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I am not closely following the election results tonight, but I am occasionally seeing flashes of them out of the corner of my eye. The most obvious sign that things arenât going well right now is the complete lack of celebrating on my dash. I know what tumblr looks like when itâs happy. Maybe Iâll go to bed tonight and see something different in the morning. I hope to god that is the case. But Iâm thinking about the way Iâm thinking right now, and I want to get some stuff down before the future kicks in.
In 2016 I was in a period of my life I affectionately refer to as as my fuckup era. I wasnât even fucking up really. More just chilling out and falling short of the vague expectations Iâd had about what I was supposed to be doing after I graduated college. While my friends from college rented apartments in the city and got jobs that didnât supply you with a uniform shirt, I lived at home and worked as a barista at a fancy movie theater. Thatâs a real job you can do for almost five years. I didnât have a clue what the back half of my twenties should look like. The only long term plan I had in my life was moving out west with my best friend, and my plan for finding a job once I was out there was basically to cross my fingers and hope.
Those days werenât bad on the whole, but it felt like I was not actually living a life so much as I was goofing off in the waiting room. Sometimes that felt embarrassing, sometimes it felt fun, and sometimes it felt like I was completely pointless to the world.
On 2016âs Election Day, I went to bed early. After watching the votes come in, I needed the night to be over. I woke in a world that felt different than it had been the night beforeânot just in the actuality of who would be president but down to its foundations. I realized for the first time how much hope Iâd had in human nature because now I didnât feel it anymore. Itâs almost silly when I think about itâso many horrible things had already happened that year, people had done horrible things as long as there have been people, and I didnât think I was naive to thatâbut something clicked into place that morning.
It felt the same way my world had changed a year earlier, in 2015 during my last semester of college. My college victory lap felt like a prolonged downward spiral. Very early in the morning on a Monday, after pulling an all-nighter and overwhelmed by self-loathing that I could not just motivate myself to work on a paper that had been my only thought all weekend, I self-harmed for the first time in a way that was impossible to pretend it was anything else. Earlier that weekend, Iâd tried staving off the urges drawing or writing on my arm, something that did (and does) usually work. Iâd written this quote in silver sharpie on my forearm: âGood is not a thing you are. It's a thing you do.â
I picked that quote from the Ms. Marvel comics and liked the words so much, I thought that I wouldnât be willing to purposefully mess it up by hurting myself there. Didnât work. They just made me feel more ashamed of myself as I did it.
That was the worst I had ever felt. Then, on the Friday of that week, a friend of mine was senselessly, brutally murdered.
It doesnât feel now like there was ever a time before her death. My memoir class is now where I wrote about her. My favorite professor is now the one who held me as I cried. My final thesis, the culmination of my history degree, never got finished and certainly never got polished. I turned it what I had and got an A minus. Sometimes I think of rereading that paper to see if thatâs the grade it actually deserved. We hadnât been the closest friends, but my name was still on the email admin sent to professors, listing students who might be emotionally affected by this tragic event. Graceâs murder hangs over every memory I have with her and everything she ever touched. It feels like its own type of obliteration to leave her reduced to her death.
Grace wanted to be a lawyer because she believed in justice and also liked arguing. She could be rude when she wasnât interested in what you were saying. When you caught her attention, you felt like the most fascinating person in the room. She was so proud of being Jewish. I watched her become proud of being gay. She was so universally friendly that it took me a year to realize that she actually liked specifically me. She had a somewhat silly laugh and an astonishingly luminous smile.
I thought less of the world and the people in it because of how she died. Trumpâs election in 2016 felt like that.
After he won, I left stasis. From November through December, I thought harder about my future than I ever had before. Who did I want to be? What did I most value? What did I think was worth protecting? What work wouldnât kill me to do? At one point, in presumably a fit of madness, I thought, âwhat if I got into politics.â Epiphany eventually hit me. By the time of Trumpâs inauguration, I was already enrolled at community college, getting my pre-reqs for nursing school.
Now itâs election night again, eight years later. I live on the west coast with my best friend, in a house that we bought together. I work as a nurse in a hospital in a city where there are homeless encampments off every highway and someone begging for change on every corner. Meanwhile, thereâs Palestine. Meanwhile thereâs Sudan. Meanwhile refugees drown in the sea and border patrol shoots jugs of water. Even hurricanes have human cruelty now.
I donât think people are inherently good or the universe inherently kind. But I am very good at tricking myself into thinking it for a little while, and when I do, I can remember the a specific feeling from Friday of my senior year, from that morning in Novemberâ how fucking hard the disappointment hit me because I had expected people to be better than this. It makes me want to be better than that.
I believe, and hope that I always will, that we can make a better world. I donât know what it looks like, but I think I will see it in my lifetime. Those of us who can believe such things owe a bit of that naĂŻvetĂŠ to the worldânot to excuse atrocities or think them impossible but to believe that we can stop them at all. You have to have a couple people sprinkled around who are genuinely shocked when people do bad things. Itâs not that the pessimists are wrong, but you need the occasional counterbalance. I want to be a reasonable cynicâs pleasant surprise.
Every shift, I interact with people at their lowest and worst. I see the direct pipeline from pain to anger to violence, and how fragile that pipeline can be. So many situations can be changed by things as small as a warm blanket or a kind word. Violence can be quite easy to avert. Crises can be quite simply to resolve. Even when I know that whatever I do that shift will not change the circumstances of a personâs life, I think that what I do that shift still matters.
Iâm lying in bed, writing this post instead of looking at the news. I wonder how tonight will change me. Been thinking about what Iâll do if Trump wins. Been thinking about how whatever I think I need to do under Trump will still need to be done if Harris clutches out a victory. I guess this is a pessimistâs optimism: to a degree the election doesnât matter. Good is not a thing you are. It is a thing you do. Our better world will always take a lot of work.
But please god please, why canât it be just a little easier to do it?
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Beautifully Cruel World-Chapter 8
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There's some deep conversations in this chapter so I advise to read with caution. A warning is there's heavy talk of Woojin, please remember the names and faces used here are just that, names and faces, and in no way reflect the real people the characters are based after. The actions, views, personalities and characteristics of these characters do not in any way shape or form reflect their real selves. This story is all for fun so please keep it that way. No hate. It took me a good two days to write this chapter with many breaks in between. I wasn't sure how I should write Y/n's backstory and had decided on trying to make it more relatable. For anyone who's used to reading my stories either on here or other platforms know I write a lot of things based on my own personal experiences so I can write better endings especially with comfort characters. This series is no different. Please know that I did exaggerate parts of it and everything that happened was years ago and I have gotten away from it. Thank you now please enjoy.
Chapter 8
Y/nâs dry heat lasted four days. Four days of them all taking turns cuddling with her in the nest keeping her fed and hydrated. Every morning and night Minho would kick everyone out of the den and apply the creams to her now mostly healed wounds and make sure she takes her medicine before helping her change into new clothes having been sweating through the previous ones each time.Â
The worst day had to have been the second when she became super emotionless and just seemed to be a shell of a person. Her scent even became almost nonexistent. But they stayed with her especially when it caused her to sub-drop that night and they barely got any sleep trying to make sure she didnât drop too deeply.Â
They all slept in the nest with her every night, well except for Hyunjin. He didnât come home the first night and snuck in the second night when they were all dealing with Y/nâs sub-drop. It was the third morning when her scent went back to normal from it that his beta started telling him sheâs his fated mate causing his stomach to drop and his heart to ache.Â
He would go downstairs occasionally, pretending to grab a drink or food and would subtly check in on her. That night he silently cried himself to sleep on the couch wanting to be close to her but knew he had fucked up. The fourth night after he cried himself to sleep again Changbin grabbed him from the couch and carried him to join everyone else in the nest.Â
Hyunjin woke up the fifth morning in the nest with Jeongin hovering over him curiously. âHi Innie.âÂ
âYou better apologize to her.â The alpha tries to act dominant but it doesnât last long as he pounces on him. âIâve missed you, I hate when you act like that.âÂ
âIâll apologize, I promise.â Hyunjin pulls the pup closer to him, happy to be with his mates again.Â
âMins going to kick us out soon to do what he needs to.â Jeongin whispers nuzzling into the betas neck.
And the youngest was right, as soon after Minho kicked them all out and moved to the omega to wake her up. âCome on kitten.â
âLet me sleep, Min.â She rolls over.
âLook at me, omega.â He places a hand in her hair and rubs gently as she whines and looks up at him.
The alpha sighs in relief when he sees her eyes are no longer foggy as they have been.
âYou okay baby?â
âMy body aches a bit.â She yawns and stretches. âAnd I need a shower.â
He smiles down at her, happy the dry heat is over. âHow about a bubble bath instead? I donât think any of us are ready for you to be alone quite yet.â
âIâm pretty sure weâve established already that you need to take me on a date first before you can get my clothes off.â She smirks causing him to give an evil grin.
âKitten, Iâve been taking your clothes off for the last four days.â
âYah!â She blushes in embarrassment and quickly covers her face with one of the nearby blankets. âIâm sorry you guys had to do all of that.â She whimpers and Minho grabs the top of the blanket pulling it down to see her face.
âYou donât have to apologize for that, baby.â His hand finds its way back into her hair. âYou never have to apologize for things like this. Weâll take care of you, always, no matter what. Itâs what packs do, especially for their mates.â
âBut Iâm not even pack.â She frowns. âAnd Iâm not mated to you guys.â
âYou are pack, no one can say otherwise.â He smiles at her. âAnd weâll get you mated to us soon enough.â
She blushes again and he canât help but fawn over how cute she is as he moves his hands down to her sides and starts tickling her.
âNo, Min, stop.â She laughs trying to wiggle away from him.
âOnly if you promise to stop frowning so much.â
âOkay, okay, I give.â She giggles, he stops and smiles down at her.
âThereâs that beautiful smile.âÂ
Chan pokes his head in the door. âI heard her laughing, Iâm guessing itâs over?â
âYeah.â Y/n sits up properly and the alpha sighs walking into the room moving to the nest.Â
âYou scared us a little, baby girl.â He pulls her to his chest. âBut youâre good now and thatâs what matters. How are you feeling?â
âA bit achy and in need of a shower.â
Chan frowns a little at this. âHow about a bubble bath?â
âThatâs what I told her too.â Minho smiles.
She rolls her eyes. âI donât need all of you sitting in the bathroom while I take a bath. I think Iâll be okay alone.âÂ
âFor our sanity, please just let one of us sit in there with you.â Chan tries to negotiate.Â
âFine.â The omega crosses her arms. âBut itâs going to be Felix who does.â
âDeal.â Both alphas agree.
âIâll go start it and let Lix know.â Minho stands up.
âMake sure to use Hyunjins expensive bath salts and bubbles.â Chan smirks. âHe deserves it after how he was acting.â
Minho nods with a smirk and leaves the den and Chan turns back to the girl.
âMy memories are a bit hazy from the last few days but I remember Seungmin helping me when it first started.â She whispers. âBut I donât remember Hyunjin ever being around. Is he still not happy?â
âWell Iâll tell you this.â The alpha coos at her. âJinnie cried himself to sleep on the couch the last two nights and Bin had to bring him to the nest last night. He hasnât said anything about you being her for the last two days and considering that and the fact that he was not so subtly trying to check on you, I think heâs realized how badly he fucked up. Just like Minnie did.âÂ
Y/n nods but also feels guilty for being the reason the oldest beta was crying himself to sleep.
âSoooâŚâ she rings her fingers together. âWhatâs going to happen now?âÂ
âYouâre gonna get washed up and itâs the last day you need to take the antibiotics and do the creams.â He explained. âAnd then weâre gonna sit down as a pack and discuss everything.âÂ
She nods and starts to overthink about how the pack meeting will go but doesnât get to worry for long as Felix rushes in tackling her into the nest.
âHi sunshine.â He purrs. âIâm so glad to see youâre better now.âÂ
âHi Lixie.â She nuzzles into him.
The older omega turns to Chan. âCan I take her now?âÂ
The alpha canât help but smile at the two. âYes baby, you can take her.âÂ
Felix grabs her hand, dragging her out of the nest and into the large bathroom on the first floor where Minho is just turning the taps off for the bath. The room smells of bath salts and the tub is full of bubbles.Â
âI put your clothes on the counter.â Minho motions. âAnd Iâll be back afterwards to help you apply the creams. Lix keep an eye on her. Shout if you guys need anything.â
 Felix turns away as she strips and gets into the bath and once she tells him heâs good he sits against the wall next to the tub and talks with her as she soaks. He helps her wash her back then her hair and once she was ready to get out he left to get Minho again as she dried off and changed into shorts and a bra for the alpha to help her with the creams one last time and after getting her shirt on they head into the dining room.
âY/n.â Seungmin comes over to her. âIâm really sorryâŚâ
The omega hugs him tightly, surprising him. âItâs okay.â He relaxes and hugs her back. âThank you for helping me.â
âOf course pup.â He buries his nose into her neck.
âIâm also really sorry for how I acted.â Hyunjin stands nearby. âI know itâs going to take some time with everything I said but Iâll work on it as I know now that you are our omega.â
Y/n smiles at him and nods as Seungmin lets her go and everyone moves to sit around the table to discuss everything.Â
âSo first things first Y/n.â Chan starts, sitting across from her. âYou wanted to tell us about what happened before we found you. If youâre not ready yet thatâs okay, just let us know when you are.â
âHyunjin and Seungmin also wanted to explain themselves for how they acted.â Changbin explains, sitting between the two betas. âIt will also help give you some understanding about the pack's history.â
Seungmin sighs, leaning back against the chair. âAs you saw in the pictures in the tenth bedroom upstairs, we had another pack member, another alpha. That was his room.â
âHis name was Woojin.â Hyunjin crosses his arms. âIt was back before all of us officially became each other's mates but we had all been discussing it as we understood we were each other's fated mates. We had also all agreed we would be looking for you, our fated omega.â
âBut Woojin had other ideas.â Felix growls which was the first time sheâs ever heard something like that from him.
âWoojin didnât see omegas the same way as we do.â Hyunjin watches the omega like beta. âHe was very much not accepting of how Felix is when he finally had the confidence to explain his omega tendencies to us.â
Y/n grabs the other omegaâs hand for both his and hers comfort.Â
âWe also saw it very quickly as he had started treating Lix poorly.â Jeongin grits his teeth. âWas treating him as though he wasnât a person and we couldnât accept that.â
âI understand that.â She whispers looking down at her and Felixâs intertwined hands.Â
All of their hearts break hearing her words.Â
âInnie was a late presenter and was a pretty fresh alpha at the time.â Minho pulls the youngest to him. âBecause of it he was still learning but he knew to be protective of Lix as though he was his omega and it caused a nasty fight to break out.â
âWe knew we couldnât keep someone like him around.â Chanâs fist is clenched on the table. âWe told him he had to leave which caused an even worse fight.â
âThere was blood.â Jisung shudders. âAnd later we found out he had assaulted someone in town.â
âThatâs why we keep his room off limits.â Seungmin motions upstairs. âWhatever he left and any photos with him in it the alphas packed up in boxes and left them in there.â
âAfter that we all agreed for our sake that eight is fate.â Hyunjin whispers. âWhy Minnie and I werenât happy about your presence here. We were afraid of something like that again. Getting attached just for you to do something to hurt us and leave.â
Y/n nods in understanding, unsure what to even say after hearing all of that as sheâs still looking down at hers and Felixâs hands. She tried to speak a few times, opening her mouth only for nothing to be said.
Chan gets up and walks over to her chair pulling it out a bit so he can kneel in front of her. âWhatâs going on in that head of yours, baby girl?â
âA lot.â She mumbles looking at him. âEverything you guys had said as well as me trying to figure out how to tell you my situation.â
âYou donât have to tell us yet if you arenât ready.âÂ
âNo.â She shakes her head. âYou guys need to know.â
âAre you sure?â Felix squeezes her hand.Â
She nods and Jisung scoots over to the empty chair on his other side so Chan can take his seat to be next to the omega.Â
âLike Innie, I presented late.â She sighs. âMy family consists of mostly betas. The only alphas being my grandfather, uncle and youngest cousin. Iâm the only omega in several generations in the whole pack. Both my parents, older brother and four younger siblings are all betas. As well as the rest of my aunts, uncles, cousins and grandparents. Most other pack members are betas with the occasional alpha.We all originally thought I was one too until I was seventeen and had my first heat. Even before then though I was treated differently.â
âMy grandfather is the pack alpha. I was the oldest girl so there were a lot of expectations put on me that I was never able to meet. From a young age, every family or pack event I was the one to do everything. Clean, help cook, set everything up while all the other kids got to play. They would tell me to do several things at the same time and if I didnât get something done in the time they wanted because I was doing the other stuff first I was reprimanded and punished. If my older brother tried to help me I was reprimanded or punished for putting my load on him instead of just doing it myself.â
âWhat would they do?â Jisung asks, leaning his head on Chan's arm.Â
âAt first it was just more chores that would just get stupider, like dust underneath of the dining table or not let me play with the other kids at all or say I didnât deserve presents on Christmas and my birthday.â She sighs. âAs I got older it became I wasnât allowed to eat or no one was to talk to me for the whole day. Then it was all of that and I was locked in the basement away from everyone for a few hours. Nothing to really physically harm me as my grandfather wanted to look good as the pack alpha.â
Chan looks down at her still slightly bruised wrist with a raised brow. âIâll get to that.â She whispers. âEveryone in our pack lived in the neighborhood so we were to always put on an act that we were the perfect family.â Y/n couldnât help but to chuckle as she shook her head. âBut we were far from that. My older brother never wanted to come around so my family would use the excuse of how hardworking he is, being busy with school and work. My parents separated and my dad left the pack and mated with an alpha female ten years younger than him and had my four younger siblings. My mom was a verbally, emotionally and mentally abusive alcoholic and anytime she fucked up, pissing her parents off they took it out on me. Would ignore me for weeks or months until I apologized, for I never even knew what, just for it to happen again not long after. Would âforgetâ to pick me up from school, leaving me there after theyâd get my cousins. Prioritized everything my cousins had over anything I had. The worst having been the first time she went to rehab when I was fourteen.â
The omega takes in a deep breath as Felix pulls her closer to him for comfort and Chan places a hand on her thigh. âWhen I presented my familyâs first reaction was to find a doctor who would administer the suppressant injections. The pack didnât know and they were gonna make sure it stayed that way so every month, on the first, I was taken to that doctor to get the injection done. Wasnât pleasant, it was painful, felt like it was burning in my veins for the first twenty four hours. I still went to school and graduated high school, even took a year of college. My mom was the main one who kept my food intake restricted to protein shakes and salads. Said that if I ate anything other than that then I would start to become curvier like an omega and they couldnât have that. She got worse and she went to rehab for the second time when I was nineteen. Then again when I was twenty, then twenty two.â
âAnd again last week.â The boys were all shocked by this as their eyes widened. âMy grandparents said I should stay with them while she's there since my older brother is nowhere to be found. Well at least thatâs what they think, he was fed up with them and our mom that he moved to the northern side of Seoul and cut contact with all of them, but Iâm the only one who knows that as heâs only kept in contact with me for the last year. He had tried to stay around as long as he could for my sake but he just couldnât. I don't blame him. I should have realized that staying with my grandparents was a bad idea⌠They treated me as their maid and slave. I was fed up after the first day and told them I was going back to my house, that Iâd be fine by myself. My grandfather said I donât get to talk to them like that and how Iâm a spoiled little bitch that theyâve been going easy on. How theyâve been so nice to me to help keep the illusion that Iâm a beta but what they were telling me to do was how an actual omega is to be treated and I should act like one. I yelled at them about how they hate me being an omega and wonât let me be my true self so why would they treat me as such now?â
âThat really pissed my grandfather off since he grabbed my wrist as hard as he could, dragging me across the house before⌠throwing me down the basement stairs. He continued to yell at me as I had gotten up trying to run up the stairs and maybe get past him but he blocked my exit causing me to run into him. After I fell back onto the top step he kicked me in the ribs pushing me down the concrete stairs again, hitting every step on the way down to the bottom. He shut and locked the door and turned the power off down there.â Y/n could feel how angry they all are at this point, the alphas growling softly, the betas clenching their fists, jaws locked, and Felix is now holding her protectively. âEven though I couldnât see I could feel the bruising and the gash on my arm bleeding. I was kept down there for three days in complete darkness, with nothing to eat or drink. The day you found me was my aunt's birthday so they were letting me out to set up and prepare for it. It was the only opportunity I had so as soon as I was let upstairs I ran for it out the door, only able to grab my car keys on my way out. They yelled at me that if I leave then to never come back, saying that the family and pack would be better off without me. I drove as far as I could with what gas I had left. I thought about going to my brothers but I knew I didnât even have enough gas to make it to the city or any money to get more. So when my car dinged in need of gas I pulled over as the first public place I saw.â
âThe park.â Jisung is in tears as he clings onto Chan and Y/n nodes as she can feel Felix shaking as he holds her, knowing heâs also crying as he buries his face in her neck.
âWhat would you have done if we hadnât been there?â Chan grips her thigh.Â
âI honestly donât know.â She whispers and grabs his hand trying to hold back her own tears.
âWhat do you wanna do now?â Minho hugs Jisung from behind as he leans over to look at her. âIf you wish, we can take you to your brother's place.â
âMinho?â Jeongin lowly growls.Â
âNo Innie, heâs right.â Changbin sighs. âWe said it was up to you, pretty girl. If you want to stay youâre welcome to but we arenât going to force you. So we can take you to your brother if thatâs what you want.â
âBut you have to promise to keep in touch with us if you do.â Hyunjin smiles at her.
âYou guys truly want me to stay?â She looks at each of them in hope. âAll of you?â
They all nod in agreement giving a course of âyesâsâ.
âThen Iâd like to please stay.â She whispers and they all sigh in relief. âIs there any chance Iâd be able to call my brother though, so I can tell him what happened and that Iâm alright?â
âOf course, baby girl.â Chan lifts her chin to look at him. âJust let one of us know when and you can use our phones to do so.â
âWe need to take you to get clothes here soon, while we do that we can get you a new phone set up too.â Jeongin stands up and comes around to pull her from Felix to hug her. âThat way you will be able to stay in contact with him. Youâre safe now, we promise that youâll never have to go back to your grandparents again. Youâre a part of our pack now.â
âThank you.â She tears up.
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Genuinely tho- if there was a third Transmigrator: Liu Mingyan- would be the funniest.
Like she pulls a Jason Mendoza from the good place and just stays quiet. She isnât expected to win her first fight and is over all left alone.
HECK her story has already changed because her brother- who is a pretty boy omg- is over all left alone from the plot and the story doesnât actually require her to be openly affectionate.
So here you have whatever orientation Liu Mingyan- just living her best life in SVSSS. She is trying to figure out where the plot is going- and Luo Binghe and the Scum Villian are having a cute 180 on their relationship.
Liu Mingyan is a shameless Danmei lover. THE SCUM VILLAIN TOOK DEADLY POISON FOR THE IMMUNE HALF DEMON WHO CAN CURE HIM WITH PAPAPA she is *viberating* with ideas of this wasnât actually kinda scary in real life.
She kinda can sit back, quietly learn the ropes be the bad ass this character is with the added bonus of getting the war god as a brother. Who again- is alive. So her whole romance plot either needs to be changed or is void now. Either way she is more invested in the Shen Quingqui and Luo Binghe situation- and then SAID BROTHER is now a RIVAL. (Be still her Danmei heart).
Luo Binghe and her are assigned to do a night hunt (organized by Shen Quingqui- this is his otp)- she is kinda not wanting to be a creep and feeling out the waters bc she doesnât want to ship someone like a platonic found family thing. But when she is like baiting and asking what he finds ideal in a partner he one hundred percent is like âsomeone who is peerlessly beautiful and a master in their craft, someone who is kind and will give wisdom to everyone around them, someone who is self sacrificing even to lowly ones who donât deserve it-.â âLike Shen-Shishu?â Cue the biggest blush and she is just nodding. âI seeâŚ. Well since you are still young you probably canât do too much in romance.â ââŚ. No?â (She doesnât want to say he was accused of grooming a child in the original but she is also reading inbetween the lines and has snuck around and sees how he treats both her and Yingying- he has doting older brother vibes hard core and openly is pushing Binghe to girls his age. So she doubts that is an actual claim)
âNoâŚ. BUT if you make a foundation showing him you will grow up to be a dutiful partner in the future! You can always make him rely on you so when you are old enough to court him he really CANâT consider anyone else because who else can do all the things he needs but you?â And Binghe is labeling her as his new best friend in his head and she internally is like (âthough if he throws you into the abyss and you come back angry and yearning that is also a fun Danmeiâ which goes into her note book for future ideas)
She never interacts with Peerless Cucumber or Master Airplane. She doesnât have to. She is making friends, playing her own brand new story- writing so much fanfiction with people who are kinda characters to her. She kinda is hella vibing though.
Binghe is chill to her even post blackening- scolding Sha Hualing for kidnapping her. Liu Mingyan only sticks around long enough to ask him how he has been. The âhey man, yeah I am got caught again but only so I can get these people home, how are you holding up?, still trying to revive Shen Shishu?â She knows her Brotherâs side of the story and knows he will only get worst if she also hangs around to comfort her friend so she does the return people home side for him. (She still shamelessly writes her fanfiction. Even if she knows that isnât what is going on she is trying to keep sane here)
Listen how funny if post Mushroom Shizun getting snatched and after Shang Quinghuaâs advice Binghe ALSO kinda goes to her when his spies tell him she leaves CQM, he comes out of a portal walks up to her tells her the advice he was given and she is like âshockingly- I am not against Shang Quinghuaâs advice- I do need to know more about him and Mobei-Junâs relationship now thank you- and honestly? You should for now Pin Shen-Shishu down to show him you are serious about what you want.â (Internally she is chanting freak4freak Shen Quingqui DIED came back and willingly left with Binghe swept in his arms like a damsel with her YA angry love interest)
(If she is also gay and kinda was super gay after fighting Sha Hualing- that is for whoever me ships that)
It is like really post plot and she is part of the Human partners of the general club does she connect that Shen Quingqui and Shang Quinghua are transmigrators too and she just breaks character. Shen Quingqui was low key doting on her as usual- Shang Quinghua was complaining. It got dropped she was always the favorite out of all of them- and she was like âof wives?? Sure but like I am so gay and this is better then proud immortal demon way not going to lie my guyâ
Cue freak out.
Cue her learning who they are and who she is.
She has been here the whole time it is so funny.
Cue demon partners wondering if this âmemeâ thing is contagious bc now Liu Mingyan is laughing with them about it.
#Liu Mingyan being a fanfiction author will never not be funny to me#third transmigrator au#this got away from me#I ship BingLiuShen so#if LMY sees that opportunity she is pouncing and hardcore wing manning for her brother#the RIVAL aLSO GETS THE BOYS#SIGN HER THE FUCK UP#she refuses to write the fanfiction bc fictional or not that is her brother#but she wants them happy#idk the ship name for Sha Hualing/Liu Mingyan#but it is kinda minor#for other ship interpretations#svsss#shen quingqiu#luo binghe#bingqui
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Iâve just had the thought, and Iâm still workshopping it honestly, but I think maybe part of Rio acting so damn strange with the coven is because outside of Agatha, theyâre probably the first mortals sheâs been around in a long long time. Like she acts mostly normal around Agatha, but thatâs her wife yeah? The rest of them, she doesnât know from Adam. And Iâm sure she isnât just hanging out with people on the regular. Hell she hasnât even really been around Agatha in what, decades? Centuries? Maybe a meeting here or there but homie was hiding out with the Darkhold for a while. So yeah, Iâm thinking her quirkiness when she gets to the road is like a 50/50 split between genuine awkwardness and her just being an asshole. And now I want to either write the fic or read one where she interacts with the coven more, and eventually theyâre like, is she getting less batshit crazy or are we just becoming immune? (Agatha who is also batshit crazy and immune to her wifeâs shenanigans is the worst person to ask.) Idk it just feels like it would be fun.
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Catwoman meets the Second Robin (Batfamily Chronicles Flash Fiction)
*Based of my headcanons where yes Jason was an energetic new Robin, but he did also grow up in the tougher parts of New York before being adopted so I imagine he'd be a tad more brash at times compared to Dick Grayson, but at the end of the day this is me writing these for fun.*
Catwoman examined a sparkling diamond ring under the dim light of the boutique she broke into, contemplating its worth.
Catwoman (looking over the diamond ring): I should take this, but they have the worst resale value.
Just as she mulled it over, the sound of crashing glass echoed through the store. She turned, a smile on her face, ready for her favorite hero. But her smile faded seeing the new Robin.
Catwoman (shocked): That is a DIFFERENT child!
Batman sighed heavily as he brushed off shards of glass.
Batman: God damnit.
Robin!Jason (arms crossed, defensively): Why do people keep questioning this?
Batman: Theyâre weird, not us.
Robin!Jason (smirking): It's strange for her to judge us when sheâs a jewelry thief.
Catwoman (offended, putting her hands on her hips): Excuse me?
Robin!Jason: Youâre excused.
Catwoman (pouting): Batman, I donât like this one. Heâs rude!
Batman: Must be youâheâs usually easygoing with people. Robin, finish what you meant to say.
Robin!Jason: I will, thanks. Iâm just saying you can't judge us. How is that suit even good for robbing places?
Robin tilted his head, waiting for an answer.
Catwoman (hand on her chest, with a touch of pride): I made it myself!
Robin!Jason (sneering): Out of what? Cheap fake leather?
Catwoman: Okay, I donât talk about that first suit!
Robin!Jason: This is the second one?! Did the first one have go-go boots? Whatâs the point of the heels? Thatâs just impractical.
Catwoman (pointing): Oh yeah? Well, youâre wearing underwear!
Robin!Jason (grinning): I make this work! You look like an exotic dancer.
Catwoman (challenging): You wanna go, kid?!
Batman (hiding his amusement): Okay, okay, Robin, stop. Youâre hurting her feeling.
Robin!Jason (shrugging nonchalantly): She left the house looking like that. Iâm just making an observation.
Catwoman, fed up, tossed her bag of jewels over her shoulder and headed for the exit.
Catwoman: Thatâs it! Iâm leaving! I miss the cuter Robin. He was nice to me!
With that, she attempted to leave, but Robin isnât done yet.
Robin!Jason: I got this, Batman. This won't even take me a minute.
Batman: I'm timing you.
Robin dashed after Catwoman. After a brief scuffle, he cleverly tripped her, causing her to stumble to the ground and it took him less than a minute.
Robin!Jason (smirking victoriously): Told you those heels were impractical!
Catwoman (frustrated): Come on, no fair!
Batman, trying to maintain his authoritative demeanor, watched with a smirk.
Batman: (chuckling softly) Iâm proud of him. Let me get the jewels.
Robin grinned triumphantly, holding onto the fallen Catwoman's leg, as the unlikely due continued their playful banter under the flickering neon lights of the city ahead.
#batfamily#batfamily chronicles#batman#batfamily shenanigans#jason todd#batbros#batfamily headcanons#bruce wayne#batman and catwoman#catwoman#robin!jason#batfamily funny#batfamily fanfiction#batfamily fluff#batfamily comedy#batfamily dynamics#microfiction#flash fiction#headcanon batfamily#batfamily microseries#script fic#part of my batfamily flash fiction#batfamily fic#dc fanfiction#batfamily chronicles flash fiction#batfamily flash fiction#selina kyle#robin#jason todd robin#jason todd is precious
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Since I've been accused of being sexist, I'd like to write something about today's subject. It's about a girl who was a victim of violence for most of her life. To escape her father's strictness, she got married when she was still very young. He was an older, more passionate man. When she arrived at her new home, the loving man she had chosen underwent an almost instantaneous transformation. It seemed like a horror movie. He threw her right there on the floor and made such a violent love that her soul left her body so as not to get hurt. Years of humiliation, violence and scars followed. Her soul hid in the house where neither of them were. She was all sadness, but the torture ended when he passed away. Still without a soul, years later a man met her and got married, and they had been twenty years of total happiness. Her soul was still hidden in the old house. It was on a party day that the worst happened. She was dancing and having fun while her loving husband listened to music with headphones. She grabbed a knife to help her beloved, who turned around very quickly without seeing her approach and accidentally hit her face with his hand. The trigger activated, terror and fear and memories of submission, she saw in him her deceased and very lost she stabbed him with the knife several times, screams and blood, and she fell looking at her only love now also lifeless, for years she was the victim that no one saw, now the defendant that no one will want to see anymore, now locked up she had her soul reintegrated into her body, because it is in the shadows where she got used to being.
Jonas r Cezar
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i cracked the code.
#believing dirk is the worst guy because its what dirk thinks of himself#ignoring daves bisexuality and think hes a gay man in denial even when he explained hes bisexual#believing john 'im not a homosexual' egbert is explicitly straight while he makes out with his mcconahey and cameron posters more#than he kissed women(literally only once)#believing that rose is an edgy psyhcotic little bitch when she was neglected. she speaks elegantly to cover that shes silly and a total ner#and how did people forget that rose also writes gay wizard fanfiction. reads Wikipedia. and her beautiful artstyle as a result of neglect#(and by neglect meaning having SO MUCH TIME to draw)#jake wasnt into dirk. he also told di that he didnt like how brobot getting touchy with him during strifes#but as part of the repression 4(prospit kids). he refused on changing the bot settings#what jane said about roxy being better when she was drunk. it was fucking sarcasm. its the least insane shit you could say to a best friend#all the kids have issues and of course people get mad over a girl being sarcastic.#when KARKAT said THE SAME THING to rose when she was drunk on the meteor nobody bats an eye#trolls are just grey humans that are bugs. he doesnt get an excuse for being an alien. humans were made from KARKATS BLOOD#jade isnt all silly girl and is so FULL OF HATE towards the trolls. she called karkat a fuckass (VERY FUNNY) to do her a favor#âjade would rather have punched karkat in the fact then had a pleasent conversation with him.â#âshe viewed the trolls as rude mean and cruel. and even thought that nepeta was just making fun of her.#despite it being that nepeta just wanted to roleplay and have fun."#dred.loki#I HAVE YET TO ADD MORE. THESE ARE JUST NOTES#homestuck#chss
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Huh, I didn't even realize it'd been a year since BG3 came out until I opened tumblr this morning. Kinda wild. I didn't think much of the game's release: I like Larian's games, and I like the BG series. I wasn't ever going to skip the game, but I didn't think I'd play it at launch because I was busy working on a novel in 2023 and not doing well financially.
Thankfully, circumstances left me with a little bit of extra money last year just before launch and it meant I could spend on a video game. I needed a pick-me-up after said 2023 novel failed to go anywhere, and BG3 was right there. Like most CRPGs, I played it in basically every moment of free time that I had and did as much as I possibly could in one playthrough.
It's so odd how these small happenstances can snowball into coming back to fandom, finding some friends I might've never met otherwise, and writing a lot of fanfiction along the way. I'll probably have something more interesting to say/share when it's the 14th, AKA when I sat down and wrote my first fic for this fandom.
Anyways, it's been a lot of fun and I'm looking forward to more years to come đ
#random fandom thoughts#there's a fair few tidbits about that first fic that will be more fun to share on the 14th#but there's some fun facts about the early parts of my first playthrough:#Asheera killed Us because the player thought it was going to be a hostile intellect devourer and didn't want to deal with that at lvl1 lol#It took me several hours to recruit Gale because I didn't want to interact with the glowing portal until I was âreadyâ#I (the player) sent Barcus flying at first because I have a very silly sense of humor#I did reload that one because Asheera wouldn't BUT I was satisfied#and finally the one that is always entertaining considering how things ended up#I originally thought nothing of Shadowheart and didn't go into the game with any idea about romance or the companions whatsoever#all I noticed about her was that she wore Sharran symbols everywhere but tried to hide her faith#then she tried the most miserable attempt at manipulation I've ever seen in my life (when she tests you about Raphael's deal)#and she exposed herself as the Worst Sharran Possible#then came her confession of her faith and I knew something special was happening#the confession sounds so robotic and prewritten almost like it's from a canned speech she's practiced and rehearsed#and sounds more like regurgitation and being Told what to believe rather than an impassioned plea borne of bone-deep faith#the sudden shift in her tone had me thinking: âthis is either atrocious character writing or fantastic characterizationâ#and lo and behold#anyways if you've read this far then bg3 is a very special thing for me and I love getting to create for the fandom
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Taylor returning over and over to the falling through the ice accident in the Bolterâeverything to me
#like. just. the shock of it all#thereâs something about Taylor where her experience of life is so âŚ.. brutal#like I donât know how else to say it but it just is. life is not easy on her it is always ready to CLOBBER her#and in a way sheâs not easy on life. thereâs some kind of magnets/opposite poles stuff where sheâs just always drawn to the worst things#to feeling them and experiencing them and almost ??? creating them#like I donât mean to overstate it. and I know she has a family who loves her (thank GOD)#and also sheâs very practical and industrious about creating this very Instagram worthy life full of Fine Things and a Fun Time#and of course all the resources in the world at her disposal to create all the trappings of it#whether itâs a celebrity Fourth of July party or the eras tour#and sheâll do it and love it. but as all the best critics know and point out the most fascinating thing about Taylor is always the music#and itâs where all the weirdness and stubbornness and difficulties of her life. her a c t u a l longings her actual fears#her actual terrible awful experiences that she charges headlong down the paths of#is set free! and itâs breathtaking in the most shocking way#like falling through the ice! I always say the first thing that always hits me about a Taylor album is the bitterness#just this blast in the face. and her music is so gentle! in so many ways#and the packaging is so appealing and her voice is so soft and expressive and there is none of that weird experimentation#even musically (remember when she shut down imogen heap for putting a minor chord in clean she was like absolutely not. Iâm obsessed)#(with that moment forever)#but like. so much of Taylorâs packaging and life and HER really does SEEM so basic or ordinary or just rich girl ordinary I guess#she likes basic things and wants basic things. but also she is so hungry so restless so angry so wounded the rich internal life is CHURNING#all the time. every second. and itâs spectacular to watch and also I will worry about her until the day I die#or justâ-I donât know. itâs going to be spectacular and it is sometimes going to be awful#but she will keep furiously writing her way through it!!#there IS such a woundedness to her. and it makes me love her so much because itâs packaged in such a way people think it must just be#whining or privilege. but itâs not! itâs just. the human condition and Taylorâs own flaws#okay Iâve lost the plot here a bit in my ramblings but yeah the ice metaphor. insanely perfect
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"Star Wars should follow George Lucas's vision" Wrong!
also. Remember when they brought him on set for Mando all excited to show him they gave Boba the weapon he had in the holiday special animated segment only to get slapped in the face when Lucas said he was not involved with that. so fucking funny
#star wars#or write the original trilogy for that matter#star wars had always been about so much more than him#about collaboration of creators#george just had the initial idea who cares about him after that#i'll take it from here thanks#and fun fact! he co-created a 'female boba fett' for the prequels#who didn't flop exactly but he handled her badly nd she definitely didn't get to boba's level of popularity and hype#it's aurra i am talking about aurra she was conceived as babe fett#george lucas#sw#boba fett#he also came up with some of the worst ideas of tcw#so
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the thing about bbc merlin is that in many ways it is very tragic, in the sense that so much bad shit that happens could have easily been avoided if charcters had made different choices, hadn't been so wrapped up in prophecies, had trusted people and communicated openly literally ever, just generally got their heads out of their asses. like i know thats the point, they are trying so hard to do the right things and protect people but the story is unavoidable. HOWEVER it is all soooo fucking poorly executed that none of it is effective. so instead of thinking "wow what a tragic story about fate/destiny/whatever" you walk away like "well that fucking sucked for no reason. i hate that fuckass dragon" and i sometimes feel very cinemasins in the way i pick apart the logic but the thing is the show is written in a way that makes the characters come off as so stupid and always making terrible choices rather than like. tragic victims of circumstance.
#GOD i hate that fucking dragon#just rewatched the first mordred episode this show is so dumbbbbb#it IS often dumb in a fun campy silly way#it is MORE often dumb in a this is bad writing way#the thing that infuriates me about this episode/story is like#okay its one thing to do a story about the inevitability of a prophecy even when you try to avoid it#but thats not whats happening here#because the dragon who TELLS him the future is like. and you can stop it! by killing him!#and its like okay so the future CAN be changed. by killing a child.#but not by changing the circumstances that lead him to kill arthur in the first place#like obviously later on when that fear is what drives merlin to tell arthur magic should stay forbidden#HE IS SO DUMBBB STOP LISTENING TO THAT DRAGON#like obviously if arthur wasn't persecuting his people he wouldn't want to kill arthur......#banning magic didn't kill mordred the first time why would it work later..............#and ofc morgana worst written character of all time#its like they want to give these villains sympathetic backstories but forget that they need to end up villains#i dont remember as much about whats next for mordred but like#with morgana she is defined by her goodness!! anger towards uther and even arthur is one thing#but it is so clear that the one thing she would never do is harm her people#and they said oops how do we get out of this one. give her a weird incest thing with her secret sister who turned her suuuper evil offscree#r.txt#merlin
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Been listening to the rwby books. After the Fall wasn't too terrible, but jesus fuck Before the Dawn is a lesson in frustration. What is Myers' beef with Sun and why was it allowed to assassinate his character?
#rwde#myers writing style is so antithetical to my own that im foaming at the mouth w every sentence#i sincerely hope his other books arent this painful but his website doesnt give me much hope#'including the award winning' *lists every book he's written w no indication that only two of them actually won awards*#apparently the andre norton award is for middle grade/young adult books which puts his prose in perspective#but i wonder why this guy was chosen to write for rwby? what abt him made the cut that others didnt?#or is this another case of nepotism?#hard to say since i can't find much info on him. good on him for keeping his privacy but im a nosy bitch so gimme the deets lol#either way his writing is dry and tedious and i might make a whole post abt it#tho i will say that the character interactions between yatsuhashi velvet and fox are supremely fun#new ot3 just dropped#coco can go fuck herself. she's the worst part of both these books by far. hope she gets eaten again
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I LOVE how she's showing off here. They're all fighting with wooden practice swords, and she is passing her hand just close enough to them, without really touching them, to show them that she can. She has the upper hand. They are children to her.
It's so UNBELIEVABLY ARROGANT and so of course I am obsessed with it. As I often say, it's only arrogance if you're wrong! It's showboating. It's teasing. It's toying with someone and letting them now how little you think of them. Incredible. Love her.
Before you comment: Spoiler policy and basic assumptions!
#Doc watches Blue Eye Samurai#Blue Eye Samurai Episode 1#I could see a reasonable numbers of my little dolls doing this#Mina and Lena for sure Haruka if she thought of it Michiru in the right exact moment#Rei would if she didn't think beating someone into the ground immediately wasn't a better statement#Lena would do this and Fareeha would immediately tell her 'I am going to kill you if someone else does not get to it first'#No one would questions Minako doing it#Maybe Ami in her own mind but she'd never say a fuckin word#Dva I think would do it if the camera was on#it would be a very specifically chosen moment for a very specific narrative and profile build#I need to write her more the way she's hyperaware of her image because of her youth is so interesting and fun#Lena and Fareeha are idiots with the worst optics you've ever met in your life
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i'm a little sorry for character assassinating amity so often in the princess AU bc i know a lot of people care Deeply about how kind and loving and good amity is.
it's just that . it's really really Really funny to make her worse.
#hopefully her three-dimensionality counters her unceasing use of unreclaimable fantasy slurs. my favorite girl who makes choices#mainly going in i knew she and hunter would have a rivalry and i knew hunter would get nasty about it. and i thought#if hunter's gonna be nasty then amity needs to be a little nasty too. because i don't want to write her as a constantly sad anxious victim#bc it's not fun. amity being the worst person alive though. that is So Much More Fun.#i make jokes about her here that wouldnt end up in earnest fic bc she does in the actual serious AU fics have a significantly#stronger set of principles and empathy and guilt (despite believing she doesn't).#but she is at least somewhat terrible in the earnest fic. if i only let hunter be interesting that'd be self-criming. by making me so bored#toh#princess luz au#amity blight
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Guess who just reread Does Marge Have Friends and almost broke down into tears
#itâs SO SAD#THE WORST PART IS THAT ITS REALLY TRUE#ITS NOT EXTRA ANGSTY FOR FUN#ITS SO TRUE#MARGE DOESNT HAVE FRIENDS#AND SHE DESERVES FRIENDS#AND ALL THE SIMPSONS WOMEN ARE THERE FOR IS TO BE THERE FOR THEIR HUSBANDS#OR BE PARENTS#ITS AWFUL#ITS ACTUALLT FUCKING AWFUL#AND THE CHARACTERS ARE SO DISPOSABLE THEYD RATHER KILL THEM OFF TO WRITE ONE RESONABLY GOOD EPISODE ABOUT GRIEF#THAN JUST PAY A VOICE ACTRESS MORE#OH I FUCKING HATE IT#anyway#the simpsons#marge simpson#inherent rambling
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wanna talk about your OCs I would love to hear about your OCs who are they đ
Oh dear. Sorry I forgot I hadnât posted this it was in my drafts lol Doing my historical OCs because, well. I wanna and I feel like if I delved into any of my fantasy/sci-fi ones weâd be here ages
Fred Norefleet.
Of all the naval and broadly maritime ocs I have conjured over the years, heâs the most pathetic. By god is he trying his best, but he has continuously come up short in everything heâs done. He tries so hard and his life until recently was just other folk deciding what he was gonna be for him. Heâs silent unless spoken to, tends to miss the forest for the trees, stares at you really intently when youâre talking, wishes more than anything to disappear into the background and his first words were probably âIâm sorry.â
That being said, heâs deeply loyal and supports his sisters and uncle financially with his wages. Heâs a prime navigator and very detail-oriented, a team player and quite sneaky when need be and might actually make a lieutenant if he didnât have a spine made from celery. Heâs also quite sensitive about his lack of any formal education, receiving the good chunk of it when he became a midshipman. Quite protective, especially after the wreck as a kid. Became a bit of a chronic helper and control freak after that. Absolutely shit at fighting but an excellent sailor. Once dug shot out of his own hip, made it into a coin and carved a ship on it to give to his Friend. Heâs that kind of person. Heâs trans.
Morwenna Norefleet.
If Fredâs first words were âIâm sorryâ then Morrieâs were âWASSON MATE.â The older of the twins by a minute, she and Fred were stuck together like glue until he went away to sea. She taught herself to read by studying the Bible and writes regularly to her brother. As both of them swapped names and gender, theyâre quite close. She wants to open her own public house and inn or at least buy one (all the papers in Fredâs name of course). Sheâs a total flirt, especially with the out of town tinners and any âforeignâ sailors (upcountry), even though sheâs never settled down what with the whole trans thing. Morwenna embroiders very intricate flowers and landscapes. She once tried to do a ship for her uncle and it was less of a ship than it was a box with sticks. When Fred wouldnât speak after his shipwreck and time spent stranded when they were 11, she felt really hurt. Especially when he went away to sea the same year, she was really lonely and would often sit in the St Juliotâs graveyard and cry privately. Nowadays sheâs alright! Constantly worrying about her brother but also, sheâs looking after her other sisters and their children and her uncle and working in an inn and working in the pilchard cellar. Her hevva cakes are amazing. Sheâs the strongest person in this family, has a deeply rooted sense of self and has boundless self confidence without ever being arrogant. Community and family are whatâs important to her most of all, she teaches what she knows of Cornish to her little family members and teaches them to write and read and once hit one unruly patron so hard he woke up crying.
Callum Tredwen.
A mess. Is actively being hunted down by his own brother, is an ex-navy lieutenant, a mutineer and now smuggler. Heâs on a suicide mission. Heâs a lesbian and has an extremely doomed and unspoken relationship with his first mate. Heâs probably committed multiple war crimes, he took a 21-year old doctor hostage and kidnapped him. He ought to be dead but he just wonât die. Heâs a dick. An asshole. Heâs all the confidence of Morwenna but without any compassion for others (lies, he does, he just rarely acts on it), the anxieties of Fred without any of the perspective. He hits first to avoid ever being hit himself. He refuses to let himself be loved or taken care of. Heâs gotten his dearest friends killed and his own self maimed. This man wants blood and heâs going to get it, whether itâs his own or someone elseâs. Itâs been years and his gender is still âeeeeh.â The 2nd messiest fucker.
#sorry it took so long#morrie is the only one doing Okay here#like yeah sheâs got problems#but tbh she deals with them better than the other two#Tredwen and Fred interacting is so fucking funny to me#they couldnât be further apart and yet share so many similarities#I love Morwenna though sheâs so fun#sheâs having her own adventures while Fred is having the worst time of his damn life. boys about to punch in his final card ya know?#sheâd KILL him a second time if he did tbh#go to the underworld and drag his ass back up to kick his ass and hug hi#sheâs a good sister!#she and the uncle are BFFs itâs great#I canât write cis characters they all become trans or some flavour of queer#my BOYS (and GIRL!)#thanks for the ask!#ask#oc
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