#shame on me i guess for talking.
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i was the only one at the fair today locally with a mask on
and as we were leaving and someone else was coming in, a dad with his probably 5 yr old daughter, he leaned over in front of my face and coughed hard on purpose
fucking jackass i hope he gets humbled so hard, and maybe hope he falls on his face on the hot pavement.
#i also used sanitizer that smelled like actual shit and it was dirty on the outside of it too and so#i was already freaking out about that#then on the way home my dad ARGUES with me bc i said food is a human right. like? ok.#yes it was about america being the only one who said No about food being a human right#he started going into conspiracy theories at me and i just#gave up.#also mentioned a guy in a movie was a white supremacist and he blew up at me too#saying instantly without looking things up that hes not#okay budy okay pal you jsut wanna take your anger out on me its cool idk why i said anything at all though#but it was of topic he was already bringing up#shame on me i guess for talking.#im so fucking tired.#also everything at the fair wasnteven set up when there was tons of people there alerady like.. jfc
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look at this idiot not aware that his body is warm and his touch comforting everyone point and laugh
#homestuck#hom3stuck#home24uck#home2t4ck#dirk strider#jake english#dirkjake#admin draws#fanart#i got sick of looking for a ref so i doodled this real quick yesterday#ive been in a 'need hug' mood especially after the exam and sleeplessness preceding it#and thinking stuff#so what better way to process all of this than you guessed it. shoving it onto dirk#short tags this time cos im doing something else but i have lots of things i want to make.... its a shame im not feeling it again#if someone wants to give me excuses to talk about them the ask box is open for more than just rqs
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baby👶 drawings. these are very dear to me rn.. 2nd pic is my Nelavis with @barvin0k's Varonur 🩵 last one is a baby bosmer and snow elf, hairiest of them all. although the bosmer was meant to be my girl Barletta too lols
#tes#skyrim#my art#oc#nelavis#barletta#😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔 babies are so sweetum ugh my heart is crumbling rn#referenced some anne g*ddes stuff for dis#i call them snow elves instead of falmer like g*lebor would want me to#i never really get to talk about my elf anatomies at length cus i'm lazy but i sprinkled some info in the first pic#altmer society is EugenicsLand so you could only tell if your child has 'good' traits when they hit puberty#ex. height and shoulder width is something very important to them#if you don't have those traits ur pretty much a failure#other elves have it easier 🤓#idk i still might make some kinda infographic for the way i picture them but umm maybe not who knows#on snow elves and bosmer the fur is still 'confused' when they're in baby stage and is pretty much everywhere#it evens out w/ age and stays on the back; neck; sides of face the most and in places where human body hair wud be#idk ummm..and i think all elves grow their nails out unless they're very intertwined with humans in their life#ex. my snelf elisif; she has her nails trimmed to be regarded as more human i guess#nails are most important to altmer tho and might be a status symbol of some kind... they like using them in combat too#it's shameful for an altmer to not have long nails for any reason but there can be exceptions#like my el*nwen that can't physically grow nails out because of burn injury#so she has fake ones on her combat gloves#it's cute#elf nails aren't as frail as human nails and are more like an animals claws (corny) but bosmers' are the sturdiest#and their nails are curved in shape. for U know. Climbing and stuff#cause dunmer and altmer etc. have straight nails. they can hit the nail salon
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volume 1 Blacksad appreciation post
#i miss his beautiful kitty face#shame he only looks like an actual cat in the first book 😔#the human esque face has its own charm i guess??#but its got NOTHING on his Actual Cat Face#blacksad#me talks
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sometimes its weird to think of ordis as ordan karris
#ramble time#i think im in some kind of art block#again#i guess it just happens every now and then#i have like 3 drafts and i don't wanna finish any of them#idk#i drew someone else's oc yesterday and that's probably the only thing that piqued my interest enough to make me spend effort on something#but im too cowardly to ask if they would allow me to put that in my blog with ref so fuck it#or just show my art to them in general#ykw the only reason i can put anything on here is because i am effectively talking to air when i post so i have less mental burden or shame#whatever#i talk too much#this ramble is supposed to go to plurk but i guess i can't stop rambling about everything when im writing tags#warframe#warframe ordan karris#my art
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A butterfly taxidermied by its broken claws To think I wouldn't notice, your fraudulent applause A cocoon made out of plastic, almost crystal-clear Yet still trying to hide, for oh so many years
bonuses
#cacterart#cacterverse#tptm oc#tptm#i guess#“hey cactus didn't you post about her once” we don't talk about that#in reality yeah i did post about my tptm oc once but then deleted it out of shame :)#cbgirl made me remember about him and then it. spiraled out of control#i still think the fact she came to me in a dream where he was personally shown to me by towne is really funny#anyway. sorry to the one (1) person who saw the previous version of this post
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it feels like kids projecting onto teruhashi the entities that other them at school maybe.
yeah there's definitely a pattern of people who associate teruhashi with their irl bullies or mean girls, i see a lot of people say things like "she reminds me of this girl i hate" "shes just like my ex best friend" "i would hate her irl" when i can 10000% guarantee that that isnt true, because IF YOU KNEW HER IRL, YOU WOULD NOT KNOW THE THINGS SAIKI KNOWS. its like the main bit, im not sure how people miss the mark so severely. if their bully or ex friend was like her, they wouldnt be a bully or ex friend. 🤷🏻♀️🤷🏻♀️
#i guess im referring to people who are like the actual audience saiki k should have#isnt it rated 14 and up#14+ year olds should know better than this tbh#im not talking about like the whole internalized misogyny thing cuz that was definitely still me and many other people at 14#(quite literally teruhashi herself also)#im talking about the very basic comprehension of her character and the separation between her thoughts and actions#🤷🏻♀️🤷🏻♀️yeah idk#not trying to shame anyone for lack of comprehension skills but that IS what it is
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the day am fans realise that miles/milex shippers are less problematic and harmful to the fandom than lv/her supporters will be one of the best days of my life
rant incoming because I'm going insane:
i will never ever understand why am fans have so much beef with milex shippers.
i have been in SO many fandoms throughout my life, I've been obsessed with SO many bands whose members are shipped to the point of insanity, and it was never a problem. sure, some people didn't like the ships, but why are so many am fans acting like this is something unique? bts, mcr, dan and phil, harry potter, I've seen fucking everything. every other fandom in the world are just this obsessed with their ships, trying to prove that two men are fucking, posting theories and so on. shipping was always a thing in fandoms and always will be, especially if we're talking about male celebrities and teenage girls.
having said this, the kind of fandom i have never been in is one where grown ass women bring this much toxicity to the community and behave like children. there are hundreds of celebrities whose girlfriends are not liked by the fans, but no girlfriend ever engaged this much with the haters, probably because they realised that it would only make things worse, and the fans would hate them even more.
we could've had some peaceful end of the tour content, but no, we have this instead. every few months something has to be done by a certain someone in order for people to pay attention to her, and so that in the end fans will forget the reason they're fans and engage in stupid shit like this, defeating the whole purpose of being a music fan.
all this drama is slowly making me not want to have anything to do with am or the fandom anymore. if not for miles and him being connected to am, i would've stopped giving a fuck about alex years ago (technically not through his fault, but then also because of him). this whole thing just makes me sad because miles does not deserve to be associated with these people and the fact that he will never be able to get rid of them is so not it.
#look i could talk about this for hours but it makes me so angry it's best to just stop#i saved the spiciest things for the tags#matt used to be my favourite but now i cannot even stand to hear his name#such a disappointment i really thought he was better than this#which also makes me question what the hell alex sees in him#and then again alex is probably not the best person in the world#which i guess we knew ever since the absolutely disgusting behaviour towards taylor and him being friends with ppl like josh homme#and cameron avery#sigh#it's just a shame that his music is really good#(anyone looking to buy some am vinyls? 😂)#oh miles the things i endure for you#i have such a love/hate relationship with alex it's crazy#one second i love him the other i never want to see him again#which then makes me think about how different things would be if he had a different girlfriend#she really ruined absolutely everything#(not) sorry#rant#alex turner#milex#louise verneuil#arctic monkeys
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Just a thought I had while cleaning but realistically would anyone know Sol’s birthday? Like. Since he’s a clone and all. Like imagine the weird situation with that right?
Sorry my memory for the beginning of campaign three is hazy and maybe I’m being dumb but like. He wouldn’t. Know his birthday. Right? MAYBE He would consider his birthday the day he and Albin met? Maybe he celebrated alongside Albin’s birthday? Maybe he wasn’t celebrated at all?
If he and Swag got the chance to talk then would he consider Swags birthday to be his birthday as well? Maybe he hasn’t even thought about the fact he doesn’t really know or have a birthday. Maybe he only realizes once Callie and Calder start talking about their own birthdays? If something about a Sol birthday is mentioned in canon then unmm ignore this post pretend you never read it but regardless I think it’s fun to think of the duck team scenarios that spawn from that.
#not another dnd podcast#naddpod#naddpod campaign 3#sol bufo#calliope petrichor#calder kilde#albin pembroke#like idk wouldnt it be cute if duck team finds out he doesnt have like a birthday birthday#and then just throw him a surprise party#listen because sol is my favorite i HAVE to make sol angst its the LAW#if anything i talk about was easily explained in canon and i just dont remember then. shame on me i guess#if im deadly wrong maybe ill crawl into a hole and never post again. thats just how the cookie crumbles
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Honestly Rayla is equally 100% ride or die for Callum too.
That's so true I almost mentioned it in that post. They're so ridiculously feral for each other it's hilarious to watch. Callum's the legitimate "we ride AND die together" whereas Rayla is the "I will ride and die FOR you" sort of deal yknow?
Could be literally any situation, no matter how dangerous, and she's already decided she will die here. Does it ensure Callum lives? Then batter-up buckeroo we're going in swords blazing! Everyone cheer and clap for her human or she'll blow this whole place up. Kinda person who says "even if you hate me I'd still lose everything if it meant you were okay". She thinks they're in a tragic love story where she's always at risk of losing him but that's okay as long as it keeps him safe and happy like y'know Viren parallels, she'd risk losing her very self for him over and over. Except Callum would wait until the end of the world itself, and even beyond, and she wouldn't even have to ask.
The difference between them, really, is that Rayla will die for Callum on any given day. Callum will kill for Rayla on any given day. Something something matching sets
#tdp#the dragon prince#asks#rayllum#tdp callum#tdp rayla#talk#someone in the tags of that post said 'raylas self loathing works hard but callums devotion works even harder' and they own that post now#its theirs. they summed it up beautifully. they own it#'yes hes cringe but hes MY cringefail loserboy!!!!! get your OWN'#everyone else would say the 'hes a 10 but--' except for rayla. shes just 'hes a 10. hes just a 10 striaght-up'#he is not. he is so not a 10 i love him but hes not a 10 shes just so ill for him#so insane that the girl who has issues abt not being or being wanted by anyone or not good enough for ppl to stay/want her#proceeds to find maybe the 1 guy in the entire world who will choose her no matter WHAT#and even when SHE was the one who left & he was pissed he was still 100% sticking by her. hes staying#oops she showed him affection. now hes stuck forever! shame. welp guess thats how it goes!#and its partially bc of that she'd die for him. she needs him to b okay even if shes not there. mix of that loathing like#'he could still b happy without me so i need to ensure he lives so he can STAY happy at my own detriment. he means more than me'#girl if you died he would literally crumple into dust. fold in like cardboard in the rain. lay face-down in the sand & just die there#same w callum hes like 'i can hurt myself over & over for her if shes alive. if the danger is dead then she can live longer. i will live bu#tear myself apart so long she is safe'#bestie. if you reach the point of no return she will sacrifice herself to get the old you back WHAT THEN
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‘I do not have a favorite animal,’ I think to myself. ‘All animals are unique in their own way.’
And then a picture of a horseshoe crab enters my dash…
#perfect littol creachur#holy shit I love them#and it’s such a shame I only realize I do whenever I see them#I guess it’s like a ‘out of sight out of mind’ kind of thing with me#it happens a lot of the time#toast tries to talk#random#random stuff#horseshoe crab
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I’m just saying, the human brain is not equipped for worrying about bank accounts and unemployment and whether unions can hold out and potential show cancellations and climate change and genocide and upcoming elections and parental health and insurance claims and home repairs and ongoing covid surges and political corruption and existential terrors and and and and and
all at the same time at 3 in the morning, as if all of these things are remotely equal and remotely controllable, when you can do NOTHING about any of it because you are small and your room is dark and your dog is asleep and it is 3 in the goddamn morning
#personal#hey hi hello the world is really bad! actually! really bad right now!#this isn’t the place where I come to talk about current events and the like most of the time#but uh. it’s cuz I can’t stop thinking about it. we’re living through so much. so much Bad.#and I want to fix literally all of it#from the comparatively small art things to the incredibly enormous human rights things#and I am. barely able to keep my own house.#and it feels shameful to be so overwhelmed by a world that’s being comparatively kind to me even when it’s been awful#and I sometimes just need to. say it. I guess.#anyway. back to the regularly scheduled gay fiction in a second I just um.#vote please. and stand with Gaza. and…try to rest. when you can. cuz it’s. a lot out there.
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what on earth possessed me to read comments about Ewan on X - now I'm furious.. I refuse to believe that there are people in this fandom who have whole profiles on there dedicated to posting insults about Ewan's appearance. the guy's keeping to himself, he's unproblematic, doesn't even have social media (thank the gods for that) and every single one of his co-stars always only has the nicest things to say about him and yet somehow there are still dirtbags out there who dedicate hours of their time every day to talking smack about his appearance. I only have one question - what the hell is wrong with you???????????????
#rant#ewan mitchell#sorry about this but I'm fuming#I understand not liking a character but talking smack about the ACTOR? are you bloody serious?#I know this has been said a million times before but I guess all the freaks came out yet again with the new trailer and pictures#shame on you if you are one of them#and do not try to justify any of this by telling me there are people out there insulting other actors as well#bullying one actor doesn't justify bullying another and this is not a freaking competition on who gets worse insults ffs#house of the dragon#hotd
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#fool me once shame on you fool me four thousand times shame on me and there will be shame on me again#i was excited to talk to you. i don’t understand why you won’t even look at me.#vent#delete later probably if i remember. i don’t know if want this staying up because it’s a bummer but i just need to get it out#but spending a week with a friends caring father and coming home to the guy i live with who won’t look at me or answer me when i say hello#just because he doesn’t feel like it or whatever the hell#hit me harder than i expected.#rounding in the year with the usual vague disappointment i guess#sparks speaks
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If I had a nickel for every time someone drew me a Starlo and forgot his glasses I think I'd have three nickels. Yall know the joke at this point but it's so funny. And not inherently a bad thing? But yeah Starlo has glasses XD
He's my nerd fjdjdjd
#this isnt meant to shame anyone or point and laugh#it's just a thing thats happened when drawing hatless Stars#like i get it. his typical design hides his glasses#but yeah! hes got round nerd glasses and is an absolute dork <3#in fact hes hitting the “erm actually” in one of his talk sprites. but ya dont see it cuz hes got his hat on XD#idk i guess this is a reminder that he's got glasses. its not the end of the world. but hes got glasses XD#the cake doth speak#🌵💫#side note my friend gave me some birthday art and I die
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I am severly art blocked rn and this dude is the only thing I can draw. Honestly Asmo lives in my brain 24/7 and I dont think he’s leaving anytime soon. Tbh I dont mind but he should start paying rent...
+ facial scars asmo headcanon because I love giving him imperfections. Even if the whole point of that headcanon is to make him look kind of gross he always ends up looking so damn pretty anyways I just wanna smooch him
#obey me#obey me shall we date#obey me asmo#obey me asmodeus#obey me fanart#obey me shall we date asmo#obey me shall we date asmodeus#obey me shall we date fanart#obey me nightbringer#obey me nightbringer asmo#obey me nightbringer asmodeus#obey me nightbringer fanart#can i even start using the nightbringer tags for my art?#i mean the whole scars headcanon is about how he fucked up his face as he fell#so i guess it'd be like an alternate timeline to what happens in nightbringer#why am i talking about it like i know the plot of that game already#i just know they wont feed into my lovely headcanon about him#which is a shame because it'd flesh out his character so much#my canon is better than their canon solmare fight me#my art
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