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cosmic-walkers · 2 years

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but what if short haired trans masc/gnc idril in armor or whatever wielding Anguirel, and pretending to be a gondolin scout so she can find and rescue maeglin.

#am drawing her #soon #idril at least in my aus has been giving gender dysphoria vibes #she really just talks to maeglin about it #because he is cool with various genders and sexuality and she's never met that before #and it's like she doens't feel like a man per se but she feels more masculine than feminine #she is comfortable being masc #which is why i lean toward gnc #or trans masc #she's still comfortable being a woman but like in a nonbinary and trans masc sense #when maeglin gets taken by morgoth in *this* specific au #because in my AUs they are friends and close #she cannot rally anyone to go find him and she realizes no one wants to #and at this time gondolin is sealed #so in the middle of the night she rock climbs #pretends to be an elven soldier after cutting her hair #and taking some little elf's armor #and she's off #gondolin rewrite

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 7 months

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i love haircuts. i cant stop petting the back of my skull

#ITS SO FUZZY!!!!#ITS BEEN SO LONG SINCE IVE BUZZED THE BACK!!!#im so smooth and streamlined... like a Seal...#Yes my head is cold. oh but i feel so so free #and! AND! it will make wearing hairnets so much easier & more comfortable #it was very funny tho #the stylist gave me the rundown on what she did #and added that she kept it kinda soft looking to give it a more Feminine feel while still being a masc haircut #as i stood there. in my pin-covered vest. Not Giving A Shit lmaooo #like thank you??? i am going to make it look masc as fuck anyway #i Do appreciate her attention to detail tho! she was very thorough!#it should grow out nicely until i trim it again #absolutely unprompted #tho i miss my lil' sideburns... i let her buzz the sides/back a bit too short...#when will they return from the war...#man i love getting my hair cut tho #i usually Hate it when anyone is in my space bubble but... sigh. its nice #i can just sit and space out while my hair gets cleaned up <3 #its odd. i dont like being touched Except for when its my hair - which i am extremely particular about. i contain multitudes #SIDE NOTE TONIGHT I HAVE HEARD MY FIRST FROG SYMPHONY #opened the back door and!!! Frogs!!! whoa! there's Creatures out there!

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owl-bones · 2 months

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people will say clothes have no gender until they see a guy in a dress and then they can't help but misgender him

#sometimes a guy wants to wear a dress and it doesn't mean he identifies as a woman suddenly #this is just one of my many pet peeves on the internet #as a guy who thinks dresses are pretty and only just started getting comfortable enough to maybe want to try wearing one. to see people go #“oh SHE'S so pretty” the moment a guy is in a dress is so frustrating and eughhhhh #venting a lil bit #i keep seeing people drawing masc characters in dresses just for fun or for them to try out other clothes and then suddenly everyone is #referring to them as a woman and it's like #it's one thing if you're doing a transfem version of a character like obviously that's fine. but a guy doesn't become a woman just because #he put on a dress. like. you need to identify with being a woman??? it's not the clothes that make your gender it's. you. like.#a man can wear a dress if he wants to please

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lgbtlunaverse · 7 months

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Modern au genderqueer nmj but they talk about it in a way that makes them sound transphobic. What he means is "I use any pronouns/honorifics and I don't have a preference" what she says is "Oh I don't care about that stuff. Don't know why people make such a big deal out of it. 🙄"

#mdzs #mdzs headcanons #nie mingjue #unfortunately just as in canon in this au ppl look at nmj and are like sure yeah stereotypical masc cis man #and then make a buttload of assumptions from there #huaisang help the other kids at the queer art collective think your sibling is a bigot #nmj has had several conversations to the tune of 'but how does that work??? are you a man AND a woman or neither??' and is a little bit don #and does NOT realize how this 'don't ask me about my gender i don't give a shit and neither should you' atitude is being received #btw i say honorifics here because in mandarin 'he' and 'she' are pronounced exactly the same (though written differently)#but terms of adress can be very gendered #whether someone is comfortable being called -jie is gonna matter a lot more than their pronouns in spoken language

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saintlesbian · 1 year

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hm. having a mini gender crisis in the middle of my shift again

#pentababbles #good LORD is this getting annoying #got hit by a sudden dysphoria attack while talking to a girl and had to ask myself:#am I a trans guy or just really really butch??#like I feel. othered. from cishet women with my alternate lifestyle in spite of both sharing space with them AND being attracted to them #even though I know they see me as one of them so immediately I am Not a Threat despite not performing femininity very well #and I feel no communion or comraderie with cishet men. despite longing to emulate aspects of their performances #I don’t really wanna be seen as a ‘man’ but I don’t wanna be seen as a woman either #to women I want to be seen as an object of attraction. to my friends I want to be seen as masc. to men I want to be seen as a threat #and these things don’t all automatically line up with being a man…#I think I would be more comfortable with femininity if I was at least allowed to be masculine first.#like. I NEED to go shopping in the men’s section so so bad #I’d really like to start taking t. on a low dose #just for a little while then stop once I achieve certain permanent changes I want (low voice + bottom growth)#I wanna get back into exercising to trim some fat #specifically the fat in more feminine areas. I really want that Britney Griner type chest #I’ve also contemplated the name ‘Abraham’ for my irls to call me when I feel less femme #kinda like my butch bartender oc Quincy except I’m. not that muscular and not a she/her #although I’d probably be more comfortable with she/her if I wasn’t forced into femininity so often #I think at the end of the day though. I’m not a trans guy just a weird dyke #bc I like feminine labels specifically in a lesbian manner: I’m okay with being called girlfriend or wife but not with daughter or sister #I’m dykegender. does all that make sense

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mysticalcactuspants · 1 year

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You can fucking BET my ass is all decked out in pink and glittery shit with a fuckload of cleavage and everything to go see the Barbie movie. Being a dude doesn’t mean I gotta stop liking that shit, nor does it ever mean im going to surrender my cinnamoroll backpack. Living & thriving in this moment

#had a lengthy substanceless convo with a Jesus freak yesterday #didn’t say shit about being a queer but i do like the idea of eventually coming across her again once i start presenting masc in public #it was mostly to keep her from harassing other people because she seemed… the most palatable to put up with #but still insufferable #y do people feel comfortable telling others they’re going to experience eternal torture in so many words #anyway #Barbie 2023 #July 21st babyyyyy #gonna see the movie w my partner

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reenaria · 1 year

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had some Good Gender Feelings today :)

#got a compression top because my chest is small enough that i don’t need a full-on binder to make it appear flat #i��ve been wanting to do this for ages because i often (but not always) feel a bit uncomfortable with my boobahs being out #for the past few years i’ve been sort of exploring my gender expression and how i relate to gender as a queer woman (or person?)#(‘woman’ doesn’t always feel correct in my head but it’s inevitably how i’m perceived)#i’ve thought about it enough to be fairly certain i’m not trans or even nonbinary #but i do get the Good Gender Feelings when people use they/them pronouns for me (and she/her is still good too)#i’m thinking about getting a slightly masc haircut for the first time ever and i’m both terrified and excited #because i KNOW my homophobic dad’s gonna be an ass about it #but also it might be too far on the masc side of the spectrum and i might get Bad Gender Feelings #or maybe it’ll just look bad on me lmao who’s to say #it’s important to me that i find a comfortable balance between masculinity and feminity so we’ll see how it goes #anyway. geez that’s a lot in the tags.#will probably delete later idk #reena.txt

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ringingbell1978 · 1 year

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Higurashi

#mion complex bigender moments #i couldn't read her as just starkly transmasc bc she's clearly also very hung up on #not being perceived as feminine or as a girl by others and the masc stuff could feel more like a joking defense #hits close to my own experience of being disallowed from being a girl and gradually finding comfort in a weird gnc guy inbetween #that's where she is to me #forgot to screencap it but she does call herself an old man like 24/7 #this old man. is going to start going by he/she pronouns

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wlw-cryptid · 1 year

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STONE butch named SCHIST I love it so so much

it wasnt INTENTIONAL intentional but. i mean. i did do it in any case

#schist is the real hero type. shes got a lot to work through before she can feel truly comfortable w herself #her government assigned issues are being constantly scared she wont be strong enough when The Time Comes™#i dont like playing but i do like making little characters and drawing my friends'#her heart is huge tho she loves openly and readily. and throws down readily #she also! loves fishing. open sea fishing. river fishing. id draw her in a ''man i love fishing'' shirt if she wore shirts #she speaks #anon #asks #the character i made first was Bay Wheyberk who is also a big butch but is instead is built like a Bear. theyre cousins. i think everyone #in the family is named and built like that. schist is only shredded bc she has some insecurity in her own ability #bay liked botany. found a little nerd girl in the woods. saved her from some spiders. saved her friend from a stalker. settled down #now shes soft and happy and dont talk much. she likes wearing the rings and necklaces and earrings and being called sir #oh man now i need to draw a dilf schist whose fatter and bigger and um. greying... somehow. despite the hair already being near white #im still up in the air on the pronouns situation bc i think bay is any pronouns but w schist i think its more of a she/her and he/him maybe #or maybe just she/her but w all masc titles/descriptors #much to consider

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dottyistired · 2 years

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me 5 days before leaving japan: i should start using boku instead of watashi to spice up my gender

#i already overuse ga and drop into informal too much. might as well fully lean into the rude masc bit. not trying to impress anyone anymore #but i think cutesy pink weeb girl who talks a bit too much like a male anime protag is kinda gender #i used to be embarrassed but ive kind of embraced it. it's pretty equivalent to how i talk in english anyway #i still try to keep formal speech w elders and customer service but w my friends + ppl my age i feel comfortable to drop that #i was so scared before of Being Rude that when my friend casually mentioned that her friends call her nacchan i didnt pick up the hint #then when we were saying goodbye i finally was like... you're my friend can i call u nacchan 🥺 and she was like YES 🥹#luv u nacchan 💜#meme me a river

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redwayfarers · 2 months

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Deep in Nikartoirel feels today. Nika and his tall, knightly, princely masc wife..

The story would read differently in this case but no less interestingly

#nero plays ffxiv #nikartoirel #nika's story has always been abt masculinity!#how he relates to it how he's attracted to it how he's learning what it is #now cis!artoirel is just a classic case of “guy finds out his life partner is a man after a lifetime of straightness”#which is fun and has its own charm #and that's how canon is for them #but nika being so into someone who's bending gender so badly. it's a woman who is so masculine she registers as almost as masculine as nika #himself is. the inner turmoil and the confusion is chefs kiss #he's mostly into high femme women and high masc men #but a high masc woman would be new. as would a high femme man.#if that makes sense!#he's attracted to extremes in presentation and behavior #that may shift as he grows more and more comfortable with his bisexuality #but for now he's like this tm #nika perseis

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kermitheefrog · 3 months

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pros n cons of being in all-girl friend group again. except this time its gay and u have similar interests. pros: being in an all-girl fruend griup except this time its gay ppl with similar interests. cons: misgendering me loads........ T-T

#especiallyyy when ive got longer hair now and am a bit more comfortable being slightly feminine . when i was always more masc #a lot of the time for fear of misgendering. and nothing crazy i just wear jewellery now and brighter colours and eyeliner.#but somehow its dreamworks movie open season 4 she hering..................................................................................#its actually sony pictures. but shur lewk.#literally the one other trans person in the bigger friend group is the only one whos never misgendered me how funneh......... hes my goat f

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falinscloaca · 7 months

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brain. please.

#its 'sleep debt' i'm like 90% sure but i'm in such an easily uh. reactible? triggerable???? my brain sees stimulus and starts slamming #buttons.#i'm fully composed just like - i saw some furries that looks similar to character featured in NOT BAD but emotionally challenging (to my #personal foibles the art itself was quite wholesome) art that lives rent free in this one out-of-the-way but easily-seen-in-passing part of #my brain and my heart just sank like a fucking ROCK lmao #followed by the actually rather excited (because i don't actually bear the particular art i was reminded by ill will) going to figure out i #it was The Same Artist - wasn't! made sense the masc one was much better put together #for the record the other art was characters wholesomely discovering their sexualities to be Different than they previously knew.#of course my gender/sexuality ocd self hears that and feels like she's being boiled alive ha-ha~!#significantly more offended that a sicko from the *other* side of the fence saw it though and thought #'oh this will go great in the same pool as a load'a dykebreaking crap!!!' ITS CUTE AND SWEET AND THEYRE TEXTUALLY BI ASSHOLE #like one of the images is poorly worded who cares jump off a cliff #(found the art looking up 'insert normie term for gnc masc x gnc fem' stuff i wasn't even trying to gaze at THAT abyss)#....lowkey hate it that aesthetically a solid chunk of my preferences are trapped in 'femboy x tomboy' art like...#bro those aren't the genders i want/need sdhgdsklsgdhlk i can close my brain and pretend its not what the lore says but how fucking hard is #it to find decent sapphic art with trans women in it where they AREN'T big boobie breasted transitioning-like #(i literally have ocs that are t4t lesbians who are virtually indistinguishable not-being-furries-aside from some of the art i've found its #god it fucking kills me i need to get more comfortable drawing for PLEASUREEEEE AAAAAAAAAAA)#but those sorts of 'noone quite makes what i wanna see. i wanna draw it.' moods ALWAYS JUST FUCKING GO AWAY ONCE I GET MORE ENERGY IN ME TO #DO THINGS!!!!! I'M ONLY CREATIVELY ENERGIZED WHEN IM FUCKING NAPPING WHEN I'M AWAKE ITS EITHER HYPERFIXATION OR BIDEO GAMES #AND LIKE. I HAVE LONG TERM ART PROJECTS IN THE HYPERFIXATION ZONE. BUT THAT ISN'T THE FUN SHIT I COULD BE DOING IN THE MEANTIME #-WHICH'D ACTUALLY HELP PRACTICE FOR THE BIG LEAGUES!!!!!!!!#god i'm getting a headache. wanted to get to bed early today. its still early for me despite being 1:00 but like STILL phooey

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moodyvamp · 10 months

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can i be completely honest for a moment

#in that case i will say that #although i think the long hair fits my style i've been really dysphoric about it since it reached a certain length #i'm aware that i never looked like a guy (even when i had short hair) but at least the short hair raised questions about my gender #as in people asked me for my pronouns and respected them more when i had short hair #now there is absolutely nothing about my presentation that would differentiate me from someone who wishes to be perceived as a girl #like i have long hair and nails i wear makeup and i don't dress in a way that the average person would perceive as masc #and of course my body looks A Certain Way but that's out of my control #so people just default to she/her for me without even asking AND when i use he/him for myself they just ignore it??#and it hurts!! it hurts that i can't be comfortable expressing my style because of the way my body looks!!!#it's been like that for years and i previously sacrificed my personal style in order to be perceived as ''trans enough''#and ''deserving'' of my identity being respected #and i don't want to go back to that but at this point it seems like the lesser of two evils

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silverislander · 2 years

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man im just remembering this one girl i hung out with in high school who was just fucking. wildly lesbophobic. letting her know i was questioning was the worst mistake i made in hs lol

#i had the same name as a gay character in a show she watched so she called me a lesbian but like. in a very rude clearly demeaning tone #she would tell Other People that i was a lesbian out of nowhere (i was but at the time i didnt think so. also again in a weirdly rude tone #frequently did the 'its ok if youre a lesbian just dont hit on me' fully seriously despite being. not my type. to put it nicely #i vaguely remember her saying dyke as well but i dont remember the context #and she was straight. bc ofc she was. and she made sure Everyone knew she was straight but alllll of her friends are gay ahaha #same girl made fun of me for being masc and then publicly saying i looked 'like a whore' the one time i did show up in makeup 😍#(it was fucking stage makeup that i didnt put on myself and i couldnt wipe it all off before coming back to school. and she knew it)#literally used butch as an insult both to me and around me #shes probably half of the reason im just now becoming comfortable describing myself as butch even tho I Am and have been forever #like. i have privately been sure of it since i was at least 16 but im 21 and still dont say it out loud #at least until im sure the people around me can be normal about it #levi.txt #i wanted So Bad to not be a lesbian at that age its sad! i wanted to be anything else #and yet its one of the things thats brought me the most happiness and self satisfaction in my life

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ellstronaut · 2 months

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maturing is realising that Ellie Williams is not a masc lesbian per se she just dresses according to practicality, comfort and accessibility ya know with her being born in the apocalypse with limited resources and such where there are no gender norms so when it comes to her outfits, style, haircut she prioritises practically and utility over fashion and not dressing to fit a specific label or aesthetic, n let’s be real, in a world where you have to worry about infected and scavenging for supplies, gender norms are the least of her concerns she’ll wear whatever works and doesn’t slow her down thank you

*closes PowerPoint presentation*

#ellie williams #ellie williams x reader #ellie x reader #ellie williams imagine #tlouellie #ellie tlou #ellie x fem reader

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