#ITS ACTUALLT FUCKING AWFUL

[folks-just-call-me-orange-joe]

Guess who just reread Does Marge Have Friends and almost broke down into tears

[dukeofthomas]

I need people to realize how horrible 'stalking/constant surveillance/breaking into each other's homes is how the Batfamily show love' is. Like i really need someone to just acknowledge how horrific saying this bullshit is.

Like even fics where they're shown as happy and healthy and with good ties, you've always got this thing where none of them have privacy or any boundaries with each other. Which is directly antithetical to actually having good relationships. And this invasion via hacking and stalking and breaking into homes is portrayed as a positive, good thing; it's just how they show love and care to each other, after all. But for some reason I just personally don't find stalking, lack of privacy or boundaries, and emotional manipulation funny, endearing, or healthy, and just end up disgusted at the attempt to sweep it all under the rug.

[todayisafridaynight]

What did we do to deserve Ichiban 🥰

Was gonna say invent croissants but those were made by the french and hmmmmmmm

[roboyomo]

I've always loved Ayin as a Character since Lobotomy corporation. And this just grows as more City Lore comes out. Because damn, he's insane. In every way possible.

First, it seems like he didn't even really believe in Carmen Ideal. Nor did he even really understand it? He's just doing it because he was asked by Carmen. He seemed like the type that finished every task given to him. Which is most likely never been a problem because he's a genius. Then Carmen gave him a task. A last dying task. Well he did some seriously messed up things. But he finished the Task. An impossible one and he did it. I think I began to love his character with this quote. "Yet I, who held no such ambition, have to continue her legacy". He knows he did lots of atrocities. He's crushing under the weight of guilt but still doing it, because this is the path that WILL fulfil their goal. A goal he himself didn't even really have.

Then, as ruina and Limbus came out, I just realized the sheer scale and power he amass as the Head of Wing. Because damn. That's one hell of a power position. And it seems like he's a major power even amongst the Wings. And he did it by making a large scale multi wings war. Which we are STILL feeling in the following games. And he probably sees this position, the highest position one could possibly reach in the city, as a means to an end. Just a stepping stone. That's insane.

He's also an utter genius on a whole new level. I think I'm Lobotomy, it's implied that he also got followers? Like Benjamin who's also a genius but thinks Ayin was on a whole other level above him. He can do robotic, Ai, surgery, management and who knows what else. Just look at Angela to see what his skill can do. And it's implied that he took up robotic to make Angela specifically. It's not even his field.

That's not even mentioning all the middle finger he gave the head with everything he did.

I'm gonna be real with the fact that I actuallt hated Ayin at the start of watching the lore of the projmoonverse, but damn after being invested more and more, Ayin really grew on me. I despise his awful actions, but imo he is a great character in terms of writing. Not the best person but like we have seen what happens in the city and other wings in LoR, so I feel like it's not all that shocking at this point (heavily on what happens inside W. Corp. trains,,,)

But also YES the amount of this unknown and sheer power that Ayin has is absolutely crazy. He caused SO MUCH SHIT in the City, like a literal war between the wings, all to finally achieve the goal of completing the Seed of Light project, its genuinely insane. And if you consider how Abel in Lobcorp implied that the entirety of the LC facility is extracted from Ayin's mind, thus making it his E.G.O and the ordeals could be what happens if his E.G.O gets a little unstable and like???? Have you realized just what absolute POWER this man would have if his E.G.O was something like what The Red Mist's E.G.O is. One of the Ordeals is literally The Claw - and you're telling me that they are spawned in the facility BY the facility?? Not only is he highly intelligent, but he is actually so fucking insane in some way to the point that what is extracted out of his mind - is an entire WING in the city that caused so much outside and inside, despite acting so nonchalantly as if he's like,,, just an another dude that has no ambitions whatsoever. Like BRO he has some crazy The Head-level power in his hands and he uses it to continue pursuing the goal Carmen asked him to finish.

It's genuinely scary to think about Ayin's learning capabilities and his capabilities in full amount if he is just THIS SMART and what is extracted out of his mind is THIS INSANE. If he was somehow an arbiter of the Head, he would be crazy good at his job I feel like, and I think that's saying something about what he is capable of!!!

[banesberry-anomoly]

How that high treating you??? B))

Im at a weird spot with this one were its. aceoss between exsitensionlism (i know i butchered that word), giggling at everything, super melting mess and over emotional at every thing for various reasons, and being hyper aware of what being high is actually like and Im being thrown around between the four extremes like Im the ball in a game of four way ping pong

Im also hallucinating to high hell. Yknow those vidoes wthat show you and theyre all super weird and shit like transitions into each other woth no really rhyme or reason anyways my ppint is yeah thats all very accurate for anoen taht hasnt gotten high before also theres new shit thrown in too so watch out for that

And time dialation is a bitch too. Oh i know that was only two maybe three minutes at most but noooooo its actual felt more like 4 or 5 hours so help me gods augh Im feeling awful therer are spurals in ever square inch of my vision right now

And short term memory is also shit and combine that with being mentally ill in general and a systems and that all just SKYROCKETS oh fuck the keys on my phone screen are melting what the fuck anyways yeah y0u gotta keep looking back at shit and writing it down helps immensely with remembering shit and I know for a fact that Im ramblign at this point but what can I do

I feel liek an ao3 writer that just remembered they need to update that really popular fic that they were sad about not updating but the. remembering OH SH8T IM THE WRITER OF THAT FIC WHOOPS and anywyas yeah somebody send help all my words are coming out like sludge Im smelling colours which is a normal thing for us actuallt cause we have synthesia or howevwr the fuck you spell it but you get my point

Im also liek being super honest and telling yall shit in hypwrspecific detail thinsg that I wouodnt nornally prolly tell yall and oh fuck there are flowers in the corner of my vision now what the hellllllllll and anyways just send me asks n shit HOW WAS THAT ONLY 5 MINUTES I THOUGH I WAS TYPING FOR THREE HOURS /SRS OH GODS FUCK

Im being pingponged really quickly atp but yeah send me asks and shit and Ill probably cringe at myself later but thats not a problem for me right noe lmaoooooo

[starburns]

4 hours class 1 of those was absolutely miserable because I was with fugking annoying people and U KNOW LITERALLY rest 3 of those hours were beautiful bevause it was just 6 of us there like onky 6 people in class and some of the coolest and awesomest people actually who make me believe in humanity again literally jusr classmates who are awesome and we had so much fun and I actuallt felt comfortable around people who are my peers and who are NOT from school. Like at archery class o4 in my society or literally like the class I mentioned before with fucking annoying people I could NEVER fit in with them because they are just awful people who are closed and I used to think that once im put of school im never going to be able to talk to anyone my age again its only in school that im comfortable and not shy but then there comes a set of people who are nice and kind and believe in you and want to help you and think that you can help them and just beautiful i am so glad i did things. Im so glad I took the risk and im so glad I took the efforts to make friends that is not something which is normal for me

[hellonpluto]

The Amazing Spider-Man (2012) during-the-movie notes!! I'm posting this like 2-3 days after i watched the movie n made them

(These aren't analysis notes, to clarify! They're just my thoughts during the movie.)

-intro is alright. I supoose

-nvm that title card is SICK

-wittle boy

-ahhhhhh got got by the ol curtain trick

-what is that man hiding

-oh he's so cute when he's older!!!

-he's actually. Super pretty.

-lort they were getting at it

-pleas dont take a photo of lady without consent. Pleas. Ur so pretty dont do that

-fuck flash

-EUGENE

-yooo peter has TWO interests in these movies!! Photography and skateboards!!

-sleepy boy parker

-he has. Puppy dog eyes oh my fucking goddddd

-oh ok so gwen is main love interest. Word

-SPAGHETTI AND MEATBALLS HELL YEAH

-is peter. Ok. I think he needs to lie the fuck down

-uncle ben ready to throw down

-the einstein tounge photo is bonkers

-curt connors?

-PETER UR COOKED

-*sneaks into oscorp*

-*his crush is his tour guide*

-HES A LITTLE LIARRRR

-and he jusr ruined someone's career

-connor is ugly. Damn

-peter sooooo big brain!!!!

-mart peter moment

-gwen a real one

-this peter is so much more sneaky n shit

-i love it tbh

-peter u dumbbbbb

-ermm

-im scared

-bro is enamoured. enamored?

-"stay with the group" doesnt stay with the group.

-they didnt exaggerate the spiderbite scene this time :[

-CEILING TIME

-NOOOOO PETEEEEE

-he's so fuckinf confused 😭😭😭

-he's so me

-"why didnt you tell me you didnt like my meat loaf?" "Um..." "you could've said that to me 37 years ago! How many meat loaves have i made for you?"

-web in neck??? What??

-ayo

-ohhhh spider attached to web

-HIS FUCKING ALARM CLOCK

-HIS TOORHPASTE???

-HIS FACUEST??????

-THE DOOR HANDLE TOO??

-peter is insane in this movie. Got it.

-he's also chronically online

-HIS KEYBOARD

-he got the tumblr girlie thumb holes in his sleeves. Aw.

-"peter?"

-connor is cooked

-his arm!!! What happened!!!

-oh he's so silly

-oh snap

-oh shoot

-THE FUCKING HOOP?????

-uncle ben the menace

-OOIUUGHHHHHH

-parker actuallt got charisma in this one

-they so awkward . They so cute

-he does a lil skip!!!!

-i love the tech animation n design in these movies

-oughh oeter :[

-THE DUCKING DOOR???????

-NONONO

-UNCLE BEN NO NOT AGIAN PLEASE

-nooodjsiduahshnaxna

-uncle ben dead pt 2

-then gwen stacy hug

-spidey wall crawl

-fighting ring??

-cooking scene(suit design) pt 2

-aw what so he doesnt have the little fucked up web things in his wrists?

-"spandex. Spandex.... everything. Spandex."

-SPDIEY SUITTT

-acrusl sam reaction: "oh thays so cool!!" *cool ass shot in the suit* (in a more high pitched voice)"oH THATS SO COOL!!!!!!"

-god im so autistic

-mb

-but dude it was so duxking cool.

-goin in crotch-first. Sure

-"it isnt funny!!" "It is kinda funny 😏"

-the suit is soooo shiny in this movie .... i like it

-"ey watch it!!! I'm swingin ere!!!!!!!"

-honestly good on connor for not wanting to test on humans

-gwen stacy is trying so hard while peter is going thru the most insane genetic changes

-sorry but if i was having boy over i would not leave my hair up in a tight ponytail n headband. That's just a gateway to a headache

-is. Is connor ok

-erm

-peter oh boy

-bro is insulting his crush's dad 💀

-ew

-ew

-what rhe freak

-sparkly suit :]

-awwww floaty car scene

-what no

-"who are you?" "...Spider-Man."

-OUGHHHH

-Ohhh he and his gf are super duper mart. So she knows abt spider real quick!!! They can science it ..... together

-"not dressed up, he has transformed himself into a giant lizard." I love how he delivered that line

-ate

-ITS ONLY BEEN 6 MINUTES IM GOING INSANE

-ok he pull up

-i guess web down??

-ok he web down

-oooo thats freaky

-not the web bit but like. The fight im at rn

-NOOO OTHE CAMERAAAA NOOOOOOOOOOOO

-gwen is absolutely hilarious

-why kissy when need to heal wounds.

-PETA PPAEERKER says lizard connor

-bro has it out for a highschooler

-*pulls gwen in reaaaaal close* "im gonna throw you out a window now." "What?"

-proceeds to throw girlfriend crush lady thing

-"uh-oh! Someone has been a baaaad lizard ...."

-best stan lee cameo so far

-"gwen! Gwen! You mmmother hubbard... are you serious???"

-WHY IS GE VAKEX UP?????

-WHY???

-they set up the cranes for him!!!!

-yay!!!

-gwen dad . Dead

-bro got prison'd

[creepywing]

the fucking duck is making me cry its just a fucking duck wirh hair ITS A DUCK WIFH HAIR actuallt my opinions changed quickly i love it its fucking awful i want to squish it but like /pos

[yioh]

hello i just blasted through the story of you x me after you posted about it and... i am truly devastated oh my GOD. its so light and fun and goofy but also packs such an emotional punch!?!! the story looks so many bl tropes dead in the eyes and then just carefully steps around them! the scene where gu ze came out to linlin and her mom had me SHAKING. anyways thank u for introducing me to it :')))

HELLO I AM DYING TO TALK ABOUT THIS AND I AGREE WITH EVERYTHING U SAID ANON . EVERYTHING .

like its super soft and cute and goofy and is really just the daily life of highschoolers with exams and slacking off and the absolute DUMBASS jokes they make (guze and his 2 friends are comedic gods istg why are they so funny gkfjfjdjd),,,

but then ??? the WAY ruchuan and guze falling in love is written truly did punch me on the gut on like 50 different ways . the fact that ruchuan was always in love with him but never expected reciprocation and truly just wanted guze to do well in his studies and life????

and oh my god the WAY the author wrote guze falling in love *chefs kiss* it happened slowly without guze even realising, he went from thiS DUDE IS SO FJDBDKDJ ANNOYING to lowkey expecting ruchuan to always be with him to realising his presence made him happy and flustered ,,, and ofc throughout the entire thing my boy panicked and kind of denied it !!!! which is ok, realising ur not straight is never smooth and the fact that whatever guze did and how ever much he panicked ruchuan just ... accepted him how he is.... like when he wanted to hold hands and guze was just like AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA and from then on ruchuan always let guze decide whatever skin contact they have ...

the coming out scene had me in AwE, i never expected them to actuallt have one, and im SO proud of guze for coming to terms with his sexuality and the way he said it so casually kddhkdhddjdn and linlin and her mum were just like .. :OOOOOO FJDJDHDKDH but they were so supportive and guze talking abt all his love related problems just like any ordinary highschooler :((( im so SAD

ABD RHE CONFESSUON SCNENE JFDLJDKENSNS THAT SHIT MADE ME SPIRAL GOD ITS SO SOFT !!!! SO LOVING !!!!!!!!!!! THEYRE BOTH SO IN LOVE AND ITS TENDER AND BEAUTIFUL AND EVERYTHINF RIGHT IN THE WORLD.

anyways the story about you x me is superior, not only on webtoon format but honestly it's better than a good 70% of Y genre shows because it doesnt sexualize highschoolers, it shows them for what they are, and it tells a lovestory in the most goofy, fun, soft and loving way possible. if anything, it's more lgbtq+ focussed and its fucking awesome. I LOVE IT SO MUCH SOMEONE HOLD MEEEEEE

[thenighttrain]

Anon who got their period in class here again- like i forgot to add, that id actuallt been at break so his argument was so invalid!!

Im a muslim and i think its sick that people were checking to make sure you were on your period. I just wanted to say Islam doesnt stand for this and that i know when it happened, a lot of religious people/leaders etc were outraged. The ones who did it are disgusting

plsss he sounds fucking awful! yeah i read soo many stories about the period spot checks. i'm malaysian and i know islam doesn't stand for that at all, and i did see that many religious leaders were outraged! it really sucks that some people use religion as a reason to do horrible things like that :(

[mons-moonchild]

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