#she just stood there the whole time like -.-

[saturnvs]

tried out my new watercolors! i had to paint the 30 year old horse i saw at the stable where i have my therapy, she was so sweet (and ancient looking)

[kendallroygf]

btw this is probably one of the most insane and telling scenes in regards to stewy nd kendall. like the stewy-marcia interaction first off. the way it’s so clearly paralleling kenstewy with logan and marcia. stewy and marcia literally watch their respective persons in silence. also important to note that stewy was one of the first ppl to greet logan when he arrived probably bc he knew that one of the first things logan was going to do was approach kendall and he wanted to get in there first to gauge the situation + logan. but stewy’s concern for kendall in regards to what could happen when he’s in close proximity to logan is so clear and almost synonymous with marcia’s own concern/love for logan at this point. like it seems intentional that they were shown to be like. logan and kendall’s respective partners here

[prettyb0ycvnt]

my stupid freaking friend was bullying me again today i can't escape her get me OUTTTTT i probably should make a list of all the things she's done to me. it's insane because why today did she grab my chin again only to move her hand to my neck and keep it there for God Knows How Long!!! she's literally just doing it because it amuses her to see me lose my shit </33 save me save me save me

[marc--chilton]

(mgv) OAUUGHHH lawrence and adam rooming together out of the hospital because it's made VERY CLEAR that they need each other close and safe after the trap. like @lucradiss said, they had to be moved into the same room because even after the smell of blood and shit and fear were cleaned off of them, their distress scent -- raw and unfiltered "NEED, COME BACK, DON'T LEAVE, WHERE ARE YOU, NEED YOU" -- was palpable enough to send their respective floors into a state of unease. and adam's being evicted, and tensions are high between lawrence and alison right now, so....

their new place doesn't scream "doctor's salary" but it's not a shithole either. one floor, too. at first they're in separate rooms but..... lawrence hasn't slept alone in years, and not having adam as close as possible still gives him some unease (if he can't see him how can he be sure he ever came back for him, got him out of there, let him live). he doesn't even get a chance to wheel by adam's room before the man himself is slipping into his. "keep seein' shit in the shadows. think i gotta take the door off my closet."

lawrence grants him half his bed easily. he also learns fairly quickly that adam is a funny sleeper. he burrows and squirms relentlessly in his sleep until he's nearly sideways with his head on lawrence's ribs. one time he woke up to adam sprawled bonelessly across his middle, slightly crushing him but mostly just endearing himself to lawrence.

the point of no return for Feeling Something More for adam was when diana stayed for the weekend. they hit it off well in the hospital already, so he wasn't worried about that. no, it was simply how much adam worried about making her feel safe there, because it might be her dad's place, but her dad has a roommate now and they didn't meet under fantastic circumstances. he doesn't want her to see him like zep, like some stranger in a home that isn't his.

(it is his home, though.)

he's trying so hard for this eight year old who's been through some shit, he wants her to like him, to be okay with him being there, and it chokes lawrence up if he thinks about it too hard. it feels a lot like a binding point between his old life and his new one. he loves them. he loves him.

diana learns what a 'pup pile' is that night. she has no siblings to pile up with, so she never got to learn, which just Isn't Right in adam's eyes. so that night adam stuffs them into their bed with the pillows and blankets from his old room they'll convert to be diana's, says, "three's not much a pile, but we'll work with what we got, right?" and hustles them into something comfortable, twined and piled on each other.

and if lawrence cries a few happy tears that night, well, he's allowed some by now, isn't he?

[blazethecheeto]

if they don't want us to see frost and mark's 'relationship' (it's in air quotes because whatever the fuck they have i refuse to call a relationship) as a joke, then they need to stop treating it like a joke in canon.

the time skips are appalling, genuinely, like how did we go from frost not giving a shit about this man to her crawling head over heels and crying over him and NO in between. there was never an in-between checkpoint for their storyline, it was all or nothing and i have no idea what's going on anymore, it's the INCONSISTENCY for me. i'm on 8x07 rn and the last time we saw mark, he made her vulnerable and believed this could be real, almost kissed her, then jumped out a fucking window.

she was mad for literally half a season.

let's just say i was a huge "frostblaine" fan. the last time i saw them was in 7x15 where they had their only serious moment in their whole story, only for it to be a lie. now, maybe i would want to see one episode where they AT LEAST reconcile and apologize?? instead of hearing about it after the fact?? nope, the next time we see them they're skydiving and singing karaoke and making out like their kiss wasn't a huge build-up for nothing. i'm so with caitlin on how quickly and weirdly their relationship progressed.

honestly, maybe i would be less hateful about this ship if they even TRIED to give them a good love story. it's clear the writers forget about mark (like they forget about frost and caitlin) until they realize, oh yeah, frost has no plot this season so we need to make her only lines per episode about her boyfriend who ditched her! it makes me mad that they reduced her character to that in s8. she can provide so much more than just the edgy 'teenager' that talks about her boyfriend all the time.

i haven't watched the rest of the season and i heard it does get better for her plot wise, but i also know she fucking dies so ofc they would do that.

there has been no serious moment in this whole 'on-again off again' bullshit. it's literally 'oh mark has abs!!!!! guys i have such a silly girly crush on him haha oh he's evil i'm gonna be pouty for half a season- oh wait he's back!!!' they've been treated as the comic relief couple. even in armageddon, caitlin wasn't even there at the fucking party but oh! right, we forgot frost! she's...oh yeah, she's having sex with mark in the bathroom bc that suits her character and the only thing we care about :333

they treat them like a joke, so how do they expect us not to see it as just that?

[vastiitas]

the way j.b. maun.ey messes w dale bris.by is so fcking funny n lowkey, but it's also so very cole coded

[thenamessparkplug]

shoutout to my old 4th grade teacher for being more supportive of me one time 6 months ago than my own mother's ever been< 3333

[beckiboos]

Taliesin- You know this could take a while. I won't be offended if you have to go

Calliope- *Disappointed* I guess I really should-

Calliope- Errr What's her problem?

Taliesin- Huh?

Calliope- Her over there. She's staring at us

Taliesin- Good afternoon miss! It's a fine day for chopping wood is it not?

Breton woman- It most certainly is. Lets hope the weather keeps. I could watch a handsome mer like you do that all day

Calliope- Is she serious?

Taliesin- Careful. You almost sound jealous

Calliope- Jealous? Why would I be jealous? You're single, she's single I assume. You can do what you like

Taliesin- Good. So if she comes over you won't mind if I talk to her then?

Calliope- Fine. Do as you like. I don't care. Actually I DO have errands to run and it's getting late. Excuse me

Lucien- Well that was a disaster. Who was that woman? That wasn't part of the plan was it?

Kaidan- Nope. No idea who she was mate but was perfect. I'm a fookin' genius

[orcelito]

Ykno the suckiest thing about being broken up with for someone else is that like. Well I'm doing generally fine, all things considered, but I Am kinda sad thinking about the things I've lost and all the casual affection that I can't have now.

But she's out there having all the affection she wants from her coworker, and it's just like. Damn this feels so skewed and SO unfair.

[radioactive-worm-on-string]

All I’m saying is that it’s tragic how very intelligent students are forced to drop out and made feel stupid because some professors feel the need to make their courses so intense that one needs to study 50-60 hours a week, while they just need rest to function, but would have no problem understanding the material if they just had to study 40 hours a week, the actual fucking guidelines for what full-time studies should be.

[sirnica]

Well, not even antidepressants can help me from being on the verge of tears from hearing an older coworker you actually really like and respect absolutely going to town while blasting you and how much you fucked up to another coworker.

I will never do anything for this lab again.

[lanayrutower]

i'm about to throw hands with this yt poll.

this is the zelda version of that twitter butch post to me.

[ilostyou]

oh i’m 😃 violently uncomfortable

[transintellectualistic]

Everyone please look at Shrimp’s source’s wiki page and tell me that this man’s existence and role in our brain is not the funniest shit ever.

Source: Megalomaniac. War criminal. Cult leader. Mad scientist with a god complex. His misdeeds could fill a novel and his blind lust for power, self-gratification and total dominion over all that breathes have doomed billions to live lives in suffering and squalor. Mortal enemy and personal tormentor of basically any remotely important character in the game. Huge fucking incel.

System: Literally just some office worker. His worst crimes are trying to give us a caffeine addiction and spending way too much time writing spreadsheets. I’d say he needs Ritalin but honestly, he is the Ritalin. Give this man a vacation, god. Also very, very aroace.

Source’s relationship to Source!Nelum: Toxic. Manipulative. Maddeningly horny. Every facet of her identity has been shaped by his calculated decisions over millennia, all made with striking precision just so he could be with the one person he thought would love him unconditionally. There is an entire 6-hour-long narrative quest dedicated to his final Hail Mary attempt at making her his and the near-destruction of the solar system that results in the aftermath.

System’s relationship to Nelum: Yeah they’re buddies. They’re pals. No hard feelings here. If we had a proper headspace they’d go golfing together. There’s not even anything romantic going on they’re just chill colleagues. Again, extreme aroaceness going on in both sides of the equation here!

HE NAMED HIMSELF SHRIMP. LIKE TJE FUCKING CRUSTACEAN

^ “remember this is who you’re being mean to when you’re making fun of me” type of shit

(I love you Shrimp I wouldn’t have you any other way <3)

[horce-divorce]

lol. lmao. my parents NEVER interact with my posts on fb, especially when they're ones they SHOULD care about, like stuff that *i* wrote, or stuff that answers questioned they've asked me about in the past. radio fucking silence. I hear nothing from my family since they let us live in the fucking woods, not a peep, not a single "how are you doing, how is Bellamy since he was in the hospital." Nothing for months.

But I repost a graphic that says "it's not your job to fix them. even if they're family" and immediately THAT is the first like my mother given me in about. Six months.

That is NOT a coincidence. She is passive aggressive AND extremely online as fuck. she did that on purpose.

And yeah The thing is, this is NOT the first time I've also posted something ever-so-slightly passive aggressively hoping that she would see it. But it's stuff that would be educational and relevant. I posted the "love your kids! love your kids!!" thing and pinned it, she said nothing. I've shared tons of stuff about how to support trans and queer people, no reshares. I share stuff about disability to my stories daily. I know she sees them, because she did 'like' the post about Bel and I hitting our first year anniversary, and when we still had a car she sent us 30 bucks for repairs or something.

She is extremely on Facebook, all day every day. She SEES the posts.

She KNOWS I posted "you cant fix your family" about her. I'm done fucking trying with my whole family, But primarily her, because she is the one I tried the hardest and the most with for longest, and who disappointed me the absolute most by absolutely and utterly refusing to care. She was great when i was a little, little kid, but as soon as i was developing a real personality and problems she wasn't equipped for (gender dysphoria, disability & mh issues), she was all, "my job here is done, I already did so good! I only signed up for 18 years!" she acts like she doesn't even know who I am now, like im literally a different person since i transitioned. Like she has NO stake in my life whatsoever. She's asked me things about me she KNOWS the answer to, like "idk do you have bad period cramps jimmie?" I HAVE ENDO??? SHE USED TO BE THE ONE CALLING ME OUT OF SCHOOL FOR THOSE???

So yes I posted "you cant fix your family," and yes, she knows it's about her, and she's using that like "like" button like an uno reverse card. Without a single word she just reiterated & reminded me of all the times she threw up her hands and said "I don't know how your life got so fucked up" JUST because I had trauma! WAY before I ever transitioned or was homeless. She said that shit like, right around the time I got sooo so sick and dropped out of college. When I had told her 1 million times what was going on because I was so scared and alone. She "didn't know" how MY life "GOT" so "fucked up."

With one click of a button she managed to say so much with so little. "Oh, you can't fix me? I couldn't fix you either. I tried to fix you and I couldn't make you normal," she said. "I tried to fix you and you didn't WANT that. I tried to fix you but you refused to go to boarding school. I bought you supplements and you didn't take them all. I tried to fix you but it didnt work. Fucking amen, right back at you, kiddo."

I only ever told her i hated her once when I was 10, and I didn't mean it then. At this point, I think I may actually be starting to.

[fantastic-mr-corvid]

Realised in this post it might have seemed weird to say Muro was miserable being a man even if it was closer to his genderqueer identity than being a woman. But that's bc trying to pass to be accepted by cis people is fucking miserable 👍

Even Cecio, who is a trans man and very happy to be seen as a man and gets a kick out of being seen as a cis man feels shit about his need to pass for his own safety and how it restricts him. He has to act in a certain way, he can't be in community with trans people, he can't date or have sex because if people found out he was trans then everything could come falling down. He's so good at being manipulative and being who people want him to be because he's spent every second since he transitioned trying to be exactly what people want him to be.

Both of them spend so much time acting how people expect men to act in an attempt to keep themselves safer that they have to hide their trans identity, cut off and hide that part of them.

Its why it's important to me that Rametta doesn't hide that shes trans, doesn't hide such an integral part of her identity, and says she will be seen as a woman because she says she is, not by proving it to other people by her actions and 'earning' the right to call herself one.