#my absolute girl fail love

[stormsandskies]

I’m thinking about Jay Ferin once again

I’m thinking about the amount of guilt she carries over the black sea and her choices and how both Chip and Gill carry such prominent scars from her choices even if they really aren’t something she could have ever seen coming.

She can’t look at Chip every time she sees him she sees the moment his heart was ripped from him, the moment he fell as blood and a thick black ichor dripped from his mouth. It doesn’t matter that he disguises himself she can still see the grey skin, the blood, the lifelessness behind his eyes. She can’t look at Gill, all she sees is the patches of missing skin, the blood gushing from the holes in his hands, the sight of him dying only for the magic to bring him back, the fake Gillion who scares her more then anything. All Jay Ferin can see is the pain she has caused her co-captains, because of her decisions. She feels so responsible for such unseen events. I am even willing to bet she feels responsible for Ava’s death, for her father growing distant. Jay Ferin is going to drown in her guilt before the sea can ever wrap its angry hands around her and drag her into its depths.

[smallblueandloud]

i have to go to bed very soon so instead i'm lying here being overcome by clintasha emotions

[mostlyghostlyy]

Got my notifs on for ur blog specifically for the Longlegs content. So down bad for this nasty little old freak satanist man.

Anyway loving ur writing! I love that you keep his character as gross as he is instead of sort of normalizing(?) him?

Men should not be normalized in any way

[valoflunar]

Michelle by sir Chloe but its pandora staring at Dorcas MESMERIZED even though she knows she shouldn’t be because she’ll never be more than ‘just friends’ with Dorcas and the affection between them will always be nothing more than platonic even if she so desperately wants it to be more than that and the slim chance she had is no longer there because Dorcas is now with Marlene and she feels so bad for being in love with Dorcas because god she’s with someone else and she’ll never be hers and-

[fluxydrawings]

ART TELEPHONE!! WAHOO!!! idea based on this post :D. basically it starts with a human and the next person draws that human’s fursona, and then the next artist humanizes the fursona w/o seein the first one, etc etc

I ran onea these a few years ago and it was fun so thought id do another <3 almost a completely new cast of artists too lmao

speaking of! artists in this include: 1.) me <3

2.) @emeraldfox11

3.) @echnobii

4.) @officialgleamstar

5.) @aroaceacacia

6.) @mochimemes

7.) @ghostpajamas

8.) @noodlepuppie

9.) @kishdoodles

Thank yall for takin the time ta participate in this lil thing of mine :D!! twas fun <333

[bumblingbabooshka]

Someone on the "is it not enough to see Tuvok" post commented "Unfortunately, seeing Tuvok frequently requires also seeing a Neelix, which is unacceptable." and Bea, I am being sooo brave about it, I've not even murdered them (yet)

I am pinning this to your lapel like a purple heart:

They are worsties, they're divorced despite never being married, they have pigtail crushes on each other, they are mutually annoying co-workers, they are middle aged men and also high school girls with the most insane beef ever, family men without families, orchid breeders (one for sustenance and the other for beauty), they're everything.

[orcelito]

Ykno the suckiest thing about being broken up with for someone else is that like. Well I'm doing generally fine, all things considered, but I Am kinda sad thinking about the things I've lost and all the casual affection that I can't have now.

But she's out there having all the affection she wants from her coworker, and it's just like. Damn this feels so skewed and SO unfair.

[winepresswrath]

The thing about Camilla Hect is that she's Lancelot but we see almost nothing of her relationship with Guinevere. But also we do know that she's the one person Dulcinea thought might realize Cytherea was a fraud, and also iirc Camilla brings up whether Dulcinea will recognize them immediately before she stops existing. Of course she loves where Palamedes loves, and that's probably both a sublimation of her feelings about him and a natural consequence of those feelings - quoth Gideon, she's his sword, his right hand, an extension of his very self - but she wants to be seen by Dulcinea. Dulcinea believes Cam sees her. Their relationship is attached to their connections with Palamedes but still distinct from those connections until Cam and Pal disappear so completely into each other they stop existing. What I'm saying is that I think Dulcie should haunt Paul both literally and figuratively.

[patroqlus]

i finished my call down the hawk reread!! now im off to read mister impossible for the first time 🙈

[lavenderjewels]

brings me joy to see fanart of hana. she is funny!!

[musedriven]

I don’t say it enough but shout out to toga who does spacebuns constantly as her wardrobe of choice bc I have TRIED to do space burns and it never turns out girl has talent that I wish I had—

[ollyollyartt]

new ososan oc just dropped oh shit

[hopezzy]

“We are just like those stars, every one of us. I think we’re just little dots that were forced into this world. That’s why it’s scary and lonely and why we get lost. If, from the start, you could find a line that you can connect to, you wouldn’t be so lost in the first place.” LIFE: LOVE ON THE LINE (2020) dir. Ninomiya Takashi

[fookinstevienicks]

sitcom/drama trope i absolutely despise: woman breaking up with a man then getting mad and having a public fit and berating and insulting him when the man sleeps with someone else within a short period of time, and *literally everyone acts like this is okay and the man is the one in the wrong*

like my fury about this plot device goes all the way back to friends, and honestly fuck that show for making me be on ross's side for once, but i just saw a gifset about this same situation in ted lasso after keeley broke up with jamie and it gave me war flashbacks (tbf keeley did not throw a fit but the intention of the show was definitely that this was Bad Behavior by Prick Jamie). like i 100% do not agree with this weird cultural take that a person Must wait an unspecified Proper Length Of Time before daring to put their hands on another person after a breakup. as far as i'm concerned once you break up with someone it is literally none of your goddamned business who they're fucking and how long it took them to do it, and i hate media that uses it as a shortcut to say See This Prick Really Is Trash

anyway it also just highlights a bit of keeley's unaddressed hypocrisy for me

[rainbowvamp]

I would really like to spend more time talking about how hilarious the conversation Dream and Johanna have is if you know comics lore. Like... I'm obsessed.

[fox-mulder-gets-pegged]

Deeply baffled by the fact that customers seem to constantly want me carnally despite The Everything about me.