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so, leaving aside any "Heart of Innocence" as the entity itself,
what if the part of Lavi's soul inside of Allen is specifically inside his Innocence?
Like how the piece of Mana's soul in Allen is specifically located in his eye?
After all, Apocryphos unleashed an innocence to eat Allen up, but Lavi reformed the innocence around Allen with the helix to give him a new body, and then his new innocence arm.
But we know that early on the arm wasn't fully mixed with Allen's body, had a hard time syncronizing and all, and didn't really awaken until he had to face Mana and Mana cursed him on the eye.
Maybe the danger, or even the fact Mana cursing Allen added a new soul inside of him, was enough to "awaken" the innocence fully, but also the piece of Past!Lavi that was inside of it. And it would have shown itself by turning Allen's hair white, as it's then Past!Lavi's protection on him being made clear.
I always said Lavi=Heart because the Innocences around him started to act weird when he was being emotional.
when it comes to Allen, Lavi was worried sick when he left after Suman and was in denial about his potential death until they found the playing cards. This is when the innocence around Allen was protecting him like a fog and reformed his own heart after it was eaten by Teaz.
Then when Tyki meets Lavi and decides to spite him by sending Akuma after Allen, it's when Allen finally manage to reform his Innocence as Crown Clown, the white cape that is shielding him from everything else, protecting him, when Lavi was worried when Tyki was attacking him.
And then Allen's innocence evolved into a sword that couldn't hurt humans right when Lavi was vulnerable in Road's dreamworld, right before Allen had to fight him. It answered to Allen's desires, yes, but Lavi taunting Road about how "my heart hasn't shattered/been smashed yet" is supperposed on Allen having been smashed by Tyki and his innocence nearly shattered RIGHT before it evolves into the sword that he will later use to protect Lavi.
It could have nothing to do with Lavi being the Heart of Innocence-- but have to do with the fact a part of Lavi's soul reside in the innocence of Allen itself. Probably merged with the will of the innocence until creating Crown Clown, which has its own set of will and desire. But would also explain why CC doesn't obey Apocryphos or why it is more interested in mirroring Allen's desires. (i do think CC is its own entity in itself and not just Past!Lavi soul, but that Past!Lavi soul probably coexist with CC's own will.)
but it also means that therefore when the innocence reformed Allen's heart, it would mean Past!Lavi's part of the soul would be in Allen's heart.
and through CC he would be working to protect Allen, which is why CC's cape can shield him. This way he can keep the promise he made about "I'll protect you with my life"
Do you get the vision i'm coming accross here.
#also the fact Allen's Mana eye evolved around Lavi specifically to let Lavi see the world Allen sees#it could be a more inconscious way for Allen to connect with someone he shares a bit of a soul with#do you get my vision#ichatalks about dgm#ichablogging dgm#dgm spoilers#Ira mentioned how PAst!Lavi hair reminds her of CC and i dotted dots again#also that means i'm running with 'laven are soulmates' to say 'lavi is literally part of allen's heart'#which is another level of insane for me but hey#served me well so far!#ichameta dgm
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#sasuneji#nejisasu#neji hyuga#hyuga neji#sasuke uchiha#uchiha sasuke#sasuke#2023#naruto#my pitch for these two is that there is a lot of shared frustrations and anger so fundamentally they get each other#however (and this is important) they are also like that straight couple thats always arguing#they share 99.99% of their politics but they debate about the 0.01% so much youd think its a world ending disagreement#ive bared my soul in these tags for you to see the light. its funny.#it is important to distinguish the sasuneji arguments from the sasusui arguments sasusui argues because its fun for them#🙂
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waving hello everyone so uh sorry for just kinda up and vanishing for um. months and months and months. i kind of exploded and then died and then lived briefly and then died again. but with the days getting longer and me being brave and being outdoors more (Even Though its starting to get real wintery outside) it feels like im coming to life again AND developing social tendencies for the first time in uhh ummmm. so anyway yeah hi i can almost handle the thought of communicating with other human beings again in the near future, stay tuned
#my drive for art has been slowly slowly slowly creeping up lately as well#latimer and i have been developing so much oc stuff offline (well. in our discord gc (+irl)) im so excited to share it with you all#ive been doing a lot of soul searching and healing and thinking and a better understanding of myself and the world i live in#i think ive grown a lot. i cant wait to see how my friends have grown too#well....once i can handle direct human communication beyond leaving a post with tags on my blog.#i might start gradually reintroduce myself to interacting with others on the site like leaving likes or replies andd so on#im so sorry i havent replied to messages. i promise i am actively working on the courage to respond.#i hope everyone is doing as well as they can in these dark dark times
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#oh brian please keep smiling#i miss him so bad#his smile warms my heart#I just had to share this photo#he was the kindest soul the world didnt deserve#love you eppy <3#brian epstein#eppy#the beatles#beatles#60s#paul mccartney#john lennon#ringo starr#george harrison
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i saw a post saying boom was good bc it feels like it could be done with any doctor/companion duo and honestly that was one of the things i felt was wrong with it
#in a show with a title character that could be Literally Anyone and a companion sharing the lead that could be Literally Anyone#i value the little moments that set this duo apart from the rest. ESPECIALLY when it comes to returning writers like rtd/moff#fifteen and ruby felt a little too eleven/twelve and clara adjacent in boom. in both their dialogue and characterization#space babies also landed a little weird at first bc it lifted a bit from end of the world BUT the scenes that fifteen and ruby#had to themselves. like ruby getting covered in snot and fifteen laughing. or fifteen and ruby looking after the Space Babies#or fifteen going out of his way to save the monster bc that monster is the only one of its kind Just Like Him Fr#that stuff is so good and its also something we haven't seen from another nuwho doctor. the vulnerable bleeding-heart empathy#and a dynamic w a companion that is basically 'two troublemakers that just deeply love fun and adventure and getting into trouble together'#oh yeah and also the devil's chord was peak fiction because it touches on fifteen's renewed connection and love for humanity#and marries it to ruby being a musician and how music like any art is the expression of the human soul etc etc#WHAT MAKES A DOCTOR WHO STORY GOOD TO ME IS PARTLY HOW THE PREMISE TIES INTO THE DOCTOR AND COMPANION'S CHARACTERS#IT HAS TO FEEL LIKE IT WAS TAILOR MADE TO THEM. ELSE IT WONT LAND RIGHT TO ME#i hate the take that they should've saved wild blue yonder for a fifteen episode bc#the tension is hinged on how well the doctor/companion know each other. u have a level of it that u can ONLY get#with fourteen and donna who are two halves of a whole soul but have also spent much more time missing the other than knowing them#im not rewatching fifteen's eps rn until a week later when i can watch it w my qpp but#rn i still feel a stronger sense of fifteen and ruby's characters from all the rtd-written eps rather moffat#which like. i get that a lot of that is my personal dislike of moffat's writing style but still#dr who#15 era#dw spoilers
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just found out my great aunt and her daughter have been killed in an airstrike in gaza. إنا لله وإنا إليه راجعون. الله يرحمهم ويتقبلهم شهداء
#they were the last remaining members of the family in palestine - everyone else is scattered all over the world#my dad's family is far from close-knit. i barely knew them - never even talked to them on the phone#so it doesn't feel like a personal grief any more than any of the other 33k+ souls lost#nonetheless it feels appropriate to share the news so that they are remembered and prayed for#also praying for my great aunt's other children (living outside gaza) to cope well with the grief of losing their mother and sister
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Unmute, please.... this is the sound of Petey breathing while she sleeps. This is the sound that lulls me to sleep every night... that calms my soul and my mind... that brings me peace and the ability to sleep. This sound is beautiful to me. It makes everything okay in my world. I love Petey. She makes everything beautiful, and she is the reason that I am okay every day. I love this dog with all my heart, and I am thankful for every day that I get to share with her by my side. She is my best friend. She is a great friend. I am grateful for every minute that we have together ❤️ 🙏🏼 I love her more than words could ever express ❤️ dogs make the world a much better place. Thank you, Petey. 😊😍 for everything...
#Petey#dogs#my best friend#breathing sounds#she makes everything okay#unconditional love#trust#grateful#thankful#love#happiness#thank you#sharing#animals#calms my soul#share my life#joy#i am lucky she picked me#i love dogs#dogs make the world better#petey makes me better#bless her#she blessed me
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ok this is so weird but i love the concept of a soul. not for what it actually is like i don't believe in any of the reincarnation shit but for some reason I picture soul physically as a huge plasma like murugaka seed that feels and smells like chicken (and besan pakoda for vegetarians) soup and sounds like folk and maybe a little R&B music and crackling wood and home when you put your ear really close to someone's chest like a conchshell and it gets really warm and fluttery and floaty when you're happy and interact with other strangers in a positive way
#food#liveblogging.pdf#i know nobody cares but i just has to share this with the world:)#and its this warm cozy thing inside your chest#i love how the word sounds like in songs and stuff#this post was inspired by me hearing the word soul in a song and my brain going on a tangent#some words just give me such a strong sensory mehsoos when i hear them#like whenever i hear the word yell i think of a dark green leaf that amells like neem umder yellow sunlight#i at least kinda know where that one originated. it's cause when i learnt the word i thought of yellai#but so many of them are so random
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Torturing myself with thoughts of Durge potentially having a very unintended experience the first time she goes on that little weave date with Gale.
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What if she intends to kiss him in the weave, but her fractured mind conjures up the image of Gortash instead after she pulls away.
It's who she really wants, she just doesn't remember.
Gale is none the wiser, until the weave slips away to reveal a panicked Durge...
Trying to explain what she saw?
Trying to brush it off?
Who is that man burned into what's left of her brain matter? Who was he to her that the weave would pull him forth when she made the decision to pursue Gale?
And laying eyes on him again for real, at Moonrise...
Maybe she finds the Prayer for Forgiveness, and her hands are shaking as she reads, knowing that she penned this.
To her father.
Her God.
To Bhaal.
Scelaritas's words suddenly make sense.
"He would forget his god for you, but you won't for him. Of that I know."
She did forget her god once, it seems.
For Gortash.
After that, she goes to Wyrm's Rock to meet him alone, because she has one burning, inescapable question.
"Who are you to me?"
#durgetash#GOREtash#The Dark Urge#DurgeGale#Good GOD I am in deep#My fully Evil Durge run is with Ascended Astarion - tragic romance#E!Durge realizing her lover no longer sees her as an equal...but GORTASH on the other hand...#E!Durge ascended Astarion because she gave zero shits about 7000 souls and felt that Astarion deserved to have that power#When he actually EXERTED that power over HER she was quite taken aback#Somewhere inside she remembered the height of her power and someone to share godhood with; she was blindsided by Astarion#But she made her bed. She still cared for him; so she chose to lie in that bed#But Gortash still had a hold over her now-undead heart#Astarion is callous about it when Gortash meets his unceremonious end by the Brain and E!Durge (Hiraeth) takes this personally#She reclaims her power by taking dominion for Bhaal; subjugating everyone - Astarion included - to bring about her father's dead world.#Because really; the only thing that ever held her back from fulfilling her purpose was her admiration for Gortash.#RESISTENT DURGE ON THE OTHER HAND is romancing Gale lol#AND THE WHOLE 'HE WOULD FORGET HIS GOD FOR YOU' LINE REALLY STRUCK A CHORD WITH THE PRAYER FOR FORGIVENESS
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I’m going to riot. Why must I plan out and then write and then edit my story ideas why can’t I instead beam the entire thing directly into the minds of those interested. Or at least let me magically have it all written down if I think about it enough please I beg of thee
#I dunno who this plea is directed at#But I feel it in my soul#I WISH I COULD JUST HAVE IT WRITTEN DOWN#INSTEAD I HAVE LIKE 8 SIMULATENOUS PROJECTS AND NOT RNOUGH TIME AND COLLEGE WORK AND#rambles#Writing rambles#i want to share my ideas with the world so bad but alas#Time and effort and focus mean it will take me years#But I shall trudge onwards
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Same anon from earlier who sent that ask about how Dutch would react to javieran. I finished the fic but uh it's porn lol. If you're still interested it's "steady beat" on ao3
anon i would like you to know that i spent the first 20 minutes of my shift sitting in the bathroom reading this and i do not regret a single moment
THAT WAS SOOOO GOOD ARE UOU INSANE !-?/!?:3! JAVIERAN CONTENT WAS EXCITING ENOUGH ALREADY BUT PORN ??? AND SOFT, FLUFFY, HEAD-OVER-HEELS IN LOVE PORN ???????? you wrote this for ME !!!!!!! and i am SO GRATEFUL !-!2!2!3 OMG !!!!!!!!!! it was sooo good i was literally giggling and kicking my feet the whole time, you nailed their dynamic sooo so perfectly imo 😭💔 reading that was such a pleasure thank you for the food !!!!!
#kieran being trans ☹️☹️☹️☹️#u writing them to have an exaggerated height difference like i do (when i dont think they actually have that big of one) ☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️#u constantly referring back to javier having a metronome ticking in the back of his head is soooo beautiful to me he truly is an artist of#his own … like how a painter may see a scene out of any landscape they’re in or how a photographer may note the composition of the world aro#und them … javier taking note of kieran’s heartbeat as it is the song of his life is so beautiful. oh the artistry ….#so romantic …… you captured them sooo so well !!! i do so adore how you write them …#that was pure indulgence for me thank you for writing them exactly like i do i feel so fed#a few favourite lines that had me autisiming out:#‘how much further can they go until their veins join together and their blood flows freely between their bodies?#Until their stained souls tangle into binary stars and they are left as one person?#What would happen then?’#first of all; holy shit. oh my god. that’s so romantic.#second of all: SOO SOFFTTT UGGGHH i just KNOW they want to escape it all but more than that they would love to escape into each other. into#love in all it’s glory and in a gentility so rare in the world they live in FAWK GOD I LOVE WHEN LOVE IS SEEN ON A COSMIC LEVEL like it’s so#big that it’s small because it’s in every molecule every atom every breath every speck of stardust making them up#i’m gonna be sick#also#‘He’ll make a musician of his lover yet.’#had me going INSAAANNEEEEE !!!!! INSANE !!!!!!!!!!#SO GOOD I WISH I HAD THE TIME TO YELL ABOUT IT MORE BUT I HAVE TO GET ON THE FLOOR 💔💔💔#please know i loved it so much. truly made my entire day. thank you for sharing that with me. your writing is fantastic you are truly an art#ist#rdr2#(for the sake of my blog organization sorry tag)#javieran#text#ask#hero's yelling at folks again#anon
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What do y'all know about the infamous intro to Chivalry from that one Sechskies live performance
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#ck rambles#jekkis world#i've been off my 1st gen kick since july but it's always lingering in my mind#i just like to share this now and again so a poor soul can get jumpscared by eun jiwon doing a bit of trolling
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#you all thought my vent post meant i *wasnt* going to be sappy but you were wrong >:3#i do have the self control not to semd random dms like im drunk texting or something LMAO#but i just.#you mean so much to me.#i may be slow (or nonexistent) with replies but still youre patient and share with me what you love#and i always want to see it#im always excited about it#i may be awkward in conversations but still you reach out and give me a piece of you and i cherish that#i love stumbling over my words and sending lame reaction images with you#i love laughing with you and singing with you and i think you have a beautiful laugh and a beautiful singing voice#i love reading your writing whether its fluffy and silly or indulgently angsty or bearing a piece of your soul#i am grateful for your kindness and hope you know it is appreciated#and even if we never talk im grateful youre here#im happy we exist in this space together in the spirit of art and community and kindness#or if we used to talk more or if we will talk in the future#my memory isnt good in some aspects but i Do remember people and their passions and their creations and their kindness#and so im grateful#💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖#OKAY GOODNIGHT#rose rambles#oh i had a sappy line about art too that i accidentally lost but i love looking at your art!!#original things or fandom things or personal things -- it makea the world more beautiful
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