#she like.... actually disturbs me
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so how am i supposed to feel about shauna? cause quite frankly i think she’s a sociopath, and not in the fun, silly, goofy way.
#*and this is icarly!#yellowjackets#shauna shipman#she like.... actually disturbs me#or at least she does as an adult#literally the first scene when you flash over to real time and she's pleasuring herself to a pic of he daughter's boyfriend#AND ON HER DAUGHTER'S BED TOO#also all those poor little bunnies she's killed bc they were eating her garden :'((((#(i'm a wuss who can't handle any kind of animal death in tv/film so this show has been fun 🙃)#not to mention how fucking deranged she was sitting at the dinner table describing in graphic detail about how she cooked it... for dinner!!#if my mother ever said anything like that to me casual while i'm eating i would first immediately stop eating and be mortified#like 'you need to go to the psych ward and you need to stay there that's some serial killer shit'#also one more thing....#the 180 manipulation tactic she spun on her daughter when she threatened to tell her dad about the affair she was having#don't get me wrong callie is a brat but like... she's a teen??#like this is teenager bratty-ness.. it's gonna go away with time#her mother shauna on the otherhand ehhh... long gone#sorry i just had to ramble cause i'm watching and this woman is ACTUALLY making my skin crawl
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“My amazing daughter” ❌
Too human, not dystopian enough
“my lovable creature” ✅
Unintentionally objectifying, affectionate in a dystopian way, true to the canon “pet and owner” dynamic most aliens have with their pet-humans, “Aliens can never truly understand humans they are two different species”
#alien stage#alnst#It felt kind of disturbing to me but yk i can’t blame her#It’s better than “worth the loss” or “weapon” tsk#its kind of similiar to how we regard out pets. actually.#i bet aliens and humans dont have the same perception on love and affection#but its a trait that everyone and everything has...i think#the fact that shine tries. id never doubt she loved mizi to some capacity#but she couldnt...*love* mizi like a human parent#she will always be mizis mother to me though#i mean just look at how much she cared#the sentiment is still there so. i love it. *wipes tear*#“loveable” but not “loved” Shine could and would love mizi if she could
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I believe the king of Wessex cares for you.
#Alfred cares for uhtred from the very beginning i will die on this hill#bc why wouldn’t he?????#it just god doesn’t allow him to care but HE CARES#to the extent that he as a king shouldn’t be#he didn’t even want to mention the holyground being disturbed thing AT ALL#he needed to bc law is law but he DIDN’T#it was Ælswith who did the work#and alfred was like nooooo why did you say it aloud#now this is not blaming Ælswith she solely did what her husband couldn’t#I LOVE HER FOR THAT#and alfred actually wanted to let uhtred pass by giving an apology#not just that he DID try to stop godwin#but uhtred forced his hand to punish him by killing the priest in front of everybody#and if you look at his expression at the moment you can see it was clearly saying ‘i dont want to do it but you’ve left me no choice’#im rewatching tlk again so I’ve got tons of gifs to share lol#the last kingdom#tlk alfred#alfred x uhtred#uhtred x alfred#david dawson#king alfred#alfred the great#uhtred#alhtred#tlk aelswith#leofric#tlk iseult#my gifs
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What are you excited for when the new Welcome Home update drops?
oh. literally Everything and Anything. to see how the site changes, to see all the neighbors again, for all the new things whatever they may be! Story Progression! Images! Words!
#new insights into characterization!!!#agh! EVERYTHING!#literally the entire update could just be 'oh this is the new version of the site' and id be whooping and cheering and hollering#i dont really carry expectation#other than 'im gonna fuckin love this :]c'#actually no. i hope to feel Deep Dread as well!#i hope at least one thing genuinely scares or disturbs me. im ready to get fucked up with a capital F#HURT ME. IM READY TO FEEL EMOTIONAL AGONY.#< said while hiding behind the couch and wearing a colander on my head. im wielding... a worm on a string#none of this will protect me <3 yippee!#rambles from the bog#but also mainly FOR THE SITE TO BE BACK.#well. 'back.' back in the sense of resurrection. technically the same but altered forever <3#i miss her...#its been like. a day and im already in mourning. i look at the spot where it was once pinned to my shortcuts#i need a black lace veil for these trying times#jesting i hope she's having a fun time in maintenance!
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grace chasity reads both testaments
#this is a bisexual christian joke#i hope this is clear :) i am the target audience :)#npmd#nerdy prudes must die#grace chasity#canon? idk canon is dead i devoured its soul#like girl has had one crush she acknowledged at 18#and - projecting my personal experience here - i absolutely liked girls *and had gay dreams about them* but didn't let them register with m#like i had full-on dreams about kissing girls and. refused to let myself think that made me queer??? just 'that's probably my subconscious'#'wanting to disturb me or something but i'm not actually bi'#and the crushes on them i had#also. i think it's fully possible she liked a girl and killed her a couple of years ago. (on purpose). but she doesn't feel bad bc that gir#was also queer! so REALLY she was preventing others from stumbling#whatever point is i think she's bi i don't care if she knows it or not#give me 3 main girls being multisexual please and thank you :D
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ONE LAST SWING FOR THE ROAD!!
original screeeeenshot :]
#R*CK*RTYS DNI#rick and morty#rick sanchez#summer smith#morty smith#LOL this is a fun screencap. had a lot of fun drawing this for once#redrew this bc the lighting on ricks chest reminded me of top scars. and i wanted to push trans rick agenda [running away embarrassed]#also i love blood and gore. very fun#the other scars are not from anything specific btw. i just like to think he keeps some of them bc hes lazy or sentimental. depends#fun fact! not a single bit of actual lineart in this. its all cleaned sketch. way nicer for me#summer not caring abt the murder and being more disturbed by the nudity is so funny always#BTWWW SUMMER IS SUPER FUN TO DRAW shes so cutesit#hope youall like the colours i eyeballed the whole fucking thing for no reason#notcing mistakes now. but no way im fixing thrm. bye#cw blood#artsbotz
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#bahlk#ben and holly's little kingdom#ben and holly#nanny plum#fanart#bahlk fanart#digital art#my art#little plum#Figgy#Mrs.fig#King thistle#Prince Thistle#i usually write my opinions in the tag but idk what to write here#I actually have a huge problem with the idea of Mrs.Fig hating Nanny Plum#don't get me wrong it's pretty much canon#but the idea of Mrs.figgy hating Plum when she was a child is uuuum#pretty sad and slightly disturbing to me#the thing with characters like the twins and the toddlers is#despite very clearly being naughty and chaotic#it's still acknowledged by everyone that they are just children#and they are still treated with kindness and patience by the adults#sometimes almost to a fault lol#but still#the idea that mrs.fig hates Plum when she was a little girl makes her out to be cruel#and completely takes away the notion that she's a wise and clever woman#i'm definitvely over thinking this#lol#i wish their relationship was more developed#because Figgy's the only character that might actually truly know Plum for who she is
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do we think luce did ballet
#star says#khr#luce khr#katekyo hitman reborn#Im on the fence abt headcanoning this#bc I can't tell if its the kind of thing she would do or not#its very much a toss up to me (mostly bc we don't know much about her personally)#but an art that requires insane strength balance and precision that has the ultimate effect of appearing effortless and graceful#despite how painful it can actually be?#excellent metaphor for her I think#and she needs some hobbies#I had this pretty disturbing idea once where after the curse the arcobaleno find that she has a room for everyone decorated#just the way they like it#with everything sized for toddlers bc she could see them before they met#so she can have some normal hobbies (ballet) and some slightly deranged ones (decorating her future coworkers to whom#she will be bound for life's rooms for when they are inevitably turned into toddlers)#(everyone leaves and doesn't appreciate her artistry obv)#though I do head cannon that viper left a while after everyone else managed to ditch as they were too unstable immediately after the curse#and Giglio Nero could and would provide the care they needed#which makes me think about the implications of Giglio Nero's relationship to the Arcobaleno and the Trinisette#but there's like 100 tags on this 6 word post so I will stop here
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Omg Artificer Real?!?!? Pls sign my Repetitively impaled scav corpse :3
-The Parasite
That is disgusting, gruesome, and unethical. I like it!
Have a fresh bomb too, kid. On the house!
#me#anon#i feel like ive heard the parasite used for a rainworld oc but my memory is. Bad#so i have no clue LMAO#ask#in truth i think this would extremely disturbing to artificer#she doesnt actually strike me as much of a sadist#just extremely pissed#buuuuuuuut this is more fun :3#i love me some horrors#rpficer
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I support the "Batman was unfairly biased to Stephanie for XYZ reasons" crowd so strongly bc DC claims that Bruce is a master planner who is able to understand anyone's psychology but he didn't realize that literally every single one of Steph's problems as a teenager would've been solved by her joining a shitty punk band. If he couldn't figure that much out then he didn't understand her for a minute
#ramblings of a lunatic#PLEASE TALK TO ME I HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTS ON STEPHANIE IN A SHITTY PUNK BAND#her bandmates have turned into ocs it's stage 5 at this point boys#anyway what is steph dealing w/ pre-52 as spoiler that got her in hot water?#1. the anger issues. easily fixed by her getting to scream about beating her dad to death without actually doing it#2. nobody fucking listens to her (including batman). well when u are playing music ppl are definitely fucking listening#3. has no non-batfam friends and thus ends up feeling abandoned almost every time she gets kicked out of the group. bandmates are friends!#don't like being in your shitty house? go to your band mates house and jam!#need to articulate the anger issues in a way that doesn't disturb your frazzled paranoid boyfriend? write angsty songs!#also I do genuinely have a lot of thoughts on how music was applied to Stephanie's character and what it tells us about her#like she loved it. clearly. and she was GOOD at it too. steph is constantly perceived as a screw up and has pretty low opinion of herself#piano was something she could take pride in. in i believe issue 113 of tims og robin series-#-tim is AMAZED at her playing all these years later. so is nocturna a few issues earlier#there's a standard visual language in comics for good or bad music- notation drawn in either shaky or smooth lines#stephs are all smooth and golden. she's good even after all these years of not practicing#but all she says to tim after he compliments her is ''i used to be better...'' SHE SEES THE WORST IN HERSELF AND HER ABILITIES#SHE DESERVES A CHANCE TO FEEL GOOD AT AT LEAST ONE THING LIKE SHE FINALLY GOT TO AS BATGIRL IN HER SOLO#and onto my final point: dinah has several times expressed some degree of fondness/admiration for steph. steph has likewise trained w dinah#and thinks she's cool as fuck. which makes sense. bc dinah is cool as fuck#and what is dinah in??? that's right. a band#steph should join dinahs band for her mental health. this has been an essay#stephanie brown#spoiler dc#dc batgirl#batgirls#<- since that series re-canonized pianist steph!! bless them!
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did another quick dhmis rewatch my thoughts are thusly:
duck and yellow friendship FOREVER I LOVE THEM SO MUCH
duck best character ever created ever invented
red guy still scares me and i had to skip the end of transport bc he made me so uncomfortable.
like somehow this rewatch made me like him LESS and he was already my least fave of the main 3
baker terry i love you goodnite
#LIKE. I STOPPED IT EVRY 5 MINUTES TO EXPLAIN TO MY BABY SISTER HOW THIS EP IS DUCK CENTRIC AND HOW THIS AND THAT#and at one point she was like yeah RG kinda got the shaft this series huh?#and i was like oh shut upp he has so many episodes. like uh. transport. and uh. idk but he HAS them ur gonna have to ask someone who#has him as a favorite#bc to ME transport ep is and always is duck and yellow have a fun cute time in the foreground while red guy loses his shit in the bg#HES JUST SO DISTURBING TO ME IN THAT EPPP#STOP SINGING DISSTRESSEDLY YOURE SCARING ME!!#STOP BEING SO DESPERATE AND RESTLESS AND AGITATED!!!#we are IN THE KITCHEN having a fun time COUNTING THINGS on the CLIPBOARD and you literally sound like ur gonna kill someone#stop !!!!!!!!! ffs!!!!!!!!!!!!!#STOP GRABBING STUFF STOP HITTING THINGS UR NOT DOING IT IN A COMEDIC WAY!!!!#scawy................#anyways dont ever watch dhmis with me im so fucking annoying about it#as a joke my sister said one of ducks lines along with him and then i just quoted him like .5 seconds before his actual lines for the rest#of jobs.#WHO CAN QUOTE DUCK THE FASTEST IS NEVER A GAME I /WANT/ TO PLAY BUT IT IS A GAME I PLAY AND WIN EVERY TIME#>:U STOP FORMING A BOND WITH THEM!!!#anyways. red guy maybe try not being so tall and big and scary and maybe ill like you better next time#my postings
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and the fact that mulder cries a lot makes me want to cuddle him forever 😭😭
everything is so hard for him all of the time!! i love him.
#i love that he cries on screen so much#it means so much in terms of characterization of male heroes that i'm too tired to get into right now#but i also think of when my friend ali talked about how like...what a show of vulnerability it is#in those moments he isn't the invincible protagonist who always charges forward and always makes it out#he's traumatized and he's SENSITIVE and things do not come easy to him. he's afraid. he's lonely.#that ending shot of reduxes just knocks me breathless every time because that IS what it feels like.#that IS what success or barely making it through or 'the best news ever' feels like sometimes#earlier in the ep when he comes to scully's room and she's asleep and he just SOBS next to her. trying to muffle his cries in his hand#so he doesnt wake her. and the next day he's like :) oh i stopped by last night :) didn't want to disturb you :)#it's like actually haunting. and there is no part of THAT that is a heroic crusader.#when everything is 'okay' in the end and everyone is in the room RIGHT BEHIND HIM celebrating and he cries again...god.#it's like the tags i referenced yesterday talked about. it just all hits him at the same time.#there is never any respite on this show even when there's a miracle
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Seeing something related to one of ur pookies' interests and rebloging it so much ppl think you're into it>>>>>>>>
#i dont like tcoaal but my sis likes it so yh#she actually tried to get me into it but i got disturbed by the scene where they stuffed a kid in a box#and Ashley's a bitch too
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i dont know how to convince my mom to not vote republican without outing myself.
its the only thing i can think of that might genuinely change her mind.
worst case scenario is that she finally knows im queer and still votes republican.
#i know my mom and i have a very close relationship but in all honesty i KNOW that if it REALLY comes down to it she WILL bail on me.#shes never been on my side for things like this. ever.#and i dont want my coming out to be over politics. i dont want to come out AT ALL.#itll be 200000x worse if the rest of my family find out though (dangerous republicans)#it might make the situation even worse than it already is.#it IS eating at me not knowing if she ACTUALLY loves me or not. the fact she knows ive involved myself in queer spaces for MOST of my life#yet STILL vehemently supports trump is. disturbing.#even more so considering our SUPPOSEDLY close relationship.#sorry i didnt mean to go this off topic. this shouldnt be about me. i just.#i dont have anyone else. i dont have anymore friends i dont have any other family to turn to. i dont have a support system.#my mom is the ONLY person i have close to me and its harrowing to think that not even SHE can truly care about me.#i dont know what to do.#hollyposts#vent
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it is direly important for me to go to the bank & deposit this check at the atm like it HAS to be done before tomorrow but HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO GET UP?
hello? my special princess is sleebing? it’s illegal for me to disturb her ?
#rose.txt#church#she’s actually not sleeping she’s just laying there purring#which makes me want to disturb her even less actually#she’s so content right now#but it’s 6 it’s gonna take me a while to drive there like I HAVE to go do this#bleghhhhh
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My last bout of sleep paralysis (which was when I was recently hospitalized for nine days and getting no sleep because literally almost every half hour someone was waking me up for vitals or a blood drawl or to give me medicine or to prod my stomach or the attending bringing in the interns because I'm a great case study or because my infusion pump wanted to make obnoxious noises for no reason) was so horrific that when I told my therapist about it yesterday she visibly paled and freaked out on my behalf. Is that a good sign?
#would have loved if i had been hooked up to the heart monitor at the time to see how fast my heartrate shot up while it happened#and it would have been mildly amusing to see the nurses freak out over it#coincidentally and predictably my nurse did in fact come in a few minutes later to give me my meds#at like 2 a.m. because that's just how schedules roll i guess#and she say ME all pale and bug eyed as i desperately tried to distract myself on my phone because i didn't want to fall asleep again#and when she asked me what was wrong and i told her she clucked her tongue and said honey i wouldn't want to sleep after that either#I've had four boughts of it over the last six years or so which doesn't sound like an lot but one time is enough for me#so I'm gonna ask my PCP this week for a sleep study#sleep paralysis#sleep disorder#nightmare#the art i made about the sleep paralysis disturbed my therapist but i thought it was rather mild in comparison to the actual hallucination#art therapy#sleep deprivation
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