#shami depressed

[rgbcn]

Hi! I loved baby Leo in your recent post!! He’s such a cutiiie.

Do you think you will write again?

Thank you!! I'm glad you liked my mini comic about them and little Leo.

As much as I love to write, I'm focusing on drawing my ideas into comics or "fanficomics" as I have a VERY limited time to work (I'm a mom of a very energetic 2.5 y/o). Sometimes I only have 1h to work a day, sometimes nothing at all, sometimes I'm just exhausted after all day with my daughter. If I write, I can't draw, and If I draw comics at least I can share my stories and ideas, so it's a win-win for me to do comics instead of fanfics. At least for now.

I'm still struggling a lot to get a good schedule for me to be a Mom and an individual person that has needs and a passion, after struggling with some kind of depressed state and being in a hiatus from working, I'm finally seeing a pace that works for me to keep creating, it's never enough, but it's my reality right now. I can't do everything, so when I decided to draw mostly comics and my patrons loved it, it was my motivation to try again to be here with all of you. There was a time I wanted to delete everything and just dedicate my time to my daughter. I'm glad I didn't give up, but I need to priorize everything in my life now.

So yeah, I'm not saying I won't write fanfics again, time will say, maybe when my daughter is older and I can have enough time to work and take care of myself too. In a good note for you, I'm currently writing and storyboarding a Shamy AU comic that might have more than 100 pages, plus other comics I have in a queue, but It's in a comic format. And fanfics I have started might end in a comic too instead. Hope that makes you hopeful to keep seeing content from me.

Sorry for the long response, just wanted to put things on context.

I need sleep!

Hugs!

R

[werewolfetone]

Wildest scene in Cal is when Shamie is like "Cal I've been feeling kind of depressed since out home got burnt down" and Cal is like "oh well that's not normal, ignoring your feelings is bad, you need to get meds for that" as if he himself hasn't just spent the entire book wandering around ignoring the fact that he has like 2000 undiagnosed anxiety disorders + generational trauma + normal trauma + catholic guilt etc etc. "Shamie have you been to the doctor" sir have YOU

[sheldoney]

Big Bang Theory

SEND ME A FANDOM I’ll tell you:

The first character I first fell in love with: Penny The character I never expected to love as much as I do now: Sheldon The character everyone else loves that I don’t: Leonard The character I love that everyone else hates: Sheldon (seriously he gets so much crap and I have no idea why) The character I used to love but don’t any longer: Amy The character I would totally smooch: Sheldon and Penny The character I’d want to be like: Penny in her earlier days because they changed her and made her really cynical and depressing and a d*unk and I HATE THAT. The character I’d slap: OMG SO MANY but Leonard has it coming man A pairing that I love: SHENNY A pairing that I despise: SHAMY (do not come for me)

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PM Modi consoles Indian cricketers Repoted News..

Prime Minister Narendra Modi consoled the members of the Indian cricket team. Team India under the captaincy of Rohit Sharma suffered a defeat at the hands of Australia in the World Cup final match held at the Narendra Modi Stadium in Ahmedabad on Sunday. Some Indian cricketers shed tears after the defeat. After the match, Prime Minister Modi went to the dressing room of the cricketers. The cricketers were comforted there. It is suggested that victories are natural in cricket and one should not be depressed by defeat and move forward with self-confidence. The pacer hugged and consoled Shami. Modi shook hands with Captain Rohit Sharma and Virat Kohli. Speaking to Bumrah, he said, "Can you speak Gujarati or not?" The Prime Minister said that just because you lost in the final, your performance in the World Cup should not be underestimated. If you are free, let's meet in Delhi once,” said the Prime Minister. Modi invited the cricketers to come to Delhi.

[few-favorite-things]

My Family Ensured I Was Never Alone During The Time I Felt Suicidal: Mohammed Shami

My Family Ensured I Was Never Alone During The Time I Felt Suicidal: Mohammed Shami

হাঁটুর গুরুতর চোট হোক বা গার্হস্থ্য হিংসার অভিযোগ– সবকিছুর ফলে পেশাদার থেকে ব্যক্তিগত — শামির দুনিয়া বিপর্যস্ত হয়ে পড়েছিল

By : ওয়েব ডেস্ক, এবিপি আনন্দ | 19 Jun 2020 05:33 PM (IST)

লখনউ:কেরিয়ারে যত চড়াই দেখেছেন, ঠিক ততটা উতরাইও দেখেছেন ভারতীয় ক্রিকেট দলের অন্যতম বোলিং স্তম্ভ মহম্মদ শামি। হাঁটুর গুরুতর চোট হোক বা গার্হস্থ্য হিংসার অভিযোগ– সবকিছুর…

[leahmary]

A/N 
Hey guys! This is my first TBBT OneShot. This idea popped into my head and I immediately had to write it down! 
English is not my native language, so if you find any mistakes feel free to correct me!
Hope you like it!
XOXO
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“Amy?”, Sheldon knocked onto their bathroom door. Now that they got married, things changed drastically for him, but in a good way.
The door flew open and Amy looked up at her husband, who put on an impatient look.
“Negative. Again”, she sighed and stepped pass him and after a few steps sat down to the bed.
“I don’t understand.”, he frowned and walked up to her.
“It’s the sixth time. I’ve been tracking your cycle, and we never missed the perfect time.”, he told her.
“That’s nature Sheldon. Maybe it’s just not meant to be”, she closed her eyes for a second and took a deep breath.
They had been trying to get pregnant for half a year now, but every test she took came back negative. It really depressed her. Sheldon was so excited when she brought up the idea of starting a family, but now she could see how it gnaw on him.
“No. This has to work! Our babies will be the smartest in science history”, he placed his hand on her knees to look into her eyes again.
“Maybe we are forcing it too much! Maybe we should stop tracking everything and take it easy”, Amy sighed slightly.
“Take it easy?!”, he looked startled like she had gone mad.
“Sheldon!”, she placed one of her hands onto his on her knees. “We can’t force this. We should take a step back and maybe.. Who knows, eventually we’ll have luck”
“Maybe you’re right.”, he nodded supportive and grabbed the soft hand under his own.
“We’ll be a family one day. I promise you that”, she smiled to him, when she felt his hand now on her waist, dragging her into his body more.
“I love you, Amy”
“I love you too”, Amy suddenly felt his lips on hers, when he pushed her back to the mattress.
“Maybe we should try again”, he whispered and smiled so ambiguous that Amy’s heart jumped in excitement.
“Even though your monthly range of being fertile is over”
It was a typical sentence that Sheldon uses to sound funny. To Amy, he did. No matter what he says.
“But we don’t have to do this just for reproductive purposes”, the woman answered, moving her hand around the neck of her husband. She tickled the edge of his hairline as he began to smile more. She knew what he liked by now. She knew how to get him going.
They kissed again with a light touch to it. Maybe it would be better, with all the pressure of becoming pregnant gone.
“Or we could do this and see if you get pregnant anyway. Like some careless hippies”, he whispered, but that wasn’t supposed to sound mean.
“You’re a sexy Hippie. You know that?” ….

Full version here:

https://m.fanfiction.net/s/14059846/1/The-false-result-Shamy-OneShot

[shamylicious-blog]

omg I love your stuff so much !!!! thank you for every work shamy!!! its brighten up my depressed life.

dear thank you so much

[darkholepl]

NO MONEY EP 1 - budget

What life can you afford in Poland ? Here is my personal perspective:

We live in Warsaw. Fortunately my Wife owns studio apartment in one of most shamy districts of city. Cant imagine how could we afford renting whole apartment anymore. We used to but it had literaly taken 75% of my work check. This is the situation of most young Poles - we either live with parents or throw out majort part of our incomes on shamy apartment who have not been repaired since 90s.

Fortunately I am working for International company as junior. My wife doesn't work. She used to try but mobbing and excessive stress and workload has made her burnout fast. Moreover multiple health issues makes it hard for her to withstand demands of work. Hey, but this doesn't matter becuase as she continues to apply she cannot get any work for 8 months in that market. We both have higher education, Master's degree. Just imagine situation of somebody who does not Uni degree and does not work for one of those international companies with high ethical standards. More about job situation latter on. Now lets talk about budget.

We are trying to live on my check of 5,600 PLN (1,446 USD) GROSS. It is above country average income and way above median country's income.Out of these governments steals 31 % in form of direct taxes and about 23% of all purchases in form of indirect taxes. There are different calculations circulating around however overall tax ratio is somewhere between 60%-85% of our incomes. I get less than 3,900 PLN to my account each month. Out of this I am paying 975 PLN to a ripoff Solicitor licence which my wife undergoes and which causes Depression and Mental Exhaustion in her with no hope of blooming into effect. I pay between 450-550 PLN to rent and somewhere between 500-600 on bills. 220 PLN to our joint Discount Private Medical plan because of course you cannot use "Public Health system" when you really need it. Our state is a predatory state - we pay enormous taxes but cant expect any real, quality "public services" afterwards. Inflation runs fast because government keeps creating money for his public Corruption programs such as 500+ or more church subsidies. Gasoline (LPG) for 90's car, maybe some pizza once a month, a lot of private medical health expenditures (because remember that you cant really be admitted for "public health care") and I the middle of month we are out of money.

So this is a picture. Two people - both with about 7 years of higher professional education, own apartment, NO theatre, NO Cinema, NO clothes expenditures. I am working about 50h a week. And we can still bearly make it. Now imagine happens if:

- you have average or below average income ?

- you have no professional education ?

- you are not working you ass off?

- you have to rent a room from someone ?

- you need to pay for mechanic/plumber or someone else ?

- you clothes tore off after time ?

- you need an operation which costs 20,000-50,000 PLN (as my wife needs) ?

Welcome to little Polish hell. I would escape but I barely have money to pay for gasoline so I can get close to the border.

Send Bear Grylls to Poland. He will be calling moma next day.

[splittingxpaths]

[Alright guys, the changes have come! Here’s what you can expect;]

General updates!

URL name change! seerxtaiko >> splittingxpaths

Rewritten my rules page; not much has changed, but it’s more clear and organized. Included a new rule that duplicates of Frieza and Paragus are more than welcome to interact with my own.

Created a new muse page; each character has a short summary I’ve written so that you know what to expect. Besides Taiko, Frieza and Paragus, I’ve also added summaries of Shami (the parasite from the previous ‘arc’ I was/am writing for fun) and Orachi (ex-friend of Taiko from Namek).

Written a page for THREE main verses that can be picked!

A.Seer’s.Life; a verse without Frieza or Paragus in Taiko’s life. Frieza and Paragus are available, but Frieza is unaware of Paragus surviving, nor knows about Taiko and their existence. Paragus lives in the northern cold region of Earth, unaware of his son’s survival. Shami is taken in by Taiko after coming to see the kind of host he had.

Starting.Over; a verse where Taiko found Paragus, who had become gravely ill at some point. Nursed back to health, the old Saiyan would stay because he feels indebted to Taiko, despite his protests of being helped. Shami in this verse has never returned to see what kind of host he had, wandering out in the wilderness and learning to survive.

Forced.Recruitment; essentially the Frieza Force AU where Taiko was found a year or so after Broly’s fight with Vegeta and Goku. Taken by some goons in hopes that Frieza could use the Namekian to find the dragon balls when the radar had been lost, Frieza instead finds another use of Taiko and their seering powers. This verse is outside of Earth, Taiko pressed into service so as to serve Frieza with their ability to see the multiple futures. Shami in this verse has never returned to see what kind of host he had, but could be found and trained to fight.

Created a brand new set of tags to use; will no longer use the old ones.

Found and edited a new theme for the blog; created a background for the said theme to better fit the theme of mystic/tarot that I associate Taiko with.

In the process of creating banners/headers for separate muses for answering asks. Is lower priority.

Will be creating a relationship page and will be listed as Ships [UC]; have not started yet. Please let me know if you’d like to be included!

Making icons for Frieza; will be mainly from the movies “Resurrection ‘F’” and “Broly” at current. Frieza’s icons has been finished!!

Creating a new promo post to introduce the revamped blog. This also includes a newly made artwork to reflect this blog as best I can. Might take awhile. Higher priority!

Muse updates!

Rewritten summary of Taiko; removed the old bio page, as well as other unnecessary pages.

Added Frieza; during the Super timeline, generally a year after the Tournament of Power & “Dragon Ball Super: Broly”.

Added Paragus; post-movie “Dragon Ball Super: Broly”, headcanoned to have survived the death beam by mere inches from his heart.

Added Shami; a parasite that had been feeding on Taiko’s energy ever since it drained most of Seer Kika’s own ki.

Added Orachi; ex-childhood friend from Namek. During the Frieza saga/invasion on Namek, had fled in fear when he and Taiko were caught, rendering their friendship damaged and broken. Has since then trained harder than ever, trying to be the warrior he should have been, still wrecked with guilt.

Thread updates!

Will be dropping most threads; had too many pile up during the time where I ask for a thread but then depression or the likes would make me lose motivation. I will look through the group of threads I have waiting on me and pick through them. If I drop a thread, I’ll attempt to make a post and tag you about it.

Any interactions before Shami the parasite finally revealed himself can continue on as normal without Shami’s presence being known. We can continue developing our muses’ interactions until we reach a point that this can occur.

[rgbcn]

First, I just have to say that I’m a huge fangirl of your work, both art and fan fiction! I’ve been binging your stories like crazy on FFN. It’s helped tremendously with my anxiety/depression- Shamy is the best medicine!

Second, would you consider writing a one shot (preferably on FFN) of 11x5 The Collaboration Contamination, where Sheldon gets really jealous and has coitus with Amy to mark his territory?

Thank you so much, I love to know you have been enjoying my work and fics. Thanks for letting me know!

Thanks for your suggestion. Right now I’m on a hiatus (big hiatus) as I’m a Mom of a little 18 old months and my life has been really crazy since then.

I have work to finish and fics started waiting for me but I can’t promise when or if I will be able to continue/finish them

Thanks for your understanding

Regina

[publishedtoday]

Etude - Morgan Shamy  (The Dark Nocturne #2)

After spending a summer without Vincent, a tortured pianist who also happens to be immortal, November tries to move on. When kids begin to fall into comas, November is thrust back into the haunted, musical world. Except, this time, more danger lurks. Vincent is powerful. Dreams are causing these comas, and November believes he’s the one behind the attacks. To stop him, November must find the Blood Magic—the only power capable of helping her save these kids. But in doing so, she awakens a horrific group who live off of blood and kill for sport. What’s worse? A brood of witches con their way in, hungry for the power at hand. One by one, November finds all her loved ones being wrenched away. Fear grips her, and she’s worried she might lose her mind, her sanity slowly fading, until she must face Vincent alone. Is he her true love? Or is he out for her blood?

tw: addiction, depression

[candlestickphone]

Dream Casting for A Remake of Thriller, The Red House (1947)

Spoilers if you're even remotely interested in the film.

So the short version is "The Red House" is what happens if simping goes to far and I feel that this film is relevant even today.

The longer version is, The Red House about a man, Pete Morgan, who raises his childhood crush's daughter, Meg, after he accidentally kills said woman and murders her husband.

There's a little side story about a young woman, Tibby Renton, who goes to school with Meg, who flirts with two young men at the same time. One, Nath Storm, who is her actual boyfriend, and the other is Teller, a less than reputable guy who she sees as a bad boy type. It's slut shamie and I don't like it, so right off the bat I think that should go or be rewritten.

Meg, becomes friends with Nath after he becomes employed as a handyman around Pete's farm. Pete warns Nate that he should never into the woods on his way home and that he should go around it. Doesn't really say why. He implies that it's haunted but doesn't really go out and state it. I think that this is kind of flimsy writing and also should be rewritten.

I think that David Suchet (besides favoritism) should be Pete Morgan. I think he could do both sides of Pete justice. Be the unassuming, almost smothering father for Meg. To have him just shut down after he finds out that Meg is trying to leave him would be welcome unease. He would also be great after Pete finally goes mad thinking Meg is his childhood crush.

Millie Bobby Brown would be a fantastic Meg. Echoing everyone seeing her as a child when she's wants to be seen as a serious actress by everyone (as she should). She brings so much power to her protagonist characters that I think that this film's Meg should have. Less damsel in distress more fighting against disbelief that the man who was supposed her father was actually a murderer and mentally ill.

I think however that Pete's sister's story should be expanded or rewritten from scratch. Ellen Morgan is super-underrated and should have her story more fleshed out. Make it more than just, I stayed with my depressed brother instead of marrying the doctor that I fell in love with. I think that Meryl Streep should be the one to do that. She'd be fantastic to have not only the heart but longing and contempt she has for her mentally ill brother.

[few-favorite-things]

Mohammed Shami: আত্মহত্যার কথা ভেবেছিলাম, পরিবার দুঃসময়ে পাশে ছিল: মহম্মদ শামি - my family ensured i was never alone during the time i was depressed and felt suicidal: mohammed shami

Mohammed Shami: আত্মহত্যার কথা ভেবেছিলাম, পরিবার দুঃসময়ে পাশে ছিল: মহম্মদ শামি – my family ensured i was never alone during the time i was depressed and felt suicidal: mohammed shami

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সুশান্ত সিং রাজপুতের আত্মহত্যা নিয়ে দুঃখপ্রকাশ করেন শামি।

সুশান্তের মানসিক অবস্থার কথা জানতে পারলে তিনি তাঁর সঙ্গে অবশ্যই কথা বলতেন বলেও জানিয়েছেন মহম্মদ শামি।

এই সময় ডিজিটাল ডেস্ক:সাফল্য আর ব্যর্থতা যেন হাত ধরাধরি করে হেঁটেছে ভারতীয় ক্রিকেট দলের পেসার মহম্মদ শামির জীবনে। তাঁর কেরিয়ারকে প্রশ্নের মুখে ফেলা হাঁটুর গুরুতর আঘাত হোক বা তাঁর বিরুদ্ধে ওঠা গার্হস্থ্য হিংসার অভিযোগ (domestic…

[expatimes]

India’s Siraj, hero of Australia series, visits father’s grave

While his Indian cricket team-mates lapped up the acclaim after returning from their triumphant Australia tour, Mohammed Siraj drove straight from Hyderabad airport to a burial ground to pay his respects to his father, who passed away in November.

The right-arm quick was one of the heroes of India’s epic 2-1 series victory in Australia, where he finished as their leading wicket-taker.

After his father, Mohammed Ghouse, died on November 20, the pacer’s mother and India captain Virat Kohli urged him to stay on in Australia rather than head home to grieve with his family, despite having no assurances he would feature in the series.

His chance came in Melbourne, where he made his Test debut in place of Mohammed Shami, who had broken his elbow in the series opener in Adelaide.

Siraj then found himself leading India’s injury-ravaged pace attack in the Brisbane decider, where he claimed his maiden five-wicket haul to finish the series with 13 wickets from his three Tests.

“It was the most difficult time for me to be there at his burial place,” the 26-year-old told local media after laying flowers on his father’s grave on Thursday.

“I was just circling unknowingly, never thought would have go through such a phase.”

Telangana: Cricketer Mohammed Siraj today paid tribute to his late father at a graveyard in Hyderabad. Siraj's father passed away while he was in Australia for the Border-Gavaskar Trophy. pic.twitter.com/54ZeZSLYNm

— ANI (@ANI) January 21, 2021

Siraj’s father, an auto-rickshaw driver, died as the Indian cricketers were in quarantine in Australia, but the player decided to stay with the team.

“First of all, it was very difficult for me. Mentally I was upset and depressed,” he said. “I had a chat with them back home and they said that I should complete dad’s dream .”

The Hyderabad player will hope to maintain his good form after being retained in the squad for the first two Tests of a four-match series against England.

‘Abuse made me mentally strong’

Siraj’s mental strength was further tested in Sydney where a section of the crowd targeted him during the Australia Test series.

In his first public account of the abuse, he said it made him “mentally strong”.

“The abuse from some in the Australian crowd made me mentally strong,” Siraj said on Friday. “The fact that I did not allow that abuse to have an effect on my game was important.”

Siraj said India declined an offer from the umpires to walk off the field as players were abused in the third Test in Sydney.

Police remove a group of spectators from their seats after Siraj complained to umpires of being racially abused during the third Test match between Australia and India at Sydney

According to Indian media, shouts of “monkey” and other insults rang out when Siraj and fellow fast bowler Jasprit Bumrah were fielding near the boundary.

“The crowd in Australia began to abuse me but it made me mentally strong. I did not let it affect my game and that was important,” said Siraj.

“I told my captain Ajju Bhai about the abuse and he spoke to the umpires who said you can leave the field. But Rahane said: ‘We will play on.'”

He said Rahane told the umpires to take action over the abuse. Six fans were ejected and an investigation into the incident is under way.

Siraj emerged as a national player after becoming a key man for Indian Premier League side Royal Challengers Bangalore, who are led by India’s regular captain Virat Kohli.

“I had a bad season in 2018, but RCB backed me. Virat Bhai has always backed me, saying, ‘You have the power and you can do it’,” he said.

“I will not let this performance go to my head. I cannot relax as there is the England series and the World Test Championship coming up.”

Read full article: https://expatimes.com/?p=17121&feed_id=29966

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Wish I Could Talk to Sushant Singh Rajput Had I Known His Mental Condition, My Family Pulled Me Out of Low Phase: Mohammad Shami

Wish I Could Talk to Sushant Singh Rajput Had I Known His Mental Condition, My Family Pulled Me Out of Low Phase: Mohammad Shami

India pacer Mohammed Shami has said depression is a problem that needs attention, recalling the times when he had suicidal thoughts.

Shami had recently divulged that he had contemplated killing himself due to personal problems before making a spectacular comeback to the national side. He said his family’s support during the tough times helped him overcome the situation. Mental health has been in…

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Sushant Singh Rajput suicide: Mohammed Shami rues he could not talk to friend Sushant

Sushant Singh Rajput suicide: Mohammed Shami rues he could not talk to friend Sushant

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Shami’s expressed his thoughts also in the wake of the suicide of Bollywood actor Sushant Singh Rajput and the discussion about mental depression it brought forth.

“Depression is a problem that needs attention,” Shami told Hindustan Times. “It was unfortunate to see such a brilliant actor like Sushant Singh Rajput lose his life. He was a friend and I wish I could talk to him had I known…