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Minthara:

Also Minthara:

I just can't with her dialogues, like. She goes from slurs to tadpole sexting to incredibly raw. And then there's just these conversations. Which are just a bazillion times more painful when ya know what's actually going on. Sure rip my heart apart Larian, not like I need it anyway.




This hurts so much.


'You're broken, but I decided I will fix you.' - Minthara Baenre what the hell
Also just this. Just look at this. How the fuck am I meant to be normal about this.

I just can't. Like yeah they're all tragedies in their own right but Minthy and Durge take the absolute cake (pun unintended).
I'm so sorry I'll return to normal in... let's be real probably not until 2029 or perhaps never.
#im so normal about her#so so normal#she makes me cry while also gasp in awe#the doom and the dread but theres also hope#and yet she ends up caught in the webs that trapped her in the first place the very first chance she gets#instead of devoting herself to lolth or the absolute she devotes herself to you#she just straight up deifies you#but valid cuz realistically#she just lost fucking everything#her faith was the only thing that mattered to her but her gods betrayed her#and for those traitors she lost her home; lovers; family#im so cool abt it so so cool#bg3#minthara baenre#bg3 spoilers#<- im tagging it just in case
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As per usual, it’s DP crossover with (probably) DC, although you could probably adjust it for other fandoms
ANYWAYS
A little kid and his mother are trick or treating in another city, perhaps at some kind of event rather than knocking on doors, and the kid is dressed as Phantom. It’s very adorable, with his little ghost-shaped bucket and clearly homemade and already stained costume—listen, white only works if you can just fly over street grime or phase it out of your clothes—and his slightly I’ll fitting wig. The kid is SO happy to be out and about dressed as his favorite, and maybe even showed it off to Phantom back in Amity Park before his family left.
The hero, insert whoever you wish here, is probably in civvies and just enjoying the event. The kid, meanwhile, is so glad when people ask who he is so he can explain, and so- the hero gets to hear ALL ABOUT the local town hero who is probably pretty small time despite the kid’s clearly exaggerated stories. The hero certainly never heard of him, but the kid’s mom confirms that Phantom really was the town hero, despite some mixed reviews of the poor guy.
“Did you manage to show him your costume?” the hero asks.
“Yeah! We went down to the cemetery to leave flowers and I got to show him my costume.”
Wait. Cemetery? Maybe it was part of theme, because Phantom had to be named that for a reason, but… it sounded like…
The kid ignores the suddenly VERY still hero and instead turns to his mom. “Momma, do you think we should bring him candy? He doesn’t get to trick or treat like we do, and I can work super hard to get him a bunch!”
The kid’s mom just smiles. “We could, but maybe we should bring him something homemade. I bet he’d like something more filling, teen boys like him have a hollow leg.”
The kid wrinkles his nose. “Like Vernie with the pizza bagels?”
“Like your cousin, yes. We can make some cinnamon rolls and take them to his memorial, maybe bring some of the apples from your grandpa’s garden…”
The hero is pretty much forgotten as the two-part family wanders off, not quite intentionally forgetting the hero is there so much as the hero somewhat accidentally ended the conversation when they just froze and didn’t ask anything further.
Not that the hero didn’t want to. But they’d learn something very serious.
One—there was a small town hero they’d never heard of. Two—that hero was apparently a teen. Third—most pressingly, the teen hero was both beloved enough to have kids dressing up as him and dead enough to have a grave.
This… might require some phone calls.
#dpxdc#danny phantom crossover#meanwhile Danny. sitting on a giant marble slab that has the most ridiculous gag gifts a ghost could ever ask for#he’s just like Oh Sweet Cinnamon Rolls!#he would try to convince people to bring him nasty burger but while val has MOSTLY gotten over her vindictive anger at Phantom DOES decide#that she’s gonna be petty and add cilantro to everything#because Danny has the cilantro soap gene#jokes on her he’ll still eat it#Danny likes his little memorial in the grave. it helps settle him sometimes. also he’s gotten to know the security guards for the cemetery#they’re fun. a bit morbid. they LIKE his jokes so you can stuff it JAZZ#MEANWHILE the hero. Whomstever they are but like 90% of you are thinking either batfam or Justice league#are having just. a TOUCH of a crisis#now they gotta figure out where the kid and his mom are from without either of them figuring out#dealer’s choice on what the GIW and why Amity Park isn’t on the radar#I’ll add my two cents bc when don’t I but I’m by and large not like… dictating this? anyways#I like making the GIW just a BIT more incompetent or just having some massive flaws as an organizational group#so they keep forgetting to tell people to not LEAVE and to keep quiet#average amity Parker if the GIW tried this anyways: aw that’s cute. anyways-#and if it’s dc I guess you need to figure out how the jl never found out. so#i mean there’s a LOT of heroes and cities in dc#and amity park is just lost to the noise or. bc Fenton bad luck#every time Danny tried to call. the jl had some insane disaster and or their systems were down#he eventually figured he might actually be cursed- jury’s still out on that -and he’s saving lives by just handling it himself#he can handle rhe metaphorical mega thunderstorms if it means he doesn’t accidentally summon a fucking tsunami to hit the planet ya know?#the kid and the mom have no idea that what they said was Odd#they are just so used to it. amity park already was using death puns and had an. interesting history and relation with death#even BEFORE there was a dead kid flying around in his white gogo boots
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Fanfics that go "Talia wanted Jason to be a killer more than him" make me laugh because in Lost Days, Jason keeps killing his trainers and she is like "Can you not?!" He has to justify his murders to her and she is not happy with how murderous he is. She sends him to trainers to hope to calm him down.
#talia al ghul#jason todd#red hood#dc comics#my ramblings#talia in lost days is like “ah ah I fucked up”#she is behaving like she has everything in control but she does not and she knows#people act as if she was that evil mastermind but she was like “I just wanted to give my beloved his boy back!”#and when the boy came back angry she tried to support him while also making him less blood thirsty
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i love that even though phoebe never gets to be with melody, never gets to interact with her in many ways, she will now forever do so in every way. phoebe will look up at the sky and see melody in the sun and the stars and the moon, see her in the clouds and the grass and the ceiling. she will bust ghosts with melody's essence etched into the proton pack and carved into her suit. she will simply be and melody will be a part of her. like, melody is now eternally attached to phoebe's foundation.
#like how is that not fucked up#i just love it#melody couldn't be with phoebe so now she's a part of her#phoebe lost a piece of her heart when melody left and now melody is filling it with her essence#that's so romantic#it's a fucking tragedy#melody will forever haunt her#isn't that beautiful?#phoebe will love her through everything she does#and that my dear fellas is so fucking sad and brilliant#phoebe spengler#melody ghostbusters#phelody#phoebe x melody#ghostbusters#frozen empire#ghostbusters frozen empire#checkmatch
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ALSO the end of the episode when jemma is telling fitz that he’s the real hero because he was beside her the whole damn time in the lab and was giving her hope when she had none and then she kisses his cheek and walks away and he sits there smiling and then that smile slowly turns into more of a thinking contemplating oh shit face AND THEN HE KNOWS HE NEVER GOT OVER IT HE NEVER GOT OVER HER
#kat rambles#fitzsimmons#god thinking about the 6x06 flashback too and how we saw the night she friendzoned him and then ever since he probably just assumed he got#over her but NO he almost lost her he watched her jump out of a plane he was two seconds away from jumping out of the plane after her this#is REAL this isn’t going away!!!!!!#and he won’t let her die btw#not after this. not after everything. he knows there’s only one breath but he wants her to take it#but no! what?! he’s her best friend in the whole wide world!!! but…..she’s so much more than that to him#and so#that decision quite literally changes the course of the rest of his life#season two angst season three whatever the fuck was going on FRAMEWORK DOCTOR IJ HIS MIND SEASON FIVE RIFT WITH DAISY EVERYTHING EVERY#FUCKING THING#god i’m going on a tangent but when you get me started on these two#agents of shield
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YOU JUST HƎARD IT FROM [HIS MOUTH] FOR SURƎ!!!
#cw gore#cw blood#jrwi fanart#jrwi suckening spoilers#jrwi suckening#BEEN VEHEMENTLY SCRIBBLING THIS THING ALL DAY#IM SO FUCKING IN LVOE W THE NEW EPISODE#VIV N VEX ARE LITERALLY EVERYTHING I COULDVE EVER WANTED. I LOVE BLOOD AND MEAT AND BLOOD AND MEAT#THE SCRIBBLE IS KINDA ROUGH SO DONT LOOK AT IT TOO HARD BUT EHEHEHEEEE THE FACE THAT I CREATED UNNERVES ME#AND IM VERY HAPPY ABOUT THAT. I LOVE CREATING SOMETHING AND HAVING IT EVEN SLIGHTLY PHASE ME#I LOVED ALL THE TOOTH RIPPING NOISES IN THIS EPISODE. AHVE U EVER HAD A TOOTH REMOVED?#SHE USED A BLUNT METAL TOOL TO PUNCH IT OUT. IT REMINDED ME OF THE SPLINTERING OF A TREE. THE WAY IT TORE.#SUCH A SPECIFIC SORT OF CRUNCHING AND SPLINTERING AS A MOLAR WAS RRRRIPPPEEDD FROM THE SOCKET. OHH I LOVE IT.#GOING IN FOR A ROOT CANAL NEXT WEEK AND IM VERY EXCITED. ALL THE DENTISTS LOVE ME N ARE SO NICE TO ME#WHAT A GREAT EPISODE. I HOPE THE URGE TO DRAW MORE STRIKES ME LIKE THIS AGAIN. WEEEE!!#I WANNA ANIMATE EMIZEL GETTIN HIS EYE RRIPPED OUT. BUT. IM ALREADY COOKING 3 OTHER VIV N VEX ANIMATIONS#THERES NO WAY THEY WILL ALL BE FINISHED HELP!! HELP MEE!!!! I HAVE TO MANY IDEAS AND NOT ENOUGH HANDS. DO U GUYS REMEMBER HTF?#OR HAPPY TREE FRIENDS. THE CUTE ANIMAL SHOW W ALL THE BLOOD AND GORE AND TERRIBLE TERRIBLE THINGS HAPPENING TO THE CUTE ANIMALS#in elementary school i would show the 'eyes cold lemonade' to other kids and tell em thats how they make pink lemonade.#hope that helps you undertsand. i wish i could make a lil cartoon w just viv n vex doing what they do best#LOST MY TRAIN OF THOUGHT. IM GOING BACK TO MY LAB. DONT EXPECT TO HEAR FROM ME IN A MILLION YEARS
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"911's most intense season yet!" - According to whom???
#like. it's fucking not.#this season started out okay and then became an absolute snooze fest so fast.#ortiz? nah she's dealt with and it takes less than 1 episode.#gerrard? more a grumpy grandpa than an actual threat and also dealt with by episode 4.#the kim drama fallout? barely mentioned. eddie dances in his underwear in that one scene though.#buck building a relationship? false they break-up over liking each other too much(?) and tommy is not coming back apparently.#bobby and athena dealing with the season 7 aftermath? not really bobby is fine athena is fine everything is peachy.#even the opening disaster lost a lot of it's impact by being dragged out over 3 episodes instead of being it a 2 parter.#i mean brad was intense i guess - intensely annoying#is the abduction supposed to be the intense part? because i'm bored already. this is the second time maddie is being kidnapped like this.#they really need to find a character trait for maddie that isn't “traumatised victim”#sorry i'm just so annoyed with this show recently and i don't think 8b will be better than 8a#911 abc#911 spoilers#911 critical#911 discourse
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toriel... what are your toriel takes today
i have a headcanon that toriel has a hand-washing compulsion where she does it wayy more thoroughly than needed, instinctively trying to scrub under her claws even when they're perfectly clean because she can still feel the phantom of dirt under them from the time she dug chara's grave.
#one. two. three. four hundred years. it doesn't matter when you buried your child alone#i think she was your obvious standard ''my son just died'' distraught at first just out of shock. but from the moment asgore declared war?#she swallowed her grief and acted as cold and rationally as she could. organizing her leave. taking the body without being noticed.#finding the ruins. sealing them. and yes burying the body. i think she held it together perfectly during that sequence of events#but when she went to wash her hands after it was done and she couldn't get the dirt out. and she could FEEL it digging into her fingertips#but unable to get the sensation out no matter how furiously she scrubbed & dug under them THAT'S when she truly lost it for the first time#and had a full on mental breakdown over everything that happened in so little time#and that experience kinda sealed itself in her brain. both mentally and sensorially. ergo: compulsion#this goat is so fucking traumatized#answered asks#undertale#toriel
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I had to listen my year-ago-self (?) and DON'T force myself to draw complex stuff BUT NOOO, I want more content of my ship. Sigh
#warframe#warframe fanart#excalibur umbra#operator warframe#Operator Dylan#tennocreate#my art#fanart#uuuggghhh#i just cant#but hey Dylan looks cute!#drawing her was an angst experience because I added more shit to her story like her arm and eye#Like I know Tenno are immortal and don't die even in battle so that's why Dylan lost them by the Void Angel of her SIBLING#(but she didn't remember that she used to had a sibling and that fucked up her so bad because the Void took everything from her)#And she 'got' new ones that look a little different as a reminder to never let her guard down again#poor kid :(#of course Umbra was there to 'take away her pain'#lol so much info in the tags sorry#In my defense 1999 gave hints about 'Drifter could had a sibling' sooo...
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I have discovered Ambessa Medarda for the first time
Here's a silly video I made
#shitpost#ambessa medarda#arcane#arcane ambessa#i also put a bunch of images from pinterest in the chat#guys bad news i think im gay#how was i supposed to stay heterosexual after she appeared on screen though#like if i wasnt a lesbian before i certainly am now#shes so hot though#im not super in the arcane fandom i really hope nothing bad happens to my new favourite minor deity#im on her appearance episode#IT SHOULD HAVE BEEN ME NOT HIM IT'S NOT FAIR#she could fondle MY face :((( ive got a soft round ready-to-be-fondled by big rough hands face :((#my hair is fluffier and prettier than his :(( sure im not blonde but everything is negotiable#ive even got a fringe that could be brushed out of my face when it's sticky with sweat and blood after a losing battle :((#i have a face made to go flat and dull when I tragically die after the somebody-or-other failed to do this or that#seriously ive got huge “”am i gonna make it?“ as ive lost three litres of blood” energy yk#like im a flashback death that motivates an important character to keep going or whatever#if that guy dies in a way i described it will be so fucking funny#i hope he dies and gets his filthy eyes off my wife#how many fictional women have i called my wife?? probably a lot#local cuisine#local cuisine arcane#ambessa's twink#hydrated viktor#found out his many bitch named#alsoo he's not blonde i just paused at a bad time and took a photo of a screen#which meaaans my hair is EVEN MORE NICER than his
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you know, we talk a lot about characters and/or relationships (of all kinds) being 'doomed by the narrative' around here, and how haunting and gut-wrenching that can be, especially when it so often takes the form of death and destruction and tragedy.
and we should keep doing that, obviously. death and destruction and tragedy kick total ass.
however. can we please spare a thought for the clowns trapped in that same (burning) room?
after all, what is a comic relief character if not doomed by the narrative to always act like a buffoon despite any and all circumstances, all for the sake of relieving narrative tension?
how must it feel, to have everyone around you dropping dead, losing limbs, losing loved ones, and otherwise being on the receiving end of unending torment - and all you can do is stand there and prattle off another zinger at your allotted time?
and what if you lose a loved one yourself, o jester mine? what if - hear me out - you lose multiple loved ones? what if it never ends? what will you do then?
well, if you're lucky, you'll get to mourn for all five of the seconds you're allowed to before the size thirty shoes go back on and the narrative moves on to other, more plot-central characters.
if you're not - well. it's a good thing clown makeup is waterproof, isn't it?
anyway, shout out to all my comedy kings out there doomed to play perpetual funnyman to their more plot-central counterparts despite being in undeniably comparable pain. you may be doomed by the narrative, but you are beloved by me <3
#fiction#writing#tropes#doomed by the narrative#yamada hizashi#present mic#yes this is about mic#as is everything tbfh#i've been wanting to make a similar doomed by the narrative post about nemuri for a while#but lbr in midnight's case it's less 'doomed by the narrative' than 'ignored by the narrative'#'forgotten by the narrative'#'fucked by the narrative'#it's not even 'sacrificed by/for the narrative' either because a sacrifice has to fucking mean something substantial#nem was killed more or less for shock value and to balance the scales after the villains lost twice#that's it#and before anyone comes after me - no i am not opposed to her death just because she's a female character and/or my fave#a look through this blog and my entire ao3 body of work will show that i am distressingly compelled by-#the tragedy of her death and what it means for her character and her loved ones#but hori has done exactly none of the work to pay off on that so i will not give him the credit for it#anyway.#don't mind me just ramblin'#meta
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fan jian is such the dad. fan xian doesn't even need other dads when he has fan jian...but these poser dad wannabes keep trying to poach him and fan jian has to show up and be like nice try mister but he's MY kid and i am taking him home in my carriage right now and he is going to filially pour me tea and make all the family decisions. so there.
#fan jian you are legit making me emotional. have you thought about the consequences of your actions (viz. making me emotional)#joy of life#my posts#also fan sizhe calling fan xian ge all the time now...fan xian watching him drive off in the rain and saying don't worry#i'll take care of everything 😭#on another note. ruoruo saying you're my favorite brother because i can always get more didis but you're my only ge#<-girl the ge stan that you are...#fucking lost it at her. she's so funny. but also so touching how she just had complete faith in him that he would look out for her#THE FAN SIBLINGS ARE FUCKING ME UP#sorry this post was supposed to be about fan jian. i forgot about him for a second. congrats on your children sir#fan jian#the dads of fan xian#f
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Cass looks like a vampire

Nightwing #106
#dick is buff as fuck in this art style#and he's teaching cass how to make pancakes after she taught him a move so hmmm hmmmmm honestly i'm not mad at it#feels kinda off. like halfway between a fanfic story and what their relationship could've progressed to in canon#tt's story today was also alright other than that dumb joke about the ambulance#i like that ric mentioned that his memory wasn't good and that he lost minutes or days#that's def a continuation from the ric arc where ric said that he'd just black out sometimes#see i appreciate continuity details like that#buuuut ric keeping the letter that the guy gave him... lol it's just kinda funny since he torched the whole nightwing bunker#like oh yeah i'll save this letter for the old me in case he comes back but at the same time i'll burn everything old me had#Dick Grayson#Cassandra Cain#tuesday spoilers
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lol didn’t think someone giving money would give me anxiety
#to the judge that’s gonna see this case next year and the lawyer that is representing it assuming the state idk how this all works#why has the person to say the least get to go a whole year without consequence? a known criminal who after stealing from me and being#released and again getting arrest now for gang violence or some shit she was let go? she maybe associated to the group that killed that boy#last year. and here i am panicking because im afraid to carry cash. im paranoid that imma go outside and my car will be missing. i’m get#panic attacks when i drive to close to that gym and tired going back but physically cannot get out of my car and i start to cry in the#parking lot. i’m not sitting at work shaking forcing myself not to cry because someone handed me cash and i’m afraid someone is going to#steal my purse again. you think that’s not a big deal and honestly i didn’t think it was until my purse was gone. my cards stolen and used.#my key missing EVERYTHING in my purse GONE. so many things in there plus the purse i had money and all that is stuff i paid for now im out#all that cash i’m out 500$ for a key replacement i stopped feeling safe leaving my house all my non replaceable things gone and everyone#spoke to me like it was my fault and had to stand their crying while adults told me not to use a gym locker ??? but in the same breath telli#telling me this isn’t the first time she’s done this she has a warrant for her arrest she’s known to steal cars i’m the problem and there’s#nothing they can do to help me. so while i cry because all the money i had lost and never got back i had to do ALL the work to call my bank#track where my cards were being spent at call the jpay line she transferred money to look up the person she cashapped money to call the#business she was actively spending money at ask the manger if she is currently there and if they could give the police all the receipts and#video of her there for them to act like the hero’s for my brother and i tracking her down while you all belittled me#FUCK YOU AND FUCK HER i can’t be fucking normal about STUPID mundane shit i’m stuck here shaking and crying and what you tell me later it’s#not a big deal? give me all the content of your car and wallet or purse or backpack take nothing out and see what you’re left with and how m#much you need to spend to drive your car again and to tow your car home let a stranger have all your cards and address and tell me you feel#safe#OH and for the gym to tell me they know about her she used to be an employee there she doesn’t have a membership so they don’t know how she#got in and they can’t help but she did steal from another girl that night and an employee last month and who knows how many more ppl like#that’s convenient you pos sounds like she has friends that still work at the gym and open the back door for her or just let her in that’s#crazy no ? and this is all alleged because when if i lost all these things i can’t speak on what did or didn’t happen that’s some crazy bull#shit anyways the towing company felt bad for me maybe because i hadn’t stopped crying they gave me the key replacement number and told me to#mention he referred me so i could get a discount and the layman felt back for me because when i called him i started to cry and when he told#me the price i cried harder so 500$ was the cheapest but pretty much my whole check#key man*#bad** LET ME FIX TAGS#allegedly all these ppl are privileged kids from a privileged background that grew up in a sheltered community and thing there’s no#consequences to their actions because of the lack of accountability from their parents who willing pay for people to look the other way
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idk why but the trope where character a changes the routine or something in the daily life of character b and character b complains and gets annoyed at the new addition and then suddenly one day character a gets genuinely upset and stops doing said thing which then makes character b all ☹️wheres the thing i miss the thing but has to pretend they want it back and is only doing it for character a’s sake when we all see its just them being in love or whatever is something i fucking LOVE to see?? every time???
#this is so specific and yet#do u know how many times ive seen this and every time i love it???#its like someone who hates change but is willing to change for someone. their happiness overpowers they uncomfortable feelings and it#suddenly feels as though they have lost something so precious so beautifully character a that they need it back.#girl how many shows do this lets see:#merlin#with merlin’s chatting and smiling and arthur missing it and being audibly upset when its gone#semantic error#when my red man stops fucking with him and he just goes :((((#30 but 17#with everything she does esp with the plant and the home itself and going to work ugh#destined with you#which im currently watching now and up to episode 7 but these bitches are both whipped withojt realizing it#there are 1000 other examples of this and i love every rendition#okay thanks for coming to my ted talk at 5am bye#their uncomfortable * english what is it#tropes
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#lemme get this straight#twitter swifties are apparently now fighting a kc photojournalist because she's upset they take her photos without credit#and remove her watermark from the images#and justify it with 'the watermark is ugly u mad bro'#do i have that right#like... that's the whole fucking point it's her copyright THAT'S HOW THESE THINGS WORK#schools not teaching students about proper credit for sources drives me up the fucking wall in online culture#twitter is the fucking worst everything i hear about it just proves it further#and as someone who has friends and family in the field YOU ABSOLUTELY SHOULD GIVE CREDIT TO THE PHOTOGRAPHER#anyway i'm sure i lost brain cells over this#why are swifties and specifically twitter swifties always trying to find someone to fight#like i'm sure that energy can be better expended elsewhere#are you my mother is arguing what gives you life do you have bpd what is your damage twitter
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