usually sticks to a more impersonal way of work. in this role, she dresses in clothes that she's not comfortable with wearing, when told to change from her usual outfit she is visibly uncomfortable, and overall it doesn't fit her.

she is not a sexual person. she does not typically utilise sexuality as a tool in her arsenal, she doesn't even seem to really touch it (or she's just insanely bad at flirting). either way, she's not used to being in this position because she does not choose to be in this position often.

anyways, why does sarah think to put the woman in a position where she would have to step out of her comfort zone? because obviously, she uses things and positions as tools, and sexuality is a tool.

now i want yall to bear with me as i compare sarah to another woman in media; makima. no im not calling sarah some god awful dommy mommy or some shit, i'm bringing in makima to highlight how sexuality is used. she uses her sexuality as a woman to entice this young boy into doing things for her, ranging from a kiss to assaulting him and telling him that she'll give him more as a reward. while not inherently sexual, she offers up a date with her to encourage the devil hybrids under her control. she even offers up a kiss at one point to encourage competition. makima, someone raised by the government and given tools that she uses to manipulate others, has sexuality in her arsenal. it is not a stretch to say that sarah, someone who has intimate understanding of the government, the ladder she climbs, has seen others use sexuality as a tool. hell, it might even be encouraged to use it as a tool. i'm absolutely not saying that sarah fucked her way to the top, im saying that sarah is aware that sexuality is a tool that one can use.

now we all know how sarah got to the top, which can be reasonably assumed to be through military rank and impersonal ways. ways that don't require one to lower your guard and take you in before they strike, like a femme fatale way would. sarah most likely got through to the top by using people and throwing just enough weight around. so why does she not allow jade to flourish in a way that honestly would benefit the team way better yeah no its because she sees her as a fucking tool in order to recognise jade's real talents she must first let go of the notion that she is a simple tool and accept that as a human she has legitimate strengths in unique areas and not just one where you can remind them who is in charge and how you are a tool and FUCK EDEN AND THEIR FUCKING TOOL MINDSET FUCKING CAPITALIST MINDSET IN A SO CALLED POST CAPITALISTIC SOCIETY!!!!! okay im getting a lil heated but yknow what let's continue FUCK PEY'J LOOK AT THIS SHIT

IM SO SORRY BEYOND GOOD AND EVIL FANS THEY DID YOU SO WRONG BECAUSE THEY WANTED TO FUCKING HAMMER IN THE IDEA OF JADE BEING A FIGURE AND NOT A PERSON EVEN IN DEATH SHE IS BOILED DOWN TO SOME FUCKASS WHO KNEW HER AS A BABY'S LOVE INTEREST AND I KNOW FOR A FACT THEY DID YALL WRONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! they did yall so wrong my god. my god !! imagine! someone who knew you as a BABY openly admitted to you when you were a young adult in your 20s that he has feelings for you! what the hell! what purpose does this serve than to cement the idea that jade is a tool, a motive? jade, a goddamn REPORTER tryna spread light on a legitimate issue on society and then gets thrown into the Ghosts because of it, is boiled down to a tool. a fucking tool by both sarah and pey'j, TWO PEOPLE WHO ARE SEEN by both show and fandom AS POSSIBLE LOVE INTERESTS FOR JADE.

SHE LITERALLY COULD HAVE BEEN SO MUCH MORE IF SARAH DID SEE HER AS HUMAN AND DID UTILISE HER ACTUAL TALENTS INSTEAD OF SEEING HER AS A TOOL AND FOR THAT JADE IS UNFORTUNATELY NOT SEEN AS A PERSON, BUT AS A FIGURE.

but yknow what. yknow who also has been seen as a figure and not a person.

dolph laserhawk. eden's child soldier that they raised as a paragon of hope fallen into disgrace.

yknow what also happens with dolph and jade? they treat each other as human. jade includes dolph in her lil vlogs as she does with the rest of the team, because she is a good person. dolph recognises that she is indeed a person, someone worth remembering as themselves. not as who she was to someone, but as someone who went out of her way to offer kindness. she gets a goddamn speaking role in his vr dream alongside alex, who yes groomed him, but he also made dolph feel human.

i didnt even realise it before that they put the only two people (that are. dead. bullfrog is not here for obvious reasons) that have made dolph feel human and not an extension of eden in one frame BUT THYE FUCKING DID. these mfs and dolph are basically real recognises real

this isn't about dolph though, this is about jade. jade, who didn't get to be shown to the world as a person, who posthumously became a figure for a man's revenge, who was put into a position she is not suited for because she was not recognised as human. jade, who is the most human out of the ghosts, who gave voice to those that couldn't through her work, who went into exposing pagan min because of her uncle, her family that she loved. for being the most grounded member, they had to kill you because you mattered so much. kept the team together through kindness. god they did you so wrong jade.

[flossingh]

What if I simply sat and contemplated Ghilan'nain's wistful sentimentality for her halla forever.